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zfwfhfdlbD rW 146 nmqsj jfsu tfofW 147 ncLfvBf-jcLfvBf 148 iadkshwDv nfsK näAhrfv jv 150 zflwG mf 152 zflwG wfðVD 156 mdrtf-mudtn 158 ivyyGf } oDhk 163 nmfstfybfsj Hq 166 skfmfv iawQnf 168 sHl iajfw 169 dmtb-vrnA iajfw 170 sE]fejfef rsqf bf 171 dmKAf ohG 172 htfv zflh 173 bfvD n©isjG zdHÎkfté hfBD 177

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nm²À iawQnf mrfb zfïfr dpdb zfmfslvsj nh nxdóv mfsU swaô nxdó j'sv ˆƒ ixdKhDsk ifdEsqsYb ˆhQ lcdbqf W zfdJvfskv uDhbsj nc¦lvHfsh oVfv ubA lfb jsvsYb mrfoa§¿ zft-jcvzfb W kfsj dh²ÀfdvkHfsh hcdUsq iayfv jvfv ubA ifdEsqsYb bhDjct dwvmdB, mfbhm×tDv sbkf, nhGswaô mfbh, dhw¶bhD mcrf©mfl (nfïfïfù zftfƒdr znfïfm)sj. Hfƒ zfèct rfmDl IfƒpDv stJf `zflwG vmBD' hƒJfbf zflAf§À msbfspfo nrjfsv isVdY. ndkAjfsv hƒJfdbv iasqfubDqkf zdk z¬i jKfq dtJf nýh bq. khcW ö¬i jKfq dtdJ hf hdt sp, lcdbqf W zfdJvfskv mÌt pfvf yfq, kfslv ubA zfmfslv diaq stJsjv stJf jcvzfb W rflDsnv zfstfsj zkA§À nru HfNfq hcUfv ubA zdk Èv¢k¶iCBG. zfdm ˆjub bfvD, ˆjub mf, ˆjub OvbD drnfsh wasÝq stJsjv jfsY jxkÎ ˆƒ ubA sp, nkAƒ dkdb mfbh-jtAfsB kKf nmoa bv-bfvDv mÌtfsKG ˆƒ hƒJfdb iaBqb jsvsYb. zfmfslv Ov-nQnfv uDhsbv J]cdebfde Hct-Û¢de nQswfLsbv ts[A zdk dbicBHfsh jJbW jcvzfsbv hfBD W rflDsnv zfstfsj zfhfv jJbW jdhkfv Ys¦l hù nmnAf W nmfLfb kcst Lvfv syóf jsvsYb.

zfïfr zfmfslv bfvD nmfsuv iaskAjsj ˆjub `zflwG bfvD' drnfsh osV WEfv kWIDj dlb. zfmDb.

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spnh bfvDvf ˆƒnh Hcst pfqdb, kfvfƒ `zflwG bfvD'. kfvfƒ rsh ƒrjft W ivjfstv ncJ-sHfsov zdLjfdvBD.

zfmfv msb rq, ˆƒ nËemq idvd²¿dksk dlwfrfvf bfvD nmfusj ndEj iK slJfsk …ipcÙÁ dlwfvD rsh zfèct rfmDl mflfbD nfsrshv mrfmCtAhfb ic²Àj `zflwG vmBD'. jcvzfb W rflDsnv zfstfsj bfvD-uDhsbv zkA§À iasqfubDq dhNqÈdt ˆjdÛk j'sv …ÙÁ hƒdesk nc¦lvHfsh iajfw jvf rsqsY, pf iadkde mcndtm bfvDsj ndEjHfsh uDhbpfib jvsk W ufâfskv iK slJfsk nfrfpA jvsh. zfdm hƒdev hùt iayfv jfmbf jdv.

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zfdm ˆ icd²Àjfq nvfndv zfmfv äDbD shfbsj nsìfLb jsvdY. kfv iajxdk W msbv ivw sisk pKf nýh ofb, jdhkf W sr]qfdt dlsq jKfv mftf so]sKdY. zfwf jdv snƒ Icstv mftf kfv otfq swfHf ifsh.

öfmDoxr W nQnfsvv djYc J]cdebfde sYfe sYfe jKf dtsJdY, zfwf jdv, kf kfv lf©ikA uDhsbv nrfqj rsh. ˆƒ icd²Àjf isV dbsusj `zflwG kv¢BD, zflwG ²ÃD, zflwG mf W zflwG wfðVD' drnfsh dbsusj oVsk iaqfn ifsh. zfv kWIDj zfïfrv rfsk.

zfdm sp zfsho dbsq dtsJdY, snƒ zfsho dbsq iVsk zfmfv shfbdesj zfshlb ufbfd¤Y. rqskf hf ˆk nh jKf mfbsk skfmfsj HfvD shfL rsh, dj§Â `zflwG vmBD' rsk rst djYc kAfo öDjfv skf jvskƒ rsh.

`hV rWqf nQnfsvsk jdEb hAfifv, nQnfsv sn hV rq, hV ÈB pfv.'

hƒde isV kcdm msb jvsk ifv sp, `bfvDsj sjht icv¢sNv ncJ-lfbjfdvBDv HCdmjfq vfJf rsqsY.' zfdm hdt, snef rstƒ hf [dk jD? öfmDsj dj ²ÃDv ncJlfbjfvD v™si nxdó jvf rqdb? bfvD-icv¢N ˆsj zisvv ncJlfbjfvD bf rst lf©iskA ncJ sjfKfq?

kcdm msb jvsk ifv, `hƒdesk bfvDsj zsbj s[sÛ srq iadkiâ jvf rsqsY.' zfdm hdt, r]Af, kf zhwAƒ. ksh kf dhswN swaBDv dhswN öHfshv

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bfvDsj. …sÜwA srq hf kc¤Y jvf bq; hvQ öBGjfsvv mskf zfOfk dlsq kfslv mskf öBGsj nc¦lv ztËfv v™si osV skftf.

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zhwAƒ zfsY, sTv zfsY. sjht icv¢Nslv ncdhLfv ubA ˆ hƒ jcvzfb-rflDn sO]se dtJf rqdb. bfvDv zdLjfv W icv¢Nslv jkGhA dbsq ˆ hƒsqv zfstfybf bq. ˆ hƒ icv¢N hf mdrtfv mpGflf sYfe hf hV j'sv slJfhfv …sÜswA stJf rqdb. ˆ hƒ dtJf rsqsY, vmBDsj `zflwG vmBD' j'sv osV skftfv ubA. „mfbD mb dbsq iV, kfrstƒ hcUsk ifvsh `Èmvfr W syfv' sj hf jfvf?

ˆn, iV W hV rW, zfïfrv jfsY, mfbcsNv jfsY. skfmfv mk `zflwG ²ÃD' sisq LbA srfj HfoAhfsbvf. shsrwXk srfj kfslv nQnfv. zfdm skfmfsj ˆƒ snsrv …irfv dlsk sisv dbsusj LbA msb jvdY. zfmfv ubA lczf jsvf shfbde!

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snrmqD shfbde zfmfv! uDhb rt zsybf icjcsvv mk. bfmfv nmq nfhLfsb bfmsk rsh sn icjcsv.

uDhb odkwDt. Swwh sKsj Sjswfv ifv rsq ˆJb kcdm spZhsb ilfiGB jsvY. skfmfv msb ˆJb jk öi, jk zfwf, jk Hq, jk Hvnf.

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bhD � hstb, ª²ÃDv ubA öfmD kfv ufâfk zKhf ufrfâfm.« (ƒhsb zfhD wfƒhfr,bfnf„, k¶fhfvfbD, rfsjm, iaHxdk)

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`smsqslvsj slsJ rAfQtf jcjcsvv mk sp nh icv¢sNv dusH ifdb zfsn, smsqvf kfslvsjƒ shwD OxBf jsv.' kf sjb? sjb t©ievf skfmfsj slsJ `zfÌcv It ej' ƒkAfdl hst m§ÀhA jsv?

zfnst skfmfv spZhb skfmfv n©il. skfmfv slsr spZhsbv Ict Icest, kfv¢sBAv tfhBA …϶t rsq iajfw sist, skfmfv dlsj icv¢sN kfjfsh ---ˆefƒ iajxdkv dbqm.

ˆƒ n©il skfmfv zmCtA n©il. kcdm skfmfv n©islv drIfpk jv. `bfvDv bfvDsk¶v iaLfb n©il rt kfv slsrv dbHxsk vd[k mCtAhfb smfrv; pf

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snfbfv mCtA zfsY hstƒ kfsj sjZef, zftmfvD W v¢smv msLA kftfhÝ vfJf rq. pfsk zisvv tftnf nxdó bf rq, ycdv W dY§Àfƒ bf rsq pfq.

bfvDv snZ¦lpG kfv lcwmb. ˆƒ ubAƒ bfvDv uDhsb dbvfiÙfv nhGswaô iarvD rt kfv jc{dnk syrfvf. dj§Â ilGf rst skf kfv iasqfub Kfsj bf.

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2. bfbD ilGf ˆ ilGf pfvf jsv, kfvf sjht idvdyk stfjslvsj ilGf jsv. zidvdyk

stfjslvsj ilGf jsv bf. oafm sKsj ofdV shv rsq sost ˆslv ilGfv svÓ swN rsq pfq.

ˆslv zsbsj zfhfv idvdyk stfj pdl zfk¹Dqv mk rq, kfrst kfslvsjW ilGf jsv bf. spmb jfsuv odksj pfslvsj ObOb z¦lv mrst iashw jvsk rq, kfslvsj kfvf isvfqf jsv bf.

zhwA zsbsj zfhfv oafsmv jf…sj ilGf jsv bf, sjht ƒmfm nfsrhsj jsv. zfnst ˆj bfbDv o¬i sKsj hÙÁf ùucvvf ˆƒ ilGfv bfm dlsqsYb `bfbD ilGf'.

o¬ief dbmv™i }- ˆj lcicsv bfbD bfdksj nsÌ dbsq icjcsv sofnt jvsk sot. bfbD ilGfbwDb

mdrtf. icjcvef vf²Àfv Lfsv. bfdksj htt, `zfdm sofnt jvsk bfmdY. stfj ˆst htdh.'

bfdksj ifsV l]fV jdvsq dlsq bfbD Ofse hsn ofsqv jfiV Jcst nfhfb mfJsk tfot. [sBj isv ‰ vf²Àfq ˆjde stfj zfnsk slsJ bfdk rfjcdt-dhjcdt j'sv hst …Et, `bfbD sof bfbD! stfj zfnsY.'

kf ðsb bfbD wwhA²À rsq ofsq-mfKfq wfVD udVsq dbt. stfjde ifv rsq sot. sOfmefv I]fsj bfbD slJt, stfjde zfv sj… bq, W ifVfv Idej. kfƒ bfdksj htt, `W-r! W skf W ifVfv Idej sv! Hft j'sv slJdh, stfj ˆst htdh.'

djYc isv ˆjubsj zfnsk slsJ bfdk hst …Et, `bfbD sof bfbD! stfj zfnsY.'

bfbD nk¶v ofsq mfKfq wfVD udVsq dbsq syfvf yfrdbsk slJt, lcL-Wqftf.

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dhvÙÁ rsq htt, `zfsv shfjf! W skf lcL-Wqftf sv! iaskAjdlb zfmfslv Osv lcL dlsq pfq, ufdbn bf? Hft j'sv sldJn, stfj ˆst htdh.'

nfmfbA[B isvƒ mfKfq UcdV dbsq ˆjubsj zfnsk slsJ bfdk htt, `bfbD sof bfbD! stfj zfnsY.'

bfbD ofsq-mfKfq jfiV dbsq diYb sKsj kfdjsq slsJ htt, `W skf ycdV-Wqftf sv! zfmvf Wv jfsY ycdV idv ufdbn bf?'

bfbD nfhfb mfJsk mwÈt rt, bfdk msb msb Hfhsk tfot, kfrst stfj zfhfv jfsj hst? d²¿v jvt zfv djYc htsh bf. zj±mf{ oafsmv ƒmfm nfsrh sn vf²Àfq ifv rd¤Ystb. bfdk zfv djYc htt bf. bfbDsj sJftfsmtf slsJ smZthD nfsrh otf UfVsk ðv¢ jvstb. bfbD wwhA²À rsq tÏfhkD tkfv mk wfVD udVsq uVnV rsq sot. smZthD nfsrh ifv rsq sost sn vfso zLDvf rsq ifsV ˆsn bfdkv ofst EfnX EfnX j'sv lc' yV tfdosq dlt. htt, `h]flv! stfj dydbnX bf? skfv syfJ Jfvfi rsqsY bfdj? httfm sp, stfj ˆst htdh!'

bfdk ` ]Af ]Af' j'sv j]flsk ðv¢ jsv dlt. htt, `kcdmƒ skf htst, Idej stfj bq, lcL-Wqftf stfj bq, ycdV-Wqftf stfj bq. kfskƒ zfdm msb jvtfm, rqskf shef sYstvf stfj bq. kfskƒ zfdm zfv hdt bfƒ. ðLc SmthDvf sp stfj kf skf zfdm ufbkfm bf.'

ˆj oafsmv mndul idvlwGsb dosqdYtfm. hNGfv jflfq ˆjmfÛ vf²Àf zyt rsq isVdYt. ifVfv stfsjvf ˆj hAdÙÁv Osvv zfdMbf shsq ifvfifv jvdYt. spsrkc zfdm smZthD nfsrh dYtfm, snsrkc ˆj Hfƒ zfso sKsjƒ snƒ hfdV-Wqftfv jfsY ifv rWqfv zbcmdk yfƒstb. dj§Â i]fdytrDb hfdVv ilGfdhdhv mvl ifv rsk zbcmdk dlt bf!

ˆj mudtsn zfdm httfm, `zfdm hfsn sysi sldJ, zfmfv idvdykf ˆj mdrtf mfKfq jfiV Jcst hsn zfsY. zfmfv syfsJ syfJ iVskƒ wwhA²À rsq mfKfv jfiV kcst dbt. iafq smZthDslvsjƒ slsJ smsqvf ˆmb jsv sjb?'

rEf{ jsvƒ ˆjub uhfh dlt, `jfvB, lcdbqfsk smZthDvfƒ icv¢N, zfv hfjD nh jficv¢N kfƒ.'

zfdm hdt, `bf. zsbj mdrtfv dbjse smZthDvfW icv¢N bq. zfmvf ˆj zfk¹Dqv hfdV sost, sn hfdVv ˆj shofbf mdrtf sJftf mfKfq wAf©ic jvf YVfsbf

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 13 yct dbsq zfmfslv nfmsb yf siw jvt!'

zKhf ‰ swaBDv mdrtfvf jdhv ˆƒ jKfq dhw¶fnD, `nfsmAv ofb ofƒ-

zfmfv ys[ icv¢N-vmBD sjfsbf sHlfsHl bfƒ!'

3. stfjslJfbD hf Hsqv ilGf nfLfvBk} ˆ ilGf smsqvf w¶ðvhfdVsk j'sv Kfsj. …sÜwA zfïfrsj vfdu jvf

bq; hvQ stfjialwGb. ˆvf mfsqv hfdVsk sjfb iajfv ilGf jsv bf. dj§Â w¶ðv oafsm ilGfdhdh nfsu. ˆslv `nlsvsk Y]cy yst bf, mIöst rfdk yst.' ˆvf `rfe pfq hfufv pfq, skftf ifdbsk sofYt jsv!' ˆslv mvlvf hfv¢ƒsj hst, `ˆjhfv yfstv ‰ ifsw pfW, mAfFfm mfsjGe pfsh.'

ˆvƒ wfdmt ˆqfvsifeGD ilGf }- ˆƒ ilGf n…lD zfvshv djYc mdrtf j'sv Kfsj; pfvf slswv dHksv ilGfq

Kfjsk hfLA rq. dj§Â pJbƒ hfƒsvv sjfb slw nIv jsv, kJbƒ ˆqfvsifseG ˆsn shfvjf hAfso Hsv sbq.

zbcv™i hù shilGf mdrtf, pfvf nvjfvDHfsh ilGfslw n†lD zfvsh hnhfn jsv. zk}iv pJb ˆ slswv ˆqfvsifseG bfsm kJb shfvjf hAfo sKsj shv j'sv zdb¤Yf nsÙ¶W u¶ftf msb ofsq udVsq dbsk hfLA rq. zfv pJb ˆ slw sKsj dbsuv slsw pfq, kJb ˆqfvsifseG si]ZsY öd²Àv w¶fn dbsq nfb¦l dysÙ shfvjfde Jcst hAfso Hsv. zhwA ˆ slswW kfvf I½fsev dHksv zdk nkjGkfv nfsK zfib slswv idvshw hfdbsq vfsJ!

zbcv™i snƒ dwd[jfslv ilGf, pfvf yfsi isV iadkôfsbv dHksv ilGf j'sv shfvjf isvb, dj§Â zbA nmq shilGf Kfsjb.

4. wvqD ilGf wvqD ilGf rt kfƒ, pf wvDqsk jvsk htf rsqsY. zKGf{, mdrtfv zfifl-

m²Àj nhGfÌ wvDv shofbf icv¢sNv nfmsb sofib jvsk rsh. hfdVv dHksvW shofbf icv¢Nsj ilGf jvsk rsh ˆhQ hfƒsv sostW ilGf jvsk rsh. ˆ hAfifsv mrfb zfïfrv dbslGw rt,

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zKGf{, sr bhD! kcdm skfmfv ²ÃDoBsj, jbAfoBsj W dhw¶fnDslv vmBDoBsj ht, kfvf spb kfslv yflsvv djqlQw dbsuslv (mcJmàstv) …iv sesb slq. ˆsk kfslvsj sybf nrukv rsh; Ist kfslvsj …ÙAÙÁ jvf rsh bf. zfv zfïfr yvm [mfwDt, ivm lqftc. (nCvf zfrpfh 59 zfqfk)

hcUskƒ ifvY, ilGf níf§À mdrtfv dyrÁ. nshGf¤y mpGflfn©iâ mdrtfslv sthfn. bhD pcsov mdrtfvf nhGfÌ wvDv sTsj vfJskb. zsbsj iasqfusb jdç zhdL rfk W ifsqv ifkf shv jvf ShL hstsYb. skfmfsj ˆƒ ilGfƒ mfbsk rsh. pKfnfLA njt shofbf sKsj ilGf jvsk rsh.

zsbj zidvBfmlwGD zfLcdbj efƒsiv ùucvvf hst Kfsjb, ofb-hfubf swfbf ufsqp, hfdVsk dedH vfJf ufsqp, smsqslv syrfvf slJfsbf ufsqp ƒkAfdl.

ˆjub „NGfivfqB mfbcN ˆj ùucvsj htstb, `skfmfv h… nfLfvB smsqslv mk zfnsY-pfs¤Y, zKy kcdm ˆjub mWtfbf!' …Ùsv ùucv htstb, `jD rsh kf? syrfvf slJfsbf ufsqp!'

zdLjfQw mdrtf msb jsv, syrfvf slJfsbf ufsqp. spsrkc snƒ mdrtfvf kfslv öfmD, hfi, Hfƒ hf zbA sjfb ùucsvv Iskfqf ðsbsY. nckvfQ kfvf skfmfv Iskfqf mfbsh sjb? zKy p]fvf ˆ Iskfqf dlsqsYb, k]fvf wkGfsvfi j'sv hstsYb, `pdl dIkbfv Hq bf Kfsj kfrst.' dj§Â ˆ wskGv sjfb isvfqfƒ jvf rq bf. hvQ zfsvf ˆjLfi ˆdosq kfvf hst, `ilGf skf dbsuv jfsY!' zKGf{, dbsu dEj Kfjst slsrv snZ¦lpG slJfstW zncdhsL sbƒ. kfvf msb jsv, ƒ]lcv syfJ há j'sv vfJstƒ dhVft kfsj slJsk ifsh bf. zKy ˆvjm jvst ƒ]lcv sp jk hV shfjfdm jvsh, kf kfvf Hft mkƒ ufsb.

iv§Â zfnt snZ¦lpG syrfvfskƒ. syrfvf slsJƒ icv¢N nc¦lvD-znc¦lvD iY¦l jsv. syrfvfskƒ zfsY lc'de syfJ; pfsk zfsY pflc. kf sJftf vfJst dhidÙ sKsj h]fyfv …ifq sjfKfq?

syrfvf slJfsbf ufsqp rst skfmfv hfdVsk sp sj… Tcjsk ifsv, pfv kfv nfmsb sJftf syrfvf dbsq zfnsk-spsk ifv, sJftf syrfvf dbsq iv-icv¢sNv nfsK jfu jvsk ifv. zfv kfrst mrfb zfïfrv ˆƒ hfBDv zKG dj?

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zKGf{, skfmvf kfslv dbje rsk djYc yfƒst ilGfv z§Àvft rsk yfW. ˆ dhLfb skfmfslv ˆhQ kfslv r™lsqv ubA zdLjkv idhÛ. (zfrpfh 53 zfqfk)

syrfvfƒ pdl kcdm zfmfsj slJfsh, kfrst `ilGfv z§Àvft rsk' zfhfv djYc yfƒh sjb? kJb `ilGfv z§Àvft' zfhfv sjfbXde?

zsbsj hst, `zk ilGf mfbsk ifdv bf. zfmvf rfuD bƒ, hVstfjW bƒ.' kfv mfsb zfmvf ifdu sYfestfj, kfƒ zfmfslv ilGfv lvjfv sbƒ. zKy ˆ jKf htst kfvf skfmfsj zfJ-sUfVf jvsh.

`hVstfj bƒ' zKGf{, hVstfjslv mk pdl zfmfslv hfdVsk jt-ifqJfbf Kfjk, kfrst ilGf jvkfm. sbƒ, kfrst jvh djHfsh?

zfnst mb Kfjst zsbj djYcƒ jvf pfq. zfïfr W k]fv vnCstv zfbcokA jvfv ƒ¤Yf Kfjst, kf Jch nru. nfrfhDslv pcso ifdbv sp jó dYt, kf skfmfv zufbf bq. nclCv ianfvD ˆƒ mv¢HCmDv slsw lCv-lCvf§À sKsj ifdb ˆsb Osv vfJsk rk. smsqvf vfsk hfƒsv dosq dbsuslv iasqfub nfvk. sjfKfW sjfKfW spZK sofntJfbfv hAh²¿f dYt. skfmfv slswW slJ, hù ovDh Osv ilGfv hAh²¿f zfsY.

zhwA zfLcdbj dw[fq dwd[kf rWqfv Ist kcdm ilGfsj so]fVfdm msb jvsk ifv. ˆjub „NGfivfqB mfbcN ˆj stfjsj htstb, `skfmfv h… mfKf Jcst mfsjGe pfq?' …Ùsv sn htt, `zfnst zfmvf so]fVf mcntmfb bƒ.' kfv mfsb pfvf ilGf mfsb kfvf so]fVf mcntmfb. zfv Wvf rs¤Y öfHfdhj; hvQ smVf W dTst mcntmfb.

ilGfv hAfifsv so]fVf rt kfvf, pfvf h…sj Ov rsk zfslZ shv rsk slq bf, iasqfusb hfsn-seºsb yfisk slq bf ƒkAfdl. so]fVf kfvf bq, pfvf syrfvf Tfjsk hst, öfmDv Hfƒ, slftfHfƒ ƒkAfdlsj slJf slWqf rfvfm hst. spsrkc wvDqskv dhLfb snefƒ. zfv pfvf wvDqskv dhLfb ndEjv™si iftb jsv, kfvf so]fVf bq. so]fVf rt kfvf, pfvf wvDqskv dhLfb ndEjHfsh bf susb pfsj kfsj `so]fVf' hst ofdt slq.

ˆjub ðbt, `Wslv h…vf Jch ilGf.' htt, `ilGf kfsk hfsn-seºsb pfq-zfsn, rfnifkft pfq, slWvslvsj slJf slq sjb?'

‰ slJ, ˆƒ swaBDv mfbcNvf ilGf bf mfbstW, zisvv ilGfsk sJ]fef slq, ˆslv mb so]fVfdmsk idviCBG. sj… pdl n©iCBG ilGf bf mfbsk ifsv, kfrst dj pkef

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nfLA kkefW iftb jvf pfsh bf? bfdj Wslv mk, `Jfh skf sie Hsv, mvh skf Jfe Hsv' htsh? zKGf{, kfYfVf Jfsh bf, mvshW bf? ˆ skf hV zfuDh jKf! wvDsvv sjfb zÌ pdl FfÙÁfvsj slJfsk rq, kf hst dj kfsj nhGfÌ Jcst sldJsq slsh? ifsq jcjcsvv È' stso sost dj sofef ofsqƒ smsJ sbsh? bfdj ðLc if-efƒ Lcsq sbsh? shfbde zfmfv! mfbfv mb bf Kfjst zftfyftfƒ jsv stfsj.

seºsb shfvjf slsJ ˆj Hûstfj htstb, `zfibfvf ˆJsbf nHAkfv zfstf ifbdb?' httfm, `sjb wvDv sJftf bf Kfjst ‰ zfstf tfH jvf pfq bf?' htstb, `ˆ pcso zfv Wnh yst bf.' httfm, `sp zfstf ifq sn zfstfjiafåf. sp mdrtfv slsrv pk shwD zQsw zfstf ifq, sn kk hV zfstfjiafåf. pfv slr n©iCBG bo, sn nhsysq hV zfstfjiafåf! kfƒ bq dj? nHAkf bokfq zfsY, bfdj zflwG sthfsn-sifwfsj?' kfviv zfmfsj smZtfbf zKhf smZyfj hcsU dkdb dbv¢Ùv rstb.

htsh, ilGfdhdhvfW zsbj Jfvfi zfsY. shfvjf isv jk smsq shdvsq pfs¤Y. jk smsqv sOfmefv dHksv sJmefv bfy. kfv ubA jKfq hst,

`lcó�stfsjv dmó�jKf lDOt-sOfmef bfvD, ifbfv bDsy wDkt ut dkbƒ m¦ljfvD.'

r]Af, ˆ jKf mfbsk sjfbƒ zncdhLf sbƒ. jk shfvjf-WqftD, rflDn-WqftD sJmefv bfy slJfs¤Y. zfv kfv mfsb skf ˆƒ bq sp, ilGf j'sv sjfb tfH sbƒ. ilGf lcƒ iajfv } msb W hfƒsv. ˆj nsÌ …Hq ilGf bf Kfjst, sn ilGfv sjfb lfm sbƒ. kcdm pdl ht, `msbv ilGf hV ilGf, hfƒsvv ilGf WEfW sv.' kfrst zfdm hth, kfskW sjfb It sbƒ. zfv sj… pdl hst, msbv ilGf bf KfjstW hfƒsvv ilGf jvstƒ psKó, kfrst mrfb zfïfr hstb,

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mrfbhD � hstb, ªskfmfslv nhsysq Jfvfi smsq kfvf, pfvf shilGf, zrQjfvD, kfvf jie bfvD, kfslv mLA rsk tft vsMv sE]fe W if-dhdwó jfsjv mk (dhvt) nQJAj smsq shsrsñ pfsh.« (hfƒrfj¶D)

snfbfmdB zfLcdbjf shfbde zfmfv! shofbfv nfmsb wvqD sthfn iv, kcdm rsh zflwG smsq.

zfmfv zbAfbA hƒsq wvqD sthfsnv jKf isVY. khcW sn sthfsnv jKf nQs[si …sïJ jvdY }-

1. sthfn spb slsrv nhGfÌsj sTsj vfsJ. sjbbf mrfbhD � hstb, ªsmsq mfbcsNv nhefƒ tÏf²¿fb (sofibDq). zfv sn pJb shv rq, kJb wqkfb kfsj icv¢sNv lxdósk ncswfHb jsv skfst.« (dkvdmpD, dmwjfk 3109 bQ)

2. sp sthfn mdrtf idvLfb jvsh, snefƒ spb (shofbf icv¢sNv nfmsb) snZ¦lpGmq W lxdó-zfjNGD bf rq. spsrkc mrfb zfïfr hstb, ªnfLfvBk} pf iajfw rsq Kfsj, kf YfVf kfvf spb kfslv zbAfbA snZ¦lpG iajfw bf jsv.« (nCvf bCv 31 zfqfk) nckvfQ skfmfv shfvjf spb bÆfJdyk bf rq.

3. sthfn spb ˆmb ifktf bf rq, pfsk jfisVv …iv sKsjW dHksvv yfmVf busv zfsn. bsy{ Tfjf KfjstW sJftfv ipGfqHcÙÁ.

ˆjlf rfInf dhs§À zfècv vrmfb ifktf WVbf isv zfsqwf (vfdp¶qfïfù zfbrf)ˆv dbje sost dkdb k]fv WVbfsj dY]sV sIst dlstb ˆhQ k]fsj ˆjde smfef WVbf ivsk dlstb. (mfstj, dmwjfk 4375 bQ)

mrfbhD � hstb, ªlcƒ swaBDv mfbcN slfpJhfnD; pfslvsj zfdm (ˆJsbf) sldJdb. ---(ˆslv msLA däkDq swaBDv mfbcN snƒ) mdrtflt, pfvf jfiV isvW …tÌ�Kfjsh, ziv icv¢Nsj dbsuv dlsj zfjxó�jvsh�ˆhQ dbsuW kfv dlsj zfjxó�rsh, pfslv mfKf (ycstv sJ]fif) drst Kfjf�…sev j]csuv mk rsh. kfvf shsrsñ�iashw jvsh bf. zfv kfv ncoáW ifsh bf; zKy kfv ncoá�ˆk�ˆk lCvhkGD�²¿fb sKsjW ifWqf pfsh.« (zfrmfl, mcndtm)

4. sifwfj spb ˆmb z]fe-n]fe (efƒeXdIe) bf rq, pfsk slsrv …]yc-dbyc hAÙÁ�rq. jfvB�ˆmb TfjfW sJftfv ipGfqHcÙÁ�ˆhQ lxdó-zfjNGD.

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5. spb ncodák bf rq. mrfbhD � hstb,�ªsn¦eX dhtfhfv …sÜswA sjfb mdrtf pdl kf hAhrfv jsv icv¢Nslv nfmsb pfq, ksh sn shwAf smsq.« (zfhC lf†l, dkvdmpD, dmwjfk 1065 bQ)

6. sthfn spb sjfb jfsIv mdrtfv zbcjxk bf rq. diaq bhD � hstb, ªsp hAdÙÁ�sp ufdkv nflxwA zhtìb (sthfsn-sifwfsj, yft-ytsb zbcjvB) jvsh, sn kfslvƒ ltHcÙÁ.« (zfhC lf†l, dmwjfk 4347 bQ)

7. kf spb icv¢Nslv sthfsnv zbcv™i bf rq. mrfbhD � snƒ bfvDslvsj zdHwfi dlsqsYb, pfvf icv¢Nslv shw LfvB jsv ˆhQ snƒ icv¢NslvsjW zdHwfi dlsqsYb, pfvf bfvDslv shw LfvB jsv.« (zfhC lf†l 4097, ƒhsb mfufr 1904 bQ)

8. sthfn spb u]fjumjiCBG iadndÝubj bf rq. jfvB, dhvt Lvsbv sthfn ivst nfLfvBk} idvLfbjfvDv msb ohG nxdó�rq�ˆhQ lwGsjv lxdó�zfjNGB jsv. kfƒ mrfbhD � hstb, ªsp hAdÙÁ�lcdbqfsk iadndÝubj sthfn ivsh, zfïfr kfsj djqfmsk tfÒbfv sthfn ivfshb.« (zfrmfl, zfhC lf†l, ƒhsb mfufr, dmwjfk 4346 bQ)

ilGfbwDb shfbde zfmfv! bfbDv mk nmcû, blD hf icjcv Ofse zKhf sJftfsmtf sjfb ncƒdmQicst sofnt jvsk spsqf bf.

zfïfrv vnCt � hstb, ªsp hAdÙÁ zfïfr W ivjfst dhÇhfn vfsJ, sn spb kfv ²ÃDsj nfLfvB sofntJfbfq iashw jvsk bf slq.« (zfrmfl, nrDr kfvoDh 160bQ)

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htf hfùtA, hfdVsk Jfn sofntJfbf SkvD jvf Wqfsuh. pdlW kf skftf ifdbv rq.

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zfv skfmfv bhD � hstb, ªvmBD ocå dudbn; nckvfQ pJb sn (hfdV rsk) shv rq, kJb wqkfb kfsj icv¢sNv lxdósk vmBDq jsv slJfq.« (nrDr dkvdmpD 936bQ)

zfkv hf sn¦e hAhrfv jvsh bf. jfvB mrfbhD � hstb, ªiaskAj y[cƒ hAdHyfvD. zfv mdrtf pdl (sjfb iajfv) ncoá hAhrfv jsv sjfb (icv¢Nslv) mudtsnv ifw dlsq zdkÛÁm jsv ksh sn hAdHyfdvBD (shwAf smsq).« (zfhC lf†l, dkvdmpD, bfnf„, ƒhsb drêfb, ƒhsb Jcpfƒmfr, rfsjm, nrDùt ufsm' 4540bQ)

mndusl sostW zfkv tfofsk ifsvf bf. zfhc ùvfƒvf � ˆjlf yfwXskv nmq mndul sKsj shv rstb. slJstb, ˆjde

mdrtf mndul iashsw …lAk. kfv slr hf sthfn sKsj …{jxó� ncodáv nchfn�YVfd¤Yt. zfhC ùvfƒvf mdrtfdev …sÜsw htstb, `zftfƒdjnX nftfm.' mdrtfde nftfsmv …Ùv dlt. dkdb kfsj iaw jvstb, `sjfKfq pfsh kcdm?' sn htt, `mndusl.' htstb, `jD ubA ˆmb nc¦lv ncodá smsJY kcdm?' htt, `mnduslv ubA.' htstb, `zfïfrv jnm?' htt, `zfïfrv jnm.' icbvfq htstb, `zfïfrv jnm?' htt, `zfïfrv jnm.' kJb dkdb htstb, `ksh swfb, zfmfsj zfmfv diaqkm zfhct jfsnm � hstsYb sp, ªsnƒ mdrtfv sjfb bfmfp jhct rq bf, sp kfv öfmD YfVf zbA jfsvfv ubA ncodá hAhrfv jsv; pk[B bf sn bfifjDv sofnt jvfv mk sofnt jsv sbq.« zkˆh kcdm dIsv pfW, sofnt jsv ncodá Lcsq sIt. kfviv dIsv ˆsn bfmfp isVf.' (zfhC lf†l, bfnf„, ƒhsb mfufr, hfƒrfjD, dntdntfr nrDrfr 1031bQ)

mfKfq sJ]fif h]fLsh bf, pfsk shfvjfv dHkv sKsj yct …]yc rsq slJf pfq. jfvB, mrfbhD � hstb, ªlcƒ swaBDv mfbcN ufrfâfmhfnD rsh pfslvsj ˆJsbf zfdm sldJdb. k¦msLA iaKm swaBD rt snƒ stfj, pfslv nsÌ Kfjsh ov¢v stsuv mk yfhcj; pfv äfvf kfvf stfsjslvsj iarfv jvsh. zfv däkDq swaBD rt snƒ mdrtflt, pfvf jfiV ivf nsÙ¶W spb …tÌ Kfjsh, (pfvf ifktf zKhf sJftf

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sthfn idvLfb jvsh.) ˆvf (iv icv¢Nsj dbsuv iadk) zfjxó jvsh ˆhQ dbsuvfW (kfv iadk) zfjxó rsh; kfslv mfKf rsh drst pfWqf …s]ev jcs]uv mk. kfvf ufâfk iashw jvsh bf ˆhQ kfv ncoáW ifsh bf. zKy kfv ncoá ˆk-ˆk lCvhkDG ²¿fb rsk ifWqf pfsh.« (mcndtm 2128bQ)

nIsv ˆjf pfsh bf. nsÌ pfsh sp skfmfv mfrvfm; zKGf{, pfv nfsK dyvksvv ubA dhhfr rfvfm. slftfHfƒ hf slWsvv nfsK bq. nsÌ sYfe sYst hf smsq KfjstW bf. zhwA hV sjfb zfibub mdrtf Kfjst dHâ jKf.

mrfbhD � hstb, ªmfrvfm YfVf sjfb icv¢N spb sjfb mdrtfv nfsK dbuGbkf zhtìb bf jsv ˆhQ mfrvfm YfVf spb sjfb mdrtf ˆjfdjbD nIv bf jsv.« ˆj hAdÙÁ htt, `sr zfïfrv vnCt! zfmfv ²ÃD (ˆjfdjbD) rÏ jvsk shv rsqsY. zfv zfdm zmcj zmcj pcsÝv ubA bfm dtdJsq sIstdY. (ˆJb zfdm jD jvsk ifdv?)' dkdb htstb, ªkcdm dIsv pfW ˆhQ skfmfv ²ÃDv nfsK rÏ jv.« (hcJfvD 3006, mcndtm 1341bQ)

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y[c zhbk j'sv vf²Àfv …iv buv svsJ ytsh. zKGf{, ivicv¢sNv dlsj kfjfkfdj jvsh bf. mrfb zfïfr hstb,

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zKhf drdr-dIdI j'sv jKf htsk htsk iK ytsh bf. spsrkc kfsk kcdm ‰ zfjNGBjfdvBD mdrtfslv ltHcÙÁ rsq pfsh.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 21

háck¶ W ndJk¶ spZhsb ilfiGBvkf shfbde zfmfv! kcdm rqskf mfûfnf, õct hf jstsuv YfÛD.

pdl kf oftGnX rq, kfrst skf Hftƒ. zbAKf pdl dmwa-dw[f-iadkôfb rq, kfrstƒ skfmfv ilGf W bfvDv mpGflf v[f jvf ncjdEb. ƒntfsm ˆmb iadkôfbW ShL bq. ShL bq ˆmb iadkôfsb dw[f oarB jvf. hfjD pdl kcdm hfLAƒ rW, kfrst zfïfr skfmfv drnfh oarBjfvD.

YfÛ-uDhb srfj zKhf sp sjfb uDhb, nh uDhsbƒ mfbcsNv iasqfub isV hácsk¶v. ˆmb hác, pfv jfsY msbv jKf htf pfq, nmsq ncivfmwG sbWqf pfq ˆhQ zfisl-dhisl nrspfdokf tfH rq.

mdrtfv uDhsb 3 Lvsbv nryv iasqfub; nJD,�öfmD W hƒ. pfv iajxk nJD zfsY, (Û¢de slJfv ubA) kfv sjfb liGsBv iasqfub sbƒ.

nhfv nsÌ Hû zfyvB jv. dj§Â z§ÀvÌ nJD jv mfÛ jsqjubsj. 4de dudbn Hfthfnf nxdó�jsv Kfsj; rfdn mcsJ nf[f{, …ijfv nfLb, nrmk

zhtìb�ˆhQ jiekf huGb. pdl kcdm ˆ jfuÈdt jvsk ifv, kfrstƒ ndJk¶ hufq Kfjsh, bsy{ bf. spsrkc dmÛ tfH zdk nctH, dj§Â ³mÛD v[f jvfƒ jdEb.

nJD zbcnáfbjfdvBD shfbde zfmfv! skfmfv sysq sp dbsy, kfv nfrypG oarB jsvf bf. jfvB, rqskf kcdm kfv mCJGkfq jó�ifsh�ˆhQ skfmfv sysq sp …s¤y, kfvW nfrypG oarB jsvf bf. jfvB, n©Hhk} sn skfmfv iadk ohG W zrQjfv iajfw jvsh. kcdm spmb, dEj skmb nmmfsbv nJD, ndÌbD W uDhb-nÌD oarB jsvf, kfsk skfmfv mb hAdKk rsh bf.

msbv mk ndÌbDv nfsK jKf hst pkef zfb¦l ifsh, kkef zfv zbA sjfb jfsu ifsh bf.

zfv jie nJD Yfqfv mk. sn svfslv nmq nfsK Kfsj. zfv smsOv nmq zlxwA rsq pfq.

zfk¶f dhb zfhD vfhfr ˆj hAdÙÁsj htsk ðbstb, zfdm dÛw hYv Lsv

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ˆjde hácv sJ]fsu zfdY, dj§Â zfuW kfv náfb smstdb. dkdb kfsj htstb, `nýhk} kcdm ˆmb hácv sJ]fsu zfY, pfv jfsY djYc sisk yfW? kcdm pdl ˆmb hác sJ]fu jvsk, pfsj djYc dlsk yfW, kfrst zsbj hácƒ sisk.'

zfv nfhLfb! hác hácv�…ijfv pkJfdb jvsk ifsv, [dkW jvsk ifsv kkJfdb. spsrkc hác zsi[f wÛ¢sj ifrfvf slWqf nru. wÛ¢�iajfwA rst kfv�äfvf pk [dk rq, hác wÛ¢�rst It rq zfsvf mfvfk¹j.

mrfbhD � hstb, ªskfmfv hácsj mLAmHfsh Hfthfn (zKGf{, kfv Hfthfnfsk kcdm zdkvÓb jsvf bf). jfvB, ˆjdlb sn skfmfv wÛ¢sk idvBk rsk ifsv. zfv skfmfv wÛ¢sj kcdm mLAmHfsh wÛ¢ sHshf. (zKGf{, kfsj wÛ¢ Hfhfsk hfVfhfdV jsvf bf.) jfvB, ˆjdlb sn skfmfv hácsk idvBk rsk ifsv.« (nckvfQ kJb skfmfsj tÏfq iVsk rsh.) (dkvdmpD 1997, nrDùt ufsm' 178 bQ)

zfv Jfvfi smsq sKsj wk spfub lCsv Kfj. jfvB, Jfvfisj nJDv™si hvB jvfv mfsb kcdmW Jfvfi. mfbcsNv idvyq ufbsk kfv hácslv idvyq slJf rq. jfvB, nfLfvBk} hác hácv zbcjvB jsv Kfsj.

ÎfbD smsqslv nQnoG oarB jv. jfvB, kfsk r™lq zfhfl rq. zfv ht, `lcuGsbsv idvrfdv, lCsv sKsj nftfm jdv.'

`…Ùm dbdÇys§À yst zLsmv nfsK, dkdbƒ mLAm dpdb ystb kIfsk.'

zfmfv msb rq bf sp, kcdm …Ùm ˆhQ kcdm skfmfv nJDsj n{isK dIdvsq zfbsk ifvsh. ifvst skf Jch Hft jKf. zbAKf pdl zfjNGB jvfv ufqofq zfjxó rsq hn, kfrstƒ skfmfv …dyk, sn nfrypG huGb jvf.

…mfv dhb JfÙfh � hstb, dbuGbkfq m¦l nfKD sKsj dbvfiÙf zfsY. ÎfdboB hstb, `Jfvfi stfsjv nfsK hsnf bf; pdlW kcdm Hft stfj. jfvB,

wfvfhJfbfq bfmfp iVstW, stfsj skfmfsj wfvfhD hstƒ ufbsh.' Jfvfi smsqv nfsK háck¶ j'sv dbsuv iduwb bó jsvf bf. jKfq hst, `n{

nsÌ öoGhfn, zn{ nsÌ nhGbfw. j¦esjv hsb sost j]fef sIfse ifq.' Jhvlfv kcdm snƒ smsqv mk rsqf bf, pfv zh²¿f hst,

`ˆj rfsk smfv sjfvfb wvDI mslv o½fn zbA rfsk,

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ndJsk¶v nIsv mcnfdIv shfbde zfmfv! ndJk¶ jvfv iv skfmfv nJD rt dkbub; skfmfv nJD, skfmfv nJDv nJD ˆhQ skfmfv wÛ¢v wÛ¢. skfmfv nJD skfmfv hác. dj§Â kfv Hfƒ hf öfmD skfmfv sj… bq. kfslv nfdâsLA zfnf sKsj lCsv sKsjf.

zfv zfLcdbjfslv sYst hác oarB jvfv jKf htY? ˆjub pchkDv nfsK ˆjub pchsjv dj db°jfm háck¶ nýh shfbde? pfvf nýh hst, kfvf dj dmKAfhflD zKhf dIdvñf bq? ˆjub mdrtfv ubA kfv öfmD YfVf dj zbA sjfb icv¢N iajxk hác rsk ifsv? zfïfr ‰ dwd[k W dwd[kfslv ncmdk dlb. zfmDb.

siam-Hfthfnf zhfL dmtfsmwfv jcIt öv™i msb mb dmst pfWqf zöfHfdhj bq. zöfHfdhj

rt ˆjub zflwG mcndtm pchkDv ˆmb ƒ]lcv-mfvf jst if slWqf. siasmv kcIfb äfvf zbdHÎ kv¢BDv iaotXH mb-iafB zfs¦lfdtk rWqf zfÇypGubj bq, zfÇypGubj rt snƒ kcIfsb ˆjub „mfblfv kv¢BDv ifrfsVv mk mb-iafB dhydtk rWqf.

ˆj Utj rfdnsk, ˆjde …irfv lfsb, lc'sef dmEf dmEf jKfq, ˆmbdj sedtsIfb-smfhfƒst vn jKfq zsbsjv mb msu pfq!

`ˆJsbf kfsv syfsJ sldJdb ðLc h]fdw ðsbdY, mb iafB pfrf dYt dlsq sIstdY.'

dbÇyqƒ! pfv h]fdwv ncv ˆk nc¦lv, kfv syrfvf W ydvÛ dj nc¦lv bf rsq pfq? pfv rfdn W jKf ˆk dmdó, kfv nfsK uDhb dj dmdó bf rq?

`smsqmfbcN, r™lqkfsiv Hfsi Hvf Ifbcn.

uDhb ˆjef jdEb nfLb, sbƒ sn Wslv Îfb.' yÑtf kv¢BDsj lCv sKsj nvsN-hfdV Ob tfso. `lCsv sKsj ðdb svwm-yvdjv hfubf, jfsY dosq sldJ wcLc tfdE zfv tflbf.'

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hflwf rfv™b vwDl zfnmfqDsj duÎfnf jvstb, siasmv öv™i dj? htstb, `kf ˆmb dudbn sp, siadmjfv ÈB hBGbfq r™lq zfshofi½ck vfsJ ˆhQ kfv slfN lwGsb zá Kfsj. nckvfQ siadmjfv di]qfsuv oáW j²ÂvD tfso.'

dhsqtD icv¢N zsi[f siasmv bfov dbsq uDhb zdLj mLcmq. jfvB, siasm lfdqk¶ Kfsj bf, kfƒ wfnbW Kfsj bf. dhsqv isv lfdqk¶ Kfsj, kfƒ wfnbW Kfsj.

ƒsq j'sv dhsqv iv bkcb bkcb siam dmsE Kfsj, hfdn rstƒ esj pfq. `bCkb siasm bCkb hLC, zfofsofVf sjht mLc. icvfksb zm½mLcv ˆjec U]fUfstf.'

siasmv dhsqv iaKm hYsv öfmD swfsb, däkDq hYsv ²ÃD swfsb. zfv kxkDq hYsv ifVf-iadkshwD nhfƒ swfsb!

siam rt yctjfdbv mk, yctjfsk hV zfvfm tfso, dj§Â isv u¶ftf ðv¢ rq. siam-nfosv n§ÀvBvkf shfbde zfmfv! susb svsJf }- `Hfthfnf pf slq, kfv sysq sjsV sbq shwD.' `siam mfbcNsj wfd§À slq, dj§Â�

öd²À slq bf.' `siam rt u¶t§À LCsiv mk, pfv wcv¢ rt zfÈb dlsq, zfv swN idvBdk Yfƒ dlsq. kfvƒ mfsU nchfn rt siam-uDhsbv mfsU mfsU djYc zfb¦l.'

`zfidb icsV sifVfq ˆ iafB, kfvƒ sp bfm iDdvdk, Lvf dlsq slq bf Lvf rfqsv ˆ kfv jD vDdk? mftfq sh]sL pdl Hfdh slh bf zfv iftfsk, jfsY sisq mdv sp kfv Ytbfvƒ u¶ftfsk. bf Icse pfq ðdjsq IfÈsbv rfq Ict j]cdV,

ˆjec u¶st pfq sp dbsH snfrfsov sn IctUcdv.' tfqtf nm shfbde zfmfv! siasmv I]fsl if dlst ˆjdlb htsk hfLA rsh,

`siam jsv iv nsb ifƒskdY ˆ pfkbf, iafBnm Hfdh isv iv zfib rt bf.

bf hcsU mdutfm isv bf Hfdh jD rsh isv, ˆJb bf ufdb isv jkƒ rsh tfÒbf..'

pJb skfmfsj sn sL]fjf slsh, pJb skfmfsj iahdÑkf W hdÑkf j'sv itfqb jvsh, kJb Osvv sjfsB hsn hsn ÈbXÈbX ncsv ofb ofƒsh,

`otfq sp sof idvsq sost dhN-mfJfsbf j]fefv mftf, Ocsmv sOfsv dYtfm psh, vfJst kfsk ±mxdkv u¶ftf.

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zfmfq sIst sofib isK zdybX slsw u¶ftfW hfdk. skfmfv nfsK hù dlsbv zsbj jKf vq sp hfdj, Hfthfnfv ˆƒ dj vDdk! ˆmb j'sv dlst I]fdj?

kdV{ ncsv zfHfn dlsq tcdjsq v'st zufbX slsw, sjmb j'sv shVfW snKf Wsof zfmfv nhGsbsw.

Wsof smfv nh rfvfsbfv mCt - uo{efsj dybsk bfdv nhef spb Hct.'

jó ifsh, pfkbfq jfkv rsh, sj]sl sj]sl syfsJv sjfsB Of rsh. `ww¹fsbv dykf pdlW dbshsY r™lsqv dykf khcW u¶st,

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`iaskAj nfmfbA Û¢de, [cû zivfL, ÛÁsm efsb ifi isK, Oefq iamfl.'

15. siadmjf shfbde zfmfv! siasm isV mfbcN hAdHyfsv dtå�rq. syfJ, jfb, duH, rfk, if�ˆhQ zsbj s[sÛ�spZbfsÌv hAdHyfv nQOdek jsv zShL divDk. siadmsjv dlsj sr]se pfWqf rt ifsqv hAdHyfv. zkˆh siadmsjv iadk sp isK W ifsq kcdm ytsk jcdØkf W tdÏkf bW, snƒ isKv …iv skfmfv ifsqv dbwfbf W lfosj sjfb dlb Hq jsvY dj? sHshY dj sp, skfmfv sYsV pfWqf iaskAj dbwfbf npsk drIfpk jsv vfJf rs¤Y. mrfb zfïfr hstb, ªzfdmƒ mxksj uDdhk jdv ˆhQ dtsJ vfdJ pf Wvf zsoa ifEfq W iÇyfsk svsJ pfq. zfdm�iaskAj dudbnƒ ±ió�djkfsh nQvd[k svsJdY.« (nCvf�ƒqfnDb 12 zfqfk)

zShL diaqksmv nfsK sJfwftfi rt dusHv hAdHyfv. sofib diasqv nfsK siam-uDhsbv ncdmó�jKfv vnftfi kKf dmtsbv�öfl hV kxdåjv. dj§Â�shfbde zfmfv!�ˆmb ncJ skf [dBsjv ubA. kfYfVf�ˆmb ncJ W�öfslv jD mCtA Kfjsk ifsv, pfv ivhkGDjfst zsi[f jvsY lDOG²¿fqD wfd²À W lc}J.

sp duH dbsq kcdm skfmfv iaBqDv nfsK jKf ht, sn dusHv njt jKf

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 33 svjFG j'sv vfJf rs¤Y, kf kcdm sHsh slsJY dj? mrfb nxdójkGf hstb,�ªmfbcN sp jKfƒ …¤yfvB jsv, kf dtdihÝ�jvfv ubA k{iv iarvD kfslv dbjeƒ zfsY.« (nCvf j¶fI 50 zfqfk) rqskf hf skfmfv ‰ siadmjW svjFG j'sv vfJsY, skfmfsj nmsq I]fnfsbfv ubA.

siam-ifotD shfbde zfmfv! siasm isV kcdm siadmsjv nfsK dmst sp ifi jvY, sn ifi dj sYfe sHshY? sHsh slJ, rqskf skfmfslv mfsU�ˆmb ifiW Ose spsk ifsv, pfv ifdKGh wfd²À rt ˆjwk jwfOfk, bsy{ ia²ÀvfOfsk mxkcA. dj§Â�lcdbqfsk�ˆ�wfd²À sKsj sjfb vjsm sh]sy sostW zfsJvfsk zfsY u¶t§À zfÈsbv ycïD. zkˆh `sp icjcsvv ifdb Jfh bf, sn icjcsvv ifV dlsqW pfh bf' -ˆefƒ zflwG pchkDv lxPnQj¬i rWqf …dyk bq dj?

sHshY dj sp, kcdm skfmfv Hfthfnfv nfsK sp zShL siamsjdt, iasmfl-dhrfv jvY, kf dHdFW-svjFG rsq pfs¤Y. iaDdkv n¹xdk vfJsk dosq zsbj nmq sp Ydh skfmvf zShL W zw½DtHfsh kcst vfJY, kf ˆjdlb I]fn rsq pfsh. ˆ nh djYcƒ mfbcsNv syfsJ I]fdj dlsq jvstW jft djqfmsk kcdm öys[ slJsk ifsh.�ªsp hAdÙÁ�zBc idvmfB Hfstf jfu jvsh, sn kf slJsk ifsh. zfv sp hAdÙÁ�zBc idvmfB m¦l jfu jvsh, sn kf-W slJsk ifsh.« (nCvf dptpft 7-8 zfqfk) ˆhQ kfv pKfKG iadklfbW ifsh.

siam-ncdJbD shfbde zfmfv! sp mfdev�…iv kcdm�‰�zw½Dtkf siasmv bfsm jvY, snƒ mfde skfmfv sofib sHl oafsmfsIfb svjsFGv mk svjFG jsv vfJsY. jft djqfmsk sn kf iajfw jsv slsh. ixdKhD kfv hxÙf§À hBGbf jvsh. (‰ 4 zfqfk)

divDk sbwfoa²À shfbde zfmfv! kcdm rqskf skfmfv ‰ siamsjdtsk mfbcNsj Hq jvY, mf-hfisj tÏf jvY. dj§Â�nlfufoak snƒ nhGnaófsj tÏf W Hq jvY dj? sp naóf skfmfv zÌ-iakAÌ�nr skfmfv slr nxdó�jsvsYb�ˆhQ k]fv SkvD slrsj k]fvƒ zhfLAfyvsB hAhrfv jvY.

sofib-siasmv shfbde zfmfv! Hfthfnfv bfsm�sofisb diÛftq sKsj shv rsq dosq sjfb ufqofq sjfb mc¦nDsj 50/100 efjf dlsq skfmfv zdHHfhsjv zbcmdk YfVfƒ dhsq idVsq dbsq siadmsjv Osvv h… rsq sost, sn sp skfmfv ubA rftft rsh bf, kf kcdm ufb dj? mrfbhD � hstb, ªsp bfvD kfv zdHHfhsjv n©mdk YfVfƒ dbsu dbsu dhhfr jsv, kfv dhhfr hfdkt, hfdkt,

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hfdkt.« (zfrmfl, zfhC lf†l, dkvdmpD, ƒhsb mfufr, lfsvmD, dmwjfk 3131 bQ) zKGf{, ‰ syfv öfmD dbsq nQnfv jvst dyv uDhb skfmfslv hAdHyfv jvf rsh. 16. mb …ktf shfbde zfmfv! mfbcsNv mb rt I]fjf mqlfsb isV Kfjf ˆj

ecjvf rf¬jf iftsjv mk. hfkfsnv nfmfbA slftfq sn mb lctsk Kfsj, drtsk Kfsj, Ycesk Kfsj. mb rt idvhkGbwDt. sp mb jJsbf wAfm yfq, jJsbf jct yfq. sn mb Kfsj zfïfrv lcƒ zfÌcstv mfsU. dkdb mfbcsNv mb Ocdvsq W dIdvsq Kfsjb. zkˆh ˆ hstW lczf jsvf k]fv jfsY,

��د->�1-,+/��19-�+7�1jk�/l�-�1K6m4/�א�\6+\CB��/<K zKGf{, sr msbv odk idvhkGbjfvD! zfmfv mbsj skfmfv äDsbv�…iv d²¿v vfJ. idvswsN hdt, Hfthfnf jv öfmDv nfsK. Hfthfnfv Ffdt Jfdt j'sv lfW kfv

jfsY. zfv susb svsJf, `iajxdkok Hfthfnfƒ ˆjmfÛ�Hfthfnf, pf mfbdnj zfwf-zfjf£[fsj iakfdvk jsv bf.'

v™i-snZ¦lpG W idv¤Yâkf snZ¦lpG lcƒ iajfv; zfHA§Àdvj W hfdrAj. yfdvdÛj W Sldrj. iaKmde däkDqde

zsi[f zdLj …{jxó, zdLj zfjNGBDq. ªnQnfv ncsJv rq vmBDv ÈsB,

vmBD nc¦lv rq nkDk¶ v[sB.« bfvDv tÏfwDtkf kfv v™i-snZ¦lpG zsi[f shwD zfjNGBDq. Sldrj snZ¦lspGv ²¿fdqk¶ jsqj hYv, zfHA§Àdvj snZ¦lspGv ²¿fdqk¶ jsqj

iau¦m, dj§Â Îfb-odvmfv snZ¦lspGv ²¿fdqk¶ dyv²¿fqD. zfïfrv vnCt � hstb, ªzw½Dtkf (dbtGÏkf) sp dhNsq Kfsj sn dhNqsj kf

snZ¦lpGrDb (m½fb) jsv sIst. zfv tÏfwDtkf sp dhNsq Kfsj sn dhNqsj kf snZ¦lpGmq (msbfrv) jsv skfst.« (nrDr dkvdmpD 1607 bQ, ƒhsb mfufr)

dkdb hstb, ªkcdm nc¦lv ydvÛ W lDOG bDvhkf zhtìb jv. snƒ nÙfv jnm p]fv rfsk zfmfv iafB zfsY, nfvf nxdó …ÙÁ lcƒ (ztQjfsvv) mk zbA djYc dlsq snZ¦lpGmdàk rsk ifsv bf.« (nrDùt ufsm 4048bQ)

zfk¹fv snZ¦lpGƒ mfbcNsj idviCBGkf lfb jsv. ˆƒ ubA stfsj hst, `v™si mfdv

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 35 tfdK, ÈsB Ldv Yfdk.' zfv ndkAjfsvv snƒ snZ¦lpG msbv syfJ dlsqƒ slJf pfq. mfKfv syfJ dlsq kf slJf pfq bf. kfƒ pJb sjfb h²Âv hfrA yfjdysjA zfmvf mcÊ rƒ, kJb kfv zfHA§Àdvj dljefsj ivJ jsv slJf zfmfslv …dyk.

dhhfsrv nmq hfdrAj snZ¦lpG slsJ Hctf …dyk bq, z§Àsvv snZ¦lpG náfb jvf …dyk.

Hfdv Hfdv ztQjfv zsÌ LfvB jvstƒ v™i-snZ¦lpG hfsV bf; kfv nsÌ ydvsÛv dmt Kfjf yfƒ. snfbfv ifsÛ�ðsqfsvv mfQn rstW kf skf rfvfmƒ.

`sn ubfv iawQnf sp ub zdHvfm, snƒub jctDb sp ub ÈBLfm.'

`mfQn vfâfq jD hf muf pdl bf Kfsj bcb, v™siv mfsU tfH zfsY jD pdl bf Kfsj ÈB?'

`sldJsk itfw Ict zdk msbfrv, oá�dhsb sjr bfdr jsv nmflv.

sp Icstv nchfn sbƒ djsnv sn Ict? jlfy kfrfv siasm msu bf hcthct. ÈBDv�ÈB dyvjft dhvfduk vq, kc¤Y v™i lcƒ dlsb LCdtnf{ rq.'

bfvDv v™i-tfhBA nkDsk¶v mcJfsi[D. i[f§Àsv nkDk¶ v™i-tfhsBAv mcJfsi[D bq. dj§Â lc}sJv dhNq sp, mdrtf nkD rWqfv yfƒsk nc¦lvD rsk shwD iY¦l jsv. jfvB sn ufsb sp, icv¢N kfsj ysmGv y[c äfvf lwGb jvsh, msmGv y[c äfvf bq.

nkA jKf ˆƒ sp, ˆjub icv¢N nhGlf zKG …ifuGsbv Lf¦lfq Kfsj, zfv ˆjub mdrtf nhGlf kfv slr oEb dbsq hA²À Kfsj. ianfLsbv hfufsv zsbsj iadnÝ ianfdLjf. HfhcbD mdrtfv v™iyyGfq zsKGv ziyq Ose. ˆmb mdrtfv zh²¿f hst, `vMDv vM sjsksvv Lfb, ]sV dhsy dn]lcv zfb.'

smsqslv v™iyyGfv zdkvÓb slsJ ˆjub ÎfbD hstsYb, `mdrtf pJb zfqbfv dhdHâ slfN hBGbf jsv, kJb susb dbW sp mcsJ kfv hfLGsjAv Yfi isVsY.'

sjfb lfWqfk zbcôfsb spfolfb jvsk mdrtfvf ztQjfv, sifwfj W ianfLb dbsq ifv±idvj ohG, iadkspfdokf W iadkäd¦äkf jsv. ˆƒ ubA dbsuv bf KfjstW Lfv j'sv slsr LfvB jsv. zivsj sldJsq msb zfb¦l ifq. dj§Â pfslv

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sbƒ, kfslv msb lc}J slq! ˆj hvfÌD ifsqv nclwGb bcicv slJfhfv ubA jfiV kcst kcst ytdYt. smsqvf

kf slsJ hcUsk sisv rfnfrfdn jvst htt, `smsUef Jch sbfQvf!' ˆj sHfu nHfq ˆj mdrtf rDvfv zfQde isv Hfk dhkvB jvdYt. sj… Hfk

sbsh dj bf---ˆ jKf snƒ zfÌcstv ƒwfvf äfvf duÎfnf jvdYt, sp zfÌcst ‰ zfQde isv zfsY. …sÜwA dYt, zfmfv zfQdeef slJ. ˆj mdrtfv rfsk sn vjm djYc dYt bf. dj§Â hfucsk hf…de dYt. iadkspfdokf-iahB msb sn kJb wfdV kcst hfuc lcdtsq htt, `zfv sbh bf, zfv sbh bf!'

ˆj zbcôfsb njt mdrtfvf wfdV isv sosY. ˆj mdrtf sosY swstfqfv-jfmDn isv. njtsj wfdV ivf slsJ sn zfv d²¿v Kfjsk ifvt bf. nsÌ nsÌ smfhfƒt spfso öfmDsj sFsj hfnfq dosq zbcv™i wfdV isv ˆt!

ˆƒ ubA ˆj dhäfb hstsYb, `jfIb rt ˆjmfÛ ˆmb jfiV, sp jfiV sjfb mdrtf isv Kfjst kf slsJ ziv mdrtfv „NGf rq bf.'

ohGmCtj iadkäd¦äkfv ˆƒ lclGwf rWqfv jfvsB mdrtfvf zbcôfsbv …ipcÙÁ uckf djsb, ifsqv …ipcÙÁ bf rstW yst.

mdrtfvf msb jsv, sp OdV mcÙÁf W iahft äfvf snZ¦lpG-Jdyk, snƒ OdVsk efƒm shwD Hfstf slq.

isvv bkcb smfsFt slsJ, snƒ smfsFstv sU]fj ufso, öfmDv …iv yfi hfsV. ohG W snZ¦lpG iadkspfdokfv rft ˆƒ sp, sjfb sjfb mdrtf Fht nfqf isv.

jk vjsmv sFºn zfsY kf slJfhfv ubA [sB [sB ifs¬e ifs¬e rsvj vjsmv hùv™i ialwGb jsv!

HfhcbD shfbde zfmfv! kcdm ianfLb hAhrfv jv, ncodá hAhrfv jv hfdVv dHksv, shofbfv nfmsb bq. ncodá hAhrfv j'sv hfƒsv spsqf bf; mnduslW bf. ˆmb ztQjfv hAhrfv jv, pfsk hfubf sbƒ. nhGlf smsrdl dlsq rfk vdMsq vfJ.

zfv kcdm v™inD rst, v™i dbsq ohG jsvf bf. jfvB, Icstv snZvH zfv v™siv soZvh Kfsj bf shwD dlb. mftfv Ict hfdn rstƒ kfv mpGflf jsm pfq.

mqCsvv mk nc¦lvD rsqW snZ¦lpG dbsq ohG jvf …dyk bq. jfvB, mqCv dbsuv ifsqv dlsj kfjfstƒ kfv sn ohG JhG rsq pfq.

mrfbhD � hstb, ªpfv r™lsq zBc idvmfBW zrQjfv Kfjsh sn ufâfsk pfsh

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kcdm skfmfv öfmDv jfsY v™si-hfrfsv zdb¦lA nc¦lvD rW, nfsu-nÏfq Ffbfjfef ivD rW.

kcdm znc¦lvD rstW, skfmfv ifdvifeA W nc¦lv ÈB äfvf öfmDsj mcÊ jv. jdh hstb,

`sp mCdkG bqsb ufso nhƒ zfmfv Hft tfso, sj… hf dldhA soZvhBG sj… hf dldhA jfstf.'

jfstfwwD shfbde zfmfv! jfstf rstW kcdm sjst snfbf rsk ifv. jfstf rstW kcdmƒ Hfstf rsk ifv.

ˆj hflwf k]fv jfstf h…desj shwD Hfthfnskb. duÎfnf jvf rst …Ùv slWqfv ubA dkdb ˆjde nHfv hAh²¿f jvstb. ˆjde rtOsv lCvhkGD jsqjde kfsj snfbfv ztËfv nfdusq dlstb. njt ²ÃDsj dbsuv jfsY l]fV jdvsq htstb, zfdm `ˆj-lcƒ-dkb' htst skfmvf sp sp kfsj Ycse dosq rfk dlsk ifvsh, snƒ kfsjv ztËfv kfv rsq pfsh. njstƒ JcwDsk n©mdk iajfw jvt. zk}iv hflwf `ˆj-lcƒ-dkb' htskƒ njst Ycse dosq `ˆef zfmfv, ˆef zfmfv' hst kfj lJt j'sv sItt. dj§Â jftcbD hflwfv j]fsL rfk dlsq l]fdVsq sot. zbA ²ÃDvf htsk tfot, `kcdm sost bf, sist bf.' jftcbD htt, `zfdm sp kfsj rfk dlsqdY, sn kfsj zfsY nfvf vfuk¶. skfmvf snfbfv ztËfv dbsq sJfw rW. zfdm zfmfv öfmD ztËfv dbsq sJfw rƒ! bfvD-uDhsb öfmDƒ rt nhsysq lfmD ztËfv.' hflwf htstb, `skfmvf ˆJb hcUsk ifvst, zfdm sjb ˆsj shwD Hfthfdn? sp jfstf, kfv mb Hfstf.'

nkAƒ skf, sp ²ÃD v™i-iadkspfdokfq iaKm ²¿fb zdLjfv jvsk ifsv bf, kfsj ÈB-iadkspfdokfq iaKm rsk rq. bsy{ HfvnfmA v[f rsh djHfsh?

kcdm znc¦lvD rstW, kcdm jm bW. y]fl zsi[fW nc¦lvD kcdm. mCnf dhb „nf rfswmD kfv nc¦lvD ²ÃDsj Jch Hfthfnk.�ˆjlf sn jnm jsv htt, kcdm pdl y]fl sKsjW shwD nc¦lvD bf rW, kfrst skfmfsj kftfj. kftfj wcsb kf hf²Àh rsq

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sosY msb j'sv ²ÃD�öfmDv jfY sKsj nsv sot.�öfmD IfisV iVst mbnCsvv dbje�ˆsn nmnAf siw jvt. Icjfrf sFsj Iskfqfq ufbf sot kftfj rsq sosY. dj§Â�ˆjub hV IjDr htstb, bf kftfj rqdb. jfvB, mrfb zfïfr hstb,

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zKGf{ mfbcN y]fl; hvQ njt nxdó sKsjW nc¦lv. mdrtfv snZ¦lpG snƒ msbfvm …lAfb, pfsk icv¢sNv r™lsqv hcthct ofb sosq

Kfsj. ˆƒ ubA v™i-snZ¦lpG bfvDsj hAdHyfv zKhf LNGsBv isK sesb dbsq pfq. zfv kfv ubAƒ ˆ snZ¦lpG sjht öfmDv ubA sofib vfJsk rq.

nc¦lvDv lxdósk sp kDv zfsY, sn kDv äfvf zfOfkiafå rst, sp sjfbW pchsjv mxkcA zdbhfpG. kcdm snƒ kDv dlsq sjht skfmfv öfmDv r™lqsj dwjfv jv.

r]Af, zfv zfsu-hfsu dÛÁm tfdosq dbsuv syrfvf Jfvfi jsvf bf. hvQ zdHÎ FfÙÁfsvv ivfmwG dbsq skfmfv k¶sjv …ipcÙÁ dÛÁm hAhrfv jv. hAhrfv jv, zfLAfdk¹j dÛÁm.

ˆjub ˆj hxÝfsj duÎfnf jvt,�ˆ�hxÝ�hqsnW skfmfv slr-mcsJ tfhBA! kcdm sjfbX dÛÁm hAhrfv jv? hxÝf htt, lcƒ sE]fse hAhrfv jdv nkAhfdlkfv dtidój, syfsJ hAhrfv�jdv (rfvfm sKsj) zhbk lxdóv jfut, mcJmàst hAhrfv jdv ilGfv dÛÁm W sofibDqkfv ifWFfv, rfsk hAhrfv jdv isvfijfdvkfv sHutDb, slsr hAhrfv jdv�ƒhflskv skt, z§Àsv hAhrfv jdv zfïfrv siam, md²Às°j hAhrfv jdv iaÎf, zfk¹fq hAhrfv jdv zfbcokA ˆhQ iahxdÙv ubA hAhrfv jdv�„mfb.

ðLc hfdrAj snZ¦lpGƒ bq; Sldrj idv¤Yâkfv iadkW t[A svsJf. skfmfv msLA spb `…isv dyjb-yfjb, dHksv JsVv so]fub' bf Kfsj. bsJ bJifdtw dlW, dj§Â WpC rsh dj bf, kf sJqft svsJf. ifjf bJ sjse sIstf, hot W bfdHv dbsyv stfm idv°jfv jsvf. ˆ rt, iajxdkok zfyvB. ë™ y]fysh bf. jfvB, kf iajxdkdhsvfLD zfyvB.

ˆ hAfifsv jsqjde rflDn msb svsJf }- zfïfrv vnCt � hstsYb, ªlcƒ swaBDv mfbcN ufrfâfmhfnD rsh pfslvsj ˆJsbf

zfdm sldJdb. k¦msLA iaKm swaBD rt snƒ stfj, pfslv nsÌ Kfjsh ov¢v stsuv

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 39 mk yfhcj; pܶfvf kfvf stfsjslvsj iarfv jvsh. zfv däkDq swaBD rt snƒ mdrtflt, pfvf jfiV ivf nsÙ¶W spb …tÌ Kfjsh, (pfvf ifktf zKhf sJftf sthfn idvLfb jvsh.) ˆvf (iv icv¢Nsj dbsuv iadk) zfjxó jvsh ˆhQ dbsuvfW (kfv iadk) zfjxó rsh; kfslv mfKf rsh drst pfWqf …s]ev jcs]uv mk. kfvf ufâfk iashw jvsh bf ˆhQ kfv ncoáW ifsh bf. zKy kfv ncoá ˆk-ˆk lCvhkDG ²¿fb rsk ifWqf pfsh.« (mcndtm 2128bQ)

zfècïfr ƒhsb mfn†l � htskb, zfïfrv zdHwfi srfj snƒ nh bfvDslv …iv, pfvf slrfsÌ …tdj …{jDBG jsv ˆhQ pfvf …{jDBG jvfq ˆhQ sn nh bfvDslv …iv, pfvf ë™ sy]sY nv¢ jsv, pfvf snZ¦lspGv mfbsn lf]skv mfsU If]j nxdó jsv, pfvf zfïfrv nxdóv msLA idvhkGb zfsb. uSbj mdrtf ˆ hAfifsv k]fv (ƒhsb mfn†slv) iadkhfl jvst dkdb htstb, `zfdm dj kfsj zdHn©ifk jvh bf, pfsj zfïfrv vnCt � zdHn©ifk jsvsYb ˆhQ kf zfïfrv djkfsh zfsY? zfïfr hstsYb, ªvnCt sp dhLfb skfmfslvsj dlsqsYb kf oarB jv, zfv pf sKsj dbsNL jsvsYb, kf sKsj dhvk Kfj.« (nCvf rfwXv 7 zfqfk, hcJfvD W mcndtm)

zfïfrv vnCt � hstb, ªswN pfmfbfq ˆmb ˆj swaBDv stfj rsh; pfvf ifqvfv Yfdkv mk jfstf jti hAhrfv jvsh, kfvf ufâfskv ncoáW ifsh bf.« (zfhC lf…l 4212, bfnf„, nrDùt ufsm' 8153bQ)

dbsuv slsrv hAfifsv spmb idv¤Yâkf W snZ¦lpG zhtìb jv, zbcv™i dbsuv hfdVsjW idv¤Yâ W nc¦lv j'sv svsJf. susb svsJf idv¤Yâkf hfdVv stfsjv dwsvfbfm. hfKv¢smv idv¤Yâkf hfdVv stfsjslv mb idv¤Yâkf W v¢dywDtkfv dwsvfbfm. zKGf{, hfdVv hfKv¢sm iashw j'sv hfƒsvv stfsj zf¦lfu jvsk ifvsh skfmvf jk idv¤Yâ. spmb hfdVv smsqslv svfsl ðjfsk slWqf wfdV-nfqf slsJ zf¦lfu jvsk ifvf pfq, kfslv slrmb jk idv°jfv W idv¤Yâ.

ˆj hfdV sKsj ƒmfm nfsrshv Hfk ˆt sbfQvf skfqfst äfvf Tfjf. skfqfst kctskƒ slJf sot, kfv dbsyv dlsj vsqsY mcvoDv È'. mcvoDv sofñ dlsq Hfk dlstW mcvoDv È' iajfw j'sv dlt, sn hfdVv smsqslv idv¤Yâkfv sykbf jk lchGt!

dYmYfm slsrv shfbde zfmfv! skfmfv dIeIfe slr W jmG spb iamfB jsv sp, dHksv-hfdrsv nkAƒ kcdm iajxk nc¦lvD.

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²ÃDv mfb icv¢sNv ubA bfvD ˆhQ bfvDv ubA icv¢N nhsysq hV …irfv. nxdójkGf pk

dbqfmk mfbcNsj lfb jsvsYb, kfv msLA nhsysq hV lfb rt ˆƒ ²ÃD. ˆƒ nxdó-ShdysÛ vsqsY k]fv jclvskv dblwGb. dkdb hstb,

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zKGf{, k]fv dblwGbfhtDv msLA zfv ˆjde dblwGb ˆƒ sp, dkdb skfmfslv ubA skfmfslv mLA rskƒ skfmfslv ndÌbDslvsj nxdó jsvsYb, pfsk skfmvf Wslv dbje wfd§À ifW ˆhQ skfmfslv msLA ifv±idvj Hfthfnf W mfqf-mmkf nxdó jsvsYb. dy§ÀfwDt n©ialfsqv ubA ˆsk zhwAƒ hù dblwGb vsqsY. (nCvf v™m 21 zfqfk)

bfvDv mfrfk¹A hBGbf j'sv jdh dtsJsYb, ªˆ uosk pk IcdeqfsY Ict, IdtqfsY pk It,

bfvD dlt kfsr v™i-vn-mLc-oá ncdbmGt. sjfsbf jfst ˆjf rqdb sjf uqD icv¢sNv kvhfdv, siavBf dlqfsY, wdÙÁ dlqfsY dhuq-t[¹D bfvD.«

ªsiasmv iadkmf snsrv nfov jv¢Bf-dbUGv lqfv blD, rk mv¢mq nh yvfyv

uosk bfvD bf Kfdjk pdl.«� �zhwA sjht ²ÃD bq, icBAmqD ²ÃDv mfrfk¹A vsqsY hV. mrfbhD � hstb,

ªlcdbqf (kfv nhdjYc) …isHfoA h²Â. zfv lcdbqfv …isHfoA h²ÂnmCsrv msLA nhGfsi[f swaô h²Â rt icBAmqD ²ÃD.« (mcndtm 1467 bQ)

zfïfrv vnCt � hstb, ªicv¢sNv ubA ncJ W snZHfsoAv dhNq rt yfvde; nfL¶D ²ÃD, iaw²À hfdV, n{ iadkshwD ˆhQ nyt nWqfvD (ofdV). zfv lcJ W lcHGfsoAv dhNqW yfvde; zn{ i»dkshwD, znkD ²ÃD, zyt nWqfvD (ofdV) ˆhQ nQjDBG hfdV.« (dntdntfr nrDrfr 282bQ)

ÎfdboB hstb, sOfVf pk shwD skuDƒ srfj bf sjb, kfv ubAW yfhcj iasqfub. mdrtf pk shwD nkDƒ srfj bf sjb, kfv ubAW dhhfsrv iasqfub ˆhQ

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 41 ÎfbD pk hVƒ ÎfbD srfj bf sjb, kfvW iasqfub ivfmswGv.

dhhfr sjb jvsh? dhhfsrv iÇyfsk vsqsY bfbf …sÜwA }- 1. zsLGj äDb iCBG jvf. mrfbhD � hstb, ªhf¦lf pJb dhhfr jsv kJb sn kfv zsLGj äDb iCBG jsv

sbq. zkˆh kfsj kfv zhdwó zsLGj äDsbv hAfifsv zfïfrsj Hq jvf …dyk.« (hfƒrfj¶Dv ðzfhct „mfb, nrDùt ufsm' 430 bQ)

2. idhÛ idvhfv oEb jvf. ªsr mfbhn©ialfq! skfmvf skfmfslv iadkiftjsj Hq jv, dpdb skfmfslvsj

ˆj hAdÙÁ rsk nxdó jsvsYb W kf rsk kfv ndÌbD nxdó jsvsYb, dpdb kfslv lcub sKsj hù bvbfvD (ixdKhDsk) dh²Àfv jsvsYb. snƒ zfïfrsj Hq jv, pfv bfsm skfmvf ˆsj zisvv dbje pfÍf jv ˆhQ Îfdk-háb dYâ jvfsj Hq jv. dbÇyq zfïfr skfmfslv …iv kD[ lxdó vfsJb.« (nCvf dbnf 1 zfqfk)

ªsr mfbcN! zfdm skfmfslvsj nxdó jsvdY ˆj icv¢N W ˆj bfvD rsk, isv skfmfslvsj dhHÙÁ jsvdY dhdHâ ufdk W sofsÛ, pfsk skfmvf ˆsj zisvvv nfsK idvdyk rsk ifv.« (nCvf ùucvfk 13 zfqfk)

ªdkdbƒ mfbcNsj ifdb sKsj nxdó jsvsYb; zk}iv dkdb mfbhufdkv msLA vÙÁok W Shhfdrj nìá ²¿fib jsvsYb. skfmfv iadkiftj nhGwdÙÁmfb.« (nCvf Icvj¶fb 54 zfqfk)

ªzfv zfïfr skfmfslv ubA skfmfslv mLA rskƒ sufVf nxdó jsvsYb ˆhQ skfmfslv pcot rsk skfmfslv ubA icÛ W siZÛ nxdó jsvsYb ˆhQ …Ùm uDhsbfijvB lfb jsvsYb; khcW dj kfvf dmKAfsk dhÇhfn jvsh ˆhQ zfïfrv zbcoar zöDjfv jvsh?« (nCvf bfrt 72 zfqfk)

3. yfdvdÛj idhÛkf v[f jvf. 4. ShLHfsh spZb[cLf dbhfvB jvf, spZbncJ …isHfo jvf.

jfmlxdó nQpk jvf. mrfbhD � hstb, ªsr pchjlt! skfmfslv msLA sp hAdÙÁ (dhhfsrv zKGf{ ²ÃDv

��������� zflwG vmBD 42

HvBsifNB W vdkdÛÁqfv) nfmKGA vfsJ sn spb dhhfr jsv. jfvB, dhhfr y[csj l²Âvmk nQpk jsv ˆhQ tÏf²¿fb drIfpk jsv. zfv sp hAdÙÁ ‰ nfmKGA vfsJ bf sn spb svfpf vfsJ. jfvB, kf spZsbd¦ûq lmbjfvD.« (hcJfvD, mcndtm)

dkdb zfsvf hstb, ªdkb hAdÙÁsj nfrfpA jvf zfïfrv lfdqk¶; zfïfrv vf²Àfq durfljfvD mcufdrl, snƒ ÛÁDklfn sp dbsusj öfLDb jvfv ubA kfv iaHcsj djd²Àsk dbdlGó zKG slWqfv ycdÙÁ dtsJ snƒ zKG zflfq jvfv ƒ¤Yf jsv ˆhQ snƒ dhhfrjfvD sp dhhfsrv mfLAsm (zShL spZbfyfv rsk) dbsuv ydvsÛv idhÛkf jfmbf jsv.« (zfrmfl, dkvdmpD, bfnf„, hfƒrfj¶D, rfsjm, nrDùt ufsm 3050 bQ)

5. idhÛ siam W Hfthfnf ˆhQ mfbdnj wfd§À …isHfo jvf. mrfb zfïfr hstb, ªk]fv dblwGbfhtDv msLA zfv ˆjde dblwGb ˆƒ sp, dkdb

skfmfslv ubA skfmfslv mLA rskƒ skfmfslv ndÌbDslvsj nxdó jsvsYb pfsk skfmvf Wslv dbje wfd§À ifW ˆhQ skfmfslv msLA ifv±idvj Hfthfnf W mfqf-mmkf nxdó jsvsYb. dy§ÀfwDt n©ialfsqv ubA ˆsk zhwAƒ hù dblwGb vsqsY.« (nCvf v™m 21 zfqfk)

6. ncöf²¿A v[f jvf. ShLHfsh dmtsb öf²¿A v[f rq. dmtb bf jvstW öf²¿A bó rq. iv§Â

zShLHfsh jvstW ˆFXn iaHxdk svfo nxdó rsq uDhb L¶Qn jsv. 7. idhÛ nmfu oEb, ifv±idvj zfk¹Dqkfv háb nxdó rq. 8. v¢pDv lvuf …¦mcÙÁ rq. zfïfr kfzftf hstb, ªskfmfslv msLA pfvf zdhhfdrk kfslv dhhfr

n©iflb jv ˆhQ skfmfslv lfn-lfnDslv msLA pfvf n{ kfslvW. kfvf zHfhoa²À rst zfïfr dbu zbcoasr kfslvsj zHfhmcÙÁ jsv slshb. zfïfr skf iafycpGmq, nhGÎ.« (nCvf bCv 32 zfqfk)

9. dhhfsr zfsY bfvDv bfvDk¶, nkDk¶ W mpGflfv v[Bfsh[B.

ia²Âdk ipGfq zflwG ²ÃD, mf W wfðVD rWqfv ubA ia²Âdk bfW. skfmfsj lfb jvf rsh ˆj

dhwft vfuk¶, kcdm rsh kfv vfbD. snƒ vfuk¶ yftfhfv ubA zfofm …slAfo bfW. mfbdnjHfsh ia²Âdk bfW sp, kcdm ˆjub zflwG ²ÃD rsh ˆhQ skfmfsj dbsq

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 43 skfmfv öfmD ohGshfL jvsh. ˆmb `mf' rsh, pfsj dbsq sYst-smsqvf ohG jvsh.

yfdvdÛjHfsh ia²Âdk bfW sp, kcdm ˆjub idhÛ mdrtf. skfmfv ydvsÛ Èå zKhf iajfwA sjfb jtË Kfjsh bf. öfmD W w¶ðvhfdVv stfsjvf skfmfv ydvsÛ mcÊ rsh.

SldrjHfsh ia²Âdk bfW sp, nhGlf idv°jfv-idv¤Yâ Kfjsh, idhÛkfv bfbf zfrjfm dwsJ sbsh ˆhQ skfmfv v™iyyGfq öfmDsj mcÊ jvsh.

ˆjef mfbcsNv nsÌ zfbcoskAv hAhrfv jvsk sp waÝf, zfsho W Hfthfnfv iasqfub rq, kf nÑq jsv vfJsh. w¶ðvhfdVv stfsjslv nsÌ snZubA hAhrfv sldJsq dbsusj iadkdôkf jvfv sjZwt zhwAƒ dwsJ sbsh. zfv kfv ubA uv¢vD hƒ-ic²Àj zhwAƒ isV sbsh.

isV sbsh skfmfv bkcb uDhb-nfKDv nfsK bkcb sJtfv jKf; sp sJtf sjht kfvƒ nfsK sJtf pfq ˆhQ zsbAv nfsK sJtst mrfifi W dhw¶fnOfkjkf rq.

nkjGkfv dhNq sp, hfufvD vdkwfs²Ãv hƒ isV msbv mfsU bfbf Hct LfvBf nxdó jvsh bf. spmb sjfb dhvt bfqsjv zdkvdÓk siam-jfdrbD isV msb msb ˆƒ zfwf sifNB j'sv svsJf bf sp, skfmfv bfovW ‰v™i rsh, sp kfv uDhb-ndÌbDv nm²À zfwf-zfshlb v[f jvsh ˆhQ sjfb Hcstƒ kfsj `sjb' jKfdeW htsh bf.

jmGokHfsh dbsusj ia²Âk j'sv bfW. mfsqv hfdVsk zftfstv Osv lctftD rsq KfjstW w¶ðvhfdVskW snƒ vjmƒ Kfjsh kf uv¢vD bq. snJfsb vfâf-hfâf nr zfsvf zsbj nQnfsvv jfu jvsk rsh. kf ˆJb sKsjƒ dbsuv hfdVsk mfsqv jfY rsk dwsJ bfW. pfsk w¶ðvhfdVsk dosq skfmfsj ˆhQ snƒ nfsK skfmfv mfsj jKf ðbsk bf rq. hfdVsk iVfswfbf ƒkAfdl bfbf hA²Àkfv mfsUW mfsj nQnfsvv jfsu nrspfdokf jv. kfsk skfmfv seºdbQ rsh ˆhQ mfsqv jfuW rfîf rsh. mf rqskf mfqf j'sv skfmfsj jfu jvsk slsh bf; htsh, `w¶ðvhfdV dosq jvdh.' zfv kfsk pdl kcdm zflcvD rsq hsn sKsj nmq jfefW, kfrst zhwAƒ w¶ðvhfdV dosq Ejsk rsh.

dhsqv isv ilGf bq, ˆJb sKsjƒ ilGf jv. pfsk ivhkGDsk zsbAv slsr ilGf slsJ skfmfsj ovm bf tfso ˆhQ dbsu yflv hf shfvjf ivst ovsm ufb shdvsq bf pfq. hfdVv dHksv ˆjefbf hfn jvsk lm zfesj bf pfq! hcUskƒ skf ifvY, ifdbv mfYsj ifsV, zfv ifsVv iafBDsj ifdbsk zfhÝ jvst jD zh²¿f rq? skfmfv skf sn zh²¿fW rsk ifsv. zkˆh nshGf¤y níf§À mcndtm idvhfsvv h…

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rsk ilGfv zHAfn jv. dhsqv iv öfLDbkf rfdvsq pfsh, zfv shVfsk ifsh bf msb j'sv zsbj mf kfv

smsqsj spJfsb-snJfsb öfLDbHfsh shVfsk ifdEsq zsbj nmq swN dhisl sItsk yfq. pdl kfƒ jv, kfrst ilGfv jKf Hcst spsqf bf. öfmDW skfmfsj dbsq shVfsk ifsv. kfYfVf shVfsk pfWqf nfmdqj ncJ-dhtfsnv jfu. kf ˆjhfsv jsqjdlb j'sv dbst ˆhQ isv bf jvsk sist tfH dj? dhsqv zfsov ncsJv svw dj dhsqv isvW zhdwó Kfjsh?

susb svsJf shfbde zfmfv! kcdm spmb ia²Âdk sbsh, skmdb hv ifsh. jfsbv mfsb snfbf ifsh. ˆ hAfifsv mrfb zfïfrv jfbcb rt, ªlcÇydvÛf bfvD lcÇydvÛ icv¢sNv ubA; lcÇydvÛ icv¢N lcÇydvÛf bfvDv ubA; n¤ydvÛf bfvD n¤ydvÛ icv¢sNv ubA ˆhQ n¤ydvÛ icv¢N n¤ydvÛf bfvDv ubA (…ipcÙÁ).« (nCvf bCv 26 zfqfk)

zhwA ˆv dhivDkW Ose Kfsj. `zdk hV nc¦lvD bf ifq hv, zdk hV OvbD bf ifq Ov.' dj§Â zdLjfQwƒ `pAfqnb jf kAfqnb, ðedj jf hfqob'ƒ rsq Kfsj. ˆ hAfifsv nQs[si ˆjde v™ijKfv zhf²Àh o¬i hth skfmfsj }-

ˆj oafsm ˆj hcVfhcdV hfn jvk. kfslv sjfb n§Àfb dYt bf. swN uDhsb kfslv n§Àfsbv nJ yvm ipGfsq si]ZsY sot. kfƒ öfmD-²ÃDsk ˆjdlb Osvv zfdMbfq hsn z]fyt sisk Hohfsbv jfsY iafKGbf ðv¢ jsv dlt. `sr Hohfb! jfbf srfj, sJ]fVf srfj, J]flf srfj, dhjtfÌ srfj, spmb rsh srfj, zfmfslvsj ˆjde n§Àfb lfb jv.'

ˆmb nmsq mfKfv …iv dlsq zfjfsw ˆjde „ot ˆjde hV ifrfVD mfdl ƒ]lcv Lsv dbsq pfd¤Yt. rEf{ kfv if Isõ sost ƒ]lcvde hcdVv z]fyst ˆsn iVt.

hcdV kfƒ sisq JcwD rt. Hohfbsj Jch LbAhfl dlt. kfsj npsk tftb-iftb jvsk tfot.

ƒ]lcvde shw bflcn-bclcn rsq hV rt. kfslv nJ rt, kfv dhsq slsh. ufmfƒ J]cusk tfot. dnÝf§À dbt, nsh Lb bDtmdB ˆjmfÛ jbAfv dhsq sp-sn Osv slsh bf. kfv dhsq nhsysq hV Osv slsh. stfjubsj duÎfnfhfl j'sv ufbsk ifvt, ˆ dhsw¶v nhsysq hV rt nCpG. hcVf nCspGv jfsY zfshlb ufbft, `sr Hfƒ nCpG! zfdm ðbtfm, ˆ dhsw¶ kcdmƒ nhfv hV. zfdm skfmfv Osv zfmfv ˆjmfÛ smsqv dhsq dlsk yfƒ.'

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 45 nCpG srsn htt, `Hct ðsbY Efjcv! zfdm hV rstW zfdm ˆjusbv jfsY rfv

mfbsk hfLA rƒ. nckvfQ snƒ rt zfnt hV.' - sj sn? - sn rt smO. zfmfv dhwft wdÙÁsj sn ivfrk jsv. zfmfv djvB snƒ

dh¤Ycdvk jvsk slq bf. nckvfQ kcdm kfv hfdVskƒ zfk¹Dqkf jv. `kfƒ jvh' hst sn smOsj nsìfLb j'sv htt, `sr Hfƒ smO! zfdm ðbtfm,

ˆ dhsw¶ kcdmƒ nhfv hV. zfdm skfmfv Osv zfmfv ˆjmfÛ smsqv dhsq dlsk yfƒ. kcdm nCpG sKsjW hV!'

smO srsn htt, `Hct ðsbY Efjcv! nCpG sKsj hV rstW zfdm ˆjusbv jfsY rfv mfbsk hfLA rƒ. nckvfQ snƒ rt zfnt hV.'

- sj sn? - sn rt hfkfn. sn zfmfsj …dVsq spJfsb snJfsb dbsq pfq. kfv jfsY zfmfv

sjfb wdÙÁ Jfse bf. kcdm hvQ skfmfv iB zbcpfqD kfv Osvƒ smsqv dhsq lfW. `kfƒ jvh' hst sn hfkfnsj nsìfLb j'sv htt, `sr Hfƒ hfkfn! zfdm

ðbtfm, ˆ dhsw¶ kcdmƒ nhfv hV. zfdm skfmfv Osv zfmfv ˆjmfÛ smsqv dhsq dlsk yfƒ. nCpG sKsj smO, smO sKsjW kcdm hV! jD wdÙÁwftD kcdm! skfmfsjƒ zfmfv dhqfƒ jvsk yfƒ.'

hfkfn srsn htt, `Hct ðsbY Efjcv! smO sKsj hV rstW zfdm ˆjusbv jfsY rfv mfbsk hfLA rƒ. nckvfQ snƒ rt zfnt hV.'

- sj sn? - sn rt ifrfV. zfdm nh …dVsq kYbY jsv dlƒ. dj§Â kfv jfsY zfmfv sjfb

wdÙÁ Jfse bf. snƒ rt dhwft, dhvfe, mrfnmafe! skfmfv iB dEj vfJsk kfvƒ Osv smsqv dhsq lfW.

`kfƒ jvh' hst sn ifrfsVv dbje dosq htt, `sr Hfƒ ifrfV! zfdm ðbtfm, ˆ dhsw¶ kcdmƒ nhfv hV. zfdm skfmfv Osv zfmfv ˆjmfÛ smsqv dhsq dlsk yfƒ. nCpG sKsj smO, smO sKsj hfkfn, hfkfn sKsjW kcdm hV! jD wdÙÁwftD kcdm! skfmfsjƒ zfmfv dhqfƒ jvsk yfƒ.'

ifrfV srsn htt, `Hct ðsbY Efjcv! hfkfn sKsj wdÙÁwftD rstW, zfdm ˆjusbv jfsY zdk znrfq. nckvfQ snƒ rt zfnt hV.'

��������� zflwG vmBD 46

- sj sn? - sn rt ƒ]lcv. ‰ slJ bf, zfmfv diEsj sn djHfsh dYû dYû jsv sIstsY!

skfmfv iB dEj vfJsk kfvƒ Osv smsqv dhsq lfW. snJfsbƒ ifsh skfmfv …ipcÙÁ ufmfƒ.

`kfƒ jvh' hst sn ifrfsVv sofVfq ˆjde oskGv dbje dosq htt, `sr Hfƒ ƒ]lcv! zfdm ðbtfm, ˆ dhsw¶ kcdmƒ nhfv sysq hV. zfdm skfmfv Osv zfmfv ˆjmfÛ smsqv dhsq dlsk yfƒ. nCpG sKsj smO, smO sKsj hfkfn, hfkfn sKsj ifrfV, ifrfV sKsjW kcdm hV! jD wdÙÁwftD Hfƒ kcdm! skfmfsjƒ zfmfv dhqfƒ jvsk yfƒ.'

ˆjde ƒ]lcv okG sKsj shdvsq ˆsn srf-srf j'sv srsn htt, kcdm dEj ufqofq ˆsnY Efjcv! zfdmƒ dhvfe, dhwft, nhfv sysq hV. zfdm ˆ nìsá vfdu zfdY.

zk}iv mrf LcmLfsmv nfsK ƒ]lcv jbAfv nfsK ƒ]lcv hsvv dhhfr n©iâ rt. hcUskƒ ifvY, [csûv nfsK hxrskv nìá d²¿v bf rsq Ocvsk Ocvsk idvswsN

snƒ [csûv nfsK [csûv ym{jfv dmt rt. nQõxk HfNfq ˆjde sw½fj zfsY, kfW …ÙÁ zKG nmKGb jsv, `ufmfkf

rFXdFjSÇyh spfoAQ spfsoAb pcuAsk.' htf hfùtA, kcdm dbsusj mrkD j'sv osV skft, kfrstƒ mrfb öfmD tfsHv

snZHfoA tfH jvsh ƒb wfzfïfr. dhhfsrv iCshG jf…sj mb bf dlsq zfïfrv …iv sYsV lfW. dbÇyq skfmfv

dikfmfkf W zfk¹Dq-öub skfmfv iadk zbAfq jvsh bf. pdl jfsvf äDblfvDv jfvsB kfsj Hftshsnƒ sIt, kfrst kfsj ˆmbHfsh mb

dlsq sIt bf sp, kfsj bf sist skfmfv uDhbƒ shjfv rsq pfsh. iv§Â kfv dhhfr-hásb zfhÝ rsk syóf jv. nIt bf rst kfsj mb sKsj

mcsY dlsq zdHHfhsjv Ifqnftfsj mfKf sisk smsb bfW. zfv zfïfrv jfsY zfwf svsJ msb msb hstf sp, `zfïfr pf jsvb, Hftƒ jsvb.'

dI¬mX slsJ, …ibAfn isV zKhf sjfb mdrtfv zdHÎkf ðsb sjfb ˆj swaBDv icv¢sNv iadk jcLfvBfsj msbv mfsU hÝmCt j'sv svsJf bf. bsy{ snƒ ns¦lsr skfmfv uDhbef lcdhGNr rsq …Esh. zfv susb svsJf sp, iaskAj slw, ufdk W hQswv msLA Hft-m¦l …Hqƒ zfsY. ˆJb skfmfv HfsoA jD zfsY, kf jfsvf ufbf

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 47 sbƒ. nckvfQ kf zfïfrv jfsYƒ sysq bfW.

zucrfk lCv jv dhhfsrv nmq rst kfsk n©mdk lfW. skfmfv zdHHfhj skfmfv ubA äDblfv

spfoA pchj shsY dbst Jhvlfv kf vl jsv dlW bf. bhD � hstb, ªskfmfslv dbje pJb ˆmb hAdÙÁ (dhhfsrv iqofm dbsq)

zfsn; pfv äDb W ydvsÛ skfmvf mcÊ, kJb kfv nfsK (smsqv) dhhfr lfW. pdl kf bf jv, kfrst ixdKhDsk dI{bf W mrfIfnfl nxdó rsq pfsh.« (dntdntfr nrDrfr 1022bQ)

dkdb zfsvf hstb, ªsp hAdÙÁ zfïfrv n§ÂdótfsHv …sÜswA djYc lfb jsv, djYc slWqf rsk dhvk Kfsj, jf…sj Hfthfsn zKhf OxBf jsv ˆhQ kf]vƒ n§ÂdótfsHv jKf sJqft j'sv dhhfr slq, kfv „mfb iCBGfÌ „mfb.« (zfrmfl, rfsjm, hfƒrfjD, nrDr dkvdmpD 2046 bQ)

dhhfsr n©mdk dlsk sjfb iajfv nkA zKhf dmKAf eft-hfrfbf jsvf bf. `ˆJb iVdY, ˆJb zfdm sYfe, zfmfsj Hq tfosY, ivfLDbf rsq pfh' ƒkAfdl hst dhhfr didYsq slsh bf.

zsbj mfbcN zfsY, pfvf `vfƒe efƒsm seºb Lvh' hst OdVv dlsj kfjfsk kfjfsk seºb sIt j'sv sIst. kcdmW kfslv mk rsqf bf.

öfmD iY¦l jvfv dHdÙ öfmD oarsB zhwAƒ skfmfv ˆJdkqfv zfsY. skfmfv zbcmdk YfVf sufv

j'sv kfv nfsK skfmfv dhhfr dlsk ifsv bf skfmfv zdHHfhj, pfsj kcdm smfseƒ iY¦l jv bf.

zhwA skfmfv iY¦l äDblfvD rWqf uv¢vD. bsy{ mf-hfsiv zhfLA rWqfv ifsi dtå rsq iVsh.

kcdm ˆmb öfmD oarsB zbcmdk slsh, sp rsh äDblfv, zfmfbklfv, ÎfbD W …ipcÙÁ.

…ipcÙÁ zKGf{, kcdm sp mfsbv, snW spb skfmfv jfYfjfdY mfsbv rq.

��������� zflwG vmBD 48

hQwok, zKGok, idvshwok W dw[fok spfoAkf spb jfYfjfdY rq. bsy{ zrQjfv W kc¤YÎfsbv nmnAfq iVsk ifv.

…¤y-hQwDq-dbm-hQwDq, LbD-ovDh, wùsv-so]sqf, dwd[k-zdwd[k ƒkAfdlv sHlfsHslv iafyDv JfVf rst ivhkGDsk uDhb zyt rsk ifsv.

djHfsh mkfmk ufbfsh kcdm? jcvzfsb hdBGk ˆj mrficv¢sNv lcƒ jbAfv jfdrbD swfsbf, snƒ Lvsbv kcdm djYc htsk ifv, djYc jvsk ifv. mrfb zfïfr hstb,

ªpJb mCnf mflXqAfb zdHmcsJ pfÛf jvt, kJb htt, `zfwf jdv zfmfv iadkiftj zfmfsj nvt iK ialwGb jvshb.' zk}iv pJb sn mflXqAfsbv jCsiv dbje si]ZYt, slJt, ˆjlt stfj kfslv iðÈdtsj ifdb ifb jvfs¤Y ˆhQ kfslv iÇyfsk lc'ub vmBD kfslv iðÈdtsj zfost zfsY. mCnf htt, `skfmfslv jD hAfifv?' Wvf htt, `vfJfstvf Wslv iðÈdtsj dbsq nsv bf sost, zfmvf zfmfslv iðÈdtsj ifdb ifb jvfsk ifdv bf. zfv zfmfslv dikf zdk hxÝ mfbcN.'

mCnf kJb Wslv iðÈdtsj ifdb ifb jvft. kfviv sn Yfqfv bDsy zfwaq oarB jsv htt, `sr zfmfv iadkiftj! kcdm zfmfv iadk sp jtAfB zhkDBG jvsh dbÇyq zfdm kfv mcJfsi[D.'

kJb (hfdV dIvfv iv) vmBD lc'usbv ˆjub tÏf-udVk ils[si kfv dbje ˆt ˆhQ htt, `zfidb sp zfmfslv iðÈdtsj ifdb ifb jdvsqsYb kfv ifdvwadmj slWqfv ubA zfmfv dikf zfibfsj FfjsYb.'

zk}iv mCnf kfv dbje ˆsn nm²À hxÙf§À hBGbf jvst sn htt, `Hq jsvf bf. kcdm pfstm n©ialfsqv jht rsk sh]sy soY.'

Wslv ˆjub htt, `sr zfêf! zfidb ]sj mucv dbpcÙÁ jv¢b, jfvB zfibfv mucv drnfsh dbÇyq sn (hAdÙÁ) …Ùm rsh, sp wdÙÁwftD, dhw¶²À.'

sn mCnfsj htt, `zfdm zfmfv ˆ jbAfäsqv ˆjubsj skfmfv nsÌ dhhfr dlsk yfƒ ˆƒ wskG sp, kcdm zfe hYv zfmfv mucdv Jfesh; zk}iv pdl kcdm lw hYv iCBG jv sn skfmfv ƒ¤Yf. zfdm skfmfsj jó dlsk yfƒ bf. ƒb wfzfïfr (zfïfrv ƒ¤Yfq) kcdm zfmfsj nlfyfvD ifsh.'

mCnf htt, `zfibfv W zfmfv msLA ˆ ycdÙÁƒ vƒt. ˆ lc'de smqfslv sjfb ˆjde zfdm iCBG jvst zfmfv dhv¢sÝ sjfb zdHspfo Kfjsh bf. zfmvf sp dhNsq

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 49 jKf htdY zfïfr kfv nf[D.« (nCvf j¶fn¶fn 22-28 zfqfk)

ƒwfvf-ƒdÌsk spHfshƒ srfj, kcdm skfmfv msbv jKf zdHHfhjsj ufdbsq lfW. mf, HfhD hf nJDv jfsY ufbfsk skf nQsjfy rWqfv jKf bq.

zfv iCshGƒ susbY, zfïfrv Wqfs²À jf…sj iY¦l jvsh, Hfthfnsh W OxBf jvsh. nckvfQ shbfmfpD, mlsJfv, dhdVsJfv, È×f iaHxdk zn{ ifÛsj ˆjde Hft smsq Hfthfnsk W iY¦l jvsk ifsv bf.

wvqD dhhfr hkGmfsbv zsbj pchkD dIt¹X slsJ dhsqv iCshG siam j'sv msb msb d²¿v j'sv

vfsJ zKhf bfqsjv nfsK ycdÙÁ j'sv vfsJ sp, zmcj dIs¬mv bfqj-bfdqjfv mk ifdtsq dosq `tfH-mAfsvu' jvsh.

zhwA ˆƒ idvd²¿dk kJbƒ nxdó rq, pJb snƒ bfqj-bfdqjfv dhhfsr sjfb ˆj i[ zKhf …Hq i[ vfuD bf Kfsj zKhf hAdHyfsvv Ist bfdqjf oHGhkD rsq pfq. kJb tfÒbf Tfjfv ubA syfsvv mk itfqb YfVf zbA iK Kfsj bf. kJb kfslv tÏf Kfsj bf, hfi-mfsqv zbcmdkv skfqfÄf Kfsj bf, jfsvf mfb-mpGflfv sJqft Kfsj bf. jfsvf iadk dbmjrftftDv zbcHCdk ufso bf.

zhwA kfoCkD zfƒb kfslv nfK slq hst ˆkef jvsk ifsv. bsy{ sn dhhfsr sjfb nJ-zfr½fl Kfsj bf, sjfb LcmLfm W zfVìv Kfsj bf, Hft nfu-sifwfj Kfsj bf, sjfb …irfv-…isTZjb Kfsj bf, hfnv jvfv mk sjfb Hft j[ Kfsj bf, rqskf hf hfnv-wpAfv ubA sjfb wpAfW Kfsj bf. uDhsbv iaKm mLcv vfskv sn zfb¦l W ictj Kfsj bf. spsrkc snef kfslv iaKm vfk bq skf.

htsh, `dj§Â djYc bf Kfjst msbv mk vsnv bfov skf Kfsj.' sj htt skfmfsj, sn vsnv bfov, bf bDvn bfov? ncsJv nfov, bfdj lcsJv

nfov? lc'dlbjfv tcsjfycdv siasm kfsj ivD[f jsv dbsk sisvY? skfmfv msbv mk bf rsq sn skf skfmfv LfvBf mk `ysqn' rsk ifsv. zfv kfsk dj vsnv sjfb oAfvfd¦e zfsY?

skfmfv nfsK pfv wvqD dhhfr rsh, kfv msLA dj ‰ vn sbƒ? lcdbqfsk snƒ dj ˆjsmhfdäkDqmX? kfv dj sjfb bpDv sbƒ? ˆde Hct LfvBf skfmfv.

lcdbqfsk iaskAj öfmD kfv ²ÃDsj Hfthfsn. ˆef bq sp, siam j'sv dhsq

��������� zflwG vmBD 50

jvstƒ Hfthfnfef shwD rsh. kcdm rqskf htsh, `mf-hfsiv jKf mk dhsq jvst zfmfv siamsj hdtlfb

dlsk rsh.' zfdm hth, `ˆmb siasmv i]fEf zfso sKsj sist svsJf bf, kfrstƒ hdt dlsk

rsh bf.' htfƒ hfùtA, skfmfv hcsj pdl „mfb W zfïfrv Hq Kfsj, kfrst shfbde

zfmfv! ƒntfmD wvDqk zbcpfqD dhhfr YfVf zbA dhufkDq iaKfq dhhfsrv jKf msb j¬ibfW jsvf bf. sjfeGdwi iaKf ShL bq sjfb mcndtm sYst-smsqv ubA. …iv§Â ƒ…svfsiv ˆ iaKf sp ˆjde zdHwå iaKf, kf kfslv ufvu n§Àfb W kftfsjv idvnQJAfb slJstƒ hcUsk ifvf pfq.

iqofm iqofm ˆjfdLj rst ˆhQ sjfbXde shwD Hft rsh, kfsk ndáÊ rst, kcdm

zfïfrv jfsY ƒd²ÀJfvf jv. zdHÎslv jfsY ivfmwG bfW. pdl skfmfv zufbf Kfsj kfrst mf-hfsiv …iv sYsV lfW.

zfïfrv iadk ncLfvBf W zfwf svsJ i]fy zsÙÁv bfmfspv swNfQsw k]fv jfsY ˆƒ hst lczf jv, ������� � � � ����� �� � ��������� � � � ���������� � �� � ���� � � ���� � � �{ w

zKGf{, sr zfmfslv iadkiftj! zfmfslv öfmD W n§Àfb-n§Àdkslvsj zfmfslv ubA bqbiaDdkjv jv.

skfmfsj slJsk ˆst hv YfVf zbA jf…sj slJf slsh bf. iv§Â slJfv mudtsn skfmfv nfsK sjfb ˆofbf icv¢N Kfjsh.

zfÌcst zfQde hf rfsk OdV ivfsk yfƒst rfk hfVfsh bf. kcdm kf rfsk dbsq dbsu isv dbsk ifv.

hsvv nfsK vnftfi jvsh bf, hfolfsbv isv sedtsIfsbW bf. pk[B bf dhhfr háb n©iâ rq, kk[B sn skfmfv shofbf.

öfmDv zfbcokA dhhfsrv iv kcdm öfmD-oxsr ˆst. pfv nfsK skfmfv dhhfr háb snƒ

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 51 mfbcNdev nfsK skfmfv iaKm idvyq rWqf …dyk. sp spmbƒ srfj, pfsj dbsq skfmfv nQnfv sn pJb zfbs¦lv nfsK hst,

`nmflsv hcsj kfsv tƒtfm efdb, snƒ sn Icstv skfVf zfdm IctlfbD.'

kJb zfbs¦lv nfsK kcdmW ht, `sp rW sn rW kcdm, kcdm zfmfv zfdm skfmfv.'

`skfmfv yvsB zfmfv ivfsB h]fdLt siasmv I]fdn, nh nmdiGqf ˆjmb rƒqf skfmfv rƒtfm lfnD.'

skfmfv iaKm W iaLfb jkGhA snƒ stfjdesj skfmfv iaBq-sFfsv h]fLf, skfmfv r™lq-oxsr zfhÝ jvf, skfmfv siam-hfdvv dnÑb dlsq kfv idkk r™lq-udmsj zfhfl jvf. ˆefƒ skfmfv swaô jfu.

`LCnv mv¢v …iv hcsj dhwft pdl ifrfV oV, ˆjde uDhb nIt jvf kfv yfƒsk zsbj hV. ˆjde …lfn r™lq nfsK

h]fLsk ifsvf siasmv sFfsv, h¦lD wskj mcdÙÁ lfsbv yfƒsk spb swaôkv.'

pdlW dbdlGó nWqfshv jKf dEj bq, khcW ˆ jfsuv mfrfk¹A zdhdlk bq. pf sisqY, kf dbsq n§Âó rW. zfïfrv jfsY ðjdvqf ufbfW ˆhQ susb

svsJf, zfïfr pf jsvb, kf hf¦lfv mÌstv ubAƒ jsvb. hfnv vfsk lcƒ vfjzfk bfmfp isV zfïfrv jfsY lczf jv. zfïfr spb

skfmfslvsj lf©ikA-uDhsb ncJD jsvb. kfviv dmsw pfW kfv nfsK wvhsk dydbv mk, Icst nchfsnv mk, ofsYv ifkfq nhcukfv mk. äDblfv öfmDv jfsY kcdm ifdbv mk rW, sp ifdbv dbuö dbLGfdvk sjfb zhqh Kfsj bf; hvQ sp ifsÛ Tftf rq, snƒ ifsÛvƒ zhqh LfvB jsv. ifÛ syZsjf rst syZsjf, soft rst soft, tìf rst tìf ƒkAfdl.

öfmDv wpAf-ndÌbD shfbde zfmfv! öfmDv jKfmk skfmfsj ytsk rsh, sn pf

��������� zflwG vmBD 52

hst kf ðbsk rsh, kfv zfslwmk jfu jvsk rsh, kfv dJlmk W snhf jvsk rsh ˆhQ kfv jKfv zbAKf jvf rsh bf.

sjb mfbsh kfsj? sjb ðbsh kfv jKf? sjb jvsh kfv zfbcokA? sn sj skfmfv?

sn skfmfv dnulf-spfoA mfbAhv. zhwA zfïfr YfVf dnulf ShL bq. sn skfmfv rkGfjkGf, sbkf. sn skfmfv ufâfk zKhf ufrfâfm. sn skfmfv sthfn-sifwfj. sn skfmfv FºfƒHfv, idvyftj. sn skfmfv uDhb-iafB. sn skfmfv zfwf-jfmbf. sn skfmfv v™i-snZ¦lpG. sn skfmfv slsrv ztËfv, zfHvB. sn skfmfv ƒr-ivjfst dyv-nfKD. kcdm pk hVƒ dwd[kf W zfLcdbj rW bf sjb, skfmfv uDhsb skfmfv öfmDƒ

rt skfmfv ƒr-ivjft. ShL dhNsq kfv zbcnvB jv Yfqfv bAfq. kfv mk srfj skfmfv mk, kfv

iK srfj skfmfv iK. kcdm kfv Y¦lfbchdkGbD rW. kfv hV zdLjfv vsqsY skfmfv …isv. mrfb zfïfr hstb,

�}:@C;u��a��1-�/�سYCV�+�/�1وY6Zu��aس�/�-��:@CU{F�١٨٧�E��K����\א��� �zKGf{, kfvf skfmfslv sifwfj ˆhQ skfmvf kfslv sifwfj. (nCvf hfj¶fvfr 187 zfqfk)

}:@C;+�/و�C51z-B�`-{uא��:@A;1�++�A;1@:�و/�-�0k/�لC�1�/ ��-)�Aو�-��//��}s/0/��}�aR<AR/��aY�6Z/Jو/א��6د/ �zKGf{, bfvDslv skmdb bAfq-nÌk zdLjfv zfsY spmb zfsY kfslv …iv

icv¢Nslv. dj§Â bfvDslv …iv icv¢Nslv djYcef mpGflf zfsY. zfïfr mrfivfÛÁmwftD, iaÎfmq. (‰ 228 zfqfk)

õct-jstsu, zdIsn srF zfsY, mAfsbufv zfsY, pfsj mfbsk rq. sp wrsv eºfdIj zfƒb mfbf rq bf, sn wrsv lcOGebf Ose zsbj shwD. zbcv™i nQnfsvv jkGf rt öfmD. nQnfsvv ‰ zfƒb bf mfbst nQOfk nxdó rWqf öfHfdhj.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 53 öfmDv jkGf rWqfv jfvB rt }- j. ²ÃD nfLfvBk} hqsn sYfe rq. mf-hfsiv zfslw spmb mfbsk rq, skmdb

öfmDv zfslw mfbsk rq. ˆskƒ zfsY ²ÃDv ivm zfb¦l, kf sYsV dFm sOftf rsq pfq. ncskf dY]sV OcdV L¶Qn rsq pfq. zbcv™i ²ÃD pdl öfmDv zfbcokA sYsV slq, kfrst zhwAƒ sn L¶Qn rsq pfsh.

J. icv¢Nvf mdrtfslv kctbfq shwD ÎfbD. zfv ˆde wvDqskv nf[D. o. bfvDv kctbfq icv¢N zdLj nc¦lv. O. icv¢Nslv SLpG shwD. M. bfvDv snZ¦lpG W jmbDqkf bfvDv lcwmb, icv¢sNv kf bq. y. bfvD lchGt. Y. icv¢Nvf bfvDv HvB-sifNB jsv. ˆ zdLjfv sJfl nxdójkGf dlsqsYb,

}C;/c1�/)�6�+��(/�1~�و/(- /���+�K6\+Lא�K1B+��1@-B/א�-;1YAא��0k/�لK+7�C:אKCBن/��/+��א��c+H��/ -)�F�/�k:5/�א/��1Y{� zKGf{, icv¢N bfvDv jkGf. jfvB, zfïfr kfslv ˆjsj zisvv …iv swaôk¶

lfb jsvsYb ˆhQ ˆ ubA sp icv¢N (kfslv ubA) Lb hAq jsv. (nCvf dbnf 34 zfqfk) …Hsqv msLA öfmDƒ rsh sbkf. ²ÃD rfsIp rstW bfmfspv ƒmfmdk jvsh öfmD. smfe jKf zflwG ²ÃD öfmDv zfslw iftbjfdvBD W zbcokf rsh, sp öfmDv msbv

W spZhsbv yfdrlf dmefsk odVmdn zKhf hfrfbf jvsh bf. jKfq hst `idk snhfq Kfsj mdk, kshƒ kfsj hdt nkD.'

²ÃD zbcokf rst zKhf zhfLA rst kfv HfsoA dj sufse, kf mrfbhDv idhÛ uhfb sKsj swfb,

mrfbhD � hstb, ªmdrtf pJb kfv i]fy-zsÙÁv bfmfp isV, vmpfsbv svfpf vfsJ, dbsuv ƒÏskv drIfpk jsv ˆhQ öfmDv jKf mk yst, kJb ufâfskv sp sjfb lvuf dlsq ƒ¤Yfmk iashw jvsk ifvsh.« (zfrmfl, zfhC bf„m)

ˆj mdrtf bhD �-ˆv dbje sjfb iasqfusb ˆst dkdb kfsj duÎfnf jvstb, ªskfmfv dj öfmD zfsY?« mdrtfde htt, `uD r]Af.' dkdb htstb, ªkfv jfsY skfmfv zh²¿fb dj?« sn htt, `pKfnfLA zfdm kfv snhf jdv.' dkdb htstb, ªsJqft jsvf, kfv jfsY skfmfv zh²¿fb sjfKfq. spsrkc sn skfmfv ufâfk zKhf ufrfâfm.« (zfrmfl, bfnf„, rfsjm, hfƒrfj¶D)

��������� zflwG vmBD 54

öfmDv dhwft mpGflf hBGbfq dkdb hstb, ªsp mdrtf zfïfr W ivjfst dhw¶fn vfsJ kfv ubA dkbdlsbv shwD sjfb mxskv …iv swfjiftb jvf ShL bq, sjht öfmD YfVf. sn s[sÛ sn 4 mfn 10 dlb swfjiftb jvsh.« (hcJfvD, mcndtm)

mrfb zfïfr hstb, }/@<-{u1ن/�و/א�KuH/K/VC<�1Y6Z�-B�/ونC��V/<�:@A;-�6L�+3-)�+s/�/)1/�/(:�1@/��+ز1و/א��I0و/>/}/+���C;1�+א��I�1_/�/و{� �

zKGf{, skfmfslv msLA pfvf ²ÃD svsJ mfvf pfq, kfslv ²ÃDoB yfv mfn lw dlb zsi[f jvsh. (nCvf hfj¶fvfr 234 zfqfk)

j¶fƒn dhb nf'l bhD �-sj htstb, (ƒvfsjv) rDvfr wrsv dosq slJtfm, snJfbjfv stfsjvf kfslv iafsldwj wfnjsj dnulf jvsY. zfidb zfïfrv vnCt. zfidb dnulfv shwD spfoA. ˆ jKf ðsb dkdb htstb, ªzfdm pdl jf…sj jfsvf ubA dnulf jvfv zfslw jvkfm, kfrst ²ÃDslvsj zfslw jvkfm, kfvf spb kfslv öfmDslvsj dnulf jsv. spsrkc zfïfr kfslv …iv kfslv öfmDslv hù rj dbLGfdvk jsvsYb.« (zfhC lf†l iamcJ)

ˆj hAdÙÁ kfv smsqsj nsÌ dbsq zfïfrv vnCt �-ˆv dbje ˆsn htt, sr zfïfrv vnCt! zfmfv ˆƒ smsqde dhsq jvsk zöDjfv jvsY. (dj jvf pfq?) zfïfrv vnCt � kfsj htstb, ªkcdm skfmfv zfêfv jKf smsb bfW.« smsqde htt, zfidb htcb, ²ÃDv …iv kfv öfmDv rj dj? dkdb htstb, ªöfmDv ˆk hV rj zfsY sp, pdl kfv bfsjv lcƒ dYû sKsj vÙÁ-i]cu shv rq ˆhQ ²ÃD kf dbsuv duH äfvf sy]se (idv°jfv jsv), khcW sn kfv pKfKG rj zflfq jvsk ifvsh bf! pdl mfbcsNv ubA mfbcNsj dnulf jvf nÌk rk, kfrst zfdm ²ÃDsj zfslw jvkfm, sn spb kfv öfmD jfsY ˆst kfsj dnulf jsv. spsrkc zfïfr öfmDsj ²ÃDv …iv ˆk hV mpGflf lfb jsvsYb.« smsqde htt, snƒ nÙfv jnm, dpdb zfibfsj nkA nr siavB jsvsYb! lcdbqfq sh]sy Kfjsk zfdm dhsqƒ jvh bf. bhD � htstb, ªskfmvf Wslv zbcmdk YfVf Wslv dhhfr dlW bf.« (rfsjm, hfƒrfj¶D, hfpXpfv)

zsbj mdrtf hst, `öfmDsj ˆk mfbsk rsh? öfmD iDv bfdj?' zfdm hdt, `bf, öfmD iDv bq, sn iDv sKsjW hV. iDv skf dnulfspfoA bq,

spmb vnCtW bb. dj§Â skfmfv öfmD skf dnulfspfoA. ksh zfïfr YfVf zfv jf…sj dnulf rfvfm kfƒ.'

öfmDsj bf mfbst ²ÃDv bfmfp jhct rq bf. mrfbhD � hstb, ªdkb hAdÙÁv

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 55 bfmfp kfslv jfb zdkÛÁm jsv bf; itfkj�ÛÁDklfn, pk[B bf sn dIsv�ˆsnsY,�ˆmb�²ÃD pfv�öfmD kfv�…iv vfofd¦hk zh²¿fq vfdÛpfib jsvsY, (pk[B bf sn vfuD rsqsY), (zKhf sp�²ÃD kfv�öfmDv zhfLAfyfvB jsvsY, sn kfv hfLA bf rWqf ipG§À) ˆhQ snƒ n©ialfsqv ƒmfm, pfsj stfsj ziY¦l jsv.« (dkvdmpD, k¶fhfvfbD, rfsjm, dntdntfr nrDrfr 288, 650bQ)

ˆmdbsk iaskAj mc'dmb mfbcsNv ÈB rt, jcvzfb-rflDsnv jKf smsb sbWqf, sbkf W jkGfv zfbcokA jvf. mrfbhD � hstb, ªmc'dmboB nvt-dhbma rq. dEj tfofm slWqf …sev mk; kfsj efbf rst ytsk tfso ˆhQ ifKsvv …isv hnsk ƒdÌk jvst hsn pfq.« (nrDùt ufsm 6669bQ)

ksh zfbcokA rsh ShL dhNsq, rfvfm dhNsq bq. öfmD ilGf jvsk dbsNL jvst, bfmfp-svfpf jvsk dbsNL jvst, kf mfbf pfsh bf. spsrkc ªnaófv zhfLAkf j'sv sjfb nxdóv zfbcokA ShL bq.« (zfrmfl, rfsjm)

dj§Â rkHfdobD zsbj mdrtf zÎkf zKhf zrQjfvhwk} öfmDv ˆƒ mpGflf mfbsk yfq bf. Ist öfmDv zfslw iftsb odVmdn jsv. zfv `ufdb bf ifdv bf sbƒsjf Osv, ˆƒ dkbsj slhkf rfsv.' kJb öfmD bfvfu rq, yfi iasqfo jsv, jJsbf hf HDdk-ialwGb jsv. Hsq kfv …id²¿dksk zfbcokA jsv ˆhQ zbcid²¿dksk zhfLAfyvB jsv. nfmbf-nfmdb tfdEv Hsq h]flv bfsy. zKy `sp tfdEv zfbcokA jsv, zfnst sn dj§Â zhfLA.'

nvtf shfbde zfmfv! zfwf jdv kcdm skfmfv öfmDv hwAkf öDjfv j'sv kfv r™lqsj dwjfv jvsh. zfv pdl sjfb nmq sjfb zfslw-zfbcoskAv hAfifsv jVf jKf ðdbsqƒ Kfsj, kfrst susb svsJf sp, `wfnb jvf kfvƒ nfsu snfrfo jsv sp.'

öfmDv pKfKG jlv jv } mCtAfqb jv öfmD skfmfv sj? öfmD skfmfv dnulfspfoA mfbAhv. snƒ drnfsh skfmfv dbje kfv mCtAfqb

rWqf …dyk. dj§Â zsbj rkHfdobD zfsY, pfvf kfslv öfmDv öfdmk¶sj bf smsb dbsuslv

`zfdmk¶'sj smsb Kfsj. öfmDv jKf sbq bf, kfsj isvfqf jsv bf, kfv jKfv

��������� zflwG vmBD 56

sjfb lfm slq bf. hvQ zsbj s[sÛ kfv …¬ef yst. snfuf ytsk htst, sevf yst! `YceY sjb' htst ðsq isV. rfnsk mfbf jvst j]flsk tfso. sjfb djYcsk hfLf dlst Ocdvsq bfj slJfq. öfmDv jKfsj nruHfsh oarB jsv bf.

ˆde spb kfslv iajxdk. sevfdm spb kfslv ufk-öHfh. kfƒ mrfbhD � hstsYb, ªskfmvf bfvDslv ubA drkfjf£[D rW. jfvB, bfvD ufdk i]fusvv h]fjf rfV rsk nxó. (nckvfQ kfslv iajxdkƒ h]fjf W sevf.) zkˆh kcdm snfuf jvsk sost rqskf kf sHs̃ sItsh (kftfj slsh). zfv dbsuv zh²¿fq …si[f jvst kf h]fjf sKsjƒ pfsh. zkˆh kfslv ubA mÌtjfmD rW.« (hcJfvD, mcndtm, dmwjfk 3238bQ)

sevf hAhrfv bfvDv ufk-öHfh. öfmDv msbv dhivDk ytf ²ÃDv nrufk zHAfn. ksh zfïfr pfsj vrm jsvb, sn jKf dHâ.

osHG n§Àfb ˆst, öfmD hst, `sYst rsh.' ²ÃD hst, `smsq rsh.' öfmD hst, `sYstsj zfvhD iVfh.' (jfvB, sn dbsu zfstm.) ²ÃD hst, `sYstsj ƒQsvuD iVfh.' (spsrkc kfv nfkÈdô ƒQsvuD dwd[k.) öfmD hst, `iÑfw.' ²ÃD hst, `i]fyw'.' öfmD hst, `idÇysm.' ²ÃD hst, `iCshG.' öfmD hst, `jtjfkf.' ²ÃD hst, `dlïD.' öfmD hst, `nflf.' ²ÃD hst, `jfstf.'

`njt iDVfv ŠNsLv nfv ncvf, ncvifqD jq sv, sp pfrfv hw ofq kfv pw ðsb mCP hw rq sv.'

vsÙÁv oa¢i ˆj rstW msbv oa¢i ˆj rq bf. ˆj mfbcsNv mb ziv mfbcsNv msbv nfsK dmst bf. ²ÃDv msbv nfsK mb dmtsh bf, kf zöfHfdhj bq.

`dhdyÛ shfsLv ˆ Hchb; t[sjfde mb

ˆjƒ dhw¶ t[sjfde jsv ufsb v™si vsn bfbf zbcmfsb.

t[sjfde sj¦û kfvf uoskv; nQJAfrDb ök§Ã isKv

uDhbpfÛfv pfÛD, dlbvfdÛ

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 57 dbsuv öfk§ÃAv[f-jfsu ˆjf§À vsqsY dhw¶-mfsU.'

ofáD hstsYb, `zfsifsnv mksHl Kfjsk ifsv. kf hst kf wÛ¢kfv ipGfsq si]ZsY slWqf …dyk bq. bsy{ zfmfv ²ÃD zfmfv nhsysq hV wÛ¢v™si idvodBk rk.'

kfv mfsb ²ÃD jfsYv hst kfv nfsK pk mksHl rq, zbA jfsvf nfsK kkef rq bf.

sö¤YfyfdvBD shfbde zfmfv! kcdm öfmDv msk mk lfW. `idkv ifsq Kfsj mdk, kshƒ kfsj hdt nkD.' `zhtf nvtf' hst stfsj skfmfsj ufsb. kcdm ifdbv mk nvt rW. öfmD skfmfv ifÛ srfj. ifÛ pdl soft rq, kcdmW soft rsq pfW, syZsjf rst, kcdmW syZsjf rsq pfW, hvQ rsk hfLA kcdm. kcdm hvI rsq usm ifsÛv hfƒsv sKsj spsqf bf. zfÈsbv kfsi ost zKhf nfsiv mk m'st snfuf rWqfv zfso, kcdm pdl skfmfv mbsj idvhkGb jvsk ifv, kfrstƒ kcdm zflwG smsq.

stfsj jKfq hst, `zfiv¢dy JfWb W ivv¢dy ivb.' kcdm snƒ v¢dy oarB jv. sp jfiV öfmD djsb ˆsb slsh, kfƒ iY¦l jsvf. snƒ skf slJsh. dbsuv iY¦l mk wfVD-jfiV djbsk rfe-hfufv pfWqf zflwG smsqv ÈB bq. hù mdrtf zfsY, pfvf öfmDv iY¦lsj iafLfbA bf dlsq dbsu `smfVt dhdh' snsu hfufsv pfq. ofdVsk öfmDv sjfst sYst dlsq rfufvD nsMv hfufvD dhdh ˆjfdjbD hfufv jsv! ˆvf rkHfdobD Sh dj?

pdl öfmD hst, zfdm skfmfv pf tfosh djsb ˆsb slh. kfrst ²ÃD hst, `skfmfv syfJ zfsY bfdj? kcdm dudbn iY¦l jvsk ufb bf. kcdm wfdV djbsk dosq ye djsb dbsq zfn!'

i[f§Àsv sp ²ÃD öfmDv msbv zbcjCt zfyvB jsv, sn swaô ²ÃD. mrfbhD � hstb, ªnhGswaô ²ÃD rt sn, pfv dlsj kfv öfmD kfjfst kfsj sJfw j'sv slq, pfsj sjfb zfslw jvst kf iftb jsv ˆhQ sn kfv dbsuv hAfifsv ˆhQ öfmDv mfstv hAfifsv sjfb ziY¦lbDq dhv¢ÝfyvB jsv bf.« (zfrmfl, bfnf„)

dkdb zfsvf hstb, ªskfmfslv nhGswaô ²ÃD sn, sp siammqD, zdLj n§ÀfblfÛD, sp (öfmDv) nrmk zhtìb jsv, (öfmDsj dhisl-swfsj) nf§À¶bf slq ˆhQ zfïfrv

��������� zflwG vmBD 58

Hq vfsJ.« (hfƒrfj¶D) öfmDv jlv bf jvf, kfv mCtAfqb bf jvf ²ÃDv spb ufk-öHfh. dhswN j'sv

ydïw ifv rst mdrtfv mb spb öfmDv iadk dhkxòfq Hsv WsE. öfmDv Wub Kfsj bf kfv jfsY. rqskf hf öfmDsj kfv dbje sJfwfmdl jvsk rq hst, öfmD drsvf rstW dusvf Hfsh sn.

öfmD } slJ jD nc¦lv hfdV jsvdY! ²ÃD } zfmfv IcIfskf slftfHfsqv hfdV zfsvf nc¦lv. öfmD } zfdm zfu ˆjde hfO smsvdY! ²ÃD } zfmfv Hfƒ ˆj hfdVsk mfsv! öfmD } iadkspfdokfq If±eG rsq icvõfv sisqdY! ²ÃD } zfmfv zfêf sisqdYt Fht õtfvdwi! ˆjde o¬i ðsb Kfjsh kcdmW. ˆj hV iDv nfsrh dYt. dj§Â kfv ²ÃD kfsj hV

hst mfbk bf. dbsuv sjfb jfvfmskv jKf htstƒ sn zbA iDsvv hcpcoGD hBGbf jvk. ˆjdlb sjfKfW lCv sKsj slJt, ˆj dhdãQ sKsj zbA dhdãQsq ˆj iDv nfsrh …sV pfs¤Y. dIsv ˆsn hfdVsk öfmDv jfsY jD zf±Iftb. ‰ rt iDv. zfnt iDv, jfsmt iDv. ˆj lftfb sKsj zbA lftfsb ifJDv mk …sV sot!

öfmD htt, `kfrst pfsj …Vsk slsJY, kfsj jfsmt iDv hst mfb?' ²ÃD htt, `zfsv kfsk sjfb ns¦lr zfsY bfdj?' öfmD htt, `kfrst kcdm skfmfv öfmDv hcpcoGD mfbsk yfW bf sjb?' ²ÃD htt, `kcdm dj ‰Hfsh …Vsk ifv bfdj?' öfmD htt, `s[iD! W skf zfdmƒ dYtfm. zfmfsjƒ kcdm …Vsk slsJY. ˆhfv

kcdm mfbsh skf, zfdm jfsmt iDv?' ²ÃD rkHý rsq Hfht, kfrst skf ˆv hcpcoGD mfbf rsq sot. snƒ ubA dh±mq

rfîf j'sv htt, `z--! snƒ ubA sevf-sh]jf …VdYst!' jKfq hst, `iDv mfsb bf o]fsq, iDv mfsb bf mfsq. iDv mfsb bf ov¢sk, iDv

mfsb bf uv¢sk.' (uv¢ mfsb ²ÃD.) öfmD pk hVƒ id×k srfj, ²ÃDv jfsY sn djYcƒ bq. zfnst mfbcN pfv jfsY djYc yfq, kfv jfsY sYfe rsk rq. ˆj nmqjfv sJfwfmcdlv yfWqfv jfvsB sn nh nmqjfv ubA sYfe rsq pfq rkHfdobDv jfsY. i[f§Àsv ²ÃDv spZb yfdrlf iCvB jvfv mk mlGfdb sbƒ sp

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 59 mvslv, sn mvlƒ bq mdrtfslv jfsY.

zsbj öfmD zhwA snƒ mpGflf sysq iadkôf jsv. dj§Â kfsk zfv muf zfsY? spsy mfb zfv sj]sl snfrfsov dj mCtA zfsY? öfmDv jlv pdl ²ÃD bf hcsU, kfrst öfmDv yfWqf dJlmsk sn öfl Kfsj bf, spmb sp sYst zflv ifq bf, Ist sj]sl zflv W snfrfo sbq, sn zflv W snfrfso sn kxdå Kfsj bf. zpfdykHfsh sp dudbn ifWqf pfq, sn dudbsnv öflƒ zftflf.

öfmD rt mfKf, ²ÃD rt Yfkf. …Hqsjƒ …Hsqv jlv jvf …dyk. ªYfkf hst, `dLjX dLjX mfKf mrfwq, ˆ zbAfq-zdhyfv zfmfsv bf nq. kcdm pfsh rfse hfse dlhA zjfksv, svZû-hxdó pk djYc nh zfmf 'isv.

kcdm pdl Yfkf rsk jD jdvsk lflf?' mfKf jq, `hcdUkfm mfKfv mpGflf. hcdUkfm, pfv ÈsB idviCBG Lvf,

smfv ˆjmfÛ ÈB kfsv v[f jvf.«

zsbj mdrtf smZdJjHfsh öfmDv iawQnf jsv, dj§Â jfpGs[sÛ kfv zhfLAkf jsv. zfv mcsJv iawQnf sjfb jfsuv bq. spsrkc „mfsbv mk Hfthfnf dkbde jsmGv nmdóv bfm; r™lsq dhw¶fn, mcsJ öDjfv ˆhQ jfsu idvBk jvf.

²ÃD öfmDv iawQnfq iÑmcJ rstW pdl sn öfmDv jKf bf mfsb, kfrst dj sn kfv Hfk ifsh? rqskf hf sjfb yfsiv Ist siskW ifsv, dj§Â sp r™lq-ifsk sbƒ, sn Hfskv ifsk sKsj zfv jk ncJ ifsh?

zfmfslv slsw jcvzfb mfbfv sp iÝdk zfsY, smsqslv jfsY öfmD mfbfvW snƒ iÝdk idvtd[k rq. jcvzfbsj stfsj hAhrfv jsv jcvzfbJfdb jvf W kfhDp stJfv ubA. zsbsj bf hcsU sktfzk jsv W svwmD jfiV dlsq nc¦lv j'sv sh]sL …]yc kfsj kcst vfsJ. zfmt jvfv ubA jcvzfb jqub stfj oarB jsv?

zbcv™i hù mdrtfv jfsY öfmD hV waÝfv ifÛ. ˆmbdj waÝfv zfdkwspA kfvf öfmDv bfm ipG§À mcsJ sbq bf.

ˆjdlb rfnifkfst dYtfm. lcƒ mdrtfsk FfÙÁfsvv jfsY bfm dtJfs¤Y. FfÙÁfv ˆjusbv öfmDv bfm duÎfnf jvst, sn zivsj of sEst htsY,

��������� zflwG vmBD 60

`bfmef kcdm hst lfW skf.' zKy snW kfv öfmDv zfnt bfm ufsb bf, htskW ifvsY bf. sEtfsEdt slsJ FfÙÁfv dhvÙÁ rst idvswsN Ffj bfm dtdJsqƒ siadøiwb SkvD rt!

zbcv™i ˆj mdrtf bfmfp isV nftfm dIvfv nmq htk, `zfn-nftfmc zftfƒjcm zsJfjsbv hfi. zfn-nftfmc zftfƒjcm zsJfjsbv hfi.' ˆj mdrtf zhfj rsq duÎfnf jvt, `nftfm skf ˆ vjm bq. kcdm ˆHfsh nftfm dIvY sjb?' …Ùsv sn mdrtf htt, `swNef zfmfslv sJfjsbv hfsiv bfm bq? kfskƒ skf ‰v™i hdt!'

htf hfùtA, ‰ öfmD-iCufdvBD mdrtfv öfmDv bfm dYt, vrmkcïfr. snƒ bfm mcsJ dbsk sbƒ msb j'sv bfmfspv nftfsmv wèW sn idvhkGb j'sv sIstsY! rfqsv öfmDv idhÛkf! kfv bfmW mcsJ sbWqf shzflhD!

dj§Â ˆ mdrtf dj öfmDsj jfpGs[sÛ zbcv™i mfsb? kf msb rq bf. zsbsj n©mcsJ öfmDv waÝf jsv, iÇyfsk kfv bfsm bfj dn]ejfq. nfmsb

iawQnf jsv, diYsb hlbfm jsv. sn smsqW mcbfdIjD ÈsBv. diYsbv waÝfƒ iajxk waÝf. diYsb pdl sj… hst, `mWtfbf zfèct rfmDl ˆ jKf dtsJsYb' kfrst ufbsk rsh, snƒ zfnst zfmfsj zf§Àdvj waÝf jsv. dj§Â pdl hst, `rfmDl ³mthD ˆ jKf dtsJsY' kfrst sn zfnst zfmfsj waÝf jsv bf. zfmfv nfmsb zfmfsj Hq j'sv zKhf smZdJj waÝf jsv.

kcdm pfsj waÝf jvsh, kfsj …HqHfsh jsvf. idkiafBf zfb¦lmqD shfbde zfmfv! kcdm ˆjde ic°i. ic°i dbsuv ubA

sIfse bf. kcdm skfmfv uDhb-ic°isj skfmfv öfmDv ubA ia±Icdek jv. kfsk hV zfb¦l zfsY shfbde!

ªisvv jfvsB öfKG dlqf hdt-- ˆ uDhb-mb njdt lfW,

kfv mk ncJ sjfKfW dj zfsY? zfibfv jKf Hcdtqf pfW. isvv jfvsB mvsBW ncJ,

`ncJ ncJ' jdv sj]slf bf zfv, pkƒ j]fdlsh pkƒ Hfdhsh

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 61 kkƒ hfdVsh r™lq-Hfv.«

kcdmƒ dhwft, kcdmƒ zflwG, pdl kcdm skfmfv öfmDv ubA dbsuv öfKG dhdtsq dlsk ifv. msb j'sv slJ, Hfthfnfv dydEsk kcdm jD dtsJ Kfj.

`iafB pdl yfr hác dlsk ifdv zfdm, kfv sysq hV djhf dlsk ifdv öfmD?'

zfdm htdY bf sp, kcdm öfmDv ubA iafB lfW. hvQ kfv ubA kcdm skfmfv mb lfW. skfmfv siam lfW.

`blD jHc ifb bfdr jsv dbu ut, kv¢oB bfdr Jfq dbu dbu It. ofHD jHc bfdr jsv dbu lcÊifb, jfô lÊ rsq jsv isv zâlfb.

hQwD jsv dbu ncsv zisv smfdrk, öBG jsv dbu v™si zisv swfdHk.

wnA u¦mfƒqf bfdr Jfq utLsv, nfLcv ‰w¶pG ðLc ivdrk ksv.'

bf. zfdm htdY bf sp, LCsiv mk kcdm dbsusj u¶fdtsq zivsj ncoá lfW zKhf smfmhfdkv mk dbsusj icdVsq zivsj zfstf lfW. hvQ htdY sp, kcdm dbsusj hdÑk bf j'sv zdLjfv zflfq jv. ncJ slWqfv dhdbmsq ncJ oarB jv.

skfmfv zdLjfsvv jKf htY? ðLc zdLjfv Idtsq siam ifWqf pfq bf, efjf-iqnfv stfH sldJsq, zKhf wdÙÁv Hq sldJsq Hfthfnf ifWqf pfq bf.

`Hsq iafB sp jdvsh lfb siam sn skf n]dish bf, efjf dlsq ðLc mfKf sjbf pfq, r™lq pfq bf sjbf.'

efjf bf Kfjfv Ist Hfthfnf yst pfq. dj§Â efjf dlsq Hfthfnf djbsk ifWqf pfq bf. iB dlsq, efjf dlsq ufmfƒ ifWqf pfq, dj§Â smsqv ubA Hfthfnf ifWqf pfq bf.

hcdÝmkD ²ÃD zdLjfv Idtsq hf lfhD-lfWqf jsv bq; hvQ siam dlsq öfmDsj hw jsv sbq.

öfmDv mb uq jsv, spfo-pflc j'sv bq; jfvB kf dwjG. hvQ kfsj kfv siam-ufst zfhÝ jsv, dj§Â kfsj sHVf hfbfhfv syóf jsv bf. jfvB ÎfbD

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smsqvf iY¦l jsv bf sp, kfv öfmD sHVf rsq pfj. kfv sjfb Wub W Lfv-Hfv bf Kfj. sp öfmD …Esk htst WsE, hnsk hnst hsn ˆhQ zsbj s[sÛ smsqdt jfu-jmG JcwDv nfsK jsv, kfsj zsbj mdrtfvfƒ iY¦l jsv bf. pdlW kfv znsykb ²ÃD msb jsv sp, sn msbv mk öfmD W rfsk y]fl sisqsY.

dbYj smsqdt jfu pdl öfmD jsv slq, kfrst kfsk oshGv djYc sbƒ. kcdm hvQ kfv dbje sKsj ˆƒ dJlmk ifWqfv lfhD vfJsh bf, bsy{ zsbAv öfmDv kf jvf ðsb skfmfv msb hAKf ifsh. öfmDv sp jfu skfmfsj jvsk rq, snƒ jfu pdl sn dbsu j'sv dbsq skfmfv nrspfdokf jsv, kfrst snefƒ zsbj. mrfbhD � ˆƒv™i j'sv k]fv ²ÃDslv nrspfdokf jvskb.

ˆv mfsb ˆƒ bq sp, dkdb ²ÃDslv Kftf-hfde Lcsq dlskb, hf hfebf sh]se dlskb, hf jfiV Lcsq dlskb. hvQ dkdb dbsuv uckf W jfiV dntfƒ jvskb, Yfostv lcL slfqfskb ˆhQ dbsuv dJlmk dbsu jvskb. (wfmfsqt dkvdmpD, dmwjfk) zfv ˆ jKfW dhdlk sp, k]fv hfdVsk ˆjfdLj snhj W sndhjf dYt.

r]Af kcdm znc²¿ rst sn jKf zftflf. hfLA rsq icv¢Nsj kfW jvsk rsh ˆhQ ²ÃDv nrspfdokf jvfv ubA sn nWqfhW ifsh. JvsyW nWqfh ifsh. mrfbhD � hstb, ªsjfb hAdÙÁ pJb kfv idvhfsvv …iv Jvy jsv ˆhQ ˆsk nWqfshv zfwf vfsJ, kJb ‰ Jvy kfv ubA nljfv nmkctA rq.« (hcJfvD 55 bQ, mcndtm1002 bQ)

dkdb zfsvf hstb, ªzfïfrv isK hAdqk skfmfv ˆjde lDbfv, lfnmcÙÁjvsB hAdqk skfmfv ziv ˆjde lDbfv, db}ö hAdÙÁsj lfbjxk skfmfv zfsvf ˆjde lDbfv ˆhQ skfmfv idvhfsvv …iv Jvyjxk ziv zfsvf ˆjde lDbfv; …ÙÁ lDbfvÈstfv msLA nWqfshv dlj dlsq nhsysq swaô lDbfv rt snefƒ, spef kcdm skfmfv idvhfsvv …iv Jvy jsv Kfsjf.« (mcndtm 995bQ)

öfLDb-sykf shfbde zfmfv! skfmfv hAdÙÁ-öfLDbkfv jKf htY? ÎfbD smsq sjfb dlb yfq bf sp, sjfb öfLDbkfq kfv öfmD kfsj hfLf bf slj. jfvB, kfsk ifi ƒ¤YfW Kfjsk ifsv. rflDsnv HfNfq `lfƒqCn' rWqfvW zfwËf Kfsj. mrfbhD � hstb, ªdkb hAdÙÁv iadk zfïfr djqfmskv dlb kfdjsq slJshb bf; dikf-mfkfv zhfLA n§Àfb, icv¢NshdwbD hf icv¢sNv nflxwA zhtìbjfdvBD mdrtf ˆhQ lfƒqCn (smVf) icv¢N; (sp kfv ²ÃD, jbAf W shfsbv ydvÛrDbkf W sbfQvfdmsk

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 63 yci Kfsj ˆhQ hfLf slq bf.) (zfrmfl, bfnf„, nrDùt ufsm' 3071bQ)

kcdm nkD bfvD rW. skfmfv öfmD skfmfv busv ifrfVkctA hV srfj. `nkD bfvDv idk spb ihGskv yCVf,

znkDv idk spb HfÌf bfsqv�È]Vf.' idk ihGk rst kfsk skfmfv ohG bq dj? vfuA yftfq vfuf, vfuf yftfq

vfbD. lf©iAskAv ˆ dhwft vfuA. ˆ vfsuAv vfbD rst kcdm. vfbD rsq kcdm skfmfv mpGflf dbsq ohG jv.

i[f§Àsv dbsuƒ vfuf rsk sysqf bf. h… smfVt rst ˆhQ J]cde bf Kfjst Ov zfidbƒ isV. zhwA pfv öfmD lchGt, nfLfvBk} kfv ²ÃD nht rq. öfmD dmbdmsb rst h… u¶tu¶st smfVt rsq nQnfv jsv. zfv kJb `dmbXsnv sjfst sYst dlsq, mfoD pfq tVfsq sLsq.' sjfstv sYst ofdVsk öfmDsj dlsq dbsu ˆjf mfsjGe jsv!

zfv pfv ²ÃD smfVt, kfv uDhb shjfv. sn bf icv¢N, bf ²ÃD. sn djYcƒ bq. `bfvD pfv ök§Àvf, snub uDqs§À mvf.'

iv§Â ²ÃD rt öfmDv Yfqf. ²ÃDv …dyk, öfmDv zbcnvB jvf; öfmDsj lfn hfbfsbf …dyk bq.

²ÃDv jfsY öfmD rt ˆmb zflcsv dwðv mk, pfv msbv dhv¢sÝ djYc jvst j]flsk ðv¢ jsv. ˆƒ ubA ²ÃDv …dyk, pKfnfLA öfmDv mb, ƒ¤Yf W zfjf£[f v[f j'sv ytf.

mdrtfv …dyk, kfv öfmDsj hácv mk Hfthfnf ˆhQ wÛ¢v mk Hq jvf. smfVt msbv iaodkhfdlbD shfbde zfmfv! öfLDb rsk sysqf bf. öfLDbkf

icBAmqD ²ÃDsjW bó jsv sIst. kf sYsV dFm sOftf rsq pfq. iCBG öfLDbkfq dhbfw Kfsj. wx£Jtkfv bfm ivfLDbkf bq. ˆjde sYst OcdV

…Vfhfv nmq kfv hfhfsj duÎfnf jvt, `djsnv sufsv OcdVef Wisv …EsY.' htt, `ncskfv sufsv.' htt, `ncskfef skf Wsj dbsyv dlsj sesb svsJsY?' hfhf ncskfefsj dY]sV dlst OcdV mfdesk isV sot. htt, `slJ, ncskf OcdVefsj hfrAk} sesb bfmfs¤Y hst msb rq. dj§Â zfnst ncskfv efbƒ kfsj …isv …Esk W …Vsk nfrfpA jsv.' wx£JtfshfLW zbcv™i.

sbÛD rsk sysqf bf shfbde zfmfv! slswv …âdk? sjb skfmfv ufqofq skfmfv

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öfmD hf zfv jfsvf öfmD rst dj slswv zhbdk rq? ifƒte rsq djsnv ohG? kcdm ifƒte bf rst dj si½b ytsh bf? hfdV sKsj jtjfkf pfsh skfmfslv efefsnfsmf ofdVsk. nsÌ zfsY skfmfv zfêf, öfmD W sYst. kcdm ofdV yftfst zhwA kxdåmq ohG zbcHh rsh msb. dj§Â isK jk vjm zfjd±mj W ziakAfdwk Oebfv ubA F¼fƒHfsvv sp sebwb Kfsj, kf mfKfq sbWqfv jD iasqfub zfsY skfmfv? F¼fƒdHQ-lfdqk¶ Wslv jf…sj dlsq kcdm nDe dbsq zfvfmsn hsn Kfjst dj skfmfv mfb [cB rsq pfsh?

kcdm öfmDv zbcnvB jv, öfmDv mfsb skfmfv mfb. kcdm rW kfv mf, sp rsh slswv vfuf. sp vfufv shsrñ rsh skfmfv ifsqv ktfq. ˆdj jm oshGv jKf?

yfjdv jvsh? zsKGfifuGb jvsh? jv. dj§Â skfmfv äDb, nkDk¶ W bfvDk¶ hufq svsJ.

öfLDb msbv shfbde zfmfv! se]fse]f sjf©ifbD hf ifVf-j]clctD rsq, dbsu hfufv j'sv, hfdVv Yfl hf lvuf-ufbftf sKsj …]dj-U]cdj dlsq dbsusj zihfsl sIstf bf ˆhQ öfmDv mfb bó jsvf bf.

zbcv™i skfmfv iadk öfmDv dhw¶fn, ŠlfnA W�„NGfrDbkfv ncspfo dbsq kcdm dbsuv ydvÛ bó jsvf bf. öfmD skfmfv hAfifsv zofL dhw¶fn W Hvnf vfJsk ifsv zKhf ˆsjhfsv …lfnDb rsk ifsv. sn s[sÛ kcdm dbsu nkjG rsq ytsh. pfsk iCBG öfLDbkfq kcdm skfmfv uDhb bó bf j'sv hn.

‰ swfsbf ²ÃDsj ƒQsvuD dwJfhfv ubA iafƒsHe mfófv dbpcÙÁ jsvdYt. öfmD-²ÃDv mfsU Hfthfnfv ia±Icdek ic°i kfslv spZhb-hfso slft Jfd¤Yt. dj§Â dbuGbkfv ncspfo dbsq mfófsvv nsÌ vnftfi usm …Et. öfmDv siasmv yfƒsk mfófsvv siam shwD mLcv tfot kfsj. öfmD …lfnDbƒ dYt. ˆjdlb ifJD bDV sYsV dhlfq dbt. si]ZsY sot vdnj bfosvv bDsV.

‰ swfsbf zftnAhsw ndEj nmsq slfjfb j'sv dlsk ifvsh bf hst, slfjfblfvsj dEj jvt, hfdVsk mft si]ZsY dlsq pfsh. n†lD zfvsh sedtsIfb jvst slfjfblfvvf hfdVsk mft si]ZsY dlsq zfsn. ²ÃD sedtsIfb j'sv lvufv zfVfst l]fdVsq snƒ Hfshƒ mft dbd¤Yt. dj§Â slfjfblfsvv ncmLcv hAhrfv W n²Àf svsev nfsK mfsU mfsU …irfv ncmLcv siam zfjfd£[bD ²ÃDsj mcÊ W zfjxó jvt. sIfsb siamftfi W vnftfi shw usm …Et.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 65 kfvisv pf rt, kf zfv stJfv iasqfub isV bf.

nchBG ncspfsov näAhrfv rt. zfv ncspfo sist skf nfLcW syfv rsq pfq. `ˆsj dodv sofhLGb, kfsr ncswfdHk hb,

kfsr zfv y]fldbqf vfdk.' ‰ swfsbf bkcb dhhfr j'sv h… svsJ n†lD zfvh ˆt. hst ˆt ²ÃDsj ˆhQ

±ecdFW-Wqftfsj ˆƒ sp, mfsU mfsU Ydh ifdEsq zfmfv mbsj zfbd¦lk jvsh. skfmfv dhvsr zfdm skfmfsj slJsk bf sisq ˆsjhfsv uDhb rfdvsq sIth. kfƒ rt. iaKm jsqj mfn shw Ydh ˆt. dhdHâ sifwfj isv dhdHâ dyÙfjNGD Ydh. kf sisq öfmD hV zfbd¦lk W siam-iDdVk dYt. dj§Â rEf{ Ydh zfnf há rsq sot. sIfsb Jhv dbsq ufbf sot, ±ecdFW-WqftfW ofsqh. jD rsqsY kf zfv Jcst htfv lvjfv sbƒ.

hfdVsk vfudmd²Ã tfdosq mfófv rfƒõct jvskb. ˆjdemfÛ smsq j½fw bfƒsb isV. mfófv nåfrfs§À hfdV zfsnb. sjfKfq rfƒõcstv mfófv zfv sjfKfq vfudmd²Ã? dj§Â jDHfsh ²ÃDv mb msu sot vfudmd²Ãv hAhrfsv! ˆj nåfsr mfófv ˆsn slJstb, Osv smsq ˆjf hsn zfsY, kfv mf sbƒ. zfv vfudmd²Ãv jfuW há zfsY. ²ÃD mfófvsj `ef-ef' dlsq iamfB jsv dlsqsY sp, `iDdvsk mdut mb, djhf rfdV djhf sFfm.' `Ocm bf mfsb HfÌf Jfe, siam bf mfsb dbyc ufk.'

zfsvf jk ðbsh. kcdm dbÇyq zfmfv sKsj shwD ðbsh. zfv pf sofib zfsY kf skf zsbj shwD!

sisqdY mfïfwCbA uDhsbv kvD, `ˆn ˆn iafBbfK zfdm sr skfmfdv. srsn srsn j'h jKf rfsk rfk Ldv,

tƒh jKfv Yst iafB ycdv jdv.' ˆvf dj snƒ mdrtf bq, pfslv ubA jdh hstb,

`ˆvf slhD ˆvf stfHD ˆvf yfsr nhGub iaDdk---'

zfv ˆƒ swaBDv öfmDslv sjfb slfN sbƒ htY? kfslvsj dj sjfb drnfh tfosh bf htY?

rqskf sn skfmfv iadk zofL dhw¶fn vfsJ. dj§Â kcdm kfv dhw¶fnOfkjkf

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jvst, kcdm kfsj j]flfst. r]Af, icv¢sNv jfâf dhvt rstW, sn pJb j]fsl kJb vsÙÁv zwa¢ j]fsl.

jKfq jKfq kcdm kfsj jó lfW. skfmfv shsrsñv hfofbsj kcdm dbsuv rfsk L¶Qn jv! ufsbf skfmfv shsrñD nkDb skfmfsj jD hst?

mrfbhD � hstb, ªpJbƒ sjfb ²ÃD lcdbqfsk kfv öfmDsj jó slq, kJbƒ kfv (shsrñD ²ÃD) ùvoB ‰ ²ÃDsj zdHwfi dlsq htsk Kfsj `Wsj jó dlnX bf, zfïfr skfsj L¶Qn jv¢j! W skf skfv dbje j'dlbjfv smrmfbmfÛ. zlCv HdhNAsk skfsj sYsV W zfmfslv jfsY ˆsn pfsh.« (dkvdmpD, ƒhsb mfufr)

²ÃDv Hct W öfmDv vfo Hct sKsj dw[foarBjfvD zdHÎoB hstb, Hct j'sv Hct öDjfv bf jvf däkDq Hct. nhsysq hV Hct ˆƒ sp, Hct jsvW msb jvf sp, zfdm Hct jdvdb. Hct j'sv hnf ˆj zdHÎkf, dj§Â�däkDqhfv jvf zfrmjD. pdl Hct j'sv sIt, ksh kf nQswfLsbv ubA dhtì�W tÏfshfL jsvf bf. Hct-ëfd§À dbsqƒ uDhb. zkˆh snƒ Hctsj iafLfbA dlsq hfjD uDhsb zwfd§À

sFsj zfbfv sjfb pcdÙÁ�sbƒ. zfmfslv nmnAfv …Ùv ifWqf ˆskf jdEb, ˆsk zhfj rWqfv djYc zfsY?

ˆjef zsËv nmfLfb dj nýh, pdl zfsoƒ sHsh dbƒ lcƒ zfv lcsq i]fy rq? khcW ˆmb sTv stfj zfsY pfvf lcƒ zfv lcsq i]fy hf i]fyswf rq sHsh dbsuv zfv zsbAv uDhbsj zdkô jsv skfst.

`zfin mfbh, kftofYde zfmfv. bfvsjt ofY Hfso bf iVst dhyfv mfdb bf.' htst db°idÙ nýh djHfsh?

Hct rsq sost Hcstv smfjfdhtf jvfv swaô …ifq rt, û¢k Hct öDjfv jvf, Hcstv ubA zbckå rWqf, Hct sKsj dw[f oarB jvf, Hcstv icbvfhxdÙ bf jvf, Hcstv ubA jf…sj slfN bf slWqf hf zucrfk nxdó bf jvf.

smfsev …iv jKf, ÎfdboB hstb, öfmDv jfsY Hct rsq sost kcdm dkbde dudbn jvsk ifv } (j) Hctsj zoafrA jvsk ifv. (J) Hct zöDjfv jvsk

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 67 ifv. (o) Hct smsb dbsq kf sKsj dw[f dbsk ifv.

kxkDq dhj¬ide zbcnvB jvfv ubA nfrn lvjfv. ˆv msLA U]cdj zfsY, dj§Â ˆde ncItialW. pdl kcdm Hct öDjfv bf jv, kfrst sp lchGtkfv ubA Hct rsqsY snƒ lchGtkfÈdtsjƒ kcdm nmKGb jvsh ˆhQ swN ipG§À snƒ lchGtkfÈstfƒ hV rsq skfmfv nm²À uDhbsj iaHfdhk jvsh. ˆƒ lchGtkfÈstfsj ðLvfhfv zfv sjfb ncspfo Kfjsh bf. zfv kfvƒ Itwa¢dksk nfvf uDhb dkÙÁ W dhNmq rsq …Esh. Hct öDjfv j'sv [mf yfƒst ‰ `Hct' `Ict' rsq Icse …Esh.

Hct öDjfv jv, [mf yfW } mfbcN Hfstf-ms¦lv ickct, Hct kfv iajxdkok öHfh. djYc djYc Hct zfsY, pf

iadkde vÙÁ-mfQsnv mfbcNƒ j'sv Kfsj. Hct rsk ifsv öfmDv. Hct rsk ifsv ²ÃDv. zfmfslv zfdl dikfv Hcstv ubA zfmvf shsrñ sKsj ˆ lcdbqfq zfnsk hfLA rsqdY. mfbcN mfÛƒ sYfe-hV Hct j'sv Kfsj. mfbcN rsq Hct jvf zfÇyspGv djYc bq; hvQ mfbcN rsq Hct bf jvfefƒ hV zfÇyspGv dhNq.

ifiDslv msLA snƒ hAdÙÁ …Ùm, sp ifi sKsj kWhf jsv. skmdb HctjfvDslv msLA snƒ hAdÙÁ …Ùm, sp Hct j'sv Hct öDjfv jsv.

mmkfmqD zflwG shfbde zfmfv! sp ²ÃD Hct j'sv Hct öDjfv j'sv öfmDv jfsY [mfiafdKGbD rq, sn hV zflwG ²ÃD.

diaq bhD � hstb, ªskfmfslv ²ÃDvfW ufâfkD rsh, sp ²ÃD zdLj iaBdqbD, n§ÀfblfÛD, hfv-hfv Hct jsv hfv-hfv öfmDv dbje zfk¹nmiGBjfdvBD, pfv öfmD vfo jvst sn kfv dbje ˆsn kfv rfsk rfk svsJ hst, zfidb vfdu (Efàf) bf rWqf ipG§À zfdm Ocmfhƒ bf.« (dntdntfr nrDrfr 287bQ)

i[f§Àsv sp ²ÃDsj vfdu jvfv ubA öfmDsj vfk ufosk rq zKhf kfsj kfv jfsY [mf yfƒsk W sYfe nfusk rq, sn ²ÃD sp ÈBhkD bq, kf htfƒ hfùtA.

zsbj mfbcN zfsY, pfvf vfo slsJ vfo jsv. kfv mfsb, kcdm vfost sjb? ˆhfv sj zfso jKf htsh?

skfmfv shfb skfmfsj sedtsIfb jsv bf, kcdmW jv bf. sj zfso sedtsIfb jvsh?

skfmfv HfhD skfmfsj nftfm slq bf, kcdmW lfW bf. sj zfso nftfm slsh?

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sn hst, zfdm hV. zfdm sYfe rh bf. kcdmW kfƒ ht. nhfƒ dbu dbu rfsk nfsV dkb rfk. kfrst zfnst hVef sj? zfnst sp hV, kfsj hV smsb dbst dj sebwb swN rsq pfq bf? bfdj zfdmsk¶v zrQjfsv Fcsh sKsj msbv msLA zwfd§Àv lfhfbt svsJ dlsk yfW?

kcdm dw[f W dFdoask hV? kfsk jD rsqsY? kfsk skf hsqfsuAô hf öfmD sYfe rsq pfsh bf? kcdm pdl dhbqD rsq zfso zfso jKf ht, sj… nftfm slj zfv bf slj, kcdm lfW, sj… sIfb jv¢j zfv bf jv¢j, kcdm jv, kfrst kcdm sYfe rsq pfsh bf shfbde! kcdm rsh mrfb ydvsÛv zdLjfdvBD zflwG vmBD!

iv§Â sYfe rsq pdl skfmfv msb hVk¶ Kfsj, kfrst susb svsJf, hVv zdHmfb mfbfsh, dj§Â kcdm sYfe hst kf mfbfsh bf. kJb ufbsk rsh skfmfv mfsU zrQjfv zfsY. zfv zrQjfvD ncJD rsk ifsv bf. zrQjfvD shsrñ tfsH LbA rq bf.

`zrQshfL zbcHCdkbfwj WNcsLv mk, shfjfdmv p§ÃBfsjW znfV j'sv slq.' Ist zsbj nmq kcdm sp shfjfdm jvY, kfW hcsU …Esk ifv bf.

ÈBhkD shfbde zfmfv! öfmD hV hst ˆhQ kcdm vfsov djYc jvst isv sn skf vfo jvskƒ ifsv. dj§Â kfv vfo slsJ kcdmW vfo j'sv hsnf bf. hvQ öfmD vfost kfv vfo dmefsbfv syóf jv. zfv kfsk slvD W odVmdn jsvf bf. jfvB, vfo dmefsk slvD jvst, kfv vfo zfsvf hxdÝ sisk ifsv. kfsj vfofsh zfhfv vfo dmefshW bf---ˆƒ …Hq slfsN skfmfv iadk kfv mb dhkxòfq Hsv …Esh.

nckvfQ vfosj hfdn rsk dlsqf bf, jfvB hfdn rst vfo hfsV. kfƒ dhvfsov nfsK vfo dmefhfv sjZwt dw[f jv. zfv susb svsJf, ovm mfbcNsj bvm …Ùv dlst vfo ifdb rsq pfq.

kcdm pdl ht, sn vfo jvsh sjb? zfdm hdt, sn vfo jvsh bf sjb? dhbf slfsN dj sj… jfsvf …iv vfo jsv? pdl jsv, kfrst dbÇyq sn ifot. zfv vfsov jKfq jfsvf vfo bf rst snW kfƒ. r]Af, sp stfj vfosk ufsb bf sn mCJG, dj§Â sp vfo jsv bf sn hcdÝmfb.

idkiafBf yeXvfoD shfbde zfmfv! msb svsJf sp, vfo rt sUfsVf rfWqfv mk, pf dbsmsN hcdÝv ialDisj dbdHsq slq. nckvfQ skfmfv öfmD svso …Est bDvhkfv ifdb dlsq kf dbdHsq lfW. spsrkc vfsov WNcL yci Kfjf; vfoDv ubA ˆhQ pfv iadk

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 69 vfo jvf rq kfv ubAW.

ˆj hAdÙÁsj ˆj u]flsvt mfvt. sn htt, `däkDqhfv mfv sldJ, skfsj slJh.' u]flsvt yAfstÓ jsv däkDqhfv kfsj mfvt. zfhfvW sn htt, `kxkDqhfv mfvst skfsj slJh.' sn zfhfvW mfv sJt----. ˆjub ÎfbD kf slsJ htt, `hfic! kcdm pdl yci Kfj, kfrst skfmfsj hfvhfv mfv sJsk rq bf.' htf hfùtA, zsbj nmq wdÙÁrDb iadkhfl zdLj pctsmv jfvB rsq l]fVfq.

swJ nf'lD hstb, `zfdm sp …islw dlƒ, kf pdl mfbsk bf yfW, kfrst zfmfv ofdt W hjcdbsk yci jsv sKsjf.'

zfhc lfvlf kf]v ²ÃDsj …islw dlsq hstdYstb, `pJb zfmfsj slJsh sp, zfdm svso sodY, kJb kcdm zfmfv vfo dmefhfv syóf jvsh. zfv skfmfsj svso spsk slJst zfdmW skfmfv vfo dmefh.' (dIjùn ncâfr 2/208)

zfhct zfnWqfl k]fv ²ÃDsj hstdYstb, `diasq zfdm Hct jsv sItst zfmfv jfsY hltf sbhfv syóf bf j'sv zfmfsj [mf jsv dlW. zfv zfdm sÛÁfLfd¦hk rsq jKf htst kcdm zfmfv mcsJv …iv mcJ dlW bf. ˆsk zfmfslv Hfthfnf dyv²¿fqD W mLcv rsh.'

1. öfmD bfbf jfsuv Ufsmtfq hfƒsv Kfsj. jk mfbcsNv nfsK jk jD rq. nckvfQ pJb t[A jvsh sp, skfmfv öfmD mb Jfvfi j'sv zKhf vfo hf dhvdÙÁ dbsq iashw jvsY, kJb nfsK nfsK sjfb zdHspfo zKhf zFGfv bf j'sv iaKmk} kfv mb öfHfdhj rWqfv zsi[f zKhf öfHfdhj jvfv iasyóf jvsh.

2. Hct öDjfv bf jvf zsi[f hV Hct zfv djYc sbƒ. kcdm sjfb Hct j'sv sItst kf öfmDv jfsY öDjfv jvsk sjfb iajfv nQsjfy W däLf jvsh bf. hjst yci j'sv ðbsh. sjfb jKfv iadkhfl jvsh bf. mcsJv …iv mcJ dlsh bf. ŠÝkA W isvfqfrDbkf iajfw jvsh bf. hvQ Hct öDjfv j'sv tdÏkf rWqfv jKf iajfw jvsh. hVv jfsY hV rWqfv syóf bf j'sv sYfe rWqfv syóf jvsh. kfsk skfmfv mfbW pfsh bf, ufkW pfsh bf. hvQ kfsk öfmDv jfsY skfmfv jlv hxdÝ ifsh.

ˆj ²ÃD hstdYt, `diaq! smsqslv mb Ecbsjf j]fsyv ifÛ. nfmfbA (jKfv) zfOfsk kfƒ sHsM pfq. kfƒ rqskf öfmDv …isvW mcJ yftfq. kfƒ ˆjec mfdbsq ytshb.' öfmD htt, `kf dEj, kfƒ j]fsyv ecjvf öfmDv mpGflfq dh]sL

��������� zflwG vmBD 70

jó slq. kfYfVf smsqslv mb j]fsyv rstW mcJJfbf dj§Àc ifjf ƒ±ifskv. kfƒ nh sHsM sostW mcJ z[k zh²¿fq nshso ytmfb Kfsj. zKy mcJJfbf j]fsyv W mbJfbf stfrfv rst zfocsb dO isV bf. lf©ikAW rq mLcmq.'

3. öfmD pdl sjfb hAfifsv skfmfv iadk Hct j'sv sIst, kfrst mpGflfq sn hV -- ˆ jKf Hcst spsqf bf. jKfq zflh hufq vfJ. kfsj wfdnsq hf ovm jKf hst vfdosq dlW bf. sjfb Û¢de Lsv zisvv nfsK jKf hst kfsj dre smsvf bf. sjfb zfk¹Dqv zivfL sesb kfsj snƒ ufsk wfdmt jsvf bf. nvfndv vfo UfVsk bf sisv sYstv …iv, rfn-mcvoDv …iv sUsVf bf zKhf if Ecsj yst zKhf Ode-hfde-si½e ƒkAfdl EcjfEcdj j'sv vfo iajfw jsvf bf. vfo pdl rsqƒ pfq, kfrst kf ifb jvsk W rum jvsk dwJ, ncJD rsh.

4. öfmDv vfo mfbfsk ˆsn, vfo ufbfsk hsnf bf. vfo slsJ kcdmW skfmfv nc¦lv mcJdesj hfQtfv i]fy jsv sIstf bf. sn `ÈmX' rsq Kfjst, kcdmW sudl msb `ðbX' rsq sKsj spsqf bf. sn vfo j'sv ðsq sost, kcdm kfv sjfb isvfqf bf j'sv Ocdmsq spsqf bf. hvQ bmakf W nrmdmGkfv nfsK sn vfsov jfvB zufbf Kfjst, duÎfnf jv. sJ]jfsbfv Hq jvst ˆjec SLpG Lv. zfmfv msb rq, skfmfv mLc[vf jsØv dmdó jKf kfv r™lq-u¶ftfv wDkt mtm rsh.

kcdm Ice§À softfi. skfmfv snƒ Icstv ifidVsk ifidVsk mcydj rfdnv IctUcdv Kfjsh. skfmfv ‰ y¦ûnm ncwaD syrfvfq ë™-jcÑb mfbfq bf, mfbfq bf uV jvf jifstv tìf tìf lfo. softfsiv ifidVv mk vfMf WôfLvsj h]fjf jvst zKhf mcJ sHMyfst ndkA Jfvfi tfso. skfmfv jfsYƒ zfsY skfmfv öfmDv h½fF-sianfv p§Ã. kcdm ƒ¤Yf jvst kfv sianfv hxdÝ jvsk zKhf rafn jvsk ifv. nfi rsq IBf kcst sI]fn sI]fn jvst, skfmfv jfsY ˆmb udV zfsY, pf kfv mfKfq vfJst dbsmsN mfKf bfdmsq slsh. kcdm ÎfbD smsq. dbÇyq kcdm `dee Iv efe' hf `ƒede mfvst ifesjtde sJsk rq'-ˆv bDdk zhtìb jvsh bf. spsrkc ˆsk skfmfv hnfv ufqof jflf jvf zKhf Jfhfv ifÛ sY]lf jvf rsh.

ˆ bDdk rqskf kcdm zsbAv nfsK zhtìb jvsk ifv. spsrkc kcdm pfv JfW bf, isvf bf, Lfv Lfsvf bf, pfv nfsK hfvhfv slJf-nf[f{ rq bf ,kfv nfsK ytsk ifsv. dj§Â kcdm pfv JfW-iv, pfv nfsK hfn jvsk, pfv dhYfbfq wqb jvsk hfLA, kfv nfsK ‰ ˆjƒ bDdk iasqfo jvf skf shfjfdm shfbde!

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 71 skfmfv öfmDv öHfh skfmfv msbv iadkjCt rsk ifsv. kcdm yfƒsh kfv mb

skfmfv msbv mk srfj, kf rsh bf. hvQ pdl wvDqk-dhsvfLD bf rq, kfrst skfmfv mbsj kfv msbv Y]fsy sTst lfW. lcƒ mb ˆj rsq pfj.

`skfmfv nvt msbv kvt Lfkcde ðLc oVfƒqf lfW zfmfv ncmb Y]fsy,

zfwf ht Hvnf ndh r…j nskAv vdh

hcdU spb sisqdY jfÑb zfdm rfk tfsodb jfsedb vdMb j]fsy.'

kcdm kfv msbv dbHxk sjfsB hfnf h]fL. rqskf ˆmb rsk ifsv sp, kcdm Hû Osvv smsq. skfmfv öfmDv hAhrfsv skfmfv mb htsh, sn sYfestfj. dj§Â kf mcsJ Jhvlfv iajfw jsvf bf. spmbƒ srfj, sn skfmfv öfmD. ht, skfmfv bfjde sYfe rst kcdm jD jvsk ifv? skfmfv vM mqtf rst skfmfv jvfv jD zfsY? skfmfv zfêf sJ]fVf rst skfmfv djYc jvfv zfsY dj? ˆsk pJb skfmfv sjfb ˆJdkqfv sbƒ, skmdb skfmfv öfmDv öHfh-ydvsÛv hAfifsvW skfmfv sjfb ˆJdkqfv sbƒ. ˆjmfÛ ˆJdkqfv ˆƒ zfsY sp, kcdm skfmfv ÎfboHG siamfstfsj kfsj nciK slJfsh.

`idk pdl rq zá sr nkD sh]sLf bf bqsb zfhvB,

zá idksv z]fdJ slq spb skfmfv nkA zfyvB.'

zrQjfv huGb jv shfbde zfmfv! huGb jv Ucef hQwDq ohG. zfdHufskAv zrdmjf lfsr skfmfv `shsrñX'-ˆv kvkfuf Ictsj ðdjsq dlW bf. kcdm msbfsmfdrbD, msbfrfdvBD, siammqD, YtbfmqD. kcdm zShLHfsh ˆjde icv¢sNv mbsj zfjxó jvsk ifv. zfv ShLHfsh sjb kf ifvsh bf? bf bf, skfmfv öfmDW ˆjde icv¢N. kfv msbfmk dnÑb sist, snW kvkfuf rsq …Esh, dEj skfmfv msbv mk, spmb kcdm yfW. kcdm sp ÎfbD smsq. mcndtm bfvD, zflwG vmBD.

Jcbncdev ubA jKfhfkGf há jvst skf kfv vfo dmefsbf zfsvf nru. jfvB, ˆ hAfifsv kcdm zfÈb, sn smfm. zfv zfÈsbv jfsY smfm dj bf ost Kfjsk ifsv?

��������� zflwG vmBD 72

pdl ht, `bf, sn smfm bq; stfrf.' kfrstW hth, `kfimfÛf hfdVsq lfW, stfrfW ost pfsh.'

dbvfw rsq Jhvlfv hstf bf sp, `zfmfsv pJb Hfstf sn bf hfsn, ifsq LdvstW hfdnsh bf sn.' hvQ msbv dbvfwf W ŠÝkA lCv j'sv wk HdÙÁv nfsK hstf, `zfdm dbdwdlb skfmfq Hfthfdn, kcdm zhnv mk hfdnW.'

zfv rft sYsV hsn ˆ jKfW hstf bf sp, `dbsve ifNfB pfrfv r™lq, bqsbv ust sn dj ûdhsh jJb?'

spsrkc pfv msb zfïfrv Hq zfsY, sn skfmfv iadk ƒbnfI jvsh. zfïfrv Hsq ifKv Lsn isV. dkdb hstb,

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zKGf{, djYc ifKv ˆmb zfsY sp, kf sKsj blD-bftf iahfdrk rq ˆhQ djYc ifKv ˆmb zfsY sp, dhlDBG rWqfv iv kf sKsj ifdb dboGk rq. zfhfv djYc ifKv ˆmb zfsY, pf zfïfrv Hsq Lsn isV. (nCvf hfj¶fvfr 74 zfqfk)

zfv dkdb öfmDv …sÜswA hstsYb, }:@CUوC���-��/�/و�-�وC�1�/ ����-)ن�An��+H�:@CUK��C CV1UA�+G��/���/�+Hא��+ن�K��CU/�Z/.��I�1���/��/5��/�1X/</و�C#����I���1�/bא�H-���#-�א�

}I�-z+GאzKGf{, kfslv nfsK n{Hfsh uDhb pfib jv; skfmvf pdl kfslvsj OxBf jv,

kfrst ˆmb rsk ifsv sp, skfmvf pfsj OxBf jvY zfïfr kfsk iaHCk jtAfB svsJsYb. (nCvf dbnf 19 zfqfk)

zfv hstf bf sp, `zfidb zfmfv mvlsj sysbb bf. dbÈGB icv¢sNv dkbÈB Uft. W Uft lCv rWqf hV jdEb.'

zfdm hth, `hV jdEb' dj§Â `znýh' skf bq. `kcIfsb rft Lvsk bfsv snƒhf sjmb sbsq, zfv mvslv mb spfofsk bfsv snƒ hf sjmb smsq?!' ‰ slJ siadmjvf hst, `dmdó�rfdnsk nxdóbfw.' `rfdnv mfsU I]fdn.' kfrst snƒ nhGbfwD I]fdn hAhrfv jvsk ˆk zbDrf, zhÎf, zhsrtf, …âfdnjkf W ŠÝkA sjb?

kfv msbv bfoft ifW bf? ndkAƒ dj kcdm syóf jsvY? bfdj kcdm dbsusj kfv jfsY zKhf kfsj skfmfv jfsY sYfe msb jsvY?

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 73 vfofd¦hk öfmDv vfo dmefhfv ubA zdHbq jv, ShL dmKAf iasqfo jv. ksh snƒ

dmKAf ShL bq, pfsk öfmDsj sL]fjf slWqf rq. sYstsmsqslv kvdhqk Jfvfi rq. zfv spZb-dmtsbv vfo hV vfo. öfmDv zdLjfvW dhvfe zdLjfv. nckvfQ

kfsk smfseƒ diYif rsqf bf. Wucrfk dlsq diYt jfesk sysqf bf. Ef×f, tÏf, mfKfv yct ƒkAfdlv Wuv dlsq yvm zfbs¦l kcdm I]fdj dlW bf. skfmfv yfdrlf bf KfjstW öfmDv yfdrlf iCvB jvsk smfseƒ Û¢de jsvf bf.

mrfbhD � hstb, ªpdl zfdm jf…sj jfsvf ubA dnulf jvsk zfslw jvkfm, kfrst bfvDsj zfslw jvkfm, sn spb kfv öfmDsj dnulf jsv. kf]v wiK pf]v rfsk mcrf©mfslv iafB zfsY! bfvD kfv iadkiftsjv rj kk[B ipG§À zflfq jvsk ifsv bf, pk[B ipG§À bf sn kfv öfmDv rj zflfq jsvsY. nWqfvDv disE KfjstW pdl öfmD kfv dmtb yfq ksh sn hfLf dlsk ifvsh bf.« (zfrmfl, ƒhsb mfufr, ƒhsb drêfb)

sofnstv ifdb bf KfjstW, ycstfv …isv r]fdV KfjstW ²ÃDv `bf' htfv zdLjfv sbƒ.

vfnCtcïfr � hstb, ªpJb sjfb hAdÙÁ kfv ²ÃDsj kfv iasqfusb zfrhfb jvsh, kJb sn spb (k{[Bf{) kfv dbje pfq. pdlW sn …bfsbv jfsY (v¢de ƒkAfdl ifjfsbfv jfsu hA²À) Kfsj.« (dkvdmpD rfnfb nCsÛ)

dmtb bf sisq öfmD bfvfp Kfjst dIdvñf zdHwfi jsvb. vfnCtcïfr � hstsYb, ªpdl sjfb hAdÙÁ kfv ²ÃDsj dbu dhYfbfq Ffsj ˆhQ sn bf zfsn, zk}iv sn (öfmD) kfv iadk vfofd¦hk zh²¿fq vfk jfefq, kfrst dIdvñfoB kfsj njft zhdL zdHn©ifk jvsk Kfsjb.« (hcJfvD, mcndtm)

zbA ˆj hBGbfq zfsY sp, ªpJb ²ÃD dbu öfmDv dhYfbf kAfo jsv (zbAÛ) vfdÛpfib jsv, kJb dIdvñfhoG njft ipG§À kfsj zdHwfi dlsk Kfsjb.«

zfv ˆj hBGbfq zfsY sp, ªsnƒ zfïfrv jnm, p]fv rfsk zfmfv iafB zfsY! sjfb öfmD kfv ²ÃDsj dbu dhYfbfv dlsj zfrhfb jvfv iv sn zfnsk zöDjfv jvst, dpdb zfjfsw zfsYb dkdb (zfïfr) kfv iadk zn§Âó Kfsjb, sp ipG§À bf öfmD kfv iadk n§Âó rsq pfq.«

zfjNGBrDb, svfmf¦nXrDb bDvn Ef×f shfbde zfmfv! sjfb Wucrfsk öfmDv dhYfbf sYsV zbAÛ swfhfv syóf jsvf bf. rqskf hf kcdm kfsj iY¦l jv bf zKhf

��������� zflwG vmBD 74

kfv siamsjdtsk kcdm dhvdÙÁshfL jv. dj§Â susb svsJf sp, kcdm kfv ifw¶G W mb sKsj nsv sost, zbA sj… kfv msb hfnf h]fLsh; zfv [dk rsh skfmfvƒ.

öfmD vfofd¦hk Kfjst ²ÃDv bfmfp rq bf. mrfbhD � hstb, ªdkb hAdÙÁv bfmfp kfslv jfb zdkÛÁm jsv bf; itfkj�ÛÁDklfn, pk[B bf sn dIsv�ˆsnsY,�ˆmb�²ÃD pfv�öfmD kfv�…iv vfofd¦hk zh²¿fq vfdÛpfib jsvsY, (pk[B bf sn vfuD rsqsY), (zKhf sp�²ÃD kfv�öfmDv zhfLAfyfvB jsvsY, sn kfv hfLAf bf rWqf ipG§À) ˆhQ snƒ n©ialfsqv ƒmfm, pfsj stfsj ziY¦l jsv.« (dkvdmpD, k¶fhfvfbD, rfsjm, dntdntfr nrDrfr 288, 650bQ)

öfmDv spZb-ncsJ hfLf iVsk ifsv ˆƒ zfwËfq kfv zbcmdk YfVf ²ÃDv bIt svfpf vfJfW dbsNL. zfïfrv vnCt � hstb,ªmdrtf spb öfmDv hkGmfsb kfv dhbf zbcmdksk vmpfsbv svfpf YfVf ˆjde dlbW svfpf bf vfsJ.« (zfrmfl 2/245, 316, hcJfvD 5195, mcndtm 1026bQ iamcJ)

öfmD-²ÃDv spZb-dmtsb ðLc kxdå …isHfoƒ bq; hvQ kfsk nWqfhW zfsY. mrfbhD � hstb, ª---skfmfslv ²ÃD-dmtb jvfW nfljfr.« nfrfhfoB htstb, `sr zfïfrv vnCt! zfmfslv sj… pdl ²ÃD-dmtb j'sv dbsuv spZb[cLf dbhfvB jsv, ksh ˆskW dj kfv icBA rsh?' dkdb htstb, ªjD vfq skfmfslv, pdl sj… zShLHfsh spZb-dmtb jsv, kfrst dj kfv ifi rsh? (dbÇyq rsh.) zbcv™i sn pdl ShLHfsh (²ÃD-dmtb jsv) dbsuv jfm[cLf dbhfvB jsv, kfrst kfsk kfv icBA rsh.« (mcndtm)

nckvfQ nWqfsh wvDj rWqfv iasqfubDqkf skf zfv zöDjfv jvsk ifv bf. nmD[f j'sv slJ shfbde! nQnfsvv jtsrv mCt jfvB smfefmcde 4de }-

(1) spZb-nmnAf kcdm pdl spZb hfufsv Ef×f rW, kfrst nru. svfmfd¦ej mb nxdó jv,

öfmDv spZb kfst kft lfW, zdHbq jv, dbsuv kxdå bf rstW öfmDsj idviCBG kxå rsk lfW. öfmDsj zdkdvÙÁ …sÙduk j'sv û¢kikb Odesq kfv [cLf iawdmk jv.

i[f§Àsv kcdm pdl spZb hfufsv ovm rW ˆhQ sn Ef×f rq, kfrst dhswN iÝdksk kcdm skfmfv spZb[cLf dbhfvB jv. bsy{ jtr öfHfdhj.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 75 nfvf dlsbv jk lcdÇy§Àf, jk jmGHfv, jk sebwb öfmDv msb sbfQvf ifdbsk

sYfe sYfe jxdmv mk djdtdhdt jsv, Ist lcÊsIbdbH Icstv dhYfbfq ðsqW kfv Ocm zfsn bf. ˆ ifw W ifw jsv skfmfv zsi[fq. kcdm rqskf jfsu hA²À Kfj zKhf sjfb zfk¹Dq hf nJDv nfsK sJfwftfsi mÙ Kfj. öfmDv jKf Hcst pfW. zfv sn mfbdnj p§ÃBfq YeIe jvsk Kfsj. zKy ˆƒ mcrCskG sn pdl skfmfv siam-ivw ifq, kfrst dbsmsNv msLA kfv njt lcdÇy§Àf W sebwb zfjfsw nCpG WEfv iv kfvjfvfduv zlxwA rWqfv mk zlxwA W lCv rsq pfq. zkˆh sjfb Yt-hfrfbf bf j'sv öfmDv dhYfbfv rj zflfq jv. lCv j'sv lfW skfmfv W kfv msbv njt hAKf-shlbf W lcdÇy§Àf.

ˆƒ mcrCskG nfvf dlsbv u¶ftf-p§ÃBf nh Hcst pfW. öfmDv dbsuv zKhf zfv jfsvf slWqf zfOfskv jKf Hcst dosq siamftfsi mo rW. lCsv vfJ nfQnfdvj bfbf UdÄ-Ufsmtfv jKf. kvÌfdqk srfj skfmfv siam-nfov. dmdtk srfj skfmfv öfmDv kvÌfdqk siam-nfosv. kfsjW Hcdtsq lfW kfv nfvf dlsbv bfbf Ofk-iadkOfk, Uce-Ufsmtf W lc}J-u¶ftfv jKf. bfvD-nxdóv ˆjde jfvB ˆƒ dbdhV iawfd§À.

mrfb zfïfr hstb, +��1Y6Z-�6L�+��1@kB�Y6Z+��/q+ز1و/אKC�6Z1�/V4���I0א��AT+�1;/��و/K�:B�Y6Z/��1�/)�/5/�/0/د:��و/�/AT�s�/ 1Jن:����������{/b�1�1&>/�.-#-��+ن@-B/و

��H{F�٢١�E-�9ذ/�-,+��+1K+\4��Wg�/<tم�>/C�uZ+L/Vون/K�א��وم�� �zKGf{, k]fv dblwGbfhtDv msLA zfv ˆjde dblwGb ˆƒ sp, dkdb skfmfslv ubA

skfmfslv mLA rskƒ skfmfslv ndÌbDslvsj nxdó jsvsYb, pfsk skfmvf Wslv dbje wfd§À ifW ˆhQ skfmfslv msLA ifv±idvj Hfthfnf W mfqf-mmkf nxdó jsvsYb. dy§ÀfwDt n©ialfsqv ubA ˆsk zhwAƒ hù dblwGb vsqsY. (nCvf v™m 21 )

zfv Jhvlfv! kcdm skfmfv zbcHCdksj ˆk sH]fkf j'sv dlsqf bf, pfsk vn nxdó bf jvsk ifvstW, z§Àk}is[ vn oarsBv [mkfW spb bó bf rsq pfq.

susb svsJf sp, öfmD pdl skfmfv jfY sKsj kfv ƒ¤Yfmk spZbncJ bf ifq, kfrst sn rqskf hf zbAfnÙÁ rsq iVsk ifsv. zsbj shfjf smsq ˆ hAfifsv öfmDsj ifÙf bf dlsq kfsj hAdHyfsvv dlsj sEst slq. `zfmfv njfst dF…de zfsY, zfmfv jfu zfsY, wDsk mfKf Lcsk ifvh bf' ƒkAfdl zucrfk dlsq öfmDsj I]fdj slq. msbv hfnbf icvf rsk ifq bf. vfo jvst dhj¬i hAh²¿fskW vfuD Kfsj shfjf smsq. bfmfp isV bf, öfmD …iikD hf oftG-sI¼× hAhrfv jvstW kfv

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„NGf rq bf. zsbsj zfhfv shwAftq spsk zbcmdk slq hstW dvsifeG zfsY zfmfslv jfsY! ˆmb rkHfdobD smsqvf sp ncdJbD bq, kf htfƒ hfùtA.

kcdm mcndtm zflwG vmBD. kcdm pKfpK öfmDsj spZb-ncJ ialfb jv. zfv kfsk zmk iajfw j'sv Jcbncdev tVfƒ JfVf jsvf bf. pkƒ zncdhLf Kfj skfmfv, pkƒ mb Jfvfi Kfj, öfmD bf mfbst, kfv msbv sJfvfj kcdm pcdosq lfW. ˆ hAfifsv `zflwG vmBD' v¢mfƒnfv öfmD-kcdóv jKf ˆ icd²ÀjfskW skfmfv ubA icbvfhxÙ jvdY }-

k]fslv ˆjmfÛ n§Àfb hAfdLoa²À dYt. zfhc kftrf iafq nmq bhD �-ˆv dbje jfefskb. ˆj dlb náAfq dkdb kf]v dbje sostb. ˆdlsj hfdVsk k]fv sYst mfvf sot. …s©m nctfƒm njtsj dbsNL jvstb, pfsk zfhc kftrfv dbje Jhv bf pfq. dkdb sYstdesj Osvv ˆj sjfsB sTsj svsJ dlstb. zk}iv öfmD zfhc kftrf vnCt �-ˆv dbje sKsj hfdV dIvst htstb, `zfmfv shef sjmb zfsY?' v¢mfƒnf htstb, `pJb sKsj W iDdVk kJb sKsj sp jó ifd¤Yt kfv sysq ˆJb Jch wf§À. zfv zfwf jdv sn zfvfm tfH jsvsY!'

zk}iv idkiafBf ²ÃD öfmD ˆhQ k]fv nfsK zfnf zfsvf zbAfbA smrmfbslv ubA vfsÛv Jfhfv siw jvstb. njst sJsq …sE sot. zfhc kftrf …sE dbsuv dhYfbfq dosq wcsq iVstb. (²ÃDv jKfq Hfhstb, sYst zfvfm sisq Ocmfs¤Y.) Wdlsj idkhakf v¢mfƒnf nh jfu snsv …Ùmv™si nfu-nÏf jvstb, ncodá mfJstb. zk}iv öfmDv dhYfbfq ˆstb. öfmD ²ÃDv dbje sKsj snZ¦lpG, snZvH ˆhQ dbuGbkf sist …Hsqv msLA pf Ose, kf kfslv öfmD-²ÃDv mfsU (dmtb) Oet. kfviv swN dlsj v¢mfƒnf öfmDsj htstb, `sr zfhc kftrf! pdl sj… jf…sj sjfb dudbn Lfv öv™i hAhrfv jvsk slq, zk}iv snƒ dudbsnv mfdtj pdl kf sIv{ sbq, ksh hAhrfvjfvDv dj hfLf slWqf hf djYc htfv Kfjsk ifsv?' zfhc kftrf htstb, `zhwAƒ bf.' ²ÃD htstb, `kfrst wcbcb, zfïfr zfpXpf zufï zfibfsj sp sYst Lfv dlsqdYstb, kf sIv{ dbsqsYb. zkˆh zfidb SLpG Lsv sbjDv zfwf jv¢b!'

ˆ jKfq öfmD svso …Estb; htstb, `ˆk[B ipG§À djYc bf hst yci sKsj, ˆk djYc rWqfv iv kcdm zfmfsj zfmfv sYst mvfv Jhv dl¤Y?!' zk}iv dkdb `ƒâf dtïfdr----' iVstb W zfïfrv iawQnf jvstb. kfviv zfïfrv vnCt �-

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 77 ˆv dbje Oebf Jcst htst dkdb k]fsj htstb, ªskfmfslv …Hsqv ‰ ok vfsÛ zfïfr hjGk lfb jv¢b.« nckvfQ ‰ vfsÛƒ v¢mfƒnf k]fv osHG zfhfv ˆjde n§Àfb LfvB jsvb. (zfrmfl 3/105-106, k¶fqfdtnD 2056, hfƒrfj¶D 4/65-66, ƒhsb drêfb 725bQ, iaHxdk)

kcdm rqskf L]f jsv hst hnsh, zfidb zfmfsj vdrmf, vdmyf, Ifskmf, zfsqwfv mk rsk htsYb. zfmfv öfmD bhD-nfrfhDv mk rst, ksh skf zfdm k]fslv ²ÃDslv mk rh?

zfdm hth, skfmfv öfmD kf bf rst, kcdm skfmfv öfmDsj pdl sIvf†b msb jv, kfrst skfmfv zfdnqfv mk rsk slfN sjfKfq?

zflwG mfbcsNv jfu rt, sn kfsj dbjse jsv, sp kfsj lCv Hfhsk yfq, kfsj lfb jsv, sp kfsj hdÑk jvsk yfq ˆhQ kfsj [mf jsv slq, sp kfv …iv zkAfyfv jsv. mrfbhD � hstb, ªkcdm kfv nfsK ncn©ijG ucsV yt, sp skfmfv nfsK kf bó jvsk yfq, kfv iadk näAhrfv jv, sp skfmfv nfsK lchGAhrfv jsv.« (nrDùt ufsm 3769bQ) ˆj hAdÙÁ mrfbhD �-ˆv jfsY ˆsn zfvu jvt, sr zfïfrv vnCt! zfmfv djYc zfk¹Dq zfsY, zfdm kfslv nfsK zfk¹Dqkf hufq svsJ ytsk yfƒ; dj§Â kfvf zfmfv nfsK n©ijG dYâ jvsk yfq. zfdm kfslv nfsK näAhrfv jdv; dj§Â kfvf zfmfv nfsK lchGAhrfv jsv. zfdm kfslv hAhrfsv SLpG Ldv; dj§Â kfvf zfmfv iadk mCsJGv mk zfyvB jsv. (ˆJb zfdm jD jvsk ifdv?) …Ùsv mrfbhD � htstb, ªkcdm pf htst, kf pdl nkAƒ rsq Kfsj, kfrst spb kcdm kfslvsj ovm Yfƒ zfrfv jvfW. (zKGf{, ˆ jfsu kfvf sofbfrofv rq.) zfv kcdm pk[B skfmfv ˆƒ jmGbDdkv …iv jfsqm Kfjsh, kk[B zfïfrv kvI sKsj skfmfv ubA ˆj nfrfpAjfvD dbpcÙÁ Kfjsh.« (mcndtm)

ƒhsb mfn†l � hstb, `skfmvf ˆmb ivfbcofmD rsq hstf bf sp, stfsj Hft hAhrfv jvst zfmvf jvh, kfvf zkAfyfv jvst zfmvfW zkAfyfv jvh. hvQ mbsj ia²Âk j'sv vfJ sp, stfsj Hft hAhrfv jvst, skfmvfW jvsh ˆhQ kfvf Jfvfi hAhrfv jvst, skfmvf zkAfyfv jvsh bf.' (dmwjfk 5129bQ)

zfv susb svsJf, iaskAsjv slsr spmb ncofv zfsY, sianfv zfsY; dj§Â kf shwD hf jm rWqf Hft bq. zbcv™i vfoW. skfmfv pdl smfseƒ vfo bf Kfsj, kfrst kf zhwAƒ Hft bq. vfo bf rst zbAfsq iadkhfl jvsh djHfsh? vfo Kfjsk rsh dbq§ÃsBv dHksv. zfhfv zdkdvÙÁ vfoW Hft bq. kfsk mfbcN hl-

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smufu rq. zfv zjfvsB sp vfo jsv, sn rq zfrmj, bf rq ifot. kcdm ˆmb mfbcN rsk sysqf bf, sp zfOfk slsh, zKy …} ðbsh bf, zfÈb

u¶ftfsh zKy kfi nƒsh bf, ifdbsk sIst slsh zKy jfiV dHusk slsh bf. skfmfv öfmDv dHksv pdl vfo t[A jv, kfrst kfv jfvB sJ]fufv syóf jv.

sjfbX Û¢dev ubA sn vfo slJfs¤Y? sn jfvB nQOeb pfsk bf rq, kfv wk syóf jv. zbAKf kfv vfo slsJ kcdmW vfo slJfsk ðv¢ jsvf bf. kfv jVf jKf ðsb kcdmW skfmfv nf…× hfdVsq dlW bf. kfrst kf …Hsqv dbq§ÃsBv hfƒsv yst pfsh ˆhQ sYfe hV rsq `rm djnD sn jm sbr]D'v bDdksk zfÈsb sieºt iVsh.

uDhsbv hù dw[fv msLA ˆjde dw[f ˆƒ sp, kcdm t[A jsv slsJf, Ifqfv-dhasosFv jmGDvf zfÈb dlsq zfÈb dbHfq bf.

`hfkfn pkƒ lfW hfdVsh zfÈb, zfOfsk hfsOv vfo rƒsh däÈB.

sÛÁfsLv zfÈsb psh u¶st lc'ubfq, mcbfdIj sn zfÈsb ƒáb spfofq.'

zfswifsw sjfb wÛ¢ Kfjst kfsk …õfdb slsh. dhswN j'sv oafmA idvshsw ˆmb jfEcsv bfvD-icv¢sNv zHfh rsh bf, pfvf skfmfslv ‰ zfÈsb jfô spfofsh bf. zsbj so]sqf syÌmcdV jfBD zfsY, pfvf h]fwDv kfst khtf hfufsh.

ˆƒ swaBDv stfj skfmfv zfk¹DqW rsk ifsv. zfv ˆƒ ubAƒ skfmfslv öfmD-²ÃDv dHkvjfv jKf ˆjf§À swN ipGfq YfVf jf…sj htsk rq bf. skfmfv lc}J-jsóv jKf iayfv jvst skfmfv mb rfîf rsh dEjƒ, dj§Â kfsk skfmfv W skfmfv öfmDv zimfb rsh. skfmfslv lcwmb rfnsh.

zdLjfQw s[sÛ wqkfb ˆƒ zfÈsb ƒáb spfofq. idvswsN öfmD-²ÃDv mfsU dhs¤Yl nxdó jsv. mrfbhD � hstb, ªƒhtDn ifdbv …iv kfv dnQrfnb svsJ (dIkbf W ifsiv) zdHpfb-SnbA ifEfq. kfslv msLA nhsysq shwD kfv SbjeA tfH jsv, sp nhsysq hV dIkbf nxdó jvsk ifsv. zk}iv iaskAsj jfsuv drnfh slq; hst, `zfdm ˆƒ jsvdY.' sn hst, `kcdm djYcƒ jvdb.' ˆjub ˆsn hst, `zfdm ˆj l©idkv mfsU Tcsj iv±iv jtr hfdLsq idvswsN kfslv mfsU dhs¤Yl Odesq sYsVdY.' kJb wqkfb dnQrfnb sYsV …sE ˆsn kfsj zfdtÌb j'sv hst, `r]Af. (kcdmƒ jfsuv mk jfu jsvY!)' (mcndtm)

zkˆh ˆ hAfifsv nkjG sKsjf ˆhQ vfo rst wqkfb sKsj ifbfr sysqf.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 79 (2) nmkfv zHfh nmkfv zHfsh msb-msb dmt bf rst jtr öfHfdhj. zrQjfv W zhÎfq

iv±ivsj smsb dbsk bf ifvst nQOfk hfsL. dhswN jsv äDblfvD bf Kfjst sn idvshwW hV dkÙÁ W dhNmq rsq WsE.

(3) zfdKGj zHfh iadnÝ jKf sp, hfdVv lvuf dlsq zHfh Tcjst, ufbftf dlsq Hfthfnf ifdtsq

pfq. zHfshv Osv Hfh Kfsj bf. zHfsh öHfh bó rq. zfdKGj nQjse nmnAf nxdó rq, jtr hfsL.

(4) öHfh sjfb sjfb nQnfsv öHfhok jfvsB jtr stsoƒ Kfsj. spmb …oa öfmD,

skmdb ufr]fhfuD ²ÃD. zflbf jKf dbsq jcv¢s[Û hfLfq. mCJGfdmv jfvsB jk hfsu kjG jsv. spmb, ˆjub hst, `ofsYv ifkf bsV hst rfWqf rq.' zivub hst, `rfWqf yst hst ofsYv ifkf bsV.' ˆjub hst, `IAfb sOfsv hst rfWqf rq.' zivub hst, `kfsv kfsv rfWqf shv rsq zfsn!' öfmD hst, `sie sie jsv sJdt lƒ, ifYf hfVt hfYf jƒ?' ²ÃD hst, `kJbƒ hstdYtfm dms¦n dhVft sifN, ƒ]lcsv sYst sJst zfmfv jD slfN?'

jKfÈdt ðsb rfdn zfnsY ht? zfnst dj§Â ˆƒ swaBDv hù ð°j kjG W snƒ dbsq UoVf shsL Kfsj dhswN j'sv so]sqf idvshsw mCJG öfmD-²ÃDv mfsU.

zdLjfQswv nQnfvƒ kfsnv Ov zKhf siasmv dwwmrt. sjfb nQnfv yst efsb, sjfb nQnfv yst sEtfq. n§Àfsbv ubA öfmD-²ÃD nQnfv jvsk hfLA rq. bsy{ ˆmb idvd²¿dk nxdó rq sp, n§Àfsbv mfqf bf Kfjst sn Ov sHsÌ ycvmfv j'sv slWqf rk. zfv ˆjde nkA jKf ˆƒ sp, n§Àfb hV rWqfv isvƒ ²ÃD shwD snf¤yfv W dhsûfrD rsq WsE. jfvB, sn kJb ifsqv ktfq mfde zbcHh jsv. zKy kJb kfv slsrv zfjNGB jsm pfq ˆhQ dmtsb dhkxòfHfh iajfw ifq.

hfLA rsq sp öfmD `pfsj jsv dY}, sn Hfskv ifsw dO' dbsq nQnfv jsv, otfq j]fef dh]Lfv mk zöd²Àjv idvd²¿dkv nfsK jftfdkifk jsv, nmfsuv yfsi zKhf sYstsmsqv hásb zfhÝ rsq kfsj dotskW bfsv, sItskW bfsv. sn öfmD kJb msb msb kfv mxkcA jfmbf jsv, kfv iadk zdHwfi jsv. rqskf hf zfïfr sn

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zfjct zfshlb bAfqnÌk rst mÓcv j'sv sbb. zfv kfsk ‰ bfIvmfb ²ÃDv shsrñ L¶Qn rq. ƒrjft-ivjft …Hq hvhfl rsq pfq.

r™lsq jKfv kDv dh]Lst jtr zHAfsn idvBk rq. ˆsjv jfsY zsbAv jKf dhN tfso. `hfjA jD hdtsh kfsv mb pfsv bfdr ifq.' mb rfdvsq pfq. ²ÃD kJb zfv öfmDv msbv bfoft ifq bf. `tf… wfsjv hfdt, zfv z§Àsvv jfdt.' (lCv jvf jdEb rq.)

öfmDv mb spfofsk bf ifvst ²ÃDv mfb Kfsj bf. nhfv zfso mfbcsNv msb mbƒ ²¿fb ifq, zfhfv nhfv zfso mfbcsNv mbƒ mb sKsj yst pfq. `kDv kfvf …îf hfqc wDOaofmD sphf, msbv zsoask ht spsk ifsv sjhf?'

nckvfQ msbfsmfdrbD shfbde zfmfv! `ˆƒ nQnfv ncsJv jceD, pfv spmb mb skmdb Lb, mbsj jv idvifeD.'

öfmDv mbsj nd¦lÊ jvst, kfv mb sHsÌ dlst, snƒ mb jD sjfb iastsi dIsv ifsh?

`dhlfq jsvY pfsv bqbust, ˆJb dIvfsh kfsv djsnv Yst?'

öfmDv mb rqskf kJb htsh, `dlsqdYst r™lq pJb

sisqdYst iafBmb slr. zfu sn r™lq bfƒ pkƒ snfrfo ifƒ

ðLc kfƒ zdhw¶fn dhNfl ns¦lr..' HfÌf msbv orDb sjfsB sn ofb ofƒsh,

`zfmfv orDb ustv blD --- zfdm skfmfv ust vƒtfm sHsn ubm zhdL.

skfmfv hfsb sHsn sot zfmfv h]fLf Ov, ysv ˆsn hntfm sv Hfƒ Hfnfst sn yv.

ˆJb nh rfvfsq skfmfv ust Hfdn dbvhdL.. zfmfv Ov HfdÌst Ov ifh HfÌst sjb mb,

rfvfst zfv ifWqf bf pfq msbv mkb. sufqfsv mb sIsv bf zfv Hfdesk rfvfq pdl..

kcdm HfÌ pJb jCtsv blD HfÌ ˆjƒ Lfv,

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 81 zfv mb pJb HfÌ kcdm lcƒ jct HfÌ kfv. yv isV bf msbv jCst ˆjhfv HfsÌ pdl..'

pdl ns¦lr rq, kcdm zbAfnÙÁf; zbA jf…sj kcdm skfmfv siam lfb jv, zbA jfsvf nfsK sIfsb siamftfi jv. jfsvf nfsK siam-iÛftfi jv. kfrstƒ mcwdjt. ns¦lr nQnfsvv njt wfd§À dhbó�jsv. `dhw¶fn uDhbsj odkmqkf lfb jsv, zfv zdhw¶fn uDhbsj lcdhGNr j'sv skfst.' `nh uft jfef pfq, dj§Â ns¦lsrv uft jfef nru bq.'

`dlst hù vkvfdu djhf It kfq, sHsÌY r™lq djQhf sHsÌY mcÙÁfq.'

`rfV HfÌst sufVf tfso jst zfv hst, mb HfÌst sufVf tfso bf ƒr-ivjfst.'w

`ofsqv jfdt Lcst pfq, msbv jfdt m'st pfq.' zfv öfmDv mb HfÌst kfv hfdVv stfj skfmfv dhsvfLD rsh. `pJb zflv Ycse, Ice jtfƒ dlsq Icse. pJb zflv ecse, sT]dj dlsq jcse.' `Hfkfsv slJsk bf ifvst, vfJfstW sTtfq.' zfv skfmfslv n§Àfb? `dwt-sbfVfq ONfOdN, mdvsyv lIf swN.' `stfrf-ifKsv pcÝ�jsv, swftf dldl icsV msv.' öfmD-²ÃDsk dbkA jtr jvst sYstslv zh²¿f Jfvfi rsq pfsh.

idvswsN rqskf kftfj rsk ifsv, bsy{ nkDb. bsy{ kcdmW vdnj bfov ifsh, zfv snW vdÌtf sNfVwD ifsh. zfv mfUJfsb

pfslvsj ˆv mCtA ycjfsk rsh, kfvf rsh skfmfslv n§Àfb!

ƒntfmD wvDqsk ²ÃDsj mfvLv jvf nQnfv uDhsb JceJfe W bfbf mkdhsvfsLv nfsK zsbj jKf jfefjfde W UoVf

rsq Kfsj. ˆmbdj swN ipGfsq zsbj nQnfsv mfvfmfdv ipG§À si]ZsY pfq. zhtf bfvD mfv Jfq. dj§Â nhtf rsqƒ Jfq. i[f§Àsv vfsov nmq ²ÃD pdl yci Kfsj, kfrst idvd²¿dk ˆƒ ipGfsq si]ZsY bf.

swfbf msk öfmDv mfvmcJD rWqfv jfvB drnfsh pf ufbf pfq, kf rt öfmDv ³ldrj hf mfbdnj sjfb svfo zKhf hlsmufuD W ³LpGrDbkf. zfv ²ÃDv i[ sKsj

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pf rq, kf dbmv™i }- 1. sul Lvf, so]f Lvf, jKf bf swfbf, bf mfbf. so]fqfkcGdm jvf. `ifvh bf, zk

ifdv bf, shw jsvdY' hst jfEso]fqfv ²ÃD ŠÝkA iajfw j'sv mfv Jfq. 2. yfhcdt jvf, mcJ yftfsbf, mcsJv …iv mcJ slWqf, jKf hst jKfv

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kf htsk ifsv bf. zfv ˆ ubAƒ ˆjde lchGt rflDsn zfsY, `öfmD kfv ²ÃDsj sjb smsvsY kf duÎfnf jsvf bf.'

i[f§Àsv sp ²ÃD mfv JfWqfv spfoA rq, sn Hft ²ÃD bq. zfv sp öfmD zjfvsB mfvLv jsv, snW Hft stfj bq.

vfnCtcïfr � hstsYb, mc'dmbslv msLA nhfv sysq iCBG mc'dmb ‰ hAdÙÁ sp ydvsÛ nhfv sysq nc¦lv, zfv kfslv msLA nshGfÙm ‰ hAdÙÁ, sp dbsuv ²ÃDv ubA nshGfÙm. (dkvdmpD)

vfnCtcïfr � hstb, skfmvf zfïfrv hf¦lDslvsj iarfv jvsh bf. ivhkGDsk …mfv � vfnCtcïfr �-ˆv dbje ˆsn htstb, mdrtfvf kfslv öfmDslv …iv hV lc}nfrdnbD rsq sosY. nckvfQ bhD � iarfv jvfv zbcmdk dlstb. zk}iv vfnCtcïfr �-ˆv idvhfsvv dbje hù mdrtf ˆsn dbu dbu öfmDv dhv¢sÝ zdHspfo zfvý jvt. nckvfQ vfnCt � htstb, ªmcrf©mfslv idvhfsvv dbje iaycv mdrtfslv nmfom, pfvf kfslv öfmDslv dhv¢sÝ zdHspfo jvsY. (susb vfJ, mfvjcse) ‰ (öfmD)vf skfmfslv msLA Hfstf stfj bq.« (zfhC lf…l, dhðÝ nCsÛ)

ƒntfmD smZthfsl W ƒntfmD mCtAshfsL bfvDv mfb zfsY. ƒntfm bfvDsj sYfe jsvdb. dj§Â sjfb rkHfoD pdl dbsuv mfb dbsu bó j'sv soZBhflD öfmDv iarfv sJsq smZthfslv slfN slq, kfrst ˆmb b¦lsOfsNv h…sj zfv jD htfv zfsY?

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äDblfv rW `zfv Ocmfsqf bf mb,

mfqf sOfsv jkdlb vsh zsykb?' sHfohfdlbD ncJ-dhtfdnbD shfbde zfmfv! ˆJsbf pdl äDb mfbfv hAfifsv

skfmfv msb sjfb iajfv zbDrf hf zhÎf Kfsj, kfrst nfhLfb rsq pfW. skfmfv iaskAj jsmG kcdm äDblfvD W ilGf-ivsrpofvDv sJqft vfJ.

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`zk dj mfbf pfq bfdj? Wvf mfsb bfdj?' `jhsv jD rsh, Wvf slsJ ˆsndYt.' `pk slfN smsqslv!'

ˆj mdrtf rfnifkft pfd¤Yt. öfmD pfd¤Yt ifqufmf isv. sn htt, `iAf¦eX isv sost zfmfv nsÌ�yt, bf rst spsqf bf.'

`smfY-Wqftf zncdhLf sbƒ, lfdV-Wqftf dhsq jvh bf!' zhswsN lfdV bf sy]sY dhsq rt bf ˆj Hûstfsjv.

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zsbj nmq ytfv isK dbsusj ˆjfdjbD msb rsh. rqskf hf slJsh, sj… skfmfv nfK dls¤Y bf. sj… hf zsLGj iK dosq sjse iVsY. ˆmbdj slJsh, zmcj Hfstf smsq. dj§Â ivhkGDsk ðbsh, snW zn©iCBG. `Hfstf Hfstf jsv sotfm sjstfv mfv jfsY, sjstfv mf hst zfmfv ufmf'v nsÌ zfsY!'

dj§Â skfmfsj iK ytsk rsh. si]ZYsk rsh o§ÀhA²¿st.

ydvÛ nc¦lv jv mrfbhD � hstb, ªzfïfrv dbje nhsysq diaqkm hf¦lf rt snƒ pfv ydvÛ

nc¦lv.« (k¶fhfvfbD, nrDùt ufsm 179bQ) dkdb hstb, ªkcdm nc¦lv ydvÛ W lDOG bDvhkf zhtìb jv. snƒ nÙ¶fv jnm

p]fv rfsk zfmfv iafB zfsY, nfvf nxdó …ÙÁ lcƒ (ztQjfsvv) mk zbA djYc dlsq snZ¦lpGmdàk rsk ifsv bf.« (nrDùt ufsm 4048bQ)

dkdb hstb, ªdbÇyq zfïfr nc¦lv, dkdb snZ¦lpGsj iY¦l jsvb. dkdb nc…¤y ydvÛsj Hfthfsnb ˆhQ OxBf jsvb sbfQvf ydvÛsj.« (nrDùt ufsm 1743bQ)

dkdb zfsvf hstb, ªmfbcNsj nc¦lv ydvsÛv yfƒsk swaô (n©il) zbA djYc lfb jvf rqdb.« (k¶fhfvfbD, nrDùt ufsm 1977bQ)

zfïfrv vnCt � hstsYb, ªzbAfsqv nis[ sKsj sp hAdÙÁ kjG idvrfv jsv kfv ubA ufâfskv ifw¶Gslsw ˆj oxr dbmGfB jvf rq. bAfsqv nis[ sKsjW sp hAdÙÁ kjG idvrfv jsv kfv ubA ufâfskv mLA²¿st ˆj oxr dbmGfB jvf rq. zfv

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 85 sp hAdÙÁ kfv ydvÛsj nc¦lv jsv kfv ubA ufâfskv …idvHfso ˆj oxr dbmGfB jvf rq.« (zfhc lf†l, dkvdmpD, ƒhsb mfufr, hfƒrfjD, nrDr kfvoDh 133bQ)

mrfbhD � hstb, ªdjqfmskv dlb mDpfsb (zfmt Wub jvfv l]fdVifïfq) n¤ydvÛkfv sysq zdLj HfvD zfmt zfv zbA djYc rsh bf. zfv zfïfr zhwAƒ zw½DtHfND syfqfVsj OxBf jsvb.« (dkvdmpD 2003, ƒhsb drêfb 5664, zfhc lf†l 4799 bQ)

dkvdmpDv ˆj hBGbfq ˆƒ wèÈdtW nQspfduk vsqsY, ªzfv zhwAƒ n¤ydvÛhfb hAdÙÁ kfv nc¦lv ydvsÛv hst (bIt) bfmfpD W svfpflfsvv mpGflfq si]ZsY Kfsj.«

zfïfrv vnCt � hstb, ªdjqfmskv dlb skfmfslv msLA zfmfv diaqkm ˆhQ zh²¿fsb zfmfv dbjekm hAdÙÁslv djYc snƒ stfj rsh, pfvf skfmfslv msLA ydvsÛ swaôkm. zfv skfmfslv msLA zfmfv dbje OxBAkm ˆhQ zh²¿fsb zfmfv sKsj lCvkm rsh kfvf; pfvf zbKGj zkAdLj zfshft-kfshft hst W hfsu hsj ˆmb hJfse stfj; pfvf ohGHsv ˆhQ zftnAHsv hf jfqlf jsv sesb-sesb jKf hst.« (zfrml 4/193, ƒhsb drêfb, k¶fhfvfbDv jfhDv, hfƒrfjDv wczfhct „mfb, dntdntfr nrDrfr 791bQ)

ydvÛ nc¦lv W Hfstf hAhrfsvv ˆjde bmcbf hBGbf jsv mrfbhD � hstb, ªkcdm Jhvlfv jf…sj ofdt dlW bf. sp sjfbW Hfstf jfusj kc¤YÎfb jsvf bf. skfmfv Hfsqv nfsK JcwDHvf syrfvf dbsq jKf ht, ˆdeW ˆjde Hfstf jfu. skfmfv tcdÌ ifsqv vtfv zLGfQsw …dEsq iv. kf pdl zöDjfv jv, kfrst o]fe ipG§À bfdmsq iv. zfv nfhLfb! tcdÌ o]fsev dbsy Ucdtsq isvf bf. jfvB kf zrQjfsvv zftfmk. iv§Â zfïfr zhwAƒ zrQjfv iY¦l jsvb bf. pdl sjfb stfj skfmfsj ofdt slq ˆhQ ˆmb slfN Lsv skfmfsj tÏf slq, pf skfmfv msLA zfsY hst sn ufsb, kfrst kcdm kfsj ˆmb slfN Lsv tÏf dlW bf, pf kfv msLA zfsY hst kcdm ufb. kfv shfUf snƒ hrb jv¢j.« (zfhC lf†l, nrDùt ufsm' 7309bQ)

…ÙÁ rflDn zbcnfsv mdrtfsj htf rsh, ªkcdm Jhvlfv jf…sj ofdt dlW bf. sp sjfbW Hfstf jfusj kc¤YÎfb jsvf bf. skfmfv öfmD W shfsbv nfsK JcwDHvf syrfvf dbsq jKf ht, ˆdeW ˆjde Hfstf jfu. skfmfv dbmfQswv jfiV o]fsev dbsy Ucdtsq iv; pfsk ifsqv ifkf Tfjf pfq. jfvB kf ilGfv zftfmk. pdl sjfb mdrtf hf icv¢N skfmfsj ofdt slq ˆhQ ˆmb slfN Lsv skfmfsj tÏf slq, pf skfmfv msLA zfsY hst sn ufsb, kfrst kcdm kfsj ˆmb slfN Lsv tÏf dlW bf, pf kfv msLA zfsY hst kcdm ufb. kfv shfUf snƒ hrb jv¢j.«

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mrfbhD � zfsvf hstb, ªzfmfv dbje nhsysq diaq hAdÙÁ kfvf, skfmfslv msLA pfslv ydvÛ nhsysq nc¦lv. pfvf zmfdqj (nru-nvt), pfvf n©iaDdkv hásb nrsu zfhÝ rq. zfv skfmfslv msLA nhsysq zdiaq hAdÙÁ kfvf, pfvf ycotsJfdv jsv, hácslv mfsU dhd¤Yâkf Oefq ˆhQ dbslGfN stfsjslv mfsU slfN J]csu shVfq.« (k¶fhfvfbD)

ƒhsb zfêfn � hstb, ªzfïfrv dbje nhsysq mpGflfn©iâ hAdÙÁ sn, sp nhsysq shwD ivsrpofv. zfv nhsysq …¤y hQwDq stfj sn, pfv ydvÛ nhsysq nc¦lv.« (zft-zflfhct mcIvfl)

mrfbhD � hstb, ªsp hAdÙÁ iY¦l jsv sp, kfsj ufrfâfm sKsj mcdÙÁ dlsq ufâfsk iashw jvfsbf srfj, kfv mxkcA spb zfïfr W zfsJvfskv iadk „mfb vfJf zh²¿fq zfsn ˆhQ stfsjslv nsÌ snƒ vjm hAhrfv jsv, sp vjm hAhrfv sn dbsuv ubA iY¦l jsv.« (bfnf„, ƒhsb mfufr)

`dbu iadk hAhrfv zfwf jv sp iajfv, jvr isvv iadk snƒ hAhrfv.'

zfmfslv oafm-hfQtfsk z¬i dwd[k stfsjslv dbje sKsj lc-yfvde ƒQsvdu iahfl swfbf pfq, dbÇyq kcdmW kf ðsb Kfjsh }-

Money loss is nothing loss, Health loss is something loss, But character loss is everything loss.

pfv zKG rq, `pdl Lb bfw rq kfq djhf zfsn pfq, pdl öf²¿A bfw rq, ksh djYc rq [q,

rƒst ydvÛ bfw nhGbfw rq.' JfWqfdvpmD hstsYb, `mfbcsNv mfsU ydvÛ Kfjst sn 1 bìv Kfsj. zk}iv

kfv msLA v™i Kfjst kfv ifsw ˆjde wCbA spfo rsq 10 rq. zk}iv kfv LbhÙf Kfjst zfsvf ˆjde wCbA spfo rsq 100 rq. zk}iv kfv sjZdtbA Kfjst zfsvf ˆjde wCbA spfo rsq 1000 rq. dj§Â 1 nQJAfde zKGf{ ydvÛ hfl iVst mfbcsNv mCtA yst pfq ˆhQ wCbAÈdt zsjsuf rsq zhdwó Kfsj.'

snfbfmdB ydvÛhkD shfbde zfmfv! Lb-mft dlsq njt mfbcsNv mb n§Âó jvsk ifvsh bf, jctfskW ifvsh bf. dj§Â skfmfv nc¦lv ydvÛ äfvf kf ifvsh. kcdm skfmfv ncmLcv hAhrfv dlsq skfmfv öfmD, zfk¹Dq-öub YfVf njt mdrtfv

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nc¦lv hAhrfv. n¤ydvsÛv ÈB } mb rsh nvt, r™lq rsh …lfv, syrfvf rsh rfnAmq ˆhQ

HfNf rsh mLcv. mcydj rfdn dhlcA{ zsi[f Jvsy jm, dj§Â ymsj zsbj shwD. zfv shofbf

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kcdm pkƒ dwd[kf rW, pk hVƒ rW, skfmfv msLA ofdýpG mfbfq bf. jfvB, skfmfv öfmD pf yfq, kf jdhv HfNfq swfsbf,

`zfdm yfƒ dwð srb …tÌ ivfB, mcsJ mfJf nvtkf jq bf nfufsbf jKf

ufsb bf spfofsk mb jdv bfbf Hfb. iafB sJftf, mb sJftf zfidb zfibf sHftf

kfv snr-iaDdk ndh r™lsqv efb. zfdm yfƒ övsov …tÌ ivfB..'

dwðslv zfsY ixKj 7de ShdwóA; kfslv v¢pD-v¢dev ubA sjfb dy§Àfƒ Kfsj bf,

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znc²¿ rst kjlDsv zn§Âó rq bf, kfslv r™lsq jfsvf iadk sjfb iajfv drQnf Kfsj bf, kfslv msbv dhsvfLDv nfsK zdk nk¶v ndá jsv sIst, kfvf ˆj nfsK sJsk Hfthfsn, kc¤Y djYcv Hq slJfst nk¶v Hq ifq ˆhQ lc}J sist Jch kfVfkfdV kfslv syfsJ ifdb zfsn.

iaKmde W swsNv lc'de skfmfv msLA rqskf hf zfsY. hfjD yfvde ShdwóAW skfmfv mfsU Kfjf lvjfv.

Hû mdrtf ncwDtf shfbde zfmfv! skfmfv ydvÛsj nc¦lv jvsk dbsmv …islwÈdt oarB jv }-

1. jfsvf iadk ns¦lr hf jcLfvBf jvsh bf. 2. Èush Kfjsh bf. 3. vebf W Èush jfb dlsh bf. 4. kjG jvsh bf. dhswN j'sv zÎ W mCJG smsqslv nfsK ksjG dtå rsh bf. 5. zfshofi½ck rsh bf. 6. bAfqivfqB rsh. 7. dmkHfdNBD rsh. 8. mLAhkGD i§¿f zhtìb jvsh. 9. vfo W sÛÁfL nQhvB jvsh. 10. mf{npG-ivwaDjfkvkf-drQnf-„NGf huGb jvsh. 11. nhG²Àsvv mfbcsNv nfsK nhGlf nkA jKf htsh. 12. öfmD, ˆofbf icv¢N W nhGiajfv mcndtm mdrtfv nfsK nftfm dhdbmq jvsh. 13. dbsusj dbsu n©mfb slsh. zKGf{ dbsuv n©mfb dbsu v[f jvsh.

zfk¹mpGflf dhn¹xk rsh bf. 14. iadkwa¢dk HÌ jvsh bf. 15. jfsvf oDhk jvsh bf. ycotD jvsh bf. 16. isvv jfY sKsj swfbf Jhv pfyfƒ j'sv slJsh. 17. iaskAj dhNq hcUfv iv m§ÀhA jvsh. 18. ˆj is[v jKf ðsb m§ÀhA hf dhyfv j'sv zKhf vfq dlsq hnsh bf. 19. rj jKf htsh, ksh sjZwstv nfsK. 20. mfbcsNv Hsq hf tÏfq rj htf sKsj dhvk Kfjsh bf. 21. vfo W zfbs¦lv nmq …dyk W bAfpA jKf htsh.

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mfbcNsj mfbcN drnfsh OxBf jvsh bf. 30. …ijfvDv jxkÎ rsh. zsbj nc¦lvD mdrtf ifWqf pfq, dj§Â ydvÛhkD mdrtf ifWqf ncjdEb. zfqbfv

ifvf Jsn iVfv jfvsB zfqbfv mCtA Kfsj bf. zhwA sn mCtAshfL W mCtAfqb sbƒW zsbj mfbcsNv dHksv. kfƒ skf dhhfsrv nmq jsbv ydvsÛv jKf zfstfyA bq. zfstfyA rt isBv jKf; pf hkGmfb dhhfsrv mCt ²À©H! h… sjmb rsh, bf rsh, kfv äDb W ydvÛ sjmb rsh -- sn skf soZB dhNq. mcJA dhNq rt, `jk dj dlsk ifvsh?' zfv dhdV-IAfÅvDv ifw¶GhkGD ˆtfjfq duÎfnf jvf rq, `dhdV h]fLsk ifvsh skf?' jfvB efjf bf Kfjst ydvÛ dbsq jD rsh! Ifïfùt mc²Àfzfb.

ncydvsÛv shfbde zfmfv! jfsvf hfdV smrmfb sost, `smrmfb' snsu sKsjf bf. smsrmfbsj jfsu tfofsbf smuhfsbv …dyk bq. sn skfmfsj sjfb jfu jvsk zfslw jvsh bf. dj§Â skfmfv …dyk, hxdóv mk rWqf. spJfsbƒ hdNGk rsh, …ijfv dlsh. sn hfdVsk pdl slJ, skfmfslv vfâf-hfâf dbsq mdrtf sisvwfb zfsY, sjfstv sYst j]flsY, bfbf Ufsmtfq zfsY, zfv kcdm `smrmfb' hst EAfQsqv …iv EAfQ yfdisq hsn hsn slJY, ˆef dhshjW mfsb bf shfbde!

msb jv kcdm smrmfb soY, sJfw os¬i vk zfY hfdVv doâDv nfsK. Lfb smtf zfsY zfdMbfq. ˆmb nmq UmfUm hxdó bfmt. doâD wwhA²À rsq …sE sot Lfb kctsk. zfv kcdm HAftXHAftX j'sv kfdjsq slJsk tfost. ˆef skfmfv dhshsj hfLf …dyk shfbde! snZubA hAhrfv ialwGb j'sv kcdmW pKfnfLA kfv nrspfdokfq rfk tfofW. kshƒ bf kcdm `zflwG smrmfb'.

��������� zflwG vmBD 90

dbu rfsk öfmDv dJlmk jv öfmDv Ov nQnfv idv°jfv-idv¤Yâ vfsJf, dbsuv rfsk öfmDv dJlmk jv,

nfQnfdvj jfujmG jv. ˆefƒ rt zflwG vmBDv idvyq. ªzfk¹frfvf bf rƒqf snZHfoA snfrfso

iv§Â sp jsv jfm öjsv pksb, idvub iaDdk srkc siam zbcvfso zflwG vmBD snƒ pKfKG Hchsb.« ªdhtfdnbD sp vmBD oxr²¿fdt jfpG n©iflb zfib Hfdhqf bf jsv, r…j kfrfv idk vfu-zdLvfu

zLmf sn bfvD ˆ nQnfv dHksv.« yftfj ²ÃD shfbsj öfmDv dJlmsk tfofq bf, lfnD vfsJ bf. iv svsJ Ov bó

jsv bf; oVhVsj Hq jsv. Ifskmf lfnD yfƒst mrfbhD � k]fsj kf dlstb bf. hvQ k]fsj dbsuv rfskƒ njt jfu jvsk dbslGw dlsq kfv nrspfdokfq zfLAfdk¹j iKA lfb jvstb ˆhQ htstb, ªpJb skfmvf wqb jvsh kJb 34 hfv `zfïfù zfjhfv' 33 hfv `nchrfbfïfr' ˆhQ 33 hfv `zftrfmlc dtïfr' iVsh. ˆef skfmfslv ubA Jfslm sKsjW …Ùm rsh!« (mcndtm 2727bQ)

zkˆh sp jfu ˆjf§Àƒ skfmfv äfvf nýh bq, sn jfu nfmdqjHfsh lfnD svsJ jvfsk ifv. hfjD ˆjf§À dbsuv jfu dbu rfskƒ n©iflb jv, ncJ ifsh.

zfv `v]fLfv isv JfWqf zfv JfWqfv isv v]fLf' nfvf uDhb ˆjƒ nCsÛ h]fLf sKsj zbA jkGshA Û¢de jsvf bf. nQnfsvv jfsuv I]fsj zfïfrv jfu W lfWqfskv jfu Hcst spsqf bf.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 91

öfmDv n©islv drIfpk jv öfmD Osv Kfj zKhf dhslsw Kfj, kfv n©islv pKfKG drIfpk jv. jfvB, kcdm

kfv vfsuAv vfbD. kcdmƒ kfv JfufÑD. kcdm n©islv ziyq Oefsqf bf, zihAq jsvf bf. jfvB, zihAqDvf wqkfsbv Hfƒ. (nCvf hbD-ƒnaf„t 27 zfqfk) kfYfVf öfmDv Lb-mft skfmfv jfsY vfJf zfmfbk. ˆƒ zfmfbsk dJqfbk ShL bq.

zfïfrv vnCt � hstb, ªskfmfslv iaskAsjƒ lfdqk¶wDt ˆhQ iaskAjsjƒ kfv lfdqk¶-dhNsq (djqfmsk) SjdIqk jvf rsh. ƒmfm (vfóºbfqj kfv vfsóºv) ˆjub lfdqk¶wDt, sn kfv lfdqk¶-n©isjG duÎfdnk rsh. icv¢N kfv idvhfsv lfdqk¶wDt, sn kfv lfdqk¶-dhNsq duÎfdnk rsh. mdrtf kfv öfmD-oxsrv lfdqk¶wDtf, sn kfv lfdqk¶-dhNsq duÎfdnkf rsh. yfjv kfv mcdbshv zsKGv lfdqk¶wDt, sn kfv lfdqk¶-dhNsq duÎfdnk rsh. skfmfslv iaskAsjƒ ˆj ˆjub lfdqk¶wDt ˆhQ iaskAsjƒ kfv lfdqk¶-dhNsq duÎfdnk rsh.« (hcJfvD-mcndtm)

ˆƒ mft öfmDv dhbf zbcmdksk sofisb dbsuv mfsqv hfdVv stfjsj zKhf sjfb nJDsj dlsk ifv bf. ˆmbdj ovDh-dmnjDbsj lfbW jvsk ifsvf bf.

zfïfrv vnCt � hstb, ªöfmDv zbcmdk YfVf sjfb ²ÃD spb öfmDv Osvv djYc Jvy bf jsv.« htf rt, `sr zfïfrv vnCt! JfhfvW bf?' dkdb htstb, ªkf skf zfmfslv nhGswaô mft.« (dkvdmpD, nrDr kfvoDh 931bQ)

zhwA öfmD pdl skfmfv W skfmfv n§Àfbslv ubA psKó Jvy bf slq, kfrst iasqfub zbcnfsv kfv zufs§À dbsq hAq jvsk ifsvf. ksh zpKf rst zhwAƒ drnfh tfosh skfmfsj. ˆJfsb drnfh sKsj Yst-sjZwst svrfƒ sisq sostW, drnfshv dlb drnfh sKsj svrfƒ ifsh djHfsh?

ˆv dhivDk djYc ²ÃD öfmDv Lb sysb Hft. Lb jvfv ubA dbsuv öf²¿A W mfb [q jsv. Hfstf jfsu hAq jvsk öfmDsj hfLf lfb jsv. öfmDv jfsY jVfq-o×fq drnfh oarB jsv. zhwA ˆ Lsb kfv dbuö zdLjfv Kfjst shwD j'sv jsv. zKy ˆmb ²ÃDv …dyk, Lb hxdÝ jvfv zfso mfb hufq vfJf. hAfË-hAfst¦n

��������� zflwG vmBD 92

jvfv zfso ˆjde ilGf-hfdV jvf. ÎfdboB hstb, lc'de ÈB icv¢sNv ubA m¦l, dj§Â bfvDv ubA Hfstf; HDv¢kf W

jxiBkf. jfvB, bfvDv msLA HDv¢kf Kfjst iaskAj dhil sKsj nkjG Kfjsh ˆhQ jxiBkf Kfjst dbsuv W öfmDv mfstv pKfKG drIfpk jvsh.

kfv dhbf zbcmdksk djYc jsvf bf

öfmDv dhbf zbcmdksk djYc bf jvf, sjfKfW bf pfWqf, jf…sj hfdV iashswv zbcmdk bf slWqf zflwG ²ÃDv jkGhA.

ifVf shVfsk pfWqf skf lCsvv jKf, nJD hf zfk¹Dqv hfdVW spsk ifsvf bf. ˆmbdj mnduslW spsk ifsvf bf kfv zbcmdk YfVf. mrfbhD � hstb, ªpdl skfmfslv ²ÃDvf skfmfslv jfsY vfsk mndusl zfnfv zbcmdk yfq, kfrst skfmvf kfslvsj zbcmdk dlsq lfW.« (hcJfvD, mcndtm)

ˆmbdj bIt ƒhflkW bq. zfïfrv vnCt � hstsYb, ªsjfb mdrtfv ubA ˆ rftft bq sp, kfv öfmD (Osv) …id²¿k Kfjfjfst kfv dhbf zbcmdksk sn (bIt) svfpf vfsJ ˆhQ kfv dhbf zbcmdksk öfmDv Osv iashw jvsk jf…sj zbcmdk slq.« (hcJfvD 5195, mcndtm 1026bQ iamcJ)

lfbwDtf shfbde zfmfv! kfv dhbf zbcmdksk lfbW jvsk ifsvf bf kfv mft; spmb …idv…ÙÁ rflDn sKsj ufbsk ifvf pfq.

zhwA Ivp ƒhflk iftb jvsk kfv zbcmdk tfosh bf zKhf kfv hfLf mfbf pfsh bf.

öfmDv jxkÎ rW ndl¤YfmqD ²ÃD zfïfrv jxkÎkf jsv. jxkÎkf jsv öfmDv. zfïfrv bhD �

hstb, ªsn zfïfrv ðjv zflfq jsv bf, sp mfbcsNv ðjv jsv bf.« (zfrmfl iamcJ) mrfbhD � hstb, sp hAdÙÁsj sjfb …irfv lfb jvf rq sn hAdÙÁv …dyk,

slWqfv mk djYc sist kf dlsq kfv iadklfb (iakcAirfv) slWqf. slWqfv mk djYc bf sist lfkfv iawQnf jvf …dyk. jfvB, sp hAdÙÁ (lfkfv) iawQnf jsv sn kfv jxkÎkf (hf ðjdvqf) zflfq jsv slq, sp hAdÙÁ (…irfv) sofib jsv

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 93 (iadklfb slq bf hf ðjXv zflfq jsv bf) sn jxkOkf (hf bfðjXvD) jsv. zfv sp hAdÙÁ ˆmb djYc iajfw jsv pf kfsj slWqf rqdb, sn hAdÙÁ lc'de dmKAf sthfn idvLfbjfvDv mk. (dkvdmpD, zfhC lf…l, ƒhsb mfufr, ƒhsb drêfb, nrDr kfvoDh 954bQ)

zfïfrv vnCt � hstb, ªzfïfr kfhfvfjf zkfzftf snƒ mdrtfv iadk sysqW slJshb bf, sp kfv öfmDv jxkÎkf zflfq jsv bf; zKy sn kfv mcJfsid[BD.« (bfnf„, k¶fhfvfbD, hfpXpfv, rfsjm 2/190, hfƒrfjD 7/294, dntdntfr nrDrfr 289bQ)

jKfq hst, `smsq stfsjv ˆmdb öHfh, rfufv dlstW pfq bf zHfh.' öfmDv jxkOkf jvf ²ÃDv ˆj nrufk zHAfn. rfufv jvstW zsbAv öfmD kfv busv Hfstf rq. öfmDv jxkOkf (bfðjdv) jvf, kfv zbcoar W ˆrnfb sHftf, kfv dhv¢sÝ Jfmfjf bfbfb zdHspfo skftf, kfsj tfbkfb jvf ƒkAfdl jfvsBƒ bfvD ufdkv zdLjfQwƒ ufrfâfmD rsh. ˆjlf bhD � (mdrtfslvsj nsìfLb jsv) htstb, ªsr mdrtf njt! skfmvf nfljfr-Jqvfk jvsk Kfj W zdLjmfÛfq ƒd²ÀoIfv jv. jfvB zfdm skfmfslvsj ufrfâfsmv zdLjfQw zdLhfnDv™si slJtfm.« ˆjub mdrtf dbshlb jvt, `zfmfslv zdLjfQw ufrfâfmD rWqfv jfvB dj? sr zfïfrv vnCt!' dkdb htstb, ªskfmvf zdHwfi shdw jv ˆhQ dbu öfmDv zjxkÎkf jv. hcdÝ W LsmG ziCBG rWqf nsÙ¶W dhy[B hAdÙÁv …iv skfmfslv yfƒsk zfv jf…sj shdw iaHfh Jfefsk sldJdb.« mdrtfde zfhfv dbshlb jvt, `hcdÝ W LsmGv s[sÛ ziCBGkf dj?' dkdb htstb, ªlc'ub bfvDv nf[A ˆjde icv¢sNv nf[A nmkctA. (ianshfÙv Jcb W mfdnj zfnfv) dlbÈdtsk mdrtf bfmfp iVf há vfsJ.« (mcndtm)

öfmDv bcb sJsq dbmjrfvfmD jvf öHfh djYc rkHfoD mdrtfv. ˆslv mb spb hst, öfmD pf jsv, kf kfv ubA Wqfsuh W uv¢vD. zkˆh kfsk zfhfv ðjdvqf dj? spmb ˆj dbmjrfvfm n§Àfb kfv mf-hfisj hstdYt, `snsvI iðv [cLf dbsq bvbfvD dmtb jvst nhfvƒ iajxdkokHfsh n§Àfb rq, snƒ jfmbfv n§Àfb u¦m slWqfv ubA ðjdvqf zfhfv djsnv?!'

Hfthfnfv dhdbmsq öfmD-²ÃD iv±ivsj Hfthfsn. …iv§Â öfmD kfv ²ÃDv pfhkDq HvBsifNB j'sv Kfsj. kfv dhdbmsq sn ðjdvqf ifWqfv rjlfv bq dj?

dj§Â lc}sJv dhNq sp, zdhhfdrkf bfvD ˆjde msbfmk öfmD YfVf lcdbqfv zbA djYc yfq bf. dj§Â pJbƒ öfmD ifq, kJbƒ sn kfv dbje sKsj nhdjYc yfƒsk ðv¢ jsv. ifWqfsk Û¢de hf dhtì Oest bfbf tfbkfb ðv¢ jsv.

��������� zflwG vmBD 94

²ÃD slsJ bf sp, kfv öfmD kfv ubA jD jvsY. sn ðLc kfƒ slsJ pf kfv ubA jvf rq bf. kfƒ nfmfbA Û¢de rst `sjfbdlb Hfthfnst bf zfmfsj, dyvuDhb p§ÃBf dlst, nfvf uDhb u¶fdtsq sJst' ƒkAfdl hst njt ˆrnfb mcrCskG Hcst hsn mdrtf. ifb sKsj ycb Jnstƒ sI]fn j'sv IBf skfst.

`dikfmfkf nm hác zfv sjr bfƒ sv zfv sjr bfƒ sv, ncsJv nmsq rq ncr™lX nhfƒ sv ncr™lX nhfƒ sv.

wvDvfLG ht pfsv snƒ hdbkfƒ sv snƒ hdbkfƒ sv, bfdobD hfdObD rq pdl Lb bfƒ sv pdl Lb bfƒ sv.'

mrfbhD � hstb, ªzfdm slJtfm, ufrfâfsmv zdLjfQw zdLhfnD rt mdrtf.« nfrfhfoB duÎfnf jvstb, kf jD ubA sr zfïfrv vnCt? htstb, ªkfslv jcIvDv ubA.« k]fvf htstb, zfïfrv nfsK jcIvD? dkdb htstb, ª(bf, kfvf öfmDv jcIvD (zjxkÎkf) W dbmjrfvfdm jsv. kfslv jfsvf iadk pdl nfvf uDhb ˆrnfbD jv, zk}iv sn pdl skfmfv dbje nfmfbA Û¢de t[A jsv, kfrst h'st hsn, skfmfv dbje sjfb mÌt slJtfm bf zfdm!« (hcJfvD, mcndtm)

hcdÝmkD shfbde zfmfv! kcdm dbÇyq htsh, zfdm sn smsq bƒ. zfdm zfmfv öfmDv jxkÎ.

kfrst zfsvf swfsbf, öfmDv jxkÎkf i]fyHfsh zflfq rsh }- (1) öfmDv lfb W zhlfsbv jKf msbv oHDsv öDjfv jvsh. snef skfmfv

iafiA zdLjfv msb jvsh bf. (2) sn jKf iajfw W iayfsvv mfLAsm kfv iawQnf jvsh. zfk¹Dq-öubslv

jfsY kfv bfm jvsh. ksh ohG jvsh bf ˆhQ dmKAf iawQnf jvsh bf. (3) kfv iadk dhbqD rsh. spsrkc iaskAj oarDkf lfkfv lfsn idvBk rq.

pfv Jfsh, kfsj skf zfv l]fk slJfsbf yst bf. (4) kfv iadk skfmfv mrêk hfVsh. iaskAj lfb iadklfb yfq. skfmfv

iadklfb rt, kfv iadk skfmfv hLGmfb siam. (5) kfv zfbcokA W n§Âdóv isK slWqf dudbn hAq jvsh. spmb, sei

dlst jcvzfb ðbsh ˆhQ ofb-hfubf ðbsh bf. efjf dlst Hfstf isK hAq jvsh, Jfvfi isK bq.

ðjdvqf W bfðjdvqfv ˆjde zflwG …lfrvB W kfv ItfIt swfb }-

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 95 ƒnmf„stv dhhfsrv iv ƒhafrDm � kf]v idvkAÙÁ idvubsj slJfv ubA

mÄfq ˆstb. dj§Â ˆsn ƒnmf„tsj sistb bf. isv kf]v ²ÃDv dbje k]fv n©isjG ufbsk yfƒstb. ²ÃD htstb, `dkdb zfmfslv v¢pDv náfsb shdvsq sosYb.' ˆj hBGbf zbcpfqD `zfmfslv ubA dwjfv jvsk sosYb.' zfhfv dkdb icÛhLCv jfsY k]fslv uDhbpfÛf W zh²¿f n©isjG ufbsk yfƒstb. hLC htstb, `zfmvf zdkwq lclGwf, lcvh²¿f, efbfefdb ˆhQ HDNB jsóv msLA zfdY.' dkdb ƒhafrDm �-ˆv dbje bfbf zdHspfo jvstb. dkdb kf]v icÛhLCsj htstb, `skfmfv öfmD hfdV ˆst kf]sj zfmfv nftfm ufbfsh ˆhQ htsh, sn spb kfv Osvv lvufv syZjfE hlst sbq.' ˆƒ hst dkdb yst sostb.

ƒnmf„t pJb hfdV dIsv ˆstb, kJb dkdb ƒhafrDsmv zfomb n©isjG ˆjef djYc ƒdÌk sisq ²ÃDsj dusÎn jvstb, `skfmfslv dbje sj… dj ˆsndYstb?' ²ÃD htstb, `rA]f, ˆƒ ˆƒ zfjxdkv ˆjub hqõ stfj ˆsndYstb. zfibfv n©isjG zfmfsj dusÎn jvdYstb. zfdm k]fsj zfibfv Jhv dltfm. icbvfq zfmfsj zfmfslv uDhbpfÛf n©isjG duÎfnf jvst, zfdm kfs]j ufbftfm sp, zfmvf Jchƒ lc}J-jó W zHfsh zfdY.' ƒnmf„t � htstb, `dkdb skfmfsj sjfb djYc zdnqk j'sv sosYb dj?' ²ÃD ufbfstb, `rA]f, dkdb zfmfsj dbslGw dlsq sosYb, zfibfsj kfv nftfm si]ZYfsk ˆhQ hstsYb, zfidb spb zfibfv lvufv syZjfE hlst sIstb.' ƒnmf„t � htstb, `dkdb dYstb zfmfv dikf ˆhQ dkdb zfmfsj dbslGw dlsq sosYb, spb skfmfsj zfdm kftfj dlsq dlƒ. jfsuƒ kcdm skfmfv hfsiv hfdV yst pfW.'

nckvfQ ƒnmf„t � k]fsj kftfj dlsq dlstb ˆhQ `ucvùm' sofsÛv zbA ˆjde smsqsj dhhfr jvstb. zk}iv pkdlb zfïfr yfƒstb ƒhafrDm � kkdlb ]slv sKsj lCsv Kfjstb. isv zfhfv slJsk ˆstb. dj§Â ƒnmf„t � sndlbW hfdVsk dYstb bf. dkdb icÛhLCv Osv iashw jvstb ˆhQ ƒnmf„t n©isjG duÎfnf jvstb. ²ÃD ufbfstb, `dkdb zfmfslv Jfhfsvv náfsb shdvsq sosYb.' ƒhafrDm � duÎfnf jvstb, `skfmvf sjmb zfY?' dkdb k]fv dbje k]fslv uDhbpfÛf W nfQnfdvj zh²¿f n©isjGW ufbsk yfƒstb. hLC htstb, `zfmvf Hft zh²¿fq ˆhQ n¤Ytkfv msLA zfdY.' ˆ hst dkdb zfïfrv iawQnfW jvstb. ƒhafrDm � k]fsj duÎfnf jvstb, `skfmfslv iaLfb JflA jD?' icÛhLC …Ùsv htstb, `sofñX.' htstb, `skfmfslv ifbDq dj?' hLC htstb, `ifdb.'

��������� zflwG vmBD 96

ƒhafrDm � lczf jvstb, `sr zfïfr! ˆslv sofñX W ifdbsk hvjk lfW.' zftfi swsN ƒhafrDm � icÛhLCsj htstb, `skfmfv öfmDsj zfmfv nftfm

htsh ˆhQ kfsj zfmfv i[ sKsj ùjcm jvsh, sn spb kfv lvufv syZjfE hrft vfsJ.'

zk}iv ƒnmf„t � hfdV ˆsn ²ÃDsj duÎfnf jvstb, `skfmfslv dbje sj… ˆsndYstb dj?' ²ÃD htstb, `rA]f, ˆjub nc¦lv zfjxdkv hxÝ ˆsndYstb. dkdb zfibfv n©isjG ufbsk yfƒstb, zfdm kJb kf]sj zfibfv Jhv httfm. zk}iv dkdb zfmfslv uDhbpfÛf n©isjG ufbsk yfƒstb. zfdm k]fsj Jhv dltfm sp, zfmvf Hftƒ zfdY.' öfmD htstb, `zfv dkdb skfmfsj sjfb zdnqk jsvsYb dj?' ²ÃD htstb, `dkdb zfibfsj nftfm hstsYb ˆhQ zfibfv lvufv syZjfE zidvhdkGk vfJfv dbslGw dlsq sosYb.' ƒnmf„t � kf]v ²ÃDsj htstb, `dkdb zfmfv zfêf, zfv kcdm rst syZjfE. dkdb dbslGw dlsq sosYb, zfdm spb skfmfsj ²ÃD drnfsh hrft vfdJ.' (hcJfvD)

zdk dhtfdnbD rsqf bf hfQtfq ˆjef iahfl zfsY, `mfofvfsmv h…, ðLc Hfk Jfb bf.' zKGf{ pfslv

sysq JfWqf zHAfn, kfvf Hfstf bf sJst kfslv dlb pfq bf. jfvB, kfslv skf zfv Icdvsq pfWqfv hf zHfh iVfv sjfb zfwËf sbƒ. rfk ifkstƒ skf zfhfv zfnsh. zfwf jdv kcdm snƒ lstv bW.

skfmfv W skfmfv öfmDv sp rft, snƒ rft zbcpfqD dhtfn jv. Jhvlfv! `pfhÏDsh{ ncJQ uDsh{, ‡BQ jxk¶f OxkQ dish{' zKGf{, pkdlb h]fyh ncsJ h]fyh, ‡B j'sv rstW dO sJsk Kfjh---ˆv bDdk zhtìb jsvf bf.

jfvB kcdm i]fy zfÌcstv o¬i ufsbf skf. jdbôf htt, Jfh Jfh, zbfdmjf htt, ifdh sjfKf? mLAmf htt, Lfv jvof. kuGbD htt, ðLXdh djsn? idvswsN hxÝf htt, thFËf!

srfsestv Jfhfv ðbst ˆhQ ˆjdlb v]fLsk bf rst skfmfsj hV JcwD tfso. dj§Â zHAfsn idvBk jvst öfmD kKf skfmfv sYstsmsqslv HdhNA{ jD rsh, kf sHsh slsJY dj?

zsbj mdrtf zfsY, pfvf `sJsk ifq bf iyf i]cde, rfsk isv rDsvv zfQde.'

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 97 zsbsjv sise Hfk sbƒ, dj§Â mcsJ ifb Kfsj. kfslv `jtfƒ h]fef Hfk, dj§Â hVstfdj Efe' Kfsj. öfmDsj `udm shsy swfhfv Jfe' djbsk hfLA jsv.

zsbsj zfq hfƒsv hAq jvfv ubA hA²ÀÛ²À Kfsj. srfsest sJsk yfƒ, dh…de-hfsv ianfLb jvsk yfƒ, zmcj wrsv Ycde jfefsk yfƒ ƒkAfdl lfhD jsv. Ist öfmDv nfmfbA zfq `hfsv isV sT]fsV Jfq.'

zdkdvÙÁ dhtfn ncsJv ubA zdkdvÙÁ dhtfn-nfmoaD hf ˆmb djYc yfWqf …dyk bq, pfsk kf spfofV jvsk öfmDv jó W tÏf rq. spmb Jfe, iftË, sFºdnQ sedht, dI¼u, zftmfvD, WqfdwQ smdwb, jfsv¦eX hf oAfsnv yctf, WsHb, smsUq jfsiGe ƒkAfdl ƒkAfdl. zsbsj kfslv stsiv hfƒsv if hfVfq, jfiV hfƒsv hV zfjfsv sjfeG jfse. hAfM rsq rfdkv mk tflsk pfq.

shwDv Hfo s[sÛ slJfsldJ iadkspfdokf, zfmfv shfsbv zfsY, zfmfv HfhDv zfsY, zfmfv nJDv zfsY, zfmfv rsh bf sjb? zfmfv HfoA dj ˆkƒ Jfvfi?

dedH, dedHv iv dFn, dHdFW, dndF-si½qfv ƒkAfdlv ubA öfmDv jfsY sU]fj jvf dj zflwG mcndtm vmBDv zfyvB htY? öfmD bf Kfjst mb dI¼ jvsh? zfb¦l jvsh? zfv wvqD jfvsB kf bf sist mb Jfvfi jvsh?

ncJ-dhtfdnbD shfbde zfmfv! zn{ zfbs¦lv sysq idhÛ shlbf zsbj Hft. kcdm skfmfv HfoA W Hfo dbsq, pf zfsY kf dbsq n§Âó rW, ncJD rsh. zfv

zdkdvÙÁ ifWqfv stfH jvst msb lc}J ifsh. mrfbhD � hstb, ªskfmfslv …isv pfvf kfslv dlsj slsJf bf; hvQ skfmfv

dbsy pfvf kfslv dlsj slJ. pfsk skfmfslv iadk zfïfrv slWqf dbqfmksj kc¤YÎfb bf jv.« (hcJfvD 6490, mcndtm 2963bQ)

mrfbhD � zfsvf hstb, ªzfïfr skfmfv Hfso pf Hfo jsv dlsqsYb kf dbsq kcó rW, kcdm nhfv yfƒsk hV LbD rsq pfsh---.« (nrDùt ufsm 4580, 7833bQ)

dkdb zfsvf hstb, ªsn hAdÙÁ nIt mfbcN, sp mcndtm ˆhQ kfv zh²¿f n¤Yt. zfv zfïfr kfsj pf dlsqsYb, kfskƒ kfsj kcó svsJsYb.« (mcndtm)

r]Af, zfv öfmDv jfsY bfsYfV hf¦lfv mk sjfb ziasqfubDq dudbn hfvhfv sysqf bf. kfsk kfv mb rfvfsh. iv§Â ˆmb yfWqfsj zfïfr iY¦l jsvb bf.

��������� zflwG vmBD 98

dhbqfhbkf rW; zrQjfv jsvf bf kcdm pdl LbDjbAf rW, zKhf …¤y dwd[kf hf …¤y hQswv rW zKhf

ziv™if nc¦lvD rW, kfrst Jhvlfv kfv ubA zfk¹iawQnf W ohG jsvf bf. spsrkc ohG jvst mfbcN JhG rq. zrQjfv mdrtfsj ztQjfvrDbf jsv.

dhswN j'sv hQw dbsq ohG jvf, zfv kfv mfsbƒ öfmD hf ziv jfsvf hQwsj bDy ufbf ufsrtD md²À°jianCk jmG. zfïfrv vnCt � hstb, ªzfmfv …©mskv mfsU yfvde jfu rt ufsrdtqfskv iaKf, pf kfvf kAfo jvsh bf; hQw dbsq ohG jvf, (jfsvf) hQw-nCsÛ sJ]fef slWqf, kfvf (W b[sÛv) mfLAsm hxdóv zfwf jvf ˆhQ (mclGfv ubA) mfkm jvf.« (mcndtm 934, ƒhsb mfufr 1581bQ)

`zfdm dj sbdV-sH]VD, zfmfv i]fyJfbf jfiV sLfifv hfdV.' hVfƒ jsv hfi dbsq, sYst dbsq, Hfƒ dbsq, hcbfƒ dbsq; ˆmbdj `mfmfv

s[sk dhqft ofƒ, snƒ n©isjG mfmfskf Hfƒ' dbsqW! zfmfv zfêf FfÙÁfv! zfmfv Hfƒ zdInfv! zfmfv sYstv Hfdv hcdÝ. ˆef

zfmfv zfêfv slWqf. zfmfslv hfdV ifjf! zfmvf so]sqf bƒ! zfsit zfmfslv Osv isV shVfq! ˆ kvjfvD zfmfslv ov¢skW Jfq bf! ƒkAfdl.

zfnst hfhf yfjdv sisq wrsv hfn jvsk stso spb ufsk …sE sosY, kfƒ ˆk zrQjfv. shom sysb bf shÈb. dbkA yfNfv dU, shÈb sJk slsJ hst ƒqf zfhfv dj? jct shsy hcdVv yct ifjt, zfu hst djnXjf It? jD dYbc jD rbc! zsbj nmq nfsiv if slsJ, dlsb slsJ kfvf! zfv ˆƒ hVfƒ iajfw jvfv mfLAsm dbsusj hV j'sv sYfe jsv öfmDsj, öfmDv hfdVv stfj W zfsvf zsbjsj. dj§Â öfmDv sJsq-isv kfv iadk zrQjfv dj nfsu?

zKy mrfb nxdójkGf hVfƒ W zrQjfv iY¦l jsvb bf. (nCvf dbnf 36 zfqfk) mrfbhD � hstb, ªpfv r™lsq zBc idvmfBW zrQjfv Kfjsh sn ufâfsk pfsh

bf.« ˆj hAdÙÁ htt, `stfsj skf iY¦l jsv sp, kfv sifwfj W uckf nc¦lv srfj (kfrst sn hAdÙÁv jD rsh?)' bhD � htstb, ªzhwAƒ zfïfr nc¦lv ˆhQ dkdb snZ¦lpG iY¦l jsvb. (nckvfQ nc¦lv ufmf-sifwfj ivfq zrQjfv sbƒ.)

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 99 zrQjfv rt, rj (nkA) iakAfJAfb jvf ˆhQ mfbcNsj kc¤Y jvfv bfm.« (mcndtm 91bQ, dkvdmpD, rfsjm 1/26)

zflwG mdrtfv mfsU zrQjfv Kfjsh bf. sn rsh njstv ubA dhbqfhbkf. ztQjfsv vmBDv snZ¦lpG hfVsh. ztQjfv kfv zrQjfv rsh bf.

tÏfwDtf rW

kcdm rW tÏfhkD tkfv mk tÏfwDtf hLC; iaotXH bq. skfmfv mk ncvmfv syfsJv ncmGf zsi[f skfmfv ydvsÛ tÏf-wvsmv ymj zdLj srfj.

tÏf mfbcsNv�ˆj n©il. kfƒ skf kf „mfsbv ˆj wfJf. tÏf rt bfvDv HCNB. tÏf bf Kfjst bfvD�sifwfsjv dHksvW …tÌ. kfƒ

skf jcvzfsb htf rsqsY, ªsr hbD zflm! (sr mfbhufdk) skfmfslv tÏf²¿fb Tfjfv W shwHCNfv ubA idv¤Yl zhkDBG jsvdY. zfv nQpmwDtkfv idv¤Ylƒ nshfG{jxó.« (nCvf zf'vfI 26 zfqfk)

zs¬i kcdó zfmfbklfvDv ltDt, zfmfbklfvD jxkÎkfv ltDt, jxkÎkf hLGbwDtkfv ltDt, hLGbwDtkf dbqfmk lDOG²¿fdqsk¶v ltDt ˆhQ tÏfwDtkf iaskAj jtAfsBv ltDt. `tÏf bfƒ pfv, vfuf mfsb rfv.'

²ÃDstfsjv tÏfƒ zfnt zfhvB W zfHvB. tÏfwDtfsj shwD nc¦lvD tfso. ksh kfv mfsb lDOt-sOfmef snƒ bfvD bq, pfv ubA htf rq, `lcó stfsjv dmó jKf lDOt-sOfmef bfvD, ifbfv dbsy wDkt ut dkbƒ m¦ljfvD.'

tfu-tÏf bf Kfjst mdrtf znkD rq, ëóf W jctef rq. jKfq hst, `r]f sTmb! skfv tfu sjmb? tfu Kfjst zfhfv rƒ sTmb?'

y[csk lwGb jsv sp tÏf rq, kfsj hst y[ctÏf. syfsJ�slsJW pfslv tÏf rq bf, kfslvsj hst, ywmsJfv (syfJJfjD, syfJmcsuf). kfƒ nfLfvBk} záslv�‰�tÏf jm Kfsj hf zfslZ Kfsj bf.

nQnfv-nmfsu kcdm tÏfwDtf rW, öfmDsj sYfe jvfv hAfifsv kcdm tÏfhkD rW, jf…sj zfOfk jvfv hAfifsv syfJmcsuf shrfqf W dbtGÏ rsqf bf. spmb jfsvf nfsK zShL n©ijG vfJfv hAfifsv tÏfrDbf rsqf bf ˆhQ öfmDv spZb-ncsJv hAfifsv kcdm tÏfhkD tkf rsq spsqf bf.

��������� zflwG vmBD 100

tÏfwDtf shfbde zfmfv! skfmfv tÏf sjfKfq, pJb shilGf rsq hfƒsv pfW? tÏf sjfKfq, pJb efƒe-dIe nQjDBG sifwfj kKf ifktf wfVD isv zKhf

mfKf-sie-diE shv j'sv shofbf icv¢Nslv nfmsb Osv-hfƒsv ytf-sIvf jv? tÏf sjfKfq, pJb rfƒ-drt hf sibdnt-drt ucskf isv dhbf däLfq ifsqv

vtf shv j'sv ytf-sIvf jv? tÏf sjfKfq, pJb ncodá YdVsq ifsqv bciCv isv Umj-Umj jsv iv

icv¢Nslv nfmsb ytf-sIvf jv? tÏf sjfKfq, pJb iv-icv¢sNv ifsw hsn hfsn-seºsb (db°iasqfub) ëmB

jsv shVfW? tÏf sjfKfq, pJb sYst-smsq W shofbf icv¢Nslv nfsK ˆjÛ hsn dedH-

dHdFWsk zw½Dt Ydh lwGb jv? skfmfv tÏf sjfKfq, pJb iv-icv¢sNv nfsK siamftfi W vnftfi jv?

stfsj hst, `r]f sTmb! skfv tfu sjmb?' zfv skfmfv zh²¿f hst, `tfu Kfjst zfhfv rƒ sTmb?'

zfv zfmfslv bhD � hstb, ªtÏf bf Kfjst, kcdm pf JcwD jvsk ifv?« (hcJfvD) zKGf{, tÏfrDbvfƒ jf…sj isvfqf bf j'sv pf mb kfƒ jvsk ifsv.

„mfblfv shfbde zfmfv! „mfb Kfjst tÏf Kfjfv jKf. zfv tÏf bf Kfjst skfmfv „mfsbv zh²¿f hcUsk ifvY skf?

zfïfrv vnCt � hstb, ªzhwAƒ tÏfwDtkf W „mfb ˆjƒ nCsÛ o]fKf. ˆjde yst sost zivdeW yst pfq.« (rfsjm, dmwjfk 5094, nrDùt ufsm 1603bQ)

…lfv rW, msbv nQjDBGkf lCv jv nhfv nfsK ˆhQ dhswN j'sv öfmDv nfsK hAhrfsv …lfv rW ˆhQ msbv njt

iajfv nQjDBGkf lCv jv. sjfb dhNsq zdhw¶fn, ns¦lr W jcLfvBf jsvf bf. iaw²À r™lq dbsq njstv nfsK näAhrfv jv. mb sKsj njt iajfv jcdetkf lCvDHCk jv. msbv msLA i]Afy bf svsJ mbsj njstv ubA nfI W idv°jfv vfJ. rDb¦mbAkf W msbv bDykf sKsj dbsusj nclCsv vfJ. shfbde zfmfv! kf bf rst ˆ iaw²À ixdKhD skfmfv ubA nQjDBG shfL rsh. skfmfv zfswifswv njtsj dbsuv

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 101 lcwmb msb rsh; msb rsh, sj… skfmfsj Hfthfsn bf. nhfƒ spb öfKGiv. nhfƒ spb skfmfv jfY sKsj sjht sisk yfq, zfv sj… djYc dlst sjfb öfKGtfsHv ubA slq. ˆƒ swaBDv mfbdnjkf svsJ `msb dJt, mcsJ dmt' vfJst ncJ ifsh bf shfbde! kcdm …lfv rW, ixdKhD skfmfv ubA zfsvf iaw²À rsh.

sj… djYc dlst nflsv oarB jv. kfsk ns¦lr jvfv sjfb iasqfub sbƒ. `sjb dlt? sJsk ifsvdb, kfƒ dlsqsY. hAhrfv jvf dudbn dlsqsY. lvjfv sbƒ, kfƒ dlsqsY. zfmvf dlƒ, kfƒ dlsqsY. pfjfk hf nCslv efjf dlsqsY.' ƒkAfdl ns¦lsr lfkfv lfbsj kc¤YÎfb jsvf bf.

lfkfv ðjdvqf jvfv ufqofq ˆƒ swaBDv ns¦lr msb ˆsb kcdm dbsusj sYfe W bDy iamfB jvY, ns¦lsr jcLfvBfq iVfv sofbfr jvY ˆhQ ðLc ðLc dbsuv msb zwfd§À zfbqb jvY.

ncd±mkf Kfj öfmDv nfsK slJf rstƒ mcydj rfn. zbcv™i mdrtfv nfsK nf[fskW rfdnmcsJ

nf[f{ jv. skfmfv iadk kfslv r™lsq Hfthfnf nxdó rsh. zfv iadkiftsjv jfsY kcdm nWqfhW ifsh.

zfïfrv vnCt � hstsYb, ªjtAfBmCtj sjfb jmGsjƒ zhÎf jsvf bf, pdlW kf skfmfv Hfƒsqv nfsK rfdnmcsJ nf[f{ jsvW rq.« (mcndtm 2626 bQ)

zhwA jKfq jKfq dIjdIsj rfdnW Hft bq. zfïfrv vnCt � hstb, ªskfmvf shwD shwD srsnf bf. jfvB, shwD rfnfv Ist

r™lq mfvf pfq.« (zfrmfl, ƒhsb mfufr 4193, nrDùt ufsm' 7435bQ) IAfjXIAfjX j'sv hf srf-srf j'sv zdLj idvmfsB rfnst r™lq mxk rsq pfq;

jsEfv rsq pfq. zfv kJb sn r™lq jfsvf sjfb drskfislw oarB jsv bf, jfsvf bnDrsk kfnDv sbq bf. i[f§Àsv zfmfslv mrfbhD �-ˆv zHAfn dYt mxlc rfnf.

ncswfdHkf W ncvdHkf Kfsjf

spmb iCshGƒ hstdY, sjht öfmDv jfsY ncswfdHkf W ncvdHkf Kfj. mrfbhD �

��������� zflwG vmBD 102

hstb, ªswaôf vmBD snƒ, pfv iadk kfv öfmD lxjifk jvst sn kfsj sJfw jsv slq, sjfb zfslw jvst kf iftb jsv ˆhQ kfv uDhb W n©isl öfmDv ziY¦lbDq dhv¢ÝfyvB jsv bf.« (dntdntfr nrDrfr 1838bQ)

ncHfdNBD, LDvf W wf§À smufsuv smsq rW pfv Efàf smufu zfsY, sp Efàf jKf hst, kfv iadk njstv r™lq Ef×f Kfsj.

u¶ftfmqD mCdkGv nfmsb njstv mb nQjDBG W dhvÙÁ rsq WsE. kcdm rW snƒ smsq, sp wf§ÀHfsh jKf hst, pfv hfdVv dHksvv zfWqfu hfƒsv pfq bf. i[f§Àsv sp Osv smfvsov sysq mcvoDv vh …¤ykv, sn Ov hV lc}sJv Ov. ncJD Ov rsk sjfbdlb …]yc zfWqfu swfbf pfq bf.

kcdm rqskf t[A jsvƒ Kfjsh, pfv öfmD dmbdmsb, kfv zfWqfu rq u¶ftfmq, …]yc W jjGw. pfv öfmD sHVf, sn rq smfVtdhdh. `dmbsn ofVt, mfdo smfVt.' slJsh, öfmDsj Lmj dlsq jKf hst, u]frfhfdu ösv zfslw jsv, sjfb Û¢de rst hu»jsØ F]fse W wfnb jsv. ˆ spb h… bq, ˆ spb iaHcikD.

`Efsv sEfsv jKf jƒ dlsb idkv nsb, vfdÛ rƒst dbûf pfƒ ov¢V-wqsb.'

ˆslv uDhsb dj ncJ zfsY shfbde? zfwf jdv kcdm ˆmbde rsh bf. kcdm sp zflwG vmBD.

öfmDv swfsj-lc}sJ nf§À¶bf lfW ifdKGh ˆ uDhsbv iK j¦ejrDb hf jcncmf²ÀDBG bq. rNG-dhNfsl Hvf ˆ

uDhb. zKG[q, zfk¹Dq-dhsqfo, mfbrfdb iaHxdkv jfvsB bfbf lc}J-kvÌ h[-dnácsj zfOfskv iv zfOfk slq. snƒ nmq pdl ifsw nf§À¶bf slWqfv mk sj… Kfsj, kfrst sn zfOfk kkef wdÙÁwftD rq bf zKhf zfOfskv zbcHCdk zsbjef rfîf rsq pfq.

lc}sJv jKf pfslv jfsY hst wfd§À W nf§¶Àbf ifWqf pfq ˆhQ lc}sJv Hfv rfîf

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 103 rq, kfvf rt ncr™l hác, ÈBhfb HxkA, zbcjCt ²ÃD ˆhQ msbv mk öfmD.

Hfstf zdHÎkf zfsY shfbde zfmfv! `rfdk pJb jfsk isV, yfmdysjsk tfdK mfsv. mfksÌ�idVst lsq, iksÌ�iarfv jsv.' pJb rDb iajxdk mfbcN mfbDv mfb tcse sbq, pJb ˆjf§À zfib-ub iv rsq pfq, pJb iafBdiaq hác wÛ¢ rsq pfq, pJb pfv ubA ycdv jdv, snƒ syfv hst, pJb zfdm `pfv ubA hbhfnD, snƒ slq otfq I]fdn. pfv ubA hcj Ifse, sn zfmfsv ˆ]sj jfse.' pJb pfsj kDv-yftfsbf dwJfƒ, snƒ zfmfsj kDv mfsv, pJb pfsj Yfsov mk mfbcN jdv, snƒ zfmfv …iv hfsOv mk rfmtf jsv, pJb ifJDv Yfbf mfbcN jvfv iv Ffbf rst …sV yst pfq, pJb `wqsb-öisb msb sp pfsv Lfq, snub kfrfsv dIsv bfdr yfq.' pJb nQnfsv zHfh zfsn ˆhQ nQnfv zyt rsq pfq, pJb sYst-smsqslv jv¢B zh²¿f slsJ syfsJ ifdb zfsn, pJb svfo-p§ÃBf slr-mbsj dbd®ió jsv, pJb h]fLf Ov …ufV rsq pfq, kJbjfv dblfv¢B hAKf W HDNB shlbfv jKf zfv jfsj hth shfbde?

nxdójkGf mrfb iadkiftjsj bfmfspv mfLAsm ufbfƒ sn lc}sJv jKf. ufbfƒ mf-hfisj. zfv kfsj h'st mb rfîf jdv, sp zfmfv r™lq-msbv vfbD. sp zfmfv sjfb nfrfpA bf jvsk ifvstW lcsef nf§À¶bfmCtj jKf hst zfmfv r™lq Ef×f jsv, lc}sJv Hfv rfîf jsv, syfsJv ifdb mcsY slq, Ofsq mtm tfdosq slq ˆhQ Hcdtsq dlsk syóf jsv njt zfOfksj.

zfmfslv mrfbhD � snƒ nf§À¶bf sisqdYstb mf JflDufv jfsY. drvf Èrfq duhaDt dIdvñfv nfsK nvfndv nf[fskv mfLAsm jcvzfsbv iaKm jqde zfqfk zhkDBG rWqfv Oebfv iv dkdb HDk-jd©ik zh²¿fq JflDufv dbje dIsv zfsnb. k]fsj nm²À Jhv Jcst hst yflv Tfjf dlsk hstb. ²ÃD JflDuf k]fsj nf§À¶bf W nfrn dlsq htstb, `zfidb ˆ Oebfq ncnQhfl oarB jv¢b. j[sbf bf. zfïfrv jnm! dkdb zfibfsj sjfb dlb tfdÒk jvshb bf. zfidb skf zfk¹Dqkfv ncn©ijG hufq svsJ ystb, nkA jKf hstb, zHfhoa²Àslv zHfh smfyb jsvb ˆhQ dhiloa²Àslv nfrfpA jsvb.' (hcJfvD + mcndtm)

htf hfùtA, mf JflDufƒ (vf}) nhGiaKm k]fv iadk „mfb zfbqb jsvdYstb. mf zfsqwfW k]fv lc}sJv dlsbv slfnv dYstb. iafq njt HfoAhfb icv¢Nƒ

snƒ ²ÃD tfH jsv Kfsjb. jk hV snZHfoA kfv, pfv ˆmb ²ÃD-vk zfsY! zfv

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lc}J Hfo j'sv dbst zhwAƒ kfv Hfv zsLGj jsm pfq. sjb bq? icBAmqD ²ÃD sp mrfb zfïfrv mrflfb. icv¢sNv uDhsb ˆv sysq hV

lfb zfv djYc sbƒ. zfv kfv ubAƒ skf sn öfmDv zLGfdÌbD. zfmXv dhb zfn � ˆjlf mczfdhqfv dbje sostb. kJb k]fv dbje k]fv

(sYfe) smsq zfsqwf dYt. zfmXv duÎfnf jvstb, `zfmDv¢t mc'dmbDb! ˆef sj?' dkdb htstb, `ˆ zfmfv r™lq zfsit.' zfmXv htstb, `Wsj zfibfv dbje sKsj lCv jv¢b.' mczfdhqf htstb, `kf sjb?' zfmXv htstb, `jfvB, ˆƒ smsqvf lcwmb u¦m slq, lCvsj dbje jsv ˆhQ dhsäN W OxBf nxdó jsv.' mczfdhqf htstb, `zfmXv ˆmbde htshb bf. jfvB, zfïfrv jnm! ˆslv mk zbA sj… iDdVskv snhf jvsk, mxskv swfj iftb jvsk ˆhQ lc}sJ nrspfdokf jvsk ifsv bf. zfv zfidb slsJ Kfjshb sp, zsbj Hfso kfv mfmfv …ijfsv zfsn.' (…qCbct zfJhfv 1/314)

dj§Â sjfb dhN-p§ÃBf pdl skfmfv nhsysq sp zfib, kfvƒ dbje sKsj zfsn, kfrst kcdm jfsj hst mb rfîf jvsh? sn hcj-Ifef shlbfv jKf zfv jfsj ufbfsh? zfïfrv jfsY.

öfmDv ubA zfqbf rW Hct-Û¢de öfHfdhj. öfmDv Hctsj zflshv nfsK dydrÁk jv. zfqbf spmb

syrfvfv jfdt sldJsq slq, zflwG ²ÃDW öfmDv ubA snƒ jfu jsv. Sldrj Û¢de dydrÁk jsv; spmb `mfKfef sUsV dbb, zfibfv so]fI hV rsq sosY, syfsJv sjfsB jD stso zfsY' ƒkAfdl hst nmfsu kfsj nHA jvsk nrspfdokf jsv. klbcv™i yfdvdÛj sjfb Û¢de idvtd[k rstW kfv nQswfLsb iaqfnD rq ²ÃD. kshƒ bf sn `zflwG nrLdmGBD'.

öfmDv mb Hsv lfW lwGsb, wahsB, ncosá, ifdvifseA öfmDv mb Hsv lfW. Hvf nQnfsv jfsuv yfsi

KfjstW kfsk smfseƒ zhsrtf jsvf bf. skfmfslv háb skf idvij¶ wvqD háb hseƒ. kfv …isv zfsY siasmv háb.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 105 zfv ˆƒ hásbv ubA yfƒ dbv§Àv zfjNGB. zfjNGsBv ubA zfjNGBDq djYc hAhrfv jvf zhwAƒ jkGhA.

hfdVsk shofbf bf Kfjst nhGlf ncndÏkf Kfj, zfkv hAhrfv jv, Ov-hfdV; dhswN j'sv swfhfv v¢m nfdusq-ÈdYsq vfJ. zfv hfdVsk shofbf sj… Kfjst dbsusj ncvdHkf W ncndÏkf jvf rsk lCsv Kfj. zhwA vfsÛ öfmDv v¢sm kf jvsk ifv. kfsk zfb¦l zfsY, skfmfv msb ˆhQ kfv msbW.

`snKf jfdmbDv bqsb jfut, swafBDsk y¦larfv, yvsB tf[f, sE]fse kfìct, slsJ msv zfsY mfv!'

kcdm zhwAƒ yfW, skfmfv öfmD sjht skfmfv iadkƒ zfjxó Kfj, kfv mb-iafB skfmfvƒ r™lq mfsU nDmfhÝ Kfj. dbÇyq kcdm yfW, kcdm zflwG ²ÃD rsh. zfv kfrstƒ skfmfv ÈB rt skfmfv iajxdkv zbcjCtƒ. mrfbhD � hstb, ªswaôf vmBD snƒ, pfv iadk kfv öfmD lxjXifk jvst sn kfsj sJfw jsv slq, sjfb zfslw jvst kf iftb jsv ˆhQ kfv uDhb W n©isl öfmDv ziY¦lbDq dhv¢ÝfyvB jsv bf.« (dntdntfr nrDrfr 1838bQ)

ˆjlf mrfbhD �-sj duÎfnf jvf rt sp, sjfbX mdrtf nhsysq Hft? …Ùsv dkdb htstb, ªsp mdrtfv iadk kfv öfmD kfjfst sn kfsj sJfw j'sv slq, zfslw jvst iftb jsv ˆhQ sn kfv dbsuv hAfifsv ˆhQ öfmDv n©islv hAfifsv kfv ziY¦lbDq dhsvfdLkf jsv bf.« (zfrmfl, bfnf„)

msb svsJf sp, öfmD nhGlf jAfsmvf-mAfsbv mk. ²ÃDv dbje sKsj nh nmqƒ mcydj rfdn slJsk yfq.

zfjNGBmqD iCdBGmfv y]fl nlxw shfbde zfmfv! skfmfv slr-snZ¦lspGv zfjNGsB skfmfv öfmDv mb-nmcsû sufqfv zfbqb jv. nlf i½fdhk Kfj skfmfslv ncsJv Snjk.

öfmDv iadk pk bfW öfmD hfdV iashw jvst kcdm rfufv hA²À KfjstW kfv dlsj kfdjsq mcydj

rfnsh. bf rfnstW z§Àk}is[ kfdjsqW slJsh. pfsk skfmfv kvI sKsj kfv iadk kfd¤YtA W isvfqfrDbkf iajfw bf ifq ˆhQ dbmGt siasm sHuft

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zbciashw bf jsv. hfdVsk IAfb bf Kfjst ovsm ifJf j'sv slsh, diifnfq ifdb slsh, sofnstv

ifdb ia²Âk j'sv slsh ƒkAfdl. kcdm rqskf htsh, smrmfb bfdj? zfdm hth, r]Af, nhsysq hV smrmfb.

skfmfv shsrñD smrmfb. kfsj dj sYfe Hfhsk ifsvf?

nf[f{ W dhlfq jfst ycìb zfsmdvjfv ƒbncAsv¦n sjf©ifbDv idvnQJAfsb iajfw sp, pdl sjfb ²ÃD iadkdlb

njfst öfmDv zdIn pfWqfv zfso kfsj siam-ycìb dlsq dhlfq ufbfq, kfrst pfÛfisK kfv lcOGebfv zfwËf zsbjef jsm pfq ˆhQ kfv zfqc oViVkf i]fy hYv hxdÝ tfH jsv!

r™lsqv iawfd§À tfsHv ubA ²ÃDv siam-hAhrfv dbkf§À uv¢vD dudbn. kfsk öfmD nkk iaskAj jsmG bkcb bkcb zbcsiavBf ifq, jmG-n©iflsb hV zfb¦l W …{nfr ifq. kfv dbûf W ufovB öimq rsq WsE. jKfq hst, `bfvD-ncsJ dbûf pfƒ, dyÙ-ncsJ ofb ofƒ.'

ycìb dhdbmq siasmv uosk ˆjde nIt zfyfv. zhwA Osv zbA sj… Kfjst nmq hcsU kf jvf iasqfub. idÇymfslv mk shrfqfdm ialwGb jvfW jfmA bq.

kcdm znc¦lvD rst ndkAis[v ²ÃD znc¦lvD rstW öfmDv msb kfv dbu snZ¦lpG nxdó jvsk ifsv.

kfv v™i bf KfjstW ÈBƒ v™siv jfu jsv. siasm ˆmb ˆj iajfv ivwmdBv [mkf zfsY, pfv ivsw jcwaDsjW siadmsjv syfsJ ncwaD; hvQ dhw¶nc¦lvD j'sv skfst. zdHÎvf hstsYb, `divDskv sikD Hfstf.' nckvfQ kcdm znc¦lvD rstW skfmfv nc¦lv hAhrfsvv mfLAsm öfmDv mb zfjxó jvsk ifv.

öfmDsj ³bjeA lfW pKfnýh Yfqfv bAfq öfmDv jfYfjfdY Kfjsh. `öfmD-ncsJ hbhfn' Hft.

öfmDsj sJsk dlsq ncspfo rst kfv nfsK Jfsh. ncspfo bf rst kfv jfsY

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 107 hnsh. Jfhfv dlsq zbA v¢sm zKhf zbA dlsj mcJ j'sv zKhf dedH ƒkAfdl slJsk hA²À rsq pfsh bf.

ˆ hAfifsv nhGswaô zflwG öfmD mrfbhD � hstb, ªmdrtf pdl dbu öfmDv rj (pKfKGv™si) ufbskf, kfrst kfv lcicv zKhf vfskv Jfhfv sJsq swN bf jvf ipG§À sn (kfv ifsw) l]fdVsq Kfjskf.« (k¶fhfvfbD, nrDùt ufsm' 5259bQ)

nckvfQ Jfhfv dlsq kfsj pskv nfsK JfWqfsh, iasqfub rst ifJf j'sv slsh, ifdb sTst slsh, djYc tfosh dj bf duÎfnf jvsh. ˆmbW rsk ifsv sp, skfmfv öfmD hA²À zfsY, zfv kcdm kfv Jfhfv bfdmsq dlsq kfsj nkjG bf j'sv jfpGf§Àsv yst soY. kfviv Jfhfv Ef×f rsq sosY zKhf dhVfst mcJ dlsq sIstsY. zk}iv skfmfsj htf rst kcdm iajfswA zKhf msb msb ht, `smrmfb bfdj sp, sJsk dlsk rsh. zfhfv JfWqfv ubA sJfwfmdlW jvsk rsh!' jfvB, ˆ rt kfv iadk skfmfv zhÎfv idvyq sp, sn sJt zfv bf sJt, skfmfv jkGhA skf zflfq rsq sosY msb j'sv zhsrtf ialwGb jvsh! zfv susb svsJf, skfmfv pk vjsmv smrmfb zfsY, nhfv yfƒsk sn hV smrmfb. spsrkc sn skfmfv shsrñ zKhf slfpJ.

zsbj mdrtfv öfmD sO]nef isV sost kfsj dbsuv jfY sO]nsk slq bf. öfmDv msb snƒ SbjeA-tftnf KfjstW sn kfsj ifÙf slq bf. sYst-smsq hf ufmfƒ ƒkAfdlv Wuv sldJsq lCsv lCsv Kfsj. ˆefƒ spb kfv LmG, ˆefƒ spb kfv jkGhA. spsrkc dbnfqD rflDsn kfv swfbf zfsY, `öfmD dlsbv Hfðv, vfskv icv¢N.' öfmD dbsu sKsj kfv dbje rsk yfƒstW ˆvƒ …iv zfmt j'sv sn hst, `hcsVf hqsn lcL-skftfv svfo.' öfmDsj `hcsVf' h'st srb²Àf jsv, zKy sn ufsb bf sp, snƒ rt zwDdkiv hcdV!

öfmDv nfsK sJfwo¬i nmq hcsU öfmDv nfsK sJfwo¬i jv. ksh jfsvf oDhk jsvf bf, ycotD jsvf

bf, jfsvf zbAfq zdHspfo jsvf bf, jf…sj dbsq hAÌ-…irfn jsvf bf. shfb, HfhD, nkDb hf uf dbsq dhsäNmCtj o¬i hstf bf. jfvB, kf zflwG mdrtfv ÈB bq; …iv§Â kfsk kcdm ÎfbD öfmDv jfsY sYfe rsq pfsh. zKhf kfv mb

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Jfvfi rsq nQnfsv dhhfl tfosh. öfmD pJb ²ÃDv nfmsb zbA mdrtfv iawQnf jsv, kJb zfnst dbsuv ²ÃDsj

ofdt slWqf rq. zbcv™i ²ÃD pJb öfmDv nfmsb zbA icv¢sNv iawQnf jsv kJb zfnst dbsuv öfmDsj ofdt slWqf rq. Hfthfnfv dwwmrst dyV Lsv.

dbsuv mCtA slJfsk dosq hstf bf sp, zmcj (dhwft) Osv zKhf zmcj (dhvfe) stfsjv nfsK zfmfv dhsqv jKf rsqdYt. kfv mfsb zfdm kfv …ipcÙÁ dYtfm. zfidb zfmfv …ipcÙÁ rstW kctbfmCtj zfidb sYfe. dbsuv mfb hfVfsk dosq öfmDsj srq iadkiâ jvf rq. zsbj shfjf smsq kf hcsU bf.

sjfb iv icv¢sNv Ydh slsJ skfmfv öfmDv nfmsb kfv iawQnf jsvf bf, `slJcb! sjmb rAf×Xnfm syrfvf!'

sjfb iv icv¢sNv Ydh sldJsq skfmfv öfmD pdl skfmfsj hst, `slJ! sYstef jk nc¦lv!' kfrst kfsk kcdm nfq bf dlsq hstf, `zfidb Wv sKsj shwD nc¦lv.'

sjfb iv icv¢sNv nfsK siamsjdt jvfv öi slJst, sn öi öfmDv jfsY; hvQ jfsvf jfsY hstf bf. jfvB, ˆ rt wqkfsbv öi. ˆsk skfmfv öfmDv mb Jfvfi rsh. skfmfv msbv j¬ibfq ns¦lr jvsh.

sjfb iv icv¢N skfmfv v™i hf ÈsBv iawQnf jvst zhwAƒ skfmfv msb msb JcwD hf ohG rsh, dj§Â snƒ iawQnfv jKf Jhvlfv skfmfv öfmDsj hstf bf.

sjfb pchkD skfmfv öfmDv iawQnf jvst, sn iawQnfv jKf skfmfv öfmDv jfsY hstf bf.

sjfb pchkDv v™i-snZ¦lpG hf sifwfsjv dbsyv swfHf-jmbDqkf öfmDv jfsY hstf bf. zbA mdrtfv snZ¦lspGv jKf öfmDv jfsY hst dbsuv mfKfq sht sHsÌf bf zKhf öfmDsj ifidy§Àfq nrspfdokf jsvf bf. kfv sofib zÌ slsJ muf dbsq öfmDv jfsY o¬i j'sv htst rqskf hf öfmD sJfw rsh, dj§Â kfv Ist kfv msb ‰ mdrtfv iadk sp zfjNGB nxdó rsh, kf rqskf kcdm zf¦lfu jvsk ifvsh bf.

mrfbhD � hstb, ªsjfb mdrtf spb sjfb mdrtfsj (bo) zfdtÌb j'sv zk}iv sn kfv öfmDv dbje kf hBGbf bf jsv. (pfsk kf wcsb kfv öfmD) spb ‰ mdrtfsj (msb) iakA[ lwGb jsv Kfsj.« (hcJfvD)

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 109

„NGf sKsj lCsv Kfsjf mdrtf iajxdkokHfsh „NGfmqD. sn yfq öfmDv msbv ˆj¤YÛ zdLjfv. ˆ

zdLjfsv zQw dlsk yfq bf jf…sj. sn yfq ˆƒ öfmDv sn iaKm W swN ²ÃD srfj. sn yfq bf sp, kfv öfmD zbA mdrtfv iawQnf ipG§À jv¢j. ˆmbdj sn ziv mdrtfsj ösi slJcj, kfW yfq bf.

sFbsIfv sifó hstb, dhhfsrv iv jsqj hYv zfmfslv lf©ikA uDhb shw ncsJƒ jfedYt. rEf{ ˆjdlb njfst t[A jvtfm, sn vfofd¦hk zh²¿fq j]flsY. zfdm kfsj nsnsr duÎfnf jvtfm, `jD rt skfmfv? j]flY sjb?' dj§Â iaKmk} sn uhfh dlskƒ yfƒt bf. zk}iv sn zfmfv dlsj tft syfsJ kfdjsq htt, `ˆhfv pdl ösi zfdm skfmfsj zbA smsqsj ycmf dlsk sldJ, kfrst zfuDhb skfmfv nfsK jKfƒ hth bf!'

dj§Â ˆ rt „NGfv zdkvÓb. ˆsk lf©ikA uDhb dkÙÁ rsq WsE. öfmDv iadk ns¦lr rq. Hfsh, kfv zufs§À kfv öfmD rqskf kfv dJqfbk jvsY, rqskf hf zbA mdrtf kfv msbv sjfsB hfnf sh]sLsY. rqskf hf sn däkDq dhhfr jvsk pfs¤Y.

zfècïfr dhb uf'Iv dhb zfhD kfsth k]fv jbAfsj …islsw hstdYstb, nkDsbv iadk „NGf sKsj lCsv sKsjf, jfvB kf rt kftfsjv yfdhjfdE, shwD jKf jfef sKsj lCsv sKsjf, jfvB kf öfmDv msb OxBf nxdó jsv. ncmGf hAhrfv jsvf, jfvB kf nhsysq shwD nc¦lv ianfLb. zfv (zfkv bf sist) ifdb rt nhsysq …Ùm ncodá.

zhwA ˆ „NGf bf KfjfW Hft bq. nckvfQ pJbƒ slJsh, skfmfv shfb hf zbA sjfb mdrtf öfmDv iadk zfjxó rs¤Y, kJbƒ sjZwstv nfsK …Hqsj nkjG jvsh. zfïfrv Hq sldJsq …Hqsj bnDrk jvsh.

pdl skfmfv öfmD däkDq dhhfr jsvƒ Kfsj, kfrst kf zbAfq bq. kfsk kcdm öfmDv nfsK Ufsmtf hfLfsk ifsvf bf. kcdm nmfb zdLjfv lfhD jvsk ifv, wvqD nmkf yfƒsk ifsvf. nkDsbv iadk drQnf jvsk ifsvf bf. JfmfJf kfv hlbfm W oDhk jvsk ifsvf bf. hvQ zflwG vmBD drnfsh kcdm kfv nfsK shfb nmkct hAhrfv jvsk ifsvf.

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rqskf hf nkDsbv nQnfsv skfmvf …Hsq ncsqf vfbD; pdl skfmvf …Hsq ƒntfmD wvDqskv zbcnfvD rW. bsy{ skfmfv msLA pdl zdkdvÙÁ „NGf Kfsj, kfrst susb svsJf ncsqf vfbDv ubA `snfbf-lfbf lcsLv hfde, lcsqf smsov W]ytf mfde!'

skfmvf dkbusbƒ pdl wvDqskv hfƒsv ytsk yfW, sjZwt, hcdÝmÙf, SLpG W ƒbnfI iasqfo bf jv, kfrstƒ bfbf nmnAf slJf slsh nQnfsv; dhswN j'sv pdl lcƒ nkDsbƒ ˆjƒ hfdVsk hfn jv kfrst.

`dbm sk]skf dbdNd¦l sk]skf, sk]skf mfjft It, kfrfv zdLj sk]skf lc' nkDsbv Ov.' …iv§Â nkDb pdl skfmfv zfk¹Dq sj… rq, kfrst zfsvf hV dhidÙ. zdHÎvf hstsYb, `dbm sk]skf dbdNd¦l sk]skf, sk]skf mfjft It, kfrfv zdLj sk]skf shfb nkDsbv Ov.' pdlW ƒntfsm zfib shfb nkDb rWqf ShL bq.

zfv kJb slJsk ifsh, `ˆjhsv Hfkfsvv mfo dyQdV mfsYv sJfnf, slfuhsv Hfkfsvv mfo dbdkA jsvb so]fnf.' `ˆjhsvv ²ÃD srtf-slftf, slfuhsvv�²ÃD otfv mftf.'

zfv nkDb kJb nkDsbv hfdesk È�Èst Jfsh. ˆsj zivsj sYfe jvsh ˆhQ tVfƒsqv mfLAsm öfmDv mbsj ˆjjHfsh uq jvsk yfƒsh. zfv kJbƒ nxdó rsh sYfestfsjv idvshw. sp idvshw sKsj ifbfr yfWqf lvjfv skfmfv, skfmfv nkDsbv ˆhQ skfmfv öfmDvW.

öfmD sjfb vfsÛ slvD j'sv hfdV dIvst, yeX j'sv ns¦lsrv shVfufst udVsq spsqf bf. hvQ nkjGkfv nfsK t[A vfJ. zk}iv dbdÇykHfsh zfnt jfvB susb kshƒ sjfb ils[i oarB jsvf. susb svsJf, yeX-utdlsk sjfb dnÝf§À oarB jvst ivhkGDsk tfdÒk rsk rsh.

sjfb mdrtfv nfsK skfmfv öfmDv jmGok spfofspfo Kfjst, sjfb mdrtf kfv iawQnf jvst hf kfsj sjfb Hfthfnfv dydE hf …irfv dlst, ðv¢ sKsjƒ ns¦lsrv syfsJ slsJ dbsuslv uDhb dkÙÁ jsvf bf. ÎfbD yftfj smsqv mk öfmDv odkdhdL t[A jv. SLspGv nfsK zsi[f jv. ndkAƒ sjfb dhNq skfmfsj nd¦lÊ jvst …islw W hcUfiVfv mfLAsm idvd²¿dkv nfmft lfW. zbAKf sjht ˆjkvIf spfofspfsov jKf ðsbƒ zdowmGf rsq dosq wfd§Àv nQnfsv zwfd§À nxdó jvf `zflwG vmBD'v jfu bq.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 111 öfmDv mcsJ däkDq dhhfsrv bfm ðbstƒ sksk …sEf bf. rfdnmcsJ ðsb bfW.

rqskf hf sn skfmfv nfsK mufj j'sv dhhfsrv jKf hst. kfrst blD zfnfv zfso jfiV kcst tfH dj? blD zfncj, blDsk bfmfv zfso jfiV kcstf. bsy{ sjht dhsqv bfm ðsbƒ kcdm kfv iadk dhw¶fn sHsÌ dlst snƒ u¶ftfsk kcdmƒ ˆjf icsV mvsh. zhwA kfsk skfmfv öfmDW wfd§À ifsh bf. jD lvjfv? zfofmD jft lcicsvv nCspGv kfi zfu mLA vfsk sHfo j'sv vfskv mfLcpG …isHfo jvf rsk hdÑk rsh sjb?

htsh, kshƒ sn jvsh bf. zfdm hdt, hfsu jKf. ndkA sn dhsq jvst, skfmfsj bf ufdbsqƒ jvsh.

zfv kcdm hfLfW dlsk ifvsh bf. kfrst hxKf zwfd§À sjb? kfv sysq syóf j'sv sJ]fu dbsq slJ, sjb sn dhsq jvsk yfs¤Y? skfmfv slfsN

bq skf? rqskf hf kcdm kfv syfsJ kxdå dlsk ifv bf. rqskf kcdm kfv spZb[cLf dmefsk n[m bW. rqskf hf skfmfv sjfb Û¢de zfsY. kfrst snƒ Û¢de lCv jvfv syóf jsvf. kfv däkDq ²ÃD oarsBv yfdrlf kcdmƒ iCvB j'sv lfW. kcdmƒ öfmDv svfmfd¦ej msbv Jfdt sjfBsj idviCBG j'sv lfW. iasqfub rst zdkdvÙÁ siasmv zdHbq jv. zdkdvÙÁ nfu-nÏf j'sv kfv lxdó zfjNGB jv. rqskf hf kfv däkDq ²ÃDv zfwf skfmfv mfsUƒ dmse pfsh.

zfv jfvB pdl …ipcÙÁ rq, kfrst htfv djYc sbƒ. zfïfr kfv ubA pf rftft jsvsYb, kf kcdm rfvfm jvsk pfsh sjb? sn dhsq jvst kcdm kftfj sbsh sjb? dhN Jfsh hf otfq ldV sbsh sjb? bfdj ifsi skfmfv Hq sbƒ?

rqskf hf öfmD hAdHyfv jvst, kcdm yci Kfjsh. ifi-jfi W mfb sofib svsJ nQnfv jvsh, dj§Â ShLHfsh dhsq jvst uDhsb zfÈb tfdosq slsh? sjb ˆ drQnf? pdl zfïfrv Hq W k]fv wvDqsk iCBG „mfb Kfsj, kfrst skfmfv msLA ˆ zShL iadkdÛÁqf rWqf …dyk bq.

dhhfsrv iv kcdm skfmfv öfmDv uDhb lcdhGNr j'sv kctsh sjb? wfd²À dlst kcdmW wfd²À ifsh. skfmfv ˆj shfsbv kftfj yfƒst, kcdm zbAfq jvsh. skfmfv bhD � hstb, ªsjfb mdrtf kfv shfsbv (nkDsbv) kftfj yfƒsh bf; pfsk sn kfv ifsÛ pf zfsY kf sTst sIst slq. (ˆhQ ˆjfƒ öfmD-siasmv zdLjfdvBD rq.)« (hcJfvD, mcndtm)

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kcdm pdl wvDqk bf mfb, kfrst dHâ jKf. zfv kfrst kcdm `zflwG vmBD' rskW ifvst bf. zflwG vmBD kAfo öDjfv jsv. zfv snƒ kAfo rsh nkDbsj shfsbv mk Hftshsn.

skfmfv zdLjfv bó rst skfmfv öfmDv [dk rsh. kcdm skfmfv zdLjfv W ƒbnfI yfƒsk ifv. pdl sn skfmfslv msLA ˆjubsj ziv usbv …iv iafLfbA slq, kfrst djqfmskv dlb kfv zsLGj LV Lnf zh²¿fq rfwv rsh. (zfhC lf†l, dkvdmpD)

shsrñ-jfmD shfbde zfmfv! ivjfst shsrsñ kcdm skfmfv ˆjfdLj nkDbslv sjfb iajfv drQnf jvsh bf. ƒrjfstv nQnfsvW kfslv iadk sjfb drQnf bf j'sv skfmfv nQnfvsj shsrñD nQnfv j'sv osV skft. kshƒ bf kcdm `zflwG nrLdmGBD'.

Ytf-jtf sKsj lCsv Kfsjf Ytf-jtf-sjZwst öfmDsj sL]fjfq sIst shfjf hfdbsq dbsuv öfKG …Ýfv

jsv sbWqf zflwG mdrtfv jfu bq. spmb bfbf jKf W …lfrvB siw j'sv dbsuv bfsm Ov hf udm dtdJsq sbWqf. zKy mrfb zfïfr kfv ndEj Hfo ncdbdÇyk svsJsYb.

sofisb sofisb sYst-smsqslvsj smtf-sJtf hf zShL sjfb ufqof ifdEsq kfslv ydvÛ bó jvf.

hfdVv sjfb dudbn [dk j'sv h]fLf-Y]flf jKf dlsq öfmDsj n§Âó jvf. siasmv zdkdvÙÁ zdHbq jvfv mfLAsm …iidkv zfnb nxdó jvf. nQnfsvv zbAfbA nmnAfv hAfifsv rjsj hfdkt W hfdktsj rj v™si

swfHb j'sv öfmDv mbsj zsbAv iadk s[disq skftf. ilGfv hAfifsv öfmDsj sL]fjf slWqf. zKGf{, öfmDv nfmsb ilGfdhdh nfuf

ˆhQ sn jmG²¿st yst sost pfsj kfsj slJf slWqf, Osv Hvf ƒkAfdl. öfmDv efjf vfJfv ufqof sKsj `Osvv jfsY mvfƒ (sisq) Ède Ède nvfƒ' bDdk

zhtìb jvf. zfmfslv mrfbhD � hstb, ªsL]fjfhfdu, sIsvhhfdu W sJqfbskv ²¿fb

ufrfâfsm. zfv sp hAdÙÁ zfmfslvsj sL]fjf slsh, sn zfmfslv ltHcÙÁ bq.« (ƒhsb drêfb, nrDùt ufsm')

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 113 mdrtfslv Ytf-jtfsj jcvzfsb dhwft hV htf rsqsY. dhswN j'sv nkDv

shsw znkDv jcsjZwtsj. zsbj icv¢N kfsk sL]fjf Jfq. hbD ƒnvf„stv ˆj nc¦lvD zbAfnÙÁf dYt.�öfmDv ns¦lr rstW ²ÃD ifÙf

dlt bf. wrsvv hfƒsv ˆj ifrfV dYt. snJfsb kfvf nkA-dmKAf pfyfƒ-ˆv ubA jnm sJk ˆhQ sp dmKAf jnm sJk, sn L¶Qn rk. ˆjlf öfmD htt, `skfmfsj zfmfv ns¦lr rq.' ²ÃD htt, `zfmfv uDhsb kcdm YfVf zfmfv ofsq sj… rfk slqdb, zfv kcdm zfmfsj JfmfJf ns¦lr jvY.' öfmD htt, `kfrst ifrfsVv dbje ˆ jKfv …iv jnm sJsk rsh.'

smsqde iVt dy§Àfq. …iidk ˆst kfv jfsY Oebf Jcst htt ˆhQ ˆj sjZwstv jKfW kfsj ufdbsq vfJt. ivdlb öfmD-²ÃD shv rt wrsvv hfƒsv jnm sJsk. isK shv rskƒ ²ÃD Yt jsv ytsk z[mkf iajfw jvt. iChG-idvj¬ibf zbcpfqD …iidk vf²Àfv smfsV ofLf dbsq zsi[f jvdYt. ²ÃD�öfmDsj ofLf HfVf jvsk ivfmwG dlt. idvswsN�…iidkv HfVf jvf ofLfsk ysV snƒ ifrfsVv Lfsv spsk spsk ƒ¤Yf j'svƒ ²ÃD iVsk sot. nfsK nfsK ofLf-Wqftf W kfv öfmD kfsj Lsv hdnsq dlt. zk}iv pKf nmsq snJfsb si]ZsY sn jnm sJsq htt, `zfïfrv jnm! kcdm zfv�ˆƒ ofLf-Wqftf YfVf zfv sj… zfmfv ofsq rfk slqdb.' sn jnsm nkAhfdlbD dYt, dj§Â�sn dYt zfnst YtbfmqD. (kInDv zft-hfrv¢t mcrDk¶ ƒkAfdl)

ˆ o¬i stJfv …sÜwA rt, YtbfmqD mdrtfv ˆjde …lfrvB siw jvf. spmb zfsvf ˆjde …lfrvB rt jcvzfsb hdBGk pctfƒJfv jfdrbD. kcdm ht, zf†pc dhïfr! zfdm ˆmb rskƒ ifdv bf.

n{jfsu öfmDv nrfdqjf rW `zflwG vmBD' njt Ivp, ncâk, bIt W ShL jfsu öfmDv nrspfdokf jsv.

kfskƒ skf kfv `zLGfdÌbD' W `nrLdmGBD' bfm nfKGj rq. ˆmb ²ÃD öfmDv ubA ˆjde shsrñD …irfv. ifdKGh nm²À vjsmv n©il yfƒsk nshGf{jxó n©il.

nWhfb � hstb, pJb ˆƒ zfqfk zhkDBG rt, kJb nIsv djYc nfrfhD bhD �-sj htstb, snfbf-y]fdlv hAfifsv pf zhkDBG jvfv dYt, kf zhkDBG jvf rt. zfmvf pdl ufbkfm, sjfbX n©il nhGswaô, kfrst kf zfmvf oarB W zuGb

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jvkfm. dkdb htstb, ªnhGswaô n©il rt, dpjXvjfvD dur¶f, ðjvjfvD r™lq ˆhQ „mfb W zfsJvfskv jfsu nrfdqjf ²ÃD.« (ƒhsb mfufr)

dkdb hstb, ªzfïfr snƒ icv¢Nsj vrm jv¢b, sp vfsÛ …sE bfmfp isV ˆhQ kfv ²ÃDsj (bfmfspv ubA) ufofq. sn ufosk zöDjfv jvst, kfv mcsJ ifdbv dYef mfsv. zfv zfïfr snƒ mdrtfsj vrm jv¢b, sp vfsÛ …sE bfmfp isV ˆhQ kfv öfmDsj (bfmfspv ubA) ufofq. sn ufosk zöDjfv jvst kfv mcsJ ifdbv dYef mfsv.« (zfhC lf†l, bfnf„)

ˆmb öfmD-²ÃD pfvf n{jfsu iv±iv nrspfoD ˆhQ jsó iv±iv nrfbcHCdkwDt. pfvf ˆsj zivsj bfmfspv nmq Ocm sKsj ufdosq slq.

bf, sn nmq kfv Ocsmv dFófhG rsh, ˆ jKf sHshf bf. zfv snW pdl …sE dosq mfqf j'sv skfmfsj bf …dEsq bfmfp bó j'sv slq, kfrst snef skfmfv iadk zfnt mfqf sHshf bf. Ivp bó j'sv zfvfm, djsnv zfvfm? slfpsJv zfÈbsj Hq bf j'sv sp mfqf ialwGb jvf rq, djsnv sn mfqf?

shfbde zfmfv! zflwG ²ÃDv jKf swfb. dhhfsrv iv öfmD bfmfp isV bf. jk hV mcnDhk? (ˆj Iskfqf msk) sp öfmD bfmfp isV bf, kfv slr ±iwG ShL bq. siammqD sn jKf htsh zfv jfsj? sj]sl sj]sl htsk tfot zfïfrsj. öfmDv dhYfbfv ifsw kfrfÏcl isV kfv drlfqfskv ubA lczf jvsk tfot. iafq iakAr ‰ lczf W jfâf ðsb öfmDv msbv oHDsv kfj¶Wqfv zfstf dh¤Ycdvk rt ˆhQ snW Ivp nr kfrfÏcslv bfmfp iVsk kWIDj tfH jvt. zfv snƒ nfsK kfslv lf©iskA zbfdht ncsJv sufqfv ˆt.

ˆj bfmfpD hác öDjfv jsvb sp, zfpfb rst k]fv ²ÃD zfv k]fsj Osv hnsk slq bf; mndusl spsk kfjDl W hfLA jsv!

zsbsjv ²ÃD öfmDsj dtJsk W iVsk hfvhfv kfjDl jsv. hAhnfq sost zdnqk jsv hst, `zfïfrsj Hq jvshb, rfvfm …ifuGb sKsj lCsv Kfjshb. jfvB, zfmvf bf sJsq [cLfq SLpG Lvsk ifvh; dj§Â (rfvfm sJsq) ufrfâfsm SLpG Lvsk ifvh bf!'

ˆjub FfÙÁfv nfsrh öDjfv jsvb sp, k]fv lfdV vfJfv hAfifsv dkdb k]fv ²ÃDv dbje sKsj hV zbcsiavBf sisqsYb.

i[f§Àsv zfv ˆj pchj öDjfv jsv sp, dhhfsrv iv kfv ²ÃD kfsj lfdV

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 115 y]fYsk hfLA jsvsY!

idkiafBf shfbde zfmfv! zdLjfQw icv¢sNv uDhsb hxr{ …âdk zKhf zhbdkv diYsb ShL zKhf zShLHfsh ˆjub bfvDv rfk Kfsj. kcdm öfmDv …âdkv nrfdqjf rW. LfdmGj öfmDv LmG-iftsb nrspfdokf jv.

öfmD kfrfÏcl iVsk yfq, nckvfQ swfhfv nmq ²ÃD vfk j'sv bf. sn bIt svfpf vfJsk yfq, nckvfQ sHfv-shtfq …sE snrvD SkvD jvsk rstW icBAmqD ²ÃD jcdØkf rq bf. zbcv™i sp sjfbW LmGjsmG kfv nrspfdokfv iasqfub rst, sn kfsk zftnA ialwGb jsv bf. sn dbsuv shsrñ dEj svsJ öfmDv shsrñ dEj vfJsk zbciafdBkf rq.

LmG W zfsJvfskv hAfifsv zflwG ²ÃDv zfuh nrmk slJ }- mlDbfq ˆj ˆkDsmv hfofb dYt. Wv nfsK zbA ˆj hAdÙÁv hfofbW

tfoftfdo dYt. sJucv ofYÈdt ˆmbHfsh tfoftfdo dYt sp, UV-hxdósk sJucv bDsy isV sost iv±isvv sJucv ixKj jvf jdEb rsq spk. hcUf spk bf jfv ofsYv isV pfWqf sJucv. zbfK hftjde dy§Àf jvt zfmfv hfofbef ixKj jsv dbst Hft rq. pfsk iaskAsjv mfdtjfbf-ök¶ idv°jfv rsq pfsh ˆhQ iv±isv sjfsbf UoVf-UÔfeW nxdó rsh bf. nckvfQ snƒ ˆkDm hf¤yf ˆjef slWqft dlsk zfv©H jvt. pJb sn slWqft dlsk ðv¢ jvt, kJb kfv iadkshwDv ˆjef sJucv ofY mfUJfsb isV sot. slWqft kJbƒ snfuf rsh, pJb sn ‰ ofYde sisk ifvsh.

sYstde iadkshwDv jfsY sot. htt, `zfibfv hfofsb zsbjÈdt sJucv ofY zfsY. zfdm slWqft SkvD jvsk ystdY. dj§Â ˆjde ofY zfibfv mfdtjfbfLDb ˆ isK hfLf rsq l]fdVsqsY. zfidb ‰ ofYde zfmfsj dlsq dlb, pfsk zfmfv slWqft snfuf …Esk ifsv.' iadkshwD stfjde zöDjfv jsv dlt. sYstde htt, `zf¤Yf zfidb zfmfv jfY sKsj Wv …dyk mCtA dbsq dbb. pfsk zfdm slWqft snfuf jvsk ifvh.' sn htt, `zfdm Wef dhÛÁq jvskW vfuD bƒ.'

sYstde snfuf vnCtcïfr �-ˆv dJlmsk …id²¿k rstf. zfshlb jvt, `sr zfïfrv vnCt! zmcj stfsjv hfofsbv tfoftfdo zfmfv hfofb zfsY. zfdm lcƒ hfofsbv mLAJfsb slWqft SkvD jvsk yfd¤Y. dj§Â slWqftde kk[B ipG§À snfuf rsh bf, pk[B ipG§À vf²Àfq zhd²¿k Wv ˆjde sJucv ofY zfmfv

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mfdtjfbfq bf zfnsh. zfdm ‰ ofsYv mfdtjsj zbcsvfL jsvdY dhÛÁq jvfv ubA. bfbf vjm zbcbq-dhbqW jsvdY. dj§Â sn sjfb mskƒ vfuD rqdb. sr zfïfrv vnCt! zfidb zfmfv kvI sKsj Wv jfsY ncifdvw jsv dlb, pfsk sn ofYde zfmfsj dlsq slq.' bhD � htstb, `‰ stfjdesj sFsj dbsq ˆn.' sYstde ‰ stfjdev jfsY sot. htt, `zfïfrv vnCt � zfibfsj FfjsYb.' stfjde mndusl bhhDsk ˆt. vnCt � kfv dlsj sysq slJstb ˆhQ htstb, ªskfmfv ofYde ˆƒ ˆkDm sYstefsj dlsq lfW.« stfjde htt, `zfdm skf ˆ ofY slh bf.' bhD � icbvfq htstb, ªdbsuv ˆj Hfƒsj ofYef dlsq lfW.« stfjde htt, `bf, zfdm slh bf.' bhD � zfhfsvf htstb, ªskfmfv Hfƒdesj ofYde dlsq lfW; zfdm Wv dhdbmsq ufâfsk ˆjde ofY slhfv pfdmb rd¤Y.« ˆk hV ˆjde Hft ia²Àfh swfbfv isvW sn htt, `bf, zfdm sJucv ofY slh bf.' ˆ[sB zfïfrv vnCt � bDvh rsq sostb. ˆv sKsj dkdb zfv shwD jD htsk ifsvb? …id²¿k nfrfhDhx¦l bDvsh nm²À jKfhfkGf ðbdYstb. …id²¿k nfrfhDhxs¦lv msLA dhJAfk nfrfhD zfhc-lfrlfr �W dhlAmfb dYstb. mlDbfq k]fv ˆjde nc¦lv hfofb dYt. pfsk Yqwk sJucv ofY dYt ˆhQ …{jxó Istv ubA hfofbde iadnÝ dYt. …âk mfsbv sJucv rWqfv nchfsl hfufsv kfv yfdrlfW dYt zkAdLj. mlDbfv hV hV hAhnfqD ‰jfd§Àj zfwf sifNB jvk, pdl kfslv ‰ vjm ˆjef hfofb rskf! zfhc lfrlfr � ‰ hfofsbv mLAJfsb ˆjde nc¦lv hfVD dbmGfB jsv svsJdYstb. ²ÃD W n§Àfb-n§Àdk nr dkdb snJfsb öf¤Ys¦lA hnhfn jvskb. dmdó ifdbv jCi Wv Èv¢k¶ zfsvf hxdÝ jsv dlsqdYt. zfhc lfrlfr � pJb vnCt �-ˆv ‰ zfjNGBDq ia²Àfh ðbstb, kJb dkdb msb msb htstb, ˆƒ lcdbqf jk kc¤Y? zfu bf rq, jft mvskƒ rsh. zk}iv dyv²¿fqD ncJ djìf lc}sJv uDhb. zk}iv pdl ivjfstv uDhsb ufâfsk ˆjef sJucv hx[ zfdm sisq pfƒ, kfrst jkƒ bf nc¦lv rq. zoanv rsq htstb, `sr zfïfrv vnCt! zfidb sp ðHnQhfl dlsqsYb, kf dj ðLc ‰ hAdÙÁv ubAƒ? zfdm pdl ‰ ofYde JvDl jsv ‰ sYstefsj dlsq dlƒ, kfrst zfdm ufâfsk sJucv ofY ifh dj?' bhD � …Ùsv htstb, ªr]Af! skfmfv ubAW zfdm sJucv ofsYv pfdmb KfjdY.« ˆ[sB zfhc lfrlfr � dy§Àf jvsk tfostb, ˆmb jD dudbn zfsY pfv dhdbmsq ‰ ofYde JvDl jsv sYstefsj lfb

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 117 jsv slh? ƒkAhnsv rEf{ ˆjef zdHbh dnÝf§À k]fv msb …lq rstf. dkdb ‰ stfjdev nsÌ jsKfijKb ðv¢ jvstb. htstb, `kcdm skf zfmfv hfofb n©isjG HfstfHfshƒ zhok zfsYf. pfsk Yqwk sJucv ofY zfsY. snJfsb hnhfn …ispfoD Ov W jCi zfsY.' stfjde htt, `mlDbfv sj ˆmb stfj zfsY sp ‰ hfofb dysb bf hf ufsb bf?' zfhC lfrlfr � htstb, `kfrst kcdm ˆj jfu jv. ‰ ˆjde ofsYv dhdbmsq kcdm zfmfv n©iCBG hfofb dbsq bfW.' ˆ jKf ðsb stfjdev zf²¿f hf dhw¶fn rd¤Yt bf. sn zfhC lfrlfr �-ˆv mcsJv dlsq kfdjsq slJt. snƒ nsÌ …id²¿k ubosBv iadkW lxdóifk jvt ˆhQ htt, zfibfvf nhfƒ ðbsYb skf zfhc lfrlfr pf djYc htsYb? zfhc lfrlfr � dbsuv ‰ hfjAde icbvfq …¤yfvB jvstb ˆhQ …id²¿k uboBsj nf[D j'sv dbstb. nckvfQ ˆjde sJucv ofsYv dhdbmsq dkdb n©iCBG hfofb, Ov W jCi ‰ stfjdesj ialfb j'sv dlstb. ˆ[sB dkdb pJb ‰ ofYdev mfdtj rsq sostb, kJb ˆkDm sYstefsj htstb, `zfu sKsj ‰ ofYde skfmfv rsq sot. zfdm skfmfsj …irfv öv™i dlsq dltfm. ˆhfsv kcdm skfmfv slWqft snfuf jsv SkvD jv.' zfv sjfb hfLf Kfjt bf. ˆv iv dkdb vnCt �-ˆv dlsj lxdóifk jsv htstb, `sr zfïfrv vnCt! zfdm dj ˆJb ufâfsk sJucv ofsYv zdLjfvD rsq sodY?' …Ùsv dkdb htstb, ªzfhc lfrlfv ubA ufâfsk jk dhwft sJucv ofY (W sJucv) vsqsY!« (zfrmfl 3/146, rfsjm 3/20) …isvfÙÁ rflDsnv hBGbfjfvD zfbfn � htsYb, bhD � jKfÈstf ˆj-lc'hfv bq, hvQ zfbs¦lv nsÌ jsqj hfv …¤yfvB jvstb. zfhc lfrlfr � ufâfskv ðHnQhfl ifWqfv iv snJfb sKsj ia²¿fb jvstb. ƒ¤Yf rstf, dbsuv jfiV-syfiV, djYc iasqfubDq zfnhfh-iÛ skf shv jsv dbƒ. nckvfQ dkdb hfofsbv iashwäfv iafs§À …id²¿k rstb. dHkv sKsj sYst-smsqslv wè swfbf sot. ²ÃD oxr²¿fdt jfsu hA²À. sYstvf sJtfLCtfq vk. msb rstf, hfVDv z¦lsv dosq ²ÃDsj Jhvef ðdbsq dlƒ. dj§Â lvufskƒ l]fdVsq sostb. snJfb sKsjƒ Ffjstb, `…s©m lfrlfr!' …s©m lfrlfr zfÇyGp shfL jvstb, jD hAfifv? zfhc lfrlfr dHksv iashw bf jsv lvufv hfƒsv sKsjƒ sjb FfjsYb? däkDqhfv zfhfv FfjsYb, `…s©m lfrlfr!' …Ùsv htstb, `ˆƒ sp zfdm …id²¿k zfdY zfhc

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lfrlfr!' …Ùv ðsb htstb, `sYst-smsqslvsj nsÌ dbsq ˆƒ hfofb sKsj shv rsq ˆn! jfvB ˆƒ hfofbde zfdm dhÛÁq jsv dlsqdY.' …s©m lfrlfr htstb, `hfofb dhÛÁq jsv dlsqsYb? jfsj ˆhQ jk lfsm dhÛÁq jsvsYb?' …Ùsv htstb, `ufâfskv ˆjef sJucv ofsYv dhdbmsq ˆefsj dhÛÁq jsvdY.' …s©m lfrlfr htstb, `zfïfù zfjhfv! zfidb hV tfHlfqj hAhnf jsvsYb. ˆJb ˆƒ hfofsb iashw bf jvfƒ …Ùm. hV tfHubj hAhnf! ufâfsk ˆjde ofY; pfv bDsy sOfV-nWqfv hAdÙÁ nÙv hYv ytsk Kfjsh khcW kfv Yfqf swN rsh bf.' …s©m lfrlfr (vf}) sYstslv rfk Lvstb. Wslv ufmfv isjeÈstf Jc]su slJstb. kfsk pf djYc dYt shv jsv dlstb. htstb, ˆJb ˆef mrfb iadkiftsjv rsq sosY. ˆ nh zfmfslv zfv bq. zk}iv wCbA rfsk hfofb sKsj hfƒsv shv rsq ˆstb! (ncbfrsv zfWvfj¶ 236-240ix})

ufdb bf shfbde! kcdm rst skfmfv öfmDsj ifot htsk dj bf? …Ùv pdl `bf' rq, kfrst kcdmW ˆjub `zflwG ²ÃD'.

öfmD yfND rst, zflwG ²ÃD kfv yfsN pKfnfLA nrspfdokf jsv. dhyfvidk rst bAfq-dhyfsv, stJj rst stJfq, sbkf rst nkkfq, icdtw rst ƒbnfsI, hAhnfqD rst hAhnfq nrspfdokf jsv. rfvfm jfmfƒsq nkjG jsv, nCl-Ocn sKsj lCsv Kfjsk …äcÝ jsv.

öfmD YfÛ rst kfv iVfswfbfq nrspfdokf jsv, Hft bìv zfbsk …{nfdrk jsv, dbsuv spZhsbv zfjNGsB kfv iVfswfbfv [dk jsv bf zKhf iVf YfVsk hfLA jsv bf.

yfjcdv-uDhD rst yfjcdvsk hfLf slq bf, sn …sÜswA lCsv hf dhslsw Kfjst dbsuv siam-…{jØf iajfw j'sv kfsj jfsY sFsj sbq bf.

öfmD nfmfduj rst ²ÃDv jó shwD rWqfv jKf, sn s[sÛ zdkdvÙÁ zfnf-pfWqf W vfâf-hfâf j'sv kfsj nrspfdokf jvsk rq.

ˆ uDhb ˆjde pfÛf, ˆjde nIv, ˆjde pcÝ. ˆsk öfmD-²ÃDv ifv±idvj nrspfdokf ˆjf§À uv¢vD. ˆjub nrspfoD W nrjmGD bf rst ˆ uDhsbv jmGs[sÛ jftfdkifk jvf hV ncjdEb. nckvfQ kcdm skfmfv öfmDv nrspfoD rW. hfnv vfskƒ snƒ lxP nQj¬i oarB jv.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 119 ªdhhfsrv vsM vfMf zfu nh; vfMf mb, vfMf zfHvB, ht bfvD `ˆƒ vÙÁ zfstfsj zfu mm bh ufovB.'

ifsi bq idkicsBA ncmdk Kfsj spb rsqf idkv nfvdK idk pdl rq zá sr nkD!

sh]sLfbf bqsb zfhvB; zá idksv zf]dJ slq spb skfmfv nkA zfyvB.«

ksh sjfb ifijfsu Jhvlfv öfmDv nrspfdokf jvsh bf. hvQ zbAfq jfsu hfLf slsh, zbAfsqv iadkhfl W iadksvfL jvsh.

i[f§Àsv kcdm pdl sjfb ifijfsu öfmDv dhv¢sÝ zisvv nrspfdokf jv, kfrst dbÇyq kcdm Hft smsq bW. ˆmb jfsuv ubA zft-jcvzfsb lcƒub mdrtfv nmfstfybf jvf rsqsY. kfvf rt bCr W tCk (zftfƒdrmfn nftfm)ˆv ²ÃD. mrfb zfïfr hstb,

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kfslv dhw¶fnOfkjkf n©isjG htf rsqsY, kfvf kfslv öfmDslv …iv „mfb zfsbdb. kfvf mcbfdIjD W jiekfq dtå dYt ˆhQ dbsuslv jfsIv ufdkv iadk kfvf nmshlbf sifNB jvk. spmb, bCr �-ˆv ²ÃD bCr �-ˆv hAfifsv stfjslvsj hst shVfk sp, ˆ ˆjub ifot. zfv tCk �-ˆv ²ÃD kfv sofsÛv stfjslvsj dbu hfVDsk zfok zdkdKv nQhfl si]ZsY dlk. sj… sj… hstb, ˆvf …Hqƒ kfslv ufdkv stfjslv mfsU dbu dbu öfmDv ycodt jsv shVfk.

zfv ˆ ubAƒ djYc ²ÃDv ubA htf rsqsY, kfvf öfmDv lcwmb öv™i. mrfb zfïfr hstb,

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skfmfslv wÛ¢, zkˆh kfslv n©isjG skfmvf nkjG sKsjf. (nCvf kfofhcb 14 zfqfk) zbA dlsj zbAfsq öfmDv nrspfdokf bf jvfv ubA iawQnf jvf rsqsY zbA

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(iafKGbf jsv) hstdYt, sr zfmfv iadkiftj! skfmfv dbje ufâfsk zfmfv ubA ˆjde oxr dbmGfB jv ˆhQ zfmfsj …Ýfv jv dIvzf…b W kfv lc®jmG rsk ˆhQ zfmfsj …Ýfv jv pfdtm n©ialfq rsk. (nCvf kfrvDm 11 zfqfk)

htf rq sp, `dIvf…b jdmbfq zfdnqfv rfk-ifq

Ecdjt stfrfv smJ jk, khc sn zfdnqf bfvD bf YfdVt äDblfvD

äDblfvD yfƒ ˆƒ mk.'

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sisqsY, snef skf iaskAsjv Hfo W HfoA shfbde zfmfv! sj… Jfq lcsL dydb, jfsvf wfsj hfdt, jfsvf h²Àf h²Àf efjf, jfsvf rfk Jfdt.

sj… jfsvf HfoA osV dlsk ifsv bf ˆhQ sj… jfsvf HfoA dYdbsq dbskW ifsv bf. sjfb l©idkv zh²¿f snfbfq snfrfof. jfsvf zh²¿f jfsjv sE]fse zfÌcsvv mk.

smsOv sjfst snZlfdmbD shfbde zfmfv! uDhbef ˆmbƒ, zfvhDsk jf…sj `sjmb jfesY?' duÎfnf jvst …Ùsv zsbsj hst, `qAf…mcb zfnft, z qAf…mcb hfn¶ft.' zKGf{, ˆjdlb mLc, ˆjdlb di]qfu. hfQtfq htf rsh, `ˆjdlb mLc, ˆjdlb jlc.' ˆƒ Hfshƒ iafq mfbcsNv uDhb jfse. jJsbf rfdk jJsbf mwf,

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SLpG Lv. `LDv ifdbsk ifKv jfse.' öfmDv zfisl-dhisl, svfso-swfsj W zHfsh SLpG LfvB jv. pdlW kcdm HfoAslfsN snƒ mdrtf, sp hst,

`mvsm tcjfsbf jk lcJ Tfdjqf vsqdY m½fbmcJ, j]fdlhfv bfƒ zhnv

jKf bfƒ ðLc Ifse hcj.' khcW skfmfsj hDsvv mk htsk rsh, `isKv j]fef mfbh bf, r™lq-hAKfq

j]flh bf.' `zfdm Hq jvh bf, Hq jvh bf

lc'shtf mvfv zfso mvh bf Hfƒ mvh bf. kvDJfbf hfƒsk sost,

mfsU mfsU kcIfb smst- kfƒ hst rft sYsV dlsq jfâfjfde jvh bf.'

öfmDv nfsK hfn jvsk jvsk ejUj jfv bf rq? kf hst nfmfbA jKfq `kftfj lfW, zfdm skfmfv Hfk Jfh bf, zfdm mfsqv Ov yst pfh, zfmfv sifVf jift!' ƒkAfdl hst ˆk hV zfOfk nxdó jvf skfmfv …dyk bq. spmb …dyk bq, nfmfbA jKfq bfsj j]flf, rf-ùkfw jvf.

zjfvsB kftfj sbWqf mcbfdIj smsqv ÈB. ˆmb smsqv ubA ufâfskv ncoáW rfvfm. (dntdntfr nrDrfr 632, nrDùt ufsm' 2706bQ)

ufâfkstfHD shfbde zfmfv! zfisl-dhisl, svfso-zncsJ SLpG LfvB jv. zfk¶f ƒhsb zfhD vfhfr rsk hdBGk, dkdb hstb, ˆjlf ƒhsb zfêfn �

zfmfsj htstb, `zfdm dj skfmfsj ˆjde ufâfkD mdrtf slJfh bf!' zfdm httfm,` r]Af!' dkdb htstb, `ˆƒ jxòjfq mdrtfde bhD �-ˆv dbjse ˆsn htt sp, zfmfv mxoD svfo zfsY, zfv sn jfvsB zfmfv slr sKsj jfiV nsv pfq. nckvfQ zfidb zfmfv ubA lczf jv¢b.' dkdb htstb, ªkcdm pdl yfW, kfrst nhv jv; ˆv dhdbmsq skfmfv ubA ufâfk vsqsY. zfv pdl yfW, kfrst

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zfdm skfmfv svfo dbvfmsqv ubA zfïfrv dbje lczf jvh.« ²ÃDstfjde htt, `zfdm nhv jvh.' zk}iv sn htt, `(svfo …Efv nmq) zfmfv slr sKsj jfiV nsv pfq, nckvfQ zfidb zfïfrv jfsY lczf jv¢b, spb zfmfv slr sKsj jfiV nsv bf pfq.' Ist bhD � kfv ubA lczf jvstb. (hcJfvD-mcndtm)

ˆjec sJqft j'sv slJ, svfso SLpG Lvh, ufâfk sbh, ksh shilGf rh bf. kcdm dj ‰ mdrtfv mk rsk yfW, bfdj snƒ mdrtfv mk, sp ndlG tfost zKhf of ovm rstƒ dwÌfv j'sv FfÙÁfvJfbf Ycse?

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zfmvf iaskAsjƒ uDhsb yfƒ. zfv snƒ yfWqf sKsj zfmfslv nmnAf hxdÝ�ifq. sj yfWqfv mk ifWqf sisqsY ht?

`ifWqfv mkb ifWqf pfsv jsr, nru hstƒ nru kfrf bsr

³lsh kfsv smst.' pdl yfWqfv mk ifWqf bf sisq Kfj, kfrst SLpG LfvB jv. SLpG lcƒ iajfv } hfdÒk dudbn bf ifWqfv hf rfkYfVf rWqfv zbckfsi SLpG

ˆhQ zhfdÒk dudbn oarB jvsk hfLA rWqfv zbckfsi SLpG. …Hq s[sÛƒ SLpG zidvrfpG.

SLpG dkb iajfv } zfïfrv zfslw iftsb SLpG, k]fv dbsNL huGsb SLpG ˆhQ k]fv kjlDsvv hftf-mcnDhskv …iv SLpG. ˆƒ dkb iajfvƒ SLpGLfvB jvf skfmfv ubA Ivp.

öfmD pdl nkAƒ zhcU W zkAfyfvD rq, kfrst SLpG Lv. sn pdl kfv dbsuv rj jVfq-o×fq zflfq j'sv sbq ˆhQ skfmfv rj zflfq bf jsv, kfrst SLpG Lv. hcdUsq, zfk¹Dqsj nfdtn smsbW pdl bf ifv, kfrst kcdm pKfdbqsm öfmDv rj zflfq jv ˆhQ skfmfv dbsuv rj zfïfrv jfsY sysq bfW.

‰ slJ bf, vfuf zkAfyfv jvst zfmfslvsj jD jvsk rsh kfv dbslGw dlsq mrfbhD � hstb, ªskfmvf zfmfv isv (wfnjsofôDv zShLHfsh) iafLfbA

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 123 slWqfv jfu slJsh ˆhQ ˆmb zsbj jfu slJsh, spÈstfsj skfmvf m¦l ufbsh.« nfrfhfoB duÎfnf jvstb, `sr zfïfrv vnCt! zfidb (snƒ zh²¿fq) zfmfslvsj jD zfslw dls¤Yb?' dkdb htstb, ªkfslv sp zdLjfv zflfq jvfv lfdqk¶ skfmfslv zfsY, kf skfmvf zflfq jvsh ˆhQ skfmfslv sp zdLjfv, kf skfmvf zfïfrv jfsY sysq sbsh.« (hcJfvD-mcndtm)

dbiDdVkf shfbde zfmfv! lchGt wdÙÁrDsbv SLpG YfVf zfv jD …ifq zfsY ht. ‰ slJ icdtw ˆsn JfmfJf zkAfyfv jsv, dhbf slfsN oftfofdt jsv, …dlGv ovsm mfbDsjW srb²¿f jsv. kJb jD jvfv zfsY ht? msb msb ifvst [mf j'sv dlW. bsy{ drnfh ifWqfv zfwf svsJf drnfshv dlb.

kcdm rqskf htsh, zfïfr dj bfvDsj ˆk sYfe j'sv nxdó jsvsYb? bf, shfbde zfmfv! sj… pdl hVsj n©mfb bf slq, kfrst sn sYfe rsq pfq

bf. dj§Â kcdm pKfKG mpGflf sisk jD jvsh ht? zfdm mfbtfm, skfmfv slfN sbƒ. dhbf slfsN sn pdl skfmfv iadk zkAfyfv jsv, kfrst sn rq ifot, bf rq zkAfyfvD. zfv pdl skfmfv sYfeJfe slfN Kfsj, dj§Â sn hV wfd²À slq, kfrst kfv ubA kcdm jD jvsk ifv? kcdm sp kfv mcJfsid[BD!

sn oftfofdt jvst, kcdmW oftfofdt jsv iadkswfL sbsh? sn skfmfv ofsq rfk kctst, kcdmW kfv ofsq rfk kctsh? zfv kfrst skf

zfÈb shsV pfsh? sn skfmfsj kftfj slsh? zfv kfrstƒ skf nh sJtfƒ nfÌ. Kfbf-icdtw jvsh? bfvD-dbpGfkb sjn slsh? mdrtf nQoEb äfvf skfmfv

öfmDsj wfsq²Àf jvsh? kfsk dj skfmfv zdLjfv dIsv zfnsh? wdÙÁv sufv sldJsq zKhf Hq sldJsq öfmDv Hfk sisk ifv, dj§Â Hfthfnf skf ifsh bf.

nckvfQ nhfv yfƒsk SLpG Lvfƒ dj swaô iK bq shfbde? dhmfkf dhsNv Ov. snJfsb pdl kcdm zkAfyfdvkf rW, dikfv jfsY dhyfv bf

ifW, kfrst SLpG Lv. w¶ðv-wfðVD W w¶ðvhfdV spmbƒ srfj nh djYcv hAfifsv SLpG Lv. ˆmb wfðVDW rsk ifsv, pfv wfnsb nmq mk sJsk ifW bf, iY¦l mk ivsk

ifW bf. sp skfmfslv öfmD-²ÃDv Hfthfnf slsJ „NGfq sIse isV hst, `jKfq hst dlsb Hfðv, vfsk icv¢N. dj§Â�zfujft nh sTef. (iawQnfv ncsv) zfmfv zmcj sYst Jch Hfstf. h…sj nh nmq tft syfsJ slsJ, zfv vfk YfVf jfY sO]nsk slq

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bf!' iv§Â dbsuv shde-ufmfƒsqv zbcv™i siam-ShEj slsJ zivsj oshGv nfsK hst, `zfmfv ufmfƒ zfmfv smsqsj Jch Hfthfsn!'

ˆmb wfðVD rsk ifsv, sp skfmfsj mfif Jfhfv slq! mfifv sYfe nvf sHsÌ sost hV nvfq Hfk ifWqfv zfwfq skfmfv zfb¦l t[A j'sv sp hst, `sYfe nvfde sHsÌ�sosY hV nvfde zfsY, bfy sjfl sjb h… rfskv zf¦lfu zfsY!'

sp wfðVD skfmfsj hnsk nmq slq bf. sp dbsuv smsqsj hdnsq svsJ skfmfsj lfnDv mk bfsj ldV dlsq Jfefq. pfv zh²¿f hst, `hndh skf sYst Lv, …Edh skf jfE jfe.'

spJfsb öfmD dbd°ÛÁq! spJfsb kcdm bDvsh hAKf nW. `dbHxk iafsBv dbdhV Yfqfq bDvh bDsVv 'isv,

jKfrDb hAKf ˆjf ˆjf hfn jsv.' lc}J-jsóv mfsU ˆjdlb skfmfv uq zhLfpG. mrfb zfïfr SLpGwDt

hf¦lfslvsj ncnQhfl dlsqsYb. `Lfƒt iay× UV hfLfƒt vB-

sj swsN rƒt uqD? mxlc nmDvB.' sjfb jó pdl skfmfv dbsuv slfsNv jfvsB rq, kfrst kcdm dbsusj

nQswfLb jv. `dmsY jfâfq jD It zfv,

pfsk bf sHfo icb}icb} kfvƒ …ifq jv nfv.' `nhcsvsk smWqf Ist, …ktfq jD It Ist, Kfjsk rq stf jflfq yst

ÈB sIst.' SLpGwDtf shfbde zfmfv! zfOfk Hctfv zHAfn Kfjst ncJtfH hV nru.

öfKGisvvf pdl skfmfv …iv seÄf dlsk yfq, kfrst kf kc¤YÎfb jsv hfdkt jv. swfL sbWqfv lvjfv sbƒ. pJb swfL sbWqfv syóf jvsh, kJb slJsh, kfv [dk jvfv yfƒsk kcdm dbsuvƒ [dk jsv hnY.

Jhvlfv! jfsvf dbje rsk jxkÎkf ifWqfv zfwf jsvf bf. kcdm pdl ncJD rsk yfW, kfrst jxkÎkf hf zjxkÎkfv jKf Hcst pfWqf Hfstf. zfv lfb jvfv zfbs¦lƒ lfb jvf …dyk.

zfmfslv pf zfsY, kfv jKf zfmvf jlfdy{ƒ sHsh Kfdj, hvQ zdLjfQw nmq dy§Àf jdv, pf zfmfslv sbƒ kfv jKf. zfv kfv ubAƒ zfmvf msb jó ifƒ.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 125 ÎfbD shfbde zfmfv! skfmfv jD sbƒ, kf dbsq lcdÇy§Àf jsvf bf; hvQ skfmfv

pf zfsY, kf dbsq dy§Àf jv. rqskf slJsh, skfmfv pf zfsY kf, pf sbƒ kfv kctbfq zsbj shwD.

uDhsb pf sisqY, kfvƒ drnfh jv, pf ifWdb kfv bq. kfrstƒ slJsh skfmfv msb wfd§À dhvfu jvsY ˆhQ z§Àsvv z§À²Àt sKsj mrfb zfïfrv ðjv shv rsq zfnsY.

lc}J sist SLpG Lv, ncJ sist h¦eb jv. öfmDv zbcmdk dbsq skfmfv shfb, uf, iadkshdwbD iaHxdkv mfsU pKfnýh skfmfv ncJ Hfo j'sv lfW, zfb¦l ifsh.

sp ðLc dbsuv jKf Hfsh, sn uDhsb djYcƒ ifq bf; sn hV lc}JD. i[f§Àsv zsbAv …ijfv sp jsv, sn uDhbsj idviCBG …isHfo jvsk ifsv.

ncJ rt ycìsbv mk, pf zQwDlfv YfVf hf²Àhfqb rq bf. ncJsj ncJ kJbƒ htf rsh, pJb kfsk ˆjfdLj hAdÙÁ wvDj rsh. zfv

jósj jó kJbƒ msb rsh, pJb kf jf…sj ˆjfƒ nrA jvsk rsh. zfv zisvv ncJ slsJ drQnf jsvf bf, dbsusj srq msb jsvf bf. `isvv

slsJ kcstf r]fƒ, pf zfsY kfW bfƒ.' ncJ-jfÌfdtbD shfbde zfmfv! isvv nQnfvsjƒ shwD ncJD msb rq. isvv

öfmDsj shwD Hft msb rst msb svsJf, blDv ziv ifsvv Ofnsj zsbj shwD nhcu msb rq. lCvhkGD nýfhbfsj mfbcN zsbj shwD …϶t msb jsv.

`blDv ˆ ifv jsr YfdVqf dbw¶fn, W ifsvsk nhGncJ zfmfv dhw¶fn. blDv W ifv hdn lDOGw¶fn YfsV-

jsr, pfrf-djYc ncJ njtƒ W ifsv.'wlCsv sKsj nvsN s[k Ob tfso. nckvfQ sp spJfsb Kfsj, kfsj kfv

idvshw dbsqƒ n§Âó Kfjf lvjfv. `hsbv ifdJ hst, zfjfw Ob bDt sjfKfW hfLf bfƒ kfv,

J]fyfv ifdJ hst, J]fyfde idvifde sjmb Tfjf yfdvLfv. hsbv ifdJ hst, zfibf sYsV lfW smsOv mfsU ˆsjhfsv, J]fyfv ifdJ hst, dbvftf ncJ sjfsB h]fdLqf vfsJf zfibfsv.

hsbv ifdJ hst, bf, snKf sjfKfq …dVhfsv ifƒ?

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J]fyfv ifdJ hst, rfq! smsO sjfKf hdnhfv E]fƒ?' ˆj nc¦lvD ²ÃD kfv jcwaD�öfmDsj htt, zfdm zfwf jdv, zfmvf�…Hsqƒ

ufâfkhfnD rh? öfmD htt, kf jD j'sv htsk ifv? htt, jfvB kcdm zfmfv mk nc¦lvD ²ÃD sisq wcjXv jvY.�zfv zfdm skfmfv mk jcwaD�öfmD sisq SLpG LfvB jvdY. zfv wcjXvjfvD W SLpGwDt�…Hqƒ ufâfkhfnD rsh!

ncJ-dnQrfnsb zdLôfÛD shfbde zfmfv! drQncsjv drQnfq SLpG LfvB jv. sj… pdl skfmfv ilGf, shfvjf hf ivsrpofvD dbsq deejfdv jsv, kfrst SLpG Lv. zfv ˆƒ nh s[sÛ ˆjde jKf ±mvsB svsJf, msb nf§À¶bf ifsh - `rfKD ytkf vsrof, jcÙf H]cjkf vsrof.'

öfmD dhslsw Kfjst

öfmD dhslsw Kfjst kfv äDb W lcdbqf dhNqj njt djYcv lfdqk¶wDtf rq ²ÃD. öfmD Osv Kfjsk sp lfdqk¶ sn iftb jsv, sn Osv bf KfjstW zbcv™i lfdqk¶ iftsb k{iv Kfsj.

zfïfrv vnCt � hstb, ªskfmfslv iaskAsjƒ lfdqk¶wDt ˆhQ iaskAjsjƒ kfv lfdqk¶-dhNsq (djqfmsk) SjdIqk jvf rsh. ƒmfm (vfóºbfqj kfv vfsóºv) ˆjub lfdqk¶wDt, sn kfv lfdqk¶-n©isjG duÎfdnk rsh. icv¢N kfv idvhfsv lfdqk¶wDt, sn kfv lfdqk¶-dhNsq duÎfdnk rsh. mdrtf kfv öfmD-oxsrv lfdqk¶wDtf, sn kfv lfdqk¶-dhNsq duÎfdnkf rsh. yfjv kfv mcdbshv zsKGv lfdqk¶wDt, sn kfv lfdqk¶-dhNsq duÎfdnk rsh. skfmfslv iaskAsjƒ ˆj ˆjub lfdqk¶wDt ˆhQ iaskAsjƒ kfv lfdqk¶-dhNsq duÎfdnk rsh.« (hcJfvD 893, 5188 iaHxdk, mcndtm 1829bQ)

lfdqk¶wDtf zflwG ²ÃDv lcƒ syrfvf rsk ifsv bf. kfv msLA mcbfdIjD, jiekf W iahÑbf Kfjsk ifsv bf. nfmsb ˆj, diYsb zbA ˆj rsk ifsv bf.

zlxwAHfsh „mfb hV „mfb. zlxwAHfsh Hq zfnt Hq. diYsbv waÝf iajxk waÝf. diYsbv iawQnfƒ iajxk iawQnf. öfmD lCsv KfjstW kfsj sp smsb yst, snƒ rt J]fde ²ÃD. mrfb zfïfr ˆmb ²ÃDv iawQnf j'sv hstb,

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 127 zKGf{, icBAmqD bfvDvf zbcokf ˆhQ icv¢sNv zbcid²¿dksk stfj-y[cv

z§Àvfst (öfmDv Lb W dbsuslv ƒÏk) v[fjfdvBD; zfïfrv drIfpsk (kWIDsj) kfvf kf drIfpk jsv. (nCvf dbnf 34 zfqfk)

mrfbhD � hstb, ªsnZHfsoAv ²ÃD snƒ; pfsj slsJ öfmD mcÊ rq. nQnfv sYsV hfƒsv sost ²ÃD W kfv n©islv hAfifsv dbdÇy§À Kfsj. zfv lcHGfofv ²ÃD rt snƒ; pfsj slsJ öfmDv mb dkÙÁ rq, sp öfmDv …iv duH tìf jsv (tfbkfb jsv) ˆhQ nQnfv sYsV hfƒsv sost ‰ ²ÃD W kfv n©islv hAfifsv sn dbdÇy§À rsk ifsv bf.« (rfsjm, dntdntfr nrDrfr 1047bQ)

dkdb zfsvf hstb, ªdkb hAdÙÁv hAfifsv duÎfnfƒ jsvf bf (kfvf L¶Qnoa²À); ˆmb hAdÙÁ, sp ‰jAhÝ ufmfzfk kAfo jsv ˆhQ vfóºsbkfv zhfLA rsq mfvf pfq. ˆmb ÛÁDklfn hf lfnD, sp dbsuv iaHc sKsj ifdtsq dosq mxkcAhvB jsv. ˆhQ ˆmb ²ÃD, pfv öfmD dhslsw Kfsj, sn kfv nfQnfdvj pfhkDq iasqfub iCvB jsv dosq Kfsj, zKy sn kfv iÇyfsk shilGf rq. ˆslv hAfifsv duÎfnfƒ jsvf bf.« (zflfhct mcIvfl hcJfvD, ƒhsb drêfb, rfsjm iamcJ)

sp mfbcN stfjftsq zfïfrsj Hq jsv, sn dbuGsbW k]fsj Hq jvsh. sp ²ÃD öfmDv …id²¿dksk zfïfrsj Hq jsv, sn kfv zbcid²¿dkskW Hq jvsh. sn ˆmb rsk ifsv bf sp, `hfmcb bfƒ Osv, hfmbD kcst tfÌt Lsv.' sn `dlsbv shtfq smfïfdodv, vfskv shtfq jtfƒ ycdv' jvskƒ ifsv bf. stfjftsq wqkfsbv wÛ¢ ˆhQ dbuGsb kfv hác rsk ifsv bf. jfvB sn ufsb sp, zfïfr kfv nfsKv nfKD. nfsK zfsY `djvfmfb jf-dkhDb' dIdvñf. kfv öfmD hf zfv sj… kfv ifi bf slJstW nhGûóf mrfb nxdójkGf kfv nh djYc slJsYb ˆhQ svjFG j'sv vfJsYb.

ˆjlf JtDIf …mfv zKhf ƒhsb …mfv (vfdp¶qfïfù zfbùmf) mÄfv isK dYstb. ˆj ufqofq vfk jfefsk bfmst ˆj vfJft k]fv jfsY zfsn. dkdb kfv jfsY ˆjde Yfot djbsk yfb. vfJftde hst, `ˆ Yfot skf zfv zfmfv bq. mfdtsjv zbcmdk YfVf sjmb j'sv shdy?' (kfsj ivD[fv ubA) dkdb htstb, `kcdm skfmfv mfdtjsj hstf, sbjsVsk sJsq sIstsY.'

vfJftde htt, `zfv zfïfr sjfKfq?' …mfv � vfJfstv jKf ðsb sj]sl sItstb ˆhQ htstb, `(kf hse.) zfïfr

sjfKfq?' zk}iv kfv zfmfbklfdv slsJ dkdb kfsj ÛÁq jsv öfLDb j'sv

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dlstb. (dnqfv¢ zf'tfdmb bchftf' 3/216) ˆjlf …mfv � vfdÛshtfq Yl¹shsw wrsv OcvdYstb. ˆj Ov sKsj mf-shdev

zfWqfu k]fv jfsb ˆt; mf smsqsj htsY, `lcsL ifdb dlsq sl, shwD rsh.' smsq htsY, `zfmDv¢t mc'dmbDb ˆj sOfNj äfvf sOfNBf jdvsqsYb sp, lcsL ifdb dmwfsbf pfsh bf.' mf htsY, `ˆJfsb bf skfsj …mfv slJsk ifsh, zfv bf k]fv sOfNj.' smsq htsY, `bf mf! stfjftsq pfv hfLA, dbuGsb kfv zhfLAkf jvsk ifdv bf! k]fvf slsJbdb, k]fslv vh skf slJsYb!'

ˆ jsKfijKb ðsb JtDIf …mfv � ‰ smsqsj dbsuv icÛhLC j'sv dbstb. zfv snƒ mdrtfv hQwnCsÛ u¦m dbsqdYstb iÑm JtDIf …mfv dhb zfèct zfpDp. (zdIqfkct zf'qfb 6/302, dn¶Ifkcn n¶fIXWqfr 2/37)

zbcv™i dkdb ert dld¤Ystb. oHDv vfsÛ ifw¶GhkGD hfdV sKsj ˆj mdrtfv jØ sKsj ÈbXÈbX wsè ˆƒ ofb sHsn ˆt,

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zfïfrv jnm! zbA djYc bq, pdl zfïfr (HDdk) bf Kfjk, kfrst ˆƒ iftsËv yfdvdlj zfs¦lfdtk rk.

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zfmfv iadkiftsjv Hq, tÏfwDtkf W zfmfv öfmDv mpGflf zfmfsj hfLf dls¤Y, pfsk kfv nWqfvD (²ÃD) zbA sj… hAhrfv bf jsv.

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zKGf{, zfv kcdm kfslv is[ jKf ht bf pfvf dbsuslv iadk dhÇhfnOfkjkf jsv. dbÇyq zfïfr dhÇhfnOfkj ifdiôsj Hfthfsnb bf. ˆvf mfbcNsj tÏf jsv (mfbcsNv lxdó sKsj sofibDqkf zhtìb jsv), dj§Â zfïfrsj tÏf jsv bf (k]fv lxdó sKsj sofibDqkf zhtìb jvsk ifsv bf) zKy dkdb kfslv nsÌ Kfsjb pJb vfsÛ kfvf k]fv (zfïfrv) ziY¦lbDq jKf dbsq ivfmwG jsv. zfv

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kfvf pf jsv kf nhGskfHfsh zfïfrv ÎfbfqsÙ. (nCvf dbnf 107-108 zfqfk) I]fdjhfu shfbde zfmfv! susb svsJf skfmfv zfswifsw sj… bf KfjstW

skfmfv mfKfv …isv Èå jAfsmvf tfofsbf zfsY. zfv snƒ jAfsmvfsk svjFG rs¤Y skfmfv iaskAjde jmG-zijmG.

öfmDv …id²¿dksk jk Hft ilGfdhdh kcdm! öfmD skfmfsj jk Hft ufsb! kfv nfmsb kcdm iv-icv¢sNv mcJ slJ bf, hfƒsv pfW bf, dj§Â sn hfdV-YfVf rst sjfb dhsq-hfdV hfl pfq bf skfmfv! jk iv-icv¢sNv nfsK nJA osV WsE skfmfv! jk shofbf icv¢sNv mcsJ iawQnf skfmfv!

öfmD skfmfv bfsm ˆjf…¦e Jcst sosY. dhslw sKsj efjf ifEfq skfmfv yfdrlf mk. zfv kcdm kfv efjf dbsq kfv siasm zbAsj wvDj jv! sp öfmD skfmfv ubA iafB dlsk ia²Âk, pfsj kcdmW r™lq dbQVfsbf siasmv zdHbq ialwGb jv, kfsj sL]fjf dlsq shfjf hfbfsk ifv, ˆ sjfbX bfvD kcdm?

`--- zfu zfdm mvsBv hcj sKsj j]fdl- zjv¢Bf! iafB dbsq ˆdj dmKAf zjv¢B sJtf!

ˆk Hftshsn swsN ˆk zhsrtf sjmsb rfdbsk ifv bfvD!

ˆ zfOfk icv¢sNv, rfdbsk ˆ dbmGm zfOfk, ufdbkfm, smfvf wcLc icv¢sNvf ifdv.' `ˆ kcdm zfu sn - kcdm skf br; zfu srdv kcdmW YtbfmqD,

kcdmW rƒsk yfW dmKAf dlqf uqD? djYc smfsv dlsk yfW, zbA ksv vfJ djYc hfjD,

lcHGfdobD! slsJ srsn mdv! jfsv kcdm dlsk yfW I]fdj? ---iafB dbsq ˆ dj dblfv¢B sJtf sJst ˆvf rfq, vÙÁ-Uvf vfMf hcj l'st ztÙÁj isv�ˆvf ifq!

ˆvf slhD, ˆvf stfHD, ˆvf yfsr nhGub iaDdk! ƒrfslv ksv bsr siadmsjv iCBG iCuf, iCufvDv iCBG nmKGb, iCuf srdv' ƒrfslv HDv¢-hcsj kfƒ ufso ˆk nkA-HDdk!

bfvD bfdr rsk yfq wcLc ˆjf jfsvf, ˆvf slhD, ˆvf stfHD, pk iCuf ifq ˆvf yfq kk zfsvf.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 131 ƒrfslv zdk stfHD mb,

ˆjusb kxå�bq,�ˆj sisq ncJD bq, pfsy hù ub!' öfmD-ifodtbD zflwG shfbde zfmfv! kcdm ht, `zfdm snƒ bfvD bƒ.' zfdm hdt,

`zfïfr skfmfsj snƒ däyfdvBD bf jv¢b.' dhvdrBD shfbde zfmfv! öfmD Osv sbƒ, skfmfv mb Jfvfi Kfjf ˆhQ dhswN

nmsq spZb-iDdVkf rsq mb yÑt Kfjf öfHfdhj. nckvfQ ˆƒ nmsq zfmfv jsqjde bnDrk iftb jv }-

1. hV n§Àfb bf Kfjst ˆjfdjbD Osv sKsjf bf. zfk¹Dq sjfb mdrtfsj dbsq Kfj.

2. hfdVsk shofbf sj… Kfjst nfunÏf jvsh bf. kfsk kfv lxdó zfjNGB rsk ifsv. zfv susb svsJf sp, nfunÏf W ncodá sjht skfmfv öfmDv ubA.

3. sjfb shofbfv iadk jfmlxdósk kfjfsh bf. jfvB, `z]fdJ Wskf z]fdJ bsr spb h]fjf Ycdv sof,

sj ufsb jJb jfv mb jsv ycdv sof!' 4. ofb ðsb hf dedH slsJ mb I¼D jvfv syóf jsvf bf. jfvB, kfsk mb zfsvf

uAfm stso pfsh. zfvhDsk hst, `zft-dobf v¢j¶XqAfkcp dpbf.' zKGf{, ofb rt hAdHyfsvv m§Ã.

5. sjfb shofbf icv¢sNv nfsK sIfsb jKf hst mb sJftfnf jvfv syóf jsvf bf. jfvB, kfsk haB oftsk dosq sI]fVf rsq spsk ifsv. ˆ nmq sjfbƒ shofbf icv¢N -- ˆmbdj skfmfv öfmDv Hfƒ zKhf shfsbv öfmD hcbfƒ zKhf b¦lfƒsj iawaq dlW bf. dlW pdl dbdkA, Oesh ˆjef djdÙ.

iasqfusb sp stfjslv nfsK skfmfsj jKf htskƒ rsh, kfslv nfsK jKf ht; dj§Â sn hAfifsv skfmfv nxdójkGf mrfb zfïfrv ˆƒ dbslGw mfKfq svsJf,

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ˆmbHfsh jKf hstf bf, pfsk z§Àsv pfv hAfdL zfsY sn iatcé rq. zfv skfmvf nlftfi jv. (öfHfdhj öv W HdÌmfq jKf ht.) (nCvf zfrpfh 32 zfqfk)

zfv iasqfusbv zdkdvÙÁ jKf hstf bf, iasqfusbv zdkdvÙÁ jfsvf nfsK snZubA hAhrfv ialwGb jsvf bf. bsy{ ufbƒ skf shfbde, zdkv djYc Hft bq.

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iasqfub zbcifsk zfÈb, ifdb, hfkfn, thB, dydb ƒkAfdl nhƒ lvjfv. dj§Â shwD rstƒ nhGbfw sp zhwAýfhD, kf dbÇyqƒ skfmfsj sHsÌ htsk rsh bf.

jfsvf nsÌ djYc slWqf-sbWqf jvskƒ rst skfmfv iadkiftj mrfb zfïfrv ˆƒ dbslGw iftb jsvf,

��Wو/�/א�+H�@-B�F���I��/V/B�:@CUK6�+31�CUKC CV�+3/@:�و/ATذ/א{�/X-J�1Y6Z-�/ذ�C�/;[+��1Y6Z-)K66\-��:@A;-)K6��}و/67 �zKGf{, skfmvf kfv ikDslv dbje rsk djYc yfƒst ilGfv z§Àvft rsk yfW.

ˆ dhLfb skfmfslv ˆhQ kfslv r™lsqv ubA zdLjkv idhÛ. (‰ 53 zfqfk) 6. ˆmb hƒ iVsh bf, ˆmb Ydh slJsh bf ˆhQ ˆmb j¬ibf jvsh bf, pfsk

spZbjfmbf …sÙduk rq. öfHfdhj …sÙubf iawmsbv ubA svfpf vfJsk ifv. 7. mb shwD Jfvfi rst jcvzfb iV, jcvzfsbv jAfsne swfb, ƒntfmD hÙÁxkf

swfb. mb sJftfnf rsh. mrfb zfïfr hstb, }/@<-{uא�א�KC�/B&��/./8و@-�/ �YC;C)K667�A�G-{-)�-���C./� /�-@�8א�-�(-}-��A�G+�+�אK6��}א�\6 �

zKGf{, pfvf dhw¶fn jsvsY ˆhQ zfïfrv n¹vsB pfslv r™lq iawf§À rq. susb vfJ, zfïfrv n¹vsBƒ r™lq iawf§À rq. (nCvf vf'l 28 zfqfk)

8. ˆjfdjbD Kfjst sjfb shofbfsj hfdV iashswv zbcmdk dlW bf. `v]fsVv Osv N]fsVv hfnf' jsvf bf. zfk¹Dq YfVfYfdV rsq pfsh? kfsk skfmfv jD jvfv zfsY? pdl sj… zhcU rq, kfrst zhcU zfk¹Dq bf Kfjfƒ Hft.

zfïfrv vnCt � hstb, ªskfmvf mdrtfslv dbje iashw jvf rsk nfhLfb sKsjf.« ˆ jKf ðsb zfbnfv sofsÛv ˆj hAdÙÁ htt, `dj§Â öfmDv Hfƒ nìsá zfibfv zdHmk dj?' dkdb htstb, ªöfmDv Hfƒ skf mxkcAöv™i.« (hcJfvD 5232, mcndtm 2172, dkvdmpD 1171 bQ)

bhD � hstb, ªskfmvf ˆmb mdrtfslv dbje omb jsvf bf, pfslv öfmD hkGmfsb …id²¿k sbƒ. jfvB wqkfb skfmfslv iaskAsjv vÙÁ-dwvfq iahfdrk rq.« (dkvdmpD, ƒhsb mfufr 1779, nrDr dkvdmpD 935bQ)

dkdb zfsvf hstb, ªpJbƒ sjfb icv¢N sjfb mdrtfv nfsK dbuGbkf zhtìb jsv, kJbƒ wqkfb kfslv kxkDq nfKD (sjfebf) rq.« (dkvdmpD, nrDr dkvdmpD 934bQ)

äDblfv shfbde zfmfv! zfstm Hfthfn, Jch Hft jKf. dj§Â snƒ Hfthfnfv lfhD ˆƒ bq sp, kfsj Osv sFsj ˆsb shilGf rsq kfv Jfdkv jvsh. öfmDv nfsK kfv Jfdkv KfjstW skfmfv nfsK snƒ Jfdkv nkAƒ `Jfk¶Dv' hf `Jkvbfj'.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 133 iafƒsHe mfófv skfmfv sYstsj Hfthfsn? sjb? sYst Hft hst? bfdj kcdm

Hft hst? sYst mfófsvv rfufv iawQnf jvstW, snƒ iawQnf W Hfthfnfv nfsK skfmfv sjfb n©ijG sbƒ.

nJD shVfsk ˆsnsY, kfv öfmDW nfsK ˆsnsY. nJDv öfmD dj§Â skfmfv nJf bq, sn jKf shasb svsJf.

pfsj spmb iduwb slWqf lvjfv, pfsj spJfsb vfJf lvjfv, kfsj snJfsb svsJf. syfsJv jfutsj ofst svsJf bf. snef jfdt rsq pfsh ˆhQ syrfvfefW sikbDv mk tfosh. zfv rfskv jfdtsjW syfsJ svsJf bf, kfsk syfJ Jfvfi rsk ifsv.

zdLj waÝf hf n©iaDdk iajfw jvsk dosq iv-icv¢Nsj skfmfv shFv¢sm hnfsh, kf skf nmDyDb bq shfbde! skfmfv öfmD pdl ˆ jKf swfsb, kfrst sn dj ˆsk vfdu rsh?

bf ðbstW, ˆef dj skfmfv zfmfbsk dJqfbk bq shfbde? ðsb djYc bf htstW, ˆef dj mrfbhD �-ˆv dhv¢ÝfyvB bq htY? dkdb hstb, ªskfmfslv ²ÃDslv …iv skfmfslv zdLjfv ˆƒ sp, skfmvf pfslvsj ziY¦l jsv, kfslvsj spb skfmfslv dhYfbfq if dlsk bf slq ˆhQ pfslvsj ziY¦l jv, kfslvsj spb skfmfslv oxr-iashsw zbcmdk bf slq.« (dkvdmpD, ƒhsb mfufr)

pdl ht, `zfmfv öfmD zmcj zmcjsj iY¦l jsv, kfslvsj hnfst [dk dj?' zfdm hdt, skfmfv zlCvlwGD zfk¹sHftf Hftf öfmD pdl ktfv Jhv ufbsk

ifsv, kfrst zhwAƒ iY¦l jvsh bf. nckvfQ kcdm skfmfv öfmDv ŠlfsnAv ncspfosj dbsuv öfsKG W ifsi hAhrfv jsvf bf. bsy{ susb svsJf sp, ifi zfv jfi shwD dlb sofib Kfsj bf.

`ifsqv ktfv mfdev LCtf, snW pdl sj… ilfOfk jsv, dbsmsN kfrfv iadkswfL tq ydVqf kfrfv mfKfv 'isv.'

öfmDsj mfdev mfbcN msb j'sv kfv zimfb jsvf bf. bsy{, `smVfv Fdtst jfb snW jsv zdHmfb,

snW zfsn mfsv Tcn bfdr jsv Hq.' rkHfdobD shfbde zfmfv! rkHfof skfmfv öfmD. `bfvD YfdV Lb zfsw, spƒ

Kfsj ivhfsn, kfsv hV sjhf zfsY lcJD?' iaskAj mfbcN `öslsw Efjcv, dhslsw jcjcv.' sj… dj yfq diaqub sYsV lCsv Kfjsk?

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`ˆƒ nQjemq jmGuDhb msb rq mv¢-nfrfvf, lCsv mfqfmq icsv dlsksY SlkA ifrfvf. ksh dIsv pfWqf Hfstf kfrfslv ifsw

iK sysq zfsY pfrfvf..' dj§Â dhslsw bf Kfjst …ifqW skf sbƒ. ufb skf, lvuf dlsq zHfh Tcjst

ufbftf dlsq Hfthfnf ifdtsq pfq. zfu kcdm dtJY, `slsw dIsv ˆsnf. bcb dYdesq Hfk sJsq ofY ktfq isV Kfjh. ˆj nfsK Kfjh, ncsJ Kfjh.' dj§Â jft pJb skfmfv öfmD hfdV dIsv zfnsh ˆhQ `dtid±ej' bf ifsh, kJb kfsj jk jKf hst tÏf slsh, jk if Ecjsh, bfsj j]flsh!

zfhfv zfu pJb skfmfvƒ dhtfn-ncsJv ubA dhslsw zfsn, kJb kcdm kfv dJqfbk jv, kfv siasm zivsj wvDj jv. kfrst ht, `rfnhcbfïfù zdb'mft zjDt' htf YfVf kfv zfv jD …ifq zfsY?

nvtf shfbde zfmfv! öfmD dhslsw Kfjst, sn skfmfv iadk shwD zfwËf, shwD ns¦lr jvsh, ˆefƒ öfHfdhj. nckvfQ sn spJfsb spHfsh Kfjsk hst, kfv ns¦lr lCv jvfv ubA snƒHfsh Kfsjf. zfv dmKAf hst sL]fjf dlsqf bf. jfvB, skfmfv dmKAfhfdlkf ˆjhfv iamfdBk rst, siasmv dwwmrt sHsÌ spsk ifsv.

dhvr-dhLcv shfbde zfmfv! zfïfrsj nf[D svsJ ht, `zfdm zflwG ²ÃD. zfdm stfjftsq W dbuGsb zfïfrsj Hq jdv. zfdm zfmfv öfmDv zbcid²¿dksk kfv zfmfbsk dJqfbk jdv bf.'

skfmfv öfmD skfmfv ubA, skfmfslv sYst-smsqv ubA, kfv mf-hfsiv ubA v¢pD-v¢dev náfsb dhslsw sosY. kfv ˆ jfu durfslv nmkctA. nckvfQ kcdm pdl dEjHfsh Kfj ˆhQ nQnfsvv pKfpK lfdqk¶ iftb jv, kfrst kcdmW dhvfe nWqfshv mfdtj rsh.

Ov-nQnfv iaskAj jfsu nWqfshv zfwf vfJ

sjfb jfu jvst kfsk dkb vjm nWqfh W iadklfb sisk ifv, ƒrjfstv iadklfb zKhf ivjfstv iadklfb zKhf ƒr-ivjfstv Fht iadklfb. jfu jvfv nmq skfmfv sp dbqk Kfjsh, snƒ iadklfbƒ kcdm iafå rsh.

ˆjfâhkGD nQnfsvv sp jfu jvsk rq, kf pdl jkGhA drnfsh iftb jv zKhf

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 135 bfm sbWqfv …sÜswA jv zKhf hlbfm sKsj h]fyfv ubA jv, kfrst lcdbqfsk kcdm kfƒ ifsh. i[f§Àsv pdl dbqk ivjfstv nWqfh rq, kfrst ˆ lcdbqfq bf sistW, skfmfv jfsuv sj… mCtAfqb bf jvstW, sj… bfm bf jvstW, psKó ifdvwadmj bf dlstW, nfsLAv hfƒsvv jkGhA yfdisq dlstW, zisvv jfu jvsk hfLA jvstW, dbLGfdvk nmsqv zdLj jfsu hAhrfv jvstW, ivjfstW kf hxKf pfq bf. zfv sn dbqk bf vfJst, ðLc ðLc sJse mvsk rq, bfmW rq bf, mCtAW dmst bf ˆhQ ivjfstv iadklfb sKsjW hdÑk rsk rq.

…lfrvB öv™i }- hV nQnfv. zsbj vfâf jvsk rq. Fht vfâf jvsk rq. hfdVsk jfsvf sianfv

hf ncofv zfsY kfslv vfâf zftflfHfsh jvsk rq. õct-zdIsnv ubA hf mfsEv ubA ixKj vfâf jvsk rq. kfsk skfmfv jó rWqfv jKf.

dlb-vfk smrmfb zfnskƒ Kfsj, kfslv ubA s±iwft vfâf jvsk skfmfsj bfsj ldV dlsq Jfesk rq.

dhYfbfok hxÝ hf znc²¿ w¶ðv hf wfðVDsj nmsq JfWqfsbf, WNcL JfWqfsbf, sofnt jvfsbf, ianafh-ifqJfbf jvfsbfskW jm jó rWqfv jKf bq. rqskf hf dhvÙÁ rsh, lcoGsá mb dhdNsq …Esh, kfslv dhVdhdVdbsk uDhsbv iadk dLÄfv zfnsh, khcW ‰ nWqfshv zfwf vfJ, kfrstƒ nh kc¤Y msb rsh ˆhQ nvt msb nh nrA j'sv nm²À jkGhA pKfKGHfsh iftb jvsk ifvsh.

Kftf-hfde, r]fdV-idktf zsbj Lcsk rq. nfmKGA Kfjst lfnD hAhrfv jv, bsy{ ‰ nWqfshv dbqk svsJƒ dbsuv rfsk nh j'sv sIstf.

nQnfsvv nm²À jfu nfmst, sYst-smsqslv slJfswfbf j'sv hfjD Kfsj öfmDv s±iwft dJlmk. kfskW odVmdn jsvf bf. nWqfshv zfwf svsJf, iadklfb sysqf zfïfrv jfsY. jsó Kfjf smrbkD shfbde zfmfv! zfïfr skfmfsj zlCv HdhNAsk lcdbqfsk zKhf zfsJvfsk shsrsñ dyvncJ lfb jvshb.

nQnfsvvv jfsuv hAfifsv msb svsJf, skfmfv jfu skfmfsjƒ jvsk rsh, skfmfv jfu zbA sj… j'sv slsh -- ˆ zfwf jsvf bf. bsy{ lc}J ifsh. ˆjƒ nQnfsv wfðVDv zftnA mfbfsh, bbslv hsn Kfjf ytsh; dj§Â skfmfv s[sÛ kf mfbfsh bf, ytsh bf. jfsvf pdl dhshj bf Kfsj, kfrst skfmfv dhshjsj jfmV dlsq dbsuv mbsj iDVf dlW bf. hvQ skfmfv jfu kcdm j'sv sIstf.

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zhwA ufsqv iadk drQnf öfHfdhj. sn vjm uf rst ndmst jfu Hfo j'sv dbW. hvQ nWqfshv zfwf svsJ kcdmƒ shwD jvfv syóf jsvf ˆhQ wfðVD spsrkc mfkxkctA Osvv mcvêD, snsrkc kfsj sjfb jfsu rfk dlsk dlW bf. kfrst kcdmƒ rsh zflwG oxdrBD.

zfv dbsusj sYfe msb jsvf bf shfbde zfmfv! pdlW sj… zbcHh bf jsv, khcW mfbcN ˆsj zsbAv yfjv. njt jfu skfmfsj jvsk rq h'st dbsusj lfnD msb jsvf bf. skfmfv öfmDW skfmfv yfjv W lfn. slJ bf jk jfsu sn skfmfv yfjvD W lfnk¶ jsv.

susb svsJf, ƒ¤Yfv Hfv shfUf shfL rq bf. nWqfshv dbqk Kfjst njt jfu rfîf shfL rsh. kfYfVf …ifq jD ht?

`uft jsr, iË zfdm …Efh bf zfv, sust jsr, mfY ksh ifWqf rsh Hfv.'

²ÃD dkb iajfv }- ²ÃD 3 iajfv; iaKm iajfv ²ÃD, pfsj bf rst uDhb yst bf. däkDq iajfv WNcsLv

mk, pfsj nmq mk iasqfub isV. zfv kxkDq iajfv rt zfil-hftfƒ, zfïfrv jfsY ˆmb ²ÃD rsk ifbfr yfƒ.

²ÃD 3 iajfv; sjfb öfmDv ²ÃD iaHc, jfsvf hf lfnD, zfhfv jfsvf hf hác. hác ²ÃD rst …Hsqv uDhsb ncJ Kfsj.

…mfv dhb JfÙfh � hstb, `bfvD dkb iajfv; iaKm iajfv bfvD; pfvf rq nvtmkD, nkD ˆhQ zfk¹nmiGBjfdvBD, zsKGv hAfifsv öfmDsj nfrfpA jsv, öfmDv zsKGv ziyq Oesk slq bf. däkDq iajfv bfvD n§Àfsbv zfLfv. zfv kxkDq iajfv bfvD rt nQjDBG shdV; zfïfr sp hf¦lfv ubA ƒ¤Yf kfv olGfsb kf tesj slb.' (zft-ƒjlct IfvDl 6/112)

ˆj iajfv ²ÃD zfsY; pfvf öfmDv zfslw-iftsb odVmdn, jc]sVdm W oqQo¤Y jsv. hvQ kfv sn ùjcm kf'mDt bf jvsk hfrfbf sJ]fsu. jJsbf hf bfj dn]esj …si[fW jsv hsn. däkDq iajfv ²ÃD; pfvf zfslw swfbfmfÛ dbsmsN iftb jsv. sjfb iajfsvv Wuv siw hf odVmdn jsv bf, kfvf ùjcsm rfduv rq. dj§Â zfv ˆj iajfv öfmD-iafBf ²ÃD zfsY; pfvf ùjcsmv zfwf jsv bf. ùjcsmv iCshG öfmDv

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 137 iasqfub zbcmfb jsv iCBG jsv vfsJ. ˆmb ²ÃD `zflwG' Shdj?

öfmDv zfk¹Dsqv nfsK näAhrfv jv mfbcN pfsj Hfthfsn, kfv HfthfnfsjW sn Hfthfsn. hácv hác hác rq.

ˆefƒ iajxdkv dbqm. öfmD pfsj Hfthfsn, skfmfvW …dyk, kfsj Hfthfnf; pdlW sn skfmfv nkDb rq.

kfv mf-hfisj dbsuv mf-hfi msb jv, pKfnfLA kfslv dJlmk jv. zfv kfsk nWqfshv zfwf vfJ.

zdLj öfLDbkf W ncJ sbWqfv ubA öfmDv mf-hfi zKhf sYfe sYfe Hfƒ-shfbsj huGb jsvf bf, kfslv sKsj ixKj rsq spsqf bf. wrsvv hfdVsk mf-hfi zKhf kfslv ˆjubsj vfJsk skfmfv hV zncdhLf rs¤Y. kcdm jfqlf j'sv htst zKhf htsk hfLA jvst, `zfêf! wrsvv idvshw öfs²¿Av ubA Hft bq. zfidb hvQ oafsmv hfdVskƒ dosq Kfjcb. oafsmv idvshw öfs²¿Av zbcjCt. wrsvv jt-jfvJfbf W ofdVv L]cqf ƒkAfdlsk wvDv Jfvfi rq.' ˆ jKfq skfmfv zkA§À sn´r iajfw sistW zfnst dj§Â öfKGsHuf jKf. kcdmW rqskf ufsbf sp, kfv slswv hfdVsk jó rsh. kfv slJfswfbf jvfv mk sn vjm sj… sbƒ. dj§Â khcW kcdm eftsk yf¤Y. mfKf sKsj shfUf bfmfsk yf¤Y. ˆef dj zflwG hLCv zfyvB rsk ifsv? w¶ðv mwfq rqskf iajfswA zKhf msb msb htshb, `skfmvfW skf vsqY mf wrsvƒ.'

kfYfVf sHsh slJ dhtfdnbD! sn pdl skfmfv zfêf rk ˆhQ kfsj slJfv mk sj… bf Kfjk, kfrst kcdm dj ‰ jKf htsk zKhf skfmfv öfmD äfvf htfsk ifvsk? ƒbnfI sjfKfq skfmfv? zflwG vmBDv dHksv skf ƒbnfI Kfjsh.

hcVfhcdVv nQnfsv Kfjst nhGlf JyJyfdb ðbsk rq. dEjmk bfmfp bf iVst hjcdb, Iusvv nmsq Ocm sKsj suso bfmfp bf iVst hjcdb ðbsk rq. kf skfmfsj Hft tfso bf. dj§Â bfmfpD mdrtfv ubA ˆmb hjcdb dj dbqfmk bq? sn dbqfmksj djqfmk msb j'sv zbA sjfKfW Ov h]fLfv öi´

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slJ zKhf Ov Jfdt jvfv syóf jv? skfmfv shsrñ rt skfmfv öfmD, zfv skfmfv öfmDv shsrñ rt kfv mf-

hfi. skfmfv Ytfjtf W jCe sjZwt äfvf kfsj kfv shsrñ sKsj sesb shv j'sv zfbst, skfmfv shsrñ dEj Kfjsh dj?

ˆjf ncsJv shfbde zfmfv! ivifsvv mcnfdIv skfmfv w¶ðv-wfðVDv dJlmk jv ˆhQ kfslv ufbHvf lczf bfW. rqskf snƒ lczf jfsu slsh skfmfv swN uDhsb zKhf ivjfst. zfv kfslv hcsjv mfdbj sjsV dbsq kfslv hÜczf dbsqf bf. bsy{, skfmfv ncsJv nfosv nhGbfwD kcIfb zfnsk ifsv.

öfmDv zfk¹Dsqv nfsK bf iest, slfN pdl skfmfv rq, kfrst kfv ubA skfmfsj drnfh tfosh. zrQjfv ƒkAfdl ialwGb j'sv öfmDv zfk¹Dq-öubsj kc¤Y-kfd¤YtA jsvf bf. öfmD pdl skfmfv slfN hst, kfrst kf nQswfLb j'sv bfW. zfv shwD tfofb-Hfufb j'sv, dmKAf zdHspfo j'sv, jcLfvBfv hwhkGD rsq ns¦lr sifNB j'sv sjfb jKf öfmDv jfsb dlW bf.

jfb-HfÌfdb dlsq ixKj rsk htf öfKGiv ²ÃDv jfu. zdLj ncsJv tftnfq kcdm rqskf yfƒsh W ofƒsh,

`nQnfsvv ˆƒ HfÌf Ofsev djbfv rsk zfu zfmfslv Hfnfb spb siasmv snafsk

dbdJst zfu ˆjtf ðLc zfdm sjht skfmfv, sj… sjfKf sbƒ zfv.'

kcdm rqskf htsh, `ˆjtf Osvv doâD rh, yfdhjfdE Ucdtsq bfƒsk pfh.' `ˆjtf Kfdj ˆjtf Jfƒ, Lvsk Y]csk sj… bfƒ.' dj§Â zisvv iadk jkGhA-dhmcJ rWqf dj ShL rsh htY?

h… rsq kcdm pdl jkGxk¶ yfW, kfrst skf nmnAf hfVshƒ. `h… doâD rst kfv hV IvIvfdb, smO HfÌf svfl rst kfv hV yvyvfdb.' sn nQnfsv ncsJv nCpG …lq rq bf, sp nQnfsv sYfe W hV jkGxk¶ dbsq efbfefdb jsv.

sn nQnfsv wfðVD zfs[siv nfsK hst, `rfskv w]fJf dhsy zfdm djsb ˆsbdY h]flD, sn rsqsY doâD ˆJb zfdm rtfm h]flD.' sn nQnfsv `doâDv rfsk vfMf itf, h…-ˆv rfsk snfbfv hftf' rq. sn nQnfsvv `smsov jcecm rfvmfbf, Hfkfsvv jcecm zfnsk mfbf' rq. sn nQnfsv icv¢N hV znrfq rq.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 139 ²ÃDv i[ zhtìb j'sv `mfv otfq dlsq ldV, h…sj ivfq Tfjfƒ wfdV!' h…-wfdnk sn nQnfsv `mf ifq bf j]fKf dntfsqv ncskf, shefv ifsq syZÜ�dnsjv ucskf' rq. `mf Jfq Lfb sHsb, shef Jfq ˆtfy djsb.' kJb snƒ sYst `mfv ick bq, wfðVDv ufmfƒ' rq. snƒ icv¢sNv `hfsiv shde mcVdj ifq bf smf×f wftDv ifsk, nsrflsvv mcJ slsJ bf nJA wftfv nfsK!'

susb svsJf shfbde zfmfv! ˆv ubA lfqD dj§Â zsbjef kcdmƒ. jD uhfh slsh kcdm nmfusj ˆhQ skfmfv nxdójkGfsj?

rqskf hf skfmfv ˆƒ lhlhfdbv iÇyfsk skfmfv sjfb zfk¹Dq zfsY, ifVfv sjfb w]fjycâD zfsY. dj§Â susb svsJf sp, ofsY kctsk nhfƒ zfsY, bfmfsk sj… sbƒ. ofsY kcst mƒ sjsV sbWqfv stfj zfsY. zfv ˆ jKfW susb svsJf sp, `zfsm-lcsL ˆj rq, zflfsVv z]fde zflfsV pfq.' rqskf mf-shefq dmtsh zfhfv, Jfvfi rsh kcdm zfv skfmfv ivfmwGlfÛD.

bhhLCv shsw bhDbf shfbde zfmfv! rqskf hf skfmfv hqn jm, nfQnfdvj zdHÎkf jm. zfv kfv lv¢b kcdm njtsj smsb W mfdbsq ytsk ifvY bf. dj§Â sYfe drnfsh kcdm dbsusj slfN slsh. hVslv nfsK nhGlf zflh hufq svsJ jKf htsh. sjht öfmDsj dybsh, zfv jf…sj bq, kf skfmfv zflwG rsk ifsv bf. njstƒ skfmfv zfib, njstv mfsUƒ skfmfsj dbv¢imf rsk rsh. i[f§Àsv ust hfn jsv jcmDsvv nsÌ�hfl jvst dbsuv hnfv ufqof jflf jvf W JfWqfv ifk sY]lf jvf rsh.

…¬ef dlsj zfv nhfvƒ Hfthfnf hufq vfJsk dosq öfmDv Hfthfnf rfdvsq sIstf bf. zhwAƒ syóf jvsh, pfsk nfiW msv ˆhQ dYiW bf HfsÌ. bsy{ ˆjdlb htsk hfLA rsh, `pfslv yfdrsq skfmfsv HcstdY, kfvf skf yfsr bf zfmfsv.'

kcdm yfƒsh, njstƒ skfmfv iadk n§Âó Kfj, kfW hV jdEb jfu. mfbcsNv mb²Âdóv bfoft smfseƒ nrunfLA bq. nhfƒsj JcwD vfJf ixdKhDsk nhsysq hV lcv™r jfu. khcW syóf jvsk rsh skfmfsj.

sp nq, kfv disEƒ nhfƒ yfifq. zhcU nQnfsv dhshj jfu jsv bf. zsbj nQnfsv h…sj lfnDƒ msb jvf rq. jfsu mb spfofsk bf ifvst ifVfq ifVfq jKf rq. `h… HfÌst wvf, pfq ifVf ifVf. doâD HfÌst bflf, W djYc bq

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lflf.' sn s[sÛ kcdm sjstËfdvsj Hq jvsh. nQnfsv öfmDv jkxGk¶ nrA rq, kfv wfnfdbW swfbf pfq, r™lsq kkef

zfOfk slq bf. dj§Â kfv zfk¹Dq-öubslv wfnfdb swfbf hV lc}nfLA rsq isV. sjfb sjfb nQnfv ˆv™iƒ. sjfb jfsu öfmD dbÇyci. dj§Â kfsk kfv mf, shfb zKhf Hfƒ hV ùjcm yftfq. snJfsb `hfhc pk hst ifdvNl lst hst kfv wkÈB.' zKy `svfslv kfi nq, hfdtv kfi nq bf.'

`skuöDv sku nq kk lc}J rq bf, kfv sksu pfv sku kfv sku nq bf.

iaJv vdhv jv dwsv nrA rq sr, kfv sksu hfdt kfsk isl bfdr nq sr.'

spJfsb `ndkbD hfdObD wfðVD vfdobD bblD bfdobD dhsNv Hvf' rq, snJfsb ˆjub jm hqnD kv¢BDv nQnfv jvf hV jdEb rsq isV. snJfsbƒ ²ÃD hV jó ifq, spJfsb wfðVD-bbslv u¶ftf öfmDv u¶ftfv yfƒsk shwD p§ÃBfmq rq. zfv nýhk} ˆƒ ubAƒ hst, `rtcl uè dwst, dU (syfv) uè djst, zfv lcóc�smsq uè rq w¶ðv hfdV sost.'

SLpG LfvB jv shfbde zfmfv! öfmD ncsJv zfwfq njt jó W zfOfksj …si[f jv. vdMb HdhNAskv zfwfq hkGmfsbv zájfv sHl j'sv zoanv rW ncJ náfsbv isK.

snrmqD shfbde zfmfv! öfmDv sYfe Hfƒslvsj sYfe Hfƒ Îfb j'sv snr jsvf ˆhQ hV Hfƒslvsj dbsuv hV Hfƒ msb j'sv waÝf jsvf. ˆ s[sÛ sYfeslvsj vrsnAv ifÛ ˆhQ hVslvsj Hfðv msb j'sv zftfi-hAhrfv hduGk msb jsvf bf.

kfv sYfe Hfƒvf skfmfv slWv hf slhv (däkDq hv) bq; kfvf skfmfv Hfƒ. kf hst Hfƒ msb j'sv ilGf …sE pfsh bf. hvQ mxkcAv mk Hq jv ‰ Hfƒslvsj, pfvf …irfsnv ifÛ snsu ˆsn HfhDslv nhGbfw Oefq.

mrfbhD � hstb, ªskfmvf mdrtfslv dbje iashw jvf rsk nfhLfb sKsjf.« ˆ jKf ðsb zfbnfv sofsÛv ˆj hAdÙÁ htt, `dj§Â slWv nìsá zfibfv mk dj?' dkdb htstb, ªslWv skf mxkcAöv™i.« (hcJfvD 5232, mcndtm 2172, dkvdmpD 1171 bQ)

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 141 sjfb nmsq kfslv jfsvf nfsK dbuGbkf zhtìb jvsh bf, pfslv nfsK

skfmfv sjfbW jfst dhhfr ShL. dbuGbkf rsq sost zKhf rWqfv zfwËf rst kf jfefhfv syóf jv. hfdVsk sj… bf Kfjst zbcv™i sjfb icv¢Nsj hfdV iashsw zbcmdk slsh bf. hlbfsmv Hq j'sv kctbfmCtj hV hlbfm ofsq smsJ dbW bf.

mrfbhD � hstb, ªpJbƒ sjfb icv¢N sjfb mdrtfv nfsK dbuGbkf zhtìb jsv, kJbƒ wqkfb kfslv kxkDq nfKD (sjfebf) rq.« (dkvdmpD, nrDr dkvdmpD 934bQ)

mrfbhD � hstb, ªskfmvf ˆmb mdrtfslv dbje omb jsvf bf pfslv öfmD hkGmfsb …id²¿k sbƒ. jfvB wqkfb skfmfslv iaskAsjv vÙÁ-dwvfq iahfdrk rq.« (dkvdmpD, ƒhsb mfufr 1779, nrDr dkvdmpD 935bQ)

nfhLfb shfbde zfmfv! kcdm nc¦lvD rst, skfmfv hAhrfv nc¦lv rst, kcdm ÈBhkD rst nhfƒ skfmfsj Hfthfnsh. ˆƒ Hfthfnf sisq kcdm dbsusj LbA msb j'sv zShL Hfthfnfq mb dlsq sIstf bf. sj… zShL Hfthfnfq skfmfsj mb dlsq sItstW, kcdm ÎfbD smsq, ˆdVsq yt. Jhvlfv kfsj iawaq dlW bf; bsy{ jct-mfb nh rfvfsh.

nkDv shsw jctef W ëóf rsq spsqf bf. skfmfv öfmD …lfnDb hst kfsj iakfdvk jsvf bf. Jhvlfv zfnstv nfsK nCslv zfwf jsvf bf. bsy{ i]cduW rfvfsh. kJb wAfm vfdJ, bf jct vfdJ äs¦ä isV ˆ jct - W jct …Hq jctƒ rfdvsq hnsh. ivjDq siam hV ëókf, kfsk lcdbqf-zfsJvfk …Hqƒ hvhfl rq. nfvf uDhb jtË mfKfq dbsq jftfdkifk jvsk rq. i²Àfsk rq ˆmb nmq, pJb i²Àfdb sjfb jfsu slq bf.

nckvfQ wk nfhLfb `slWv' bfmj idvshswv ‰ däkDq hv rsk. spsrkc mcndtm jsbv hv ˆjefƒ. lcdbqf W zfsJvfsk kfv lc'de hv rsk ifsv bf. zfv pdl ‰ hvsj iv Hfhsk bf ifv, kfrst slJsh, zfu pfsj kcdm Ov sHsh iawaq dl¤Y, snƒ Osvv hfdk sKsj zfÈb stso skfmfv Ov icsV Yfƒ rsq pfsh.

nfhLfb sKsjf ifkfsbf hfi-Hfƒ, smsq-sO]nf o]fsqv ƒmfm, iafƒsHe mfófv, FafƒHfv, yfjv W mucv-mcdbN rsk. rqskf hf kfvf skfmfv v™si-ÈsB mcÊ rsh, dj§Â kcdm sjb rsh. rqskf kfvf skfmfv öfmD zsi[f Hft rsh, dj§Â skfmfv ˆ

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lxdó W iawaq lfb skf Hft rsh bf. Jhvlfv kfslv nfsK stbslsb shilGf rsh bf ˆhQ zfjNGBDq jKf htsh bf. spsrkc skfmfv iadkiftsjv zfslw rt,

}:@A;-)K66�1Y6Z-)K6و/67\-��C�/;[+��1Y6Z-�/ذ�W��/X-J�Fא/���}و/ATذ/א��/�+H��I��/V/B�:@CUKC CV�+3�B�:@CUK6�+31-@�و/ �zKGf{, skfmvf kfslv dbje rsk djYc yfƒst ilGfv z§Àvft rsk yfW. ˆ

dhLfb skfmfslv ˆhQ kfslv r™lsqv ubA zdLjkv idhÛ. (nCvf zfrpfh 53 zfqfk) syrfvf slJfsbf ufsqspv Iskfqf dbsq pdl kfslv nfmbf-nfmdb stbslb

jv, kfrst mb stbslb kKf slr stbslb rsk shwD slvD Kfjsh bf. kcdm hV wÙÁ, hV ivsrpofv htY? dj§Â mfbcsNv mb hV lchGt. zft-

jcvzfsb hdBGk ƒ…ncI-pctfƒJfv jfdrbD kcdm dbÇyq ðsb Kfjsh, mrfb zfïfr hstb,

ªdmnsvv sp hAdÙÁ kfsj ÛÁq jsvdYt, sn kfv ²ÃDsj htt, n©mfbubjHfsh ˆv Kfjhfv hAh²¿f jv, n©Hhk} ˆ zfmfslv …ijfsv zfnsh zKhf zfmvf ˆsj icÛv™si oarB jvh. zfv ˆHfsh zfdm ƒ…ncIsj snƒ slsw iadkdôk jvtfm, kfsj ösiv hAfJAf dw[f slWqfv ubA. zfïfr kf]v jfpG n©iflsb ziadkrk; dj§Â zdLjfQw mfbcN kf zhok bq.

sn pJb iCBG spZhsb …ibDk rt, kJb zfdm kfsj iaÎf W Îfb lfb jvtfm. zfv ˆHfshƒ zfdm n{jmGivfqBslvsj icvõxk jsv Kfdj.

sn sp ²ÃDstfsjv oxsr dYt, sn kfv jfsY (…ipfdyjf rsq) spZb-dmtb jfmbf jvt ˆhQ lvufÈdt há jsv dlsq htt, ˆn! (zfmvf jfm-iahxdÙ ydvkfKG jdv.) sn htt, zfdm zfïfrv dbje zfwaq iafKGbf jvdY. dkdb (zfpDp) zfmfv iaHc! dkdb zfmfsj n©mfbubjHfsh ²¿fb dlsqsYb. dbÇyq nDmftQObjfvDvf nItjfm rq bf.

dbÇyq snƒ mdrtf kfv iadk zfnÙÁf rsqdYt ˆhQ snW kfv iadk zfnÙÁ rsq iVk; pdl bf sn kfv iadkiftsjv dblwGb iakA[ jvk. kfsj m¦l jmG W zw½Dtkf rsk dhvk vfJhfv ubA ˆƒHfsh dblwGb sldJsqdYtfm. zhwAƒ sn dYt zfmfv dbhGfdyk hf¦lfslv ˆjub.

kfvf …Hsq slZsV lvufv dlsj sot ˆhQ mdrtfde diYb rsk (kfsj sesb v¢Jsk dosq) kfv ufmf dY]sV sItt. kfvf mdrtfdev öfmDsj lvufv jfsY sit. mdrtfde htt, sp skfmfv idvhfsvv nfsK jcjmG jfmbf jsv kfv ubA

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 143 jfvfofsv siavB zKhf zbA sjfb shlbflfqj wfd²À hAkDk jD là rsk ifsv?

sn (ƒ…ncI) htt, snƒ zfmfv jfsY spZb-dmtb jfmbf jsvdYt. mdrtfdev idvhfsvv ˆjub nf[D nf[A dlt, pdl kfv ufmfv n©mcJ dlj dYâ jvf rsq Kfsj, kfrst mdrtfde nkA jKf hstsY ˆhQ sn dmKAfhflD.

zfv pdl kfv ufmf diYb dlj rsk dYâ jvf rsq Kfsj, kfrst mdrtfde dmKAf jKf hstsY ˆhQ sn nkAhflD.

nckvfQ oxröfmD pJb slJt sp, kfv ufmf diYb dlj sKsj dYâ jvf rsqsY, kJb sn htt, ˆef skfmfslv (bfvDslv) Ytbf; dbÇyq skfmfslv Ytbf dhvfe!

sr ƒ…ncI! kcdm ˆ dhNqsj …si[f jv ˆhQ sr bfvD! kcdm skfmfv zivfsLv ubA [mf iafKGbf jv, dbÇyq kcdmƒ zivfdLbD.

bosv jdkiq mdrtf htt, zfpDspv ²ÃD kfv pchj lfsnv jfsY spZb-dmtb jfmbf jsv; siam kfsj …¦mÙ jsv sIstsY. zfmvf skf kfsj slJdY ±ió dhëfd§Àsk.

mdrtfde pJb kfslv yÛÁfs§Àv jKf wcbt, kJb sn kfslvsj sFsj ifEft ˆhQ ˆjde ShEsjv zfsqfub jvt. kfslv iaskAjsj ˆjde jsv Ycdv dlt ˆhQ kfsj htt, kfslv nfmsb shv rW. zk}iv kfvf pJb kfsj slJt kJb kfvf kfv (v™i-mfLcspG) zdHHCk rt ˆhQ dbsuslv rfk sjse sItt. kfvf htt, zfïfr idhÛ! ˆ skf mfbcN bq. ˆ skf ˆj mdrmfd¦hk dIdvñf!

sn htt, ˆƒ sn pfv nìsá skfmvf zfmfsj H{Gnbf jsvY. zfdm skf kfv jfsY spZb-dmtb jfmbf jsvdY; dj§Â sn dbsusj idhÛ svsJsY. zfdm kfsj pf zfslw jdv, sn pdl kf bf jsv, kfrst zhwAƒ sn jfvfv¢Ý rsh ˆhQ tfdÒkslv z§ÀHcGÙÁ rsh.

ƒ…ncI htt, sr zfmfv iadkiftj! ˆƒ mdrtfvf zfmfsj pfv iadk zfrhfb jvsY kf zsi[f jfvfofv zfmfv jfsY zdLj diaq. kcdm pdl kfslv Ytbf rsk zfmfsj v[f bf jv, kfrst zfdm kfslv iadk zfjxó rsq iVh ˆhQ zÎslv z§ÀHcGÙÁ rh.

zk}iv kfv iadkiftj kfv zfrhfsb nfVf dlstb ˆhQ kfsj kfslv Ytbf rsk v[f jvstb. dkdb skf nhGswafkf, nhGÎ.« (nCvf ƒ…ncI 21-34 zfqfk)

ªvfuf mdrtfslvsj htstb, jD hAfifv skfmfslv? pJb skfmvf ƒ…ncsIv

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jfsY spZb-dmtb jfmbf jsvdYst, (kJb dj sn n©mk rsqdYt?) kfvf htt, zfïfr idhÛ! zfmvf kfv msLA sjfb slfN sldJdb. zfpDspv ²ÃD htt, ˆ[sB nkA iajfw sisq sot. zfdmƒ kfv jfsY spZb-dmtb jfmbf jsvdYtfm, zfv sn zhwAƒ nkAhflD.

ˆef ˆ ubA sp, pfsk sn ufbsk ifsv sp, kfv zbcid²¿dksk zfdm kfv iadk dhw¶fnOfkjkf jdvdb ˆhQ zfïfr dhÇhfnOfkjslv NVp§Ã nIt jsvb bf.

zfdm dbsusj dbslGfN msb jdv bf, mfbcsNv mb zhwAƒ m¦ljmG iahB, dj§Â sn bq pfv iadk zfmfv iadkiftj lqf jsvb. dbÇyq zfmfv iadkiftj zdk [mfwDt, ivm lqftc.« (‰ 51-53 zfqfk)

Jfvfi smsq idkv bcb Jfq, zfv …iidkv ÈB ofq. ˆƒ ubA HcÙÁsHfoD zdHÎvf hstsYb, `blD bfvD wxÌLfvD,�ˆ�dksb bf dhw¶fn jdv.' `ut uÌt bfvD, ˆ dksb dhw¶fn sbƒ hV m¦ljfvD.'

ˆmb smsq öfmDv ubA hV dIkbf öv™i. ˆmbW dIkbfhfu mdrtf zfsY, sp öfmDsj kfv mf-hfi hf Hfƒslv nfsK

tdVsq slq. ˆmb mdrtf znmsq Hfƒ-Hfƒ E]fƒ E]fƒ rWqfv jfvB rq. zfv kfv hAfifsvƒ iahfl zfsY, `Hfƒ hV Lb, vsÙÁv h]fLb, pdl rq iv bfvDƒ jfvB.'

dIkbfv mdrtf öfmDsj kfv zhwA-jkGshA hfLflfb jsv. öfmD sn hfLf smsb dbsk hfLA rq. zsbj mdrtf Yst-jst-sjZwst öfmDsj dbsuv hw j'sv sbq. Ist öfmD kfƒ jsv, pf ²ÃD hst. kJb pfv ilkst kfv shsrñ, kfv jKf zmfbA j'sv, pfv shsrñ kfv ilsnhfq kfv jKf oarB jsv! ²ÃDsj mf-shfsbv …iv iafLfbA slq.

zsbj ²ÃD öfmDsj äDb mfbsk hfLf slq. öfmD kfskW kfv zfbcokA jsv! ˆvfƒ rt öfmDv ubA dIkbf. rflDsn ˆsnsY, mrfbhD � hstsYb, ªicv¢sNv ubA mdrtf zsi[f hV [dkjv dIkbf zfv zbA djYc sYsV pfd¤Y bf.« (hcJfvD, mcndtm)

nhsysq hV dIkbf rt, mdrtf YfVf icv¢sNv uDhbƒ zyt. bfvD ƒkAfdlv zfndÙÁ mfbcsNv dbje stfHbDq jvf rsqsY. mrfb zfïfr hstb,

�F�F�/�k�1א��@-B�gא/K/;:_א���mCJ�Aس�:�-��/@k<CزE� �zKGf{, bfvD ----v iadk zfndÙÁ mfbcsNv dbje stfHbDq jvf rsqsY. (nCvf

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 145 zfst ƒmvfb 14 zfqfk)

bfvD smfdrbD, msbfrfdvBD W jfdmbD hstƒ kfv äfvf dIkbf nhfv sysq hV dIkbf. zfv sn ubAƒ mrfbhD � nkjG j'sv hstsYb, ªskfmvf bfvD W lcdbqfsj Hq jsvf. jfvB hbD-ƒnaf„stv msLA nhGiaKm dIkbf nQOdek rq bfvDsj sj¦û j'sv.« (mcndtm)

mrfb zfïfrW icv¢Nsj nkjG j'sv hstb, }���/<����/;8<+��/@<-{��uא�א�K��C�/B&�:نAT�1@��-B�1Y��6Z-0��1+ز1و/אY6G-و�א�و/�+و�1+���دC���/��1Y��6Zu��1YCUوC�/{��1J�+Hن�AT/א�وK��6L1�/.�

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skfmfslv wÛ¢, zkˆh kfslv n©isjG skfmvf nkjG sKsjf. zfv skfmvf pdl kfslvsj mfuGbf jv, kfslv slfN-Û¢de …si[f jv ˆhQ kfslvsj [mf jv, kfrst (susb svsJf sp,) dbÇyq zfïfr yvm [mfwDt, ivm lqftc. (nCvf kfofhcb 14 zfqfk)

zbcv™i dhdhL jfvsB mdrtfsj jct[BfW htf rsqsY. mrfbhD � hstb, ªpdl sjfb djYcsk jct[B Kfsj, kfrst kf zfsY bfvD, hfdV W nWqfvD (ofdV)sk.« (hcJfvD)

i[f§Àsv zflwG ²ÃD öfmDv snZHfoA. `²ÃD-HfsoA Lb, zfv icv¢NHfsoA ub.' ²ÃD drnfhD rst Lb rq. nct[Bf smsq nchcdÝ dlsq nQnfsvv …âdk Oefq, iVfswfbf W dhlAf-hcdÝsk öfmDv nrfdqjf rq. hAhnf W yfjdvv hAfifsv sjfb [dk jsv bf.

zfv shdrnfhD rst öfmDsj IjDv rsk rq. jchcdÝ dlsq öfmDv zsKGv ziyq Oefq, jcivfmwG dlsq iVfswfbf bó jsv, hAhnf hf yfjdvv [dk jsv.

ndkAƒ skf `Y]Aflf Ode syfvf ofƒ, syfv iVwD LCkG Hfƒ. mCJG sYst ²ÃD bó, ˆ jqde hV jó.' `vfufv slfsN vfuA bó,�²ÃDv slfsN�öfmDv jó.'

`vfufv slfsN vfuA bó�iauf jó�ifq, bfvDv slfsN nQnfv bó�wfd§À yst pfq.'

diaq bhD � hstb, ªicv¢sNv ubA ncJ W snZHfsoAv dhNq rt yfvde; nfL¶D bfvD, iaw²À hfdV, n{ iadkshwD ˆhQ nyt nWqfvD (ofdV). zfv lcJ W lcHGfsoAv dhNqW yfvde; zn{ i»dkshwD, znkD ²ÃD, zyt nWqfvD (ofdV) ˆhQ

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nQjDBG hfdV. (dntdntfr nrDrfr 282bQ)

HfvnfmA hufq vfJ zfq hcsU hAq jv. kcdm JV-jcef dlsq v]fLsk ifvsh bf, oAfsnv hf jfsvs¦ev

yctf yfW, rfsk jfiV Lcsk ifvsh bf, WqfdwQ-smdwb yfW, dj§Â ˆ nfmKGA skfmfv öfmDv zfsY skf?

kcdm wùsv smsq, so]sqf idvshsw ˆsn skfmfv wrsvv yft-ytb Jfi Jfsh bf. nckvfQ ˆ idvshsw kcdm dbsusj Jfi Jfƒsq bfW. ˆJb zfv zftc iyf, di]qfu iyf ð]sj bfj dn]esj tfH sbƒ. dhsqv zfso Hfhf lvjfv dYt, dhsqv isv smsb sbWqf YfVf …ifq sbƒ.

nQnfsvv drnfh Kfsj mdrtfv jfsY. nQnfsv jD tfosh, jD sbƒ, jD lvjfv, jD swN rsq sosY, ˆ nshv drnfh nmq rfsk svsJ ufdbsq dlsk rsh. pfsk sj… skfmfsj htsk bf ifsv, `hcUtfm skfmfv doâDibf, skt Kfsj skf bcb Kfsj bf.'

rfîf jfsu spmb …{nfr slJfsh, HfvD jfsuW zbcv™i. pfsk skfmfv zftnA W yftfdj slsJ sj… bf hst, `zsjsuf h… tf… jcesk lV.'

sp h… oxrjmG jvsk shwD iec bq, sn h…sj tf… sjfefv mk nru jfu jvsk shwD hA²À slJf pfq. yftfj h… jdEb jfsu diYif sKsj nru jfsu zfso zfso Kfsj. zfwf jdv, kcdm sn h… bW.

`dmVdmsV ialDi zfv dtVdhsV h…' dbsqW jfu W nQnfv jvf hV jdEb. nckvfQ jfsu yeXise rsh. ksh YeXIse rsh bf. jfvB, YeXIse hf LVIsV rst `kfVfv jfsu hfVf' rsh. rfk Insj o½fn-si½e HfÌsh. efƒe jvsk dosq si]y sjse pfsh. j]fy mcYsk dosq sHsÌ pfsh.

jfsuv ubA mb yfƒ. mb bf Kfjst jfsu of tfso bf. jfu htsk Wuv slWqf rq. ˆƒ ubA hst, `jfmsyfvf h… Hfncv mfsb shwD.'

mbsj nsku vfsJf, nuDhkf Kfj skfmfv slr-msb. skfmfsj slsJ spb sj… bf hst, `ufsV h… ufV-jfkcsv hNGfq h…sqv rfuf, jJsbf slJtfm bf zfdm vƒt h…de kfuf.'

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 147 sYst hf zbA sjfb hfrfbfq äDb-lcdbqfv jfsu zhsrtf ialwGb jsvf bf. `sifv

bfsm sifqfdk h]fsy' hst snƒ Ytbfq zbAsj kKf dbsusj sL]fjf slWqf …dyk bq. bfbf dmKAf Wuv dlsq JfmfJf ðsq Kfjf slJsk sj…ƒ iY¦l jsv bf. jfu bf Kfjst jcvzfb iV, hƒ iV. mrfb zfïfr hstb, ªkcdm pJbƒ zhnv ifW, kJbƒ (zfïfrv ƒhflsk) nsyó rW. zfv skfmfv iadkiftsjv iadkƒ msbfdbshw jsvf.« (nCvf zftfm bfwvfr 7-8)

ðsq Kfjf zjmGBA mfbcsNv idvyq. zfv j]csVv Osv lcsJv zHfh Kfsj bf. Ocsmv nmq YfVf zdLjfQw nmq ðsq Kfjfsk öf²¿A Jfvfi rq. kfsk slsrv smL hfsV ˆhQ Ffqfshden svfo rsk ifsv.

ðsq nmq bó jsv ˆmb ˆstf ztn mfbcNsj sj… iY¦lW jsv bf. öqQ zftsnW iY¦l jsv bf sp, kfv h… ‰Hfsh ðsq Kfjcj. kcdmW skfmfv h…-ˆv zftnA-mfJf wqb zhwAƒ iY¦l jvsh bf.

zftsn smsqv mk jfu didYsq svsJf bf. okjfstv sofnstv wfVD pdl zfusjW zfsLfqf dHsu Kfsj, kfrst zfv nhfƒ skf yftsn jfbf bq.

r]Af, zfv jfsu lchGt rst, mcsJ spb nht rsqf bf. jfsuv ubA lc'sef jKf ðbsk rstW yci j'sv nrA j'sv dbW. jfvB, `jcsE mcvoDv sE]fse ht' W `jcsV ifecbDv mcsJ z]fecdb' rq. skfmfv spb kf bf rq.

nlf nkjG Kfj Hvf hfdV rst, nlf nkjG Kfj, pfsk of-mfKf sKsj jfiV nsv bf pfq. hfsvf

rfk wfVDskW mdrtf shilGf rsq pfq. jfsuv I]fsj hfuc W sie-diE I]fj rsq pfq shofbfv nfmsb. zfv kfsk sofbfr rq.

nkjG Kfj, skfmfv iadk sj… jclxdó dls¤Y bf skf? dhswN j'sv ÈdV rsq sjfb jfu jvf (spmb UfVc slWqf, jt-seif, Jfhfv vfJf, djYc skftf) sYstsj lcL slWqf ƒkAfdlv nmq. pJb skfmfq of-mfKf sKsj jfiV nsv pfWqfv zfwËf Kfsj.

nkjG Kfj, skfmfv nhdjYc zn{ shofbfv jfsY stfHbDq. zkˆh skfmfv z§ÀhGfn (nfqf, h½f…u, haf ƒkAfdl) ˆmb ufqofq vfJsh bf zKhf ðjfsk slsh bf,

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pfsk kfv busv isV. skfmfv tìf yct spb shofbfv hnfv ufqofq isV bf Kfsj. nkjG Kfj, pfsk sjfb dudbn zfTfjf isV bf Kfsj. dhswN jsv vfsÛ nm²À

Tfjfv dudbn Hftv™si sTsj vfJsh. nkjG Kfj, pfsk hfdVv lvuf sJftf sKsj bf pfq zKhf ufbftf ˆmbHfsh

sJftf sKsj bf pfq, pfsk skfmfv shilGf rsq pfWqfv zfwËf Kfsj. rfWqf sJsk dosq sjfb zðH lxdó skfmfv diYsb LfWqf bf jsv.

nkjG Kfj, ycstf hf hfdkv zfÈb spb dbq§ÃsB Kfsj. wfVDv z]fyt spb skfmfsj dhisl bf sIst.

nkjG Kfj, jfsv¦e W kfv p§Ãfdl spb sjfb dhil nxdó bf jsv. nkjG Kfj, sIfsbv kfsv kfsv sjfb kcIfb Osvv dHkv iashw j'sv spb

nhGbfw bf Oefq. nkjG Kfj, Osvv lfn hf lfnD spb sjfb zOeb Oefsk bf ifsv. nkjG Kfj, sYst-smsqv hAfifsv, kfvf spb Jfvfi rsq bf pfq. shofbf Hfƒ-

shfsbv mfsU spb dbuGbkf bf Ose. kfslv iVfswfbf spb dEjHfsh rq. nkjG Kfj, efjf-syfv, oqbf-syfv, „mfb-syfv, ydvÛ-syfv, nmq-syfv sjfb

syfv spb skfmfv o]fe bf jfse. nsykb Kfj, pfsk nQnfsv sj… skfmfsj `s[iD smsq' bf htsk ifsv. nkjG Kfj, pfsk skfmfsj sj… `sbfQvf' htsk bf ifsv. wfVDv z]fyst si½e

mcYsh bf. sLfqfv iv jfi hf o½fn …iv dlsj Lvsh bf. sp ufqofq mcJ svsJ ifb jvf rq, sn ufqofq skfmfv rfk iVf slJst zsbsjv zv¢dy rsk ifsv.

zbcv™i vfâfv nmq idv¤Yâkfv sJqft svsJf. yct sh]sL dbW, pfsk sjfb Jfhfsv kf bf isV Kfsj. bsy{ sjfb Jfhfv sKsj skfmfv tìf yct shv rst, zisvv nfmsb skfmfv tÏf ifWqfvƒ jKf.

nlf nkjG Kfj ˆhQ …lfn sKsjf bf. kcdm OcmfstW, zsbsj dj§Â suso zfsY.

yeX j'sv sjfb m§ÀhA jsvf bf sjfb Ifqnftf jsvf bf

Oebf icsvficdv bf susb zKhf ˆjkvIf ðsb yeX j'sv sjfb m§ÀhA jsvf bf,

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zlxwAHfsh skfmfv sjfb [dk rst bf susb yeX j'sv hstf bf sp, ˆ jfu zmcj jsvsY hf zmcj YfVf ˆ jfu sj… jvsk ifsv bf. jfvB, nkA pdl kfv dhivDk rq, kfrst kfsk skfmfv wÛ¢ hfVsh, mpGflfrfdb rsh.

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jsv, kfrst skfmvf kf ivD[f jsv slJsh; pfsk zÎkfhwk} skfmvf sjfb n©ialfqsj zfOfk bf jv ˆhQ isv skfmfslv jxkjsmGv ubA zbckå bf rW. (nCvf ùucvfk 6 zfqfk)

dkdb zfsvf hstb, ªsr dhw¶fdnoB! skfmvf hùdhL LfvBf rsk lCsv Kfj; jfvB sjfb sjfb LfvBf ifi.« (‰ 12 zfqfk)

mrfbhD � dhyfvjsj iadkis[v hÙÁhA swfbfv zfso sjfb Ifqnftf dlsk dbsNL jsvsYb. (zfhC lf†l, dkvdmpD, ƒhsb mfufr)

ˆj l©idk uÌstv Lfsv hfn jvk. sYfe dwð svsJ ²ÃD mfvf sot. öfmD jfsu sost wdÙÁwftD sifNf jcjcv dwðdesj ifrfvf dlk. ˆjdlb jfu sKsj dIsv ˆsn slJt, jcjcvdev mcsJ vÙÁ ˆhQ sn hfƒsv hsn zsi[f jvsY. Hfht, sn kfv sYstsj rkAf jsvsY. Ist s[fsH sIse isV tfdE dlsq kfsj rkAf j'sv sItt. zk}iv Osvv dHksv dosq slJt. sYst hrft khDqsk sJtf jvsY ˆhQ ifsw ˆjde sbjsV hfsOv tfw isV zfsY. iajxkk¶ bf ufbfv zfso dhyfv jsv jk hV nhGbfw jvt sn!

ˆj nfrfhD slJstb, k]fv bh dhhfdrkf ²ÃD kfv Ov sYsV hfƒsv hsn zfsY. vfso hwGf kcst zfOfk jvsk sost ²ÃD htt, kfVfkfdV jvshb bf, Osvv dHksv Tcsj slJcb. slJt, kfv dhYfbfq dhvfe zfjfsvv nfi ðsq zfsY! (mcndtm, dmwjfk 4118)

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zsbj nmq dhyfv-dhshybf bf j'sv mfbcN dbsuv uDhbsj dhiâ jsv skfst. zhswsN rfq-i²Àfdb W tfÒbf YfVf zfv jD Kfjsk ifsv?

wÛ¢lmb jv zfïfrv Wqfs²À wÛ¢kf jfsqm jvfv mfsU „mfsbv idviCBGkf, dmókf W iajxk�

öfl vsqsY. mrfbhD � hstb,�ªsp hAdÙÁ�zfïfrv Wqfs²À jf…sj Hfthfsn, zfïfrv Wqfs²À jf…sj OxBf jsv, zfïfrv Wqfs²À djYc lfb jsv ˆhQ zfïfrv Wqfs²Àƒ djYc lfb jvf rsk dhvk Kfsj, sn hAdÙÁ�iCBGfÌ�„mfsbv zdLjfvD.« (nrDr zfhC lf†l 3910bQ)

kcdm zfïfrv Wqfs²À zivsj OxBf jv, Hfstf Kfjsh. kcdm zfïfrv Wqfs²À zivsj wÛ¢ Hfh, dbvfisl Kfjsh.

kcdm jfsvf wÛ¢sk idvBk rsk ifv. sjfbX mfbcsNv wÛ¢ sbƒ? sp mfbcsNv dbje sKsj sjfb …ijfdvkf zKhf zijfdvkf iajfw ifq bf, kfv sjfb wÛ¢ sbƒ. spsrkc pfv …ijfdvkf zfsY kfsj m¦l stfsjvf ˆhQ pfv zijfdvkf zfsY kfsj Hfstf stfsjvf iY¦l jsv bf.

yfvde dudbn wÛ¢kf nxdó�jsv; zrQjfv, drQnf, dmKAfhfdlkf W ycotsJfdv. ˆ nh jmG sKsj lCsv Kfj, kfrstƒ wÛ¢ nxdó rsh bf.

skfmfv wÛ¢ rt dkbub; skfmfv wÛ¢, skfmfv hácv wÛ¢ ˆhQ skfmfv wÛ¢v hác. ˆslv njstv hAfifsv nfhLfb sKsjf.

wÛ¢ pJb skfmfv iadk wÛ¢kfv rfk hfVfq, kJb ifvst kf sjse sIt. kf bf ifvst kf ycìb jv. lcwmb pdl lcwmdb dlsq skfmfv n©mcJDb rq, kfrst kcdm drjmk dlsq kfv smfjfdhtf jv. kfYfVf skfmfv uDhb lcdhGNr rsq …Esh.

mfbcN zsbj hV hV jó�nrA jsv sbq, dj§Â�lcwmb-rfdn zsbj s[sÛ�nrA j'sv�…Esk ifsv bf. sp hAdÙÁ�rDb stfsjv wÛ¢kf-lxdósk isV, sn hAdÙÁv mfb mfsE-Ofse rq. kfƒ skfmfsj ˆdVsq ytsk rsh, jdEb rstW ncsjZwt zhtìb j'sv nfsiv mfKf sK]kst dlsk rsh.

nkjG sKsjf nJD sKsj, sp sjfb mcrCskG sn skfmfv wÛ¢sk idvBk rsk ifsv. sp rfWqfq zfsb rfdn

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 151 Ob Ob zfdn zfdn

snƒ skf zfhfv UV rsq pfq. sp Icst zfsb rfdn,

sn Icstƒ slq sof I]fdn. Ov sKsj sn iv rsq pfq.

ˆƒ ubAƒ mrfbhD � hstsYb, ªskfmfv hácsj mLAmHfsh Hfthfn (zKGf{, kfv Hfthfnfsk kcdm zdkvÓb jsvf bf). jfvB, ˆjdlb sn skfmfv wÛ¢sk idvBk rsk ifsv. zfv skfmfv wÛ¢sj kcdm mLAmHfsh wÛ¢ sHshf. (zKGf{, kfsj wÛ¢ Hfhfsk hfVfhfdV jsvf bf.) jfvB, ˆjdlb sn skfmfv hácsk idvBk rsk ifsv.« (nckvfQ kJb skfmfsj tÏfq iVsk rsh.) (dkvdmpD 1997, nrDùt ufsm' 178 bQ)

Jch nfhLfb! nJD Kfjfjfst pf djYc hstY, wÛ¢ rWqfv isv nh iajfw rsq pfsh, njt vrnA sn iajfw jsv slsh, pfslv dhv¢sÝ djYc hstdYst, sn kfslvsj nh si]ZsY slsh. zfv kcdm kJb dbsuv rfskv Y]cVf dTt zfv dIdvsq dbsk ifvsh bf. nckvfQ snƒ iahfslv …isvW zfmt jsvf, pf mcv¢êDslv dbje sKsj ðsb Kfj, `jf…sj Hfk dlsqf, dj§Â sHl dlsqf bf.'

susb svsJf, hác wÛ¢ rsq sost, kfsk [dk däÈB.

öfKGkAfo jv kcdm dj sjfb öfKGhsw nQnfv jvY? sbhfv shtfq zfdY, slhfv shtfq sbƒ. sHfsuv zfso Kfdj, vsBv diYsb.

`dbsk ifdv sJsk ifdv dlsk ifdv bf, htsk ifdv jƒsk ifdv nƒsk ifdv bf.' `mLc ifb jvsk ifdv, mfdYv jfmV nƒsk bfdv.' ˆmb bq skf?

ðLc öfmD-ncJ yfW, öfmDv sjfb jó hrb jvsk yfW bf. öfmDsj yfW, öfmDv zfk¹Dqsj yfW bf; ˆmbdj kfv mf-hfisjW bf. ˆ skf hV öfKGivkf shfbde zfmfv! zflwG vmBDv Hfso pf isV, kfƒ sn hrb jsv. tfsH stfrf hrfq, dhbf tfsH kctfW hrfq. Hfsov hAhnfq tfH-sbfjnfb nhƒ hƒsk rsh. ðLc tfH sbsh, zfv sbfjnfb sbsh bf - ˆmb hAhnf skf rfvfm shfbde!

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tfqtD iakAr hfdesk mubcsj [Dv dlsq ifEfk. idKmsLA ˆj stfj sL]fjf dlsq snƒ [Dv lfnDv rfk sKsj sJsq dbk. ˆjdlb Jfdt hfde slsJ htt, zfu [Dv ³j? htt, zfu tfqtD vÙÁ yfq. htt, vÙÁ slWqfv mubc zmcj odtsk Kfsj!

zfwf jdv, kcdm snƒ [DvstfHD mubc bW. lcsLv mfdY bW. skfmfv mfsU sp dudbsnv ubA sj… skfmfsj Hfthfsn, snƒ dudbn skfmfv

dbje sKsj dhtDb rst, sn skfmfsj OxBf jvsh. ˆefƒ öfKGivkf. pfv jfsY djYc ifWqfv zfwf Kfsj, mfbcN kfsj yefsk yfq bf. ˆW öfKGivkf

zKhf sjZwt. zflm n§Àfb skfmfv jfY sKsj Yfot-ov¢ bf dbsq …e slsh bf. Jfdn pdl

ufbk sp, kfsj phfƒsqv ubA Jfƒsq smfef jvf rs¤Y, kfrst sn sJk bf. ˆefƒ lcdbqfv vDdk.

zsbsj nxdójkGfv nfsKW öfKGivkf ialwGb jsv. ‰ slJ, dbsuv hV svfo ðsb zfmfv ˆj shfb bfmfp iVdYt. svfo Hft rsq sost bfmfp kAfo j'sv dlt. zfmfv ˆj Hfƒ bfmfp iVdYt, lfdvûA zHfsh zfïfr-mcJD dYt. dj§Â yfjcdv ifWqfv iv bfmfp sYsV dlt.

`jD ˆj zfsw iVdYt bfmfp, zfwf icdvt kfv, zfv svfpf sbƒ kfrfv isv bfmfp rƒt Hfv!'

öfKGiv stfsjvf öfKG …Ýfsvv ubA jfsY zfsn, öfKG …Ýfv rsq sost sjse isV. ˆj dhYfv ƒ¤Yf rt blDv Wifsv pfsh. djYc …ifq bf sisq ˆjde hAfsMv jfsY

zfshlb ufbft. hAfM kfv lQwsbv Hq iajfw jvst sn zHq dlsq ycdÙÁ jvt. Wifv zfnfv ˆjec zfsoƒ dhYf kfsj lQwb j'sv hnt.

ˆj dwqfstv ƒ¤Yf bftfv Wifsv pfsh. ˆjde Yfotsj slJsk sisq ycdÙÁ jvt, Wifsv Jch Ofn. yt Wifsv pfƒ. kcdm bftfq sbsm zfmfsj zfso ifv jsv lfW, kfviv zfdm skfmfsj sesb kcst sbh. dwqft kfv disE if dlsq ifv rsq sot. zfv kfsj skftfv hlst tfdK smsv zfsvf dbsy sosV dlsq sot.

blDv ˆ ifsV `lflf' Wifsv `wftf' htfv mk stfsjv zHfh sbƒ nQnfsv. `tfH Kfjst bfbf, bf Kfjst jfbf' htfv mk stfjW zsbj. dj§Â ˆmb öfKGiv stfsjvf skfmfv sjfb [dk jvsk ifvsh bf.

ˆjlf ˆjde jcjcv ˆjde rdvBsj Lvfv ubA YcedYt. rdvBde jcjcvsj

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 153 htt, kcdm zfmfsj Lvsk ifvsh bf ˆhQ zfmfv nsÌ�slZsVW ifvsh bf. jcjcv htt, kf sjb? rdvB htt, jfvB zfdm dbsuv�öfsKG slZdV, zfv kcdm slZV skfmfv mdbshv�öfsKG kfƒ.

öfKGiv stfsjvf slq bf, dj§Â sisk yfq. öfKGiv stfsjvf pdl slq, kfrst pf slq, kfv sysq zfwf jsv shwD. nckvfQ kcdm öfKGiv rsqf bf ˆhQ öfKGiv sKsj nkjG sKsjf.

drQnf huGb jvwsjfb mfbcNƒ drQnfmcÙÁ bq. …lfv mfbcN kf sofib vfsJ, zfv zbclfv iajfw

jsv Kfsj. kcdm dj dbsusj drQnfmcÙÁ msb jv ? stfsj pdl diYb sKsj skfmfsj tfdK mfsv, kfrst ufbsh sp, kcdm kfslv

nfmsb zfY. skfmfv iadk drQnf jvf rs¤Y. mfbcN pk hV rsk Kfsj, kfv nfsK nfsK kfv lfdqk¶wDtkf W mnDhk kk hxdÝ

sisk Kfsj. zfv nItkf ˆjde zivfL, pf mfbcN Hfstf msb j'sv zuGb j'sv Kfsj, pf nmswaBDv nrjmGDvf [mf jsv bf.

mfbcN zsbj nmq skfmfv slfN slsJ svfN jvsh bf, dj§Â skfmfv ÈB slsJ svfsN sIse iVsh!

wqkfb dubvf ycdv jsv †LG¶ uoskv sjfb Jhv ðbsk sost kfslvsj kfvjf Y]csV mfvf rq. dj§Â kcdm pJb hV rsq kfvjf rsh, kJb hV hV wqkfb skfmfsj zfOfk jvsh.

i[f§Àsv drQncsjv msb sjfb wfd§À sbƒ, sjfb öd²À sbƒ. drQncsjv wfd²Àv ubA ˆkecjcƒ psKó sp, sn skfmfv JcwDv nmq msb msb hÖ jó ifq. …nmfb dhb zfIXIfb � hstb, skfmfv ubA psKó sp, skfmfv iadk drQncj skfmfv ncJ W mÌt slsJ JfmfJf lcdÇy§Àfoa²À rq.

drQncj zisvv r™óicó slr slsJ dbsuv slrsj [DB jsv. drQnf ˆjde ˆmb hAfdL, pfv mfsU bAfqivfqBkf zfsY; ˆ hAfdL drQdnskv pk

[dk bf jsv, kfv kctbfq shwD [dk jsv drQncsjv. IjDr zfhct tfƒn nfmfvjf¦lD hstb, drQncsjv drQnf drQdnskv jfsY

��������� zflwG vmBD 154

si]ZYsbfv iCshG drQncsjv jfsY 5de wfd²À ˆsn si]ZsY; (1) sn nkk lcdÇy§Àf (W z§Àvu¶ftfq) lÊ rq, (2) ˆmb mnDhk zfsn pfsk kfv sjfb nWqfh rq bf, (3) stfjmfsU kfv ˆmb hlbfm rq pfv iv sn iawQdnk rq bf, (4) zfïfrv dbje sÛÁfLHfub rq ˆhQ (5) kfWIDsjv lvuf kfv ubA há jsv slWqf rq.

drQncjslv zh²¿f hfsÆ zfhÝ zsbj j]fjVfv mk. pfslv ˆjub Wiv dlsq …sE iftfsk yfƒst dbsy sKsj zbAub kfv if Lsv sesb dbsy bfdmsq slq. Ist sj…ƒ …sE iftfsk ifsv bf. drQncjvf dbsuvfW shdwlCv spsk ifsv bf, zfv zivsjW spsk slq bf.

zfk¹Dq-öusbv drQnfv u¶ftf zdLj shwD. `zfb nkDsb bfsV yfsV, shfb nkDsb icdVsq mfsv.' shfsb-shfsb, ufsq-ufsq, nkDsb-nkDsb, HfhD-bbsl drQnfv zfÈb däÈb rsq u¶st WsE.

zfv sn s[sÛ Hvf nQnfsv `zfibfv sYstde Jfq ˆkde, shVfq spb Efjcvde. isvv sYstef Jfq ˆkef, shVfq spb h]flvef.'

kcdm zisvv mcJ slsJƒ hcUsk ifvsh, `drQsn rfdn dymsn h]fjf, jft jceXjceX ovt mfJf.'

drQncsjv drQnfq SLpG Lv shfbde. drQncj dbsuƒ L¶Qn rsh. zfv rA]f, kcdmW jfsvf iadk drQnf jvsh bf. skfmfv r™lq rsh iaw²À. kcdm sp zflwG vmBD.

zfwfhfdlbD rW nQnfsvv bfbf UdÄ-Ufsmtfv mfsU dbsusj dbvfw jsv kcstf bf. msbv dHkv

zfwf vfJ. smsOv zfVft sKsj zfhfv nCpG shv rsq zfnsh. zfisl-dhisl-dhhfsl-zHfsh nhGlf zfïfrv jfsY …Ùm zfwf vfJ. nQnfv

uDhsb ncJ ifsh. dbvfw rst lc}sJv …iv lc}J skfmfv r™lqsj dbd°ió jvsh. zfwfhflD mfbcN yfdvdlj zájfsvv mfsU zfstf slJsk ifq. i[f§Àsv sp

zfwfhflD bq sn yfdvdlj zfstfv mfsU zájfv slJsk ifq. r™lsq iawfd§À W ncJtfsHv ˆjmfÛ mfLAm rt zfwfhfdlkf. zfv zfïfrv

jv¢Bf sKsj dbvfw rWqf jcIvD. zhwA zfwfhfdlkfv mfsb ˆƒ bq sp, kcdm hf²Àhsj zoafrA W zöDjfv jvsh;

hvQ zfwfhfdlkf rt rkfwfv zájfv zoafrA jsv zfwfv zfstf u¶fdtsq kcdm

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 155 nQnfsvv isK zoanv rsh. zfu bf rq jft, uq rsh skfmfvƒ.

nmqsj jfsu tfofW zfvhDsk ˆjde jKf zfsY,

�Kא�T�،�����G�j7Kن���.\��#�>\��, �zKGf{, nmq rt kvhfdvv mk. kcdm kfsj jfesk bf ifvst, sn skfmfsj

sjse sItsh. nmq zkA§À mCtAhfb. dj§Â ˆ mCtA sKsj efjf-iqnfv mCstAv ifKGjA zfsY.

efjf-iqnf nÑq jvf pfq, Lfv slWqf pfq ˆhQ iasqfusb Lfv sbWqf pfq W ÛÁq jvf pfq. dj§Â nmq Lfv slWqfW pfq bf, Lfv sbWqfW pfq bf ˆhQ ÛÁq jvfW pfq bf.

skfmfv nQnfsv pdl nmq Kfsj ˆhQ sn nmq jfesk bf yfq, kfrst uDhb ˆjsOsq rsq WsE. zfv kfv ubAƒ iasqfub isV sjfKfW shVfsk pfWqfv. mbsj dI¼ W sI¼w jvfv mk sjfb zbcôfsb zQwoarB jvfv. dj§Â kcdm mcndtm mdrtf. sjfb ˆmb ²¿fsb shVfsk pfWqf hf ˆmb zbcôfsb zQwoarB jvf skfmfv ubA ShL bq, pfsk skfmfv isvfqfvslofv n§Âó bb.

ˆmb djYc swfbf, pfsk zfïfrv dpjXv sbƒ zKhf kf znfv W zw½Dt, kfv mfLAsm nmq jfefsbf zflwG vmBDv zfyvB bq.

ˆmb mudtsn hsn nmq zdkhfdrk jvf, pfsk zfïfrv dpjXv sbƒ, zflwG mdrtfv idvyq bq.

ˆmb zShL sJtf (spmb djvfm, kfn, tcFc ƒkAfdl) sJst nmq ifw jvf, pfsk zpKf nmq bó rq, mcndtm mdrtfv zflwG bq.

nckvfQ kcdm ˆmb dudbn slJ, swfb W jv, pfsk skfmfv äDb-lcdbqfv …ijfv tfH rq. ˆmbdj jfsuv hA²Àkfv nmsqW djsysb sei svsJ Hft jKf ðbsk ifv. mdrtfv nmfom rst ‰ hÙÁxkfv jAfsne tfdosq snƒ mudtnsj zfïfrv dpjXsvv mudtn hfbfsk ifv.

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}/-�-B1DC �א�C�+L�/.�]/�Gk{ن:�א�An+H{F�٥٥�E��K��g�<�א�}א wspsrkc …islw mc'dmbslvsj …ijxk jsv. (nCvf pfdvqfk 55 zfqfk) snƒ nfsK `ƒtXm dw[f Ivp'-ˆv lfdqk¶W iftb rsh ˆhQ lfWqfskv

jfsuW nrspfdokf tfH rsh. zflwG shfbde zfmfv! kcdm rsh zfkv-Wqftfv mk. pfv jfsY zfkv djbf

pfq zKhf …irfv ifWqf pfq. kf bf rstW ˆmdbskƒ skfmfv dbje sKsj zbA mdrtfvf dhbfmCstA zfksvv ncoá ifq.

…iv§Â mfbcNsj h]fysk rst ˆjef sbwf dbsq h]fysk rq. kfsk nmq jfse Hft ˆhQ uDhb-pfÛfq dhvdÙÁ zbcHCk rq bf. Hft hƒ iVf W djYc stJfv sbwf vfJsk ifv. ˆsk skfmfv ˆjfdjk¶ lCv rsh; pdl kcdm ˆjfdjbD rW. sjfb lc}J Kfjst, kfW Hctsk ifvsh. ˆv mfLAsm msbv Hfv rfîf rsh. lc}sJv jKf zivsj htst spmb rfîf rsq pfq, skmdb dtsJ sItstW zsbjef kfƒ rq. ivD[f iafKGbDq.

nQnfsvv njt dudbn ifdvifseAv nfsK nfdusq-ÈdYsq vfJ. kfsk zsbj nmq h]fysh ˆhQ sjfb dudbn sJ]fufJ]cduv diYsb zpKf nmq hAq rsh bf.

dbqmfbchdkGkf zfsvf lwef jfu shwD jvfv iK sldJsq slq. nmsq JfWqf, nmsq swfWqf, nmsq ufofv zHAfn jv. nQnfsv zwfd§À zfnsh bf.

ncLfvBf-jcLfvBf

mfbcsNv nfsK ncLfvBf vfJ, jcLfvBf svsJf bf. mrfb iadkiftj hstb, �}>/���+>8;/��א�KC�/B&�/@<-{uא�אKC�-�/V10א�I�-z+Gא�kB@/�א�AT�k@uiن:�(/�1~/�א��aY1lAT�k@uiو/�+��./KC�:�/Xא{ �

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mrfbhD � hstb, ªskfmvf (jc)LfvBf rsk lCsv Kfj. jfvB, LfvBf nhsysq hV dmKAf jKf.« (hcJfvD, mcndtm)

Jhvlfv! ˆj is[v jKf ðsb ziv i[sj Jfvfi msb jsvf bf. …Hq is[v jKf ðsb kshƒ jfsvf iadk ndEj LfvBf dbsq ˆsnf.

zfv susb svsJf sp, zsbj nmq ncLfvBf dhislv jfvB rq. vfskv zfhYf

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 157 zájfsv vf²Àfq nfisj vdw msb j'sv if dlst dhil rq. dbsuv smsqsj sjfb shofbf sYstv nfsK sYsV dlsq ncLfvBf jvst dhil rsk ifsv.

jfsvf nìsá sjfb Jhv pfyfƒ j'sv dhw¶fn jv; dhswN j'sv sn Jhv pdl sjfb m¦l stfj zfbqb jsv. skfmfv iadkiftj hstb,

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pf ðbsh kfƒ hstf bf, Èush sKsjf bf. `sj hstsY ùƒ, skf m²À smfef v¢ƒ' msb jsvf bf. `dhqfp rfvfm rAfq' ðsb `diqfp rfvfm rAfq' jKf iayfv jsvf bf. skfmfv iadkiftj hstb,

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diaq bhD � hstb, ªzfïfr skfmfslv ubA rfvfm jsvsYb, (OxdBk jsvsYb ˆhQ zfdm dbdNÝ jvdY) dkbde jmG } ubvsh Kfjf, zdLj iaw jvf ˆhQ n©il ziyq jvf.« (hcJfvD W mcndtm, dmwjfk 4915bQ)

dkdb hstb, ªmfbcsNv dmKAf W ifsiv ubA ˆkecjcƒ psKó sp, sn pf swfsb kfƒ hBGbf jsv.« (nrDùt ufsm4356, 4358bQ)

zbcv™iHfsh dHdÙ W nCÛrDb nd¦lÊ jKf iayfv jsvf bf. `Wvf bfdj hstsY, Wvf msb jsv, LfvBf jsv' ƒkAfdl hst hBGbf jvf zwfd§À sFsj zfbfv ˆjde iK. htf hfùtA, ˆjmfÛ ncdbdÇyk nkA jKf hAkDk LfvBfv hwhkGD rsq sjfb jKf hf Oebf hBGbf W iayfv jvf ShL bq. ˆ hAfifsv diaq bhD � hstb, ªWvf msb jsv' (ˆƒ hst sjfb jKf iayfv jvf) mfbcsNv jk dbjxó znDtf!« (nrDùt ufsm' 2843bQ)

sjfb hQw, lt, oafm hf slswv ˆjde hf djYc stfj sjfb slfN jvst dbdhGyfsv kfslv nhfƒsj slfN dlW bf. sjfb oafsmv 2/1de stfj syfv rst snƒ oafmsj

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`syfvoafm' htf ShL bq. zfv susb svsJf sp, iaskAj oafsmƒ sYfe-hV syfv sKsj Kfjsk ifsv. spmb Hfstf Osv Jfvfi stfj Kfjsk ifsv, skmdb Jfvfi Osv Hfstf stfj KfjfW zöfHfdhj bq. hfi Jfvfi rst shefv hf shef Jfvfi rst hfsiv Jfvfi rWqf uv¢vD bq. bhDslv dHksvƒ ˆ jKfv iamfB ifsh.

nckvfQ ˆjusbv slfN slsJ sofef idvhfv, hQw hf oafsmv slfN dlW bf. bsy{ tfdÒkf W tdÏkf rsh. mrfbhD � hstb, ªzfïfrv dbje nhsysq hV dmKAf zihfllfkf snƒ hAdÙÁ, sp hAdÙÁ (hAÌ-jfshA) sjfb hAdÙÁv slfN hBGbf jvsk dosq kfv sofef sofsÛv slfN hBGbf jsv ˆhQ snƒ hAdÙÁ, sp dbsuv dikfsj zöDjfv j'sv mfsj hAdHyfdvBD hfbfq!« (ƒhsb mfufr)

nkjG sKsjf shfbde! djYc mdrtf zfsY nfQhfdlj. sj… sj… dhdhdn t×b! kfvf jk Jhv ˆsb skfmfv jfsY htsh, jk iadkshlb siw jvsh. dj§Â nh jKf dhw¶fn j'sv dbsusj nmnAfq sIstf bf. spmb jkj mdrtf zfsY zf²À wqkfb. kfvf bfbf nmnAfq skfmfv zfjDlf bó jvsh, iDv-Ov, Efjcv-Ov W mfpfsv dbsq spsk syóf jvsh. nckvfQ nfhLfb!

iadkshwDv nfsK näAhrfv jv

iadkshwD n{ rWqf skfmfv snZHfoA W ncsJv dhNq. iadkshwD Jfvfi rst kcdm ˆj rkHfdobD.

diaq bhD � hstb, ªicv¢sNv ubA ncJ W snZHfsoAv dhNq rt yfvde; nfL¶D bfvD, iaw²À hfdV, n{ iadkshwD ˆhQ nyt nWqfvD (ofdV). zfv lcJ W lcHGfsoAv dhNqW yfvde; zn{ i»dkshwD, znkD ²ÃD, zyt nWqfvD (ofdV) ˆhQ nQjDBG hfdV. (dntdntfr nrDrfr 282bQ)

ˆƒ ubA iadkshwDv nfsK nßfh hufq vfJfv Èv¢k¶ ˆsnsY ƒntfsm. mrfbhD � hstb, ªzfk¹Dqkfv háb hufq vfJf, nc¦lv ydvÛ zhtìb jvf,

ˆhQ iadkshwDv nfsK näAhrfv vfJfq slw zfhfl Kfsj ˆhQ zfqc hxdÝ ifq.« (zfrmfl, nrDùt ufsm 3767bQ)

dkdb hstb, ªzfïfrv jnm! sn (iCBG) mc'dmb rsk ifsv bf. zfïfrv jnm! sn mc'dmb rsk ifsv bf. zfïfrv jnm! sn mc'dmb rsk ifsv bf!« k]fsj duÎfnf

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 159 jvf rt, `sn sj sr zfïfrv vnCt?!' dkdb …Ùsv htstb, ªsp hAdÙÁv zdbójfdvkf sKsj kfv iadkshwD dbvfisl Kfsj bf.« (hcJfvD 6016, mcndtm 46 bQ, zfrml 2/288)

ªsnƒ nÙfv wiK, p]fv rfsk zfmfv iafB zfsY! sjfb hf¦lf kk[B ipG§À (iCBG) mc'dmb rsk ifsv bf, pk[B ipG§À bf sn kfv iadkshwD zKhf (sjfb) Hfsqv ubA kfƒ iY¦l jsvsY pf sn dbsuv ubA jsv.« (mcndtm 45bQ)

ªsn shsrsñ iashw jvsh bf, sp hAdÙÁv zdbójfdvkf sKsj kfv iadkshwD dbvfisl Kfsj bf.« (mcndtm)

ªsp hAdÙÁ iadkshwDsj jó slq sn zdHwå.« (nrDr kfvoDh 2558bQ) ˆj hAdÙÁ htt, `sr zfïfrv vnCt! zmcj mdrtf shwD shwD (bIt) bfmfp

isV, svfpf vfsJ W lfb-Jqvfk jsv hst …sïJ jvf rq; dj§Â sn dbu duH äfvf (znHA jKf hst hf ofdt dlsq) iadkshwDsj jó slq. (kfv hAfifsv zfibfv zdHmk dj?)' dkdb htstb, ªsn slfpsJ pfsh.« stfjde zfhfv htt, `sr zfïfrv vnCt! zmcj mdrtf z¬i (bIt) bfmfp isV, svfpf vfsJ W lfb-Jqvfk jsv hst …sïJ jvf rq; dj§Â sn dbu duH äfvf (znHA jKf hst hf ofdt dlsq) iadkshwDsj jó slq bf. (kfv hAfifsv zfibfv zdHmk dj?)' dkdb htstb, ªsn shsrsñ pfsh.« (zfrmfl 2/440, ƒhsb drêfb, rfsjm 4/166, nrDr kfvoDh 2560bQ)

mrfbhD � mdrtfslvsj hstb, ªsr mcndtm mdrtfoB! skfmvf skfmfslv iadkshwD mdrtfslv ubA djYc ifEfsbfsj kc¤Y sHshf bf; pdlW hf kf Yfostv Jcvƒ srfj bf sjb.« (zfrmfl, hcJfvD, mcndtm, nrDùt ufsm 7989bQ)

ˆjlf mrfbhD � zfhC pfvGsj htstb, ªsr zfhC pfvG! pJb kcdm (sofñX hf zbA djYcv) sUft hfbfsh, kJb kfsk ifdb shwD jsv dlW. zk}iv kcdm skfmfv iadkshwDslvsj …isTZjb dlW.« (mcndtm2625bQ)

zfv iadkshwD [cLfq jftfdkifk jvst kfv ubA lfqD rsh iadkshwD. susbðsb [cLf dbhfvB bf jvst mc'dmsbv „mfsbv idvyq dhbfwiafå rq. ªsn mc'dmb bq, sp Hvsie Jfq zKy kfv ifsw kfv iadkshwD …sifn Kfsj.« (k¶fhfvfbD, rfsjm, hfƒrfjD, nrDùt ufsm 5382bQ) ªsn zfmfv iadk mc'dmb bq, sp Hvsie sJsq vfdÛ pfib jsv zKy kfv ifsw kfv iadkshwD [cLfq Kfsj ˆhQ sn kf ufsb.« (hfppfv, k¶fhfvfbD, nrDùt ufsm 5505bQ)

`vf²Àfv jKf ufbfv zfso nIsvv nfKDv jKf susb bfW, hfdVv jKf ufbfv

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zfso iadkshwDv jKf susb bfW.' dj§Â zfso sKsjƒ pdl iadkshwD Jfvfi rq, kfrstƒ skfmfsj sjZwt zhtìb jvsk rsh.

`iaHc; dpdb ifi slsJb dkdb sofib jsvb. zfv iadkshwD bf slJstW rfïf j'sv iayfv j'sv shVfq.' (swJ nf'lD) `pfv ov¢ sn hst h]fUf, ifVf-iVwD hst nfk-dhsqb!' `mfsqv sifsV bf mfnDv sifsV, ifVf-iVwDv Lhtf WsV.'

zkˆh iadkshwDsj mfdbsq W ˆdVsq yt, bsy{ skfmfv ncsJv nQnfv lcsJv nfosv idvBk rsh.

dhswN j'sv so]sqf idvshsw sYst-smsq dbsq, r]fn-mcvoD-Yfot dbsq, ifdb dbjfw dbsq UoVf-dhhfl sKsj wksÛÁfw lCsv Kfsjf. mfbcN nfmfduj uDh. nmfu bf smsb ytf kfv ubA hV lc}sJv dhNq.

iadkshwDv nfsK nßfh vfJ zfïfrv Wqfs²À, ifdKGh sjfb zShL öfsKG skf bqƒ. dedH ƒkAfdl vM-kfmfwfv zfjNGsB skf zhwAƒ bq. dpqfvk jv, shbfmfpD rst bnDrk jv. ksh se]f-se]f sjf©ifbD rsqf bf.

zflwG mf ˆjde dwð ˆsn ˆjde bfvDv uDhbsj LbA jsv skfst. ˆjub mdrtf zfv

ˆj uDhsb ilfiGB jsv mfkxsnr dbsq. n§Àfsbv iadk mfkfv sn snsrv jKf dtsJ hcUfsbf znýh.

`nmcsûv kt zfsY ifv zfsY kfv, zifv zofL mfkxsnrifvfhfv.'

`mfv sysq pfv zdLj mfqf kfsj hst FfƒbD.' mfsqv sKsj shwD Hft zfv sj… dj hfnsk ifsv?

bfvDv iajxk mfrfk¹A zfsY kfv mfkxsk¶. snÆXdiqv hstb, `ˆ ixdKhDv hcsj mfsqv sjft zsi[f zdLjkv smftfsqm

dhYfbf zfv djYc sbƒ ˆhQ k]fv ncd±mk mcJwaD zsi[f zfv zbA sjfb Ict zdLjkv nc¦lv bq.'

zdHLfsb nhyfƒsk hV dmdó-mLcv jKf rt `mf.'

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 161 `mf jKfde dmdó zdk dj§Â susbf Hfƒ, mfsqv mk dÛHchsb zbA djYc bfƒ.'

mf slq bf sysq, sie Hsv bf sJsq. mfv mfqfƒ mfqf, zfv he-Yfqfƒ Yfqf. mf bfƒ pfv, Ofse tf bfƒ kfv. pfv mf bfƒ, kfv o]f bfƒ. pfv hfi bfƒ, kfv lfi bfƒ. sp oxsr mf sbƒ, sn oxsrv sjfb zfjNGB sbƒ. djsnv mfnD djsnv dinD djsnv hx¦lfhb, mvf ofsY Ict IcsesY mf hV Lb. dwðv ubA mfsqv kctA zfv sj zfsY? iajxk `mf' snƒ, sp ndEjHfsh n§Àfb iadkiftb jsv. `mf' rWqfv ubA sjht

u¦mlfÛD rWqfƒ psKó bq. mfsqv jkGhA sp iftb jsv bf, mf rWqfv spfoAkf kfv sbƒ.

n§Àfbsj ndEjHfsh kvdhqk dlst ƒr-ivjfst …ijxk rq mf-hfi. zfïfrv vnCt � hstsYb, ªzflm n§Àfb mfvf sost kfv nm²À zfmt dhd¤Yâ rsq pfq, zhwA dkbde zfmt dhd¤Yâ rq bf; nfljfr uf-dvqfr (ƒófiCkG jmG), tfHlfqj ƒtXm, zKhf sbj n§Àfb sp kfv ubA lczf j'sv Kfsj.« (mcndtm 1631bQ iamcJ)

iajxdkv iaKm W iaLfb zfƒb rs¤Y, mfkf-dikfsj mfbA jvf. dj§Â shwD jVfjdV jvst dwðvf dhsûfrD rsq WsE. `hu¼ z]fecdb Injf sosvf' rsq pfq. ˆƒ ubA dwð; sp zflv jsv kfsj dysb, dj§Â sp Hfthfsn kfsj dysb bf.

dwð dHsu dnsms¦ev mk, kfv …iv HfvD dudbn iVstƒ lfo isV pfq. j]fyf zh²¿fq mfdesj sHsÌ oVf pfq. icsV sifÙÁf rWqfv iv zfv nýh bq. dwðsj sYfe sKsj kvdhqk lfW, hV rst zfv ifvsh bf.

zhwA drjmskv nfsK jfu dbW. sYfe zh²¿fq kfslv uDhsbv zfsmu bó j'sv dlW bf. ðsqfsifjfv Ède sKsj iaufidk pKf nmsq shv rsq zfsn. pdl nmsqv iCshG kfsj sj… shv jvsk yfq, kfrst iaufidk mfvf pfq. zbcv™i dwðslvsj uDhb-nQoafm jvsk bf dlsq kfslv wdÙÁ hxdÝsj hAfrk jvst kfslv [dk jvf rq.

kfslvsj dbsuv rfsk sJsk-ivsk lfW, dbsuv rfsk idv¤Yâkf zhtìb jvfv jKf dw[f lfW ˆhQ kfslv jfu kcdm dbsu j'sv kfslvsj sJ]fVf W

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dbsusj hAdkhA²À j'sv kcstf bf. dwð hV rsq sost, kfv nfsK zfv dwðv mk hAhrfv jsvf bf. kfv hqn hfVfv

nfsK nfsK skfmfv kvdhqskv Lvb idvhkGb rWqf …dyk. ÎfbDvf hstb, `dwð hV rst kfsj Hfƒ msb jsvf.'

sYstslv bó�rWqfv iÇyfsk�Û¢dev jKf dhyfv jvst slJf pfsh sp, zdLjfQw sYstvfƒ kfslv mfkf-dikfv zhsrtf W Û¢dev Ist bó�rsq Kfsj.

sr zflwG ubbD! sYstslv mfsU, smsqslv mfsU ˆhQ zbcv™i ufmfƒ W h…slv mfsU ƒbnfI jv.

bc'mfb ƒhsb hfwDv � sKsj hdBGk, k]fv dikf k]fsj dbsq vfnCtcïfr �-ˆv lvhfsv rfduv rsq htstb, `zfdm zfmfv ˆƒ sYstsj ˆjde softfm lfb jsvdY. (dj§Â ˆv mf zfibfsj nf[D vfJsk hst.)' bhD � duÎfnf jvstb, ªskfmfv nh sYstsjƒ dj kcdm ˆv™i lfb jsvY?« dkdb htstb, `bf.' bhD � htstb, ªkfrst kcdm kf sIv{ bfW.«

zbA ˆj hBGbfq zfsY, vfnCtcïfr � htstb, ªskfmvf zfïfrsj Hq jv ˆhQ skfmfslv n§Àfbslv mfsU ƒbnfI iadkôf jv.« nckvfQ zfmfv dikf dIsv ˆstb ˆhQ ‰ nfljfr (lfb) dIdvsq dbstb.

zfv ˆj hBGbfq zfsY, vnCt � htstb, ªsr hfwDv! skfmfv dj ˆ YfVf zbA n§Àfb zfsY?« dkdb htstb, `uD r]Af.' (vnCt �) htstb, ªkfslv njtsj dj ˆv mk lfb dlsqY?« dkdb htstb, `uD bf.' (vnCt �) htstb, ªkfrst ˆ hAfifsv zfmfsj nf[D smsbf bf. jfvB zfdm zbAfq jfsu nf[A slh bf.«

zbA ˆj hBGbfq zfsY, ªˆ hAfifsv kcdm zfmfsj YfVf zbA jf…sj nf[D mfsbf.« zk}iv dkdb htstb, ªkcdm dj ˆ jKfq JcwD rsh sp, kfvf skfmfv snhfq nmfb srfj?« hfwDv htstb, `uD zhwAƒ.' dkdb htstb, ªkfrst ˆv™i jsvf bf.« (hcJfvD W mcndtm)

n§Àfb sYst srfj zKhf smsq, …Hsqv snrlfhD nmfb. shef Hft, kf uv¢vD bq. shefsk stEf tfofsk ifsv.

`yfdr yfdr iafB sot jdv shef shef, sn shef mfsqv hcsj smsv pfq ufEf.'

zfv smsq? kcdm `zflwG' rst, skfmfv smsq `zflwG' rsh, ˆefƒ öfHfdhj. `mf

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 163 ÈsB dU, ofƒ ÈsB dO. hfi�ÈsB shef, ofY�ÈsB sofef.' `spƒ mskf zfef rsh snƒ mskf v¢de, spƒ mskf mf rsh snƒ mskf shde.' `dFsmv …{jxókf dFm-ialfbjfdvBD mcvoDv�…iv dbHGv jsv.'

sYstv yfƒsk smsqv kvdhqkok lfdqk¶ mfsqv …iv shwD. nxdóok W msbfok idvhkGb W rfh-Hfh mfsqv busvƒ ±ió rq. spsrkc mf-ƒ zdLjfQw nmq smsqv ifsw Kfsj. zfv spsrkc smsqv iadk `mfsqv snr z§ÀpGfmD, kfv jfsY skf vq bf djYcƒ Tfjf.'

ˆƒ ubA smsqv ydvÛ bó rWqfv hAfifsv mf zsbjfQsw lfqD. sjbbf, susbðsb sn smsqsj iawaq slq zKhf jtsËv Hsq kfv ifi W jfi zsbj djYc sofib jsv. Wdlsj ktfq ktfq smsqv ëókf shsV yst. zhswsN ˆmb ˆj nmq zfsn, pJb wfj dlsq zfv mfY Tfjf pfq bf ˆhQ zfÈsbv zfÌfv zfv z]fyt dlsq sTsj vfJf pfq bf. kJb skfmfv …lfnDb öfmD skfmfv drnfh bf dbstW, drnfshv dlb drnfh sKsj svrfƒ ifsh bf.

sYstsmsqslv hAfifsv hV nkjG rW. skfmfv sYstv nfsK sjfb smsqv n©ijG osV WEfv ncspfo slsh bf. zbcv™i skfmfv smsqv nfsK sjfb sYstv n©ijG osV WEfv ncspfo slsh bf. sHshf bf sp, isBv hfufv, Ose skf Ose pfj, ise skf ise pfj, dhbf Jvsy dhsqef tfso skf stso pfj. spsrkc ˆmb zfyvB rDb mf-slvƒ rsk ifsv. pfvf sjfb stfsH smsqsj hAdHyfsvv isK sYsV slq ˆhQ kfv HCdmjfq zfk¹Dq pchsjv dJlmsk siw jsv smsqsj. kfv nfsK zfufsv-hfufsv ifEfq. r™lsqv zflfb-ialfsbv ncspfo dlsk hfdVsk zhjfw slq. svfmfd¦ej dbuGbkf Oefsk kfslv dbje sKsj dbsu lCsv nsv pfq! ˆmb mf dbsu smsqv jcebD rq! dLjX wk dLjX ˆmb bDy mf-sj.

zflwG mf zfmfv! skfmfv sjfmt hcsj pdl nht „mfb Kfsj, kfrst ifi slsJ yci sKsjf bf. yci Kfjf ShL bq skfmfv ubA. sYfe dwðv rfsk zfÈb tfosk slsJ yci Kfjsh? sYfe dwð hf zásj ifdbsk iVsk slsJ yci Kfjsh? zhtf iðsj isvv Int bó jvsk slsJ yci Kfjsh? sjmb mfbcN kcdm mf? sjmb mf kcdm; pdl kcdm dbsuv lfmft dwðsj dhil sKsj …Ýfv bf jv, KcKc skfmfv mfkxsk¶!

skfmfv vnCt � hstb, ªskfmfslv msLA sj… pJb sjfb odrGk (hf wvDqk

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dhsvfLD) jfu slJsh, kJb sn spb kf dbu rfk äfvf idvhkGb jsv. kfsk n[m bf rst spb kfv dur¶f äfvf, zfv kfskW n[m bf rst kfv r™lq äfvf (kf OxBf ufbsh). ksh ˆ rt nh yfƒsk lchGtkm „mfsbv idvyfqj.« (mcndtm 49bQ, zfrmfl, zfnrfsh ncbfb)

smsqsj wfnb jvsk sost smsq skfmfv …iv rq? rsk ifsv, rqskf hf kcdm i]fsjv so]fu. skfmfv LfvHfv djYc sbƒ. kcdm wfnfdbsk pf ht, smsq kf Hftƒ hcsU, kfƒ sjfb Èv¢k¶ slq bf. zfv kfv ubAƒ jKfq hst, `dhrfsbv (njfstv) hflt hflt bq, mfsq-dUsq sj]flt sj]flt bq.'

sp mf Ffb rfsk jsv dwðv slftbf drtfsk ifsv, snƒ mf hfm rfsk jsv ixdKhD drtfsk ifvsh. mfsqv ˆj wdÙÁ zfsY, snƒ wdÙÁsj kcdm jfsu tfofW.

mfsqv rfskƒ oVsh mfbcN mf pdl sn nkA rq mf-ƒ skf ˆ ufrfsb iajxk dhÇhdhlAftq.

mf njt bfvDƒ rsk ifsv. dj§Â `zflwG mf' Jch jm bfvDƒ rsq Kfsj. snrmqD ivmf ÈBhkD shfbde zfmfv! kcdm `zflwG mf' rsh, ˆƒ jfmbf jdv.

zflwG wfðVD mf zfmfv! kcdm skfmfv h…sqv ubA zflwG rW. bsy{ `wfðVD pdl l]fdVsq

mcsk, h… mcksh ifj dlsq dlsq.' ˆjfâhkGD nQnfsv jtr zöfHfdhj bq. ksh zsbj jtr dbYj Hct

hcUfhcdUv Ist nxdó rsq Kfsj. ˆv™i idvshw nxdó jvf sKsj lCsv Kfj. hfdVsk zivubsj sYsV lc'usb dInXdIdnsq jKf hstf bf. kfsk ns¦lsrv

hDu hib rsk ifsv. jKf kfv bf rst kfsj ðdbsq lfW ˆhQ kfv msbv ns¦lr lCv j'sv lfW. zfv susb svsJf sp, slWqfstvW jfb zfsY. zKGf{, sjfb sofib jKf kcdm dbuGsb htstW, sjfKf sKsj sj ðsb sItsY, kf kcdm t[A jvsk ifvsh bf.

dre smsv jKf hstf bf, dUsj smsv h…sj dw[f dlW bf. sYstsj jec jKf hst w¶ðv, öfmD hf kfv Hfƒsj, smsqsj jec jKf hst wfðVD, uf hf bblsj dre smsvf bf. ˆsk mb sHsÌ pfq ˆhQ nvfndv zfOfk jvfv yfƒsk kfsk zfOfk tfso shwD.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 165 zflwG mf zfmfv! h… dbsq msbfmfdtbA rst SLpG Lv. smsb W mfdbsq dbsk

syóf jv. zfdm skf ufdb bf mf, slfN jfv? kcdmW rqskf dbsuv slfN dbsu hcUsk ifvsh bf. h…mfW dbsuv slfN öDjfv jvsh bf. jD ufdb skfmfv mfsU h…sqv iadk „NGf jfu jvsY dj bf? zfv ufdb bf, skfmfv h…sqv mfsU zrQjfv zfsY dj bf?

skfmfv dbje sKsj h… skfmfv shef HfdÌsq dbs¤Y? dbYj ns¦lsrv hsw h…mfsj slfN dlW bf. ˆmbW rsk ifsv sp, `H]fV Hft bq, smfl (mLc) oVfodV.'

h…-ˆ mfsq UoVf rst shefv mfKf JfWqf pfq. zfv kJb shefsj drjmk zhtìb jvsk rq. h…sj sYfe rsk rq. wfðVDsj smsb dbsk rq, [mf ialwGb jvsk rq.

zfwf jdv kcdm snƒ mf bW, sp shde-ufmfƒsqv siam slsJ sJfw rq, dj§Â shef-h…sqv Hfthfnf slsJ svfN jsv, of u¶ftfq u¶st WsE!

zfwf jdv kcdm sn wfðVD bW, sp h…sqv ubA sYstsj dlsb Hfðv hfdbsq vfsJ. zk}iv vfsk slvD j'sv ðsk dlsq öfmD-²ÃDsk o¬i jvsk jvsk vfk ifv j'sv Iuv iv icb} Ocdmsq njfst …Esk h…sqv slvD rsq sost yfmVfv h¦lcj sKsj jKfv se]fef Y]csV kfv jfsb smsv ufsb zfOfk lfW.

kcdmW ifvdb, ˆJbW ifvsh bf. pdl vfk suso öfmD n§Âó j'sv Kfj, kfrst wfvDdvj zftnA, j½fd§À W uVkfv Ist njft njft ±ICdkG msb …Esk ifvsh bf. nckvfQ SLspGv nfsK ˆjec nrA j'sv bfW; dhswN jsv dhsqv iv bkcb jqef hYv.

h…sqv dbje sKsj ofsq skt ifsq skt ifWqfv zfwf jsvf bf. zfwf jvst ˆhQ bf sistƒ lc}J rsh. zfv kf bf sisq Jhvlfv Osvv jKf, shef-h…sqv jKf isvv jfsY hstf bf. kfsk skfmfv lcwmb rfnsh ˆhQ skfmfv mfb pfsh, Wub rfîf rsh skfmfv shefv.

bfvD hV dIkbf, kcdm rqskf skfmfv h…sqv jfsYW sn iamfB sisk ifv. ufsq-ufsq msbfmfdtbA rst, kcdm wfðVDmf drnfsh drjmk zhtìb jv. `Hfƒ hV Lb, vsÙÁv h]fLb, pdl rq iv, bfvDƒ jfvB.' ˆjf§À hdbhbfW bf rst, nmq Kfjsk ixKj j'sv lfW. Hfƒ-Hfƒ E]fƒ-E]fƒ ˆjdlb bf ˆjdlb rskƒ rsh. nckvfQ zfso sKsj rst [dk dj? sYfe sYst hf smsq Kfjst kfslv HvBsifNB jvsk dikf z[m rst ixKj rsq sostW ‰ sYstv …iv kf Wqfsuh.

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kcdm ±mvB j'sv slJ mf! kcdm ˆjjfst pJb skfmfv wfðVDv h… dYst, kJb kfv hAhrfv sjmb tfok. kJb sp hAhrfv kcdm skfmfv wfðVDv dbje sKsj sisk iY¦l jvsk, snƒ hAhrfv kcdm skfmfv h…sj ialwGb jv.

mf sof! zfi Hftf skf uo{ Hftf. h…sqv nfsK Hft hAhrfv j'sv slJ, kcdmW kfv dbje sKsj Hft hAhrfv ifsh. kcdm kfsj zfib shde msb jv, snW skfmfsj zfib mf msb jvsh. zfv zrQjfsv lCvk¶ƒ hfVsh, hfVsh zwfd§Àv lfhfbt.

mdrtf-mudtn hfdVsk hfdVsk mdrtfslv Jfn mudtn rq. ifVfv smsqvf ˆj mudtsn

umf rq. sn mudtsn Jfn mdrtfslv jKf yst. jk vjm jKf rq snJfsb. yfsqv slfjfsb spmb Hft-m¦l jk jKf rq, h…sqv dhYfbf sKsj vfufv dnQrfnb ipG§À nm²À Lvsbv jKfhfkGf yst. zbcv™i mdrtf mudtsnW öfmDv dhYfbf sKsj dbsq zdHsbkf-zdHsbÛDslv jk jKf yst. kfslv mcsJ jk sYst-smsq hAdHyfv jsv, ycdv jsv. kfslv mudtsnvW Jfn mcJifÛ zfsY, dvsifeGfv W nfQhfdlj zfsY. shjfv pchjslv mk kfslv mudtsnW Hft vjsmv kjG yst, zf±Iftb yst, ohG rq, jk stfsjv oDhk rq. spmb mudtn skmb nvovm rq. `pchfq-pchfq jKf rq, jKf jKfq rfdn, hcVfq-hcVfq jKf rq, jKfq jKfq jfdw' Kfsj.

hcdVslv Jfn mdrtf mrstv Jfn dhNqh²Â rq h…-shef. sj… ncbfm ofq, sj… jcbfm.

zfv pchkDslv Jfn mdrtf mrst Jfn zfstfyA dhNq rq öfmD W kfv lf©ikA uDhb. pfv spmb rq, sn skmb ofq.

`ncusb ncpw ofq jcpw Tfdjqf, jcusb jcvh jsv ncvh bfdwqf.'

hvfÌD öfmDv iawQnf jsv. sj… nkAƒ ncdJbD, sn dbsuv ncsJv jKf ofq. zfv zsbsj ncJ bf sisqW iadkspfdokf W iadkäd¦äkfmCtj ÈBjDkGsb wfdmt rq. sj… öfmDv iawQnf j'sv öfmDv mfb hfVfq, sj… öfmDv iawQnf j'sv dbsuv mfb hfVfq. zfv sj… öfmDv Hcsqf iawQnf j'sv öfmDv mfb [q

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 167 jsv. sjfb sjfb mdrtf dbsuv iawQnf jvsk dosq dbsuv öfmDv hlbfm j'sv hsn. spmb oshGv nfsK hst,

`zfmfsj W ˆk Hfthfsn! Iusvv nmsq …sE dF…desk pfq, kJb zfmfsj Hft j'sv Tfjf dlsq pfq. zfs²À zfs²À if sIst zfs²À zfs²À lvuf sJfst, pfsk sjfb wsè zfmfv Ocm sHsÌ bf pfq!'

dj§Â ˆ mdrtf sJqft jsv bf sp, ˆsk kfv öfmDv hlbfm rq sp, sn kfv h…sj Iusvv bfmfspv ubA ufofq bf.

`zfmfsj ˆk Hfthfsn sp, KftfhfdeW zfmfsj Lcsk slq bf. ˆmbdj zfmfv wfdV-nfqfW Lcsq slq. njfst dbsu yf hfdbsq zfmfsj …Efq!'

`mfdev mfbcN. kfsj bf hst sjfKfW sost dj¤Yc hst bf. zfmfv slftfHfƒsqv nfsK jk rfdn-mufj jdv, kfW djYc hst bf.'

ˆsk vsqsY S²ÃBkfv oá. kfdj ‰ mdrtf shfsU? `yfjvDv shkb YfVf zf…e ƒbjfm rq. jfsu zsbj hJdww ifq!' ˆsk Ocn JfWqfv jKf iajfw j'sv öfmDsj syfv hfbfsbf rq bf dj?

`dbsusv jdvsk n©mfb lfb dbsusv jdv zimfb' nkA rq bf dj? zsbj öfmD zfsY, pfvf `smsov jfsY sisov hVfƒ' jsv. zfv sn hVfƒ

nkA msb j'sv ²ÃD zbA mdrtfv jfsY hqfb jsv ˆhQ rfnA±il rq. zbcmfsb isvv sOftsj ej hst dbsuv HfÌf mbsj nf§À¶bf slq.

lc}dJbD shfbde zfmfv! zsbj mdrtf zfsY, pfvf dbsuslv öfmDv Ucef iawQnf jsv. dhswN j'sv skfmfv …iv dbsuv hVfƒ hqfb jvfv ubA ˆv™i j'sv Kfsj. `skfmfv öfmD ˆ vjm? zfmfv skf ˆk nc¦lv jD hth? skfmfsj ˆƒ slq bf? zfmfsj ˆk ˆk slq.' ˆƒ njt jKfq jfb dlsq dbsuv mbsj Jfvfi jsvf bf. drQncj mdrtfslv jKf jfsb Hsv dbsuv ncJD nQnfsvv dbmGt ifdbsj sbfQvf jsv dlW bf.

zdLjfQw mdrtf dbu öfmDv hlbfm jsv, pfv Jfq-isv, kfvƒ hlbfm jsv. `zdk hV hxÝ idk dndÝsk dbicB, sjfb ÈB bfƒ kfv jifst zfÈb.

jcjKfq iÑmcJ jØHvf dhN, sjht zfmfv nsÌ ä¦ä zrdbGw.'

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mdrtfslv zbcv™i zbAfbA zfyvB slsJ jdh dtsJsYb, slJ slJ sysq,

`rfq rfq ‰ pfq hfÌftDv smsq --- mcsJv nfise lV -- dhisl zÎfb, sj]flst UsVv zfso jKfv kcIfb, shrÜ ncsJv nfL -- if YVfsq hnf, z]fystv J]cede kcst zÌ mtf-ONf. bmõfv kfv ifq -- ifVfq shVfbD,

siede Hvf j]cusVf jKf, ivdb¦lfo½fdb. jKfq zfjfsw skfst rfsk slq y]fl, pfv Jfq, pfv isv, kfdv db¦lfhfl.'

ðLc hfÌftDv smsqƒ bq; hvQ zfvshv ufsrtD pcsov mdrtf mudtsn sjfbX swaBDv jKf rk, mf zfsqwf (vfdp¶qfïfù zfbrf) kfv ˆjef hBGbf dlsqsYb.

dkdb hstb, ˆofsvf ub mdrtf ˆj ufqofq hnt ˆhQ wiK W dnÝf§À dbt sp, kfvf dbsuslv öfmDslv hAfifsv sjfb Jhv sofib jvsh bf.w

nckvfQ iaKm mdrtf htt, `zfmfv öfmD rs¤Y wDBGjfq-lchGt …sev sofsñv bAfq, pf ˆmb ifrfsVv yCVfq vfJf rsqsY, spJfsb zfsvfrB jvf nru jfu bq ˆhQ sofsñv msLA ˆk ydhGW sbƒ, pfv jfvsB sj… snJfsb WEfv ubA jó öDjfv jvsh.'

däkDq mdrtf htt, `zfdm zfmfv öfmDv Jhv hth bf. jfvB, zfdm zfwQjf jvdY sp, kfv jfdrbD swN jvsk ifvh bf. sjbbf, zfdm pdl kfv hBGbf dlƒ, kfrst zfdm kfv njt lchGtkf ˆhQ Jfvfi ShdwóAÈstfƒ …sïJ jvh.'

kxkDq mdrtf htt, `zfmfv öfmD ˆjub lDOGslrD hAdÙÁ, zfdm pdl kfv hBGbf dlƒ (ˆhQ sn kf wcbsk ifq), kfrst sn zfmfsj kftfj slsh. zfv zfdm pdl yci jsv Kfdj, kfrst sn zfmfsj kftfjW dlsh bf ˆhQ zfmfv nfsK ²ÃDv mk hAhrfvW jvsh bf.'

ykcKG mdrtf htt, `zfmfv öfmD rs¤Y dkrfmfv vfskv mk mLAm, pf bf ovm, bf Efàf (bfdkwDskfò). zfdm kfv n©isjG HDk bƒ, zn§ÂóW bƒ.'

iÑm mdrtf htt, `pJb zfmfv öfmD (Osv) iashw jsv, kJb dykfhfsOv

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 169 bAfq ˆhQ hfƒsv shsvfq kJb dnQsrv bAfq. sn ˆmb sp, Osvv sjfb hAfifsv sjfb iaw´ƒ skfst bf.'

Nô mdrtf htt, `zfmfv öfmD pdl zfrfv jsv, ksh nhƒ nfhfV j'sv slq (rf]dVsk djYcƒ vfsJ bf). zfv ifb jvst djYcƒ hfjD vfsJ bf (nh syse-icse swN jsv sIst). pJb Ocmfq, kJb (zfmfsj lCsv svsJ) ˆjfƒ sti-jf]Kf mcdV dlsq Ède-wcde smsv wcsq Kfsj; ˆmbdj rfk shv jsvW slsJ bf sp, zfdm jD rfst zfdY (zKGf{ ncJ-lc}sJv JhvW sbq bf).'

nåm mdrtf htt `zfmfv öfmD rs¤Y iKëó zKhf lchGtdyÙ ˆhQ shfjfv rÜ. pk vjsmv Û¢de rsk ifsv nhƒ kfv msLA zfsY. sn skfmfv mfKfq hf wvDsv zfOfk jvsk ifsv zKhf …Hqƒ jvsk ifsv.'

zóm mdrtf htt, `zfmfv öfmDv ±iwG rs¤Y Jvsofswv bAfq ˆhQ kfv (slsrv) oá rs¤Y pfvbfh (ˆj iajfv ncodápcÙÁ Ofn)-ˆv bAfq.'

bhm mdrtf htt, `zfmfv öfmD rs¤Y …]yc zÕfdtjfv bAfq (…]yc mpGflf n©iâ) ˆhQ kvhfdv Ucdtsq vfJfv ubA yfmVfv tìf Ifdt idvLfb jsv Kfsj (sn lfbwDt ˆhQ nfrnD). kfv Yfƒ-Hs°mv idvmfB iaycv (zKGf{, sn hV zdkdKivfqB) ˆhQ kfv hfVD rs¤Y ubosBv jfsYƒ, pfsk kfvf nrsuƒ kfv nfsK ivfmwG jvsk ifsv.'

lwm mdrtf htt, `zfmfv öfmDv bfm mfstj, zfv mfstsjv jD iawQnf jvh? mfstj rs¤Y ˆv yfƒskW zsbj hV, pf kfv n©isjG zfdm hth (zfmfv msb kfv n©isjG pk iawQnfƒ zfncj bf sjb, sn kfv zsbj †sLG¶). kfv zdLjfQw …esjƒ Osv vfJf rq, (zKGf{, smrmfsbv Jfdksv pshr jvfv ubA nlf ia²Âk Kfsj) ˆhQ mfÛ jdkiq …e yvfhfv ubA mfsE vfJf rq. …eÈstf pJb hf]dw (hf kfìcvfv) zfWqfu swfsb, kJb kfvf hcUsk ifsv sp, kfslvsj zdkdKv ubA pshr jvfv hAh²¿f rs¤Y.'

ˆjflwkm mdrtf htt, ªzfmfv öfmD rs¤Y zfhC pfvf'. kfv jKf jD zfv hth? sn zfmfsj ˆskf shwD ztQjfv dlsqsY sp, zfmfv jfb shfUfq HfvD rsq sosY ˆhQ zfmfv hfùsk ydhG usm sosY (zfdm mcdesq sodY) ˆhQ sn zfmfsj ˆk ncsJ svsJsY. zfv zfdm ˆk zfbd¦lkf rsqdY sp, ˆ ubA zfdm dbsusj odhGkf msb jdv. sn zfmfsj ˆmb ˆj idvhfv sKsj ˆsbsY, pfvf ðLc

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mfÛ jsqjde hjvDv mfdtj dYt, (Jch ovDh dYt). zk}iv zfmfsj ˆmb níf§À idvhfsv dbsq zfsn, spJfsb sOfVfv dy]dr] vh ˆhQ …sev rfWlfv JeJefdb ˆhQ wnA mfVfƒsqv JnJnfdb swfbf pfq. zfdm pf djYcƒ hdt, sn zfmfsj H{Gnbf hf dhla™i jsv bf. pJb zfdm dblaf pfƒ, kJb njfst Ocm sKsj slvD jsv …dE. pJb zfdm (ifdb hf lcL ifb jdv) Jch kxdå nrjfsv ifb jdv. zfv zfhc pfvf'v mf? kfv jKf jD hth? kfv Kst nhGlf idviCBG ˆhQ Ov Jchƒ iaw²À. zfhC pfvf'v sYstv hAfifsv jD zfv hth? snW Jch Hft. kfv wpAf ˆk nQjDBG sp, msb rq spb zsjfNhÝ kvhfdv (dYmYfm slrdhdwó). zfv kfv JflA rs¤Y mfÛ (yfv mfn hqõ) Yfostv ˆjJfbf if (zKGf{, jm sHfubjfvD). zfv zfhc pfvf'v smsq n©isjG htsk sost htsk rq sp, sn dbu hfi-mfsqv n©iCBG zbcokf. sn Jchƒ ncEfm slsrv zdLjfdvBD. kfv nkDb hf iadkshdwbDslv „NfGv ifÛD. zfhc pfvf'v ÛÁDklfnD, kfv ÈsBv jKfƒ hf jD hth! sn zfmfslv Osvv sofib jKf hfƒsv hst bf hvQ dbsuv msLA nDmfhÝ vfsJ; sn zfmfslv n©islv Ofedk jsv bf, zfmfslv Ovsj mqtf zfhuGbf dlsq HsvW vfsJ bf.«

ˆjflwkm mdrtf zfsvf htt, (ˆmb ncsJƒ dYtfm.) rEf{ ˆjdlb ˆj Oebf Oet. pJb iwcslv lcL slfrb jvf rd¤Yt ˆmb nmq zfhc pfvf' hfƒsv shv rt ˆhQ sn ˆjub vmBDsj slJsk sit, pfv dykfhfsOv bAfq lcde icÛ vsqsY. kfvf kfv sjfmsvv dby dlsq lc'de Ffdtm dbsq sJtf jvdYt (zKGf{, lcLifb jvdYt ˆhQ sJtdYt). ˆ mdrtfsj slsJ (kfv iadk zfjxó rsq) sn zfmfsj kftfj dlsq dlt ˆhQ kfsj dhsq jvt. zk}iv zfdm zfv ˆj níf§À hAdÙÁsj dhsq jvtfm, sp la¢kshso Lfhmfb zsw¶ zfsvfrB jsv ˆhQ rfsk hwGf vfsJ. sn zfmfsj zsbj n©il dlsqsY. ˆhQ iaskAj iajfv oxrifdtk u§Âv ˆj ˆj sufVf dlsqsY ˆhQ hstsY, sr …s©m pfvf'! kcdm (ˆÈstf sKsj) JfW ˆhQ dbu zfk¹Dq-öubslvsjW dbu JcwDmk …irfv-…isTZjb lfW. mdrtfde zfvW htt, dj§Â sn zfmfsj pf djYcƒ dlsqsY, zfhC pfvf'v nfmfbA ˆjde ifÛW kf iCBG jvsk ifvsh bf. (zfhc pfvf'v n©islv kctbfq kf zdk boBA).

zfsqwf (vfdp¶qfïfù zfbrf) hstb, vnCt � zfmfsj htstb, zfhC pfvf'

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 171 kfv ²ÃD …s©m pfvf'v jfsY spv™i, zfdmW skfmfv jfsY kla™i. (ðLcmfÛ ifKGjA ˆecjc sp, sn swN ipG§À kfv ²ÃDsj kftfj dlsqsY zfv zfdm skfmfsj kftfj dlƒdb hvQ zfuDhb ˆjƒv™i hAhrfv jsv zfndY.) (hcJfvD)

zsbj mdrtf iv-icv¢sNv ÈBmcÊ rsq kfv iawQnf jsv. kfvf hst, `Hfwcv-w¶ðv slWvf Hfstf dmbsn jift-sifVf sv---.' ˆvf idkv Jfq, dj§Â …iidkv ÈB ofq. ˆvf pfv bcb Jfq, kfv ÈB ofq bf. jfvB, JfWqfst jD rsh, sn ÈBLv bq kfƒ! ˆvf ufsb bf sp, zisvv slfN sofib jvsk rq, dhswN j'sv pfv Jfq kfv slfN ofƒsk rq bf. mrfbhD � hstb, ªsp hAdÙÁ sjfb mcndtsmv Û¢de sofib jsv, zfïfr ƒr-ivjfst kfv Û¢de sofib jsv sbb.« (mcndtm 2699bQ, zfhc lf†l, dkvdmpD, bfnf„, ƒhsb mfufr, ƒhsb drêfb, rfsjm)

kfvf ufsb bf sp, pfv Jfq, kfvƒ bfðjdv jvfv ubA zdLjfQw mdrtf slfpJhfdnbD rsh. pfvf öfmDv dbmjrfvfdm jvsh.

r]Af. zfv Jhvlfv! spb öfmDv hlbfm skfmfv sYstsmsqslv jfsY jsvf bf. bsy{ kfslv jfsY kfslv dikfv Wub rfîf j'sv dlst [dk rsh skfmfvW.

ivyyGf } oDhk mdrtf-mudtsn spmb OvyyGf rq, skmdb ivyyGfW hfl pfq bf. ivyyGf hf

oDhk rt ˆ mudtsnv ItI¼ce zKhf yf-dhõce. zKy ivyyGf hf isvv oDhk jvf zKhf kfsk zQwoarB jvf zflwG mdrtfv idvyq bq.

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zKGf{, sr dhw¶fdnoB! skfmvf hùdhL LfvBf rsk lCsv Kfj; jfvB sjfb sjfb LfvBf ifi. zfv skfmvf zisvv sofibDq dhNq zbcnáfb jsvf bf ˆhQ ˆsj zisvv iÇyfsk db¦lf (oDhk) jsvf bf. skfmfslv msLA dj sj… kfv mxk ëfkfv sofwXk H[B jvsk yfƒsh? h²Âk} skfmvf skf ˆefsj OxBfƒ msb jv. skfmvf zfïfrsj Hq jv. zfïfr kfWhf oarBjfvD, ivm lqftc. (nCvf ùucvfk 12 zfqfk)

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mf zfsqwf (vfdp¶qfïfù zfbrf) rsk hdBGk, dkdb hstb, zfdm ˆjlf bhD �-sj httfm, `ndIqfv Û¢dev ubA skf ˆkecjcƒ psKó sp sn ˆƒecjc.' zKGf{ sh]se. kf ðsb bhD � htstb, ªkcdm ˆmb ˆjde jKf htst sp, kf pdl nmcslav ifdbsk Ocst slWqf rk, kfrst (sn zSK) ifdbsjW sOftf (sbfQvf) jsv dlk!« (zfhC lf†l, dkvdmpD)

diaq bhD � hstb, ªpJb zfdm dm'vfsu sotfm kJb ˆj n©ialfqsj slJtfm kfvf kfmfv bJ l¶fvf dbsuslv mcJm×t ˆhQ h[ dh[k jvsY. zfdm duÎfnf jvtfm, `sr duhaf„t! Wvf jfvf?' dkdb htstb, `Wvf kfvf, pfvf mfbcsNv mfQn H[B jsv ˆhQ kfslv ním tcse shVfq.' (zfrmfl, zfhC lf†l)

zfhC rfskm hstb, nhsysq tfHhfb hAhnf zfïfrv dpjXv ˆhQ nhsysq [dkjv hAhnf mfbcsNv dpjXv.

Icpfƒt dhb ƒqfp hstb, mfbcsNv dpjXv hAfdL, zfv zfïfrv dpjXv zfsvfoA. nfLfvBk} oDhk jsv drQncse stfsjvf. drQncj hAdÙÁ�sisv bf�…Est oDhk

wcv¢ jsv slq. i[f§Àsv ˆjub `zflwG vmBD' drQncse rq bf. zfv ˆ jKf susb svsJf sp, sp skfmfv jfsY ivyyGf jsv, sn skfmfv yyGf

isvv jfsY jvsh. zkˆh ˆmb yyGfq zQwoarB sKsj lCsv Kfj. wfd§Àdiaqf shfbde zfmfv! stfsjv oDhk jsvf bf, ðsbfW bf. zfv ifvst

pfv oDhk jvf rs¤Y kfv kvI sKsj mcJ dbW, kfv ubA sjfb Wuv J]csuf, kfsk kcdm sbj hltf ifsh. skfmfv bhD � hstb, ªsp hAdÙÁ kfv Hfƒsqv nísmv nis[ zisvv iadkhfl W J×b jsv zfïfr djqfmskv dlb kfv …iv sKsj ufrfâfmsj dIdvsq slshb.« (zfrmfl, dkvdmpD)

ªsp hAdÙÁ kfv (mcndtm) Hfƒsqv zbcid²¿dksk (kfv oDhk jvf W ƒÏk tcefv nmq iadkhfl jsv) kfv ním v[f jsv, snƒ hAdÙÁ zfïfrv dbje ˆƒ zdLjfv ifq sp, dkdb kfsj slfpJ sKsj mcÙÁ jsv slb.« (zfrmfl,k¶fhfvfbD, nrDùt ufsm' 6240 bQ)

zfv iadkhfl hf vl jvfv [mkf bf Kfjst oDhksj z§Àv l¶fvf OxBf jvsh ˆhQ jBGifk bf j'sv mudtn kAfo j'sv ia²¿fb jvsh. bsy{ susb svsJf, isvv slfNjDkGb jvsk Kfjst, zfïfr jfsv¦e wfd²À öv™i skfmfv slfN iajfw jsv skfmfsj tfdÒk jvshb.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 173 zfïfrv vnCt � hstb, ªsr snƒ mfbcsNv lt; pfvf mcsJ „mfb ˆsbsY ˆhQ

pfslv r™lsq „mfb ²¿fb ifqdb (kfvf swfb)! skfmvf mcndtmslv oDhk jsvf bf ˆhQ kfslv slfN Jc]su shVfsqf bf. jfvB, sp hAdÙÁ kfslv slfN Jc]ush, zfïfr kfv slfN Lvshb. zfv zfïfr pfv slfN Lvshb kfsj kfv Osvv dHksvW tfdÒk jvshb.« (zfrmfl 4/420, zfhC lf…l 4880, zfhC qAf'tf, nrDùt ufsm' 7984bQ)

ivyyGf jvf mxk mfbcsNv mfQn JfWqfv nmfb. zfïfr kfzftf hstb, FF�����������AT�k@�uiن:�(/��1~/�א�AT�k@�uiא��/@�kB�1�א��-z+G1א�K�C�-�/V101א�אKC�/B&�/@1<-{u����1>/���+>8;/��א�m�/V1h/<�+�/1א�وKC��:�/X/.�+�/و�aY�1l

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zKGf{, sr „mfblfvoB! skfmvf zdLjfQw s[sÛ zbcmfb rsk lCsv Kfj. jfvB, sjfb sjfb s[sÛ zbcmfb rt sofbfrv jfu. zfv skfmvf zisvv sofibDq dhNq náfb (sofsq¦lfdodv) jsvf bf ˆhQ ˆsj zisvv iÇyfsk db¦lf (oDhk) jsvf bf. skfmfslv msLA sj… dj kfv mxk ëfkfv mfQn H[B jvsk yfƒsh? h²Âk} skfmvf skf kf OxBfƒ jvsh. skfmvf zfïfrsj Hq jv. zfïfr kWhf oarBjfvD, ivm lqftc. (nCvf ùucvfk 12 zfqfk)

skfmfslv ˆƒ mudtsn jk mdrtf jk mdrtfv bfsm dmKAf jtË slq. sp zivfL sj… jsvdb, kfv OfsV snƒ zihfl yfifsbf rq. zKy kf nmfsu zwfd§À nxdójfvD ˆjde mrfifi. mrfb zfïfr hstb,

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zKGf{, pfvf nfL¶D dbvDr W dhÇhfdnBD bfvDv iadk zivfL zfsvfi jsv kfvf ƒrstfj W ivstfsj zdHwå ˆhQ kfslv ubA zfsY mrfwfd²À. (nCvf bCv 23 zfqfk)

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zKGf{, pfvf dhbf zivfsL mc'dmb icv¢N W mc'dmb bfvDslvsj jó slq kfvf dmKAf zihfl W iajfwA ifsiv shfUf hrb jsv. (nCvf zfrpfh 58 zfqfk)

oDhk W zihfslv mfLAsm jk mcndtm bvbfvDv ƒÏk tcef pfq, kfv ƒqÙf sbƒ. zKy kf jk hV mrfifi!

��������� zflwG vmBD 174

mrfbhD � hstb, ªnCl (JfWqfv ifi rt) 72 iajfv. pfv msLA nhsysq sYfe ifi rt mfsqv nfsK hAdHyfv jvfv mk! zfv nhsysq hV (ifsiv) nCl rt dbu (mcndtm) Hfƒsqv ním bó jvf.« (k¶fhfvfbDv zf…nfk¶, dntdntfr nrDrfr 1871bQ)

zÌyftbfv nfsK dhdHâ HdÌsk jk mfbcsNv jfi slJfsbf rq. zKy kfW jfhDvf sofbfr. mf zfsqwf (vfdp¶qfïfù zfbrf) hstb, ˆjlf k]fv dbje ˆj hAdÙÁv jKf (zdHbq j'sv) bjt jvtfm. ˆv Ist dkdb htstb, ªzfmfsj pdl ˆk ˆk (iaycv zKG) slWqf rq khcW zfdm jfsvf bjt jvfsj iY¦l jvh bf.« (zfrmfl 3/224,zfhC lf…l 4878, nrDr zfhC lf…l 4082bQ)

wfd§ÀjfmD shfbde zfmfv! kcdm ifvst mfbcsNv ƒÏk v[f jsvf. iajfswA iadkhfl jsvf. kfsk skfmfv tfH zfsY. vnCt � hstb, ªsp sjfbW hAdÙÁ sjfb mcndtm hAdÙÁsj snƒ ufqofq nfrfpA bf jsv huGb jvsh, spJfsb kfv ním tcef rq ˆhQ kfv ƒÏk bó jvf rq, sn hAdÙÁsj zfïfr snƒ ufqofq nfrfpA bf j'sv huGb jvshb, spJfsb sn k]fv nfrfpA sisk iY¦l jsv. zfv sp sjfbW hAdÙÁ sjfb mcndtm hAdÙÁsj snƒ ufqofq nfrfpA jvsh, spJfsb kfv ním tcef rq ˆhQ kfv ƒÏk bó jvf rq, sn hAdÙÁsj zfïfr snƒ ufqofq nfrfpA jvshb, spJfsb sn k]fv nfrfpA sisk iY¦l jsv.« (zfhC lf†l 4484, nrDùt ufsm' 5690bQ)

nmfstfybfsj Hq

kcdm ycdv j'sv Lvf iVst, stfsj jKf htst skfmfv yci Kfjf W dbsusj nQswfLb jvf …dyk. otf hfufsbf, stfsjv jKfq iadkhfl jvf ˆhQ sp skfmfv ofstv jfdt sldJsq slq, kfv syfsJv jfut slJfsbfq skfmfv dbsuv [dk zfsY.

nmfstfybfsj Hq jvf …dyk bq. nmfstfybfsj öfok ufbfW, kfsk skfmfv icboGEb zfsY. üfËdtb hstb, `zfmfslv hAfifsv zbAfsbAv m§ÀhA zfmfslvsj nHA SkvD jsv. zfmfslv zfwifswv stfsjvf pdl zá rk, kfrst lfmD sifwfj, nc¦lv hfdV ˆhQ mCtAhfb zfnhfh-isÛv iasqfub rskf bf.'

ksh r]Af, m¦l jfu jvfv iCshG nmfstfybfsj Hq jv. ˆsk skfmfv tfH zfsY. kcdm ncsJ zfY, kcdm ilGfq zfY, kcdm lfb jvY, kcdm äDblfv mdrtf, skfmfv

bfm zfsY, kcdm zbA mdrtfslvsj dw[f dl¤Y, ˆsk zifvo mdrtfslv skf drQnf

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 175 rWqfvƒ jKf. kfsk skfmfv nmfstfybf skf rskƒ ifsv. zfv snƒ nmfstfybf pJb skfmfv jfsb zfnsh, kJb kcdm dj öd²À ifsh? zhwAƒ bf. mb hAdKk rsh. Hft jfu huGb jvsk ƒ¤Yf rsh. dj§Â bf shfbde! pfvf Hft jfu jsv, kfvf nmfstfybfsj Hq jsv bf. msb lc}J ifq, dj§Â isvfqf jsv bf.

bDy W rDb msbv mfbcNvf hV mfbcNslv Û¢de Jc]su sisq kfv nmfstfybfq iaycv zfb¦l ifq.

kcdm nmfstfybfv †sL¶G rsh? nmfstfyjvf pJb skfmfv n©isjG nmfstfybfv djYcƒ bf ifsh, kJb skfmfv hqn dbsq nmfstfybf jvsh. jJsbf hf skfmfv bfsm dmKAf jtË vdesq nmfstfybf jvsh.

i[f§Àsv nmfstfybfmcÙÁ dj mfbcN zfsY? sp hV jfu jsv stfsjvf kfvƒ nmfstfybf jsv. nmcsûv iadk t[A jv, kfv mfsU mVf sItf rq, mVf Hfsn …isv. dj§Â kfv oHDsv Kfsj mdB-mcÙÁf-iahft-il¹vfo. hsb-hfofsb jk wk ofY vsqsY. dj§Â stfsjvf nh sYsV dlsq Itlfv ofsYƒ dTt mfsv. zfjfswv mfsU zodBk oar-b[Û vsqsY. dj§Â sjht y¦û W nCspGƒ oarB stso Kfsj.

nmfstfybf-hAdKk msbv shfbde zfmfv! HÙÁvf htt, zmcj zfibfsj ofdt slq, zfv zfidb kfv iawQnf jsvb? zfdm httfm, YfV, pfv spmb iajxdk, sn skmb jvsh. sp r]fdVsk pf zfsY sn r]fdV …hcV jvst kfƒ iVsh. jcjcsvv sO…-sO… pdl skfmfv sjfb [dk jvsk bf ifsv, kfrst kfsj djqfmk ipG§À sO…-sO… jsv j½f§À rsk lfW.

mdrtf-mudtsnv ‰ nmfstfybfq mb Jfvfi jsvf bf. mfbcsNv zbAfq nmfstfybf há jvsk ifvf pfq bf hse, dj§Â ˆjef hAfifv zhwAƒ há jvf pfq; zfv kf rt, zbAfq nmfstfybf ðsb lcdÇy§Àf jvf.

hV ncJD kfvf pfvf stfsjslv nmfstfybf …si[f jsv yst. nckvfQ stfsj jD htsh kf kcdm smfseW sHshf bf, pk[B kcdm ufsbf sp, kcdm dEj isKƒ zfY.

hV lc}J tfso shfbde zfmfv! pJb ˆmb stfsj zfmfv nmfstfybf jsv, sp kfv spfoA bq. pJb `zfbfvn hst, j]fEft Hfqf! kcdm hV JnJsn! yftcdb hst nc]ƒ skfv si]fsl sjb Y]Aflf? Èsq hst sofhv lflf, skfv ofsq sjb oá? dbsuv ifsb yfq bf wftD, ivsj hst Ffhvfofdt.'

zfsvf djYc nmfstfybfv jKf jdhv jfsY swfb }-

��������� zflwG vmBD 176

`dHmv¢st smZmfdYsk rt svNfsvdN, lcubfq mrfkjG wdÙÁ jfv shdw. dHmv¢t jsr, zfsY nrna iamfB, skfmfv lQwb bsr zfmfv nmfb.

mLcjv dbv¢Ùv, YtYt z]fdJ- hbslhD jsr kfsv jfsb jfsb Ffdj, sjb hfYf bkdwv! ˆ jKf dbdÇykX,

dhsN kcdm rfv mfsbf, mLcsk sp duk.' *****

`jfbfjdV diE kcdt jsr efjfdesj, kcdm sNft zfbf mfÛ, br i]fy dnsj, efjf jq, zfdm kfƒ, mCtA smfv pKf, skfmfv pf mCtA kfv sTv shdw jKf.'

***** `b[Û Jdnt slsJ lDi msv srsn, hst, ˆk LcmLfm, ˆƒ rt swsN!

vfdÛ hst, srsn bfW, hst bfW ncsJ, pk[B sktecjc bfdr pfq ycsj.'

shlbfrk shfbde zfmfv! kcdm pdl n{ W nkA isK Kfj, kfrst hfdrsv nmfstfybfv UV hƒsk lfW, skfmfv ifrfsVv mk mfb-ƒÏskv sjfb [dk rsh bf. kcdm jfu j'sv pfW, Wvf nmfstfybf j'sv pfj. `rfKD ytkf vsrof zfWv jcÙf H]cjkf vsrof.'

skfmfv iawQnf pJb sjfb mdrtfsj slJsh sp, sn skfmfv dmKAf iawQnf jvsY, kJb susb

dbW sp, sn skfmfv dmKAf hlbfmW jvsk ifsv. pdl sj… skfmfv snƒ ÈB dbsq iawQnf jsv pf skfmfv msLA sbƒ, kfrst ˆ

jKfq dbdÇyk rsqf bf sp, sn skfmfv snƒ slfN dbsq hlbfmW jvsh, pf skfmfv msLA sbƒ.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 177 htf hfùtA, snƒ iawQnfv I]csj Icst spsqf bf. bsy{ shtcsbv mk [dkoa²À

rsk ifv.

sHl iajfw nQnfv ˆj vfuk¶. sn vfusk¶v jk vjm vrnA W sHl Kfsj, öfmD-²ÃDv

ydvsÛ jk vjsmv lchGtkf W sHl Kfsj, snƒ sHl iajfw jvf ShL W …dyk bq. zsbj nmq sn sHl iajfw jvst mfb-mpGflf W iduwb bó rq, jJsbf hf dbvfiÙfrDbkf zfsn.

mdrtf w¶ðv hfdVv jk jKf, öfmDv jk Û¢de W lchGtkfv jKf hfsiv hfdVsk dosq hst Kfsj. zfv kfsk kfv öfmDv iduwb bó rq, dbsuvW Wub rfîf rsq pfq ˆhQ lcwmb ðsb sJfw rq.

zsbj nmq mdrtf-mrst zbfqfsn Jcst slq zsbj vrnA. zsbsj jKf dlsq jKf sbq, kfW mdrtf hcUsk ifsv bf.

`lcó stfsjv dmó jKf Odbsq hsn ifsw, jKf dlqf jKf tq iafB hsL swsN.'

dj§Â sHl sJftfv iCshG mdrtf kf sJqft jvsk ifsv bf. zhwA zsbj nmq sHl Jcst nkjG j'sv slq sp, `ˆ shfb! ˆ jKf jf…sj hstf bf. zfmfsj htsk mfbf jsvsY.' dj§Â pfv jfsY sHl sJftf rq, sn mdrtf zbA mdrtfv jfsY dosq ‰ sHslv jKf Jcst hst kfsjW nkjG j'sv hst, `ˆ shfb! ˆ jKf jf…sj hstf bf. zfmfsj htsk mfbf jsvsY.' zfv ˆƒHfsh ˆsj zivsj htsk htsk snƒ sHl zsHl rsq pfq. sofisb sofisb iayfv rsk rsk nfLfvB stfj nmfsu kf iajfw sisq pfq.

sofib jKf sofib vfJsk mdrtfslv sise hfsu. zfv ˆƒ ubAƒ ÎfbDvf k]fslv ²ÃDslv dbje sjfb sHl iajfw jsvb bf. k]fvf hstb, `skfmfv siam lfW skfmfv ²ÃDsj, dj§Â skfmfv sHl lfW skfmfv mf-sj.'

hfBGfFw' hstb, `sHl bfvDv r™lsq dhsNv mk. sn kf shv j'sv bf sItsk

��������� zflwG vmBD 178

ifvst spb msvƒ pfsh.' mdrtfslv dbje sHl rt lcƒ iajfv; ˆj iajfv sHlsj kfvf kc¤Y msb jsv

ˆhQ kf sofib vfJfv zspfoA Hfsh. zbA iajfv sHl zdk Èv¢k¶iCBG; dj§Â kf kfvf sofib vfJsk ifsv bf.

mdrtfvf sjhtmfÛ ˆjde sHl sofib vfJsk ifsv; kf rt kfv hqn. vrnAmqD shfbde zfmfv! skfmfv sHl rt skfmfv vÙÁ. nckvfQ kf skfmfv

LmbDv hfƒsv hƒsk dlsqf bf. skfmvf njt iajfv Èå�sHl-vrsnAv ubA skfmfv h[ƒ …ipcÙÁ�²¿fb. zivsj Hfk dlsqf, dj§Â�sHl dlsqf bf. sHl dlst�ˆJdkqfv rfdvsq pfq.

zfk¹rkAf jvf rq, mfbcN zisvv dbje sbrfsqk lchGt rsq isV. susb svsJf, dbsuv sofib jKf sofisb vfJfv zKG rs¤Y, dbsusj dbvfisl

vfJf. wdÙÁsk kcdm lchGt rst sHl Jcst dlsq zisvv dbje lchGtkv rsq spsqf bf. spsrkc `nhsysq hV lchGt sn, sp dbsuv sHl sofib vfJsk lchGt. nhsysq hV wdÙÁwftD sn, sp dbsuv vfo lmb jvsk n[m. nhsysq hV SLpGwDt sn, sp dbsuv zHfh sofib jsv SLpGLfvB jsv. zfv nhsysq hV LbD sn, sp ifWqf dudbn dbsq n§Âó.'

swJ nf'lD hstb, `skfmfv ˆjf§À sofibDq jKf dbsuv hácsjW hstf bf; pdlW sn hácsk¶ J]fde. jfvB, htf pfq bf sjfb dlb sn skfmfv wÛ¢sk idvBk rsq spsk ifsv. zfv�ˆmb znäAhrfv hf ifvk}is[v ˆmb wfd²À sjfb wÛ¢v dhv¢sÝ�iasqfo jsvf bf. jfvB, jftysÛÁ�sn skfmfv Odbô hácskW idvBk rsq spsk ifsv.

sp sofibDq jKf kcdm sofib jvsk yfW, kf skfmfv hácsjW hstf bf. jfvB, skfmfv hácvW zsbj hác zfsY. snW kfslv dbje kf iajfw jvsk ifsv.'

dmtb-vrnA iajfw öfmD-²ÃDv mfsU jk vjsmv spZb-vrnA zfsY, siam-vrnA zfsY. jk

zfb¦l zfsY, jk kxdå zfsY. dj§Â snƒ kxdåv jKf zisvv jfsY hst sjfb sjfb mdrtf zdLj kxdå tfH j'sv Kfsj. sj… ofq dbu öfmDv spZbwdÙÁv zfdkwspAv jKf, zfhfv sj… ofq dbu öfmDv spZb-lchGtkf hf z[mkfv

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 179 jKf. zKy mdrtf kfv ˆƒ kxdåvn …lXdovsB zdhhfdrkf zfv ˆjub nJDv ydvÛ Jfvfi jsv. zsbj vrsnA sjfb sjfb pchkD icv¢Nslv hAfifsv jcLfvBf ifq. zsbj mdrtfv msb kfv öfmDv Èå siam hfnf h]fsL.

dmtsb öfmDv iawQnf jvst dbsuv [dk jvf rq. i[f§Àsv lcbGfm jvst kfsj zbA mdrtf W kfslv öfmDslv dbje kfsj sYfe jvf rq. zfv sjfbefƒ ²ÃDv ubA …dyk bq. spmb öfmDvW …dyk bq, ²ÃDv vrnA hác-mrst iajfw jvf.

mrfbhD � hstsYb, ªdjqfmskv dlb mfsbv dlj sKsj zfïfrv dbje dbjxókm mfbcN snƒ hAdÙÁ, sp ²ÃD-nrhfn jsv ˆhQ ²ÃD öfmD-nrhfn jsv zk}iv sn kfv (²ÃDv) vrnA iayfv jsv shVfq.« (mcndtm)

zfnmf dhs§À qAfpDl (vf}) hstb, ˆjlf zfdm zfïfrv vnCt �-ˆv jfsY dYtfm, zfv k]fv snJfsb zsbj icv¢N W mdrtfW hsndYt. dkdb htstb, ªnýhk} sjfb icv¢N dbu ²ÃDv nfsK pf jsv kf (zisvv jfsY) hst Kfsj ˆhQ nýhk} sjfb mdrtf dbu öfmDv nfsK pf jsv kf (zisvv dbje) hst Kfsj?« ˆ jKf ðsb mudtsnv nhfƒ sjfb …Ùv bf dlsq yci sKsj sot. zfdm httfm, `uD r]Af. zfïfrv jnm, sr zfïfrv vnCt! mdrtfvf kf hst Kfsj ˆhQ icv¢NvfW kf hst Kfsj.' zk}iv dkdb htstb, ªskfmvf ˆv™i jsvf bf. spsrkc ˆmb hAdÙÁ skf snƒ wqkfsbv mk, sp sjfb bfvD-wqkfbsj vf²Àfq sisq nÌm jvsk tfso, zfv stfsjvf kfv dlsj sysq sysq slsJ.« (zfrmfl,ƒhsb zfhD wfƒhfr,zfhC lf†l,hfƒrfj¶D)

sE]fejfef rsqf bf djYc mfbcN zfsY sE]fejfef. sjfb dhNsq jcm§ÀhA jvsk kfvf hV W²Àfl. ˆvf

dj§Â ±ióHfND bq; hvQ ˆj swaBDv zHû W zw½DtHfND. spmb }- `smsq' bf hst, `mfoD' hst, `²ÃD' bf hst, `mfo' hst. jf…sj znc²¿ slsJ hst, `mvfv nmq rsqsY.' jfsvf ifjf yct slsJ hst, `hcsVf rsq sosY.' `skfmfv Hfƒ rsqsY' bf h'st hst, `skfmfv mfsqv sYst rsqsY.' `skfmfv hqn rsqsY' bf h'st hst, `kcdm jhsv if Uctfsk ytst.'

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pf sbƒ kf dbsq dmKAf W Hcsqf ohG iajfw rfvfm. mrfbhD � htstb, ªpf slWqf rqdb kf dbsq idvkxdå iajfwjfvD dmKAf lcƒ h²Ã idvLfbjfvDv bAfq.« (hcJfvD W mcndtm)

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jsv bf; zKy kfv lv¢b sn 70 hYsvv iK ufrfâfsm zL}idkk rq.« (dkvdmpD, ƒhsb mfufr, rfsjm, dntdntfr nrDrfr 540bQ)

dkdb zfsvf hstb, ªmfbcN zfïfrv n§Âdóv ˆmbW jKf hst, pfv mÌstv jKf sn LfvBfƒ jvsk ifsv bf; zKy zfïfr kfv lv¢b djqfmk dlhn zhdL kfv ubA k]fv n§Âdó dtdihÝ jsvb. zfhfv mfbcN zfïfrv zn§Âdóv ˆmbW jKf hst pfv zmÌstv jKf sn LfvBfƒ jvsk ifsv bf; zKy zfïfr kfv

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nkA jKf ˆƒ sp, mdrtfvf jKf Jch shwD hst. smsqslv ˆjde öHfh, kfvf jKf bf hst Kfjsk ifsv bf.

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if diYst sost mfbcN msv bf, dj§Â�mcJ diYst sost zsbsj mfvf pfq. nfhLfb! kcdm skfmfv duH dlsq dbsuv olGfb sjse sIstf bf.

zdLjfQw svfo dbBGq jvf rq duH äfvf. zfv zdLjfQw Ufsmtf hfsL tìf duH äfvf.

i[f§Àsv z¬i jKf htf ÎfbDv t[B. yci Kfjst zfrmjsjW ÎfbD msb rq. zfv susb svsJf, pfv mcsJ Îfsbv tfofm zfsY, stfsj kfsjƒ sbkf dbhGfyb

jsv. swJ nf'lD hstb, `jKf htsk ifvfv ubA mfbcN u§Â-ufsbfqfv sKsjW swaô.

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 183 kf hst rj htsk yci Kfjst rsh bf, sbfQvf jfu rsk slsJ hfLf bf dlsq yci

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pfq. pfv tÏf jsm pfq, kfv nQpm jsm pfq. zfv pfv nQpm jsm pfq, kfv r™lq mfvf pfq.

sp shwD jKf hst, nfLfvBk} sn shwD dmKAf hst. spmb sp dbsuv o¬i W hVfƒ shwD jsv, snW shwD dmKAf hst.

zfïfr zfmfslv slsr ˆjde mfÛ�duH�ˆhQ lc-lc'sef jfb dlsqsYb. pfsk zfmvf jm jsv hdt�ˆhQ shwD jsv ðdb. swfbfsk Îfb hxdÝ�ifq, zfv jKf htfsk zbckfi nxdó�rq.

ÎfbD shfbde zfmfv! pf kcdm slJfW, kfv sysq shwD skfmfv Kfjf …dyk. pf kcdm ufb, kfv kctbfq jm jKf htf …dyk. pf ufsbf kfv nhef htf uv¢vD bq, dj§Â pf ht kfv nhef ufbf uv¢vD.

hcdÝmkD shfbde zfmfv! mfbcsNv Îfb hfVst jKf jsm pfq. ˆ jKf zhwAƒ Hctsh bf.

bAfq hf rj jKf rstW nh jKf nh nmq htf yst bf. htst dhil rq, wfd²À sisk rq, [dk rq däÈB. spmb sjfb pchj-pchkDsj�öys[�…idv-…idv hAdHyfsv zfdtå�slJstW sn jKf jfuD hf zbA jfsvf jfsY htf yst bf. 4 nf[D�…id²¿k j'sv kshƒ htsk rq. bsy{ zihfslv yfhcj sJsk rq.

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mdrtf mudtsn djYc jKf dIndIdnsq htf rq. sofib jKf zfv jD rsh? ˆjlf ˆj hAdÙÁ zfèct mfstj dhb mfvWqfsbv dbje ˆsn sofisb djYc htsk yfƒt. dkdb htstb, `kcdm zfmfv iawQnf jvsh bf. jfvB zfdm dbsuv hAfifsv Jch Hfstf ufdb. dmKAf htsh bf. jfvB dmKcAsjv sjfb vfq sbƒ. zfv zfmfv jfsY

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jfsvf oDhk jvsh bf.' stfjde htt, `kfrst zfmfsj yst spsk zbcmdk dlb, sr zfmDv¢t mc'dmbDb!'

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jKf rt WNcsLv mk. idvmfB mk hAhrfv jvst kcdm …ijxk rsh, shwD hAhrfv jvst L¶Qn rsh.

zfv nkjG rW! znsHAv nfsK jKf htfv mfsbƒ rt, dbsuv ním bó�jvf. sYfestfjslv jKfv uhfh dlW bf; bsy{ skfmfv mfb mfsE-Ofse pfsh. `idVst sHVfv wxsÌ�HfsÌ�rDvfv Lfv.'

dhôfq sTtf mfvst dbsuv ofsq dYesj isV. (dbsusjƒ oá�tfso.) zfv HufHdu jvsk spsqf bf. jfvB, `sY]slf jKf mfKfv uef, Jctsk sostƒ

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kfslvsj ifÙf dlW bf. ksh ˆmb jKfW hstf bf, pfsk sn skfmfv mfKfq nWqfv rsq hsn.

wk nfhLfb sKsjf jcebD ufskv smsq sKsj! pfvf Hfstf stfsjv OsvW ifi Tcdjsq slq. `nfsiv hfnfq sHsjsv bfyfq, sjmb jcdebD sn hf?'

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zflwG shfbde zfmfv! skfmfv hfdVsk mdrtfslv mudtnsj zfïfrv dpjXsvv mudtn j'sv osV skfstf. bsy{ susb svsJf, zfïfrv vnCt � hstb, ªsp n©ialfq ˆmb mudtn sKsj …sE pfq, spJfsb kfvf zfïfrv dpjXv jsv bf, zfnst kfvf mxk ofLfv mk sjfb dudbn sKsj …sE pfq. zfv (ˆv ubA) zfïfrv kvI sKsj kfslv …iv idvkfi zfnsh.« (zfhC lf†l 4855bQ)

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zfïfr spb zfmfsj kWIDj slb.' 3. `smsqslv Îfb jm.' kcdm ht, `zfdm sjfb zÎfbDv jfu jvh bf ƒb wfzfïfr.' 4. `smsqvf öfmDv jxkO´.' ˆdeW rflDsnv jKf. ˆ skf dmKAf rsk ifsv bf. kcdm ht, `dj§Â zfdm

zfmfv öfmDv nhGlf jxkÎkf öDjfv jvh. pfv bcb JfWqf rq, kfv ÈB ofWqf skf mfbcsNv öHfhufk zHAfn. zfv zfdm dbmjrfvfm bƒ.'

5. `jcjcv äfvf Jvsofw dwjfv jvf pfq, tsu¦n äfvf dwð, zfv mft äfvf

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mdrtf.' ˆ jKf kcdm skfmfv msLA dmKAf iamfB jv. 6. `dkbde dudbsnv sjfb Hvnf sbƒ; sOfVfv ncöf²¿A, bfvDv zÌDjfv ˆhQ

dwðv Hfthfnf.' ˆ jKf kcdm skfmfv msLA dmKAf iamfB jv. 7. `mdrtfv r™lq rt mv¢HCdmv hfdtv mk. okjft pf dtsJsY zfu kfv

sjfb dyrÁ slJsk ifq bf.' ˆ jKf kcdm skfmfv uDhsb dmKAf iamfB jv. 8. `h… bó�hfsiv hfdV dU bó�Ofse, if§ÀfHfsk dO bó�sYst bó�rfse.' ˆ jKf skfmfv hAfifsv dmKAf iamfB jv. 9. `hfsiv hfdVsk smsqslv jfb Hfdv rq.' ˆ jKf dmKAf iamfB j'sv kcdm öfmDsj slJfW. 10. `w¶ðvhfdV mLcv r]fdV, dkbdlb iv U]fefv hfdV.' mfsqv Ov kcdm Hfthfsnf, skfmfsj W skfmfv öfmDsj skfmfv mf-hfi

Hfthfsn. dj§Â skfmfv Hfƒ-HfhDv jKf sHsh slsJY dj? nckvfQ snJfsb svsJ kcdm skfmfv öfmDv mfb bó jsvf bf.

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pKf idvmfsB Lb Jvy jv. 13. `Ict svfsl sIfse. dj§Â bfvD ˆmb ˆj Ict, pf Yfqfskƒ sIfse.' ˆef skf iafjxdkj dbqm. bfvD zfWkfv Ofn. kcdm ht, `zfdm öfKGiv bf

rsk syóf jvh.' 14. `bfvD Hfthfsn bf. dj§Â sn Hfthfsn sp, kfsj Hfthfnf srfj.' ˆef ˆj kvIf öfKGivkf. kcdm ht, `zfdm zfmfv öfmDsj iafsBv sysqW

shwD Hfthfdn. zfdm zfmfv öfmDsj hdt, ªzfdm dbdwdlb skfmfq Hfthfdn, kcdm zhnv mk hfdnW.«

15. `mdrtf „NGfhfb icv¢Nsj ziY¦l jsv. dj§Â sp kfv hAfifsv „NGfhfb bq kfsj sn zfsvf shwD ziY¦l jsv.'

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 187 ˆef dEj jKfƒ. ksh sp nskAv ubA „NGfhfb kfsj ziY¦l jvf …dyk bq. 16. `mdrtf pJb kfv jØöv dbyc jsv, kJb sn skfmfv jfsY djYc sisk

yfq. zfv kJb kf …]yc jsv, pJb sn dudbn skfmfv dbje bf ifq.' ˆef mfbcsNv iajxdkok hAfifv. ksh öfmDv s[sÛ ˆmb zHAfn dbÇyq Hft

bq. öfmDv dhv¢sÝ zfWqfu …]yc jvf `zflwG vmBD'v zfyvB rsk ifsv bf. 17. `bfvDv 3de ÈB } zbcHCdk, „NGf W idv¤Yâkf. bfvD 3de jfu Jch Hfstf ifsv } jfâf, iastfHb W iahÑbf. bfvD 3de pf ziY¦l jsv } bDvhkf, ˆjfdjk¶ W drnfh-dbjfw. bfvDv ubA 3de …ipcÙÁ jfu } oxr²¿fdt jmG, n§Àfb iadkiftb W svfoDv snhf. bfvD sp 3de jfsu Jch iec } ianfLb, jtr W Ytbf.' kcdm ht, `spÈdt m¦l zfyvB, zfïfr spb zfmfsj kfv sKsj lCsv vfsJb.'w18. `mdrtf pJb ifsv kJb rfsn, dj§Â pJb ƒ¤Yf jsv kJb j]fsl.' 19. `bfvD pJb j]flsk ðv¢ jsv, kJb icv¢sNv smfjfdhtf-[mkf yCBG rsq

pfq.' bfsj j]flf mdrtfv nrufk zHAfn. nfmfbA z]fysV ˆslv slr sKsj vÙÁ

shv rq, syfsJv sjfsB ifdb Ucst Kfsj, ˆslv jcýDvfwa¢ W Ytbfv zwa¢ rt nhsysq mfvfk¹j. kcdm ht, zfïfr zfmfsj jKfq jKfq bfsj j]flf W Ytbf sKsj lCsv vfJcj.

20. `dkb swaBDv mfbcN bfvDsj hcUsk ifsv bf; dwð, pchj W hxÝ.' 21. `shtfHCdmsk l]fdVsq zfmvf nmcsûv pkecjc slJsk ifƒ, bfvDsj dEj

kkecjc slJsk ifƒ.' 22. `nfosvv mk bfvD Ffov dudbn.' 23. `ixdKhDsk pk djYc zfÇypG dudbn zfsY kfv msLA nhsysq zfÇypG smsq

mfbcsNv mb. kfvf jD yfq, zfv jD bf yfq zdk hV id×kvfW htsk ifsv bf.' …ÙÁ jKfÈdtv nfvmmG ˆjde rflDsn hdBGk rsqsY, ˆjlf bhD � (mdrtfslvsj

nsìfLb j'sv) htstb, ªsr mdrtf njt! skfmvf nfljfr-Jqvfk jvsk Kfj W zdLjmfÛfq ƒd²ÀoIfv jv. jfvB zfdm skfmfslvsj ufrfâfsmv zdLjfQw zdLhfnDv™si slJtfm.« ˆjub mdrtf dbshlb jvt, zfmfslv zdLjfQw ufrfâfmD rWqfv jfvB dj? sr zfïfrv vnCt! dkdb htstb, ªskfmvf zdHwfi shdw jv ˆhQ dbu öfmDv zjxkÎkf jv. hcdÝ W LsmG ziCBG rWqf nsÙ¶W dhy[B

��������� zflwG vmBD 188

hAdÙÁv …iv skfmfslv yfƒsk zfv jf…sj shdw iaHfh Jfefsk sldJdb.« (zbA jKfq, mdrtf ÎfbD icv¢sNvW mfKf sJsq hsn.) (mcndtm)

kcdm ht, `zfdm zfïfrv jfsY [mf dH[f jdv. zfdm zfmfv Ytf-jtf ialwGb j'sv jfsvf Îfb-hcdÝv mfKf sJsk yfƒ bf. zfdm zflwG bfvD, zfdm mf JflDuf, …s©m nftfmfr W zfsqwfv mk Îfsbv jfsu öfmDv nrspfdokf jvsk ifdv.'

24. `mdrtfslv hqn dhsqfo jsv drnfh jvsk rq, spfo jsv bq.' 25. `pdl yfW sp mdrtf dmKAf htcj, kfrst kfv hqn duÎfnf jv.' 26. `mdrtfv pdl zfnt hqn ufbsk yfW, kfrst kfv HfhDsj duÎfnf jv.' nfLfvBk} dhsqv zfso ˆƒ dmKAf htf rq. jfvB, pchjvf shwD hqsnv smsq

iY¦l jsv bf. kfvf hst, `jcdVv smsq hcdV.' kcdm ht, `zfdm zflwG mdrtf, zfdm dmKAf hdt bf ˆhQ zf¦lfsuW jfsvf hqn Ldv bf. hqn jm htstƒ zfmfv v™i-tfhBA shwD rsh bfdj?'

27. `icv¢N bfvDv hAfifsv pfs¤Y kfƒ htsk ifsv. zfv bfvD icv¢sNv hAfifsv pfs¤Y kfƒ jvsk ifsv.'

ˆ jKf kcdm Hct iamfB jv. 28. `bqb sjht bDt …{it

mcJ wklt dlqf odEt, jcs¦l l§À i]fdk vfdJqfsY o]fdK

zLsv bhDb iïh dlt. wvDv njt y©isjv lt dlqf zdhjt dhdL vdyt,

kfƒ Hfdh msb ksh jD jfvsB ifNfsBsk kh mb odEt.'

bfvDslv mb nfLfvBk} bvm. dj§Â iahÑbfq kfslv mb hV ifNfB. kcdm ht, zfdm mcndtm zflwG bfvD. zfdm zdk nru-nvt, zfmfv msLA iahÑbf W Ytbf sbƒ. zfdm snƒ bfvD pfslv ubA htf rsqsY,

`sYfe sYfe smsqÈdt djsn rq SkvD, djsn rq SkvD? [Dv, bbD, dydb zfv Hfstf pfrf lcdbqfv

smsqÈdt kfƒ dlsq SkvD.' 29. `bfvD iajxdkokHfsh p§ÃBflfÛD; znc¦lvD rst r™lsq hAKfv nxdó rq,

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zflwG vmBD ��������� 189 zfv nc¦lvD rst mfKfq hAKf nxdó jsv.'

ˆ …dÙÁsj kcdm ëf§À iamfB jv. 30. hfBGfFw' hstsYb, `lf©ikA-uDhb ˆjde sjf©ifbDv bfm; pfsk icv¢N

…ifuGb jsv, zfv mdrtf ziyq jsv.' ˆ jKf kcdm skfmfv uDhsb Hct iamfB jv. 31. `ncvf ˆhQ bfvD zsbj iadkHfv zimxkcA Oefq.' kcdm ht, `zfdm snƒ bfvD bƒ. zfdm zflwG bfvD.' 32. `smsq mfbcsNv kCsB pk iajfv dlhAf²Ã�zfsY, k¦msLA `zfdV ifkf'ef

rt haúf²Ã.�ncdhsL sist�ˆsk mf-smsq, wfwcVD-h…, uf-bbl, sj… jf…sj Jfdkv jsv bf.'

zfdV ifkf hf zdHmfb jvf, mcJ bfdmsq sjfb djYcv ubA so]f Lvf mdrtfslv ˆjde zHAfn. kcdm ht, `zfdm ˆv hAdkÛÁm.'

y¦ûhlbf, mxobqbf, yÑtmdk shfbde zfmfv! kcdm rW LDvodk. nhfv mfsU kcdm zbbAf rW. jfvB, kcdm sp `zflwG vmBD'.

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