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bv, bv, Avwg Lv‡ev bv, wKQz‡ZB Lv‡ev bv GB Avw`‡fŠZ kv`v fvZ,

I¸‡jv GLb GK‡PwUqv Qv-†cvlv‡ì n‡q †M‡Q, I¸‡jv‡Z R‡g †M‡Q `ycyi‡ejvi Ajm †g`yi byb Rxe‡bi NyY ; Avwg PvB, `ycy‡ii jv‡Â _vK nwiYxi gZb w¯§Z †Pv‡Li A¤−vb K_v ejv, njy cvZv S‡i covi g‡Zv ke&wRfiv Avgvi †c−U f‡i hvK

†mvbvwj †fv‡ii †gŠb `yt‡L|

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Zey mnmvB KuvUv Pvg‡Pi †LuvPvq dvbv dvbv n‡q hv‡e ivOv Bwj‡ki g‡Zv gvby‡liv Uªv±‡ii uv‡Z, el©vi R‡j avb †¶‡Z †Kvovi e`‡j

ÔUzeÕ ÔUzeÕ K‡i †W‡K DV‡e ¯úxW‡ev‡Ui euvwk| Avwg Rvwb, ye©v Avi †n‡jÂvi †Sv‡c Wy‡e Av‡Q †h cvIqvi cv¤ú

Zvi wekvj Kv‡jv ¸nvgyL †P‡q Av‡Q wbôzi Lybxi g‡Zv

†hb GLbB Suwc‡q co‡e w`M‡š—i Avbv‡P-Kvbv‡P ; Avwg †`wL GiKg i³vfv Avi †evev AÜKvi|

bv, Avwg wKQz‡ZB Lv‡ev bv Qv-†cvlv‡ì Kvw•¶Z kv`v fvZ Zv‡ì KuyK‡o hvIqv nv‡Zi Avavi

Avwg Avi †`L‡Z PvB bv ; fv‡Zi euvKv wks‡qi ¸u‡Zv †L‡q †eu‡P _vKv gvby‡li gy‡Li nvjU ZiZ‡i gvs‡mi †Sv‡j Wy‡e hvK,

Avwg PvB ;

Avwg PvB wK‡kvixi euvKv‡Pviv fyi“i Av‡¶c, Zvn‡jB †L‡q †bqv hv‡e GB euvìgy‡Lv †iv‡ì `ycyi|

ˆkke-‰K‡kv‡ii Mí Avgvi ˆkke Avi ˆK‡kvi wQ‡jv †mB evj‡Ki †h evjK wPb‡Zv bv wkDwj wKsev †Mvjvc, Zv‡ì cvcwoi iO Avi MÜ Qov‡Zv †Kgb? K‡ZvUzKz dzU‡Zv Abvqv‡m Avi †Kgb ZvKv‡Zv Pviw`‡K ? †m me Avgvi g‡b †bB| ïay cv‡ki MÖv‡gi GK gmwR‡ì D‡Vvb fwZ©

c‡o _vKv yg&ov‡bv eKzj, Avgv‡K †W‡K wb‡q wM‡q fv‡jvevmv w`‡Zv,

UMeM w`‡Zv †KuvPofwZ©, GLb Avgvi †mB ˆkke-ˆK‡kvi Ry‡o ïay eKz‡ji MÜ Qvov

Avi wKQz †bB|

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Avgvi ˆkke Avi ˆK‡kvi wQ‡jv †mB evj‡Ki †h evjK M½v dwos‡K ÒG¨v‡iv‡c−bÓ ÒG¨v‡iv‡c−bÓ, e‡j cvov gvZ& Ki‡Zv, muvB muvB wcQz avIqv Ki‡Zv mviv mÜ¨v‡ejv|

Avgvi ˆkke Avi ˆK‡kvi wQ‡jv †mB evj‡Ki †h evjK cvwb‡K gvwbK e‡j ZzjKvjvg Ki‡Zv mvivevwo, ZvB †`‡L evev nv‡m¨v¾¡j gy‡L ej‡Zb,

Ò†`‡Lv, †m‡RvUv cy‡iv e‡q‡m A‡bK Kvgv‡e UvKv, Ii PÂjZv †m K_vB e‡j|Ó

Avgvi ˆkke-ˆK‡kv‡ii fyjPzK¸‡jv wVK n‡q †M‡Q, GLb BwÄ‡bi g‡ZvB Acvi †auvqvi g‡a¨ Lv‡Uv nv‡Z ùvwo‡q _vwK, Zey g„`y duvK-‡dvKi †_‡KB hvq, Ges K¡wPr `yÕGKUv †Ljbv G¨v‡iv‡c−‡bi g‡ZvB `yÕGKUv dwos

gv‡S-gv‡SB Xy‡K c‡o Avgvi †fZ‡i|

cvwL‡ì wb‡q †mB fyjPzK¸‡jv Avi †bB, wKš‘ GLb wVK bvg a‡i WvK‡jI Zviv Avi †Zgb b‡o bv P‡o bv|

Avgvi ˆkke Avi ˆK‡kvi wQ‡jv †mB evj‡Ki †h evjK †`v‡qj‡K wPb‡Zv wZ‡j-NyNy e‡j Avi wZ‡j-NyNy‡K †Mve‡i kvwjK!

†Zvgvi D‡Ï‡k AvR wesk kZvãxi †klcv‡ì GKwU PgrKvi †iveevi Avgvi nv‡Zi cuvPwU AvOy‡ji duvK Mwj‡q †b‡g hv‡”Q †hgb †K‡U hv‡”Q AvdMvb †Mwijv‡ì cÖwZwU gyn~Z© evi“‡ì M‡Üi mv‡_ g„Zz¨gq Mv‡b, nu¨v, Gfv‡eB †Zvgvi cÖZx¶vq cÖYZ GB †cÖwgK cyi“l|

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GK civµvš— mg‡qi w`KwPýnxb Nwo N‡i KvwU‡q w`w”Q Avwg Rxe‡bi †mvbvwj mgq¸‡jv †Zvgvi AvKv•¶vq ; A_P Zzwg †Zv Rv‡bv cwðg Gwkqv wKsev mgMÖ we‡k¦i RjKYv yj‡Q AvR mgiv‡ ¿i g„ yj †mvnv‡M, Avi wKwUnj †_‡K †evgvi“ wegv‡bi gZb Wvbv †g‡j w`‡”Q ^‡`‡ki DcK‚‡j

we‡ivax evZvm|

†ivÏyi PZzw`©‡K Lv Lv Ki‡Q †iv`, PZzi †Mv‡q›`v †m‡R

cwi”Qbœ êZvwjK evqyi msiv‡M hv‡e AZwK©‡Z nvbvevwo †_‡K D‡V Av‡m ZvB, gyn~‡Z© `Lj K‡i AvBj¨vÛ, †Uwj‡dvb ey_, †Reªvµwms I iv —vi †gv‡o †gv‡o

†MvL‡ivi g‡Zv dYv Zz‡j dzm‡Z _v‡K my›ìxi †Pv‡L|

Gw`‡K wecyj Rb‡mªvZ kvnwiK Kg©Kv‡Ê †h‡Z †h‡Z †iv` †L‡q we¯§q-weg~p nq Zviv mš¿v‡m nZ¨vKv‡Ê `vi“Y Abxn e‡j UvjgvUvj cv‡q `ª“Zhv‡b I‡V| B‡Zvg‡a¨ Av‡jvi ˆmwbK iv¯—vNvU †Q‡q d¨v‡j, wW AvB wU GwfwbD †iv‡ì †Niv‡Uv‡c c‡o evj‡Ki jvwU‡gi g‡Zv P°i Lvq, wd«-¯‹zj ÷ªx‡Ui †cÖwgKviv, hy×evR mœvbv_©xi Ke‡j c‡o †iŠ`ªgq n‡q I‡V AvR|

Gi g‡a¨ †KD fxZ †Pv‡L †Mvcb mš¿vm Av‡b jywK‡q c‡K‡U,

†KDev nv‡Zi e¨v‡M QÙbv‡g cy‡i d¨v‡j ZvRv †kvi‡Mvj, Avi

i³cvqx mg‡qi NwoNi †_‡K wbR ^ Wvqv‡j GBme †cvó K‡i PZzi †ivÏyi|

GBfv‡e †iv`-cywj‡kiv †Niv‡Uvc †f‡O †d‡j me LeivLei wbcyY †KŠk‡j

mvf© K‡i cÖwZwU Awd‡m|

knx` Kvìxi R‡b¨ Avwg †Zvgv‡K g‡b †i‡LwQ ;

†hevi Zzwg kxZKvj _vK‡Z _vK‡Z i“¶ kni †Q‡o MÖv‡g wM‡qwQ‡j ; MÖv‡gi Avovq cvwL wkKv‡i †ewi‡q Zzwg c‡owQ‡j wM‡q cÖK…wZi in‡mï †Luvcvq ; Pviw`‡K b¨vov —ä †R¨vrmœvi Rvbvjv Ly‡j w`M‡š—i g‡Zv Mjv evwo‡q †i‡LwQ‡jv †cv‡ov avbxRwg, ïK&‡bv bvovq kx‡Zi aviv‡jv †cLg

†cuRv ei‡di g‡Zv Qwo‡q c‡owQ‡jv mviv gv‡V, Zzwg iv‡Zi †ejv †gvo‡ji evwoi bvgvq uvwo‡q †`‡LwQ‡j GBme, Avi †gvo‡ji cvKvevwoi wU‡bi Qv‡` UzcUvc Si‡Z ï‡bwQ‡j wkwk‡ii e`‡j ¸wj-LvIqv cvwLi Kvbœv ; †m iv‡Z Nygy‡Z cv‡ivwb Zzwg|

Avwg †Zvgv‡K g‡b †i‡LwQ ; †m evi MÖvg †_‡K †divi c‡_ †Uª‡bi Rvbvjvq Mvj †i‡L Zzwg gMœ n‡qwQ‡j kvk¦Zxi †Pv‡L, ZLb †Zvgvi nv‡Z wQ‡jv bv †Kv‡bv ¸wj-LvIqv g„Z cvwL, †Zvgvi Pkgvi †Kv‡Y GKSjK Kvbœvi mv‡_ wPÎvwc©Z n‡qwQ‡jv evwjnuv‡mi a~mi cvjK|

†Zvgv‡K g‡b †i‡LwQ Avwg ; †Zvgvi kû‡i Af¨ — †PvL GK S‡ov nvIqvi iv‡Z Sz‡j-cov wb‡iU AvÜvi-gvLv e¨vjKwbi gZb nvnvKvi K‡iwQ‡jv, Sz‡j c‡owQ‡jv †eva I †e`bv ; Rxeb‡K Zz”Q †f‡e dwos‡qi g‡Zv ZvB

Wvbv †g‡j w`‡Z †P‡qwQ‡j †mB iv‡Z, †`v-Zjv †_‡K jvwd‡q covi evmbv †R‡MwQ‡jv

ˆPZx nvIqvi g‡Zv, ÔgCbÕ†K †W‡KwQ‡j ZvB S‡o-KvZi †Mi‡¯—i Kuvcv AvRv‡bi g‡Zv ¯^‡i, †R¨vrmœv‡K wM‡jwQ‡j ZgmvNb wR‡bi gZb|

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GKw`b ÔAvwg GKRb wQcwQ‡c PkgvAjv Pvcv †g‡q‡K fv‡jvevwmÕ ej‡ZB Zzwg ÔPvcvÕ kãwU‡K wb‡q ZK© K‡iwQ‡j, e‡jwQ‡j, bvixiv Kj îv Avi

cÖK…wZ g‡Zv mnR mijÕ Avwg †g‡b wbBwb, wKš‘ †Zvgvi K_vUv fywjIwb|

†Zvgv‡K g‡b †i‡LwQ Avwg ; e„wói ci cvrjyb ¸wU‡q nv‡Z Ry‡Zv wb‡q dzUcv‡_ wb‡Ri †fZi †muwa‡q hvIqv †Zvgv‡K g‡b †i‡LwQ|

†Zvgv‡K g‡b †i‡LwQ Avwg ; cvRvgvq wMÆz LvIqv †evKvi †g‡gvwii gZb

Avgvi ü`‡q wMÆz †L‡q Av‡Qv Zzwg, wKš‘ js‡KvU c‡i H wngQwoi †`‡k AvR †Kv_vq Av‡Qv ? GLb †Kv_vq P‡j‡Qv Kvìx?

G‡mv, `yB civkw³ `yB civkw³i gZb Avwg †Zvgvi mv‡_ GK †Mvcb Pzw³‡Z Avm‡Z PvB, †Kv‡bv e„nr kn‡i bq,

bq †Kv‡bv kã-wbqwš¿Z my‡kvfb evwo Avgiv GKwU kv`vgvUv N‡ii †g‡S‡Z GKwU my›ì kxZjcvwU wewQ‡q

gy‡LvgywL e‡m c„w_exi †miv QvcvLvbvi `y‡e©va¨ wcÖ‡›Ui

÷¨v¤ú QvovB cvigvbweK A¯¿ mxwgZKi‡Yi X‡O Avgiv, gv‡b Avwg Avi Zzwg

yB gvbwmK civkw³ †Mvcb †k¦Zc‡Î ¯^v¶i K‡i Avgv‡ì cvi¯úwiK ÷ª¨v‡UwRK hy‡×i Aemvb NUv‡Z PvB, Avi †mB m¤úvw`Z †Mvcb `wjj `ywU

Avgv‡ì `yÕR‡bi g‡bi Mnx‡b webv my‡Zvq †eu‡a ivL‡Z PvB ;

nu¨v, GKgvÎ Gfv‡eB †Zvgvi Avgvi gvbwmK †ilv‡iwli Aemvb n‡Z cv‡i|

G‡mv, ci¯úi ci¯úi‡K Avgiv fv‡jvmvwm `yB civkw³i gZb Avgv‡ì kÎ“Zvi gMWv‡j hy×weiwZi X‡O Dwo‡q w`B

kZvãxi kvwš—i cZvKv !

mgy‡`ªi Kv‡Q

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Ae‡iva Ly‡j †M‡Q †iv‡` †iv‡`, mgx‡c¨ AvRvby bZ n‡e Zzwg Zey m‡Ü¨ZK Sz‡j _vK mgy ª PvZvj nvO‡ii nv-‡q|

j¨vÛ‡¯‹‡c ywU kv`v mvMi ejvKv bvwK Ab¨ wKQz ? cvwb Quy‡q D‡o Av‡m,

†dbgq wPZj PvZv‡j gvby‡li cv‡k, D‡o Av‡m ;

SvDexw_, bexb kvgyK dz‡j I‡V Zi½ Avk¦v‡m|

GB me Quy‡q †Q‡b Zzwg Avi Awebvk mgy ª Z¯‹i †f‡e †ejvf~wg Gwo‡q wM‡q‡Qv K‡Zv`~i ?

mgy ª MR©b ïay nvIqv-Kj Ly‡j iv‡L, weiwZwenxb Rj Kj Kj Mv‡q gv‡L Avjm¨ ms‡¶‡c|

Zzwg ïay iw³g MvwjPv †`‡Lv †gvngq wkKvix KzKzi, cÖfyi `y`©kv †U‡b †Zv‡jv Kuv‡a, bvmvi‡Ü« kÎ“- ^v` gvZvj evZv‡m Luy‡R †d‡iv, cÖfyi Bw½Z †ev‡Sv iKgvwi gvbweK K_v ïay Zzwg †ev‡Sv bv †Zvgv‡K †ev‡Sv bv cÖfyi gb †Kb AvR `yiš— mvM‡i

AvU‡K AvQ cÖvK…wZK nvO‡ii nv-‡q|

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cv‡ë hv‡”Q, cv‡ë hvw”Q Gfv‡eB wd‡i wd‡i Avwm, Gfv‡eB wd‡iwQ evwo‡Z|

†ev‡kwL SvÞvi Kv‡Q IB Puv‡ì Av‡jv euva †f‡O Qz‡U Av‡m Avgv‡ì Kv‡Q, GB Av‡jv ;

nu v, G Av‡jvB Avgv‡K †`q wKQz Dò bxj MvO-wPj Avi mey‡Ri inm¨gwì †fviivZ ;

†`Ljvg †KvgiAwã Nv‡m Wy‡e Av‡Q

Avgv‡ì avb‡¶Z, cvKv †Wªb, Po–B‡qi wKwPiwgwPimn cvIqvi wUjv‡ii Kv‡jv

¯’wei `yÕ†PvL, wKš‘ Gm‡ei R‡b¨ Avwg evwo‡Z wdwiwb|

w`Mš—cÖmvix †R¨vrmœv‡jv‡Ki duv‡K duv‡K †h my „k¨ KzqvkvKvgyK yÕGKUv †`v-Zjv evwo wRiv‡di g‡Zv DuwK gv‡i,

†mB evwoi †g‡qi gyL igYxq A™¢yZ Auvav‡i Zvi my‡Mvj gy‡Li duv‡K wK GK †eva KvR K‡i, †hb †m wK‡kvixi euvKv AcUz nv‡Z AuvKv Qwei g‡Zv

in‡mï i‡O Dey n‡q I‡V, Avi wPZ‡ji g‡Zv UzB †`q Zvi iƒcvwj kixi ;

A_P Avwg †Zv †`‡LwQ Zvi bvKQvwe wQ‡jv ye©vNv‡mi my‡Mvj evû

Kv‡b wQ‡jv †kdvwj dz‡ji Av‡jv †mB Kv‡jv †g‡qwU‡K av‡bi Qovi nv‡i

Aciƒc †`‡LwQ K‡ZvKvj ; Avwg †Zv †`‡LwQ K‡Zv wej wSjwgj Kiv gv‡Qi Drme, wPZ‡ji UzB w`‡q wd‡i hvIqvI †`‡LwQ, gvQ wkKvix‡ì nv‡Zi wbwiL wQ‡jv Lye fv‡jv Zviv Rj Avi i‡³i Drme †_‡K †U‡b Zzj‡Zv gv‡Qi gwngv, Zvici †mB gvQ †K‡UKz‡U gkjvi Zxeª †Sv‡j †iu‡a

Lye Z…wßi mv‡_ †L‡ZI †`‡LwQ A‡bKKvj|

GBm‡e wbôziZv wQ‡jv, Avi wQ‡jv fv‡jvevmv, wKš‘ GLb WvOvi Ici gvby‡li Drm‡e gv‡Qi evLvwb wb‡q Zxeª †ilv‡iwl P‡j i³v³ Qzwii wb‡P †KD †KD U‡j c‡o

AcUz †R¨vrmœvq|

Gfv‡eB wd‡i wd‡i Avwm, †`wL GB me Kg©KvÊ bxi‡e wbf„‡Z N‡U hv‡”Q

Avgv‡ì †Pbv cvovMuv‡q Avgv‡ì g‡bi †fZ‡i ˆZwi n‡”Q

cvjve`‡ji ¸‡gvU µ›`b|

AvnZ †èZv kvk©x †f‡O D‡o hvq AvnZ †èZv Ck¦ix cvLvq Zvi Kvi“KvR wQ‡jv eywS wQ‡jv eywS Ac‡èZvi g‡š¿i nvo AvnZ gywbqv †m‡R

†mB Avj−vi `~Z G‡mwQ‡jv †b‡g evB‡j‡b †PvL ey‡R,

Zvici AvU‡K wM‡q †f‡O‡Q cvnvo

†f‡O‡Q cy‡iv‡bv Ni Quy‡q‡Q Ck¦ix cvZv

GBfv‡e wb‡q †M‡Q me

LeivLei AvnZ †èZv|

ZzwgB †m Zvn‡j ZzwgB †mB i“×Øvi †fvi‡ejv ? gyL-_ye‡o c‡o _vKv GKwU we¯§qweg~p

cv‡qi wW‡gi g‡Zv nZevK ; hv‡K †`L‡Z cvI bv, wKsev wbwðZ KL‡bv †`‡Lvwb hv‡K, A_P Ggwb A‡`Lvi Abyfe wb‡q c‡o Av‡Qv my`~i AZx‡Z|

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PgrKvi GKwU ¸nvgyL †_‡K wQU‡K †ewi‡q c‡o‡Qv ¯ú›`gvb Po–B‡qi g‡Zv, Wvbvq nvjKv †mvbvwj SjKvwb wb‡q D‡o hvI h‡_”Q ^vaxb, Zey wb‡R‡K †P‡bv bv, Rv‡bv bv †Kv_vq hv‡”Qv,

†Kv_vq †h‡Z PvI ; GKwU wK‡kv‡ii †f‡O hvIqv PgKv Ny‡gi g‡Zv ayqvkv Avi Kzqvkv w`‡q muvUv †Zvgvi †eva ; ZvB Qvwb-cov †Pv‡Li gZb c„w_ex‡K †`‡Lv †Nvjv,

gwjb I †e`bvZzi, Gm‡ei †fZi †_‡K Zzwg ¯^”Q‡Zvqv b`xi gZb †Zvgvi B‡”Qi mg — duvK-†duvK Mwj‡q

Zzwg †Kv_vI-bv-†Kv_vI †h‡Z PvI, wKš‘ KL‡bv cv‡iv bv †h‡Z|

g‡b c‡o ? GKevi AvZ¥nZ¨vi R‡b¨ Rvbvjv Mwj‡q

jvwd‡q c‡owQ‡j wb‡P, Avi GKevi †K‡UwQ‡j Kwbô AvOyj SKS‡K †e−‡W, Zey †Zvgvi gyw³ Av‡mwb ; †Zvgvi eÜ `‡ivRvq gv_v Kz‡U wd‡i †M‡Q mnmª gvbyl gvby‡li mnmª dvbym! Avnv! dvbymB e‡U!

Zvn‡j ZzwgB †mB i“×Øvi †fvi‡ejv ; wb‡RI Rv‡bv bv †Kb Nyg fv‡O,

†Kb Ny‡i †d‡iv mg¯— fyeb|

GKwU eY©vZ¥K KweZv GKRb †Zvgvi K_v Avgv‡K †kvbvw”Qj Zvi eY©bvi X‡O g‡b n‡jv AvgviÑ Zzwg GKwU

fivU AvOy‡ii gZb UjU‡j, †Zvgvi Mfxi Kv‡jv †PvL †gNbvi cvwbi m‡½ GKgvÎ Zzjbv Kiv hvq Avi Avgvi g‡b n‡jv

dziv‡Zi bxj R‡ji g‡Zv Nb Avi KzwÂZ †Zvgvi †Kk`vg,

†Kk‡ii g‡Zv `vwc‡q bvg‡Q †Zvgvi Nv‡o, †hb we¶z× c„w_ex AvR AvZ©bv‡`

Qwo‡q co‡Q Avgv‡ì GB meyR kn‡i|

†h †jvKwU †Zvgvi eY©bv Avgv‡K w`w”Q‡jv wbtm‡›`‡n †m GKRb e‡ov MvwíK, Zvi cÖwZwU K_vi †iYy †_‡K Avwg †Zvgv‡K niY K‡i

†Mu‡_ wbw”Qjvg Avgvi ü`‡q ; Avgvi g‡b n‡jv, Avgi ü`‡qi g‡Zv

iw³g †Zvgvi MÊ‡`k, †hb †jvwnZ mvM‡ii mg¯— †XD AvR

fv‡jv‡e‡m AvQ‡o co‡Q †Zvgvi D‡Vv‡b ; Avi †Zvgvi ^fve-cÖK…wZi K_v ï‡b AevK njvg ; g‡b n‡jvÑ Zzwg MZ kZvãxi kvš—wmœ» GKwU

evsjv‡`kx MÖvg, †`v‡q‡ji wk‡m-fiv †Zvgvi evMvb, Po–B‡qi wKwPiwgwPi, Avi Mvfxi nv¤^vi gv‡S †Zvgv‡K †Pbv hvq ;

A_P GLb gywo-gyowKi g‡Zv Doš—-`yiš— A_©bxwZ, cvim¨ mvMi Ry‡o gvwK©b-evwnbx, ga¨cÖv‡Pï cÖwZwU a~wjKYv mš¿ — AvR cvigvbweK mgi m¾vq Zey GB êix we‡k¦ †Zvgvi mij kvš— eY©bvq Avwg gy»

Avgv‡ì GB Kg©e¨ — Rxe‡bi duvK Mwj‡q †g‡Ni Zj †_‡K Puv‡ì gZb †Zvgvi gyL KL‡bv DuwK w`‡q †M‡j Avwg fy‡j hvB c„w_exi Zver mgi evnvbv ; Avi Gfv‡e †Kej †Zvgvi A‡`Lv gyL Avgv‡K Avweó K‡i iv‡L mg — mgq|

GKwU ivwÎi D‡Ï‡k †Zvgvi ü`q †_‡K wkDjx dz‡ji g‡Zv S‡i co‡e GK‡dvUv †fvi, Zi“Y e‡Ui wb‡P ùvwo‡q †Zvgvi IB

gnvb DÌvb `„k¨ Ae‡jvKb Ki‡ev Avwg ;

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†Zvgvi R‡b¥i gyn~Z©‡K nvZZvwj‡Z gyLi K‡i ivL‡ev hyeZxi cÖ_g cyi“‡li g‡Zv GKv,

Zvici †Zvgv‡K wb‡q †ng‡š—i Siv cvZvi Mvb Kz‡ov‡Z hv‡ev, Kz‡ov‡Z hv‡ev Kjgxi g‡Zv big MÖvg¨ evjv‡ì nvwm ; Zey evwm n‡q Av‡m GB c„w_exi Av‡jv-nvIqv| hLb wd‡i Avm‡ev Avevi †`L‡ev c‡_i wkwki †M‡Q S‡i g‡i c‡o Av‡Q †kdvjx eKzj †`L‡ev †R‡M DV‡Q `ywe©bxZ †MvL‡ivi dYvi g‡Zv †iv‡ì kni|

IB be-DwÌZ †fv‡ii Av‡jv †Kb Z‡e wd‡i Av‡m Avgv‡ì bó g‡b ? c‡P hvIqv Avgv‡ì ü`‡q ü`‡q ? †Kb wd‡i Av‡m ?

†n my›ì Avcbv gy‡LvgywL GB Avwg Lye my›`‡ii AnsKv‡i †P‡q _vwK, nj‡` cvZv S‡i covi g‡Zv Lye kãnxb Li‡Mv‡ki ¸wU¸wU Avgvi AvKv•¶vi Rv‡j

wPZj gv‡Qi g‡Zv a~gj Cl©vi †XD †Zv‡j, †hb GB Avwg GKRb Gu‡`v KzrwmZ Dj−yK

ZvKvB my›ì †Pv‡L, †`wL †mB †Pv‡L fvOv-Mov, Pzi n‡q ¸wo‡q hvIqvi me †Kvjvnj ; m‡Ü¨‡ejvi AvÇvi Kv‡Q bZRvby µxZ`v‡mi g‡ZvB

my›ì nuvUz †f‡O S‡i c‡o a~mi AveR©bvgq ;

†hgb gvQ wKsev gvby‡liv cy®ú I cÎfyK me cÖvYxi Kv‡QB

†e`bv-Mvp a~mwigvq ¤−vb n‡q I‡V ; gv‡qi Zvov LvIqv wK‡kvixi g‡Zv †cÖ‡g I A‡cÖ‡g fxZ ywU gwìv¶x Qz‡U hvq AÜKv‡ii Nv‡U, Avi †mB AÜKv‡ii SzwU a‡i Zzgyj Mjvq bvov †`q my›`‡ii AnsKvix †VuvU GBfv‡e cÖwZw`b Avcbvi gy‡LvgywL †R‡M DwV Avwg|

†n my›ì

Avcbvi gwì †Pv‡Li Rv‡j KL‡bv wK Amy›`‡ii QvqvI c‡o bv ?

†R¨vrmœvi wb‡P Rxeb Avgv‡K †iŠ ª » wekvj evMv‡b GK †R¨vrmœv iv‡Z †d‡j †M‡jv, giï‡g Livi cÖevn Avß K‡i iv‡L ZvB cy‡iv evsjv‡`k, PgrKvi nvIqvi ivZ wd‡Oi gZb †`vj Lvq B‡jKwUª‡Ki Zv‡i, big †R¨vrmœvq ; `yÕGKwU Pv‡gwj-P¤úv wKsev nvmœv‡nbvi big cuvcwo †_‡K jvwd‡q bv‡g wdwjw —wb Kgv‡Ûvi g‡Zv †`wk †Mwijv‡ì †cvkv‡K Kv‡iv Qvqv ; Kvi Qvqv ? Avgvi ? †Zvgvi ? wKsev Mfxi bxieZvi ? bvwK AvU †KvwU gvby‡li ? GBfv‡e †iŠ ªgq †R¨vrmœvi wb‡P Rg‡Z _v‡K —ä Kv‡jv BwZnvm|

cvk wd‡i K‡Zv wK †`‡LwQ! SY©vavivi gZb b`x, el©vi gZb fvmgvb nuvm Zvi my›ì cvjK¸‡”Q GK‡duvUv iƒcvwj wbh©vm, el©vi Kv`vgvwU R‡j nuvm‡ì mvnm †`‡LwQ| ebeuv`vo †_‡K KvK‡R¨vrmœv †f‡O wPrKvi I‡V, —äZvi Mvb fv‡O Zzgyj mvMi,

fvwUqvjx-MvIqv gvwSi ey‡K DjyK SzjyK ev‡R gvZvj ˆkkeÑ Ggb wK ¯^cœv‡ì g‡bi U‡ei dzj S‡i covi Av‡M GKevi e‡j I‡V : we`vq! Avi ZLb dz‡ji cuvcwo †_‡K nVvr L‡m c‡o GKRb i³v³ gvbyl Lvc‡Lvjv †R¨vrmœvi wb‡P|

we¯§„wZ Avgvi ˆK‡kviKvj Avgvi ü`‡qi Rvbvjv c‡_ †`Lv †Q‡j‡ì ûogyo K‡i ej †Ljvi gZb G‡jv‡g‡jv

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A¯’vqx †Mvj‡cv‡÷i gZb j¾vnxb, jvBbm&g¨v‡bi cZvKv|

Avgvi ˆK‡kvi Ry‡o ïay gmwR‡ì cv‡k eKzj evMvb, AvRv‡bi aŸwb evj‡Ki gy» †P‡q _vKv|

wKš‘ Avgvi ˆK‡kv‡ii †m me myi Avi Mvb AvR Avi Avwg g‡b Ki‡Z cvwi bv| Avgvi `yt‡Liv gv‡S-g‡a¨ Lye PgrKvifv‡e g‡b c‡o wKQz Sjg‡j ytL, †hb k¨vIjv-cov G¨vKzBwiqv‡gi †fZ‡i wKQz iwOb gvQ Nyi‡Q wdi‡Q, Gfv‡e hv‡”Q w`b, hv‡”Q †Zv? KL‡bv-mL‡bv `yt‡Liv Avgvi Avb‡›ì iwOb Rvgv c‡i Av‡m KL‡bv my›ìxi ùv‡Zi g‡Zv nv‡m KL‡bv ev †`wL †Mvjvc R‡j bvB‡Z †b‡g‡Q Avgvi `ytLcixi `j, Avevi KL‡bv gbgiv n‡q e‡m _v‡K gv‡V wKsev Mv‡Qi Qvqvq ; Avgvi yt‡Liv gv‡S-g‡a¨ fvZ †L‡Z Pvq Svj-gvsmmn kv`vfvZ Pvq †mvbvwj-iƒcvwj Zvivfiv GB AvKv‡ki wb‡P, Av‡iv Pvq ¯^w¯—i g‡Zvb G‡ZvUzKz mey‡Ri gvV ;

GB PvIqv wbQK bq, GB PvIqv Zv‡ì g‡a¨ GL‡bv Av‡Q m¤ú~Y© GKvKx †Kv‡bv c‡_ nuv‡U bv KL‡bv Zviv, ZvB we‡K‡ji duv‡` GL‡bv gv‡S-g‡a¨B AvU‡K hvq, gv‡S-g‡a¨ GiKg nq, GiKg n‡j KL‡bv fv‡jv jv‡M, KL‡bv jv‡M bvÑ Avgvi yt‡Liv ïay fvZ Pvq, †mvbvwj-iƒcvwj Zvivfiv iv‡Z gy‡VvfwZ© †dbgq fvZ ; GB fvZ KL‡bv †cÖwgKvi nvZ a‡i Av‡m, KL‡bv kÎ“iÑ wKš‘ Av‡m, DÌvb Ges cZ‡bi g‡ZvB PivB-DrivB †mB Avmv-hvIqv yt‡Li w`‡bI Av‡Q, my‡Li w`‡bI Av‡Q

KL‡bvev g‡b nq GKwU Avb‡›ì g‡a¨ PZzi †KŠk‡j

e‡m Av‡Q †hb Kx-‡nv‡j †PvL †i‡L †`L‡Q †fZ‡i wK N‡U bv N‡U, Zvici Lye g„ y gyPwK nv‡m|

gv‡S-g‡a¨ Lye †i‡M w`‡q `ytL‡K Avgvi mv‡o wZb BwÂ wkkœ †`wL‡q ewj Lye‡Zv †gŠ‡R Av‡Qv kvjv ; †g‡q-gvby‡li g‡Zv g‡bi Mfx‡i Wye muvZv‡i wewj KvU‡Qv wKš‘ KL‡bv wK Quy‡q †`L‡Qv Ac~e© gwnjvi gyL ?

hvÎv‡K hvÎv‡K Avi gvÎvq †dwj †Kb i‡³ ev‡R †ewi‡q covi mvov †PŠw`‡K MÖvg, bvevj gv‡Vi Kv‡Q DuwKSuywK w`B, ˆK‡kv‡i hvB wd‡i †b‡o‡P‡o ewjÑ †f‡O‡Q Gme Kviv hvÎv‡K Avi gvÎvq †dwj †Kb i‡³ Mwo bZzb mgvR, aviv!

GKRb Pvlxi Mí †`‡Lv, GB wng-VvÛv kx‡Zi wMjvc AvR AvgyÊy Avgv‡K MÖvm Kievi R‡b¨ Mv‡Qi cvZvq †Kgb Zrci n‡q DV‡jv ; Avwg mviv m‡Ü¨‡ejv †Mu‡qv Pvlx‡ì û‡Kvi †auvqvi wb‡P Ryey_yey n‡q e‡m MÖvgxY Mí ïbwQjvg, m`¨ gvovB-Kiv av‡bi M‡Üi g‡Zv Zv‡ì K_vevZ©v Avgv‡K duvwm‡q Dwo‡q wb‡q †M‡jv k~‡bï w`‡K|

Gi g‡a¨ Kvgbv wQ‡jv bv, Gi g‡a¨ †Mva~wji g‡Zv ivOv igYxi Ei“i eY©bvI †`qwb MvwíK †mB †PvL, wKš‘ m‡Ü¨‡ejv ÔAvovÕi †Kvg‡i Rwo‡q _vKv Pvlx eD‡ì ivbœvi NÖvY Avgv‡K wbgMœ K‡i †i‡LwQ‡jv †m mgq|

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ÔAvgiv †Ui cvBwb, †`‡Lv, Lv`¨km¨ wb‡q Avgv‡ì R‡b¨ †h wPwKrmvÕ ej‡jb wbixn MvwíK †mB Pvlx : ÔmnR mij Pvlx‡ì w`‡K †Kgb †jvjyc †Pv‡L †gvUv wmwiÄ evwM‡q GwM‡q Avm‡Q wPi‡Pbv Dj½ ivRb Zv‡K †`‡L mevB KuyK‡o hv‡”Q, fxZ evQz‡ii g‡Zv f‡q gyL u‡R w`‡”Q gv‡qi Ijv‡b, fvB‡qi ey‡K|

GB „k¨-ci¤úiv cÖ_‡g G-Ni, Zvici evwo, Zvici MÖvg I mviv‡`‡k Z¡wir Qwo‡q co‡jv ; Avwg fqvZ© yÕ†Pv‡L KvÊÁvbnxb cv_‡ii ÷¨vPz n‡q e‡m _vKjvg †mBLv‡b ;

Abo ’wei n‡q wQjvg, Avgv‡ì mijcÖvY Pvlxi Mí hLb †kl n‡jv evwo †divi R‡b¨ Avgiv D‡V uvovjvg, Avgv‡ì Mv‡qi Dg& Pv`‡ii †ewo †cwi‡q wg‡k †M‡jv Nb Kv‡jv kx‡Zi kix‡i, Avi ZLb GK Zb¥q gy»Zv †S‡o Avwg kxZ †V‡j †ewi‡q Gjvg c‡_|

†Zvgvi †kKo hvB †evKv PÊv‡ji g‡Zv †Zvgvi ivOv‡bv Awfgvb †d‡j w`‡q c‡_, Avwg hvB ;

hvB †Zvgvi Pkgvi †d«‡g AuvUv GK UzK‡iv Sjg‡j D‡Ø‡Mi Qvqv wb‡q, †nu‡U hvB ;

hvB †Zvgvi yiš— Awfgvb fiv ywU Q‡jv”Q‡jv AuvwL‡Wvi †d‡j Lye GKv GKv P‡j hvB ;

hvB gb¯—vc Luy‡o K¬vwš— Avi Aemv` Luy‡U wb‡q c„w_exi S‡ov êkvL ey‡K †eu‡a hvB ;

hvB †Zvgvi Awfgvbx e¨vM †d‡j w`‡q Kuvkdzj fiv gv‡V, Abš—wenvix c‡_ wd‡i hvB Avwg AvRvby‡cÖvw_Z GB †Zvgvi †kKo|

wKš‘ †Kb Z‡e †Kb `yt‡Li msev` e‡q Av‡b GB kx‡Zi evZvm ?

Avgiv †Zv uvwo‡qB AvwQ GB fx‡Z, mgm¨vmsKzj mgZ‡U ; cÖK…wZi meyR WMv †L‡q †eu‡P AvwQ, mgy ª ˆmK‡Z AvQ‡o-cov †XD‡qi g‡Zv jvwd‡q cowQ bv Kv‡iv Nv‡o, mvgvwRKZvi wekvj luv‡oi g‡Zv Aw ’i euvKvw”Q bv wks wKsev wb‡RiB KbyB‡qi u‡Zv †L‡q wmjwfqvi gZb bxjvf Av¸‡b cywo‡q w`w”Q bv wb‡RiB kixi Z‡e †Kb ev‡i ev‡i e¨_©Zvi msev` e‡q Av‡b GB kx‡Zi evZvm ?

Avwg Rvwb, eywo‡q hv‡ev GKw`b, GiB g‡a¨ †K‡U hv‡e wbR©b my`~i `ycyi, b~cy‡ii g‡Zv †e‡R DV‡e UBUz¤^yi we‡K‡ji myi, n¨v, mÜ¨vi `xNj Ei“i SjKvwb wb‡q wKQzUv wd‡i cv‡ev †hb my ~i ˆkkeKvj †bŠ‡Kvi MjyB‡qi g‡Zv Suy‡K c‡o ZvwK‡q _vK‡ev †mB w`‡K, wb‡RiB fvOv‡Pviv gy‡Li nvj‡U ; Zvici GKw`b njy cvZvi g‡Zv Qvqv”Qbœ GKwU c‡_i cv‡k Uzc K‡i S‡i co‡ev, Abv`‡i Mwo‡q hv‡ev eû`~i, †Kv‡bv GK `xNj ˆP‡Îi S‡ov nvIqvq ay‡jvevwji mv‡_ D‡o hv‡ev bvg‡MvÎnxb w`M‡š—i †¶‡Z ;

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GB me n‡e, Avwg Rvwb, Gme n‡eB, wb‡RiB e¨_©Zvi ivOv dmj Dwo‡q wb‡q Avm‡e GB kx‡Zi evZvm! wKš‘ †Kb ? gvby‡li R‡b¨ GB e¨_©Zv †Kb ?

K‡qKwU dz‡ji Mí GKwU Mv‡bi †fZi w`‡q nwi‡Yi cv Q~U‡Q †j‡Ki av‡i †R¨vrmœvi Kwdb †_‡K MjMwj‡q †ei“‡”Q eb¨ †Kqv, KvVgwj−Kv Avi

nvmœv‡nbvi inm¨gwì myMwÜ i“gvj ;

A‡c¶vZzi †m¸b evMvb eû`~‡ii c‡_ cv evov‡bvi Av‡M wb‡R‡ì IlyacvwZ, Kvco-‡Pvco n¨vÛe¨vM fwZ© K‡i wb‡q G‡jv †klivwÎi †j‡Ki av‡i, G‡mB AvU‡K †M‡jv †Kqv KvVgwj −Kv Avi nvmœv‡nbvi M‡Ü ; Avi ev`‡oi M‡Ü Db¥vZvj n‡jv †fvi‡ejvKvi UMi wK Lei e‡j Mwo‡q co‡jv wb‡P, cÖK…wZi wekvj D‡Vv‡b|

m‡½ m‡½ Zx¶è GKwU wPrKv‡i wQbœwfbœ K‡i †R‡M DV‡jv gvby‡li Kg©Kv‡Êi GKwU mKvj|

ü`q wQu‡o ü`q wQu‡o jvwd‡q bvg‡jv nvIqv eb †gvi‡Mi jvj-SzwU PgKv‡jv Avgvi †fZi †Zvgvi Avmv-hvIqv gv‡S-g‡a¨B †dj‡Q wbweo Av‡jv|

wbZ¨ bZzb Kvj ¸bwQ Kvj nvIqv †Kej Lvg‡P a‡i eyK GiB gv‡S GKwU †g‡qi Pvj Lye‡j †L‡jv Avgvi DrmyK|

nvIqv †bB, †m †Lvqv †M‡Q nvIqv Avi †bB, †m †Lvqv †M‡Q

nvIqv Kv‡iv e¨w³MZ m¤ú` bq, nvIqv bq †Kv‡bv nxiv emv‡bv Ry‡qjvix bq †Kv‡bv yiš— wK‡kvixi bvgI, Zey GB mvgvb¨ nvIqvB GK AvZ¥Ø›ØgyLi Kwei ü`q wQu‡o cvwj‡q †M‡Q my ~‡ii wecyj nvIqvq|

bv, nvIqv kãwU †Lvqv hvqwb, †m cvwj‡q‡Q ; cy‡iv‡bv XvKvi Mwji gZb eû eënvi †_‡K gyw³ †c‡q nvIqv Kwei kÎ“c‡¶i evMvbevwo‡Z Zz‡j‡Q †gŠïgx So, Lo, cvZv, Avi cvZvKz‡ovwb‡ì mv‡_ Zvi fve KL‡bv fviZ bvU¨g, KL‡bv ev K_‡K †m n‡q I‡V i“ ª b„Z¨gqx, KL‡bv SÅvi nvIqv †`q LÄ-wfLvwi‡K †`q c_ I cv‡_q ; KL‡bv MÖvgxY Zi“bxi b„Z¨civ kix‡ii fuv‡R fuv‡R fvOPz‡ii gy`ªvq nq Qw›`Z, nq bw›`Z, †hb †m b„Z¨ cwUqmx ZviKv GK evsjv‡`k DÌvb-cZ‡bi †`vjvq gvwZ‡q †i‡L‡Q ;

KL‡bv guvwZ‡mi igYxi g‡Zv ¯—äZvi Mvb Mvq †m em‡š—i SivcvZvi gZb †e`bvweayi c‡o _v‡K c‡_, c‡_i cvMj-cviv wK‡kv‡ii mv‡_ MjvMwj K‡i, Pzgy †`q ivLv‡ji `xNj Pz‡j, Zv‡K wb‡q hvq AevwiZ gv‡V, nvIqv av‡bi ¸‡”Q gv_v †i‡L KL‡bvev

Nyg cvovwbqv Mvb Mvq, nvIqv GBfv‡e mvivw`b gyw³i ^v` †bq eyK f‡i, wbwð‡š— Nywg‡q c‡o cÖvš—‡ii Av‡j, ev`v‡oi Nv‡m, dz‡ji †mŠi‡f ; `»cÖvq wekkZ‡Ki cÖK…wZ †g‡qi ïkÖ“lv K‡i nvIqv Avevi KL‡bv Av`‡gi M‡Ü Db¥vZvj n‡q †R‡M I‡V wek¦ f~‡Mv‡j|

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nvIqv kãwU UzbUzwbi g‡Zv dzi“r K‡i D‡o †M‡Q Kwei ü`q †_‡K, `~‡ii meyR †_‡K wb`vN `ycyi Bkvivq †W‡KwQ‡jv Zv‡K nvIqv ZLb n‡b¨ n‡q NyiwQ‡jv BU-myiwKi Luv‡R †PŠ‡KvYv B‡Ui †`qvj †f‡O w`M‡š—i †Luv‡R G‡mwQ‡jv G‡mB Nb mey‡Ri Mv‡q wg‡k wM‡qwQ‡jv AKvZ‡i|

Kwei ü`q c‡KU wQu‡o †eqvov Li‡Mv‡ki g‡Zv Z¡wir jvwd‡q †b‡g‡Q nvIqv ZLb †e¸wb kvwo c‡i wnR‡ji dzj Pzj euvawQ‡jv cvZvq cvZvq Zvi Mnb †Pv‡L †PvL †i‡L wK‡kvix nvIqv †P‡qwQ‡jv Rxe‡bi ¯^v` I mÜvb|

nvIqv kãwU GLb Avi †bB ivRbxwZi duvK-†dvKi Mwj‡q †mB nvIqv AvR nvIqv n‡q †M‡Q|

H jvj UzKUz‡K Cl©vi bvg

H jvj UzKUz‡K Cl©vi bvg Avwg Kx †`‡ev ? K‡evò R‡ji kvmb‡KBev Kx bv‡g WvwK ? Avi G Kvj‡K ? RMÏj cv_‡ii g‡Zv ey‡Ki K›`‡i e‡m _vKv GB Kvj, Gi †Kv‡bv cÖwZev` †bB|

mybxj AvKv‡k e‡m kvi`xq †g‡Ni †g‡qiv †Lvcv Ly‡j c„w_exi Z› ªv”QbœZv †`‡L `yt‡L †e`bvZ© nq ; Zv‡ì kvi` †Pv‡Li †Kv‡Y wK wSwjK w`‡q I‡V el©vi aviv ? c„w_exi ˆ`b¨`kv, wbg©g nZ¨vKvÊ Ges ¯^v_©ciZv¸‡jv wK †Pv‡LB c‡o bv ? êi“‡Z wK NU‡Q, µzR wgmvBj wb‡q ~icvj−vi `yB †`k †h inm¨gq †Ljvq †g‡Z‡Q kvi`xq †g‡Ni †g‡qiv Kx cÖfve we —vi Ki‡Z cv‡i bv civkw³Ø‡qi w`Mš— †iLvq ? †U·v‡mi KwVb f~wg‡Z †g‡Ni †g‡qiv

Zv‡ì †k¦Zïå Ei“i †mŠi‡f `gv‡Z cv‡i bv wK hy× hy× mvR, mvB‡ewiqvi Zzlvi mwi‡q †mLv‡b wK kvi` †g‡qiv wbR¯^ fwO‡Z Mo‡Z cv‡i bv K‡evò K¨vbvj ? wKš‘ †Kv_vq, †Kv_vq AvR †mB kvi` †g‡qiv ?

†fRv Zz‡jvi Dcgv, AvOy‡j Rov‡bv †cÖ‡gi i“gvj AvR †Kv_vq ? hv‡ì Ei“mwÜ, eyK Avi bvwfi eY©bv ï‡b wee`gvb we‡k¦i cvigvYweK ivnvRvwbi n‡e fvivWywe, Avgv‡ì g‡bi Ic‡i †P‡c _vKv RMÏj cv_‡ii †eva kvi` †g‡qiv wK ay‡q †b‡e nvwmi wSwj‡K ? Pvcv †h †e`bvi wkm gvLv Zz‡j †`LwQ‡jv

Pvicv‡ki welYœ meyR Zviv AvR kvi`xq m‡ZR mKv‡j c„w_exi gviYv ¿evnx kw³-kK‡Ui Pvj‡Ki wegl© †e`bv fy‡j hvK ; fy‡j hvK Pvicv‡ki Lv‡`ï Îvwnie wkïi ¯—b-Kvbœv ¶zavZ© gvby‡li AvZ©Kjie kªwg‡Ki Kvrivwb Lv`¨ cwien‡bi bv‡g wecyj y‡h©vM e‡q Avbvi K_v fy‡j hvK c„w_exi Zver evnvbv|

Avgvi ¯cœ gvbyl AvRb¥ GKwU ^‡cœi †fZ‡i evm Ki‡Q, g‡bi Mnxb †Kv‡Y jvjb Ki‡Q Avi GK ^‡cœi fyeb|

GKwU KvV‡VvKiv Zvi KK©k †Vuv‡U Luy‡o P‡j †hgb Rxe‡bi c_, †hgb GKwU gq~i †g‡Ni ¯—‡i ¯—‡i mvwR‡q †Zv‡j wb‡Ri †cLg, †Zgwb GKwU cÖvK…wZK M`¨ ^cœ Avgvi Aš—i-evwni Ry‡o nuvmQvbv‡ì g‡Zv û‡UvcywU K‡i, Avi †`L‡Z †`L‡Z mybxj AvKvk †_‡K

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PiwKevwR †L‡q Zi“‡Yi †`‡ni D”Q¡v‡m

Sj‡m I‡V †R¨vrmœvq g‡bvig Puv`|

GKwU ¯ú›`gvb gvKzi gZb ^cœv”Qbœ gvbyl wPiKvj AvRb¥ Rwo‡q _v‡K GKwU ^‡cœi mv‡_| †hgb Avgiv AvwQ- GB kn‡ii Avi `kRb †hgb Av‡Qb, †Q‡j‡g‡qmn ^vgxi msmvi wKsev msmvi QvovI Zv‡ì fv‡jvevmv Av‡Q ; Avi Av‡Q †fvi‡ejvKvi cÖvZtwµqvi ci w`bgRywii gZb wbDR †ccv‡ii †bvbv¯^v`, kªwg‡Ki ^wcœj iƒcvwj ZsKv ev`kvnx †gvn‡ii g‡Zv Sbvr K‡i †e‡R I‡V †ek¨vi †c‡U ; `vjv‡ji †Pviv¸ßv BwZnvm eweZvi yB †Vuv‡Ui duv‡K kZvãxKvj a‡i _g‡K _v‡K ; Gw`‡K el©vi cvwbi g‡Zv †`‡ni †eovRvj wQu‡o Qz‡U Av‡m ü`‡qi e¨w_Z Dj−vm|

gvbyl Z› ªvjy GKwU ^cœ ey‡b P‡j AvRxebÑ bvi‡Kj-exw_‡Niv ¯^cœgq Øx‡ci gZb Zvi ¯^cœ‡K D¾¡j m¤¢vebvgq K‡i M‡o Zzj‡Z Pvq, Pvq GB Kv‡jv Avi nVvr jv‡j-cvIqv gvwUi †fZi †_‡K fv‡jvevmvi gZb, i³ewgi gZb MjMj K‡i

†ewi‡q AvmyK Z…Zxq we‡k¦i ¶zav wbeviYx †Zj, †kvwaZ wKsev A‡kvwaZ †hgbB †nvKÑ PvB ; ïay PvB mnR mij †Z‡ji Avor| Avwg PvB IBme A‡qj wd‡ìi wbixn mij

kªwg‡Ki Mvj f‡i R‡g DVyK e‡½vcmvM‡ii †bvbv †dbvgq Nvg, Avi mgy ª wP‡ji cvLvq RvZxq cZvKvi g‡Zv cZcZ Do‡Z _vKzK ~i e›`‡ii w`‡K bvwe‡Ki †PvL| GKRb wbcyY Kg©V ZuvwZi g‡Zv gvbyl Zvi ¯^cœ‡K eyb‡Z _v‡K, †hgb kx‡Zi

mKv‡j Dj †ev‡b wK‡kvixi †iŠ ªvjy nvZ, Avi evwoi nuvUz‡Z e‡m `j †eu‡a, ÔAvgcvivÕ co‡Z co‡Z †LvmKv Mv‡Q UzbUzwbi g‡Zv

wb‡Ri Rxeb‡K ˆZwi Ki‡Z _v‡K, eveyB‡qi gZb eyb‡Z eyb‡Z wb‡R‡K i³v³ Ki‡Z _v‡K, Zey ¯^cœ †ev‡b IBme ¯^‡cœi gvby‡liv, Avi GK duv‡K ivbœv-Kiv Bwj‡ki evkbvi gZb Pviw`‡K Qwo‡q c‡o Puv`, Avnv! fvOv Puv`!

†R¨vrmœv-Mjv wK‡kvixi nvZ Quy‡q GKRb wK‡kvi, GKwU Nb ¯^cœ †_‡K Avi GKwU Nb ¯^cœ iPbvi dw›` Auv‡U, Zvici †jvg-IVv †box KzKz‡ii g‡Zv PuyB‡q c‡o Zvi eY©bvwenxb wekvj Rxeb|

wVK GiKg KvbvgvwQ Rxe‡bi †fZi Puv‡` cvIqv KzKz‡ii g‡Zv KzÊwj cvwK‡q ï‡q _v‡K gvby‡liv, ï‡q ï‡q

¯^cœ †ev‡b, ^‡cœi KuvUvZv‡i ü`q i³v³ K‡i,

iƒcvwj Bwj‡ki g‡Zv QUdU K‡i, Zey cÙ †gNbv hgybv wKsev Avgv‡ì wSbvB`‡ni gvwS‡ì gZB cy‡o hvIqv ^‡cœi Rvj¸‡jv‡K eyb‡Z _v‡K Zviv,

wQu‡o hvq, Avevi eyb‡Z _v‡K|

^fvem~Îvbyhx IBme gvwS AvR Avgvi ^Rb, GB Avwg wSbvB`n-cv‡oi GKRb †QvÆ WvbKvbv Kwe ¯^cœ ey‡bwQjvg, ^‡cœi Rvj ey‡bwQjvg,Ñ Rxe‡bi

Mnxb Mv‡O †mB Rvj †d‡j ai‡Z †P‡qwQjvg GKwU †mvbvwj kvwo-civ iƒcvwj †ivwnZ ;

wKš‘ †Kb ? gvby‡li GB †jvf †Kb ?

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†Zvgvi cÖZxK

dvêyb 1392 †deª“qvwi 1986

cÖKvkK

bmvm

cÖ”Q` ˆmq` BKevj

DrmM©

ixbv †Zvgvi cÖZxK LyuwR

ü`‡qi k¨vgj f~wg‡Z

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A‡c¶v Kv‡jv i‡Zi A‡c¶v †g‡qwU GLb uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q Avgvi mvg‡b

Ii bv‡Ki †bvjK Avi Mjvi nuvmywj avbx Rwgi gZb †n‡m I‡V ; †ivMv cUKv †Pv‡Li MnŸi Zvi welYœZvi Qvqvq XvKv c‡o _v‡K Zey|

Avi Ii KÉv euvKv Puv‡`i gZb KÉ-nvo DrKwÉZv `wi ª hyeZxi g‡Zv Z…Zxq we‡k¦i Lv‡`¨i Îvwnie Ii Avkvi LuvPvq e›`x n‡q Av‡Q AvR|

Kv‡jv i‡Oi †h †g‡qwU uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q Zv‡K †`wL, A‡c¶vq cÖYZ IB Pcj wK‡kvixi ÔcvlvY gyiwZÕ AvR Avgvi ü`q niY K‡i, cvwi bv Avwg cvwi bv A‡c¶vZzi IB DrKwÉZ ¶zavZzi eyfy¶z †Pv‡Li fvlv co‡Z cvwi bv Avwg|

G e¨_©Zv Avgv‡K ÔA‡c¶vÕi mvg‡b bMœ K‡i †d‡j!

†n ¯^‡`k †h Qvqv †Zvgv‡K AbymiY Ki‡Q Zzwg Zv‡K †P‡bv †Zvgvi D‡Vv‡b †h †jvK cvnviv w`‡”Q Zvi AvOy‡ji b‡L GL‡bv i³ R‡g i‡q‡Q Zzwg Zv‡K †P‡bv ; GB †h DØvû ivRc_ `Lj K‡i Av‡Q †h †jvK Zv‡K Zzwg †P‡bvÑ †h †g‡qwU †e‡jj−vcbvq kni gvwZ‡q

GLb †Zvgvi `‡ivRv a‡i e¨vKzj w`‡”Q Uvb Zv‡K Zzwg †P‡bv ; wKš‘ †n ¯^‡`k Zzwg ïay †Zvgv‡K †P‡bv bv|

†mjvB Kiv gy‡Li D”PviY †Zvgv‡K wKQzB ej‡Z cviwQ bv Avwg wKQzB ejv hv‡e bv †Zvgv‡K GB Kvj, mgq Ac~e© —äZvi K_v Pvj Wvj Avi wkDwj †fv‡i b‡_i `yjywbi K_v wK‡kvixi APÂj wenŸjZvi K_v Ggb wK evRviRvZK…Z evRvwi gvby‡li K_v †Zvgv‡K †kvbv‡Z cvi‡ev bv Avwg|

Zzwg G‡j js †KvU Ly‡j †i‡L Zzwg G‡j Miwg MÖx‡®§ cvBKvix evRv‡i DM‡j-DVv kx‡Zi fvcvi g‡Zv Zzwg †du‡c `» n‡j A_P †Zvgv‡K wKQzB †M‡jv bv ejv ; Zzwg G‡j kxZ gywo w`‡q Miwg MÖx‡®§|

GB †h PgrKvi †iŠ ª †`L‡Qv Mwo‡q c‡o‡Q ay‡jvgvwUNv‡m †m †iv` Avgvi kix‡i jv‡M bv, †h Af¨vmUzKz wQ‡jv ˆcwÎK ^fv‡ei Luv‡R Zv‡K fuvR K‡i †i‡L w`‡qwQ Pv‡ji evZvq, fv‡Zi _vjvq AvR c‡o‡Q †cvKv Avi gy‡L Gu‡UwQ gy‡Lvk †Zvgv‡K wK K‡i ewj b”Qvi cuvVvi `j Qj-QuyZvq †mjvB K‡i‡Q gvby‡li gyL|

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cÖK…wZ‡K Abyev` Kwi cÖK…wZ‡K Abyev` K‡i wbB wb‡Ri †fZ‡i,

GB †h cÖK…wZ wewQ‡q †i‡L‡Q Zvi Kv‡jv Pzjivwk Avi Rvg`vwb kixi Zvi †PZbvi i‡O Qwo‡q w`‡q‡Q Pviw`‡K Avwg Zv‡K †Kv‡j Zz‡j w`‡q ewm Avgvi wbR ^ kãgvjv w`‡q wewj KvwU cÖK…wZi Pz‡j Zvi Kv‡bi KvwY©k †_‡K evwjKvi Aw¯’iZv wb‡q †h evwjKv Pz‡jiv jy‡KvPzwi †Ljvq †g‡Z‡Q, Lv‡”Q jy‡UvcywU †n‡m wbtkã mvM‡i Avwg Zv‡K Avì †mvnvM Kwi, Zvi R‡b¨ Ly‡j w`B kv‡U©i †evZvg Avi ü`‡qi †Lvj, ZvB IB wPi Pcj cÖK…wZ †g‡qwU Zvi †Pv‡Li Mnxb inm¨gq fvlvi mvnm †g‡j a‡i AvgviB †Pv‡L, Avwg Zv‡K Abyev` Kwi, †gjv‡Z cvwi bv, Zey gvbyl cÖwZwbqZB GB me K‡i|

wVK gvby‡li g‡Zv †`L‡Z wKš‘ gvbyl bq wVK gvby‡li g‡Zv †`L‡Z wKš‘ gvbyl bq Mv‡q mRvi“i KuvUv Avi Av‡Q wks gv_vi gM‡R!

c„w_exi IB bZzb cÖRvwZ Rb‡Kvjvnj †_‡K `~‡i msNe×fv‡e emevm fv‡jvev‡m, ZvB †jvKvj‡q Pjv‡div Zv‡ì Am¤¢e mxwgZ ;

K¡wPr KL‡bv GB wks RvwZ AvZ©-gvbeZvi †mevi bv‡g †`‡ki Avbv‡P Kvbv‡P XywK‡q †`q

myk„•Lj wbR ^ evwnbx, ZvB †`‡L BwZnvm jvRyK wK‡kvixi X‡O civRq gv‡b|

wVK gvby‡li g‡Zv wKš‘ gvbyl bq, wks Av‡Q G GK bZzb RvwZ G‡m‡Q c„w_ex‡Z|

hye‡Ki welv` I fv‡jvevmv `xN© cwikª‡gi ci †Zvgvi ü`q Qyu‡Z cvwi, ¯ú‡k©i AvNv‡Z QbœQvov Ki‡Z cvwi †Zvgvi Rxeb wKš‘ Avwg Zv Ki‡ev bv ; KviY Avgvi fv‡jvevmv µgvš^‡q eo n‡”Q †Zvgvi †fZ‡i|

ü`qniY gv‡Q‡ì K_v R‡ji Ic‡i kv`v †Uvb Kuv‡c †Ku‡c DwV Avwg g‡b nq gv‡Qi †VvKi ; wKš‘ bv, ci¶‡YB wbivK R‡ji Ici kv`v fvmgvb †UvbwU‡K †`wL w¯’i, fvmgvb ; GKUzI Kuvcb †bB Zv‡Z| A_P g‡bi Mnxb R‡j U‡j I‡V gvbweK †Uvb myMwÜ Lv‡`ï fv‡i bZ eokxi †Vuv‡U kZvãxi gvsmvkx †jvf Sz‡j _v‡K|

wQc †d‡j e‡m _vwK cÖwZw`b nVvr-B eyK c‡K‡Ui wb‡P †QvÆ cuywUi gZb Avkvi cvjK SKgK K‡i I‡V, wbwiwewj nuv‡mi cvj‡K Qj‡K I‡V `ycy‡ii †iv` b~cy‡ii ^‡i Avkvi nuv‡miv Wvbv Sv‡o cyKzi cv‡oi euvkSvo †_‡K Wvû‡Ki WvK duvK †c‡jB gvby‡li g‡bv‡hvM Kv‡o|

†mB †Kvb mKv‡j wQc †d‡j e‡m AvwQ †iv‡ì Pv`‡i wcV †i‡L †i‡LwQ wb‡R‡K †X‡K bxieZvi Qvqvq GBfv‡e gvbweKZvi bv‡g †Uvc †d‡j e‡m _vwK cÖwZw`b wgwk‡q myMwÜ gv‡Qi Lvevi gv‡Q‡ì cQ›` gvwdK, Zvi Av‡M ÔPviÕ Kwi R‡ji Mnx‡b,

†hLv‡b ü`qniY gvQ evm K‡i, ¯^vaxb `vc‡U †Nv‡i-†d‡i cyKzi Avav‡i

mxgve× R‡ji mxgvbv Zviv †Kv‡bvw`b †c‡iv‡Z cv‡i bv|

gvbweKZvi †Uvc †d‡j awi IB me †QvULv‡Uv gvQ, Avb›`-DcPv‡bv-¯^‡i WvK w`B eÜz-¯^R‡b‡i

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nj−v Kwi gv‡Qi Kvb‡Kv †`‡L Dj−v‡m †b‡P DwV, Drme Kwi, Zvici Svj gkjvq †iu‡a esk-ci¤úivq IB gv‡Q‡ì my ^v y kixi LvB c„w_exi gvsmvkx Rš‘i g‡Zv X‡O|

nvq! grm¨Rxexiv grm¨ wkKv‡i cvi`k©x †n `ªvweo cyi“l gv‡Q‡ì †ivl GKw`b †Zvgv‡ì Lyb K‡i hv‡e ; GB k¨vgj c„w_exi ga¨weË bvgK µ‚i ^fv‡ei LuvPvi †fZ‡i e‡m nvwm-Zvgvkvi X‡O gv‡Q‡ì mij Rxeb †Mu‡_ †Zv‡jv †Zvgiv eokxi euvKv †Vuv‡U, Zvici Zß imbvq †mB gvQ Sj‡m I‡V cvbkvjvi evj‡Ki D¾¡j †Pv‡Li Zvivq|

†cÖ‡gi cO&w³ †Zvgvi ü`q Quy‡q‡Q RjcvB nvU-Kiv GB ga¨ `ycyi †iv‡` cv‡qi b~cyi Dcyo n‡q nv‡m i‡³ gvs‡m †Zvgvi ü`q PvB|

†Zvgvi †Pv‡Li `xNj Pvnwb KvU‡jv cv_i KvU‡jv ü`qLvwb iv‡Zi Auvavi nvm‡jv wbweo †Pv‡L wjL‡ev †Zvgvi †cÖ‡gi Kvwnbx ?

Awfgvb mg —UzKzB cv‡ci, Avgvi kix‡i, †jvgK‚‡c †Zvgvi Pz¤^b

Avgv‡K Awfgvbx K‡i †Zv‡j ;

Awfgvb e‡ov‡ewk `yB nv‡Z Rwo‡q †i‡L‡Qv Awfgvb Rvb w`‡q ZvB †Zvgv‡K †eu‡awQ|

mg —UzKzB cv‡ci †Mvjvc I g„wËKv is Zzwj Zz‡j iv‡Lv Zv‡K, †Zvgvi Pkgvq †Mvcb †iwUbvq wSwjK w`‡q I‡V †cÖwg‡Ki gyL †mB gy‡L cÖvK…Z Pz¤^b|

mg —UzKzB cv‡ci êfe I Kvwj Zv‡mi Rxeb|

GB GK mgm¨v n‡q‡Q AvRKvj GB GK mgm¨v n‡q‡Q AvRKvj wRiv‡di g‡Zv Mjv evwo‡q dzUcv‡_i by‡jv wfwLwii `j MvwoAjv‡ì evwo Uc‡K bM‡ii bvox a‡i w`‡”Q Uvb hvb fvB‡qiv hvi hvi Kv‡R hvb, †eû`v evwo‡q bvK MÜ Ki‡eb bv cwi‡ek, Ggwb‡ZB Uª vwdK R¨v‡gi †ik wgwUs wgwQ‡j K‡i‡Q fi fq-Wi me wKQz †L‡q cxi-gvnv‡Z¥ iwk wb‡q Kuv‡a Pi-d¨vk‡bi w`‡K hvb ; dzUcv‡_i cvb †_‡K Uvb-evRv‡ii gvMx‡ì `j n‡q †M‡Q †k‡l †WvivKvUv cvivcv‡i eZ©gvb Kvj †PvL D‡ë c‡o Av‡Q|

GB GK mgm¨v n‡q‡Q AvRKvj gvbylR‡biv Avi wek¦v‡mi cv‡q wek¦vm iv‡L bv Zey Av‡m Zviv eëmvqxi †Mvcb Luy‡Ui g‡a¨ jy‡Kv‡bv B‡”Qi gZb Zviv cvewjK wgwUs‡q Av‡m, d‚wZ©evR Mjvq m‡Rv‡i nv‡m †k−vMv‡b †k−vMv‡b gyLi K‡i †Zv‡j evqZzj †gvKvii‡gi mvRv‡bv PËi, GwfwbD fe‡bi Rvbvjv `‡ivRv †_‡K wecyj RbZv DuwK †`q, Avwg Rvwb, g‡b g‡b ZLb cÖ‡Z¨‡K ü`q-Aš—‡i n‡q I‡V †bZv|

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GB GK mgm¨v n‡q‡Q AvRKvj nvmœv‡nbvi evkbvi cv‡k g„Z gvby‡li †Lvjv †PvL mf¨Zvi MjvevwR ï‡b weùvwiZ nq, ZLb wgwUs I gmwR` n‡q I‡V eoB Ki“Y ; GBfv‡e cÖvq cÖwZw`b AvZ©gvbeZvi bv‡g †gŠjev`x‡ì wmwiR bvUK¸‡jv mÜ¨vi Av‡MB dz‡j-†du‡c P°i gv‡i †g‡UªvcwjUb gnvbMixi cPv yM©Ügq Mwjc‡_, Zvici mÜ¨vi i‡O wg‡k hvq fyLv-bv½v‡ì AvZ©-nvnvKvi ;

GB GK mgm¨v n‡q‡Q AvRKvj me ai‡bi †auvKvevwR cëb Qvwo‡q gyn~‡Z© Qwo‡q c‡o cy‡iv‡bv XvKvi Mwji gZb Avi LyP‡iv cqmvi gZb GB me cÖwZw`b by‡jvwfwLwiiv Kzwo‡q wb‡q hvq gvbe GjvKvq ; AvRKvj GB me eo †ewk mgm¨v K‡i‡Q|

evwR awi gM‡Ri †Kv‡l †Kv‡l Avgvi kvmK †PvL †g‡j †`‡L Avwg evi“‡ì g‡Zv R¡‡j DwV wK bv, †`‡L Avi nv‡m d‡K©i gZb mi“ ùvZ Zvi WvBbxi g‡Zv †a‡q Av‡m Avwg fq cvB fq cvq bMievmxiv G iKg KkvB‡qi Qzwii wb‡P gvbe Rxeb emevm K‡i|

evwR awiÑ KewR †_‡K Nwo Ly‡j evwR aivi X‡O Rxeb

evwR a‡i ivwL mvn‡mi cvq, fq nvgv¸wo †`q ü`q jvwd‡q I‡V, g‡b nq fvjy‡Ki fqvj _vevi wb‡P gvbe Rxeb WvOvi gv‡Qi gZb jvdvq-Svcvq,

gM‡Ri †Kv‡l †Kv‡l kvm‡Ki †PvL cÖwZw`b Avgv‡K kvmvq|

evwR awi kixi-mvnm Avwg kvjv wb‡R‡K euvPv‡ev ?

Avgvi Kó Avgvi fxlY Kó nq IB †QvÆ kvwj‡Li R‡b¨ IB †QvÆ †`v‡q‡ji wkm ï‡b Avgvi K‡ói cwiwa _v‡K bv, K‡ói iO wK Kv‡jv ? †gi“Y bvwK njy` ? †Kvb i‡O Zv‡K gvbvq fv‡jv ?

Avgvi fxlY Kó nq IB †QvÆ kvwj‡Li R‡b¨, †hb †m Rxebvb‡›ì njy` KwVb V¨vs †g‡j ï‡q Av‡Q wbi“‡Ø‡M cvZviv S‡i‡Q wbtmxg k~b¨Zv wM‡j †fvi iv‡Z nvIqv cvwj‡q‡Q †kdvwj euaywU cvZv Kz‡ov‡bvi Q‡j MvQ †_‡K ÔUzKÕ K‡i S‡i, Avgvi K‡ói wMjvc AvgyÊy MÖvm K‡i GB me cÖvK…Z welq|

†n cÖK…wZi mš—v‡biv, †Zvgv‡ì †`‡L Avgvi ü`q K‡ó bxj nq, IB bvjv-†WvevwUi g‡Zv mxgve× Avgvi Rxeb hwÌ ¯^vaxb ; Zey UzbUzwbi IB nVvr Dovj kvk¦Zxi †Pv‡Li cvcwoi g‡Zv †Ljv K‡i Avgvi ü`‡q|

GB me ivOv cvwL‡ì g‡Zv †n Rxeb Zzwg †`‡Lv mxgve× GB ¶z`ª Rxe‡b Zzwg †`‡L bvI gvbyl I cÖK…wZ|

Avwg †Zv‡K Quy‡Z PvB bv Avwg †Zv‡K Quy‡Z PvB bv, e¨vKzj evmi Lyj‡Z †gj‡Z P›`ªvnZ, Quy‡Z PvB bv ; ¯úk© †_‡K ¯úk©vZx‡Z ïayB iƒ‡ci evRyeÜ ?

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nv-N‡i me AvjZz dvjZz gbmv-cvZv hv-B‡”Q-ZvB gvb Awfgvb bvMi †`vjvq †f‡m hv‡”Q wèäv‡g wUwKUwenxb, wLw — K‡i WvK‡Q bvix mvie× meyR Mvwo A_ev GK bKj evwo wb‡”Q fvov, nv-fv‡Z me †KuvPo gviv|

Avwg †Zv‡K Quy‡Z PvB bv, ew›`bx nvZ k•L wPeyK ywj‡q wdwim AfvwM ZzB, †Zgb K‡i euvwam bv Pzj †h euva‡b bvMi †Qv‡U, dyUcv‡_iB nvivg †Lv‡U givi wgb‡m †ZviB Ggb †envqv iƒc †eMvbv nvZ †cwi‡q Avwmm †Kvgj Kvwgb ?

Avwg †Zv‡K Quy‡Z PvB bv, Quy‡Z PvB bv, GB wb‡q hv hv Av‡Q GB †KuvPo fwZ©, Aiƒc iZb, gvwUi-Mov Ki“Y wkKj ; AvwÏ-civ nv-N‡i bB mvg_© nvZ ; GB wb‡q †bÑ w`w”Q †Zv‡K PviYf~wg Avgvi g‡bi, Nvm-wePvwj hv Av‡Q me, L‡iv‡iŠ‡`ªi wKiY-wdiY Avw`M‡š—i Po–B wefvm cvwLi kveK, †Quov cvLbv Kuv‡Pi UzK‡iv GB wb‡q †b|

GB kix‡i GKzk eQi †Zvi A‡c¶vq nvq igYx! Suy‡K AvwQ †ZviB cÖwZ ; SvD‡qi cvZv Z…Y-¸”Q cy”Q †b‡o MvB‡Q †h Mvb †Zvi gi‡g, nvq AfvwM! †ZviB R‡b¨ ; A_ev GB `xb-`wi‡ ªi wbR©jv nvZ nv‡Zi g‡a¨ †ZviB Qwe

†ZviB Rxeb Kvi“Kvh©, ev¯‘wf‡U, †ZviB AvMvi GB wb‡q hv, hv Av‡Q GB ¸”Q‡jv‡g, ey‡Ki wf‡Z Kuvc‡Q ïayB ARvbv eyK|

Avwg †Zv‡K Quy‡Z PvB bv, Quy‡Z PvB bv, gyL¨-myL¨ `xb`wi`ª †cÖwgK Pvlx, †ZviB gayi kw•Lbx †PvL bw›`bx ZzB †Mvcb AmyL jywK‡q ivwLm ? †R¨vrmœv-f~wg Zwgmªv †nvK GB Z‡e Pvm ? k®ú †fRv AZxZ ¯§„wZ hvK †f‡m hvK ?

Avgvi ¯§„wZi ey‡Ki Lv‡c we¯§„wZi GK wekvj cv_i Pvwc‡q ivwL ey‡Ki gv‡c|

Avwg †Zv‡K Quy‡Z PvB bv, Quy‡Z PvB bv, we¯§„Z †nvK †kvfb-ixwZ Avgvi bxwZ Avi cvwi bv bw›`bx‡i Avi cvwi bv Qw›`Z nvZ g›` MwZ Avi cvwi bv Uvb‡Z-Rvb‡Z Ae¶‡qi Ki“Y Rxeb!

Z¯‹i †mB †h Avgvi w`bivwÎ¸‡jv Zzwg †eu‡a wb‡q †M‡j †Zvgvi †gvnb AuuvP‡j, Zv Avi wdwi‡q w`‡j bv|

Avwg GLb wek¦vmwenxb †bŠ‡Kvq Uvj Lvw”Q Avgvi †fZ‡i GK Acvw_©e ˆbivk¨, Avgv‡K Siv cvZvi gZb wbR©b c‡_ †d‡j DavI| A_P Avgvi `yqv‡i GLb SivcvZvgq em‡š—i cvwLiv Zv‡ì KvKwj Avgv‡K Avi gy» K‡i bv|

†mB †h Avgvi w`bivwÎ¸‡jv Zzwg †eu‡a wb‡q †M‡j †gvnb AuvP‡j,

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e›`x K‡i †i‡L †M‡j Avgv‡K Zvivnxb wekvj AvKv‡ki wb‡P, a~ a~ K¬vwš—i †fZi K¬vwš—nxb a~ a~ wbR©bZvi Mjvq Szwj‡q w`‡q †M‡j e −vWe¨v‡Mi gZb †ivMxi `xN©k¦v‡m Avgv‡ì wPi wek¦v‡mi wf‡Z Gu‡K w`‡j wekvj dvUj †mB †h Zzwg eKzj dz‡ji gvjvi R‡b¨ Avgv‡K GKwU evwoi ü`‡q e›`x K‡i †i‡L w`‡q †M‡j ïay †Zvgvi Pkgvi Cl©vUzKz †m Zzwg AvR †Kv_vq ? †Kv_vq i‡q‡Qv Zzwg ?

GB †h eb¨ nvIqv †Ljv K‡i G‡jv‡g‡jv Siv cvZv‡ì mv‡_ w`Mš—-D‡`vg Lv-Lv dv¸‡b KvK Po–B Avi KvgvZ© †KvwK‡ji Av¸‡b †Pv‡L †i‡L †M‡j †Zvgvi dzUej ; †mB ej Avgv‡K bvPv‡Z _v‡K, Avgv‡K †Zvgvi ü`q †_‡K †Zvgvi †Luvcvi KuvUv Ly‡j wb‡q †KvgjgwZ evj‡Ki Pvc‡jï mv‡_ ayqvkvi Rvbvjv Mwj‡q

†b‡g Avm‡Z e‡j wekvj dzUej gv‡V ; wKš‘ Avwg Zv cvwi bv|

†Kv_vq, †Kv_vq †mB Zzwg AvR †Zvgvi Ggb S‡jvg‡jv †gvnb AuvP‡j Avgvi †QvÆ cvwLi gbUv‡K e›`x K‡i †i‡L AvR Zzwg †Kvb ~i‡jv‡K ?

Avgvi ewY©j w`bivwÎ¸‡jv Pzwi K‡i wb‡q Zzwg †Kv_vq cvjv‡j, †Kv_vq cvjv‡j ü`q ?

†Zvgvi R‡b¨ †Zvgvi R‡b¨ Avgvi Awfjvl Qwo‡q wQ‡jv wQwU‡q wQ‡jv c‡_ dv¸b w`‡bi nvIqv w`‡jv nvIqv

†Zvgvi R‡b¨ Avgvi me©bvk|

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weRq Lye GKjv wbtm½ _v‡K dzUcv‡_ nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z KL‡bv †m _g‡K uvovq Rb‡mªvZ †`‡L, †`‡L Avi KvMR-Kz‡ovwb evwjKvi g‡Zv Awek¦vmx †Pv‡L †P‡q _v‡K, cjK c‡o bv ; gv‡S-g‡a¨ Avgv‡K †c‡q weRq Dj −v‡m Suvc‡U a‡i Ôn¨v‡i gvneyeÕ e‡j Avevi AK¯§vr-B †_‡g hvq ZLb Ii †Pv‡Li Zvivq ïay mwLcyi ev`v‡oi MÜgvLv kvje‡b ^vaxb cvwLi IovDwo P‡j|

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Dw`Z m~‡h©i i‡O ^vaxbZv weRq Avgv‡K wPwb‡q‡Q| cv‡q †MÖ‡bW-LvIqv †LvKvi †Pv‡L wQ‡jv ¯^vaxbZv kÎ“i ¸jx‡Z wbnZ UM‡ii gy‡L wQ‡jv ¯^vaxbZv AvÜvigvwbK we‡ji Dò cvwb‡Z wQ‡jv ¯^vaxbZv bZzb cvwbi †Zv‡o DRvwb-jvMv gv‡Qi Suv‡Ki g‡a¨ wQ‡jv ^vaxbZv wKš‘ AvR? mÜ¨vi Avuav‡i AvR Avwg Kv‡K wb‡q nuvwU? †nu‡U hvB? dzUcv_ Ry‡o by‡jv-wfwLwii Qvqv weR‡qi Kuva a‡i nuv‡U, RxY© `kv Zvi, nvo-wjKwj‡K Amx‡g ZvKv‡bv hyeK †Pu‡Ucy‡U †L‡q †M‡Q Zv‡K AjxK kvmb ;

GB wK weRq? hy×MÖ¯— gnvb›`cy‡ii ¯^vaxb êfe Ii †Pv‡Li Zvivq KB? Ii †Pv‡Li AvKv‡k †mB Av‡jv †bB †Kb? hv gnvb›`cyi kvje‡b GKevi †`‡LwQjvg weR‡qi †Pv‡L Avwg †mB ^vaxbZvi Av‡jv †c‡qwQjvg, Avi †mB m‡½ mvZ †KvwU KÉ î †M‡qwQ‡jv weR‡qi Mvb|

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A_P †Zvgvi m‡½ †`Lv n‡jB wLwUwgwU|

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Zuvi wQ‡jv bv nviv‡bvi †Kv‡bv wKQz, †KD wcQy wK †W‡KwQ‡jv Zuv‡K? duvK †c‡jB GBme wb‡q fve‡Zv `wi`ª gvby‡liv ;

Zuvi AvOz‡j wQ‡jv bv †Kv‡bv Zvgªe‡Y©i †iLv †`Lv †nvK ev bv †nvK mnwRqv‡ì DÌv‡bi Mv‡b wZwb cÖvY †c‡Zb Lye ; nƒ`‡qi gwYe‡Ü †cvo-LvIqv AvnZ gvbyl wZwb IBme `wi`ª wQbœwfbœ gvby‡li †Kv‡l †Kv‡l †hb Zuvi i³ †mªvZ eq wZwb †Qv‡UvLv‡Uv mij †d«‡g AvuUv cÖvK…Z gvbyl cÖK…wZ I gvby‡li cÖvK…Z †cÖwgK wZwb gIjvbv fvmvbx|

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Avwg †Zv e‡jwQ Avwg †Zv e‡jwQ wKQyB Ki‡ev bv, ïay †Zvgvi Av‡kcv‡kB _vK‡ev, gv‡S-g‡a¨ ni‡evjv‡`i g‡Zv UzB w`‡q Rvbv‡ev †Zvgv‡K, GBLv‡b AvwQ, GBLv‡b Nv‡m I wkwk‡i|

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ïay Av‡`‡ki bLi`vwi‡Z †b‡g‡Qb AvR cÖK…wZ kvm‡bi Kv‡R ;

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Lye †Mvcb B‡”Qi g‡Zv g~j †mªv‡Z †i‡LwQ cv GB Avwg|

KvK c„w_exi mg — Dw”Qó f¶‡Yi R‡b¨ Zzwg Avgv‡K m„wó K‡i‡Qv Avc−yZ Avuav‡i ivwO‡q, Avgvi ^fv‡ei LvuPvq XzwK‡q w`‡q‡Qv Awek¦v‡mi bMœ-Î“i-PZziZv Avi Avgvi i³vf †Pv‡Li Kvwb©‡k †jv‡fi we y Z Szwj‡q w`‡q K‡i‡Qv m„wó KjngyLi cvwL‡ì mv_x K‡i ;

Avgvi KK©k Kv‡jv †kvwY‡Z ivwÎi wRnŸv we× nq, Avgvi cvLbvi wbR©bZvq Zzwg †g‡L w`‡q‡Qv †eviivL MwZi Zxeª-Abj, Avgvi †Vuv‡Ui FRy Kvi“KvR Zzwg wngvjq †_‡K †K‡o G‡b †g‡LwQ‡j AKvZ‡i, Avgvi PÂzi kw³ Avi êfe Dw”Q‡ói m½‡g †eu‡a w`‡q‡Qv Zzwg Avgvi G me wKQy m„wó K‡i‡Qv Zzwg eª²v‡Êi Zxeª wbôzi gkjvq, Avgv‡K bvMwi‡Ki N„Yv Avi Zvgvkvq †Kb e›`x †i‡L‡Qv Ck¦i|

Kv‡ji ¶Z ˆèvr †Zvgv‡K cvB †`Lv nq †i‡ —vivui †Nvjv Nv‡g-†fRv †Uwej †Pqv‡i ZLb †Pv‡Li Pkgv Ry‡o by‡bi †cqvjv ˆK gv‡Qi gZb jvwd‡q I‡V ey‡Ki LuvPvq ;

†Zvjcvo ivZ I w`‡bi Kvwb©‡k †Zvjcvo Sz‡j _v‡K Kv‡jv eyU †R¨vrøvi Mv‡q LUgU LUgU †Zvjcvo P‡j Mnb wbivjv †f‡O Qy‡U Av‡m wewea kvmb †Zvjcvo meLv‡b g‡bi Mn‡b `y‡j D‡V Kv‡jv eyU †Zvjcvo wkwki KYvq ;

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Kv‡jv Kv‡Ki KK©k Wvbv bvbv R‡b †dwi K‡i †d‡i nvbv †`q evwo evwo mvi mvi Rvbvjv KcvU, Svc‡Svc †jvcvU, DavI ; SvDe‡b R‡g dvD gvby‡li `j ¯—äZvi †fZi D‡Vv‡b kvmb-kxZvZ© ¯^Rb-gvbyl Rg‡Z _v‡K, †hb †gi“Ki‡Yi ixwZ †f` K‡i AK¯§vr Xz‡K c‡o‡Q cvnvivAjv, †hb civev¯—eZvi L‡qwi ev`yo Svc‡U a‡i‡Q evsjvi gyL ;

Zvi Qvqv ev y‡oi Kv‡jv Qvqv Ae‡iva †Mu‡_ P‡j gvby‡li g‡bi †Mvc‡b|

ˆèvr †Zvgv‡K cvB †`Lv nq dzUcv‡_ cvrjyb ¸wU‡q †div bvMwiK ¶‡Z †gvov cv †Rvov †U‡b wb‡q †d‡iv iYK¬vš— Dš§yj gvbyl Kv‡jv †R¨vrøvq †Niv my`~i Avev‡m|

ˆèvr †Zvgv‡K cvB †Pv‡L byb †fRv byb †mB †Pv‡L †Ljv K‡i we‡`ªvnxi Abj-Av¸b|

GKv mf¨Zvi SKg‡K †iv` †_‡K euvPevi R‡b¨ GB Avwg wbN©vZ wd‡i hv‡ev MÖv‡g cÖK…wZ †hLv‡b wb‡Uvj meyR wewQ‡q †i‡L‡Q, Avi AKvZ‡i w`‡”Q gvby‡li

c~e©cyi“‡li FY ; mf¨Zvi i“`ª‡ivl †_‡K euvPv‡bvi R‡b¨ GB Avwg

GKLÊ Rwg AvM‡j ivL‡ev ey‡Ki K›`‡i jywK‡q ivL‡ev mfq Av`‡i †mvnv‡M R¡vwj‡q †`‡ev Mfxi AÜKv‡i wb‡RiB †PvL, mf¨Zvi †ivl †hb bv c‡o Avgvi Rwg‡Z ;

GB Avwg j‡o hv‡ev eb¨ luv‡oi g‡Zv GKv|

gvbweKZvi bv‡g gvbweKZvi bv‡g gvby‡li Ici PovI nIqvi BwZnvm Lªxóc~e©Kvj †_‡K Pvjy Av‡Q wKš‘ cÖvK…Z gvbyl GB me BwZnvm wKQyB Rv‡b bv|

beRvZK Zzwg †kv‡bv, †Zvgvi c~e©cyi“‡li Avw`‡fŠZ BwZnvm RÄv‡ji g‡Zv dvjZz Avi kZvãxi g‡Zv MwjZ g‡b n‡jI cÖK…Zc‡¶B gvbyl fxlY wnsmª cÖvYx gvby‡li uvZ gyL Avi gMR ^fve mgvR weÁv‡b †mB Qvc †i‡L †M‡Q|

XvKvi bZzb †fvi Kzqvkvi †PvL †_‡K k‡l© `vbvi gZb †R‡M I‡V †fvi ;

Avwg Nv‡m-wkwk‡i cv Pzwe‡q ùvwo‡q i‡qwQ Avgvi Pvicv‡k wW‡m¤^‡ii kxZvZ© —äZv †RvbvwKi †cU †_‡K L‡m cov wbqb †hb PKgwK Avj‡Mv‡Q Ny‡i †eov‡”Q D`¨v‡b, MvQcvjv Avi dzjMv‡Qi Kvbvq Kvbvq †_vKv †_vKv R‡g _vKv Kzqvkvi †XD Lv‡”Q †`vj wd‡Oi gZb A_ev G Avgvi †Pv‡Li fzj ; GB wbR©b gv‡V gvwU I Kswµ‡Ui †gjeÜb Lye Mvp †Pv‡L †`L‡Z †`L‡Z Avwg Abyfe Kwi cvwLi ¯^fve ;

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Avgvi †cQ‡b cvKv moK aby‡Ki g‡Zv †eu‡K wg‡j‡Q w`Mš—-m½‡g, m½g-ZvwoZ gvby‡liv RwMs‡qi †evj †Zv‡j cv‡qi Ry‡Zvq, †cQb wd‡i †`wL wngKvZz‡i XvKv KzKzi KzÛwj n‡q ï‡q Av‡Q gnvbMixi †Kv‡j, Zvi †Pv‡L Nyg Kv‡b Av‡gi-gyKzj, dzUcv_evwmbxi Kv‡bi iwOb `y‡ji gZb U‡jvg‡jv, Mvp Kv‡jv KzwÂZ †Kk`vg Zvi AvR d¨vKv‡k njy Zvi ey‡K ¸ÄwiZ †gŠgvwQ ûj †dvUv‡bvi Mvb Mvq †Vuv‡U Zvi K¬vwš—i jvjv mf¨Zvi Kv‡jv wc‡P c‡o‡Q †KvbKv‡j Vv-Vv †PvLv Kswµ‡Ui Kv‡jv †Vuv‡U i‡³i †Qvc †mB nƒ`qnxb Mnb Avuavi †_‡K †f‡m Av‡m gvby‡li wPrKvi ; mvgwiK mf¨Zvi bMœ-bvKvj Rvj wQu‡o XvKv Pvq ^vaxbZv, wKš‘ †mB BwZnvm duvwmi iwk‡Z Av‡Rv Sz‡j Av‡Q `ª“Z †e‡o IVv `vjvb-†mªv‡Zi wf‡o ; †cZ‡j †gvov‡bv bq XvKv, gvwU I †mvbvq wM‡j-Kiv P›`b †kvwfZ hyeZx bvix †m wK GK MÖvgxY myevm †Ljv K‡i Zvi Mnb †Pv‡L, †hLv‡b eywoM½v igYxq †Kvg‡i Rov‡bv weQv nv‡ii g‡Zv Rwo‡q i‡q‡Q, †mLv‡b GK my›ìxi aviv‡jv KwU‡`k, Zvi wb‡P eywoM½v, cÖevwnbx ; weMZ-†hŠebv b`xi X‡jvX‡jv jve‡Yï wPK wVK cv‡qi Kv‡Q Avj‡m¨ Qov‡bv, Zvi †Kv‡j GKwPgwU i‡Zœi gZb beveevwo, Pvicv‡k NbemwZi †Kvjvnj, b`xi cvo †e‡q †g‡Qv‡ì ivZ RvMvwbqv PjvPj †fv‡ii KY©-m~wP‡Z †Mu‡_ Zzj‡Q grm¨ Rxeb, Avgvi †PŠw`‡K XvKvB gmwj‡b Rov‡bv kx‡Zi Kzqvkv-†fvi bZzb †`vi Ly‡j uvwo‡q‡Q AvR XvKv cÖ_g Av¸‡b-ivOv m~‡h©i Av‡jvq Avwg Nvm †_‡K Kswµ‡U AZxZ-eZ©gvb wgwk‡q XvjvB n‡Z _vwK, Avi †Kewj hvwš¿K-†mªv‡Z wg‡k †h‡Z _vwK GB mi‡j-Mi‡j-Vvmv XvKvi Aš—‡i|

IB N‡i fwOgv APj dm©v Mvj wZwb mvd Ki‡jb ¶q‡ivMxi fwOgvq fwOgv GLv‡b Zvi Mv‡ji Dcgv Avi Zvi cÖZxK eviv›`v AwZµvš— GK `xNj PvZvj gvZv‡ji g‡Zv U‡jvg‡jv, Zvi dm©v Mv‡j ùv‡ì ùv‡Zi `vM, †`L‡j g‡b nq Kvg‡o w`‡q‡Q Kvgy i KzKzi|

ì`wi‡q bvg‡Q Nvg †ng‡š—i dzUcv‡_ Rvbvjv Mwj‡q G‡jv †m‡ibv` kx‡Zi evZvm ¸wUïwU gv‡i Zvi f‡q dzUcv_ †`Šo †`q AMYb Aem‡i|

wZwb †dbwbf weQvbv ¸wU‡q bvg‡jb Pàj wK c‡i‡Qb cvq? cv‡qi Avuavi Zv‡K Uv‡b bvK †PvL ZvB †kl we‡K‡ji †iv‡` wg‡k hvq, wZwb nuvU‡Qb Zvi Pvicv‡k †b‡o, Kzu‡Rv, X¨vOv I e¨½we ªƒ‡c fiv g„Z gvby‡li Avbv‡Mvbv, Zvi gvSLv‡b wZwb, dm©v Mvj,`M`‡M Nv, Mv wNbwN‡b cv wK¤¢zZwKgvKvi, Avi Pvicv‡k dzUcv_ AMYb g„Z gvby‡li Nvg wi wi nvwÇ wLwRi wkniY‡Zv‡j n«¯^ mn‡hv‡M, `xN© CKv‡ii euvKv‡bv kvbv‡bv duvK M‡j AvKvi †c‡jv fwOgv, gv‡b bvgavg †hv‡M †hvMdj dm©v Mvj, UvjgvUvj c`cvZ gvjMv`v K‡i wb‡q Av‡m iƒcmx cigv|

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GB duv‡K wRf b‡o I‡V Zvi wRnŸvq Ly‡bi †bvbv ¯^v` cvq, PvUvi B‡”Q Rv‡M, PvU‡Z _v‡K, PvU‡Z PvU‡Z w`Mš—we —vix meyR i‡Oi fwOgv †P‡Ucy‡U ï‡l †bq cÖK…wZi im, dm& K‡i R¡‡j I‡V dm©v Mvj UvjgvUvj cv, †nu‡U hvq IB hvq, IB hvq jvk KvUv N‡i _‡i-we_‡i mvRv‡bv ILv‡b Rxebvb‡›ì gvsm bvwo-fzwo-wµwg IB N‡i fwOgv APj|

¯^cœ †_‡K †R‡M nVvr-B AvR †fviiv‡Z ¯^cœ †_‡K †R‡M †`wL Avgvi ^‡cœi wQwiQuv` †Kgb fÊyj n‡q c‡o Av‡Q c‡_|

†PvL Zz‡j †`wL dvOvm c‡o‡Q mviv gy‡L imy‡bi †Kvqvi gZb ïå cÖm~Y gy‡Li Pvgovq

Avgvi `M`‡M Nv, `vi“Y Qov‡”Q MÜ Dš§vZvj cy‡iv‡bv nƒ`‡q ;

GBLv‡b ey‡Ki †PŠnwÏ Ry‡o †bvbv Rj Ujgj K‡i ey‡Ki LuvPvq, UK †XKz‡ii cvj−vq c‡owQ †Xi †di wb‡R‡K mvg‡j wb‡qwQ, †i‡LwQ AUzU GB eq‡mI gvKokvi Nb AvVv‡jv Rv‡ji g‡Zv K‡iwQ wb‡R‡K cwie¨vß Pviw`‡K, nv‡Zi Cl©vi †XD ai‡ZB cv‡iwb †KD G‡ZvKvj Rvj †d‡jwQ cvKv †R‡ji g‡Zv

wKš‘ bB Avwg †R‡j ;

Z‡e ciKxqv †cÖ‡g wm×n — Avwg GK `yiš— cyi“l hv wKQy †ivl Mwo‡q w`‡qwQ AbyRcÖwZg cÖwZ‡e‡k nBwb mve¨ — †evKv †Kv‡bvw`b †Kv‡bvLv‡b wKš‘ AvR? GB †kl eq‡mi †eMvbv Wvgv‡Wv‡j ¯^cœ †f‡O wb‡RB †R‡MwQ, †P‡q †`wL AvgviB †mvbvwj ^‡cœi ev_v‡b †Ljv K‡i g„Z gvby‡li Qvqv KvqvwU AweKj Avgvi g‡Zv gv_vfwZ© cvKv Pz‡ji iƒcvwj wbkvb Dwo‡q †ek †Lj‡Q nvIqvq, Avi Avðh© †auvqvkv Qwo‡q c‡o‡Q Avgvi †PŠw`‡K ;

wd‡K Av‡jvq †`Ljvg Avgvi gy‡Li Nv Qwo‡q co‡Q µgvš^‡q cy‡iv‡bv XvKvi Mwji gZb †mBLv‡b b`©gvi KxU wKjwej K‡i Iw`‡K w`we¨ Lv-Lv Ki‡Q †iv` †MvL‡ivi g‡Zv dYv-†Zvjv †iv` AvR iv‡Z †iv` wK †MvËv †L‡jv Avgv‡ì Qv‡`? bvwK Ab¨ wKQy? †`LwQ wK fzj GB †Pv‡L? Szu‡K †`wL nv‡Zi AvOzj b‡Li wb‡P wPKb bv›`wbK †eva AvRKvj e‡ov‡ewk †e`bv RvMvq, Avgvi n‡q‡Q mg~n wec` ZvB fv‡jvgvbywli gy‡Lvk Gu‡U G‡Zvw`b †Rv‡”Pvwi K‡iwQ wbwØ©avq eywS‡qwQ AvcbR‡b‡i Aejxjvq b›`bKvbb Rq Kiv hvq GBfv‡e, wKš‘ AvR wK n‡jv Avgvi? AvOz‡ji ^Y©vfv `Lj K‡i‡Q dvOvm, †k¦Zwe›`y Avi †N‡qv gvwQ‡ì jvjvi Ke‡j c‡o‡Q K…Z-KvR ; g‡b nq Avgvi ivRZ‡š¿i †fZi D‡VvbZK †Ku‡c D‡V‡Q `xN©Kvj c‡i, GB †eva Avgvi †fZ‡i ax‡i ax‡i †e‡o DV‡Z _v‡K ;

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Avgvi †PŠcvk Kvivi“× Lybxi gZb wbwñ`ª Avuav‡i Wz‡e Av‡Q Avwg D‡V hvw”Q Av‡¯—-ax‡i wmuwo †e‡q wP‡j‡KvVv †cwi‡q wekvj Qv‡` MZKvj iv‡Z GB Qv‡` †iv` †b‡gwQ‡jv wVK GBLv‡b, Avgvi g‡b n‡jv Av‡Rv Zvi Qvqv c‡o Av‡Q, wbivjv wekvj Qv‡` Avwg †iv‡ì Qvqv LyuwR Kvqv LyuwR, gvqv wK Lyu‡RwQ? ZvB Lyu‡U Lyu‡U †`L‡Z _vwK Pvicvk bvkcvwZ Avuavi †Ljv K‡i Qv`gq Avgvi i‡³i g‡a¨ †K †hb nVvr gvbweKZvi i“gvj Dwo‡q P‡j †M‡jv, Avi Avwg AK¯§vr-B †mB aÜ †_‡K †R‡M †`wL ïbkvb Pvicvk, Lv-Lv Nb R½‡j Vvmv Qv`, Avgv‡ì Qv`, †Pv‡Li †iwUbv †Kb Rvwb AvR AUj wek¦v‡m GBme `¨v‡LÑ Avi Zviv w`M¦jq AwZµg K‡i P‡j hvq Abvqv‡m †N‡qv gvwQ‡ì †N‡i †i‡L hvq Avgvi kixi ;

†P‡U wb‡”Q gvwQ‡ì †VuvU †P‡U wb‡”Q m¤ú` mylgv me Avgvi nƒ`q gvwQ‡ì `j, †e`bvKvZi D‡Vvb †_‡K DuwK gv‡i DØvû gvbyl GK,

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bvg‡jv wK †KD DZ‡ivj ga¨hv‡g? †P‡q †`wL VM& eKavwg©‡Ki g‡Zv uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q AvgviB mvivwU Rxeb Ges Avgvi dmj ;

Zv‡ì wgwn uv‡Zi duv‡K Suv‡K Suv‡K ivB‡bi g„Z Cj wKjwej K‡i nƒ`‡q Avgvi? Lvwj †Pv‡L wKQyB †`wL bv PkgvwU fzj K‡i †d‡j G‡mwQ ¯^‡cœi N‡i wKš‘ Avwg †Zv Rvwb IB Iiv

IB Iiv mevB uvwo‡q Av‡Q AvgviB bai kixi AvgviB nƒ`q bdi Avgvi dmj|

Rj c‡o? Rj wK c‡o Qv‡ì KvwY©‡k? bvwK ev_i“‡g? Ny‡g A‡PZb mvivevwo ¯^cœ †f‡O wb‡RB G‡mwQ Avwg GK `y`©vš— cveK Qv‡` e‡m wbg©gZvi †fvbv iuvwa evuwa †Luvcv K‡i wb‡RiB Cl©vi †XD wKš‘ †bB †Kb AvR iv‡Z Avgvi nv‡Zi g‡a¨ R¡jR¡‡j b›`bwenvix †eMevb †Nvov †Kb †bB meyRvf KvMR Kjg? hg wK G‡m‡Q IBLv‡b? †PvL Zz‡j ZvKvB mvg‡b †`wL RjR¨vš— gvbe cyi“l GK uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q Avi Zvi †ivl cy‡o LvK K‡i w`‡”Q Avgvi nƒ`q| m‡½ m‡½ we y ”Pg‡K †L‡j †M‡jv Avgvi kix‡i R¡vjv j¶-†KvwU †jvjwRnŸvi `vD`vD Av¸b Avgv‡K Dš§vZvj K‡i †Zv‡j, gyû‡Z© gvZvj ;

Avwg †`wL Abš— bx‡ji Qv‡` e‡m †`wL IB †Zv †R¨vrøvi AvOzj a‡i aª“ebxj GK gvbe Rxeb †MvËv †L‡q co‡Q †cv‡ov Rwgi Ici|

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¯^fv‡ei LuvPv evwoi PvZvj †Q‡o †ewi‡q c‡o‡Q AvR y ©vš— KzKzi GK

Zvi j¤^v gyL, †cvov †VuvU jKj‡K wRnŸvq Zvi jvjmvi Xj Ljej K‡i ; ¯^v`y-we¯^v`y me wKQy †P‡L †`‡L wb‡Z Pvq †mB UMe‡M bai KzKzi ; Zvi gm„Y †kqvj i‡Oi Pvgovq B`vbxs a‡i‡Q i‡Oi evnvi †WvivKvUv ev‡Ni gwngv|

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1.7.96

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23.8.95

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25.5.96

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by¨â n‡q‡Q †`n ¯^cœF‡Yi fv‡i FY¸‡jv A‡±vcv‡mi gZb Pviw`K †_‡K Rwo‡q a‡i‡Q Avgvi gMR Avwg msMÖvg ^vaxbZv Avi ^cœmva me Zvi Aócvqx evû‡Wv‡i mgc©Y K‡i GB GLb gaïv‡Z bMœ n‡q c‡owQ wb‡RiB j¾vi Kv‡Q, j¾v! †m GK e‡b`x AviK gvbe Rxe‡b Avµvš— AvR wbj©¾ Avi †envqvcbvi Kv‡Q evn&ev! †envqv Avi †ekig Kvj Zvi Bwjk-†cwU wewµ K‡i †M‡Q Lye m —vq!

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Zey ¯^cœ-mva, ¶zav-Kvg-Z…òv ¯^cœF‡Yi gZb Rwo‡q i‡q‡Q gywbl nƒ`‡q|

26.2.95

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23.10.96

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17.1.97

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1.11.96

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11.02.98

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GB kn‡i eûKvj evm Kwi!

awi jvk AMYb aonxb wb‡ev©a jv‡ki msL¨v †bnvr Kg bq GLv‡b, gv‡b-Acgv‡b Zvnv‡ì mv‡_ evm Kwi!

jv‡kiv LyeB wbR©bZvwcÖq n‡q _v‡K cÖwZw`b nuv‡mi gvs‡m Zviv i“wPi mrKvi K‡i nvZ †avq myMwÜ i“gv‡j †gv‡Q gyL †h‡nZz wbiveqe Zvnv‡ì nƒ`q-cÖcvZ Zviv kvwš—‡KB †cÖwgKvi g‡Zv eënvi K‡i cÖwZw`b †Kbbv kvwš— m¤ú‡K© Zv‡ì aviYv¸‡jv †c‡Ui ¶zavi g‡Zv †MvjMvj! ¶zav, Aeqenxb gvby‡li Ab¨Zg †eva ZvB Zviv gyÊycvZ K‡i gg©cvZ K‡i wbR wbR ¶zavi mvgªv‡R¨ myLv‡`ï cZvKv Dovq Ges Zviv wki uvov Ly‡j †i‡L hvcb K‡i wbwiwewj Rxeb wbg©vY K‡i kvwš—i †mŠa!

13.02.98

KvK-KvwKi Mí KvK Avi KvwK evmv evu‡a LoKz‡Uv †Zbv-†dbv Avi ggZv gvLv‡bv giv Wvj mKvj †ejvq KvK D‡o †M‡j KvwK _v‡K wbtm½ GKvKx ;

GB cÖvK…Z Rxeb †_‡K gvby‡liv wk‡LwQ‡jv evmv euvaevi Kjv!

KvK D‡o †M‡j gvby‡liv KvwKi Kzqvkv-fiv †PvL †`‡L fv‡jvevmv †`‡L, †`‡L †cÖg Rxebhvcb ; Zey KvKm¨cwi‡e`bvq-øvZ gvbe mgvR KvKjv‡mi gZb i³bai nq Kv‡Ki mgv‡R _yZz †d‡j wb‡Ri N„Yvi `jv DM‡o w`‡q

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Kv‡Ki gZb Kv-Kv-Kv-Kv SMov-weev` K‡i GB †`‡L `j †eu‡a Av‡m KvK Avi KvwKi ÁvwZiv †Quv-gv‡i, Qj-QyuZvq fiv wKiv-LvIqv gvbyl-mgv‡R ;

KvK Avi KvwKi wein-we‡”Q‡` †K Avi Kuv‡`? nvwej-Kvwe‡ji g„Zz¨gq åvZ…-weev‡` †Ku‡`wQ‡jv †KD? bvwK D‡VwQ‡jv †XD g„Zz i myev‡` g‡bi mvM‡i? KvK Avi KvwKi †cÖ‡gi cÖZx‡K Iiv wk‡LwQ‡jv Kx Kie-iPbv? †K †h Kv‡K Kei w`‡qwQ‡jv †K †h †Ku‡`wQ‡jv Ig-fiv †Pv‡Li cvwb‡Z, KvK bv KvwK?

Kv‡Ki wQ‡jv KvwKi †cÖg Kvwe‡ji wQ‡jv fq Rq K‡i gvbyl wk‡L‡Q Agi A¶q wkí Kjv!

KvK Avi KvwK evmv †eu‡a gnvbM‡ii †m‡ibv‡`!

e¨_© iveYmyZ fvwewb Ggb †NvimÜ¨v †b‡g Avm‡e nVvr Rxe‡b `‡ivRvq †Vm w`‡q `uvov‡e mgq cÖwZbvq‡Ki X‡O ; we`y¨r-jngvq Pg‡K I‡V c~e©-w`Mš— Avgvi wKš‘ GwK! Pviw`‡K g”Qe †Kb? †hb weRq wgwQj ; i‡Y AK¬vš— A_P ¶vš— me exi! †e`bvi i‡O †i‡O‡Q AvR ^‡`k Avgvi!

G-†Zv j¼v bq, ^Y©f‚wg evsjv‡`k me †kl n‡j RvM‡e Kx wZZzgxi? Aw ’i evwYR¨ †bkv AvR ï‡l Lvq Rxe‡bi meyR mylgv GBme Rgv K‡i iv‡L Kvj, gnvKvj| fvB‡qi wei“‡× fvB G-†ev‡a Avµvš— AR©yb Ly‡bi †bkvq Qy‡U‡Q G‡ZvKvj ; mLv Zvi Kwji K…ò! mnmv †`Lvq Zv‡K †NviZi gnvRxe‡bi †fvi Kzi“i webvk cvÊ‡ei Rq

wbqwZ wjwLZ GB i³M½v fq †K‡U hvq!

iY‡fix ev‡R ZvB, Aweij ev‡R ; iYmv‡R! Zey Avwg wdwi, †hb e¨_© iveYmyZ B› ÖwRr †gNbv`, ^‡`‡ki †cÖ‡g|

26.04.97

bvix cyi“l

ivwÎ I w`‡bi g‡Z Muv_v Zzwg Avwg bvix I cyi“l GB wb‡q 24 NÈv GKwU w`‡bi `vwLjv nvwRi bvix I cyi“l wg‡j c~Y© ivZw`b g‡g© g‡g© Muv_v|

ivZw`‡bi gZb ci¯úi Muv_v Kv‡jv-a‡jv Zzwg Avwg| Zzwg ivZ K…òNb †Kvgj Kvgbv| Avwg w`b Zß †eMevb †nwjI‡mi †NvomIqvi †iŠ ª » ZvwcZ cigvqy| †Zvgvi NbKv‡jv iƒ‡ci Uv‡b Avwg µgvMZ Qy‡U Pwj wbqZ NyicvK LvB †hb Aiwe‡U cvwL e −vK‡nv‡ji A‡gvN AvKl©‡Y Avwg Pwj †Zvgvi Aš—ivZ¥vi mÜv‡b| Kvbvq Kvbvq c~Y© Kwi wb‡RiB ZvwcZ-¶zwaZ AvZ¥v cyi“lRbg| Zzwg bvix Avwg cyi“l ivwÎi ci w`‡bi Av‡jv bvixcyi“l g‡g© g‡g© Muv_v ci¯úi|

06.08.96

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cvwL Rxe‡bi ïi“ Avgvi cvwL Rxe‡bi Av‡MB †Zvgvi Kvbœvi kã ï‡bwQjvg Avwg!

evnvbœi †e`bvq øvb K‡i Avwg Pzqvbœ‡Z gv_v Zzwj †hb gvwU duy‡o Rš§ †bq A¨v‡Wvwbm wKsev Avwg †mB e„‡¶i mš—vb GB De©i f‚wgi bZzb wKlvY

m~‡h©v`q †_‡K m~hv© — ch©š— eywb aŸwb¸”Q †MvQvq †MvQvq Avi iv‡Zi AvKv‡k dz‡U I‡V ZvivcyÄ AvgviB gvwUi Lvgv‡i-av‡bi gÄywi Avwg IB k‡m¨i wcZvgvZvcyÎKb¨v wKsev cÖwcZvgn mnmªKv‡ji †mB cÖ_g cyi“l hvi wPš—vi †Lvjm †f‡O †ewi‡q G‡mwQ‡jv gvbe Rxeb cÖ_g wPrKv‡i AvwgB dvwU‡q w`‡qwQjvg ee©‡ii KY© nv!

Avgvi R‡š§i yÕeQi Av‡MB ïi“ Avgvi KweZv Rxeb! †mB †e`bvi aŸwb Avwg ï‡bwQjvg gvZ…-g„wËKvq!

G fv‡eB cvwL Rxe‡bi NvZK-mgq e‡q hvq|

22.10.98

†Lvjv Rvbvjvi cv‡k G‡mv ivby Avwg Rvwb wbivcËvgq †Zvgvi Rxeb ev‡iv d«uvÕi AvKvk Avi c‡b‡iv cvDÛ evZvm eivÏ †Zvgvi bv‡g cÖwZw`b Zey †Zvgvi Mv ay‡q †`q avbwmuwo Rj Agj Rxebvb‡›`, †kv‡bv †`v‡q‡ji wkm Siv cvj‡Ki ¯ú‡k© Zzwg NygvI KL‡bv Avevi †Zvgvi gb UzbUzwbi gZb wPwiK wPwiK †b‡g Av‡m evOjvi gvwU‡Z!

Zzwg evOjv KweZvi †g‡q weevwnZ Rxeb †Zvgvi Kvivi“× AvR cwðgv †mŠi‡f!

†Lvjv Rvbvjvi cv‡k G‡mv ivby ^Y©e„wó n‡q S‡i co‡ev AvR †Zvgvi Ic‡i

cÖR‡š§i BwZnvm hw` gv‡bv Z‡e Rš§ †b‡e A¨v‡Wvwbm wKsev †nivwK¬m †Kv‡bv GB evOjviB †Kv‡bv P‡i!!

23.08.98

¯^cœ¸‡jv wewµ n‡q †M‡Q Avgvi ^cœ ‡jv Pov `v‡g wewµ Ki‡ev †f‡e †ivRB mvdmyiZ Kwi MÖvg¨ †gvoj wKsev AvOzj dz‡j Kjv MvQ nIqv †Kv‡bv gvgjvevR †hgb K‡i Zvi `yÕbjv e›`yK mvd K‡i...

bv, cvwiwb wewµ Ki‡Z †kl ch©š— ^cœ ‡jv Ggb wK †j‡Ki R‡j fvwm‡q w`‡q ¯^cœ-Qvbv‡`i †Kv‡bv wbwiwewj coš— we‡K‡j nwiYxi g‡Zv Pcj †Ljvayjv †`L‡ev †Kv‡bv hyeZxi †m dzimZI nqwb Avgvi

Rxe‡bi R‡b¨ cÖ‡qvRb †mvbvwj ZsKv Zvi wcQy QywUwb KL‡bv A_P GLb K‡qK †KvwU UvKvi ZiZvRv †bvU Avgv‡K Ke&Rv Ki‡Z cv‡i| †Kbbv Avwg m„wó Ki‡Z PvB eyfz¶z Avµvš— G Rxe‡b

Wjwdbvevm PvB ^v‡ ’ v¾¡j Wjwd‡biv wkïi g‡Zv †n‡m avegvb UvKvi Kzgx‡ii Ici mIqvi †nvK ; mgq‡K Ke&Rv K‡i hviv we‡`k-wef‚uB‡q Pvjvb K‡i‡Q meyR-mylgv PvB Ggb GKwU jvMmB PvKwi †hLv‡b †eZb mvgvb¨ n‡jI

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Dcwi Av‡qi aviv n‡e el©vi M½v-hgybv ;

wb‡Ri R‡b¨ †Zv e‡UB, Avgvi ^‡cœi DËivwaKv‡ii R‡b¨ Ggb †ekig †eMevb PvKwi-wbwLj iwPZ †nvK! †Kbbv, mynƒ` eÜz Avi mgKvjxb Bqvi-Kwe‡`i D`qv¯— nvwm Zvgvkvi †fZ‡i g~jZ jy‡Kv‡bv Av‡Q KÈKgq we`ªƒc!

wbwe©l KweKzj Avi ^‡cœi `vgvgv evRv‡bv Avn¬v` Lvj †K‡U Kzgxi Av‡b ¯^‡cœi Wjwdbvev‡m|

†P‡q †`wL, Avgvi cZvKv AvR A‡Pbv cvwLi †Vuv‡U PÂzi AvNv‡Z `xY© jvj m~h© Avi wbwe©Pvi †cÖ‡gi duv‡` c‡o wQbœwfbœ Zey cZ&cZ& K‡i Do‡Q!

IB †Zv hvq Avgvi ^‡cœi wgwQj UjU‡j Rj †_‡K jvwd‡q DV‡Q Avgvi wkïiv ZviKvcy‡Äi g‡Zv AmsL¨ Acvi wbtmxg bxwjgvq!

IB †Zv, avegvb nwiYxi cv‡j KvjmÜ¨v †Quv‡o Ae¨_© Zxi i³v³ K‡i †`q ¯^‡cœi nwiYx Rxeb ^Rb eÜzi AvZ© wPrKvi Avgvi ^‡cœiv fxZ evQy‡ii g‡Zv w`kvnviv †evKv ivLv‡ji Mjvq Zvit ^‡i

†PuPv‡Z _v‡K evN! evN ! evN!

¯^cœ¸‡jv wewµ n‡q †M‡Q Lye Pov `v‡g MZKvj!

26.04.97

G eQi eb¨v n‡e G eQi eb¨v n‡e fiv Mv‡O `wLbv evZvm K‡i‡Q Ggb evYx wPi‡Pbv cÖvK…Z †m Lbv Rxeb msMÖvgx bvix, Kwe †m †h, fvey‡Ki nuvm Rvwb bv †m †Kv‡bvw`b n‡e wK-bv Avgvi mygbv?

m‡bU iƒc‡K XvwK †eZivOv bvixi myevm ivZ-fi nvo fvOv kÖ‡g eywb av‡bi gwngv Avgvi nƒ`q †ev‡b cwjgq iƒ‡ci AvKvk k‡m¨ f‡i hvK †Mvjv, Mwf©bxi †c‡Ui cÖwZgv!

ˆP‡Î †M‡Q kxZ Avi Nb-Kzqv fv`‡ii evb msK‡U c‡o‡Q AvR RbMY gv‡qi mš—vb eya-ïµ Rv‡b bv G, GB mZ¨ †kv‡b bv †h Kvb cZb n‡eB Zvi GB mZ¨ ej‡Q nvmvb!

cÖK…wZi Kb¨v Zzwg ¶YRš§v evOvwj-eayqv †Zvgvi ePb my‡i †K‡U hvK ywf©‡¶i Kzqv!

24.06.97

Avwg bB †mvbvi cvPvwi †Zvgvi kixi †Lvu‡o ¯§„wZmËv Avgvi †PZbv Zzwg Rv‡bv GB †Nvi KvU‡e bv Avi †Kv‡bvw`b Kvwgbx ^fve bvix eûeY©v †fv‡ii †R¨vrøv Avwg LyuwR b`x c_ Zzwg †mB bvevj Rwgb|

FZzi wewPÎ exh© AKvZ‡i bvI Zzwg bvix gaygvm ïi“ †nvK †mvg wKsev Ab¨ †Kv‡bv ev‡i i“Õ†qwQ Avgvi gb †VuvU-KvUv Lbv †h Avgvwi f‡i hvK kvwjav‡b ^v`-fiv k‡m¨i m¤¢v‡i|

f‡iwb Pvlvi †Wvj, †kvi‡Mvj, †PŠw`‡K AvKvj, †Zvgvi nƒ`q-cvZv wewµ K‡i Lv‡ev ev‡iv gvm iwei †kvlY Avi ey‡a Kvj, mgq gvKvj, iƒckvwj avb †M‡Q, ¯^v` †M‡Q, wKlvwY Avevm|

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Lbvi ePb mZ¨, Zvi †P‡q mZ¨ †R‡bv bvix Avgvi nƒ`q-Kve¨, Avwg bB †mvbvi cvPvwi|

24.06.97

evwjKviv AvnZ Dcgv †Lv‡jv webvev‡K¨ wbcyY wbq‡g GB e‡j P‡j †M‡jv i“ ª-†ekx Avgvi mgq †b‡o †P‡o †`wL Zv‡K, KweZv‡K, †U‡b †bq h‡g Avgvi KweZv-bvix AvRKvj †`n K‡i ¶q!

mgq‡K Lyu‡R †c‡Z eûKvj n‡q‡Q †h MZ wecyj k‡m¨i f‚wg, Rbc` we‡`ªvnx AvwgI †m nv‡m weKU uv‡Z Kznvwmbx KcU ^vMZ! Abš— mykxjKvj-evD‡j‡i m‡½ Zzwg wbI|

AvnZ Dcgv Ly‡j i“Õ†q w`B †gw`bx mylgv exR Qvov Zzwg nI †cÖgKb¨v w¯§b©vi evKj bvixi kixi PvwL, wPÎKí, KweZv Dcgv iƒcK mgvm-Dw³ Avi LvB bq‡bi Rj!

Avgvi KweZv bvI, K_v †kv‡bv mgq-Kvwgbx G hy‡Mi evwjKviv †NvijvMv wbKl-hvwgbx!

24.06.97

evsjv‡`k Avgvi KweZv †jvKR ki‡g bvix A‡½ a‡iv †cÖ‡gi KweZv †Zvgvi iƒ‡ci eb¨v cwjgq K‡i‡Q Avgv‡K iv‡Zi Auvavi †_‡K D‡V Av‡m civ‡Yi mxZv AmsL¨ Zvivi gv‡S dz‡U Av‡Qv nƒ`‡qi euv‡K|

¯§„wZi cv_i-fvwO, wbwk-iv‡Z Av‡jvi KvM‡R iƒc‡K-Rg‡K Mvuw_ iƒceZx fzeb-†gvwnbx bÕK‚j we‡ji GK AvR`vnv Zvi †cÖ‡g g‡R Zzwg‡Zv Av¸b-cix jxjveZx Anj¨v-†ivwnbx|

iƒ‡ci mvMi Zzwg D‡o P‡jv bvbvb e›`‡i ki‡g ivOv‡bv Kb¨v Aciƒc †Zvgvi †cvkvK Ae‡k‡l wd‡i Av‡mv †cÖgc~Y© Avgvi K›`‡i †jvK-jvR fz‡j hvI, †g‡j a‡iv gay-fiv PvK!

Zzwg †Zv RgR bvix exRiƒcx nvIqv Avi mxZv av‡bi Lykey Zzwg evsjv‡`k Avgvi KweZv|

27.06.97

AgvÕi Kiv‡Z Avwg Kx K‡iwQ ïi“ c_Pjv c~wY©gvi iv‡Z? bvwK ivRc_ Ry‡o wQ‡jv Agv? †KvgvÕi kvmb! Rvwb bv wKQyB Zvi ïay ïwb Avwg †h nv-fv‡Z †ZZvwj−‡k cvKv Pzj? †jv‡K e‡j AKvj d¨vkb!

Rvwb bv Avgvi `kv AvcvZZ Gi †ewk wKQy eqvb wbwl× †nvK, AvÇvi“iv wdi“K AvMv‡i h‡Zvw`b hvq †`wL c_Pjv Qv‡owb †h wcQy †hŠeb †kvlY n‡j †klZK hv‡ev Kx fvMv‡o?

GUvB wbqwZ hw` Z‡e †Kb AÜKvi ivZ Avi c~wY©gvi nvZ a‡i Avwg ¯—ä GK Kwe wbe©xh© mg‡q c_ Pwj ; bv-wK Av‡jvi cÖcvZ Rq K‡i Avwb Avwg G-hy‡Mi †mŠigq fwe!

`yt‡Li bMi Mwo ZwoNwo c~wY©gvi iv‡Z AgvÕi webvk Kwi ZwoNwo AgvÕi Kiv‡Z!

28.6.97

mZ¨ †R‡bv Lbvi ePb mZ¨, Zvi †P‡q mZ¨ †R‡bv bvix Avgvi nƒ`q ; h‡Zv cv‡iv K‡iv Rq AvgviB †Mvcb †PZbvivwR ; hw` cvB †Zvgvi kixi Kwi dvbv-dvbv ; Zzwg ZigyR †hb AKwei!

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Ab~pv †kdvwj Mvuw_, dzjgvjv ; †m Wv‡K Av`y‡i Mjvq, nƒ`q †Lv‡j ; e„wóøvZ †hb GK †fv‡i †R‡M I‡V Lbv ; †m †h G hy‡Mi nƒ`‡qi KYv GKzk kZ‡K GB K_v Rvwb n‡e bv eY©bv!

Zey Lbv GK cj-KvUv Nywo †ngš— AvKv‡k †Nvi-jvMv †Pv‡L Pvq ¯^cœgq nƒ`‡q †m nv‡m †hb AevwiZ gvV, kl¨gq `vbvi `ycyi Avgv‡K †m Ke&Rv K‡i ; Avlv‡pi Uvcyi-Uzcyi

Zvi †`n-fuvR †Lv‡j ; Kvgbvi wPZvi Av¸b Avgvi nƒ`‡q ; Zey mZ¨ †R‡bv,†m bq wb¸©Y!

03.37.97

g‡b Kx c‡o bv ivby g‡b Kx †Zvgvi c‡o ivby †mvg wbwiwewj ¯§„wZ cyivbv cëb-fv‡jvevmv? Avwg ey×‡`e bB ; †cÖwgK fve‡Z cv‡iv G-hy‡Mi AwZ-cwiwgwZ †ev‡ai wkKvi! Zey †Zv †Zvgv‡K †f‡ewQ wbZ¨B ;

†Kbbv †Zvgvi bv‡g Ly‡j hvq Avgvi `‡ivRv g‡b Kx c‡o bv ivby, cvovMuvi †mvbvgyL Avwg Avgvi bq‡b †Nv‡iv, PvZwKqv ; wPiKvj †ivRv †i‡L WvwK Anin, †cÖg-cvwL ; Rv‡b Aš—h©vgx!

Avgvi KweZv Zzwg i³b`x, nƒ`‡qi ‘wZ †cÖgZvc, MÜgq †fv‡i Avmv Zzwg fv‡jvevmv g‡b Kx c‡o bv ivby Zviv-XvKv †cÖg-Abyf‚wZ? wQbœgwZ Fl¨k„½ Fwl Avwg †cÖ‡gi wccvmv|

e„wó-øvZv †fvi Zzwg, Ziw½bx,Avgvi yivkv wiwb †Zv Avgvi Ni, †cÖgvgi,bq †m †Zv Kuvmv!

03.08.97

^‡`k-bvix †f‡ewQ wbqZ e‡m ; cÖwZc‡j †Mu‡_wQ †Zvgvi meyR †`‡ni gvjv †iŠ ªgq ZvwcZ Rxe‡b Qvqv †`q mykxZj e„¶ivwR ; AiY¨ cvnvo Bkvivq Wv‡K †Kvb duv‡K Avwg Xz‡K hvB e‡b!

†R‡ji †cvjv-†Mv Avwg cÖwZw`b gvQ awi R‡j wbKvwii †ivl †f‡O Avwm Avwg cÖvK…Z ^Rb wkwLwb PvYK¨-bxwZ Q‡j-e‡j K‡j I †KŠk‡j gvwiwb wbi¯¿ †Kv‡bv cÖwZc¶ ; †cÖg-fiv gb|

cj-KvUv Nywo Zzwg fvwe e‡m wbivjv `ycy‡i Zzwg †Zv gvwUi Kwe, km¨gq ev‡iv †KvwU R‡b †Zvgv‡K †e‡m‡Q fv‡jv ; S‡jvg‡jv Aš—tci Ry‡o †Zvgvi cÖwZôv †R‡bv G-†`‡ki gvby‡li g‡b|

Kviv AvR Lyu‡o Lvq †`nLvwb mey‡Ri M„n ev‡iv‡KvwU Rb Kuv‡` ev‡iv gvm Zviv †h wbixn!

10.08.87

Av‡jvi †gvni †R¨vrøv wb‡q eûw`b, AÜKvi wb‡q eûw`b Avgvi KweZv-†Ljv, yB‡ejv KweZvi †Ljv †g‡LwQ Zvivi NªvY Kvi“Kv‡R n‡q‡Q †h jxb †cªwgKv Avgvi Zzwg wiwb bvg †eûjvi †fjv!

Qvwowb cÖev` gb cÖePb ePb AvKv‡k bxwjgvi ey‡K Zviv MÜ-nviv wSwKwgwK R¡‡j Avgvi †hŠeb †M‡Q KweZvi ajv-Kvjv duv‡m mNb †cÖ‡gi Avu‡P evuwP Avwg †Zvgvi AvuP‡j|

†Zvgv‡K wP‡bwQ Avwg Aš—h©vgx wgwUwgwU nvwm wbg-Av‡jv †R¡‡j `vI K…òLv‡` gvqvwe evZvm DovI Pz‡ji ¸”Q, †gNcy”Q, Rxeb webvkx AKvj †R¨vrøvi Av‡jv ï‡l †bq KweZvi k¦vm!

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ïK¬ Avi K…òc¶ MjvMwj `yB m‡nvì †Qu‡K Zzwj Zviv¸wj ivZvKv‡k Av‡jvi †gvni|

Avwg †Kvb& `‡j bvwK †Kv›`‡j? Avwg Ávbx‡ì `‡j P‡j hv‡ev †h †Kv‡bv mKv‡j G iKg Avùvjb hw` Kwi, †f‡ev bv cvMj ; Avgvi ¯§„wZ‡Z Av‡Q Rv yKwi Ávbx‡ì cj aiv †`‡ev †mB cv‡j? wkKvwii duv` cvZv Rv‡j

†hgb nvivq ^vaxbZv eb¨ cï-cvwL ; Avwg nviv‡ev Kx †mB †eva? Ávbx‡ì gZb wb‡e©va cÖ‡kœ KÈwKZ K‡i euvav‡ev Kx RUjv wbLyuZ? G-iKg fvwe g‡b g‡b ; Rv‡b me Aš—h©vgx!

`j e`‡ji GB Kv‡j cv‡j-cv‡j hviv hvq Zv‡ì îƒc wPwb! wiwbwSwb ev‡R cv‡q gj ¯§„wZi †dvìvi †_‡K †Qu‡K Zzwj hveZxq cj †d‡j w`B Av —vKzu‡o ; Ávbx‡ì dz‡Uv Kiv bvÕq P‡jv hv‡ev? bvwK wb‡Ri `L‡j †b‡ev me AvR f¨vMveÊ RbMY! wbi¶i gvbe mgvR?

17.09.97

eªþcyÎ eª‡þi bqbZviv Zzwg gvbm igYxRvZ eªþcyÎ hygbv-iƒcmx bvix †Zvgvi A½R, ajcn‡ii Kv‡j `yÕ†Pv‡Li aviv cvwiRvZ! †Zvgv‡K wP‡b‡Q bvix-cyi“‡liv, †c‡q‡Q RgR

†cÖ‡gi c„w_ex ; GB †f‡e †nu‡U †MwQ eûKvj! †Zvgvi Pivq cÖwZw`b Lyu‡owQ evwji ‘c ; †Zvgvi †hŠeb wQ‡jv †KvbKv‡j? †Kvb †m gvKvj mgq †kvlY K‡i‡Q †Zvgvi †eMevb iƒc?

Avgv‡ì b`-b`x Kvwnbxi Zj‡`k Ry‡o

ficyi AvR evwj Avi cwji cbœ‡M ; eªþvi bqb Zzwg g„ZcÖvq nvogvsm Lyu‡o Lvq Kviv AvR? Rj †`q †K-ev Kviv, g‡M, g‡M....!

kxY©‡`nx eªþcyÎ b`,†Zvgvi kvLv-cÖkvLv evwji mvMi ; RjQwe gixwPKv Wv‡K, Lv-Lv!

24.03.98

mvqivcyivY mvqiv my›ìx wQ‡jv, MÖv‡gi hyeZx bvix Mwie evev Zvi wiK&kvAjv, Avi †KD †bB ; wQ‡jv †`k‡cÖg, Mv‡qi M‡Üi g‡Zv Kvwo Kvwo gyw³hy‡× Zviv nvwi‡q‡Q Rxe‡bi me †LB!

mvqiv mij †g‡q Avi wbi¶i wcZv Zvi ¶zr-wccvmvq wiK&kv evq ; †cÖ‡gi wccvmvq Lyu‡o Lvq Zv‡K nv‡qbv-cvwK ; evwK †hŠeb Zvi Lvevi RyUv‡Z †M‡Q GBfv‡e, bxj-hgybvq!

G K_v †R‡bwQ c‡i ; boe‡o †PZbvi N‡i †e`bvi fvi †U‡b G‡b mvqiv K‡i‡Q Rgv, c‡_i `yÕav‡i †ivR wewµ K‡i Lye m¯—v `‡i, ^vaxbZv! †KD †`q cqmv Qyu‡o, †KD ev Agv!

GB †Zv Rxeb! bv-wK iYcvÕi weRqx †m ¶Y? †eey‡k¨ †hŠeb †M‡Q gyw³hy‡×, wfwLwii iY!

23.08.98

Avj gvngy`, †Zvgvi KweZv †Zvgvi R‡b¨ GKUv myLei Av‡Q Kwe DËivaywb‡Kiv Lv‡”Q AvR †Zvgvi †jvKR KweZv †Mv-MÖv‡m, ¶zavZ© evN †hgb Zvi wkKv‡i iv‡L gyL Iiv Lv‡”Q †Zvgvi †jvKmËvi Pwe©, AvbvRcvwZgq cÖK…wZ

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nvIqv, ey‡bvNªvYgq Lvo–i SsKvi ïb‡Z cv‡”Qv wK kã Zvi? bvwK bMi bvBIwii gZb wb‡R‡K K‡i‡Qv †ewoe›`x?

†Zvgvi m‡½ †h †g‡qwUi †cÖg A‡nvivwÎ †bvjK-civ R‡ovm‡ov mjvR euay I wK KweZv †Zvgvi? †Mu‡qv k¨vgvw½bx Nv‡mi WMvi gZb nvjKv gvwUi †mvu`v M‡Ü ficyi evukcvZv-†g‡q bMi-bUxi GB iƒp ev —‡e G‡Kev‡i w`‡knviv gb wK †Zvgvi Lvivc n‡jv †cÖwgKvi cÖwZ wK¤¢zZ bMi-w`wV‡Z?

†Zvgvi R‡b¨ GKUv myLei Av‡Q Avj gvngy †Zvgvi KweZv AvR DËivaywbK‡ì cÖavb Lvevi!

10.04.98

Anj¨v †m Avgvi cvc wQ‡jv †Kv‡bv?

†iŠ ªbxj ycy‡i wbR©b cÖK…wZi †Kv‡j Avwg ¶zavq KvZi GK bvix Zß n‡q DwV B› Öbxj SjK nVvr G‡m Rovq Avgv‡K!

†m Avgvi cvc wQ‡jv †Kv‡bv?

Acvc Ai‡Y¨ Avwg cwZcÖvYv bvix Kv‡gi c„w_ex! wb‡R‡K wewQ‡q w`B †hb Mig Pvì cÖwZ iv‡Z gg©wiZ cvZvi emš— hvq Zey a¨vbxi †eva GK †gŠb-cv_i!

†iv`Qvqv‡Niv cY©KzwU‡i ZvwcZ Rxe‡bi g‡g© g‡g© dz‡U Av‡Q ebdzj!

civMvq‡bi KvgKjv Rvwb wPwb Avgvi †PZbv‡PZ‡bi `woòv †iŠc¨gq †fvi †M‡Q, †mvbvjy mKvj AvR emš— evZv‡m ficyi

wbqZB PvwL cvwL Rxe‡bi †Kvjvnj cÖvK…Z cyKz‡i Wze w`B, Rj‡Kwj Kwi †fRv Kvc‡oi Pz‡gvq Pz‡gvq Kuv‡c ebZj Zey ARi a¨v‡bi M‡f© Wz‡e _v‡K ^vgxi wbqZ! gvby‡li Kvg-†PZbvi k¦vm wb‡q †hb wZwb ï‡q Av‡Qb ¶x‡iv` mvM‡i! ZvB `xN© wèm Kv‡U Avgvi Qvqvexw_ †`‡L `xN© iRbx †h Kv‡U bv Avgvi!

Rxeb Kx GK †e`bv-evwmZ ebf‚wg?

G-fv‡eB †K‡U †M‡Q eû wnghyM wKlvwYi Kg©-KvgyK Rxeb| a¨vbx GB eb! ebf‚wg wQ‡jv ; Av‡Rv Kx i‡q‡Q?

Kx wQ‡jv Avgvi Aciva?

K‡Zv-k‡Zv mÜ¨v-ivwÎ †M‡Q, wbwkKvj a~‡ci †auvqv‡U M‡Ü ; K‡Zv bxj MvB cvwj‡q‡Q avegvb nwiYxi cvj Acvc Fwli †gŠYeªZ ytkvm‡bi Z‡j civf‚Z AvR `v¤úZ¨-Rxeb, gvbyl-gvbywl! AvR wb‡iU cv_i?

Avwg Acivax-†hŠeb wewai Kjv †L‡q Avi AKvg Fwli `¤¢ ï‡l Lvq eªþvi bqb-Zviv|

†Kb i³gvsmgq B› Öbxj iƒ‡ci SjK cj‡K Rovq G‡m Avgv‡KB Kvgbvi Nbe‡b? Zvi Kvgbvi DËß †mvnv‡M f®§ n‡jv emyav Avgvi ZvB †R‡M I‡V †cÖg †Z‡Z I‡V Kv‡gi KovB Avwg mZëZx †hb civki-†Pvi gvby‡li KxwZ©gqx GK iƒ‡ci AvMvi g‡bi Mn‡b †hb †R‡M wQ‡jv ¶zav Fwli AMg¨ †ev‡ai Kv‡Q wbqZ cÖZ¨vL¨vZ GK bvix Avwg wg‡kwQ gvwU‡Z!

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B›`Ö G‡m Avgv‡K Pzevq †cÖ‡gi mvM‡i †iv`-Qvqv ebf‚wg De©iv n‡jv †n‡m DV‡jv w`Mš— Avgvi †hb †m AvKvk GK bvix-Rxe‡bi! Avi Iw`‡K RUvRyUavix µ×K‡Éi û¼vi †f‡m Av‡m cv_‡ii Awfkvc! Kvgnxb bvq‡Ki `¤¢ Kvi“KvR!

nvRvi eQi a‡i †cÖg ZvB cv_i-Rxeb †fvM K‡i!

05.07.98

msNe×Zvi `vq †Zvgvi wei“‡× AvR mevB msNe×! msN¸‡jv PvUzKvwiZvi av‡i PKP‡K, †mvbv bq, nx‡ii SjK bq Zx¶œZvq ej−g‡KI nvi gvbvq Zvi wSwjK ; †Zvgvi D‡ëvgy‡L uvwo‡q †M‡Q AvR c¨v›U kvU©-civ Zi“Y ZzwK©i `j ; †Pv‡L Zv‡ì †bkvi Nb‡Nvi cvIqvi emv‡bv †jÝ evB‡i †_‡K, wKsev a‡iv AvcvZ „wó‡Z wbixn †Mv‡ePviv Zviv ; kixi GKnviv ; KL‡bv KL‡bv Luvov nv‡Z iex› Ö m½x‡Z wb‡R‡ì kvbvq ZK© DV‡j iex› Ö mvwnZ¨ †`q Dcgvi Szwo ; `yÕKzwo wbmM©-cÖK…wZ Avi Zzjbvi iOZzwj ; †Zvgvi †KuvPo †K‡U wb‡q Av‡m Zviv Amxg VvÆvi eywj ; KzwjgRy‡ii Pzjeywj bRi“j †`q Lvgvwi ^‡cœi †bkv, `je×Zv Avi MjvevwR wkwL‡q‡Q hš¿ vb‡ei kÖgRxex Zzwg †Ui cvI?

IB AvKvk, b¶ÎcyÄ †Zvgvi D`vmx †PvL, †Zvgvi wb®ú„n Pvnwb mKjB bKj bwewk‡ì Lv`¨Lv`¨ KvuP‡cvKv †RvbvwK Avi Ae¸É‡bi PvwK Mo‡Z Mov‡Z †M‡Q †Kvb †m my`~‡i ; GBme Ny‡i wd‡i cÖwZw`b cÖwZ¶Y †Zvgvi AvbZ w`wVi gv‡b †bq Zviv Uz‡KÑ

Zzwg cÖK…Z evDj bM‡ii k¦vmKjv wM‡j wc‡j PgKv‡bv ÔmÕ wg‡j wnm&‡nvm& †Mu‡_‡Qv wbweo a¨v‡b ; †jv‡K e‡j P› ÖvnZ bxwjgvfzK D`vmx †jvK, †Kvb †m f‚‡Mv‡j K‡i evm avbwmuwo, †eZ-†Svc Wvû‡Ki, kvwj‡Li WvK †Zvgvi KY©‡MvPi nq bv KL‡bv| Ges cybR©‡š§i BwZnv‡m gvby‡li †bB wek¦vm ; †Zvgvi

dwos Rxe‡b †bB †Kv‡bv PvIqv-cvIqv ; †Kbbv, Zviv †R‡b †M‡Q Ai“wYgv m¨vbv‡ji gyL, AmyL-wemyL BZ¨vwì ci GB BZi c„w_ex Avi †Kv‡bvw`b †`‡e bv‡Kv mvu‡Kv ; cvivcv‡ii †bŠKvLvwb

Zzwg Rv‡bv wK Zv?

bvwK jvkKvUv N‡i ARi Agi n‡q ï‡q ¸b‡e gnvKvk †_‡K K‡Zv b¶Î L‡m †M‡jv †bvj‡Ki g‡Zv, KqUv Zviv wP‡b‡Q †Zvgv‡K ; wKsev gvsm-K…wg †Nu‡U Aa¨vc‡Kiv †Rivq †g‡Z D‡V‡Qb Aem‡ii Mv‡b ; cv‡b, cvbvnv‡i Zviv Luvov nv‡Z K‡i‡Qb KvUv‡Quov †Zvgvi kixiÑ Zviv Rv‡b bv, †Zvgvi †eva, wb‡e©va evPvj bq m —v `‡i we‡Kv‡e evRv‡i †mi-G wKsev †KwR‡Z! †`vcvwUi M‡Ü gvZvj n‡q‡Q Kvi“Kjv!

†Zvgvi wei“‡× msNe× AvR Zi“YZzwK©i `j cÖejÑ Rbej Avlvpx Ljej wb‡q ˆZwi wbmM© cÖK…wZ `¨v‡Lv †Kgb †lvokx †Pv‡L Pvq,Ñ `vcvq †hb †Kv‡P Muv_v wciv‡bv †evqvj!

Zzwg †Ui cvI?

02.09.98

eb Lye fv‡jv iwdK AvRv`, wcÖq c`¨-cÖeÜKv‡ily eb Lye fv‡jv kvj-MRvwii gg© †_‡K S‡i RjKYv AkÖ“cvZ-! †kv‡bv bv-wK †ivR iv‡Z? †fv‡i ïK‡bv cvZvi gPg‡P nvZQvwb †Zvgv‡K ü`q-cv‡Zi cÖ‡ivPbv †`q? bv-wK `¨v‡Lv Kiv‡Zi ùvZ †P‡i w`‡b-`ycy‡i wewiwkwi Mv‡Qi cÖcvZ!

c`¨-Mv‡Qi †PivB Z³vq cvZvg bvI Lye fv‡jv nq ; Rv‡bv bv-wK!

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ev`vg-†Zvjv Kv‡Vi †bŠKvi cvUvZb `jvB gjvB gvby‡li g‡Zv `xY© RxY© n‡j Zzwg AwfÁZv e‡j †ev‡Sv eqm †e‡o‡QÑ Gevi boe‡o ¸ivMvwi Avi Rs-aiv cvZvg e`‡j †b‡e Zviv †bŠKvi gvwSiv ; gvwS Rxe‡bi g‡Zv esk ci¤úivq hviv †bŠKvi MjyB Ry‡o nvj a‡i Av‡Q! Zzwg wewiwkwi Ry‡o K‡Y©-g‡g© †kv‡bv KivZ K‡ji wnm&‡nvm& ; bv‡Lvk gyLgÊ‡j †ev‡bv Kvbœvi Kvrivwb ; cvZvi-cÖevj Rvwb c`¨-cÖeÜ wP‡i Xz‡K c‡o‡Q AvR wÌqvbv iwd‡Ki wPwiK wPwiK wPrKviÑ

eb Lye fv‡jv ebR m¤ú‡` Vvmv ; fv‡jvevmv `vwg Kvwg wbKvwg I mgKvwg‡ì mij Rxeb ¸”Q ¸”Q nvwm-Zvgvkvi duv‡K Zzwg ~iMvgx Mv‡iv cyi“‡li Lv‡Uv P¨vÞv wcUv‡jv kixix-†Ni KivZ K‡ji wb‡P †g‡j `vI Avi gyû‡Z© kZ-†KvwU cvZvg bvI-Gi Z³v Drcvw`Z n‡j XvKvi ¶gZv -XvKv gLg‡j gyLi n‡q I‡V KiZvwj!

25.09.98

Nyg bv ¯^cœ fv‡O gb †_‡K Nyg S‡i hvq Nyg-Uzg SzgSywg †hb eKzj evMvb †m †hÑ Puv`wb iv‡Z evwjqvwo ^‡cœi c_

AZj Acvi †Pviv †mªv‡Z Wzwe!

Nyg‡Nv‡i ^‡cœi ivRKzgvix Av‡m †mvbvi bvI Avi ce‡bi êVv †e‡q avbwmuwo †cÖ‡g-wNwi b`-b`x Avgv‡ì evDjRvwb Lv‡ji †Pviv-†Nvjv R‡j gwn‡gi Ujgj †PvL

gvQ †Luv‡RÑ bÕK‚j we‡ji mgy ªfvmvb AvKv‡ki mv‡_ ivLx euv‡a mvZwejv cvi n‡q Kzgv‡ii c•¶xivR D‡o hvq w`Mš— †iLvq Zvici Nyg †K‡U †M‡j gb-†Pvi G‡m †UvKv †`q w`b ycy‡ii †ejv †Pviv †mªvZ Uv‡b Mfxi Mnxb bvixgb ÔwVK `y°zi‡ejv f‚‡Z gv‡i †VjvÕ GBfv‡e eKz‡ji NªvY S‡i hvq eKz‡ji Nªv‡Y c−vweZ yÕK‚j b~cyi †hb-ev ev‡R g‡b g‡b †Pviv †mªvZ Uv‡b GB ¶‡Y †hb-ev †m bvix GK wKsev b`x †Kv‡bv, ^cœcyixi ivRKzgvix `xNj PzjeZx!

01.10.96

nƒ`‡qi UzK‡iv-UvKiv 1. Avi K‡Zv Kuv`‡e nƒ`q! eqm †Zv †c‡iv‡”Q Pwj −wk-†KvVv †cÖ‡gi cik cv‡e Ggb nq bv g‡b nvmvb wQ‡jv †Zv cÖK…Z †cÖwgK AvR Eli gi“f~!

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2. w`weŸ w`w”Q †g‡q Zzwg euvkcvZvi gZb †n‡mv bvÑ nvwmiv cvwj‡q‡Q †fvi iv‡Z! †cÖ‡gi yÕnv‡Z Av‡jv, ZvB dzj †dv‡U †eMvbv evMv‡b b`x nv‡m LjLj, †XD¸‡jv gv‡Z †hb †cÖ‡gi iZb!

3. cyuwZMÜ Pviw`‡K kn‡i Av`k© emevm Am¤¢e! Zey _v‡K gvby‡liv, ^‡cœ-QvIqv cÖK…wZ we‡jvc K‡i

M‡o †Zv‡j gnvbM‡i cÖvK…wZK ebvq‡bi wekvj †Wiv! nvmvb, Zzwg †Zv Rv‡bv, Lyb K‡iwQ G-AvwgI mey‡Ri †mŠif!

4. PZzw`©‡K gy‡Lv‡ki Pjv‡div ¯^‡cœ bv‡Ki WMvq †Sv‡j Mvavi gyjv †eMvbv cyi“l Pv‡U ¯^‡cœi Kvi“Kjv, Aejv mZxi yÕ†VuvU †Piv! nvmvb, Zzwg IB †Vuv‡Ui †Qvej †L‡q‡Qv?

5. wUwf `L‡ji ci †eKze gvbyl KzPKvIqv‡Ri kã †kv‡b ; `¨v‡L PKiv Kvco c‡i eKbviv gvP©-cv‡÷ bv‡P, †hb cZvKv-cvjK duvov! nvmvb, bvRvZ cvIqvi R‡b¨ c‡ov gvby‡li ÔAvgcvivÕ!

6. GL‡bv MÖvg¨Zv †M‡jv bv †Zvgvi †jvKvj †Uª‡bi g‡Zv

†jR †U‡b Muv‡_v mgq ; XOwU Ggb †h †fv‡ii wkDwj Muv_‡Qv Zzwg †cÖ‡g g‡R †M‡Q †di wK‡kvixiv! G°v y°v †M‡Q †_‡g AevK n‡q Kx `¨v‡Lv Zzwg? Iiv †h †Mu‡qv Pvu`, †jvKvj †Q‡j‡g‡q!

7. †hgwZ iveY! Avwg fvwe n‡ev `y`©vš— cyi“l KvbœvKvwU bq, gvZ…‡Wvi †_‡K †b‡g exievû Avwg i³‡mªv‡Z †f‡m hv‡ev Zey gv‡qi m¤§vb, ¯^vaxbZv, †`‡ev bv, †`‡ev bv!

Zey nv K‡i ivû!

nvmvb, GB †Zv cÖwZÁv †Zvgvi?

8. Ô†g‡i †g‡neyeÕ †K †h Wv‡K! nvmvb, Zzwg Kx †P‡bv Zv‡K? Avwg †evKvi nÏ ZvB †cÖ‡gi cÖZvc eywS bv! LyuwR bv cÖRvcwZ cvLbv Avi Kvi“gq Kv‡R ficyi †Pv‡Li Zvivi gv‡b! Ô†g‡i †g‡neyeÕ gv‡b †K †h Rv‡b!

9. bxj-wmqv Avmgvb Dcnvi w`B D`vË AvKvk Avgvi meyR wUqv GB †`k †hb nvwmbv-Lv‡j`v wRqv †K †b‡e †Mv, nƒ`q cv‡Zv, D‡V‡Q k‡e-eiv‡Zi Puvb|

10. †ivR †fv‡i ïwb UzbUzwb Wv‡K G‡mv †cÖ‡g Kwi! UzbUzwb cÖvYcY Wv‡K wbivjv `ycy‡i

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G‡mv †cÖg Kwi! GB duv‡K nƒ`‡q †mvnvM-fwi, wiwbwSwb nvmvb, †Zvgvi cvwLi bvg Kx wiwb?

11. wj‡LwQÑ Ô†KvgvÕ†Z ï‡q Av‡Q iv‡Z Avgvi nƒ`q! cv‡iv †Zv K‡iv Rq Agv, mivI Avuavi ; `¨v‡Lv, K‡Zv i³v³ nƒ`q c‡o Av‡Q G‡KB Kx e‡j AgvÕi kvmb? Pviw`‡K `ytkvm‡bi nvwm mš¿vmx Ô†KvgvÕi LyuwU Mv‡o!

12. wMwbœi wPrKv‡i evOjv KweZv fq cvq! nvmvb, †Kvb †m bvix †Zvgv‡KB Pvq?

13. fvÏy‡i Zvj Avi cvj †Zvjv bvI g‡b Av‡Q? AZxZ ¯§„wZi g‡Zv m‡½vc‡b euv‡P Zviv †hb gvby‡li nviv‡bv fvI!

14. †`vl¸‡jv Lyu‡U †Zv‡jv †hb †mvbvi Mnbv c‡iv ; Mjvq nv‡Z Kv‡b I bv‡K †bvjK nvmvb, †Zvgvi mL n‡jv †Kb fvB bvixi †kvj‡K?

15. †fov Kx †L‡q‡Q km¨ bvwK Rwg Zzwg †cÖwgK cyi“l msmvwi ûk †divI mevi Av‡M!

16. KvK Wv‡K Kv-Kv, Kv-Kv Avi me duvKv

nvmvb, †Zvgvi gb?

17. el©v G‡jv fv ª gv‡mi †k‡l Avgvi nƒ`q el©vwZ nq †Zvgvi kixi †g‡L fv ª hvq Avwk¦b hvq k~b¨ nƒ`q †P‡L! †cÖg Avi †cÖwgKv Rn‡ii g‡Zv Zzwg Rv‡bv wK nvmvb?

18. nƒ`q wK‡bwQ Avwg †Pv‡Li cj‡K cj †K‡U Zzwj wbwiwewj ¯§„wZ bv‡gi dj‡K nvmvb, we¯§„wZ AvR Kx †kv‡K cv_i?

19. nƒ`q KPzcvZvi cvwb †hb m‡›`n evZv‡m S‡i hvq wb‡R‡K cÖK…wZ evbvI Zzwg †Kb wb ©vM †g‡gvwi‡Z f‡iv ¯§„wZi ay‡jv nƒ`‡qi †Lv‡c!

20. KvwZ©KkvBj f‚wg †Q‡o hv‡ev bv †Kv_vI †Kb Wv‡Kv cwðgv wcixwZ kv`v Zš‘Rv‡j †ev‡bv Avgvi gMR! wiwb, †Zvgvi D‡Vvb †Q‡o hv‡ev bv GK cvÕI!

21. wSwiwSwi nvIqv eq, `w¶wY nvIqv kvb euvav‡bv GB bM‡i Av‡Q Avmv-hvIqv K‡Zv bMi mf¨Zv Wy‡e †M‡Q Kv‡ji M‡f© †m Lei Kviv iv‡L? AvR GB bM‡ii N‡i N‡i †PŠLv‡U †d¬v‡iv‡m›U UjU‡j nvmvb, †Zvgvi nƒ`q evwo‡Z †Kb Kv‡jv †d¬v‡iv‡m›U R¡‡j?

22. gy‡L e‡jv ïay fv‡jvevwm, fv‡jvevwm! meyR †g‡Z‡Q nƒ`‡qi Pvicv‡k †Zvgvi Pvnwb †Kgb †h mš¿vmx! †m Lei Rv‡b ïay Avgvi nƒ`q Avi Rv‡b evOjvi ev‡iv gvmB!

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23. ÔevKzgeyKzgÕ nƒ`‡qi WvK bvg Ck¦i Wv‡Kb GB bv‡g KL‡bv KL‡bv Avwg †h ZviB Bó Kvg nƒ`q cig mZ¨ †h ey‡×i avg!

24. gay ; †m †Zv LvBwb KL‡bv ; gyaycyi †MwQ eûevi ivby wQ‡jv gaygq-k¨vgv½x †m GK bvix nvmvb, †Zvgvi †cÖg Kx wQ‡jv wbLv` Zievwi?

25. †lvjkÕ †Mvwcbx wb‡q KvbvBqv ivLvwjqv euvkixi AwaKvix Zvi DËi cyi“l Avwg †Mvwcbx QvovB euvwP Kvi kvwoi AvuPj a‡i Avwg AvR hvB Kvi evwo?

26. kv`v †_vKv †_vKv †gN

†hb Av½yi-AvKvk nvIqv †ev‡b kvi`-Pvì bx‡ji Av¸‡b nƒ`q cy‡o‡Qv Zzwg Zey k~b¨ nƒ`q-gw›`‡i †Xv‡Kwb bxwjgvi k¦vm!

27. Lvc †Lv‡jv bvix †NvgUv ¸UvI! GB bMi †Zv abxi AvMvi gvbyl GLv‡b mZ¨, Kvg-mZ¨, mZxZ¡ jyUvI!

28. BwZnvm †fu‡R PvbvPzi, BwZnvm LvuwU †mvbv Lv‡`ï †Luv‡R MÖvgxY †g‡qiv Mv‡g©›U-my›ìx nvmvb, †Zvgvi cowk‡K `¨v‡Lv k¦vc` †Pv‡Li Zviv †R¡‡j Lvq †m †h m`¨ †Qu‡K †Zvjv Mig Z› ywi!

29. Zzwg †n‡m DV‡j ivby evOjv cÖev` nvivq †cÖ‡gi avi Avgvi msmvi mvwR‡q‡Q wiwb †hb †eûjvi †jvnvi evmi! Zzwg myZvbjx mvc n‡q †Kb †Xv‡Kv †cÖ‡gi evm‡i?

30. Mvwje Kx †P‡qwQ‡jv Rvwb bv †Zv d«÷ wK‡bwQ‡jv cuvPwU Lvgvi evwo jvBjvK bv-wK †`vcvwU e‡bi †bkvq Zzwg gv‡Zv PvB †Zv AvwgI IB Dš§v`bv D‡ovLyu‡ov Pvlxi bvoxI! wkgyj Avi cjv‡ki WvK †K-bv ï‡b‡Q? GB Avwg wb‡iU KweI ; †b‡P †M‡q gyLfwZ© `vwo Avi ZvwoI †L‡qwQ Zvici Mvwje wKsev Avmv yj−vn LvÕi wgR©vm‡gr eyu` n‡q †L` ay‡q LvB ¶zr wccvmvKvZi †Kv‡bv †bswU Bu`y‡ii g‡Zv

31. Zzwg G¨v‡Zv my›ìx †h PuvÌ wccvmvKvZi n‡q c‡o! Avi Avwg †Zv mvgvb¨ gvwUi gvbyl g„wËKv Mn‡b ey‡bwQ k‡mï exR UzcUvc e„wói †dvUv bxj Avi meyR wgwk‡q Zzwg Kx †L‡q euv‡Pv my›ì?

32. Kvj wQ‡jv c~wY©gvi ivZ †cjvg bv Lyu‡R †Kv_vI Puv‡ì PiKv-KvUv eywo ˆkke-ˆK‡kv‡i †m wQ‡jv Avgvi ^cœ-mv_x †hŠe‡b †`wL LvbvL›`Kgq gi“f‚wg-Lv‡` G¨v‡cv‡jvi fvOvKYv! †Zvgiv †Kb wQwb‡q wb‡j `myï g‡Zv Avgvi ¯§„wZi Avbv‡Mvbv?

33. Kvg †µva †hŠeb Ggb wK cÖwZwnsmvgq Dš§Ë Rxebhvc‡bi ZzwgB †cÖiYv

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bvix bv cyi“l Zzwg †LvRv bv †Mvjvg, iƒcnxb Aciƒc! wbivKvi a‡iv †Kvb& †m Avav‡i? †Lv`v, †m †Kej Zzwg Rv‡bv †Kbbv, ZzwgB Av‡Qv mviv¶Y wek¦v‡mi KYv!

34. PvK‡ii bRivbv †g‡jwb Av‡Rv Zzwg †Zv †e‡Lqvj †cÖwgK ZvB AvR †Zvgvi N‡i ZzwgB †hb cicyi“l! 35. PvK‡iiv KjnwcÖq bq, m`vwke! jvm¨gq mKvjmÜ¨v Kv‡U Zv‡`i ga¨ivZ KvZ nIqvi R‡b¨ kvwš—i M„‡n Zviv bwmeevb G-†`‡k mvnm Nywg‡q‡Q eû Av‡M ZvB PvK‡iiv Lye ¶gZvevb!

7.8.98-20.09.98

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wbR©b Rvbvjv

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cÖKvkK †fbvm

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DrmM© gCbyj Avnmvb mv‡ei

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nƒ`q †e‡P Lv‡ev nƒ`q †e‡P Lv‡ev †Zvgvi bv‡g Avwg cvVv‡ev †gN`~Z kÖveY Nb‡Nvi †g‡Ni K‡j−vj cvVvq Avgv‡KB †Zvgv‡K fv‡jvevwm GK_v Rv‡b †jvK wein †kvK-Zvc Avgv‡K wM‡j Lvq wbqZ Awfkvc cvVvq Kvg‡`e!

wWwOi cvUvZ‡b evR‡Q ˆfiex †hb †m gj−vi †cÖ‡gi m‡nv`iv! MvB‡Q weinxi †Vuv‡Ui nvigwb Avgvi wbqwZi ¯§„wZi K_KZv bvPvq ivZw`b †Zvgvi †Vuv‡U nvq! nƒ`q †e‡P Lv‡ev wb‡qwQ †cÖg-bvg cvVv‡ev †gN ~Z †Mvjvwc mvivivZ

†c‡q‡Qv wPwV¸‡jv? wkDwj NªvYgq wM‡q‡Q wb‡q me w`wVi `~wZqvj! Zviv †Zv Kvievwi! nƒ`q †e‡P Lvq Rv‡b bv cwiYvg wewµ-evÆvi †Zvgvi Aš—‡i w`‡qwQ †UvKvUvwK `‡ivRv Ly‡j `vI g‡bi DcK‚‡j †fovB wWwO bvI G‡mwQ eûhyM Icvi n‡Z Avwg mvwR‡q gaywWOv †cÖ‡gi GB bvI c‡o‡Q b`xc‡_ wecyj So-R‡j nvwi‡q G‡mwQ †Zv nvRvi eQ‡ii mgq K‡j−vj R‡cwQ G‡ZvKvj †Zvgvi †cÖg-bvg `‡ivRv †Lv‡jv bvix †Zvgvi g‡bv‡jv‡K †fovB †cÖg-bvI Avwg †h m`vMi †cÖ‡gi c„w_exi!

29.7.99

nƒ`q `‡ivRv †Lv‡jv eûevi Aš—‡i †Zvgvi †UvKv w`‡qwQ †Lv‡jv †Lv‡jv †Lv‡jv †Zvgvi Ae¸wÉZ g‡bvf~wg `vI `‡ivRv Ly‡j g‡bi DcK‚‡j †fovB †cÖ‡gi bvI mßwWOv gayKi Avwg fvwm‡qwQ wWwOi wgwQj Zz‡jwQ cvj a‡iwQ nvj ARvbv †`‡ki A‡Pbv iƒcKzgvixi †cÖg-Rvj †Q‡q‡Q Aš—i ZvB †cQ‡b †d‡j Avwm gvZ…f‚wg ; Zey †Zvgvi `yqvi eÜ! Aš—i `‡ivRv †Lv‡jv †Lv‡jv †Lv‡jv bvix Zzwg wK ¯§„wZgq iƒ‡cvi Puv` bv-wK †cÖ‡gi †mvqvwi?

†h bv‡gB WvwK bv †Kb eûevi †Zvgvi WvK bvg a‡i WvwK ivby ivby ivby wiwb‡K K‡iwQ DrKxY© g‡b †hb Aáivi e`‡j † ªŠc`x wiwb wiwb wiwb †h bv‡gB WvwK bv †Kb Zzwg mvov `vI Avi †Zvgvi KY©Kzni hw` bv †kv‡b †m Rcbvg ivby wKsev wiwb †K †h AvR Kvi Kvg wP‡Ëi evZvkv Lvq Avi we‡Ëi nvIqvq fvmvq †cÖ‡gi mßwWOv!

12.4.99

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†Zvgvi bvg Rc‡Z Rc‡Z †M‡Q gnvKvj †Zvgvi bvg Rc‡Z Rc‡Z Zv‡Z ¶q a‡i †M‡Q ¶qv‡U †R¨vrøvi ¯§„wZi gZb †Zvgvi gyL g‡b c‡o g‡b c‡oÑ G-K_v n‡q‡Q MZ kZ-mnmª eQi! AvcvZZ †Zvgvi bv‡gi Qwe gy‡Q †d‡j bZzb bvixi gyL †d«‡g evuwa, ey‡K Zzwj †ivR †m `¨vq AvuPo GK A™¢zZ Avµvš— R¡‡i!

12.4.99

e`bvg

ivZ¸‡jv e`bvg Kzwo‡q Kzwo‡q cvnvo K‡i‡Q †hb Nyu‡UKzovwb ivRivbx †Zvgvi cvnvo †_‡K Avwg †ivR e`bvg Avwb|

wbR©b Rvbvjv eywS bv †m fvlv Bw½Z bv K_vKwj Pvq Kx †m? g‡bi yqvi †Lvjv _vK Nvm dwo‡Oi kixix _vK& _vK& †eva PvIqv-cvIqv Rgv _vK †cÖ‡gi Avwg‡l!

ycy‡ii wbR©b Rvbvjv!

20.4.99

AvZ¥vi K_KZv ev‡ivUv EblvU †m‡K‡Û Kjg bvgv‡Z cvwi g‡bi †fZ‡i g‡bi mvM‡i gb Kx †Zvgvi evm K‡i?

iwOb Rvgv-Ry‡Zvi g‡Zv †Zvgvi PvIqv, †Zvgvi fve-mve †`‡L g‡b nq G-bq †Zvgvi `Lwj ^‡Z¡i g‡bvf‚wg †m bq wbR©b bv‡gi avbxRwg wKsev †Kv‡bv †g‡q wbivK ycy‡i hv‡K fv‡jv‡e‡m Zš§q n‡q‡Qv yycyiiv‡Z

Avgvi g‡Zv nv-fv‡Z Avi †K Av‡Q GB RM‡Z?

20.4.99

el©v †g‡qwU el©v †g‡qwU ek©vq Muv‡_ gb Nbewil‡Y nwircÎvwj †hb Kzjea~ gb ivav-DPvUb bxjv¤^ix AvKvk †gNW¤^i“ evRvq fxlY †iv‡j el©v †g‡qwU ek©vq Muv‡_ gb AvÍPwiZ fz‡j!

25.6.99

`my i †cÖg `my †b‡g‡Q e„wói avivcv‡Z e„wó wK Rj`my¨? PwiÎ Zvi nVvr Avµg‡Y? nv‡i †i-†i-†i K‡i †Z‡o Av‡m Rj`my i mš¿vmx Kj‡ivj Avgvi †cÖwgKv f‡q R‡ovm‡ov Rvi-KvUv †`q Mv‡q Avgvi ey‡Ki D‡gI †m _‡iv_‡iv ! AvKvk †Zv GK gnvRjwai bvg

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Avlvp Kx †mbvcwZ? e„wócv‡Zi k‡ã ï‡bwQ Avwg †cÖ‡gi K‡j−vj !

26.6.99

†VuvUKvUv-1 †Zvgvi AvuPj D‡o G‡m eyK †VvKivq †hb KvV-†VvKiv AvÍvq Avgvi Avb›` R‡g g‡b nq RLgx-Mig cig †cÖ‡gi g‡Zv †e`bvgq Dckg †bB †Kv‡bvw`b !

†Zvgvi †VuvU Ggb †h bvMvj †c‡jI Pzgy LvIqvi †jvf Wze †`q evwZj mvM‡i !

19.9.99

†VuvUKvUv-2 †VuvU Pzgyi R‡b¨B- AZci Zi“‡Yiv †VuvUevwR Ki‡Z Ki‡Z kvwY‡q †bq Zv‡ì †Mu‡qv †Vuv‡Ui KivZ

`vuZ¸‡jv SKSK K‡i †iv‡ì wSwjK wQUwKi Wv‡j wKsev gBjU¨vi Nªv‡Y evjK-eqm uvZ gv‡R| AZci my›ìxi GKwU Pzgyi AwaKvi R‡š§ Zvi ! Z‡e mveavb cÖvK…Zcyi“l ! ùv‡Zi imv‡jv wel †_‡K

19.9.99

†VuvUKvUv-3 Pzgyi Ici †Kv‡bv †cÖg †bB ¯—‡bi gZb mZ¨ gg© †Kv_v cv‡ev fvB evsjv wm‡bgv nuv‡K !

†VvuUKvUv-4 Dš§v`B †Kej wbLv` fv‡jvevmv †P‡b c„w_exi mKj †cÖwgK ZvB †evKv‡mvKv Dš§v` Zviv evwYR¨‡emvwZ fy‡j Qy‡U hvq †evLviv, mgiL›` †Q‡o

†cÖ‡gi gwngv wK Ggb !

19.9.99

†VuvUKvUv-5 Mv‡ji wZ‡ji R‡b¨ ivR¨ Z¨vM K‡i cy‡iv c„w_ex †cÖwg‡Ki n‡q †M‡jv

wKš‘ Z¼v Qvov gy³- ^vaxb Rxeb APj †`v-Avwb !

19.9.99

†R¨vrøv †Wv‡e ciKxqvq †R¨vrøv †h †avqv Zzjmx cvZv bq AvR Zv †`‡LwQ

gaïvZ Kvevi K‡i †m wcQy †bq `wLbv evZvm Avi Nyg we‡µZv Kwei| wkKvwi cywjk euvwk evRvq †K hvq †i †K, †K? gË-†R¨vrøvq Mv-Pzwe‡q? †R¨vrøv †Kqvi K‡i bv cywjwk euvwk †m hvq †Kvgi `ywj‡q †hb K…ò-weiwnbxÑ gaïvwÎi Lv-Lv cÖvš—‡i gvLb-gûqv †m bvix, c −vweZ PivP‡i †f‡m hvq

ciKxqv †k‡l †R¨vrøv †Wv‡e gË-gvZvj aiYxZ‡j !

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f‚wgcyÎ K. Zzwg N„Yv †Quv‡ov Zxeª Zx‡i Avwg ZvB Kwe N„Yvi c¼ †_‡K wdwb· cvwLi g‡Zv Rš§ †bq KweZv

Zzwg wK Rv‡bv N„Yv Qvov †cÖ‡gi †Kv‡bv g~j¨ †bB?

L. Zzwg Rv‡bv bv e‡jB A‡b‡KB †R‡b †M‡Q me wKQy G‡ZvB †e‡Lqvj †h AvjvDwÏb Luv-i AvOzj¸‡jv webv Zv‡iB SsKvi †Zv‡j Avi m‡ivw`qv Luv mv‡ne my›`i Zvi uvwoi fuv‡R evZv‡mi g‡Zv †Ljv K‡i !

M. Avqv‡Zi g‡Zv `xN© Avjv‡c-gMœ Av‡qZ Avjx Luv gyw`ªZ bqb †_‡K S‡i Rj UzcUvc †hb wenvb †ejvi fvq‡iv wbLv` †Lqvwj Avjv‡c Zvjv‡ci Rj Kuv‡c ! cvZv‡j †`I-`v‡bvi Rvb †KŠ‡Uvi †Lv‡c ivRcyËzi Vzswi-Uàvi avivcv‡Z bv‡g VvÊv U‡jvg‡jv R‡j †iIqvR †Zv n‡jv mviv Gevi D‡Vv gb evwoi c‡_ AuvKvov Rxe‡bi cv nuv‡U !

N. e„wó Avi evZvwe †jeyi g‡a¨ †K †h †ewk NªvYgq †cÖg I †cÖwg‡Ki Zzgyj Z‡K© †du‡m hvq cy‡iv ivZ mKvj †ejvq †PvL `¨v‡L Nb e„wócvZ bvK cvq evZvwe †jeyi NªvY †K †h nv‡i wgwjZ iv‡Mi Ø‡›Ø !

1.9.99

nƒ`cyi KvbvWv K‡Zv`~i ? †K Rv‡b K‡Zv`~i b~cyi ev‡R †Kb g‡bi c`v©q ? †g‡Z‡Q gbcyi mvZmgyÏyi Icv‡i _v‡K †cÖg ? bvwK †m Av‡kcv‡k ? Avgv‡K fv‡jvev‡m ? Avgvi Pvicv‡k Ki‡Q Nyi Nyi ? †Qu‡UwQ bvg Zvi g‡bi c ©vi WvBwi cvZvKvUv Zey wK gy‡Q †M‡Q ? KL‡bv fv‡ewb †mÑ Avgvi K_v †m †Zv g‡bi c ©vq K‡iwb †cBbwUs †j‡Lwb wPwV †Kv‡bv wKsev i“gv‡ji †KvYvq †Zv‡jwb †Zv Avgvi AvÍvi `xY© wPrKvi ! Zvn‡j †Kb fvwe KvbvWv K‡Zv`~i ? mvZmgyÏyi †Pv‡Li †ivÏyi jyKvq w`bivZ GKvKx Avwg Zvi WvMi †PvL y‡Uv bqb f‡i †`wL wK †hb Zvi bvg ? wiwb wK AvBwib KuvKb ev‡R †Kb ? g‡bi AY©‡e ev‡R wK †mB bvg ?

fz‡jwQ †mB bvg KvbvWv bv-wK _v‡K AmyLx †KvbviK bv-wK †m gyw`ªZ n‡q‡Q f¨vbM‡N ? †K‡U‡Q †nbwi wK cv_‡i †mvbvgyL evOvwj eayqvi ? wKsev gvuwZ‡mi wPš—v LyuB‡q‡Q †cÖwgK cyi“‡liv ? evOvwj eayqvi †cÖ‡gi Bkvivq cve‡jv wcKv‡kv wK †b‡g‡Q †NvjvR‡j ? muvZvi †K‡U‡Q wK Zš^x †ejvf‚‡g ? `vwji D™¢U wPš—v-iwk a‡i w`‡qwQ Uvb Avwg Zey †m †g‡q nvq ! iv‡Lwb ¯§„wZ †Kv‡bv †Lv`vB K‡i Zvi nƒ`q AvwObvqÑ WvK‡ev Z‡e †Kb ? fzM‡ev R¡i-†Nvi Dcyo c„w_exi kvk¦Z †cÖg‡iv‡M ?

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¯§„wZi †MvjvNi Eli gi“f‚wg †Zvgvi †cÖg †hb gvqvwe gi“c_ wQ‡j †Zv wiqv‡`I ekiv †Mvjv‡ci cvk¦©ewZ©bx myevm eyK f‡i †U‡b‡Qv cÖwZw`b ? Avgvi `yw`©b †K‡U‡Q evsjvq meyR wM‡j †L‡q †Pv‡Li e¨viv‡gi K‡iwQ ïkÖƒlv kx‡Zi kh¨vq weQvB evjyKYv D‡gi Drm‡e RvMvB ¯§„wZ c_ c•Lxiv‡R Pwo †QvUvB KÞvi wKsev †RU‡c−b D‡owQ BKvi“m ?

KvbvWv K‡Zv`~i ? KvbvWv Kov bv‡o cÖv‡Yi `‡ivRvq cvj−v Ly‡j ewm g‡bi ¯§„wZ c_ Zvjvi Kvievi Kwiwb KL‡bvB †Zvgvi bv‡g bq `‡ivRv †Lvjv ivwL †Zvgvi ¯§„wZ-gyL wbqZ ï‡l Lvq Avgvi nƒ`cyi !!

23.8.99

†K Zzwg my›`ix cv‡ë †b‡ev AvR ¯§„wZi b`x c_ wdi‡ev wbR evwo hy× †kl n‡jv ! hv‡ev Kx AvBmiv ? Avgvi MÖvg-Ni meyR Pviw`‡K nƒ`q †hb Zvi ! †`L‡ev †Ljv K‡i nvRvi †Q‡j‡g‡q ; †Zvgv‡K †`‡L Zviv fve‡e bxjcix Zzwg †Zv jvjcix meyR AvwObvi ey‡Ki gvSLv‡b R¡j‡Qv D¾¡j Avgi nƒ`cyi K‡i‡Qv †e`Lj

†Pv‡Li gwY‡Kv‡Y b`xi ¯§„wZc_ R¡j‡Q `xcwkLv †m wkLv R¡‡j nvq g‡bi AvwObvq ; IB †Zv e‡q hvq ¯§„wZi eb¨vq Avgvi KxwZ©i `xNj wQc-bvI ! cv‡ë †b‡ev Kx †m ¯§„wZi MwZc_ ? fzj‡ev mwLcyi dwKi evwowU‡K ?

fj&Mv †Q‡o Avwm M½v fvM Kwi cÙv G‡m †f‡o bx‡ji †R¨vrøvq b`x Kx †mB bvix ? wKsev Zievwi, AcvV nƒ`cyi ? wPwbwb †Kv‡bv bvix wkwLwb †KŠkj †U‡Kwb †cÖg ZvB ! b`xi MwZgyL wM‡q‡Q cv‡ëB GB Kx cwiYvg ? Rxeb muvS-†ejv nvivq ¯§„wZK_v ! ZeyI †Zvgv‡KB †e‡mwQ fv‡jv Avwg †Zvgvi msmv‡i †i‡LwQ Mw”QZ nƒ`q m¤ú` RxebhvcbI ! Ggwb nvRviI hy×-Af¨vm ! †Zvgvi c`Z‡j KiwQ emevm|

9.10.99

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wZwb K_K wQ‡jb


cÖKvkK †fbvm

cÖ”Q`

aª“e Gl

DrmM© ˆmq` gbRyi“j Bmjvg

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`yB Kwe cvuP gvÎvi Kwe †Zv Avwg i“`ª-†iv‡l dz‡U DwV †hb KÈKvKxY© Wzwq‡bv †Mvjvc ! a~wjgq G evsjvq wg‡k AvwQ G-gvwU‡Z meyR av‡bi Pviv †hb evZv‡m K¤úgvb IB †Zv Avwg wbwLj m‡Zï evI-evZv‡m Qwo‡q c‡owQ Rxe‡bi Avbv‡P-Kvbv‡P ;

Avwg mvZ gvÎvi Kwe avb¨gq meyR K…lK Avwg Wvû‡Ki PwKZ †Pv‡L DuwK w`‡qwQ hy×vwš—K Rxe‡bi evZveiY Ly‡j †hb evsjvi UzbUzwb cvwL IB †Zv Avwg wbwLj m‡Zï evI-evZv‡m-øvZ †iŠ`ªbxj Rxebhvcb| 8.2.99 emš—cyi, WvqgÛ nvievi

by‡bi `vg evo‡jv by‡bi `vg evo‡jv, Av‡qvwWb Kx DavI? †Pviv-†PvL gyL-wU‡c nv‡m Pv‡ji `vg Kx AvKv‡k Do‡jv?

wiKkvi †jvK nvogvm wb‡q D`vmx AvKvk-`¨v‡L Nv‡gi MZi nuvmduvm! †Kvb †gN‡jv‡K †k−v‡K? †Kvb cy‡Y¨ gvbyl Rxeb!

¶zav †V‡j wb‡q hvq êkvLx †iv` GwcÖj dYv †Zv‡j GbwRI Wvgv‡Wv‡j fvZNyg KzÊwj cvKvq dzUcv‡_!

by‡bi `vg evo‡jv PvjWvjnjy gwiP AvbvRcvwZi imbvZ…wß‡Z fvZM‡Üi evOvwjqvbv Lyk‡ev †K‡b evOvwj hv‡e Kx Puv‡` bvwK g½‡j? emZ Mo‡e fvm‡Kv-Wv-Mvgv bv‡g bqv Dcwb‡e‡k, Lyj‡e by‡bi Avor ? Roer GB †ev‡ai Kvgo Lvq PvKixRxex A_© †bB weË †bB wPË g‡iv g‡iv ¯^‡cœi wKbviv Ry‡o avbxRwg evZv‡m bv‡P nwir avbPviv Nv‡g †fRv avbRxex Kíbvq DovI h‡Zv cv‡iv c¶xivR wKsev fvmvI mßwWOv Zvivi Av‡jvi g‡Zv Kuvcv Kvucv Kzwc †hb AvwQi“Ïxi ^‡cœi QB-†evbv nvZ Zvi †Pv‡Li †KZ‡i ^‡cœi †dbv †j‡M _v‡K byb-Qvov Av‡qvwWbnxb ¯^‡cœi Pvlx Rxeb N¨v‡Mi gZb †j‡M _v‡K, `yivkvi Kvb-Lvov!

1.5.99

†Zvgvi bqb Pzwi K‡i Lvq Zzwg Kx †ev‡Sv bv †g‡q fv‡jvevmv GK Zx¶è Zievwi! †m †Zv AvgviB nv‡Z ; †Pv‡L gy‡L wSwKwgwK Av‡jv †cÖ‡gi †mvqvwi Zzwg AvR ; Zey †Kb †ev‡Sv bv G-K_v? K_vi †P‡qI fvix

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g‡bi wccvmv ev‡o Av‡o-Vv‡i Pvq!

`„wó Kv‡o ; †Zvgvi bqb Pzwi K‡i Lvq Avgvi bqb Zviv! 23.9.97

†K Zzwg

wLowK a‡i †K Zzwg DuwK w`‡”Qv †g‡q iƒc †h †Zvgvi cvKv avb R¡‡j `vD `vD Avgvi D‡Vvb R¡‡j hv‡e? bv-wK Avwg gwZåg Kwei bqb †c‡q n‡qwQ AevK!

Zzwg bZzb bvBIwi Wzwj †_‡K †b‡g AvjZvivOv Pcj cv‡q G‡m ùvov‡j cvQ-D‡Vv‡bi wLowK‡Z

Avwg Pg‡K _g‡K †MwQ bqv wKlvwYi †hŠe‡bi Zv‡c †Zvgvi WvMi †PvL Ry‡o †Kvb b`x †g‡q †Ljv K‡i? bv-wK n«`? êKvj †_‡K †b‡g‡Q Kx bvixi kixi? Kx bvg Zvi? †Zvgvi? M½v ! Kvg Kj îv Zzwg fvmvI †Zvgvi †fjv †f‡m hvK bqv wKlv‡Yi Nievwo! 4.2.96

Kzwo cOw³i †fvR

K‡qKwU Abvgx dz‡ji MvQ Avgvi eviv›`v Ry‡o Av‡Q ; Avwg fv‡jvevwm dzj, †K-bv fv‡jvev‡m? LiZvwc ˆPÎ hwÌ eQ‡ii msivM Kv›`v Zey evmwš— Pz‡gvq f‡i ˆPwZ evqy, Avi duv‡m!

i“`ª-†e‡k Av‡m MÖx®§ ; êkvLx mš¿v‡m D‡o hvq Nievwo ; GB †Zv msmvwi MwZ ; cÖMwZi PvKv NyicvK Lvq ; hš¿-Kvgy‡Kiv MÖvgvš—i Lvq †P‡Ucy‡U †hgb KzKzi ; ARvbv mš¿v‡m-XvKv

ZvB gvbweK †ev‡ai AvKvk ; Iw`‡K †h Kvj evwo‡q †i‡L‡Q Zvi †mvbv ùvZ ; ï‡l †b‡e km¨ Kov-µvwš— bibvix-Ni‡`vi-Rxe‡bi Qvj Qy‡j †b‡e ; Gfv‡e cÖMwZ AvR e‡ovB bgm¨! Zvici GKw`b n‡e BwZnvm ; ¶q¶wZ Rq-civRq K‡Zv n‡jv ; gvbe DÌvb †k‡l †Kvb mvM‡i †h †g‡k Zvi †bB †Kv‡bv gwZMwZ Zey k¦vm †d‡j gvby‡liv, fv‡e Zviv Ae‡k‡l

wbt‡kl n‡e Kx GB c„w_ex f‚‡Mvj? ZvB Mv‡Q Mv‡Q eviv›`v evMvb Ry‡o nv‡m A‡Pbv myev‡m K‡Zv dzj! bx‡ji m‡iv` ïwb kv`vi `yÕcv‡k †Ljv K‡i ˆPZvwj `ycyi! duv‡m gvbywl mš¿v‡m| 12.4.98

fvZMÜ jvj AvUv gvQ-gvs‡mi †jvf †Zv BwZ kv`vfvZ ¯^‡cœ †R‡M _v‡K †cÖwgKvi ¯§„wZ!

fvZMÜ K‡ZvKvj jvj AvUv fvwRfËv meyR wccvmv g-g evkbvi Uv‡b g„wËKvq Pvlvi Rxe‡b †Rv‡U †dbvfvZ

^‡cœ-byb Qvov RxebAf¨vm

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†P‡U Lvq nv‡Zi AvOzj! Avi ^‡cœ gvi Lvq cÖwZ iv‡Z †jvfxi muvovkx nvZ bv‡P Aweij Af¨vmekZ kÖveYavivq...

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Kvi †i‡ —viuvq hv‡e Zviv? KvwZ©‡Ki †iv` Sivq byb †Kv_vq hv‡”Qv Zzwg? Kv‡jv wc‡P c‡o byb Dbyb DËv‡c nv‡m Zzwg wK Rv‡bv? †Kv_vq f‚wg?

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†cvkvK-AvkvK †K cvëvq? 26.9.99

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Zzwg iƒc‡K XvK‡j bMi Rg‡K Muv_‡j Rbf‚wg!

cÖMvp Avuavi Pviw`‡K i³‡Pvlv ev yo gvKvj-mgq Pzl‡Z Pzl‡Z D‡o P‡j †Quveov †d‡j Avgvi Ici!

Wzeš— Rvnv‡Ri gv ‘‡ji g‡Zv GKv K‡i Avgv‡K †Kv_vq jyKv‡j! 9.2.2000

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`vbe wN‡i‡Q †hb meyR evsjv Rbf‚wg! 9.2.2000

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Nywg‡q cov wPZv †R‡M I‡Vv AvR gš¿ cwo Avwg AvqvZ myi K‡i! M‡R© D‡Vv Zzwg wnsmª wPZvevN gš¿ cwo Avwg AvqvZ myi K‡i!

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27.10.2000

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04.04.2001

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23.08.2002

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02.09.2000

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02.09.2000

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19.11.2000

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Avwg Z…ß!!

22.09.2002

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`vbv`vi †hb †Zvgvi iƒ‡ci im G‡ZvUzKz bv nq †envZ!

†ivR †fv‡i fvq‡iv †envM ïwb Aš—‡i †R‡M IVv bZzb †mZv‡i 28.08.2001

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27.11.2001

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Avi Iiv gvby‡li ü`q i³v³ Kievi R‡b¨ ¶zi †Qwb KvwP wc —j KvUv ivB‡dj †Rj-‡dir `vwM Avmvwg BZ¨vw` h‡ZK iKg ¶yiavi g„Zzëvb wb‡q Suvwc‡q co‡Q evsjvi ^vaxb mËvi bvjv b ©gvq

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bv‡P f~Zz‡o Rxeb!

31.03.99

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†bvjK-civ wK‡kvixi g‡Zv DuwK †g‡i wPZ‡ji UzB w`‡q hvq RqZz‡bi NÖvY wb‡q evsjvi nwi‡Z wg‡k hvq aŸwbiv Zvi Puvè`wb abxiv jv-kix‡Ki cw_‡Ki Aviwe †Pv‡Li †cÖ‡g g‡R †g‡j a‡i Zv‡ì De©i f~wg mydx‡ì c‡_ evsjvi meyR MvwjPv

Bivb-Zziv‡bi NÖv‡Y g-g K‡i D‡VwQ‡jv, g‡b Av‡Q ? †Zvgvi AvZ¥vi ayKaywK

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wU‡bi Pv‡j e„wói evYx abav‡bï Bj‡k¸uwo gaygq gv‡mi Z…wlZ bqb †Zvgv‡KB †e‡P LvB AvR !!

16.06.2002

e„wó bvwK eRis IB †Zv †a‡q Av‡m e„wó SgSg k‡ã kgkg e„wó bvwK exievûi wPrKvi ?

†g‡i‡Q Zv‡K? †K? †K? Kvnviv SgSg e„wó n‡q †a‡q Av‡m ?

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bv½v-Z‡jvqvi wÎk~j wSwjKI †iv‡li AwMœKv R¡vjvq ; Zzwg R¡‡j hvI ;

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i³exR Avi `vbe wK wRwbm †R‡b‡Q AvRKvj Avqkv-‡eûjviv ! B› ª Rv‡b KZ al©KvgyKB i‡q‡Q Abymvix ! mgKvwgZviI AvLov M‡o‡Q †h cvovi ci cvov m‡d` †MvjUzwc IivB †hb AvR Avm‡Q †a‡q IB Ckvb-‰bF‡Zi AvKvk dvwU‡qB i³b`x engvb g„wËKvq bv‡g wn›`y-gymjgvb!

M½vcÙvi eØxc Rbc‡`!

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Dwoavb¸‡jv gyowKi gZ D‡o †h‡Zv Avwk¦bx S‡o wR‡bi mIqvi !

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14.10.2001

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wb‡R Avgiv gvbyl †Kv_vq jyKvB ?

27.04.2000

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21.10.2002

†iv`jv c„w_ex evZvm welv³ AvR Uzs Uvs wiKkvq hvq IB †Zv k¨vgjx Zvi Pkgvi Nlv-Kv‡P muvUv †iv‡ì wSwjK Kviv †hb †Pv‡Li Kwb©Av Zvi

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h‡š¿i Kv‡Q gv_v bZ K‡i!

g„Zz¨ †bB gvby‡li ! ZvB Af¨vm ï‡l Lvq †iv`-nvIqv ey‡bv ^v`

i‡³i Uv‡b Ly‡bvLywb P‡j|

23.04.2000

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Ab¨ †Kv‡bv †dD †b‡g‡Q cÙvq †XD Mywbevi AwQjvq Kviv hvq †k−vMv‡b †k−vMv‡b Kuvwc‡q Rxeb? 18.02.04

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Avgv‡ì gyw³ mk ¿hy‡×i i³mvM‡ii wewbgq Avgv‡ì ? BwZnvm †eCgvbx‡Z ficyi Avgv‡ì ¯§„wZi g‡ZvB a~wja~mwiZ XvKv c‡o †M‡Q †ivgš’‡bi mKj Dcv`vb DcKiY ay‡q †M‡Q ¯§„wZmËvi †Ni-Rvj! gy‡Q †M‡Q Rxeb I RM‡Zi wPwPs duv‡K ivR‰bwZK cUf~wg Zzwg †Kv_vq P‡j‡Qv gb? Kviv †Zvgvi DcK‚j Ry‡o wewQ‡q †i‡L‡Q we¯§i‡Yi gvBb Kviv fvov wb‡Z Pvq ^vaxbZv Kviv F‡Yi k„•L‡j †eu‡a bZg¯—‡K wN †X‡j Drm‡e †g‡Z DV‡Z Pvq! Kviv meyR ï‡l wb‡Z Pvq †Zvgvi nwir g‡bi cÖwZev` Kviv †`v-Zvivi my‡i †Zvgvi m½x n‡Z Pvq Kviv nvnvKvi K‡i G‡m Avwj½‡b Rovq †Zvgvi Mv-MZi Zzwg Avi hvB K‡iv MZi Ly‡j mvZgnjvi iƒc †`wL‡qv bv bKj eÜzi Awfjv‡l!

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