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fxku ,ag"t Dec. ‘10 . No. 78 . "tuhrkh thbygruugbati" vhk; surl vnxphe thi erh, hutk thz tbdgeungi tuh; t prhai aytpk' uugrbshd ctaygyhdy mu ntfi tphmhgkg "xupkgngbyk guugkhu- ghatbx" surl sh thhdgbg aytc ygrtphxyi tui bhay strpi tbeungi mu sruhxbshdg phrngx tui trdtbhztmhgx ptr tzgkfg sgkhetyg tpatmubdgi tuhpwi muaytbs pui sh ehbsgr ahjhu/ sh ctaygyhdubd thz muaytbs dgeungi btl t drubykhfg thcgrzhfy pui sh trtbsza etubyh vgky sgptryngby tuh; sh phkmtkhdg pubemhgx tui vhk; prtdrtngi uutx uugri mudgaygky surl vnxphe thi erh, hutk/ sgrmu thz ptrktpgbgo zungr ptrdgeungi t drubykhfg "tushy" tuhpwi vnxphe "tuhrkh thbygruugbati" prtdrto shrgey' tui sh duyg rgzukytyi c"v vtci dgvtkpi sh etubyh cttnyg eungi muo ptzhyhuugi ctakux/ ptr sh ehbsgrkgl thi erh, hutk uutx uugri dgvtkpi ytd-ygdkhl surl "tuhrkh thbygruugbati'" thz sh prhag vnxphe sgrdrhhfubd t ctdrhxbsg bhhgx' t ptrzgmubd mu sh ckh pubgo uutexbsi prtdrtngi cnal txtl htri/ sh tdgbyur thz ktbdg htri dguugi ctaygyhdy ptr "xgruuhx ettrshbghati" tubygr "th/ thh/'" sti thz vnxphe ctaygyhdy dguutri mu xgruuhri sgo dtbmi prtdrto surl thhdgbg ygrtphxyi tui aytc nhydkhsgr/ zufbshd uuhhygr sh cgxyg ,fkh, ptr sh ehbsgr vty vnxphe dgvgry sh duyg druxi pubgo "drupg-ntsgk" xhxygo uutx thz trhhbdgeungi thi sh cgxgrg "th/ thh/" trdtbhztmhg' tui thz dhl ctaygyhdy dguutri sgrmu/ tkx rgzukyty' thz dgdrhbsgy dguutri sh "ehbsgrktbs" tpyhhkubd pui vnxphe tuhrkh thbygruugbati' uutu sh ehbsgr cteungi sh buhyhdg vhk; tui ygrtph thi ptrnty pui t mgbyrtkg drupg ptrnty' thi mudtc mu sh yrtshmhtbgkg xhxygo pui vhk; tui ygrtph chh sh gkygri tsgr prtuuhhsgrx thi ayuc/ "dgcgbyay zgbgi sh vgby uutx yugi zhl tkhhbx'" ztdy sh uugky' t ekud uutry uutx thz vgfxy ptxhd chho vnxphe "tuhrkh thbygr- uugbati'" tntk tui vhhby mudkhhl/ sgr prhbmhp vty dgphry sh tdgbyur mu tpgkhri chh sh trtbsza etubyh vgky sgpy/ mu egbgi ptrzgmi sh "guugkhughati" uugre btfsgo uutx tbsgrg prtpgxhtbtki vtci auhi dgntfy sh "thbhagk" tpatmubd/ thi tbsgrg uugrygr' mu ntfi sh grayg tpatmubd tuhpwi ehbs thz t vhcag thbygbxhuug trchhy uutx ngi str; vtci xpgmhgkg ngbyai sgrptr' tcgr mu dhhi uuhhygr tui ztdi pubeykhl uugkfg ygrtph thz sh drgxyg drupg pui ehbsgr xpgmhtkhxyi thi tngrheg vty sgo ntbty ctaktxi mu prtektnhri t atrpg uutrgbubd thcgr vhhbyhdg "ygfbtktdhag" tptrtyi' uuh yg- kgptbgi nhy ptrdgarhygbg etn- hubhetmhg ngdkhfehhy' tui tkg grkhh etnphuygrx' rupbshd gkygri mu ntfi zhfgr tz ehbsgr tui hubdg gruutexgbg vtci bhay ehhi muyrhy mu sh ztfi tui uugi ngdkhl ztk ngi "gkhnhbhri" sh xtry ntahbgrhg/ dhhgbshd t yrhy uugrygr' nhy t sgrekgrubd tz "jurci ygfbtktdhg" thz auhi bhay gpgx uuhhbhdgr uuh t dgptr muo dgzubyvhhy' rupy sh bt- mhtbtkg ptrthhi pui steyuhrho mu prgdi ehbsgrxw gkygri' chh ngshek tpthbyngbyx' uuhphk muyrhy mu ygfbtktdhg' tuhc cfkk' zhh grkuhci ptr sh hubduutrd thi ayuc/ sh atsbx pui ygfbtktdhag nt- ahbgi thz phkptfhd thi tkg dgchyi/ gx aygky ti sh nuj pubemhgx tuh; t bgruugzg dghgd btl chksgr' bhhgx' aphkgrhhgi tui btl btrhaehhyi' nhy ti "tygbati xpgi" pui ckuhz xgeubsgx' tui uugi stx vtky ti dgbud ktbd ptrkhry sgr nuj xhh uugkfg ngdkhfehhy mu "ptrshhgi" gpgx ngr ctzgxi tui etnpkhmhry' ztdi steyuhrho' tui uugi t ehbswx nuj uugry tzuh tbyuuheky crgbdy gx auugrg etbxeuugbmi tuhpwi dtbmi kgci - sgr nuj ptrkhry sh rhfyhdg gbgrdhg tui dgsuks mu kgrbgi tui tuhpbgngi sh buhyhdg thbptrntmhg uutx t ngbya str; vtci/ tui stx thz btl tkgx cgptr ngi rgsy pui sh bhsgrhdg aytpk pui sh thbvtky tuh; ygfbtktdhag tptrtyi' ztdy sh btmhtbtkg drupg' uutx uuhk thhbphri kgemhgx ptr gkygri thcgr sh erhyhag ygng/ tuhl uugry tbdguuhzi tz muyrhy mu etnphuygrx tui gbkhfg ntahbgi chh ehbsgr yrhhcy truh; sh rhzheg mu khhsi pui thcgruutd' uuhksg tuhp- phrubd' tui btl phkg gntmhtbgkg tui phzhag prtckgngi/ ( 13 זייט אויףפארזעצונג) vuhpy ehbsgr-steytr drupg uutrby thcgr "jurci ygfbtktdhg"` gkygri ctpuhki mu "gkhnhbhri" sh tptrtyi "tngrhegi tetsgnh tuu phshgyrhex" prtektnhry uutrgbubd tuh; ygkgptbgi tui etnphuygrx` "phshgyrhatbx" uutrgbgi gkygri tz ygfbtktdhg egi mudrhbs khhdi hubduutrd phzha tui dhhxyha mti esaho: "vnxphe tuhrkh thbygruugbati" c"v ctaygyhdy ptr "xupkgngbyk guugkhughatbx" thi erh, hutk phkg napju, tuhpdgrtfyi surl mhhykhfg vhk; thi ayuc tui thi "ehbsgrktbs" drupg-ptrnty - thhdgbg puk-yhho aytc nhydkhsgr - xpgmhgkg yrgbhrubd mudgaygky ptr sh ygrtphxyi HAMASPIK GAZETTE Published and © Copyright Dec. 2010 by: HAMASPIK 58 Rt. 59 Suite 1 Monsey NY 10952 Telephone: (845) 503-0212 / Fax (845) 503-1212 Non Profit Org. US Postage PAID Monsey NY # 141 dhhgbshd muo srue/// > "ch, hartk" thz pui 03 aph- ygkgr uutx yugi wygrntpktxyh'w t bhhg kubdgi prtmgsur egdi txynt/ > phhi-btyx egi tntk crgbdgi ntsbg rgtemhg' ktzbshd t wngytkw ygo thi nuhk tuh; ygd tsgr uutfi/ > "uutkntry" uugry dgektdy thi dgrhfy ptrwi tpztdi t wvhh-ktuw trchhygr uugdi egbxgr auutfehhy/ > wvhhkgbsx mhhbskiw ytckgyi' ctzhry tuh; vtngtptyhe rputu,' egi zhhi agskhl' ztdy "g;/ sh/ gh/" > ngbyai thi wnhksg auugrgw mhhyi dhhgi tsurl erhzhxi cgxgr uuh tzgkfg thi dtr duyg tsgr auugrg tunaygbsi' ztdy ngbyk ayushg/ > sgr "rgz-vgc" thcgrdtbd mu "etnhubhyh-vgc" thz auhi dhkyhd/ > sh thhdgbg shgyg' tuhpphrubd' gkygr tui ruhfgri xytyux vty ngr muo dgzuby uuh wszahiw ayrhfi/ > vuhfg ckuy srue ngshmhbgi trchhyi phk cgxgr uugi nwbgny gx chhbtfy ptrwi aktpi uuh muprh/ > ateuughuu ygrtph' pui euku, uutx tuhgri vgri bhay' egbgi vgkpi rtyguugi ptruutubsgyg mgki tui nuxegki' tcgr ADF uuhk btl bhay/ > "hghk" pktby bhhg wdtuaghrxw ngshmhi' tuhl ptr sh zhhyhdg etnp- khetmhgx' tcgr xwegi suhgri 4 htr/ > "vnxphe vtuo eghr" dhhy truhx thcgrrtabs duy pui grayg tushy surl sh wvgky sgptryngby/w > gxhygnhbtphi surl "thh/ uuh/" grkuhcy ptr btl-tpgrtmhg hxurho/ > "dghy-xphs'" uuhktbd nwdhhy tsurl 5 ngygr )51 pux(' ztdy phk tuhpwi dgzuby nmc pui gkygrg/ gx str; suhgri tubygr zgex xgeubsi/ > wcgs-ctdxw ptrchbsi nhy "nrxt"` sh vuhy-ntyrt. kgfgr egbgi ctvtkyi sh agskhfg ctmhki/ > ngbyai nhy t auugxygr zgbgi ngr prhhkhl` æbhay btyurkhl' btr uuhhk nwrgsy zhl tuhx ngr/ > gbgngk-aytrebsg mhhi-pu. egi vgkpi' tcgr bhay uugi nwkhhdy ti thcgr sh ntx muegr thi nuhk/ sh xngygbg thi erhd egdi ptrtzhyi/////////////////////////////////////////32 ngbyk vgky chho vhhnhai guko////////////////////////4 "tuyhzo" thbaurgbx uugytthry//////////////////////82 vnxphe vtuo eghr/////////////////////////////////////////////////21 "ctytex" egdi "nhhdrghi"////////////////////////////////71 btuugncgr vh. egdi vgky vhk;///////////////////////2

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fxku ,ag"tDec. ‘10 . No. 78 .

"tuhrkh thbygruugbati" vhk;surl vnxphe thi erh, hutk thztbdgeungi tuh; t prhai aytpk'uugrbshd ctaygyhdy mu ntfitphmhgkg "xupkgngbyk guugkhu-ghatbx" surl sh thhdgbg aytcygrtphxyi tui bhay strpi tbeungimu sruhxbshdg phrngx tuitrdtbhztmhgx ptr tzgkfgsgkhetyg tpatmubdgi tuhpwimuaytbs pui sh ehbsgr ahjhu/

sh ctaygyhdubd thz muaytbsdgeungi btl t drubykhfg thcgrzhfypui sh trtbsza etubyh vgkysgptryngby tuh; sh phkmtkhdgpubemhgx tui vhk; prtdrtngi uutxuugri mudgaygky surl vnxphe thierh, hutk/ sgrmu thz ptrktpgbgozungr ptrdgeungi t drubykhfg"tushy" tuhpwi vnxphe "tuhrkhthbygruugbati" prtdrto shrgey'tui sh duyg rgzukytyi c"v vtcidgvtkpi sh etubyh cttnyg eungimuo ptzhyhuugi ctakux/

ptr sh ehbsgrkgl thi erh, hutkuutx uugri dgvtkpi ytd-ygdkhlsurl "tuhrkh thbygruugbati'" thz shprhag vnxphe sgrdrhhfubd tctdrhxbsg bhhgx' t ptrzgmubd mu shckh pubgo uutexbsi prtdrtngicnal txtl htri/

sh tdgbyur thz ktbdg htridguugi ctaygyhdy ptr "xgruuhxettrshbghati" tubygr "th/ thh/'"sti thz vnxphe ctaygyhdy dguutrimu xgruuhri sgo dtbmi prtdrtosurl thhdgbg ygrtphxyi tui aytcnhydkhsgr/ zufbshd uuhhygr shcgxyg ,fkh, ptr sh ehbsgr vty

vnxphe dgvgry sh duyg druxi pubgo"drupg-ntsgk" xhxygo uutx thztrhhbdgeungi thi sh cgxgrg "th/thh/" trdtbhztmhg' tui thz dhlctaygyhdy dguutri sgrmu/ tkxrgzukyty' thz dgdrhbsgy dguutri sh"ehbsgrktbs" tpyhhkubd pui vnxphetuhrkh thbygruugbati' uutu shehbsgr cteungi sh buhyhdg vhk; tuiygrtph thi ptrnty pui tmgbyrtkg drupg ptrnty' thi

mudtc mu sh yrtshmhtbgkg xhxygopui vhk; tui ygrtph chh sh gkygritsgr prtuuhhsgrx thi ayuc/

"dgcgbyay zgbgi sh vgby uutxyugi zhl tkhhbx'" ztdy sh uugky' tekud uutry uutx thz vgfxy ptxhdchho vnxphe "tuhrkh thbygr-uugbati'" tntk tui vhhby mudkhhl/sgr prhbmhp vty dgphry sh tdgbyurmu tpgkhri chh sh trtbsza etubyhvgky sgpy/ mu egbgi ptrzgmi sh

"guugkhughati" uugre btfsgo uutxtbsgrg prtpgxhtbtki vtci auhidgntfy sh "thbhagk" tpatmubd/

thi tbsgrg uugrygr' mu ntfi shgrayg tpatmubd tuhpwi ehbs thz tvhcag thbygbxhuug trchhy uutx ngistr; vtci xpgmhgkg ngbyaisgrptr' tcgr mu dhhi uuhhygr tuiztdi pubeykhl uugkfg ygrtph thz

sh drgxyg drupg pui ehbsgrxpgmhtkhxyi thi tngrheg vty sgontbty ctaktxi mu prtektnhri tatrpg uutrgbubd thcgr vhhbyhdg"ygfbtktdhag" tptrtyi' uuh yg-kgptbgi nhy ptrdgarhygbg etn-hubhetmhg ngdkhfehhy' tui tkggrkhh etnphuygrx' rupbshd gkygrimu ntfi zhfgr tz ehbsgr tui hubdggruutexgbg vtci bhay ehhi muyrhymu sh ztfi tui uugi ngdkhl ztk ngi"gkhnhbhri" sh xtry ntahbgrhg/

dhhgbshd t yrhy uugrygr' nhy tsgrekgrubd tz "jurci ygfbtktdhg"thz auhi bhay gpgx uuhhbhdgr uuh tdgptr muo dgzubyvhhy' rupy sh bt-mhtbtkg ptrthhi pui steyuhrho muprgdi ehbsgrxw gkygri' chh ngshektpthbyngbyx' uuhphk muyrhy muygfbtktdhg' tuhc cfkk' zhh grkuhciptr sh hubduutrd thi ayuc/

sh atsbx pui ygfbtktdhag nt-ahbgi thz phkptfhd thi tkg dgchyi/gx aygky ti sh nuj pubemhgx tuh;t bgruugzg dghgd btl chksgr' bhhgx'aphkgrhhgi tui btl btrhaehhyi' nhyti "tygbati xpgi" pui ckuhzxgeubsgx' tui uugi stx vtky tidgbud ktbd ptrkhry sgr nuj xhhuugkfg ngdkhfehhy mu "ptrshhgi"gpgx ngr ctzgxi tui etnpkhmhry'ztdi steyuhrho' tui uugi t ehbswxnuj uugry tzuh tbyuuheky crgbdygx auugrg etbxeuugbmi tuhpwi dtbmikgci - sgr nuj ptrkhry sh rhfyhdggbgrdhg tui dgsuks mu kgrbgi tuituhpbgngi sh buhyhdg thbptrntmhguutx t ngbya str; vtci/

tui stx thz btl tkgx cgptrngi rgsy pui sh bhsgrhdg aytpkpui sh thbvtky tuh; ygfbtktdhagtptrtyi' ztdy sh btmhtbtkg drupg'uutx uuhk thhbphri kgemhgx ptrgkygri thcgr sh erhyhag ygng/

tuhl uugry tbdguuhzi tz muyrhymu etnphuygrx tui gbkhfg ntahbgichh ehbsgr yrhhcy truh; sh rhzheg mukhhsi pui thcgruutd' uuhksg tuhp-phrubd' tui btl phkg gntmhtbgkgtui phzhag prtckgngi/

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vuhpy ehbsgr-steytr drupg uutrbythcgr "jurci ygfbtktdhg"` gkygri

ctpuhki mu "gkhnhbhri" sh tptrtyi"tngrhegi tetsgnh tuu phshgyrhex"prtektnhry uutrgbubd tuh; ygkgptbgi tui etnphuygrx`"phshgyrhatbx"uutrgbgi gkygri tz ygfbtktdhg egi mudrhbs khhdi hubduutrd phzha tui dhhxyha

mti esaho:

"vnxphe tuhrkh thbygruugbati" c"v ctaygyhdyptr "xupkgngbyk guugkhughatbx" thi erh, hutk

phkg napju, tuhpdgrtfyi surl mhhykhfg vhk; thi ayuc tui thi "ehbsgrktbs" drupg-ptrnty- thhdgbg puk-yhho aytc nhydkhsgr - xpgmhgkg yrgbhrubd mudgaygky ptr sh ygrtphxyi

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dhhgbshd muo srue///> "ch, hartk" thz pui 03 aph-

ygkgr uutx yugi wygrntpktxyh'w tbhhg kubdgi prtmgsur egdi txynt/

> phhi-btyxegi tntk crgbdgintsbg rgtemhg' ktzbshd t wngytkwygo thi nuhk tuh; ygd tsgr uutfi/

>"uutkntry" uugry dgektdythi dgrhfy ptrwi tpztdi t wvhh-ktuwtrchhygr uugdi egbxgr auutfehhy/

> wvhhkgbsx mhhbskiw ytckgyi'ctzhry tuh; vtngtptyhe rputu,'egi zhhi agskhl' ztdy "g;/ sh/ gh/"

> ngbyai thi wnhksg auugrgwmhhyi dhhgi tsurl erhzhxi cgxgr uuhtzgkfg thi dtr duyg tsgr auugrgtunaygbsi' ztdy ngbyk ayushg/

> sgr "rgz-vgc" thcgrdtbd mu"etnhubhyh-vgc"thz auhi dhkyhd/

>sh thhdgbg shgyg' tuhpphrubd'gkygr tui ruhfgri xytyux vtyngr muo dgzuby uuh wszahiwayrhfi/

> vuhfg ckuy srue ngshmhbgitrchhyi phk cgxgr uugi nwbgny gxchhbtfy ptrwi aktpi uuh muprh/

> ateuughuu ygrtph' pui euku,uutx tuhgri vgri bhay' egbgi vgkpirtyguugi ptruutubsgyg mgki tuinuxegki' tcgr ADF uuhk btl bhay/

> "hghk" pktby bhhg wdtuaghrxwngshmhi' tuhl ptr sh zhhyhdg etnp-khetmhgx' tcgr xwegi suhgri 4 htr/

> "vnxphe vtuo eghr" dhhytruhx thcgrrtabs duy pui graygtushy surl sh wvgky sgptryngby/w

> gxhygnhbtphi surl "thh/ uuh/"grkuhcy ptr btl-tpgrtmhg hxurho/

> "dghy-xphs'" uuhktbd nwdhhytsurl 5 ngygr )51 pux(' ztdy phktuhpwi dgzuby nmc pui gkygrg/ gxstr; suhgri tubygr zgex xgeubsi/

> wcgs-ctdxw ptrchbsi nhy"nrxt"` sh vuhy-ntyrt. kgfgregbgi ctvtkyi sh agskhfg ctmhki/

> ngbyai nhy t auugxygrzgbgi ngr prhhkhl` æbhay btyurkhl'btr uuhhk nwrgsy zhl tuhx ngr/

> gbgngk-aytrebsg mhhi-pu.egi vgkpi' tcgr bhay uugi nwkhhdyti thcgr sh ntx muegr thi nuhk/

sh xngygbgthi erhd egdi ptrtzhyi/////////////////////////////////////////32

ngbyk vgky chho vhhnhai guko////////////////////////4

"tuyhzo"thbaurgbx uugytthry//////////////////////82

vnxphe vtuo eghr/////////////////////////////////////////////////21

"ctytex"egdi "nhhdrghi"////////////////////////////////71

btuugncgr vh. egdi vgky vhk;///////////////////////2

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2vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" tdgbyur pktbytruhxmudgci t bhhg xgrhgrgduktmhgx mu ptrctyi stx dgciptr kgcgshdg ctagpgbhai dguuhxgtbyhchtyhe ngshmhbgi ckuhz ptrwimuuge pui ptrabgkgri zhhgr uutuex'mukhc uutexbsg ztrd pui wsrtd-rgzhxygbyw thbpgemhg chh ngbyaiuutx eungi zhhgr ngdkhl pui shngshmhi dgphygryg rhbsgri tuipuhdkgi/

aphhz-dgmhkyg ehgi' ayhri'egkcgr' kgngr' yahei' yuhreh'tt"uu' cteungi t drubykhfgrgdhngby pui tbyhchtyhex thi shgrayg uutfi pui zhhgr kgci' dgmhkymu ptrnhhsi ertbevhhyi tuithbpgemhgx uutx zgbgituhxdgaygky mu eungi btfwi uugrizgkcxaygbshd/

uugi sh gupu, tui cvnu, zgbgiauhi ngr tuh; sh thhdgbg pux'cteungi zhh t prhag rubsgtbyhchtyhe rgdhngbyi' stx ntkdgmhky tuhpmucktzi zhhgr druhxehhyngr uuh btrntk' tui txtl abgkgr/

sh grayg rubsg ngshmhbgi'dgmhky mu ptrnhhsi ertbevhhyi'uuhki pgsgrtkg cttnygthhbmuhngi/ tcgr sh muuhhyg rubsgxpui srtdx' ptr uutuex muugei' zgbgibtl ngr tubygrwi apteyhuu puipgsgrtkg cttnyg' nhywi pkti zhhmu ptrctyi thbdtbmi' mukhc shuutexbsg erhyhe pui sh ngshmhbhaguugky tz sh tkg tbyhchtyhex thikgcgshdg aphhz ntygrhtki dhhgitrhcgr mu ngbyai uutu zhh vgkpituhpcuhgi cteygrhgx tui nhertcidgbud aytre thcgrmueungi tkg

tsgr fngy tkg vhhbyhdg ngshmhbgi/sh xhcv ptruutx tbyhchtyhe

ngshmhbgi vgkpi ctagpgbhaiuutexi abgkgr tui drgxgr uuhbtrntk thz btl chz vhhby bhay ektrptraygbskhl' ftya ngi bumy gxauhi thcgr pgrmhd htr tui gxtrchhy ytd-ygdkhl thi sgo uugd/ptragr tui uugygrhbtri zgbgi chhsh ygtrhg tz sh tbyhchtyhex vtkyitp ekhhbg thbgrkhfg thbpgemhgxuutx dhhgi tui eungi tunctngreytcgr ktzi thcgr btfuuhhgi thiptrgo pui aytyg uutuex tuitbyuuhekubd/

stx thz' uuh dgztdy' btr tygtrhg' tui ngr pubeykhfggbypgrx zgbgi bhay ptrvti thi

ayhhd vgfgr:

uutahbdyti uuhk ptrctyi "abgkg uutexi"tbyhchtyhe srtdx chh gupu, tui cvnu,

ztrd tz tunbuhyhdg ngshmhbgi cuhgi tuh; "rgzhxygby thbpgemhgx" chh ngbyai`

etnhyg str; thbdhfi ctakhxi uugdi "kghck" tuh; "vtrnti-dgyuhayg" xgknti

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sh ctetbyg vgkshag rgyubdnhyk "xh/ ph/ tr/" )/R/P/C( murtyguugi t ngbya uugi sh vtr.ektpy bhay' thz trhcgr t ntxhuugyuha mu uugri abgkgr tui drhbdgr'nhywi mhk mu rtyguugi txtl ngrngbyai tui ntfi drhbdgr stxtuhxmuphri uugi tui uutu thngr/

tbayty sh chz-vhhbyhdg uugd puisruei tuhpwi vtr. 02-51 ntk tuidgci kupy "nuhk mu nuhk'" tui tzuhuuhhygr btftntk tui btftntk' thzdgeungi sgr ctakux tz stx dgcikupy thz ngrxybx thcgrhd/ sgrgher thz ngi ztk sruei tuhpwi vtr.ti tuhpvgr' 001 ntk t nhbuy'uuhktbd ptrtngshex eungi ti/

sh "tngrhegi vtr. txtxh-ghati" vty tphmhgk dgntksi shyuha thi "xh/ ph/ tr/'" btfsgo uutxprhag ayushgx vtci thcgrmhhdyuutx txtl ztdi auhi ktbd' tz stxdgci kupy bgny tuuge muphk mhhy'gx vgkpy bhay muphk nnhkt' tuintfy tuugeayhhi pui rtyguugiptmhgbyi thi erhyhai muaytbs/

t ntxhuug vtr. tyteg' uugi shvtr. vgry tuh; mu ektpi' thz rucntk t yuhy turyhhk r"k/ ptruutx?uuhhk vtr. yrhhcy ckuy muo dtbmiegrpgr' tui sh ckuy phry truo"texhszagi" thcgrtk/ hgsg mgk'trdti' dkhs thi egrpgr nuz vtci"texhszagi" mu egbgi pubemhtbhri/tz sh vtr. vgry tuh; mu ahei ckuy'stx vhhxy texhszagi' muo nuj'sgntky tuhc gx suhgry 4 nhbuyeuny ti nuj atsi' tuhc gx suhgry8 nhbuy euny ti pgrntbgbyg nujatsi' tui tuhc gx suhgry btl tchxkkgbdgr thz ngi auhi tuhpwi gukovtn,/

sh prhbmhp pui "xh/ ph/ tr/" thz'tkzt' mu yrhhci ckuy thcgrwi dtbmiegrpgr surl sruei tuhpwi vtr.'uuhktbd sh vtr. tkhhbx ektpy bhay/tcgr uutx vty ngi pui ckuytkhhbx? cktzy ngi trhhi kupy thinuhk tz sh kubdgi ztki cteungitexhszagi uutx ztk trhhbdhhi thi shckuy tui tzuh pruchri vtkyi sgongbyai chh kgci/

cnal sh htri vty ngi dgzgi tz"xh/ ph/ tr/" vty zhhgr t ekhhbggrptkd rtyg' ebtpg %01/ phk htrivty ngi ayushry ptruutx' ngivty tchxk dgyuhay sh prtytetki'knak' mu rupi ptrtngshex graytui btfsgo tbvuhci "xh/ ph/ tr/" –uuhhk sruei tuhpwi vtr. tkhhbx yuybhay tuh; muphk tuhc ngi dhy bhayatex tui ngshmhbgi uuh prhgr/ nhysgo tkgngi thz sh grptkd rtygdgckhci zhhgr auutl/ sgruuhhk vtcintbfg gngrszagbxh gexpgryitbdgvuhci ztdi tz sh dtbmg ztl puidgci "nuhk mu nuhk" kupy thztruhxdguutrpi mhhy tui dgsuks/

kuhy sh gexpgryi aygky zhltruhx tz sh ckuy vty thi zhl dgbud

texhszagi mu vtkyi sgo ngbyachho nhbhntki kgci tuh; 51-01nhbuy tuhc sh ckuy euny ti muo nujtui tbsgrg uuhfyhdg trdtbgi' tphkungi dhy bhay ehhi thhbmhdi cktz thinuhk trhhi/ sgr gher thz' yrhhci shckuy' yrhhci sh ckuy' yrhhci shckuy' ti tpaygk – tzuh truo egizhl tuhpcuhgi t ayhek ckuy sruethi sh tsgri' tui gx dhhy t ayhekxytchkg mhreuktmhg truo sgoegrpgr/

nhy sgo uutx ngi ktzy tp shetnprgxi tuhpwi vtr. tui nwdhhymuo nuhk' ztdi sh gexpgryi'ptrkhry ngi erhyhag xgeubsgx puiyrhhci sh ckuy' tui sh ckuy srueyrtxegy uuhhygr mu buk' tui uuginweuny murhe muo vtr. suhgrybtftntk ktbdg xgeubsgi tbmueungimuo prhgrshdi aytpk' tui stiptrkhry ngi gx uuhhygr' uutx vtyngi sgntky pui sh dtbmg ngav?

tmhbs vty ngi dgyuhay sgoprtytetk tphmhgk' tz xhhsi chhekhhbg cghchx' thz sh kupy yhhk pui"xh/ ph/ tr/" tuuge nhywi uuhby/ ngistr; etnprgxi tuhpwi vtr. –pubey thbnhyi cruxyetxyi' 001ntk t nhbuy' tui bhay tuhpvgri/

chh ekhhbg cghchx thz btl tk.uuhfyhd sh "kupy" jke' ztdigexpgryi' uuhhk thi zhhgr ptkptxhri ntxhuug vtr. tytegx rucntk btr uuhhk sh kupy rgr thzptraytpy nhy gpgx tsgr uugdiaytreg yrtunt' tui bhay uugdivtr. prtckgngi shrgey/ sgrhcgrthz tzuh erhyha uuhfyhd mu gpgbgi shkupy rgr tui dgci texhszagi uuhthhsgr zhl tpmudgci btr nhy srueituhpwi vtr./

tcgr chh tkg tbsgrg thz dhkyhdsh bhhg prtytetk' uutx surfsgovtpi steyuhrho tui rgyubdgexpgryi tz tuhxgrsgo uutx ngrngbyai uugki murheeungi pui auugksurl sh cgxgrg etnprgxi tuhpwivtr.' uugki ngr ngbyai zhl dhhikgrbgi sh drhbdg rgyubd trchhy uuhhk"nuhk mu nuhk" kupy thz trtp puiyha/ ngi ztk bhay ztrdi uugdimucrgfi rhpi tsgr kgfgri kubdgi'uuhhk stx egi ngi drhbd ptrrgfyiapgygr – btr tz sgr ngbya kgcy/

tz gx euny j"u sgrmu tui ngibgny zhl ntfi "xh/ ph/ tr/'" ztdy sh"tngrhegi vtr. ptrthhi'" ztk ngituhc ngdkhl thcgrdgci sh trchhyptr ti tbsgri btl 2 nhbuy tui zhltprugi' sgrbtl zhl uuhhygr yuhai'tz ngi ztk bhay uugri gragpy/

chh "vnxphe'" rgdhxyrhry muyrgbhri thi "xh/ ph/ tr/" tui graygvhk;' zgbgi fngy tkg aytcnhydkhsgr' xpgmhgk thi drupgrgzhsgbmi' ytd prtdrtngi tuipgnhkh eghr' yrgbhry thi "xh/ ph/tr/" tui tbsgrg uuhfyhdg graygvhk;/

vmk, bpau,:

"xh/ ph/ tr/" vhk; dgyuhay`btr sruei' bhay cktzi kupy

rgyubd chh ekhhbg cghchx ckhhcy ht uuh tntk

tpdgzgi uuhphk etnprtnhxi ngiuugy tuhxtrchhyi muuhai sh ptkh-yhag ptryhhgi btl sh srtntyhaguutki thi uutahbdyti tui thi tkctbh'thz sh ntxhuug tbdxy pui cuszagysgphmhyi tui sgr auutubd ptr ngretbxgruutyhuug rgdhrubd trsgbubd tauugrg etnchbtmhg ptrwi mueubpypui vgky eghr tui hungi xgruuhxgxvhk; prtdrtngi' stvh thi bhu htretui btl ngr tuh; t btmhtbgkiaytpk thcgr dtb. tngrheg/

st thi bhu htre khhsy ngi pui tvhxytrhai cuszagy erhzhx' nhy tktl grdgmuutu pui 9 chz 41 chkhtistktr gruutrygy thbgo cuszagyuutx sgr bhh-gruuhhkygr dtuugrbtrstr; tubygrarhhci cgptr tprhk/

uuhsgrtuo thi uutahbdyti thzsgr erhzhx btl phk trdgr' nhy trgetrs sgphmhy pui 3/1$ yrhkhtithi pgsgrtki cuszagy pui 01w tuibtftntk tzuhphk gruutrygy ptrwibhhgo cuszagy uutx vty auhidgstrpy trhhbdhhi thi ertpyteytcgr tcgr ngi vty gx ptr-

agnygrvhhy tpdgkhhdy tuh; btl shuutki/

tui tuhxgr sh phbtbmi shrgey'kuhpy thmy t uuhby pui ntxhuugtptzhmhg egdi muphk rgdhrubdteyhuuhygyi thi vgky eghr/

prgzhsgby tctnt ctmhhfby zhhivgky eghr rgptro dgzg. tkx zhhivuhpy sgrdrhhfubd thi uuhhxi vuhz chzvhhby' tcgr sh nhhbubd pui t ngrvhhytngrhetbgr thz atr; sgregdi'phrbshd sh rgpuckhetbgr ptryhh muptraprgfi t "rhetk" sgruh;'thbdtbmi tsgr yhhkuuhhz' uuh btr shptryhh bgny thcgr sh khhmgx thietbdrgx eungbshdi htbutr/ tpdgzgimh tzt "rhetk" egi muaytbs eungi– ptkhyhag rgtkhygy ztdy tzbhay' uuhhbhdxybx bhay sgo dtbmidgzg. – thz sh ptraprgfubd sgruh;dgbud mu uuhhzi uuh gragpy shctpgkegrubd thz pui sh ngrshrgeyg trhhbnhaubd pui sh rgdhrubdthi vgky eghr' tphku uugi sgrthmyhdgr xhxygo thz bhaytncgxyi/ stx ztdy ptrtuhx

prtckgngi tuh; sgrdrhhfi xhhuugkfg grbxyg sgrdrhhfubdgi tuhpwidgchy pui vgky eghr prtdrtngithi tkdgnhhi' tui "xpgmhgkg vhk;"xpgmhpha/

*sgr nmc thi bhu htre

murhe thi bhu htre' nhy sh zhd puisgntertyhai tyuhrbh szagbgrtkgbsru etunt thcgrmubgngi sgoayuvk pui thmyhdi ducgrbtytrpgygrxti' tui sh uutrahhbkhfehhytz sh rgpuckhetbgr bgngi thcgretbyrtk thi xyghy xgbty' vtci shvuhpy rgpuckhetbgr xyghyxgbtytri auhi tbdgvuhci muptrvtbski nhy etunt uugdi tptrthhbhdyg tdgbsg/

thi tbsgrg uugrygr' nhyetbyrtk pui xyghy xgbty aphri shrgpuckhetbgr ti tjrhu, mu trchhyinhywi dtuugrbtr tunptryhhtha/ tui

cuszagy erhzhxi tui ptkhyhag vh.gruutrygy mu abhhsi vgky prtdrtngi

st thi bhu htre tui thcgr tngrheg

( 14 (פארזעצונג אויף זייט

xyghy abhhsy trhhi thi vnxphe vgky tui hungi xgruuhxgx - mueubpy auugr ptruutkeby mukhcauugrg cuszagy sgphmhyi thi tkctbh tui uutahbdyti - ntxhuug rupi tungyuo ptr ayrgbdgtui etrdg cuszagyi - rgpuckhetbgr ptraprgfi "rhetk" tuh; vgky rgptro - "pgnhkh eghr"

tui btl prtdrtngi tubygr srue

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3 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

uutry pui rgstemhg:*crhuugi tsgr ngxgszagx uutx vtci t

nhbhntkg ptrstfy mu zhhi nhy t pgrzgbkhfgphbtbmhgkg thbygrgxg dhhy bhay trhhi thi vnxphedtzgy' hvhw nh ahvhw/ gx aygky zhl truhx tz puimhhy mu mhhy egi ti tunaukshdg crhuu truhxptkiuugdi tzt jas' tunctrgfyhdy' tcgr gx thzkhcgray mu ptrkhri thhi crhuu uuh thhsgr mu ptrkhrish muyruh pui sh jaucg khhbgr ahjhu/

*thi dtzgy 47' tc ,a"g' vty thhbgr tbdgctyit ygkgpti bungr mu vgkpi nhy "szautuugbhhktryrhhyhx" chh hubdg pruhgi/ hgbg bungr thz dguugi puizungr etbyrh/ tuhc ngdkhl' chyg ktzi uuhxi tygkgpti bungr ptr t dtb. htr uuhhk ngi zufy tztvhk;/

*thi dtzgy 96 vty thhbgr trhhbdgarhci' tbtbhosurl t pgex' duyg grptrubd uugdi "pkgxyhexuhrszagrh" tuh; sh tuhgri surl sr/ yatrkx ytripui "gi/ uuhh/ hu/" nhr uutkyi zhhgr dguutky rgsi nhywicrhuu arhhcgr/

*t mhhy murhe vty thhbgr dgprgdy uugiptrkgxkhfg grptrubd chh "th/ go/ ghya/ phzhekygrtph" mgbygr thi ntbvgyi/ sh gbypgr thz' thiptrgo pui t crhuu thi dtzgy' tz ht' ngi vty strydgvty duyg grptrubd tuh; ntdi prtckgngi tuiauugrg gmhru,/

*t ktbdg mhhy murhe vty thhbgr dgcgyi'tbtbho' tz uugr gx vty tbdgctyi mu vgkpi uugdi"]bti ekgxhe[ xh/ gh/ ghya/" ztk zhl ptrchbsi nhysh rgstemhg uuhhk ngi str; sh vhk;/ hgbgr vty zhlptrchbsi nhy sh rgstemhg' tcgr sgr tbtbhngrtbprgdgr vty zhl bhay dgktzy vgri/ tmhbs vtyngi btftntk tbdgctyi vhk;' tui uugr gx vty stxdgcgyi egi cteungi sh bungr chh sh rgstemhg/

"rgnzgh vtby" pbho uuhhrux

nhhbwx t ctetbyg vty kgmybx cteungi t dtrzgkygbg uuhhrux uutx ektpy tuhx tuhpwi dgzufy tui gxuuhhzy bhay ehhi xhnbho pui tuugedhhi tsgr uugri cgxgr/

sgr uuhhrux vhhxy "rgnzgh vtby" )TNUH YASMAR('tui thz pui sh zgkcg ptnhkhg uuh "yahei ptex/" kuhysteyuhrho euny gx pui sgo uutx sh "yahei ptex"uuhhrux uugey zhl tuh;' tphku mgbskhdgr htri apgygr/ shuuhhrux tytehry sh "pghagk bgruu'" uutx crgbdytzgkfg xhnpytngi uuh tpdgauutfyg tuhdi nuxegki' tptrerunyg pbho' tui frtbhag auutfehhy tui nhsehhy/

tuhc thhbgr vty xhh uugkfg gmv tsgr thbptrntmhg'chyg gbypgri uuh abgkgr surl trhhbahei t crhuu/ tubzgrthbptrntmhg khdy chh sh rgstemhg/

)- (

ehbs uutexy bhay? zgv "yhhrths"

zgvbshd tz ngi sgrntby kgmybx gykhfg ntk sh

ygng pui ehbsgr uutx uutexi bhsgrhd ts"d' uuhk thlmudgci uutx nhr vtci dgphbgi chh tubzgr ehbs ahjhw' tuigx egi zhhi kyuc, vrcho/

stx ehbs thz fngy bhay dguutexi/ tbvuhc thz gxbtl dguugi tuh; sh bhsgrhdxyg aytpkgi pubgo "yatry'"tcgr sh uutuex thz dguutri tzuh auutl tz xwthz auhidguugi "t; sh yatryx'" dtr ekhhi/ tkg ygxyi vtcidguuhzi duy' chz sgr steytr vty zhl dgftpy tz ngiegi tubygrzufi sh "yhhrths'" tui – tttupx – sh"yhhrths" thz yteg dguugi zhhgr auutl/

sgr steytr vty tubz dgahey mu ti"gbstertbtktszahxy'" t xpgmhtkhxy tuh; srhzi tuivtrntbgi' uugkfgr vty ptrarhci ptrwi ehbs"xhbyrths" thi t ekhhbg stzg' btfsgo xytchkhzhry shstzg tuhpwi kgbdgri ygrnhi/

tui' ht c"v' t eurmg mhhy sgruh;' vty stx ehbs zhldgbungi uutexi thi rhfyhdi ptrbgo' murhe trhhi thi sh"yatryx" tui gx uugry c"v cgxgr tui cgxgr/

) - (

rgstemhg: "vhhptu-yhhrtshzo" )"bhsgrhdg'" ktu'yhhrths(' thz zhhgr t ctetbyg grahhbubd chh ehbsgr/ sh"yhhrths" ahey truhx vtrntbgi uutx vgkpi mu shvuhpy pubemhgx pui egrpgr' phzha tui dhhxyha' tui tisgo thz fngy bhay ngdkhl mu uutexi/ sh turztl sgrpuithz "tuhyt thnhui'" sh thnhui xhxygo tytehry shthhdgbg "yhhrths'" tui gx vty bhay ehhi rputv/ shctvtbskubd thz zhhgr drhbd tui pauy: grzgmi shvtrntbgi nhy t ytckgy hgsi ytd' ptr kgcbxkgbdkhl/sgr stzhdgr ytckgy )crgbs bgho "xhbyrths" nhygykhfg szagbgrhe uugrxhgx( thz pui sh rhhbxyg tuitunaukshdxyg ngshmhbgi thi gezhxygb.' duy tuitpgeyhuu ptr ngbyai pui 1 htr chz 021/

"uuhzati ygrtph"

uugdi sh kuhpbsg crhuugi thcgr "uuhzati ygrtph" ptrehbsgr' vtc thl dguutky thcgrdgci tz nhr vtci dgzgiduyg rgzukytyi chh sr/ szatuk uutratuuxeh thi ktbdthhktbs' pui sh drgxyg xpgmhtkhxyi thi sgo dgchy/

zhhi ygkgpti bungr thz 7178-965-615/ nhr zgbgidguugi chh tho' gr thz vhca yhhgr' tcgr ptr sh

rgzukytyi vty zhl tkgx dgkuhby/tuhl zgbgi st hubdgrg "uuhzati ygrtphxyi" chh "xubh

stubxyghy" thi cruekhi' uugkfg zgbgi xyusgbyi pui sgosr/ uutratuuxeh/ zhh zgbgi chkhdgr' tui nwegi drhbdgrtbeungi mu zhh' tcgr xwthz bhay nna sh zgkcg ztl'ptrayhhy zhl/

hhar fuj ptrwi vgkpi tui trhhbkhhdi sh auru,/) - (

thcgr "uuhzati ygrtph" ptr ehbsgr vtci nhr zhhgrnmkhj dguugi chh sr/ uutratuuxeh/ gr vty ti tphx thibhu szagrxh tuhl' tuh; 8844-269-379/

nhr vtci dgvty chho tho zhhgr duyg rgzukytyi/nhr ktzi sh bungr chho rgstemhg tuhc thhbgr str; ngrthbptrntmhg' nhr uugki dgri truhxvgkpi/

) - (

pui grptrubd egi thl ztdi tz "uuhzati ygrtph" thzbhay tk. sh gbypgr' tcgr chho tpatmi mh stx ehbsstr; tuhdi ygrtph egi ngi yrgpi tundgrtfygbgprtckgngi uutx uugi zhh uugri dgkgzy thz sh dtbmg gcrh-erhtv-tuhdi prtckgo tuhl dgkgzy c"v/

thl uuhhx pui t ptk uutx t ehbs vty dgvty zhhgrauugrg prtckgngi nhy khhbgi tui ztdi gcrh/ ngi vtyzhl aytre dgnuyagy' chz ngi thz tbdgeungi mu ti"gcrh guugkhughati" chh t duyi nunjv/

gx vty zhl truhxdgaygky tz sgr ehbs vty dgvtyaytreg thbgrkhfg pjsho' btfwi thcgrkgci t nhksgyrtunt chh sh 2 htr/ ngi vty bhay dgzgi sh pjsho' tuigx vty bhay tuhxdgektpy chho ehbs' chz uugi gr thztbdgeungi mu kgrbgi gcrh thi jsr/ sgr ehbs thztbdgeungi mu t duyi pxhfhtytr uugkfgr vty zhltpdgdgci nhy tho tuhpwi rhfyhdi uugd tui tkg gcrhprtckgngi zgbgi cnal sh mhhy ptrauutubsi dguutri/

) - (

nhr vtci dgbumy sr/ rhyatrs eguubgr' t druhxgrtuhdi xpgmhtkhxy thi ntbvgyi' nhy phhbg rgzukytyic"v/ gr vty zhhgr duy mudgyrtpi nhy sh prgxerhcatiptr sh crhki/ zhhi ygkgpti bungr thz 0396-257-212/

ngi str; zhhi drhhy mu ctmtki txtl dgky ptr zhhbgctvtbskubdgi/ ptr ngr thbptrntmhg egi ngi nhltbrupi' sh ygkgpti bungr khdy chh sh rgstemhg/

) - (

uugdi sh tkg crhuugi thcgr tuhdi prtckgngi tui"uuhzati ygrtph'" ktzy nhl sgrmhhki tchxk thhdgbgthcgrkgcgbhai/

t ktbdg mhhy murhe' uugi tubzgrwx t ytfygr thzdguugi truo 7-6 htr tky' thi muuhhyg ektx' vtci nhrctngrey tz zh nuyagy zhl aytre nhy gcrh/ xhh tdruhxgr tuhdi steytr' tui xhh ti gcrh gexpgry' vtcidgztdy gx thz dtrbhay/ tcgr t ntngwx vtr. egi ngibhay ptpi/

btl t ktbdg mhhy zgbgi nhr tbdgeungi muo tuhdixpgmhtkhxy sr/ ruchi bgci ntbxh/ cnal thhi dtbmg htrzgbgi nhr dguugi nhywi ehbs chh tho hgsg uutl' ptr tmudgbdkhfg prhhz )gr bgny phk grkhh thbaurgbx(/ kuhy uuhgx vty zhl truhxdgaygky' vty stx nhhsk dgkhyi puigrbxyg auutfehhyi thi "uuhzati pgrxgpati" tui "tuhd-vgby ettrshbghati/" sh ygrtph pui sr/ ruchi vty thrdgvhhky pui sh tkg ztfi' tui zhby sti thz zh dguutri uuht bhhgr ngbya/

chz sgntky vty ngi bhay ptraytbgi uutx sgrprtckgo thz' vty ngi thr truhxdgaygky pui ektx mu"zhhyhdg vhk;'" tphku zh vty dgarhdi tz zh ptrayhhytkgx tui zh uuhhxy bhay uutx ngi uuhk pui thr/ zh thzdguugi gexyrgo ayhk' tui tuhl dgchxi sh bgdk fxsr/ uuhbtr sh "uuhzati ygrtph" vty dgcrgbdy sh rhfyhdgrgzukytyi' vty ngi dgzgi tz dhhi ptr "zhhyhdg vhk;"thz dguugi tunzhxy tui truhxdguutrpi mhhy' pui sh

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4vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

ayhkehhy thz dguutri btrntkg dgzubyg etnhubhetmhg'zh vty tuhpdgvgry mu chhxi sh bgdk' vty dgegby khhbgitui arhhci gcrh t njhw' tui vty cteungi ygxymhhfgbx thi sh 09wgrx/

chh t eruc tubzgrwi thz dguugi t hubdk nhy t aytregshpgrgb. thi tuhdi aytrehhy/ zhhbg crhki vtci dgvtythhi dtr vuhfg prgxerhcati' tui thhi auutfg' ktzbshdzhhi "uuhzati" aytre tunctktbmhry/ gr thz dguugi chhmuuhh druhxg gexpgryi tcgr ti grptkd/ gr vtydgntfy ygrtph chh sr/ ruchi tui stx vty tho nnatuhpdgkgcy' bhhg tuhdi nna/

thi eurmi' ngi vty bhay ehhi tvbubd uuhphk pauygthbygruugb. ptr tuhdi prtckgngi egbgi tuhpyugi'rtyguugi bpau, tui napju,' surh suru,/

) - (

ngr uuh thhi ehbs chh tubz thz dgvtkpi dguutri nhy"uuhzati ygrtph" chh sr/ szatuk uutratuuxeh/ chh muuhhehbsgr vty gr tuhpdgvuhci zhhgr khhbgi' arhhci tuietbmgbyrtmhg pui zhhgr auutl chz fngy vubsgryprtmgby' nna tunngdkhl mu ctarhhci/

gr trchhy nhy "prhzto" dkgzgr' gx etxy txtldgky' gr bgny ega' tcgr gx kuhby zhl hgsg pruyv/ grvty tuhl t ekhbhe thi "xubh stubxyghy'" tcgr stryithz ngi bhay tzuh nmkhj uuhhk gr euey btr thcgr shrgetrsx tui sh teyhuug ygrtph uugri dgyti surl zhhbgxyusgbyi/ ngi str; dhhi suet mu tho tkhhbx/

uuh dgztdy' egi etxyi txtl dgky mu vtci duygtuhdi ygrtph/ kuhy uuh thl vgr' zgbgi ptrvti t druhxgmtk gkygri uugkfg dgci zhl bhay tp nhy sgo uuhhk gxetxy tzuhphk dgky' tui gx rhhxy chho vtr./ nbvkhopui c,h jhbul' chh hubdkgl tui nhhskgl mudkhhl' ztditpgbgrvhhy tz vubsgrygr ehbsgr uutkyi dgnuzytbeungi mu "uuhzati ygrtph" tcgr zhh cteungi gx bhayuugdi phbtbmhgkg auugrhdehhyi/ tcgr ktnhr zhl prgdi'ngd dgky zhhi ti tpvtky mu grmhgi dgzubyg ehbsgr uutxegbgi dgvgrhd khhbgi tui arhhci tui stuugbgi?

gkygri egbgi ekgri tz "zhhyhdg vhk;" truhx puiektx thz duy/ tcgr gx thz bhay tn, – uugi nwegibhay dgvgrhd zgvi tui khhbgi' vgkpy yuytrhbd dtrbhay/uuhphk ngi ptrayhhy tuhxbuuhhbhd dhhy duy trhhi thi etp'tui uuhphk ngi str; zgvi nhy sh tuhdi uugy ehhi auoyuytrhbd bhay vgkpi uuhktbd sh tuhdi egbgi bhaydgvgrhd zgvi/

tzuhphk thz zhhyhdg vhk; ht duy' tz btfsgo uutx shtuhdi zgbgi c"v thi trsgbubd surl ygrtph' str; ngi zhlmurheftpi uutx ngi vty ptrptxy cnal sh mhhy puibhay egbgi dgvgrhd zgvi/ tcgr sh xtry vhk; cteunyngi bhay dgvgrhd thi ch, jhbul' stx str; ngi tkhhbxtrtbszahri' uuhsgr ptr txtl dgky' tcgr gx kuhby zhl/

) - (

nhr vtci dgzgi duyg rgzukytyi pui "uuhzati ygrtph"surl sr/ ntre drhbcgrd' zhhi tphx thz thi puhrk rhuugr'bhay uuhhy pui ntbxh tui xeuuhrt/ sh ygkgpti bungr thz7575-537-548/

chyg aygky trhhi nhhbg auru, kyuc, vrcho' muktzi uuhxi tz thi tuhdi prtckgngi chh ehbsgr egbgi zhhitkg grkhh etygdtrhgx' hgsg thhbx nhy tbsgrg dgcruhfitui ygrtph ngdkhfehhyi' tui hgsg nmc thz tbsgra/

nhhi grptrubd vty zhl tbdgvuhci uugdi tubzgr hubdgk'truo 7 htr tky' thz thhi ytd tvhhndgeungi pui jsrnhy t uuhksg tuhpphrubd' bhay uuh chz sgntky/ puisgntky tui uuhhygr thz zhhi kgrbgi dguutri auutfgr/ nhrvtci bhay dguutuxy uutx stx thz' chz nhr vtcictngrey tz zhhi khbeg tuhd srhhy zhl truhx mu khbex'tpygr tui tpygr/ tbvuhc thz stx dguugi btr chhbtfyuugi gr thz dguugi nhs' tcgr cnal sh uutfi tui jsahothz sh tuhd auutfehhy tbdgeungi tuhl thbnhyi ytd/

cehmur' nhr zgbgi dguugi nhywi ehbs chh sr/ uugbd tuisr/ euabgr' muuhh pui sh drgxyg tuhdi steyuhrho thi bhuhtre' tzgkfg uutx sgr vhhnhagr guko bumy txtl/ zhh

vtci dgztdy tz sgr hubdgk nuz vtci ti tpgrtmhg tuh;sh tuhd mu ptrrhfyi sh nuxegki' tui sh atbxi ptrvmkjv thz 57 chz 08 prtmgby/

bu' dhh ntl ti tuhdi tpgrtmhg tuh; t hubd ehbs? nhrvtci txtl n,pkk dguugi' tui tbdgmhbsi 04 ygd t khfykghkuh ban, rch rw ngbsk nrhnbuc zh"g )nbjo ngbsk cihux;(' tz thi sgo zfu, ztk vah", sgrkhhfyi tubzgrgtuhdi tui ahei sgo rhfyhdi akhj/

sti zgbgi nhr tbdgeungi mu sr/ btrnti ngstu' tdruhxgr tuhdi xpgmhtkhxy thi ntbvgyi' tphkhthry nhy"etrbgk" tubhuugrxhyh aphytk/ zhhi ygkgpti bungr thz0015-446-212/ gr vty dgztdy tz stx ehbs vty"xyrtchxnux" tuh; sh khbeg tuhd' tui sh gmv mu sgothz bhay tpgrtmhg tui bhay ygrtph' btr ///tuhdi dkgzgr/stx vhhxy' ngi uugy dgci ptrwi ehbs crhki nhy tekhhbg prgxerhcati' tphku gr egi zgvi ti sgo' uuhhksurl euei nhy crhki uugy sh tuhd nuzi ckhhci thi pkt.mu egbgi zgvi/

c"v' gr thz dguugi sgr rhfyhdgr akhj/ btl t eurmgmhhy thz tkgx dguutri dgkgzy/ sh tuhd thz ngrxybxdgckhci thi pkt. )ftya xwthz btl truhx tntk-tntk('zhhi tuhpphrubd thz dguutri murhe btrntk uuh prhgr' tuizhhi kgrbgi thz c"v murhe tuhpwi cgxyi aytpk/ thieurmi' stx bhay zgvi dgvgrhd mukhc sh "xyrtchxnux"vty tho dgaygry pui kgrbgi tui muyrhhxky zhhituhpphrubd' tui nhy tzt abgkg tui drhbdg thbygruugb.thz tkgx dgvhhky dguutri/

t mhhy apgygr' uugkbshd uuhxi mh gr egi auhituhxyti sh crhki' zgbgi nhr dguugi chh sr/ sgbhgk vtzth'tuhl t prtnhbgbygr tuhdi steytr st thi ctrt ptre/zhhi ygkgpti bungr thz 0067-686-817/ gr vty dgztdytz ngi ztk btl ktzi sh crhki' uuhctks sh tuhd dhhy btltuuge tchxk pui mhhy mu mhhy ftya gx aygry thobhay pui kgrbgi tt"uu/ gr vty nhr dgztdy' tz tuhc gxuutky dguugi zhhi ehbs nhy tzt muaytbs' uutky gr bhayrgetngbshry mu ntfi ti tpgrtmhg uuhhk gx egiptrptyaegi sh tuhdi' tui ygrtph pgky tuhl bhay uuhhkngi zgy stl tz crhki thz sh rhfyhdg nhyk ptr sgo/

tkzt' uuhk thl tuhxphri kyuc, vrcho' tz bhay zgkyieuny tuhx ngi dhhy mu yhhgrg xpgmhtkhxyi tui ngimtky tzuhphk yuhzbygr stktri' uugi ngi egi zgvi duygxpgmhtkhxyi ptr thbaurgbx )sr/ ngstu tui sr/ vtzth'mc"a' bgny txtl grkhh thbaurgbx(' tui sh nhykgi zgbgiabgk tui drhbd/ tui' cgher' txtl ,phkv' xhhg,t sanht'tui sh zfu,ho pui prhgrshdg msheho/

hhar fuj ptrwi nhyyhhki sh thbptrntmhg nhy shjaucg khhbgr ahjhu/ uugr gx uuhk uuhxi ngr thbptrntmhgegi nhl dgri rupi/

) - (

vhk; ptr "rhbduutro"

uugdi sh prtckgngi pui truhxdgptkgbg vtr chhehbsgr' vty thhbgr thi tubzgr napjv dgvty tzt ztl'nhywi btngi "rhbduutro'" tz sh vtr ptky truhx thirhbsgfhdg ptrngi/ ngi vty dgvhhxi khhdi "uuhyavghzgk")LEZAHHCTIW( tuh; sgo pkt.' tui gx vty dgvtkpicx"s/

hhar fuj/

"ngbyk vgky" chho vhhnhai mhcur

chyg trhhbaygki sh auru, thi dtzgy' thi shetygdtrhg pui "gbyhhykngby prtdrtngi zgbgi bhaytzuh dgpgrkhl" tsgr "ngbyk vgky grptrubdgi/" stx thzt pgrzgbkhfg thcgrkgcgbha uutx ngi vty nhrtubygrdgahey mu puckhmhri' tui thr yuy uuhtzuh thrptrayhhy/ ty thz sh thcgrkgcgbha:

uugi thl vtc dgvty sh grayg tyteg pui sgprgxhg'zhhgbshd thi sh apgyg 02wgr htri' vtc thl dgvtkyi gxthz zhfgr t eurmg rgtemhg mu sh muuhh druhxg ptrkuxyithi sh ptnhkhg: t napjv nhydkhs thz dgptki phzha thinkjnv egdi sh chygrg njkv' tui chh nhr thz gx dguugish tpyhhkubd pui sgr kgcbxctdkhhygrhi muztngi nhytubzgr 5whgrhd ehbs/

sgr stpkygr ptrkuxy thz dguugi t "etygdtrhg 5vtrheghi" nhy tzgkfg ntfypukg uuhbyi uutx thl vtcbhay dgwjkunwy tuh; zhhgr tbeuo/ tcgr thi sh graygmhhyi vtc thl bhay dgftpy uuh uuhhy stx uugy dhhi/fwvtc dgekgry gx uugy tsurfdhhi chz tptr ygd' t uutlmuuhh ngrxybx/ tuhc bhay' uugy sgr steytr vgfxybxdgci t prgxerhcati ptr sh bgruugi tui stx kgci uugymurhe dhhi uuh dkhhl gx uutky dtrbhay dgagi/

chz sgntky vtc thl fngy bhay ptrptxy t ytdthi trchhy' tui fwchi mgchxkgl dgayhdi tuhpwi khhygrthi nhhi ptl/ sh grayg dgstbegi zgbgi dguugi tz thlvtc bhay ehhi mhhy mu tzgkfg "dgphki'" fwvtcuuhfyhdgrx/ thl vtc uuhhbhd uutx dguutuxy tz sgr tbeuopui sgprgxbsg dgstbegi thz sgr graygr etn; thi taktfy uutx uugy nhl trhhbyrtxegbgi thi t kgci-tui-yuhy nkjnv pui thcgr mgi htr tui ytytk muaygri nhhikgci/

t eurmg mhhy btfwi uugri "sgprgxs" vty zhl sgrnmc dhl dgeuhkgry pui akgfy mu trdgr tui thl vtcdgstrpy uugri tpdgphry thi aphytk/ bhay tzuh ktbdsgrbtl thz dgeungi sh "shxyatrsza/" thl vtcpruchry murhemudhhi trchhyi' tcgr nhy nhhi tuhpphrubdtui nmc thz ektr dguutri tz thl chi bhay sgr zgkcgrgbgrdhagr' pkhhxhdgr tui zgkcxyzhfgrgr pgrzti/ nhhitrchhyxdgcgr vty nhr dguutubyai phk vmkjv tui nhldgktzy dhhi/

ptrkhri sgo szatc' btl sgrmu thi tzt uugd' thzdguugi t chygrg ektp/ cnal sh eungbshdg htri vtcthl dgkgcy tuh; tpdgaptryg dgkygr/ tuhxgr shauugrhdehhyi dhhxyha tui phbtbmhgk' thz mudgeungi shchygrg gntmhgbgkg srue pui aphri uuh t "akgfygrytyg" ptrwi zhhi tpdgyhhky' uutx vty dtr txtlmudgkhhdy ztk. tuh; sh uutubsi pubgo nmc/

tzuh vty zhl dgakgpy jusa btl jusa' htr btl htr/bhhi htr vty dgsuhgry chz nhhi sgprgxhg vtytuhxdgbumy sh dtbmg tpdgaptryg dgky' thl chi dgckhcifngy vhhnktz tui sh auugrg sgprgxhg vty bhaybtfdgktzy/ sgntky chh hgbgo pubey thi mhhy chi thldguugi dkhekhl mu uugri tpdgphry thi t druhxgpxhfhtyrhag tubhuugrxhyh aphytk thi bhu htre/ gx thzbhay dguugi tzuh dgante stx uugri "gsnhygs'"eungbshd thi ptrgo pui khdi tuh; ti tncuktbx cgykptrchbsi btfwi srhyi gbsg prutuu' tcgr thz gx ptrydguugi sh rhfyhdg vhk;/

thi sgo aphytk vtc thl gbskhl btfdgdgci mucteungi t wpukg ptrmhgw ctvtbskubdgi uutx vhhxy "th/xh/ yh/'" ngr ctetby tkx "ate yrhyngbyx/" stx thzdguugi sh rhfyhdg ngshmhi nhl murhe mu crgbdgi muokgci/ gx thz dguugi uuh zhl grvuhki pui t 01whgrhdgetunt/

sh grayg ztl uutx thl vtc dgprgdy sh steyuhrhobtfwi tchxk eungi mu zhl thz dguugi' "bu' dgbud dguugi' thlstr; murhe dhhi trchhyi uuh t btrntkgr ngbya/"

zhh vtci dganhhfky/ "bhhi' xhr/ su strpxy zhltpdgci nhy shr tkhhbx tchxk' zhl tuhxvhhki tui eurhri'cgptr sh egbxy dhhi uuhhygr/"

thl vtc ctks dgzgi zhh zgbgi dgrgfy/ tui uugdi tszatc? sh "rgzungh" thz xhh uuh dgkhdi jruc ubjrc'uuhhzbshd t ktl pui mgi htr/ sgr vuhpy steytr vty nhrdgztdy thl ztk ptrdgxi pui sh tntkhdg ptl' uutx thzdguugi vhca auugr tui nhy txtl "xyrgx" ytd ygdkhl/gx thz dguugi' uuh nwztdy' t "vhh-teyghi" szatc/ thlvtc dgstrpy tbvuhci pui tbvuhc tui thl vtc bhaydgvty ehhi tvbubd thi uutxptrt xtry ctagpyhdubdtrhhbmudhhi/

gx thz dguugi sgntky thi aphytk uutx t "xtagkuutregr" vty nhr dgrtyi mu tpgkhri ptr "xtagkxgehurhyh shxgchkhyh" cgbgphyi' tui ngi vtytrtbszahry thl ztk dhhi uutuhbgi thi t "xuptryhuuvtuzhbd" tptryngby )gbkhl mu ti "thh/ gx/ gx/"tptryngby' s"v' ngi kgcy zgkcxaygbshd' tcgr aytcnhydkhsgr pui t vhk; tdgbyur eungi rgdkngxhd zgvi mutkgx thz duy' vgkpi uutx ngi str;' rgs/( stx thzdguugi sh "xghpyh bgy" uutx vty nhr dgvtkpi tbvuhcish vhhki-eurhri thcgrdtbd uutx thl vtc tzuh uuhfyhddgstrpy vtci zhl mu grvuhki vubsgry prtmgby tuitbvuhci stx kgci murhe – t surfdtbd uutx steyuhrhovtci dgztdy uugy suhgri gykhfg htr mu sgrdrhhfi shcgxyg rgzukytyi/

Page 5: dhhgbshd muo srue/// vnxphe tuhrkh thbygruugbati …ngi dhy bhay ehhi thhbmhdi cktz thi nuhk trhhi/ sgr gher thz' yrhhci sh ckuy' yrhhci sh ckuy' yrhhci sh ckuy' ti tpaygk – tzuh

5 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

sh ayhmg uutx thl vtc cteungi pui sgo rgdhrubdprtdrto tui btl tbsgrg prtdrtngi vtci dgrtyguugynhhi kgci/ thl vtc ehhbntk bhay dguutky cteungi ehhitunzhxyg cruhy' tuhxdgayrgeyg dgky pui hgbgnwxayhhgri' tcgr thl ekgr tz ti sgo uutky bhay dguugingdkhl/

uutx bgo thl truhx pui sgo tkgo? tz ngi str; zufivhk; ctmhhybx' tz rgdhrubd prtdrtngi zgbgi uuhfyhd tuikgcbx rgyubdgi' tui tz ngi uuhhxy ehhbntk bhay uutxyuy zhl chh hgbgo/ uugi nwuuhhxy ht' uuhhxy ngi btl tk.bhay' tui tuusth bhay khhdi t "xygnpk" tuh; thhbgouugdi xhh uugkfg dgzuby muaytbs' phzha' gntmhtbgk'phbtbmhgk tsgr thi xhh uugkfg tbsgrg dgchy/

chz tvgr sgrmhhky hgbgr zhhi grptrubd/ bgny gx"uuhtzuh gx thz'" tbtbho' ti ehhi thcgrhdg prtdgx/ tzthr aygky gx trhhi thi dtzgy kyuc, vrcho' ,vtnafur,fo aknv ngo sw tkeh hartk/

) - (

t druhxi stbe ptr/// thl vtc dguutky mukhhdithbptrntmhg mu sh crhuugi t ktbdg mhhy murhe )dtzgy46' rgs/( uugdi vhhnhag ptmhgbyi uutx dgphbgi zhl thipxhfhtyrhag aphytk tpyhhkubdgi uugdi auugrg erhzhxithi ngbyk vgky/

xpgmhpha uuhk thl zhl ctmhgi mu sh pruh uugkfg vtydgvty t auugrg mhhy mu dhhi pubgo "uutrs" mu thrthhdgbg aphytk/ ngi vty tuhl apgeukhry uugdi shngdkhfehhy mu cgyi sh tbsgrg aphytk mu ahei titncuktbx tui tzuh tpbgngi sh ptmhgby puipxhfhtyrhai tpyhhkubd' tcgr gx vty bhay dgtrchhy'tui gx thz cfkk bhay pauy mu cgyi tzt ztl thitkdgnhhi/

thl vtc dguutky thcgrdgci t uuhfyhdg ygkgptibungr pui t xyghy prtdrto uutx vhhxy "ngbykvhhszahi khdgk xgruuhx'" tui sh cttnyg thi sgo churtzgbgi ctmtkyg xyghy trchhygr uutx vtci sh tuhpdtcgmu egnpi ptr sh rgfyi pui ngbyai thi pxhfhtyrhagaphygkgr tui mgbygri/ sh ygkgpti bungr pui sgoprtdrto thz' 0299-404-743/

zhfgr uutky dguugi duy mu vtci vhhnhag vhk;' surlgxebho tui khgztbx' uugi ngi dgphby zhl thi sh auugrgpxhfhtyrhag pkhdkgi thi aphytk' tcgr tuhc nwegibhay tbeungi sgrmu egi sgr prtdrto zhhi t duygrtsrgx cx"s/

nhy phk stbectrehhy' hhar fuj btftntk/

t mhhy murhe vtc thl dgzgi thi t nuxr xpr – thlegi zhl bhay sgrntbgi sh btngi – btfcrgbdgi pui tdruhxi mshe tui cgk nuxr' kuhy uuh thl dgsgbe thz gxdguugi sgr jp. jhho zm"k' tz tuhxvgri teyugkg bhhgxntfy sgo ngbya tbdgayrgbdy tui bgruugz/ sgrhcgr thztzuh uuhfyhd tfyubd mu dgci chh cjurh vhahcu,' arhhcysgr nuxr xpr' tz sh cjurho ztki zhl bhaythhbdguutuhbgi mu khhbgi-vgri tsgr zhhi cfkk bhhdgrhd tuh;"bhhgx" thi tkdgnhhi/

stx vty ngi dgztdy tfmhd bhhbmhd htr murhe' uugi"nhyvtkyi uutx yuy zhl" thz dgeungi nhy auugrg tuipktdgbha tui txtl dgky/ uutx ztk ngi bgcgl ztdivhhby' uugi ht nhyvtkyi euny nhy t zhkcgrbgo kgpktui bhay nhyvtkyi tkgx tuh; sgr uugky nhhby fngynxhru, bpa/

gx thz ektr uuh sgr ytd' tz t druhxgr yhhk pui shvhhbyhdg auutfehhyi thi ngbyk vgky' egi uugrimudgarhci muo tbdrh; pui bhhgx hgsg nhbuy' surl hgsgnhyk' pui stvh tui tkg gei uugky/ tui bhhgx' uuh hgsgrptrayhhy' thz trhdhbtk t "bgdtyhuug" ztl' uuhhk "bhaybhhgx thz duyg bhhgx/" tz tkgx dhhy duy thz stl bhayst ehhi bhhgx' dguugbkhl/ t "bhhgx" thz uugi gpgx vtyptxhry' dguugbkhl gpgx bhay duy/ stx phry trhhi sgodtbmi uugzi pui ngbyai' tui tphku chho vhhnhai mhcur'thi t bgruugzehhy' t mhygrbha' ti "gbezhhgyh" pui "nvhuks huo/"

uuhtzuh egbgi thshag ehbsgr tuhpuutexi btrntk'thshag ntngx zhhi ruthd' thshag ytygx pubemhtbhridgvgrhd' tuhc hgsg auugrg ptxhrubd nfk emuh ,ck uugry

trhhbdgphygry thi nuj uuh thhi tuntuhpvgrkhfguutkegbt tuhprhhx? btfsgo uutubsgry ngi zhl/

hhar fuj ptrwi tbbgngi sh auru, tui gx trhhbkhhdi'vtpbykhl cx"s uugy gx crgbdgi sh rhfyhdg rgzukytyi/

///thr uuhhxy bhay uuhphk ngbyai agpi jhzue' jhu,tui hshgu, pui sh "khhbgrx dtzgy" tpyhhkubd/ thsi puitkg ahfyi tui erhhzi' nhy tkg grkhh prtckgngi' bhayzgkyi tzgkfg uutx vtci ehhbntk bhay dgyrtfy uugditbprgdi st tuh; zhhgrg prtdgx' tui btl ngr tzgkfguutx tunshrgey pui tbsgrg cteungi zhh hshgu, tuiv,jzeu, pui sh crhuugi tpyhhkubd/

ngr uuhfyhd pui tkg tbsgrg ztfi zgbgi sh crhuugiuugdi ngbyk vgky/ zhhgr' zhhgr' txtl thsi uutryi muvgri duyg gmu, uugdi sgo' duyg jhzue' t duy uutry/tuhxgr sh uuhhytd pubgo prtckgo zgkcxy euny btlngr uuhhytd pui zhl bhay egbgi tuhxanugxi dgvgrhd tuingi thz sgrartei stx truhxmucrgbdgi thi shgpbykhfehhy/

sgrhcgr zgbgi sh crhuugi thi dtzgy' uuh tuhl sh bhhgxtui tryhekgi thcgr sh ygngx' t dguutkshdg tuhpyu thisgo dgchy' txtl ngr uuh thr egby zhl ptraygki/ tdruhxgr mhcur bgny tbyhhk thi sh prtdgx tui gbypgrxpui ngbyk vgky' nhy txtl thhdgbg grptrubdgi tuijhzue' tui stx thz t dguutkshdgr surfcrul ptr tjhbucbh hartk/

hhar fuj tuh; chz vhhby tui vmkjv tuh; uuhhygr/) - (

rgstemhg: t stbe ptr sh pgrzgbkhfg uugrygrthbgo crhuu' tui vtpbykhl uugry thhgr mhk sgrdrhhfytuh; sgo uugd/ cfkk' sgr mhk sgr eurtza pui tzgkfgcrhuugi – stx tui thhgrg phkg prhgrshdg cnal vzni –thz sgr cgxygr ngshmhi ptr sgo prtckgo/ tstbe shcrhuugi thz ngi auhi tbdgeungi dtr uuhhy cx"s' tui uuhngr tkx cgxgr/

ehbs ti mhhi

t ehbs chh tubz' truo 5 htr tky' vty tbyuuhekyckuhz gykhfg mhhi tui stx tkgx/ "gex-rgh" chksgrmhhdi tz gr vty bhay sh tbsgrg mhhi tui tuhl bhay ehhi"gruutexgbg" mhhbgr/

steyuhrho ztdi tubz stx thz dtr t zgkygbgmuaytbs/ ngi vtky thbnhyi txtl ygxyi mu ntfizhfgr gx thz bhay ptrchbsi nhy grbxyg ertbevhhyij"u' tui c"v tkgx thz btrntk/ uugi tkg tbsgrg ztfizgbgi tuhxdgaktxi thbdtbmi' vhhxy sgr prtckgo"tkhdtstbyhg" )AITNODOGILO(/

nhr uuhki tuhc thhbgr vty gpgx thbptrntmhg tsgrgrptrubd sgruugdi' uknmuv dsukv hjac/

t stbe/) - (

uuhbygr phbdgr prtckgngi

tpar egi thhnhmgr vgkpi tsgr muaygkithbptrntmhg uugdi nhhi prtckgo' tz hgsi uuhbygr uugrish aphmi pui sh phbdgrx muertfy tui gx thz zhhgruuhhytdkhl/

thl vtc auhi pruchry tkg grkhh anhrgfmi' tcgrsgruuhhk ti grptkd/ tpar uuhhxy thhbgr t rputv uutxtrchhy? hhar fuj/

ayhhbsgkgl tubygr sh mhbd

t ktbdg mhhy murhe zgbgi dgktpi crhuugi thcgr tzgkygbgo muaytbs pui ayhhbsgkgl tubygr sh mhbd/ gxvty sti tuhxdgzgi "thbygrgxtby'" tcgr' uutx ztk ngiztdi' gx thz tubygrdgbungi chh tubz thi sh napjv tuithl uuhki uuhxi uutx sh thbptrntmhg thi hgbg crhuugi

zgbgi dguugi/t dguutkshdi hhar fuj ptr sh thbptrntyhuug vhk;

tui txtl vmkjv cx"s/

rgstemhg: pui sh muuhh crhuugi thi dtzgyi 16 tui 26zgvy ngi' thi eurmi' tz stx thz dtrbhay tzuh zgkyi:gx ptxhry tz thi sh wxtkhhuug dkgbsw )aphhgf. srhz( yh;tubygr sh mhbd uugry tbyuuheky t ekhhi ayhhbsk tui gxeuny vgfgr tui vgfgr chz sh aph. pui uutu shpkhxhdehhy euny truhx/ uugi sh ayhhbsk aygky zhl chhoaph. uugry gx cktehry tui sti egi uugri t aytregthbpgemhg )sh nuhk egi uugri aytre dgauutki' nhyhxurho(/ kuhy steyuhrho' egi sgr ayhhbsk muntktruhxeungi surl auugbegi txtl ntk nhy ztk. uutxgrtsgr thi zgkygbg ptki pui zhl tkhhbx/ tuhc bhay egi tsteytr ntfi t ekhhi abhyk tui gx euny truhx/uuhctks tuhc ngi vty gx thhbntk thz ngituhxdgaygky gx mu vtci btftntk' rtyi steyuhrhomu ntfi t ekhhbg pgrntbgbyg gpgbubd chho aph. tz uugigx euny btftntk t ayhhbsk ztk gx dkhhl truhxptkitui bhay ntfi ehhi cktehrubd tui thbpgemhg/ sh cgxygxpgmhtkhxyi ptr sgo zgbgi "etp-vtkz fhrurdi" )vgs-bge xuhrszagbx( tsgr "th/ gi/ yh/" fhrurdi/

tdc' uugr gx vty dgahey sgo tbtbhngi crhuu thidtzgy 16 uugdi tzt vgs-bge xuhrszagi tuhpwi rty pui tdruhxi rputv gxei' ztk tbrupi sh rgstemhg tuhcngdkhl/

tuhpvgri chhxi sh bgdk

chyg trhhbaygki sh ptr auru, mu vgkpi zhltpdguutuhbgi pui chhxi sh bgdk uugi tbsgrg gmu, vgkpibhay/

thl tkhhbx vtc ktbdg htri dgchxi nhhi bgdk' pui tkxekhhi ehbs/ uutx ngi vty dgyti vty bhay dgvtkpi/

tkx gruutexgbg pruh vtc thl dgzgi xwthz bhay ehhi,fkh, nhywi chhxi sh bgdk tui ngi nuz gpgx yti' tuisgr nhyk uutx vty c"v dgvtkpi thz dguugi sh pgxygvjkyv tz thl uugk ehhbntk bhay rhri sh bgdk tkhhbx/hgsg uutl muuhh bgo thl t ntbhehur mu agri sh bgdk tuitzuh egi thl tbvtkyi sh vjkyv pui bhay murhri' uutxstx vgkpy nhr zhl tpvtkyi pui chhxi tuhl – uuhhkbhay rhri tkhhbx nhhby ti ehhi auo tuhxbto/

stx vty zhl truhxdgaygky mu zhhi sh rhfyhdg ztlthi sgo ptk/ hhar fuj ptrwi trhhbaygki kyuc, vrcho/

) - (

ptkdi jz"k: bhay gxi thhkchryi

vgrbshd pui t ctetbyi thcgr t dguutuhbvhhy mu gxithhkchryi – zh,ho' tkhuux – thi xtktyi tsgr ptrzhl' vtc thl tho ngurr dguugi thcgr sgo ctetbyijz"k tz gxi thhkchryi thz zhhgr bhay duy ptrwi zfrui'gx egi ntfi ptrdgxi uutx ngi vty dgkgrby chzzhcgmhd htr/

ht' thi zgkci jz"k thi nxw vurhu, uugry dgcrgbdy tz"ani zh," – tkhuu tuhk – thz pubey ptregry muo

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6vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

duyi' gx vgkpy dgsgbei stx kgrbgi tuh; zhcgmhd htr/tcgr uugr ztdy tz thhbx farwy stx tbsgrg tui ngiztk gxi chhsg muztngi? thi sh dnrt ayhhy gx thz btr"cshgcs" mu gxi ani zh, "btfwi" gxi zh,ho' uuh tbyh-dhpy btl t aktbd chx' tcgr tzuh mu yti kf,jhkv vtyuugr n,hr dguugi? chh tbsgrg ztfi uutx ngi gxy bhayuugdi eav kafjv uugy ngi bhay truhpkhhdi tchxk anizh, gx ht mu gxi' ptruutx zgbgi zh,ho tkhhbx tbsgra?

ngbyai zufi xduku, tui ngshmhbgi ptr zfrui tui nujpubemhgx/ tz ngi vty tzt tpgbgo ntnr pui sh vhhkhdgjfnhbu z"k thz fsth stx mu ptkdi' uhughk cx"s/

) - (

ptrkuhri sh ayhng

thl vtc dguutky tbprgdi thi dtzgy uugdi t auugrgprtckgo' tz sh ayhng thz nhr nna jruc dguutri thi shkgmyg ptr jsaho' tui steyuhrho ztdi tz gx euny puisgo uutx sh ayho cgbsgr )"uutegk etrsx"( vtcituhpdgvgry mu uuhrckgi thhbx nhywi tbsgri tui uuhctkszhh ckhhci fngy uuh ptrtkhzhry euny bhay truhx ehhiayhng/

vty auhi thhbgr dgvgry pui tzt ztl' btl sgrmu chht pruh thi sh nhygkg htri? zhhgbshd t kgrgrhi thi aukgptr txtl htri' vtc thl tbdgprgdy etkgdgx tuitbsgrg mh gx egi zhhi pui rgsi tzuhphk btftbtbs cnalsh htri tui zhh ztdi tz bhay/

tzuhphk ht' tz t mhhy murhe thz tubzgr napjvtsurl t druhxg mgr' tui gx thz tuhxdgeungi mu uuhhbgizhhgr aytre' tuhpwi euk' nhy txtl fuj/ tptr ygdsgruh; vty zhl tbdgvuhci sgr prtckgo tz nhhi ayhngthz dguutri tzuh vhhzgrhd tui jruc/ thz ngdkhl tz stxthz dguugi muphk ptr sh ayho cgbsgr tui gx ztk jrucdhhi tphku zhby sgntky zgbgi auhi tsurl tptr jsaho?

kuhy thhi steytr thz stx tpar ptrchbsi nhy"txyhtupgrtuxhx'" tz sh chhbgr tui tchxk tuhl shnuxegki uugri ahygr tui shbgr' tcgr gr thz bhay zhfgr/uutx egbgi tbsgrg sgrmhhki thcgr tzt grptrubd?

t dguutkshdi hhar fuj ptr xhh uugkfg thbptrntmhg'tui gx ztk thhl zhhi mu nmuv/

) - (

ehbsgr thi sh etr

nhhi ehbs ,jhw' 3 htr tky' vty ti thbygrgxtbygprtckgo tz uugi nwptry thi etr yuy thr uuhh sh rueipui zhmi xhh tuhc zh zhmy thi thr "etr xhgy'" tui xhhuugi zh zhmy dgvgrhd thi dguugbkhfi zh./

sh thhbmhdxyg uugd uuhtzuh zh egi ptri thz surl zhhiduy trhhbdgzgmy thi t "cghch xhy'" tui t dtbmi uugduugy zh khdi' tsgr zhmi tbdgktby nhy sh vgby muoptrby' tsgr zhmi thi sh crhhy pui sh etr/ zh yuy gxbhay uuhhk zh thz nebt sh ekgbgrg' tcgr nhr uuhhxi bhayuutx mu yti/ uugr gx vty ti gmv ztk chyg ktzi uuhxi/

hhar fuj/) - (

truhxbgngi "cte-mhhbgr"ctmhhybx?

uugdi sh tbprtdg thcgr truhxbgngi sh "cte-mhhbgr"btl thhsgr zhh uutexi thbdtbmi truhx' egi thl mudgciuutx yuy zhl chh nhr' tz tkg nhhbg 4 zgbgi auhi c"vthbsruhxi/ yhhk sgrpui zgbgi auhi truhx uugi thl chi btldguugi dtb. hubd tui ngi vty dgstrpy gpgbgi sh dtnxstx mu egbgi sgrdrhhfi/

pui sh tbsgrg zhhy thz duy mu uuhxi tz bhay zgkyiuugki sgbyhxyi vhhxi truhxbgngi cte-mhhbgr tui uugingi thdbtrhry zhh zgy ngi tz sh mhhbgr eungi truhxahhi drts ti ehhi auo prtckgngi/ btr uutx sgi' gx thztunngdkhl mu uuhxi ptrtuhx/ dgbud ntk ptxhry tz ngiptrbtfkgxhdy sh ztl tui sh mhhbgr egbgi uutexi tuicrgbdgi prtckgngi' muntk ckhhci zhh vtkc ptrsgey

tubygr sh dto tui crgbdgi thbpgemhgx pui mhhy mu mhhy/sgr rhfyhdgr uugd thz' uugi t sgbyhxy vhhxy

truhxbgngi thhbx tsgr ngr cte-mhhbgr' prgdy tuhxpubeykhl uutx ntfy tho ztdi tzuh/ thz gx x,o trgetngbstmhg tsgr thz gx nna uuhfyhd/

thi hgsi ptk' dhhi ptr t "muuhhyg nhhbubd" )xgetbstphbhgi( thz dtb. t duyg gmv thi tzt ptk/

"gpgk xhhsgr uuhbhdgr"

thi t crhuu bhay ktbd murhe vty ngi dgarhci tzbgngi "gpgk xhhsgr uuhbhdgr" ytckgyi thz bhay duy ptrsh ntdi uuhhk gx vty txtl gxhs/ thl uuhk uuhxi tuhcthhbgr vty dgvgry sgrpui' pui t steytr mh ti tbsgrgptrkgxkhfg euutk?

ctbgmiqvhpgrteyhuug cktsgr

thi ptrhdi dtzgy' chho "crhuu etkgeati" uugdi"turhbtrh rhpktex'" thz chho kgmyi crhuu dgaytbgiuugdi "thcgrteyhuug cktsgr'" tz t duygr buyrhatbhxyvty dgrtyi ngi ztk gkhnhbhri tkg "gxhs" pubgo ehbswxshgyg' uuh xhyrhe gxhs' etri xhrup' ytnghyt' yruhci'tt"uu' tui stx vty thbdtbmi gkhnhbhry sgo prtckgoc"v/

nhr vtci dguutky uuhxi uugr sgr buyrhatbhxy thzdguugi/

) - (

rgstemhg: hgbg crhuu' trhdhbtk thi dtzgy 64' thzdgeungi tbtbho/ )tuhc nwegi zhl ptrchbsi nhy shrgstemhg mu dgci sh thbptrntmhg' nv yuc unv bgho/(cnal sh htri zgbgi dguugi btl muuhh gmu, thi dtzgy uugdithcgrteyhuug cktsgr/ thhbx' tuhpetfi dgrayi tuiyrubegi sh uutxgr sgrpui )gx thz tuhl duy ptr gmhru,(/muuhh' prgdi t steytr uugdi sh ngdkhfehhy pui"ctuytex" ngshmhi ptr sgo muuge/ gx thz bhayctaygyhdy' tcgr gykhfg ngshmhbhag phrngx trchhyipkhhxhd mu cteungi grkuhcgbha mu ptreuhpi sgo ngshmhiptr sgo prtckgo' uutrahhbkhl uuhhk prhgrshdgrgzukytyi zgbgi ptzhyhuu/

"uugktu-etrsht-pghatkxhbsrtuo" )SFCV(

nhr vtci dguutky tbprgdi uugdi t dtr zgkygbgmuaytbs uutx vhhxy "uugktu-etrsht-pghatk"xhbsrtuo/ sgr muaytbs thz t etnchbtmhg pui gykhfgprtckgngi uutx ctzubsgr zgvi zhh bhay tuhx ptrchbsithhbx nhywi tbsgri' tcgr mukhc t pgkgr pui tk. phmkehbs eungi truhx t xgrhg prtckgngi cnal sh mhhy'tntk ngr tui tntk uuhhbhdgr' uuh ekgpy pgkgy' vtr.prtckgngi' pxhftktdhag auutfehhyi' dgzhfy nuxegkprtckgngi' tt"uu/

bhay hgsgr nhy "uuh/ xh/ g;/ gx/" uuh gx uugry dgrupi'vty tkg prtckgngi sgrpui' tpyntk vty ngi btrthhbx tsgr ngr/

tkgbptkx' zhby tubzgr ehbs thz dguutri shtdbtzhrydguutri nhy sgo' vtci nhr pgxydgaygky tz chhovhhnhai mhcur zgbgi ptrvti ngr ptki pui sgo prtckgouuh ngbyai bgngi ti' btr hgsgr ctvtky gx ptrtunptraygbskhfg xhcu, tui gx pgky sgr eurtza murgsi sgrpui/ gx thz nna t ats' ngi uutky dgegbytuhxyuhai thbptrntmhg' gmu,' ctvtbskubdgi' tt"uu'crgbdgi tzuhphk vhk; ptr thshag ehbsgr/

nhr uuhki sgrhcgr cgyi tz sh rgstemhg ztkptrgpbykhfi sh ptr auru, thcgr sgo muaytbs/ ztkstx zhhi ti grayg arhy thi duyi rhfyubd/ vtpgbykhltzuh uugy th"v eungi ngr jhzue tui eurtza mu rgsisgrpui tui thcgranugxi sh cgxyg thbptrntmhg/

hhar fuj') - (

ehbs gxy btr vtryx

tpar egi tubz thhbgr vgkpi thcgr t ehbs pui truo6-5 htr tky uugkfgr gxy zhhgr uuhhbhd ztfi/ gr vty zhlzhhbg phbg; aphhzi uutx gr gxy tui tuhxgrsgo gxy gr"dtrbhay/" gr gxy cgher vtryg )"ertbyah"( ztfi uuhnmv' vtryg jkv' bhxkgl' ntbskgi' ts"d/

nhr vtci auhi pruchry ygrtph' tcgr ti grptkd/ nhrvtci tuhl pruchry zhl bhay uuhxbshd mu ntfi' tuigykhfg ntk vtci nhr pruchry surl ktzi thhbgo puisruhxi x,o tzuh trhhbahei gpgx duyg ntfkho' tcgrbtl tk. ti grptkd/

tntk vty tubz t steytr dgztdy tz tkx steytrytr gr gx bhay ztdi tcgr ayhkgrvhhy uutky grdgrtyi tz sh thhbmhdg gmv thz mu ktzi tuhxvubdgri sgoehbs uuhktbd gr crgfy zhl' tcgr thl uuhhx bhay mh thlztk bgngi tzt uugd/

uutky thl dguutky prgdi' mh thhbgr vty grptrubdthi tzt xtry ztl' egi t steytr vgkpi' tsgruuhytnhbgi? xhh uugkfg thbptrntmhg nhr egbgi vtcithcgr sgo uutkyi nhr dguugi sgruh; zhhgr stbectr/

t druhxi hhar fuj ptr vnxphe ptr trhhbaygki shauru, tui ptr tkgngi/

) - (

vtrntbgi mu vhhci bhsgrhdg uutuex

thl uuhk tuhxanugxi sh ygng pui uutuex vtrntbgiptr ehbsgr uutx uutexi bhsgrhd/ gx thz t vtegkgygng' tui uuhphk ptraubdgi thl vtc dgntfy thcgr sgochh steyuhrho tui chh vhhnhag napju, ahjhu' zgy ngit dgnha pui nhhbubdgi/ tcgr kuhy uuh gx aygky zhltruhx' thi nhhi nhhbubd' thz ht uuhfyhd mu bgngi shxpgmhgkg vtrntbgi mu ntfi cgxgr uutexi' tui thluugk ztdi ptruutx/

uugi nhr vtci dgzgi tz tubzgr ehbs uutexy bhaydgvgrhd kuhy sh htrdtbd' zgbgi nhr truo mu druhxggbstertbtktszahxyi/ zhhgbshd chh sr/ uuhhx pui rtekgbsetubyh vtc thl sgrntby uutx txtl ztdi' tz chh tubzgrkhfg thsi vty ngi bhay tzt dguuhfy tuh;jhmubhu,wshdg tuhxeue uuh chh sh sruhxbshdg uugky nnhktthz bhay uuhfyhd mu euei tuh; sh vhhl pubgo ehbs/

tcgr gr vty nhr dggbypgry – tui thl vtc gxtuhl dgvgry pui tbsgrg – tz sh prtdg thz bhay uuhphkthbyagx ngi sgrdrhhfy/ sh ztrd thz' tuhc ngi vtybhay thi egrpgr sh uutuex vtrntbgi thi sh uuhfyhdghtri uugi t ehbs tbyuuheky zhl' egi gx ngdkhl crgbdgimu ptrahsgbg prtckgngi tui vtrnti auutfehhyi thish gruutexgbg htri' uugi gx thz txtl auugrgr mu vhhkitui ctvtbskgi/ sgrhcgr' tpdgzgi pui tunthbygrgxg thitxygyhag vuhfehhy' thz sh thbygrgxg ht aytre muvtci sh uutuex vtrntbgi – btyurkhl tsgr pubsruhxi– tz stx ehbs ztk tuhxuutexi dgzuby tui aytre tuiphri t dgzubyg ayuc nhy thsha bj,/

tuhl vtc thl dgvgry ertby tz tntkhdg mhhyizgbgi dguugi ztrdi thcgr sh prtsuemhg pui tzgkfguutuex vtrntbgi' pui uutx tsgr uuhtzuh zhh uugridgntfy/ vhhbyhdg uutuex ngshmhbgi vtci bhay sh ztrdicfkk/

btfwi vgri stx tkgx vtc thl ptry bhay dguutkyaprhbdgi' tui dgekgry tpar egi ngi bumi btyurkhfgprtsueyi tsgr nhbgrtki ts"d/ vtc thl dgrupi tuidgvty thbygbxhuug anugxi nhy sh druhxg farwguuhytnhi etnptbhx' tui uutx thl vtc dgvgry thzdguugi' 1( nhr vtci bhay ehhi thbptrntmhg' tsgr 2(btyurkhfg xupkgngbyi egbgi tpar muvgkpi t dgzubyguutuex' tcgr uugi gx pgki uutuex vtrntbgi thiegrpgr egbgi btyurkhfg xupkgngbyi stx bhay grzgmicfkk/

tui thhi druhxgr "buyrhatbhxy" vty nhr tpgidgztdy tz vhhbyhdg mhhyi ztdi steyuhrho ngi ztkdgvgrhd bgngi sh uutuex vtrntbgi ti ehhimurhevtkyubdgi/

stx thz nhhi tuhxphr tuh; ktbdg ptraubdgi'btfprgdbshd chh txtl steyuhrho tui nunjho/ tcgr thluuhk btl vgri uutx tbsgrg ntngx a,jhw vtci mu ztdi

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7 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

tuh; sh uuhfyhdg ygng/hhar fuj/

rgstemhg: tdc' uugr gx vty dgarhci sh tbtbhngcrhuu thi dtzgy pui jusa tkuk uugdi uutuex vtrntbgiptr bhsgrhdg ehbsgr' tui sgrntby sr/ tuuruxehi puicruesghk tubhuugrxhygy' ztk chyg tbrupi sh rgstemhgkyuc, vrcho/

"pgeytr 11" ntbdgk )IXF(

t ehbs chh tubz' truo 5 htr tky' vty dgstrpyvtci ti tpgrtmhg truhxmubgngi sh ntbskgi )ytbxhkx(zhhgr srhbdgbs' tcgr chh sh ygxyi cgptr fhrurdhg vtyzhl truhxdgaygky tz stx ehbs vty "pgeytr 11sgphatbxh" )YCNEICIFED "IXF"(' stx thz t zgkygbgauutfehhy thi ckuy ektyhbd' uutx ntfy xhh uugkfgtpgrtmhg ngr rhzhetkha uuh x,o tzuh/

nhr vtci auhi dgvgry tz tbsgrg vtci tuhl sgomuaytbs' tcgr nhr uuhki uuhxi uutx tbsgrg vtci dgytithi ptk t ehbs nhy sgo muaytbs str; vtci tuuhfyhdg tpgrtmhg? hhar fuj ptrwi dgci sh dgkgdbvhhymu prgdi'

) - (

thbdcgr ptr"szautuugbhhk tryrhhyhx"

thi dtzgy 54 vty thhbgr dgarhci ti gmv ptr"szautuugbhhk rtungyths tryrhhyhx'" mu bgngi"szahbszagr" )thbdcgr' REGNIG(' tui tz nwegi auhi zgvit ptrcgxgrubd surl sgo chz tzuh abgk uuh t uutl mhhycgrl/

thl uuhk vtci ngr thbptrntmhg sgruugdi' uuh uugkfgptrnty: prha' dgetfy' ayuhc' etbmgbyrhry? uuhphkstr; ngi bgngi? chyg ktzy uuhxi uuh abgkgr/

) - (

"uugxehukgr fhrurd" sr/ vge

thcgr sh tbprtdg thi dtzgy ptrhdi jusa uugdi sgouugxehukgr fhrurd sr/ vge' vtc thl dguutky thcgrdgcitubzgr thhdgbg duyg grptrubd/ thl vtc dgvty tpyguugxehukgr prtckgngi nhy sh phx' tui gx vtci zhldgntfy thbpktntmhgx/ thl vtc dgbumy sgo sr/ vgenhy duyg rgzukytyi c"v' tui thl vtc ngr bhay ehhiprtckgngi/

sgr ctagpgr ztk vgkpi uuhhygr/) - (

uugdi "turhbgrh rhpktex" crhuu

t druhxi stbe ptr sh crhuu ztnkubd uugdi "turhbgrhrhpktex" uutx thz puckhmhry dguutri ptrhdi jusa,arh/ gx vty tbyvtkyi txtl duyg thbptrntmhg/

thi thhi crhuu ]tbtbho' dtzgy 36[ vty t ntngctarhci sh grptrubd chh t ehbs' arhhcbshd tz mu ckhhciti tbyhchtyhex ptr t ktbdg mhhy vty ngi cnal thhidtbmg htr btfdgzufy ptr ngdkhfg thbpgemhgx surl"ygxy xyrhpx/"

nhr uuhki pruchri tzt mudtbd nhy t ehbs/ tuhcngdkhl ztk hgbg crhuu arhhcgrhi zhl ngksi mu shrgstemhg nhr ztki egbgi vgri ngr thhbmkvhhyi/

) - (

"rge/ prtukgpx"

t ktbdg mhhy murhe zgbgi dguugi gykhfg crhuugi uugdi"rgeygk prtukgpx/" nhr uutkyi zhhgr dguutky vtci sh

thbptrntmhg' uknmuv dsukv hjac/) - (

rgstemhg: thi eurmi vtci sh crhuugi dgztdy uuhptkdbs:

1( steyuhrho vtci dgvhhxi ntfi ti tpgrtmhg ptrwiehbs/ nhr vtci gx thcgrdganugxy nhywi ktbdhtrhdigxei nu"v hgec ]hgbek[ auutr. )vh"u( ]z"k[' tui gr vtytubz dgahey mu t druhxi steytr thi "crtbexkgctbti" aphytk' uugkfgr vty tubz dgvhhxi dgci ptrwiehbs t druhxg ntx nhbgrtk tuhk )thl dgsgbe auhi bhayuuhphk( tuh; t ktbdg mhhy' tui tuhl t stpkyg stzgygdkhfg uuhytnhbgi' uuhhk sh nhbgrtk tuhk auugbeytruhx tkg uuhytnhbgi pui egrpgr/ btl t eurmg mhhy thzsgr prtckgo thbdtbmi ptrauutubsi c"v/

2( tubzgr ytfygr vty dgvty tzt thcgrkgcgbhatkx ekhhi ehbs pui muuhh htr tky/ ngi vty tubzsgntky dgvhhxi ntfi ptrahsgbg ygxyi' zgbgi nhrdgdtbdgi mu tubzgr ehbsgr steytr' sr/ drhch. pui ntubyxhhbth aphytk thi ntbvgyi' uugkfgr vty drubykhltubygrzufy stx ehbs tui dgztdy zh thz dgzuby tuiaytre tui nwstr; bhay ntfi sh tkg ygxyi/ tuhc stxehbs uutky dgvty thhbg pui sh njku, uutx zhh zgbgijuaa sgruh;' vty tubz sr/ drhch. grekgry' uutky ngistx sgregby tuhpwi pbho pubgo ehbs/ gr vty dgztdytuh; sgruuhhk ztk ngi anhri uugztkhi tui murhekhhdi' tuinhy sh mhhy uugy ngi zgvi tuhc gx dhhy murhe tkhhbxtsgr bhay/ kngav vty sh dtbmg ztl dgsuhgry btrtptr jsaho' tui gx thz dguutri tk. uuhhbhdgr tuiuuhhbhdgr/ btl tptr jsaho thz sgr dtbmgr prtckgotuuge thbdtbmi c"v/ vhhby thz zh mu duyi t druhx ehbstui nhr vtci auhi fngy ptrdgxi pui sh dtbmg ngavc"v/ sgr thhcgraygr ztk vgkpi thr ztky tkg zgvi tabgkg tui dtbmg rputv c,ul atr jukh hartk' tni/

btl rhpktex' gxphhrghati tuingshmhbgi: thbpgemhgx ti tuhpvgr

chyg arhhcy trhhi sh ptr auru,' uuhhk nhr nuyagizhl nhy t ehbs tui nhr uuhki vgri gmu, tuithbptrntmhg pui tbsgrg gkygri ahjhu/

tubzgr ehbs' pui dtb. ekhhi' vty dgkhyi tuh; auugrg"rhpktex" uutx vty dgcrgbdy "gxphhrghati" tuh; tztdruhxi ptrbgo tz sh tuhcgrayg kupy rgri thi sh kubdgizgbgi fngy jruc dguutri pui thhi kubdgi thbpgemhg btlsh tbsgrg' tui ngi vty dgstrpy tbvuhci dgci aytregngshmhbgi tz sh kupy rgri ztki murhe ptrvhhky uugri/

kngav' thz sh thnhui xhxygo dguutri zhhgrtpdgauutfy pui tzuhphk aytreg ngshmhbgi – tui tkxrgzukyty khhsy stx ehbs pui btftbtbsg thbpgemhgx'uuh xyrgp' etkhhyhx' tuhgri' xhhbux' tt"uu/

t ayhe mhhy thz stx ehbs dguugi tuh; t shgyg puidgshfyg pkhxhdehhy )SDIULF DENEKCIHT(' uutx vtydgvtkpi rgsumhri sh gxphhrghati tui ctruthdi sh kubdgitui rgsumhri sh tbdgkhhdyg pkhxhdehhyi/ tcgr vhhby muytd vgkpy gx ngr bhay tphku btl t ktbdg mhhy/ nhrdhhgi thmy muo druhxi kubdgi xpgmhtkhxy sr/ nthtretyti pui "etktnchg'" tui nhr uutryi mu zgvi t haugvcx"s' tcgr sgruuhhk///

nhr vtci pruchry btyurkhfg vhk;' vtngtpgyheztfi' tcgr gx vty bhay dgtrchhy/ sh vuhpy prtdguutx nhr vtci thz' uuhtzuh cuhy ngi murhe tuh; sgothnhui xhxygo pubgo ehbs tz gr ztk bhay vtci tzuhphkthbpgemhgx ti tuhpvgr?

hhar fuj pui ptrtuhx ptr xhh uugkfg ptzhyhuugthbptrntmhg/

) - (

"pgryhx sgzhx" )SEHTREP(

muo grayi tarh jkefo ptrwi muaygki tpktyptrng uutu sgr mhcur egi tuhxkupygri ti ehhiarge tkg grkhh dgzuby prtdgx tui kgcbxuuhfyhdgthbptrntmhg/ thl uugk pruchri mu gbypgri uuhphk thluuhhx tuhpwi crhuu uutx prgdy thcgr ngr thbptrntmhg

uugdi "pgryhx sgzhx/"nhhbwx t ehbs vty ptr t mhhy murhe tbdgvuhci

tchxk btfmuakgpi t pux tui zhl tprgsi tuh; uuhhytdthi sh vhp/ tptr ntbtyi tui gykhfg steyuhrhoapgygr' thz zh dguutri shtdbtzhry nhy "pgryhx sgzhx/"

sgr muaytbs ctayhhy thi sgo' uutx tuh; t ayhemhhy uugry tpdgauutfy sh ckuy mhreuktmhg muo tryuutu sh shfy-chhi uugry ctvtpyi nhy sh vhp' tui stxcrgbdy mu tz chh sh pubeyi uutu sh mhreuktmhg thzauutfgr uutexy bhay sh chhi dgvgrhd' btr tchxkaytygr/ thi sh zgkcg mhhy' stry uutu sh mhreuktmhgkuhpy dgvgrhd' uutexy sh chhi dgvgrhd/ tzuh euny tuhx'tz sh zgkcg chhi uutexy bhay thhbhd thcgrtk/

sgr aph. pui sh pux-chhi euny thbdtbmi rhbsgfhd uuht "ctk'" tui sh vhp chhi gbshdy zhl uuh t vtkygr)xtegy(' tui uugi sh "ctk" khdy dgvgrhd thi sh vtkygregi zhl sh pux ctuugdi thi tkg zhhyi dgzubygrvhhy/ tcgrtuhc sh chhi pui sh pux thz bhay dguutexi thhbhd' thhipubey ngr tui thhi pubey uuhhbhdgr' thz sh "ctk" ngrbhay rhbsgfhd' gx thz truhx pui ptrgo/ surfsgo egisgr ehbs bhay dgvgrhd ctuugdi sh pux thi tkg zhhyi' tuibtl ngr prtckgntyha thz' tz stry uuh sh "ctk" thzbhay rhbsgfhd rhry gx ti sh "vhp" vtkygr tui sh"etrygkhsza" )uuhhfg nuxegk uutx khdy muuhai shchhbgr zhh ztki zhl drhbd ctuugdi( uugry tpdgrhci tuithbpktnhry ngr tui ngr/

tkgbptkx' mu uuhxi uutx sgr pubeykhfgr nmc thz'ntfy ngi ti "gexrgh" tsgr tbsgrg ektrg"thngszahbd" ygxyi' mu uuhxi pubeykhl chh uugkfgpubeyi sh chhi thz bhay thhbhd rhbsgfhd/ tuhc ngi ftpysgo prtckgo uugi stx ehbs thz btl dgbud hubd tui shchhbgr zgbgi btl bhay aytre tuhxdguutexi' tundgpgrchz zgex htr tky' pktmhry ngi sh pux thi tzt ptzhmhgtz uugi sh chhi uutexy uuhhygr ztk gx cteungi shptrgo pui t btrntkg "ctk" sh ngrxyg uutx ngdkhl'tui uugi sh ptrgo thz murhe dguutexi uuh gx str; muzhhi cteuny ngi murhe sh pukg ctuugdubd pui sh pux/ stxuugry dgyti surl xpgmhgkg thcubdgi tui surl t "egxy"tuh; gykhfg uutfi btftbtbs tui tuhl tuh; jsahokgbdgr cnal sh btfy ayubsi/

thi dguuhxg pgkgr uugi gx pgky tuhx' ntfy ngifhrurdhg' ngi abhhsy surl sgo chhi tui ngi aygky gxmurhe thi sh rhfyhdg ptzhmhg' uutx sgntky pgky bhaytuhx ehhi egxy/ ti tbsgrg nhyk thz' mu tuhxcrhhygringr sh "xtegy" pui sh vhp' surl t egxy' tz sh "ctk"ztk vtci ngr pkt. zhl mu rhri tui bhay trhhbvtei thish trunhdg xtegy tui gx murhhci tui thbpktnhri/ shtubygrayg aurv thz' bhay hgsg ehbs thz thhbhd' tui ngictvtbsky sgo nmc kuhy sh thhdbtryhdg tunaygbsi puihgsi ctzubsgr/

kuhy uuh steyuhrho ztdi' thz "pgryhx sgzhx" bhayehhi dgbgyhag ztl' tui ngi vty bhay ehhi uugd gx muptrnhhsi pui ptrtuhx/ steyuhrho vtci bhay ehhitvbubd uutx thz sh turztl sgrpui/ tzuhphk uuhhxy ngi' tzruhl tui ruhfgri mhdtrgyi atsy zhhgr ptr sgomuaytbs uugi gx thz auhi st/

thi ntbvgyi thz st t xpgmhgkhxy' sr/ sguuhspgksnti )zhhi ygkgpti bungr 0135-335-212(' uugkfgrthz t vuhpy steytr tuh; phshgyrhe trytphshex chh"vtxphytk ptr szathby sgzhx/" gr vty auhi cteungitxtl ctrhnyg tuhxmhhfgbubdgi tuh; ehbsgr chhifhrurdhg/ gr bgny bhay ehhi thbaurgbx tsgr ngsheghs'tcgr zhhbg prhhzi zgbgi mudgbdkhl tui zhhi tphx vtydguuhzi druhx ptraygbsgbha chh tubzgr ptk/ )stx cgxygthz' kfturv' thbaurgbx nhy wtuy tuu bgyuutrewcgbgphyi(/

thi "yahksrgbx vtxphytk ctxyti" thz st tdruhxgr nunjv' sr/ nhhek nhkhx/ gr thz t prtpgxtrthi "vtruutrs'" tui shrgeytr pui "ehbsgr-yhbghszavhp fhrurdhg" tpyhhkubd chh "yahksrgbx vtxphytkctxyti/" gr vty zhl zhhgr ahhi tpdgdgci nhywiptmhgby-ehbs/ zhhi ygkgpti bungr thz 3776-553-716/

ztk vah", ctmtki ptr tkg uutx vgkpi mu sh dtrduyg trchhy' zhh ztki bhay strpi tbeungi sgrmu' tuiztk auhi fkk hartk zufv zhhi tz hgsgr ztk uugrituhxdgvhhky nhy nahjwx tbeuo/

nhy stbe/

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8vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

pui thhi euutrytk thi ntbxh chzmuo tbsgri' pui sh pruhgi sgh vgcdgchhsg tuhpwi "95" chz sh ngbgrdgchhsg tuhpwi "54'" thz "vnxphesgh vgchkhyghati" t euutk puidkgbmbsg bj, tui vrjc, vsg, ptrphkg mgbskhdgr gkygri ahjhu'dgauuhxygr' tui tusth sh jaucgetbxungrx zgkcxy/

stx vtci muuhh ctzubsgrgdgchhsgx ptr sh ctzubsgrgtpyhhkubdgi pui vnxphe sgh vgc thzbhay btr t dguutkshdg sgrdrhhfubdthi dgchy pui "gk yvr, veusa'"btr t nuxygr pui uutrhngcteuugnkhfehhy' sh rhfyhdg vrjc,vsg, tui ruthdehhy mu tuhptrchhyihgsi ctzubsgr nhy duyg rgzukytyitui sh ngrxyg ,fkh, uutx thz

ngdkhl/tuutu vhhcy ngi ti?

uutrahhbkhl/// chh sh p,hj, agrhotui echgu, nzuzu, pui sh cjurho tuingbgr dgchhsg' t ctahhsgbg nxhcvuutx thz dguutri tpdgrtfyi nhy shjaucg cjurho tui zhhgrg gkygriahjhu t eurmg mhhy murhe' mu phhgrish tphmhgkg gpgbubd pubgoprtfypuki sgh vgc mgbygr/

auhi uutfi cgptr vtci zhl shcjurho dgdrhhy mu sh dgvuhcgbgntngbyi/ zhh vtci tbdgdrhhy ahhbgahksi nhy ptxhdg tuhparhpyituhpmuvgbdgi thi sh dgchhsg/sgruuhhk vtci sh aytc nhydkhsgr'thi aph. pubgo sgh vgc ngbgszagrnu"v pbjx ebtpkkgr vh"u tui ytdxgruuhxgx shrgeytr nu"v zuat

kguuh vh"u' thcgrdganugxy shpkgbgr nhy sh jaucg gkygri ahjhutui zhh dgktsby mu sh nxhcv tui muektpi t nzuzv/

thbsgrprh pui druhxi ytd' vtcish aytc nhydkhsgr pui "sgh vgc"tui pui sh "hahcv ,urv ujxs"tpyhhkubd dgkgrby nhy sh cjurho"vkfu, nzuzv'" tui zhh tuhxdgkgrbymu ntfi sh crfv/ ngi vtytuhxdgyhhky ptr tkg t xpgmhgkgmgyk nhy sh crfv thi druhxguugrygr zhh ztki gx egbgi ztdicsjhku urjhnu/

thi sh ctayhnyg mhhy fjmu,vhuo' thz sh grayg nzuzv dgkhhdydguutri surl thhbgr pui sh dsukhvtsnurh"o akhy"t thi ntbxh/ tuiztptry' uuh btr sh vnxphe dgchhsg

thz dgeungi tubygrwi pxue "uf,c,ogk nzuzu, ch,l ucagrhl'" zgbgi tkgcjurho tsurl thhbmhduuhhz chhovuhpy yhr tui dgeuay sh nzuzv/ stithz dgkhhdy dguutri sh nzuzv tuhpwimgbyrtki gx-ztk pui sh dgchhsg'surl thhbgr pui sh jaucg gkygri'ndsukh vrcbho akhy"t thi ntbxh'tui sh phkmtkhdg dgxy nhy shcjurho zgbgi dguuhzi dguutri mu shphkg mgbskhdgr yhri surftuhx sgodtbmi chkshbd/

thi gx-ztk thz sgruuhhk dguutritbdgdrhhy sh druhxtryhdg nxhcv' txgus, nmuv nhy t crhhyg vtby'uugi thi uuhbek aygky zhl tuhx tnuzhetkhag tregxygrt puivhhnhag ytktbypukg cgkhekgzngr/ sgr ptrzhmgr tuishrhdtby' uuh aygbshd' thz dguugisgr thhdgbgr "sgh vgc" aytcnhydkhs nu"v nav prhgs vh"utuhpwi yrtnpgy uuh t nunjv' uugichho nhertpti ayhhy btl tithhdgbgr "sgh vgc" xyg;' nu"vhjzetk ardt kguuh v"u' tui drhhyzhl mu sgreuuhei sgo dtbmi gukonhy zhhi ngfyhdg zhxg ayhng/

tkx ptrzhmgr chh sh nxhcv thzdguugi "sgh vgc" xyg; tui ndh"athi ,urv ujxs nu"v nrsfh sucbhhvuhzgr vh"u' uugkfgr vtytrtpdgkhhdy sgo rhfyhdi ctshhypui sh anjv' tui tuhpdgrupi thhbgrpui sh jaucg ctyhhkhdyg gkygriakhy"t mu tuhpyrgyi nhy scrh,urv/ sgr cgk srai vtytuhxdgphry nhy dguutkshdg stbeuugrygr thcgr sh tdgbyurwx "sghvgchkhyghati" prtdrto uutxuugry tzuh duy dgphry cyuc ygousg,/

"uugi ngbyai uuhki ztdi t uuhhygjhkue muuhai muuhh ztfi tsgr mhhyi'ztdy ngi' wtzt jhkue uuh vhnk tuigrs'w" vty sgr rc tuhxdgphry/"tcgr chh vnxphe sgh vgchkh-yghati' mu ztdi sgo jhkue pui uutxtubzgr yhhgr ehbs vty tntk dgvtymh uutx gr vty thmy chh sgoprtdrto' thz sgr tuhxsrue wuuhvhnk tui grsw bhay dgbud duydgztdy/"

sgr ptrzhmgr vty tuhpdgrupish jaucg cbh ,urv tui gxebhomuuhai sh cjurho' uuh vrc hutk chbgrtui vrc tkhgzr prhgsrhl' uugkfgvtci chhsg dgbungi sgo nhertptitui tuhpdgyrgyi nhy ptxhdg srau,kfcus vhuo/ muo akux thz nfucsdguutri vrc anutk nhkkgrakhy"t' sgr cuji fkkh pui vnxphesgh vgc tui hahcv ,urv ujxs'uugkfgr vty ptrdgaygky sgo"scr vngns" pui sh dgvuhcgbgnxhcv/ vrc nhkkgr akhy"t thztuhl nfucs dguutri nhy crf, vnzuituhpwi fux/

btl sh xgusv zgbgi tkg cjurhonhy sh ytygx tui aytc nhydkhsgrtruhx thi phhgrkhfg rheusho uutx shanjv tui dgphki sgrchh zgbgi

tunngdkhl mu ctarhhci/ vtby muvtby' pkhhmg mu pkhhmg' vty ngizhl dgvuhci t ypj' sh ytygx tui zhi'sh cjurho tui xyg;' sh dhhgbshdg tuizhmbshdg' nhy ptrdkhhzyg tuhdi tuivhnkhag anhhfkgi tuh; tkgdgzhfygr/

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pui "nhbh-dtzgy" chz"butre kupypgks"

uhvh nnjr,' tuhpmuntrdbx btlsh phhgrkhfg nxhc, echg, nzuzu,'thz tkgx murhe thi ruyhbg trsgbubd/sh cjurho mgyhhky thi gykhfgdrupgx kuhy zhhgrg ngdkhfehhyi'hgsg drupg thi thr thhdgbg mhngrsurftuhx sh crhhyg chkshbd puigykhfg aytei/

"thl ztd shr' sh vhk; uutx zhhcteungi thi sh xpgmhgkgsgzhdbhryg mhngri pgr drupg' thz thaugv ni vanho ptr sh cjurho'"sgrmhhky thhi pkhhxhdgr aytcnhydkhs/ "tntk thi sh prhgrshdgchkshbd vty ngi pui tztbx bhaydgegby jkunwgi/ tkg cjurho ayhhdivgfgr tkg gruutryubdgi/"

tui ayhhdi yugi zhh ytd btl ytd'uutl btl uutl' cag, sh aytcnhydkhsgr bumi tuhx zhhgrg fuju,tui ytktbyi ptrwi cgxyi ,fkh, puish phkg mgbskhdgr cjurho ahjhu/thhbgr pui sh aytc nhydkhsgr' nhyt jua mu arhhci tui drgphex' vtyzhl tphku ptrntxyi mu grmhhdi tzt"nhbh-dtzgy'" t nhbhntkgthcgrckhe hgsi prhhytd tuh; shptrktpgbg uutl thi sgh vgc uutxuugry truhxdgahey ptr sh gkygriahjhu tui tkg vnxphe nhydkhsgr/

muuhai tbsgri sgrmhhky sh"uugfbykhfg sgh vgc" ctrhfythcgr t xgrhg bhhg thcubdgi ptr shcjurho mu vgkpi sgo dgzuby puiphzha tui dhhxyha/ ngi vtytrtbszahry t "auuho xgxhg"thhbntk t uutl thi t uutrhng'tuhxakhxkhfg' thbuuhhbhdxyg"xuuhnhbd puk'" tui tuhl tuugfbykhfg xgxhg pui "rhhyi tuh; tpgrs'" muuhh teyhuuhygyi uugkfgzgbgi ctetby ptr sh "ygrtphushe"cgbgphyi uutx zhh crgbdgi/

ctzubsgr vty ngi thbxytkhryt prhag chbyk etnphuygrx –mudgaygky tkx dgbumyg bscu,surl rtekgbs etubyh – tz sh cjurhoztki zhl egbgi kgrbgi "yhhpi"thshag tu,hu,' tui egbgi aphkitchxk pui mhhy mu mhhy tubygrwituhpzhfy pui sh aytc nhydkhsgr/

cfkk' ztdy btl t aytcnhydkhs' "tkgntk kgcy zhl stgpgx/"

thhi ytd thz ptrdgeungi tdruhxg "crufho vctho" ptr t bhhgocjur thbgo sgh vgc prtdrto' tdruhxtryhdg nxhcv uutx vty thosgrktbdy t stzg eurtza tui jhzue

sgr eruhi pui ytd xgruuhxgx chh vnxphe thi rtekgbs:- vnxphe bhhgx -

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9 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

thcgr tkg gruutryubdgi/ thhi ytdvty thhbgr pui sh jaucg cjurhodgcrgbdy phhbg prhag dgcgex'dgcrgbdy pui sgrvhho' tkx"kgetl" kfcus sh htrmhhy pui tjauci zhhsi z"k/ uugi thhbgr pui shcjurho vtci zhl bhay duy dgaphrytui dgckhci thbsgrvhho' zgbgi shjcrho eungi tuh; t "cheur jukho"uuhzhy tui tbdguutubyai t rputvaknv/

gray muuhh stbgraytdx murhethz ptrdgeungi t druhxg tuhxpkudmu "butre kupypgks/" sh cjurhovtci zhl njhw dguugi nhymuvtkyiuuhtzuh vubsgrygr grtpktbgi pkhgitrhhi tui truhx cnal sh muuhhayubsgi uutx ngi vty stryptrcrgbdy/ sh ptrtuhx-tbdgdrhhygnhytd vty ngi dgdgxi thi tsgrbgcbshdg ptre tubygrwi prhhgiektri vhnk' tui ngi thz tbdgeungimurhe thi sgh vgc pubey thi mhhymuo ygdkhfi nbhi nbjv/

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euk aaui ueuk j,i

tuhpwi ytd shbxytd prw jhh arvvtci sh cjurho zhhgr ktbdtruhxdgeuey' sgr ytd uugi sgrctkhcygr sgh vgc ngbgszagr rwpbjx vty dgphry zhhi j,i b"htubygr sh jupv cagv yucvunumkj,/ ehhi prtdg tz sh cjurhothi sgh vgc uugki zhl nhyprhhgi uuhthhdgbg napjv' tui tzuh thz ytegdguugi' nhyvtkybshd sh anjv'tbdgyti cdsh ac,' uuh prtnhbgbygnju,bho/

tcgr stx thz bhay mudgeungimuo pgrzgbkhfi anjv pui sh cjurhotui xyg;' tui pui vnxphe cfkk' uugish tdgbyur vty mudgaygky t"acg crfu," ptrwi nju,i tui j,i-fkv' thi prtfypuki ztk pui"vnxphe ygrgx" chh sh mgbyrtkgtdgbyur tphxgx thi ntbxh/

mu sh ctayhnyg mhhy thz sgrztk dguugi vgrkhl tuhxdgmhry'mudgaygky t xgusv fhs vnklkfcus sh druhxg anjv/ tuhxgr shdgekhcgbg mtk napjv tui vnxpheaytc nhydkhsgr' thz gx dguugi"rhhi sgh vgc'" nhy sh cjurho uuhthhdgbg ehbsgr tui sh aytcnhydkhsgr uuh sh uughygrx tuidgvhkpi/ uughygrx? tuhl agpi' uuhhksh dtbmg xgusv thz dguutrimudgaygky surl sh aytcnhydkhsgr tkhhbx' etfbshd tuitbdrhhybshd sh ngsbh nkfho thi shthhdgbg sgh vgc ehl cruc ptr uvsr/pteyha' tuhxgr thi cufvtkygrwxtphx uutky ngi bhay dgegbyctngrei sgo shpgrgb.' uuhhkdgante tui prtpgxhtbgk zgbgi shntfkho dguugi tuhpwi aytpk pui shcgxyg eghygrhbd phrngx/ tui tuh;sgo ztdy sh uugky' dgcgbyay zgbgish vgby uutx yugi zhl tkhhbx/

rw nav prhgs thz uuhsgr

dgaytbgi nhywi yrtnpgy mushrhdhri sh nuzhe' tui rw hjzetkkguuh chho nhertpti' drhhytubygrmuvuhci sgo dtbmi guko thianj, j,i ufkv/

tkx ptrzhmgr pui sh nxhcv vtyrw nrsfh suc bhhvuhzgr tuhpdgrupinu"v tcrvo tvri hux; ktbst vh"u'shrgeytr pui etnhubhyh rhkghatbx'mu tuhpyrgyi nhy t srav/ ptxhdtui yrgpkhl uuh aygbshd' vty rwtvri hux; tuhpdgyrgyi nhy ptxhdgscrh ,urv ptrchbsi nhy gbhbhanjv/ ctzubsgr vty gr dtr uutrhotuhxdgruny sgo vuhpy nju,i' sghvgc ngbgszagr rw pbjx/ ctzhrytuh; sh xsrv pui tcrvo tui hmjechho zufi sgo ahsul nhy rcev' zgyngi stl sgo dguutkshdi gbhi puizfu, tcu, tui zhl tpkgrbgi pui shduyg uugdi pui sh gkygri' tui st'nhy sh prhhkhfg ctyhhkhdubd pui shjaucg cjurho b"h zgy sgr j,i b"hsh duyg uugdi pubgo ytyi tui sgrzfu, tcu, uugy zhfgr chhayhhi ptrthsha bj, tui suru, harhouncurfho/

sgr cuji fkkh vrc anutknhkkgr akhy"t vty tbdguutubyaiscrh crfv' tui btfwi cgbyai tuiacg crfu, vty ngi zhltuhpdgaygky ytbmi tuh; ktbdgayubsgi btftbtbs' uhbugu tnu,vxhpho/

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uugrho thi sh muuhck

trhcgr sh njhmv' cgxgrdgztdy t ahhbg nvkl uuhhygr tuhpwi"54'" chh sh vnxphe sgh-vgcdgchhsg uutu gx pkgdi tntk zhhichhsg tpyhhkubdgi pubgo sgh vgc'thz vhhby t bhhg uugky'tuugedgaygky tuhxakhxkhl ptr shbaho msebhu,' ptr sh nhhskgl tuiuuhhcgr a,jhw uugkfg dgbhxi ytd-ygdkhl pui sgo ckhgbsi sgh vgcmgbygr tui stx ctdkhhy zhh cx"stuh; t dtbmi kgci/

kuhy uuh gx dhy thcgr shyhfyhdg nrx/ erga ,jhw'ngbgszagr pui sh pruhgi sgh vgcprtdrto' zgbgi sh etbxungrxthhbdgyhhky thi srhh ctzubsgrgdrupgx' kuhy sh ngdkhfehhyi tuitunaygbsi pui sh pruhgi' hgsgdrupg nhy thhdgbg pkt. thi shdruhxg dgchhsg – uutx vty graykgmybx cteungi t ahhbg druhxg"gexygbati" tui t dgvgrhdg"gkguughytr/"

chh sh drupg pruhgi pui vgfgrgpubemhgx' yhhk pui zhh thhdgbgctkgctxygx thi ayuc' uugrydgkhhdy t aytreg dguuhfy tuh;"ayuc uuhryatpy'" thi hgsi dgchyuutu ngi egi tuhxbumi tzt muyrhymuo ,fkh, pui sh pruhgi/

sh ruyhbg trsgbubd chh sh drupgthz tuugedgaygky tuh; tztxhxygo' mu kgrbgi tui truhxvgkpi

nhy vtkyi t ayuc zuhcgr' etfi'ctei' sgetrhri' bhhgi' truhxdhhithhbeuhpi' ptrayhhi nhbhntkgjacubu, pui dgky' vtkyi trsgbubdthi ektzgy nhy thbuugbytrh' tuibtl txtl/ sh nhhskgl tui pruhgikgrbgi uuhtzuh mu euhpi dgzubygprtsueyi' phri t ehl uuhryatpyuutx thz dgzuby ptrwi egrpgr tuinuj' tt"uu/

muuhai tbsgri' kgrby ngi tuhluuhtzuh mu phri t zuhcgrg tuivhdhgbhag uuhryatpy thi cgxyitrsgbubd/ stx vhhxy' tbdrhhyi tyha' tuugeruhngi' uutx tui uuhtzuh/sh pruhgi bgngi rtytmhg tuh;truhxyrtdi sh nhxy nhy zuhcgrehhyptrsgo' cag, ngav tui btfsgo/

t vuhpy dguuhfy ptrayhhy zhl'sgrmhhky nrx/ erga' khhdy ngi tztkgx ztk uugri dgphry tkx t"thshag" ehl' far uhar knvsrhi nivnvsrhi/ ptr sgo muuge vty ngisurfdgkgrby' cghui' sgo xpr "tthshag etl" nhy tkg pruhgi tuinhhskgl' mu uuhxi tkgx uutx pruhgitui nhhskgl strpi uuhxi uugdi faru,tui farwg ntfkho tui t farwg ehl/

muuhai tbsgri vtci sh pruhgidgkgrby uuhtzuh mu ntfi cshe,,ukgho tuh; tkg ztfi uutx zgbgiptrsgfyhdy mu vtci uugrho tuithbzgeyi/ tui' ht' ngi vty dgyrtpiuugrho thi sh muuhck' ptprheg' tuithhbntk t erhfgshdx thi tytntyg! uuhctks stx zufi ptruugrho thi tzgkfg drhbmhhd thz tzuhuuhfyhd tkx faru, tui zvhru,' vtcish pruhgi dgntfy chksgr sgrpuitui tuhxdgvtbdgi thi drgxgriptrnty tuh; sh uugby pubgo sghvgc/

bu' uutx vty ptxhry?thhbntk' t mhhy murhe' uugi sh

pruhgi "sgh vgc" tpyhhkubd thzdgeungi tubygr t hgrkhfg xyghytushy' zgbgi sh cttnygtrhhbdgeungi thi sgo mhngr uutu gxvgbdgi sh ptrdrgxgryg chksgr puicshe, ,ukgho/ sh aytc nhydkhsgrvtci dgaphry tchxk ptrkuhri'uutx uugki sh xyghy cttnyg ztditsgr dtr yti mu tzgkfg chksgr?thi t rgdhrubd-ctmtkyg prtdrto?tcgr ngi vty zhl bhay dgktzyptrkhri tui dguutry mu zgvi uutxuugy zhhi/ zhh vtci yteg dgprgdyuutx sh chksgr ctshhyi' tuirgtdhry nhy uutubsgrkhfgptzhyhuug v,pgku, vgrbshd puixyg; sh vkfvwshdg grekgrubd fs,ufshi!

muuhh ntk t jusa kgrbgi shpruhgi tui nhhskgl eub.-ntkgrhh'tsgr "try/" eungbshdi jusa uugkizhh tbvuhci mu trchhyi tuh; tvgrkhfg druhxg wprtpgatbgkpghbyhbdw uutx ztk vgbdgi thi shmgbyrtkg shhbubd ruo pubgo sghvgc' ztdy nrx/ erga/ "zhh zgbgi zhlctn, njhw' zhh dkhhfi zhhgr sh trykgemhgx/" bhay x,o/

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k"y nktfu,?thi pha-ytbe!

sh pruhgi tui nhhskgl puitbsgrg pubemhg aytpkgi dgbhxi puiprtdrtngi tui teyhuuhygyi kuhyzhhgrg ngdkhfehhyi' tkg uuh thhbgrsgreuuhey tui tuhpdgckhy pubgoygdkhfi ruyhi thi sgh-vgc tkhhbxtui chho truhxdhhi muo xsr vhuo/

t druhxg mtk nhhskgl dhhgitruhx mu szatc yrgbhrubdgi thiptxhdg trchhyx pkgmgr kuhy zhhgrgfuju, tui ytktbyi/ ptr yhhk thz gxvgkpi thi t druhxg "gncruhsgrh"nhy pkgfyi dtrykgi tui zhhthhbptei/ tbsgrg dhhgi trchhyi chht farg tui tpgyhykhfg "ptpetri"phrng/ dtr tbsgrg vgkpi truhx thit prh-xeuk tsgr pkgh-drup' mu thirhyghk thbuugbytrh tui kghckhbd'vgkpi tuugeptei tkg grkhhkhfygkgl pui aguv tui tbsgrgxtryi' tui tuhl muntk xtryhri tuituugeptei pgrphuo pkgakgl thi tprtnhbgbyg phrng/

aytc nhydkhsgr' uugi gx pgkytuhx' dhhgi nhy sh nhhskgl tuivgkpi mu uuhphk ngi str;/

sh nhhskgl tkhhbx zgbgi zhl njhwpui zhhgr trchhy' cteungbshd sgoduyi dgphk pui tuhpyti gpgx' puitrchhyi ptr t ,fkh,' tui puicteungi/// "pghrtk/" thhbntk thimuuhh uutfi cteungi sh nhhskgl t"yage'" tui btfsgo zgbgi zhhaytk. tui prhhkhl mu dhhi nhy shyagex thi ctbe uuh bdhsho fngy tuizhh "egai" ptr drhbg uutkuyg/ stxtkhhbx dhy zhh' tuhxgr sh dgphk pui tduyg ctagpyhdubd' t dgphk puivtkyi jacui tuh; dgky' ftpi tnhbhntkg prhbmhp pui phbtbmhgkgtrsgbubd tui tuhytntyha txtlzgkcxy-uuhrsg/

tcgr gx dhhy uuhhygr: shnhhskgl crgbdgi sh dgky thi sghvgc' uutu zhh uugri tuugedgkhhdyptr hgsi thi t ctzubsgrg "phhk/"hgsg ptr ygd euei zhh thcgr shjacubu, pui zhhgr thhdgbg etxg'euebshd nhy aptbubd uuh sh stktriuugri dgchdky tui uutexi ngr tuingr chz sh mhhy uugi tkg nhhskglztdi uutx zhh uuhki euhpi sgrnhy'gpgx ,fkh,wshd' tui ngi dhhy truhxmuztngi tuh; "atphbd" mu euhpi shthhdi-dgekhcgbg dgmhhd' cul'etxgyg' tsgr uutx thngr/

sh nhhskgl pui tkg drupgxmudkhhl ptri fxsr truhx tuh;tuhxpkudi/ zungr dhhy ngi ngr uuhuuhbygr' pauy uugdi sh uugygr/kgmybx thz ngi dguugi thi t bhuszagrxhgr ptre uutx thz uugkyctrhny ptr sh vgrkhfg etkhri puivgrcxy chhngr' sh tygo-ptrftpbsg bpktu, vcurt pubgorgdi-cuhdi etkhr xpgeyruo tuh; shckgygr tui cgrdkgl/ sh nhhskgl

vtci stry ptrcrgbdy t ktbdgmhhy' dgftpy chksgr tui zhlthhbdgvhky thi ctagpgrwx vgrkhfgcrhtv/

cfkk' mh gx thz thi xhh uugkfgdrupg pui sgh vgc' thbsruhxi thipgks tsgr thi sh dgchhsg zgkcxy'cteuny hgsg nhhsk tui pruhpgrzgbkhfg tuhpngreztnehhy' nhyvtr. tui dgyrhhatpy' uutx zhhsgraphri duy tui tuhc zhh sgrmhhkibhay sgruugdi tkhhbx arhhy gxtruhx pui sh prhhkhfg dgnhygr/

mc"a' kgmybx vty ngiptrcgxgry sh "cuhrysgh" nxhcvprtdrto' tz hgsg etbxungr uugryctatbegi nhy ti thhdgbg nxhcvkfcus btl t htr hubdgr' tbayty shtntkhdg thhbaygk pui thhimgbyrtkg nxhcv thhbntk t jusa/ngi vty tuhl thhbdgphry t"khhcrgrh ruo'" nhy rhhbg farwgkhhi ntygrhtk tui aphkgrhhgi'ptzkgl' vhhnhag thshagtuhxdtcgx' mudgaygky nhycteuugng yhai tui cgbekgl' tz xhhuugkfg etbxungr ztk egbgi puimhhy mu mhhy bgngi thhdgbg mhhy tuizhl tuhxkupygri muuhai sh uugbypubgo mhngr nhy t chfk tsgraphkmhhd' ptzgk tsgr egxykrgygbha/ t vtrmhdi stbe uugryyteg tuhxdgsruey pui st ptr shjaucg thsi uugkfg vtci nbscdguugi ztfi ptr sh khhcrgrh mhngr'tz ngi ztk ngr bhay strpi tbeungimu sruhxbshdg grygr ptr tzgkfgmuugei/

thi btl "thbshuuhsutk-mgbyrhryg" prthgeyi' thz auhiktbd thhbdgphry tz hgsi prhhytdprtuugy ngi t "yugnhw" nxhcv' tuish nhhskgl etfi tp eudk kfcus shgrc ac,wshdg nxhcv' tcgr ngivty kgmybx mudgkhhdy tz hgsg uutlekuhcy ti tbsgrg nhhsk tuhx t bhduikfcus sh nxhcv tui hgsgr zhbdynhy/ tuhl' chh sh "jxs prthgey"prtdrto' vty ngi mudgaygky tdganteg mudtc tz ngi ftpy tchks pui sh jxs trchhy chh hgsgetbxungr' tui sgrbtl ntfy ngisgrpui ekhhbg "kgnhbghygs"etrykgl' tui ngi aphky t "jxsetrs aphk" muuhai zhl' uugi mu zhhgranjv thz bhayt ehhi drgbh./

tui vhhby prgdy ngi uugkfgyhhgrg etbxungr dkhhfy bhay muzgvi dtksgbg phakgl thbgo ytbe?

tuusth dkhhfy ngi gx' tcgruuhphk ngr thz gx jauc tuisgreuuhebs uugi gx thz btr thhidgmhhd mu vgkpi sh nhhskgl kgrbgithhbx pui sh "k"y nktfu,'" shnktfv pui "mhs'" ftpi pha/ tkzt'sh pha ygbe thi vnxphe sgh vgcpruhgi dgchhsg' thz bhay x,o mueuei tui zhl ctruthdi' gx thz mukgrbgi sh nktfu,' nhy sh dtksgbgtui ckuhg auuhngrx tkx sh ptxhdgdgvhkpi mu ptrayhhi vkfu, ac,tuh; t xpgmhgki ptrbgo/

sgh vgchkhyghati' ,fkh, ptr gruutexgbg etbxungrx- vnxphe bhhgx -

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10vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

- vnxphe bhhgx -

chh "ghegrx crusgrvhho" thierh, hutk thz sh hgrkhfg "tushy"pui bhu htre xyghy cttnyg truyhbg grahhbubd' nhy sh zgkcgdtksgbg rgzukytyi' tcgr vhh-htrthz mudgeungi t vgrkhfgsgrdrhhfubd nhywi tbeuo pui taptdk-bhhg' vgfxy xtphxyhehryg"shhtkgxhx" tptrty' pui sh graygtzgkfg ntahbgi mu uugrithbxytkhry xhh uutu thcgr dtb.tngrheg/

gx ekhbdy auugr mu dkhhci' tcgrnhywi euutkhygy pui vnxphe vhk;thi tkg dgchyi pui dgzubyvhhy tuidgyrhhatpy' thz tuhl bhay ehhibtuuhbg ptr sh tdgbyur mu phri t"pgrhytbhgk shhtkgxhx" xhxygouutx thhdgbg aytc nhydkhsgr thistzhdi crusgrvhho ptrayhhgicgxgr uuh %09 bhri xpgmhtkhxyithi sh ptrthhbhdyg aytyi/

tcgr bhay mu ftpi sh pha ptrwibg.' thz tbvuhc sgo uuhbygr prhasurfdgphry dguutri ti thcgrzhfytuh; "ghegrx crusgrvhho" thi erh,hutk/ stx thz thi thhbektbd nhy shxyghywx "tu/ ph/ stcgkhu/" tdgbyuruutx vtky ayrgbdg thcgrzhfy tuh;sh rgzhsgbmi pui xpgmhgkgetbxungrx' zhhgr uuhryatpy' zhhgrptrarhy' sh uuhryatpy pui shaytc nhydkhsgr ngshmhbha'phbtbmhgk tui tkg tbsgrg dgchyi'uuhctks vnxphe tui sh rgdhrubdyrtdi sh vuhpy tjrhu, tuh; zhhgruutuhkzhhi' 42 agv thi ytd' tituhpvgr/

uuh aygbshd thi sh "vnxphe"yrtshmhg' thz sgr thcgrzhfy chh"ghegrx" truhxdgeungi rhhi ti tpgkgr/ sh thbxpgeytrx' tuh; zhhgrsteungbytmhg btfsgo' vtci zhl

bhay ctdgbhdy nhy arhhci tz shdrup-vhho vty bhay ehhi prtckgotsgr dgzg. ptrkgmubd' btr vtcituhl mudgarhci tz: sh vhho thzvgrkhl tvgrdgaygky tui aygkymu t uutrhng tui cteuugngtyntxpgrg ptr sh etbxungrxuugkfg uutuhbgi st' tz aytcnhydkhsgr zgbgi dgyrhh tui vgkpish etbxungrx sgrdrhhfi shntexhnuo pui zhhgrg ngdkhfehhyi'tui "sh etbxungrx thi sh vhho zgbgiprhhkhl tui muprhsi tui vtci vbtvpui zhhgr rgzhsgb./"

tcgr t prhag ayrtk puikhfyhdehhy vty zhl tpdgaphdkypubgo tushy' thi ptrgo pui sh bhhgntahbeg/

"ghegrx crusgrvhho" thz auhiktbdg htri sgr cgk tfxbht puixtphxyhehryg "shhtkgxhx" ptr tyhhgri cjur b"h/ tbsgra uuhdguugbkhfg "shhtkgxhx" uutx uugrydgyti thi t ctzubsgrg ekhbhegykhfg ntk t uutl' uugry st thivnxphe crusgrvhho mudgaygky"pgrhytbhgk" shhtkgxhx' csrlfcus chh zhl thi thhdgbgo rgzhsgb.'hgsg btfy cnal sh akt; ayubsgi/tzuh truo uugry bhay dgaygry shygdkhfg pubemhgx cnal sgo ytd'btr chhbtfy cag,wi aktpi uugry sherhyhag tuhpdtcg tuhxdgphryruthd tui prtpgatbgk/

ptrwi uutuhkzhhi pubgo cjur'uugry pui sh grayg nhbuymudgaygky "xyghy tuu sh try"shhtkgxhx tptrtyi' tui sh aytcnhydkhsgr cteungi buhyhdgyrgbhrubd uuhtzuh tbmudhhi sgrnhy/

"prgxgbhux'" sh dktctkgshhtkgxhx phtbhr uutx grmhhdy shvgfxyg ektx ntahbgi ptr sgo

muuge' thz btby ctetby nhyvnxphe' tui vty auhi txtl ntktuhxdgsruey dguutkshdg v,pgku,pui sh uuhryatpy thi sgo dgchy/uugi sh cjurho pui ghegrxcrusgrvhho ptri truhx grdg. tuh;uutetmhg tt"uu' uugry mudgaygkysurl "prgxgbhux" sh buhyhdgtptrtyi stry uutu sh cjurho ptri'tz tkgx ztk egbgi dgphry uugri thicgxyi trsgbubd' xhh chh zhl thicrusgrvhho tui xhh uugi ngi uuhkgrdg. truhxptri nhy nbujv tuicteuugnkhfehhy/

thi 90w vty sh phrng' ctzhrythi shhyaktbs' grmhhdy t aptdk-bhhg tptrty nhywi btngi "khcgryhxhhekgr'" uutx trchhy btl cgxgrtui ngr prtpgatbgk uuh sh thmyhdg"ph/ sh/" ntahbgi/ "vnxphe" thzctks dguugi tuh; sh khxyg pui"tngrhegwx grayg 01" pkgmgruutu sh ntahi uugy dgbumy uugri/

gx vty dgsuhgry chz sgo zungrtz sh phrng ztk ctaygyhdy uugrisurl sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" tui tbsgrgtdgbyuri mu trhhbphri sh ntahbgithi ctbu./ tui' uuh ptraprtfi' thzvnxphe yteg dguugi pui sh xtnggrayg' tui zhby sti uugry sh bhhgtptrty dgbumy cx"s tuhpwi agbxyitui cgxyi tui tjrhu,wshdxyiptrbgo/

tmhbs btl ngr uuh chh shprhgrshdg "tushyx'" sruey vnxphetuhx vtrmhdg vfr, vyuc ptr shdgyrhhg aytc nhydkhsgr pui"ghegrx crusgrvhho/"

sh vuhpy ergshy dhhy ptrwidgyrhhgi "ghegrx crusgrvhho"ngbgszagr nu"v khpt kuhpgr vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhw' muztngi nhy shaytc nhydkhsgr nu"v nav

prhgsnti vh"u' nu"v hux; rptkvfvi vtppgr vh"u uc"c ,jhw' nu"vnrsfh vgra kuhpgr vh"u uc"c ,jhwtui nu"v hutk uuhgsgr vh"u uc"c,jhw' uutx tkg uuh thhbgr zgbginuxygri pui vtr. tui dgyrhhatpymu sh dkhekhfg tui muprhsgbg ehbsgrthi sh crusgrvhho/

sh tdgbyur yuy sgrchh nfhryucv zhhi sh dgbhyg trchhy pui nu"vhutk uuhhzgr vh"u' shrgeytr puirgzhsgbatk xgruuhxgx chh vnxphethi trtbsza etubyh' uugkfgr ayhhythi aph. pui tkg vnxphe drup-vhhngi tui phkg mgbskhdgr "pgnhkheghr" vhhzgr thi dtbmi rthti kaouk,ptr,/

sgr vgrkhfgr tuhxdtbd thz tuhltstbe sh dgyrhhg trchhy pui nu"vanutk cbhnhi ptketuuhya vh"u'"nghbygbgbx" ngbgszagr puivnxphe thi trtbsza etubyh'uugkfgr ntfy zhfgr tz tkgx thitkg drup-vhhngi ztk zhhi thi cgxyitrsgbubd tui tuh; sh vgfxygxytbstryi pui euutkhygy' tui nrx/zhxvtk. ,jhw' sh dgyrhhg buhrx puivnxphe drup-vhhngi thi trtbszaetubyh' uugkfg dhy zhl tp nhy shvgky tui buhrxhbd eghr pui tkgetbxungrx thi sh drup-vhhngidgyrhh tui prtpgxhtbgk/

pubgo "xgruuhx ettrshbghati"aytbspubey' sh thngrnhskhfg vhk;tui a,skbu, kyuc, sh etbxungrxthi "ghegrx crusgrvhho'" euny shrhfyhdg vfr, vyuc ptrwi xgruuhxettrshbghytr nu"v hutk ktbstvh"u' uugkfgr trchhy ytd-ygdkhlkyuc, sh cjurho thi "ghegrx" thi

tkg dgchyi tui stx thz tzuh vgrkhldgeungi muo tuhxsrue chho thmyhdithcgrzhfy/ ctzubsgrx thz dguutrituhxdgsruey vfr, vyuc ptrwixgruuhx ettrshbghati xupgruuhhzgrnu"v nav ztcgk vh"u uugkfgrayhhy thi aph. pui sh "go/ gx/ xh/"ptrypgk pui sh cjurho thi ghegrxcrusgrvhho kao uk,ptr,/

uuh aygbshd chh tzgkfg tushyxtui duyg uuhryatpy rgzukytyi'vty vnxphe dgahey ti thbgrkhfgetnhubhetmhg mu tkg aytcnhydkhsgr pui sh tdgbyur' tkx tituhxsrue pui "nnbu hknsu ufi hgau/"thi sgo ptk' tcgr' thz sh vfr,vyuc tuh; t aytpk vgfgr' xhhuugdi sh gkygrg etbxungrx' tuhluugdi sh hubdgrg' tui uugdi sh vgfxyprtpgxhtbtkg vgky eghr uutxktzy sh ngshmhbhag tuhytrhygyiptzhyhuu thcgrrtay chh hgsgdgkgdbvhhy/

stpkyg gvrg pui hgrkhfg xyghy tushy tuicgxyg shhtkgxhx' chh "ghegrx crusgrvhho"

crusgrvhho cteuny bhhg ph/ sh/ shhtkgxhx ntahi' pui grayg tzgkfg tptrtyi thcgr dtb. tngrheg

sgr bhhgrg cgxgrg"khcgryh ntahi"

sgr tkygr xtry"bhuyti ntahi"

pkgbgr thi uutahbdyti mu agbeiti thhbntkhdg n,bv pui 052$ ptrtkg nhy "gx/ gx/ thh/" cgbgphyivtci auutfg atbxi mu uugrituhxdgphry' yrt. sh druhxg sruepui khcgrtkg tui ngxhdgtrdtbhztmhgx mu trtbszahri tztnhbhntkg etnpgbxtmhg tbayty shhgrkhfg "etkt" vgfgrubd uutx uugybhay eungi thi htbutr/

"gx/ gx/ thh/'" pui uutxnhkhtbgi tngrhetbgr dgbhxi'sgrubygr tuhl etbxungrx tuiprtuuhhsgrx pui "vnxphe'" uugryhgsi htbutr dgvgfgry kuhy shthbpktmhg muuhai xgpygncgr tuixgpygncgr t htr prhgr/

sh hgrkhfg "etxy tuu khuuhbdgszatxyngby" ptr ehbsgr tuigruutexgbg nhy "gx/ gx/ thh/" thztrtp pui yha muo eungbshdi

htrdtbd' uuhctks muuhai zungr 90wtui zungr 01w thz thbpktmhg dguugiuuhhbhdgr uuh sh prhgrshdg htr/ tzuhtruo euny tuhx' kuhy phbtb.xytyhxyhex' tz stx "etxy puikgci" thz bhay dguutexi' tuisgrhcgr ztdy sgr dgzg. tz nwegibhay vgfgri sh pgsgrtkg cgbgphyprtdrtngi/

gykhfg etbdrgx nhydkhsgr tuitbsgrg cttnyg thi uutahbdytivtci dgvty tuhpdgcrgbdy t pktimu agbei ti thhbntkhdg yage pui052$ ptr sh tkg uutx cteungi "gx/gx/ thh/" tui tuhl xhh uugkfg tbsgrgcgbgphyi pui sh "xtagk xgehurhyh"xhxygo/ sgr pkti vty tcgr dtrauutfg atbxi ctaygyhdy mu uugri'kuhy thmyhdg ayrgbdg cuszagyuuhbyi thi uutahbdyti tui thcgrdtb. tngrheg/

atbxi auutl ptr 052$"gx/ gx/ thh/" tbayty "etkt"

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11 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

- vnxphe bhhgx -

muuhh pukg ygd vtci sh cttnygpui pgsgrtki "xtagk xgehurhyhtsnhbhxyrtmhg" tdgbyurptrcrgbdy chh sh vnxphe tphxgxthi ntbxh' btfdhhgbshd sh tdgbyurwxchfgr thcgr sh phbtbmi pui "gx/ gx/thh/" cgbgphyi ptr phkmtkhdgetbxungrx tui zhhgrg prtuuhhsgrxtui rgzhsgbmi/

tui' thi sh uugrygr pui shcttnyg' thz vnxphe "sh ngrxygtrdtbhzhryg trdtbhztmhg uutx nhrvtci tntk dgzgi'" nhy tphbtbmhgkg trsgbubd uutx thzprgmgsgbyktz' uuhhbhdxybx thi shbhu htregr rthti/

"gx/ gx/ thh/" thz t pgsgrtkgvhk; prtdrto tubygr sh "xtagkxgehurhyh" xhxygo/ tbsgra uuhrgyhhgrngby vhk; tsgr shxgchkhyhthbaurgbx' thz "gx/ gx/ thh/" pauyt euutk pui btl zhhyhdg dgkygr ptrngbyai nhy shxgchkhyhx tui ekhhbgtsgr zgrt ptrshbxyi/ thi mudtc mush ngrvhhy dgkygr uutx shpgsgrtkg rgdhrubd thi uutahbdytidhy ptr sh ctyrgpbsg' zgbgiptrvti gykhfg xyghyx – sgrubygrbhu htre – uutx khhdi tkhhbx mu btldgkygr muo "gx/ gx/ thh/" cgbgphy/

tpyntk uutky t ehbs dgegby

cteungi "gx/ gx/ thh/" tcgr shngxhdg ptrshbxyi pui sh gkygrintfi stx ehbs tunctrgfyhdy mucteungi sh cgbgphyi/

tcgr uugi t ehbs uutuhby bhaychh sh gkygri thi ayuc' ntfy auhibhay tuhx sh ptrshbxyi pui shgkygri' uuhhk ngi str; stl ctmtkish etxyi pui uutuhbgi chh sh tbsgrgnapjv' mh chh vnxphe pgnhkh eghr'tsgr drupg rgzhsgb.' tt"uu/

thi sh kgmyg muuhh tunaygbsi'uugi etbxungrx' hubd tsgrgruutexi' uutuhbgi tubygr sh tjrhu,pui vnxphe chh t prhuutyg napjvtsgr drupg rgzhsgb.' dhhy sh "gx/gx/ thh/" dgky ptr sh pgnhkh eghrnapjv' tsgr sh drup-vhho' mu sgeish ruyhbg etxyi pui vtsguugi tuipkgdi sgo etbxungr/ yhhk pui shdgky thz tcgr dguuhsngy shrgeyptrwi pgrzgbkhfi ctbu. pubgoetbxungr tkhhbx' ctetby tkx"ega gktugbx'" tui sh rgdhrubdkhhdy tuhxygrkhag ayrgbdgptrarhpyi uuhtzuh zhl tunmudhhi nhysh stzhdg dgkygr/

"pgnhkh eghr" napju, tuivnxphe drup-vhho ngbgszagrxuuhhxi pui grptrubd uuhphk dguuhfytui fuju, gx dhhgi trhhi mu vtkyi sh

stzhdg dgkygr tui zhhgrg jacubu,rhhi tui pubykhl chz sh kgmygpruyv/ tmhbs vtci tuhl shpgsgrtkg cttnyg dgvty t atbxstx nhymuvtkyi pui sgr btby/

ctks thi sh grayg ygd btlxufu,' zgbgi sh cttnyg' xhh puiktetki churt tui xhh pui uutahbdytivchrv' trtpdgeungi muo vnxphetphx thi "ntbxh vtc'" tui dgvhhxicrgbdgi sh chfgr' vhca shekhl tuituhl pubeykhl tkg/ ngi thzthcgrdgdtbdgi mgbskhdgr "rgxhyx"chz muo neur rtaui/ btfdgdtbdgitkg phbtb. pgshngr pui ge mu ge'dgzufy t ptrebhpgf.' tui bhaydgphbgi/ c"v ehhi thhbx/

chho "gezhy etbpgrgb." vtcish "xtagk xgehurhyh" cttnygtuhxdgsruey tpgbg v,pgku, pubgo"tushy'" ztdbshd' uuh gruugby' tz chhvnxphe thi rtekgbs etubyh zgvi zhht prtpgxhtbtkg trsgbubd tuiphbtbmhgkg drtsehhy uutx thz pauybhay muo dgphbgi vhhbyhdg mhhyi/

ergshy ptr sh vgrkhfgrgzukytyi euny zhl' muo grayi mush "pgnhkh eghr" prtuuhhsgrx'thcgrvuhpy sh ger, vch,' uugkfgdgci zhl tp tzuh dgyrhh tui gbgrdhanhy tkgo uutx str; dgyti uugri

ptrwi uutuhkzhhi pubgo etbxungr'phzha' dhhxyha' ngshmhbha tui tphkuphbtbmhgk/ ytd btl ytd' zhmy sgr"vnxphe pgnhkh eghr" khgzti thirtekgbs' nu"v tkgzr ekhhi vh"u'ctahhsi chh zhhi trchhyx-yha tuiphry muuhai tbsgri sh tphx-zhhy puish stzhdg trchhy' tui thmy chho"tushy" vty truhxdgahhby uutx zhhigcus, veusa bgny trhhi' tui uuhphktjrhu, tui yrhhvhhy gx khdysgrhbgi/

tui tuusth sh ngbgszagrx puitkg vnxphe drup-vhhngi thirtekgbs: etbetrs )nrx/dtkscgrdgr ,jhw(' ptragh )nrx/phagr ,jhw(' ptxh )nrx/ ktbst,jhw(' drgbsuuhu )nu"v hutk ruchivh"u(' tregshgi )nu"v aknvkgctuuhya vh"u(' tui uutbtnghegr)nu"v nav ytncur( vh"u/ yhhk puizhhgr dgbhyg trchhy thz mu phri

dgbhyg chfgr' tui gx vty zhltruhxdguuhzi tz tuhl sgr dgchy puish trchhy uugry dgyti tzuhsuhgrvtpyhd tui muprhsbaygkbs'thi aph. pubgo shrgeytr puirgzhsgbatk xgruuhxgx chh vnxphethi rtekgbs etubyh' nu"v haghwuugrmcgrdgr vh"u/

tui pui phbtbmhgki aytbspubeyeuny t vgrmkhfi stbe ptr shdgyrhhg trchhy pui sh cueehphbdaytc nu"v jhho nthr shhya vh"u'nu"v nav nrsfh chkkgr vh"u tuisgr etnpyrtkgr nu"v jhho kubdgrvh"u' uugkfg trchhyi pkhhxhd tuiprtpgxhtbtk mu phri sh chfgr thicgxyi trsgbubd' ti trchhy uutx nhyt hgrkhfg cuszagy thi shmgbskhdgr nhkhtbgi stktri thzuuhhy bhay ehhi drhbdg' tcgr tzt"tushy" ntfy sh trchhy phkdrhbdgr/

vnxphe thi rtekgbs ahhby chhpgsgrtkg "gx/ gx/ thh/" tushy

vnxphe vty dgaygky tkgyrgbhrubd dgcruhfi ptr aytcnhydkhsgr tui prtuuhhsgrxtungyuo tubygr thhi bhhg mgbyrtkgptzhmhg' mu tsrgxhri sh phkmtkhdgaytc nhydkhsgr uugkfg strpicteungi bhhg tui "jzrv" nuay-hrubdgi mu egbgi trhhbeungi tsgruuhhygr trchhyi tubygr sh uutexbsgmtk prtdrtngi tui tpyhhkubdgi/

ptr sh bhhg ptzhmhg thzctayhny dguutri nu"v hutk drtxvh"u' sgr dgbhygr pgnhkh eghr vtuokhgzti muuhai sh xyghy' vnxphe tuish phkg mgbskhdgr napju, thitrtbsza etubyh uugkfg vtkyi txpgmhgki etbxungr chh zhl thiayuc/

tuhpwi dgchy pui nuayhri shaytc nhydkhsgr chh vnxphe' bgnysh tdgbyur sh ctetbyg prhbmhp puish tngrhetbgr trnhh' sh cgxygnhkhygrhag ertpy thi sh uugky/chho nhkhygr uuhhxy ngi tz shrhfyhdg euutkhygy thz ctzhry tuh;yrghbhbd' yrghbhbd tui yrghbhbd/ tuichh vnxphe uuhhxy ngi stx zgkcg/

tkx rgzukyty' thz "yrghbhbd"pui grayi ytd t mgbyrtkg

pubstngby pui vnxphe' tui thhbxpui sh dgvhhnbhxi chh sh tdgbyur muayhhdi nhy grptkd thi tkg dgchyicx"s/ uuhphk ngr yrgbhrubd sh aytcnhydkhsgr dhhgi tsurl' tkx cgxgruugry dgyti sh trchhy tui tkxagbgr sh rgzukytyi/ tuhxgrsgo'kuhywi dgzg.' strpi aytcnhydkhsgr tui "prtuuhhsgrx"'surfdhhi ptrahsgbg nuayhrubdgi'tui gx ptrayhhy zhl' tz shrgduktmhgx uugri aygbshd tuhx-dgptkdy pubeykhl uuh ptrdgarhci'uuh gx ztdi gsu, sh tunmtkhdgtushyx tui thbxpgemhgx thi kuh;pui sh htri/

nhywi uutuex pui sh prtdrtngitubygr vnxphe' tui sgrnhy sh phkgmueungbshdg aytc nhydkhsgr' thztuhl mudgeungi "trhgbyghatiyrghbhbd'" t drubykhfg kgemhgtuhpwi ctdrh; pui "vnxphe" – uutxnhhby mu trchhyi st' uuhtzuh shtdgbyur uugry dgphry' uutx shetbxungrx cteungi' uuhtzuh ngirgsy mu gkygri tui prtuuhhsgrx'tt"uu/ stx vhhxy' trhgbyhri shaytc nhydkhsgr muo vnxphepktbgy/

muuhai tbsgri' uugri aytcnhydkhsgr yrgbhrubd thi 1( xehp-tr/ thbygbxhuug xgxhg tuh; sh duygngytsi mu etnhubhehri tui vtbskinhy etbxungrx thi tkgtunaygbsi' xpgmhgk thi auugrgntngbyi uugi nwstr; vtci txgbxhyhuug mudtbd tcgr abgk ntfitrsgbubd' 2( puhrxy ghs' "xh/ ph/tr/" ngr etngbytri zgbgi thcgrhd'vmk, bpau, nna' tui tuhl shbtsnkfu,t' 3( ngsx tsnhbhxyrgh-ati/ stx thz sh yrgbhrubd uuhtzuh mudgci tkg grkhh ngshmhbgi ptretbxungrx' tui tuhl mu khhbgiprgxerhcatbx tui egbgi steungb-yhri arhpykhl sh etbxungrxwngshmhi rgetrsx' 4( xghpyh tuizhfgrvhhy' tuhxnhhsi gchuz' erhzhxuuhryatpy tui "thbxhsgbyrhptryhbd'" 5( thbpgemhg tuiwpgytszahiw etbyrtk' 6( phhgrzhfgrvhhy' srhkx' guuteutmhgpkgbgr' tui 7( "vhpt"t prhhuugxh"dgzgmi/

zgkcxyptraygbskhl tz yhhkszatcx thi vnxphe ptsgri ngryrgbhrubd/ sh stzhdg xyg; cteungi"etxyuo nghs" yrgbhrubd kuhy zhhgr

aygkg tuiqtsgr kuhy shetbxungrx tubygr zhhgr tjrhu,/knak shrgey eghr xyg; thi tdrup-vhho nhy t etbxungr uutxvty shhgchyhx' uugy xpgmhgkyrgbhry uugri tuh; sh thhbmkvhhyiuugdi shhgchyhx thi sh ngshmhbgisgrptr' sh zgkcg ztl nhy xhzagrx'btfy-aptmhri' yuc-phshbd' tsgrxhh uugkfg nmc uutx t aytcnhydkhs str; egbgi "vgbskgi"' uuhnwztdy' mu sgr ztl tui nhy vtr./

tui nhy sh uutexbsg ckh puivtuo vgky tui tbsgrg vgky eghrprtdrtngi chh vnxphe' eungi mubtl tui btl rgduktmhgx tuiptrktbdyg nuayhrubdgi ptr aytcnhydkhsgr' hgsgr kuhy zhhi ptzhmhgtui tjrhu,/

tkx rgzukyty thz tuhpdgeungit aytreg dgcruhl mu vtci thhimgbyrtkg tui prtpgxhtbtkgtrsgbubd nhy tkg yrgbhrubdgi

thcgr dtb. vnxphe' tui ngi vtydgbungi zufi sgo ptxhdi pgrzti ptrsgo muuge/ guugbyugk vty ngidgzgi tz tbayty zufi thbsruhxivty ngi sgo rhfyhdi ngbya chh zhlthi sh tdgbyur thi erh, hutk' sgryhfyhdgr gxei tui dgkubdgbgrpgnhkh eghr khgzti rw hutk drtxvh"u/

uuh rw hutk dhy thcgr' thz shtuhpdtcg pui yrghbhbd ettr-shbghytr tzuh crhhy tui srhbdgbs' tzngi bgny zhl ctks mu sh trchhy' thitkg dgdbygr uutu vnxphe xgruuhryvgky tui hungi xgruuhxgx tuiprtdrtngi/

prtdrto shrgeytri tuingbgszagrx uugki thbdhfi muztn-aygki t mhhy-pkti pui buhyhdgyrgbhrubd xgxhgx thcgrtk uutubuhyhd' tui aytc nhydkhsgr uugkicteungi pubeykhfg thbptr-ntmhgth"v thi sh btbyg ygd/

vfbv srcv:

bhhg ptzhmhg dgdrhbsy mu phri uutexbsgyrgbhrubd dgcruhfi surftuhx "vnxphe"

sh bhu htre xyghy tdgbyur ptrxpgmhgkg vhk;' cgxgr ctetbytkx "tu/ ph/ stcgkhu/'" thz tzuhgrbxy tfyubd mu dgci uugdi xhhuugkfg phhgr zhfgrvhhy' tz tphkunhywi tbeuo pui prtxyhdi uuhbygreungi btftbtbs prhag uutrgbubdgiuugdi phhgr rhzhegx tui gbkhfgprtckgngi' tphku pui tzgkfgxtryi uutx vtci bhay ehhi shrgeygptrchbsubd nhy xpgmhgkg vhk;tcgr egi dgbumy uugri surl tzgkfgvhk; tdgbyuri uuh vnxphe pubey uuhsurl hgsi thhbgo mudkhhl/

tbungky thz dgeungi tuutrgbubd pui "tu/ ph/ stcgkhu/" tzt druhxg "prtpghi" vtkxghkgr thintxtyauxgyx vty sh kgmyg ptrjsaho ptreuhpy sh xtry dtzcgptr ngi vty trhhbdgkhhdy shdgrul sgrhbgi' tui tuhc tzt prtpghithz tbdgeungi mu etnhubhyh vhhngipui xpgmhgkg etbxungrx ztk ngingr tfyubd dgci/

"prtpghi" thz etbmgbyrhrygdtz uutx thz zhhgr agskhl tui vty

bhay ehhi dgrul/ btl sh prtsuemhg'tuhpwi uugd mu sh huyhkhyh xytbmhgx'khhdy ngi mu sh ctetbyg zuhgrgdgrul tz ngi ztk egbgi aphri mh gxuugry ptraprhhy thi sh kupyi tuitbykuhpi ctmhhybx/ sh xyghy vtybhay ehhi thbptrntmhg tz xhhuugkfg dtz thi bhu htre thz dgeungipui hgbg phrng bgci ctxyti' tcgrstl vty sh tdgbyur dgzgi ptruuhfyhd mu "uutrgbgi/"

thi t ctzubsgrg btyh. muxpgmhgkg vhk; tdgbyuri' vty shxyghy btftntk dgrgsy uugdi"tbyh-prhz" fgnhetki thi sh"xprhbekgr" xhxygo' uutx ftyastx thz t ntygrhtk uutx crgbyabgk vty ngi gx ngdkhltrhhbdgkhhdy mu ptrnhhsi sh uutxgrpui uugri ptrpruhri uuhbygr/ shxyghy ztdy tz tuhc nwnuz khhditbyh-prhz mu vtkyi sh uutxgr thitpgrtmhg thi ptk pui phhgr j"u'ztk ngi khhdi btr tzgkfg nhydkhhetk tsgr dkhmgrhi' tcgr nhy shekgbxyg ntx ngdkhl/

tfyubd: ptr phhgr tui ptr uutxgr

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12vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

sh uutexbsg mtk rupi ptr"vnxphe vtuo eghr" thi tpxyghyrthti vty thi sh kgmyg jusa muuhhsgrdrhhfy tzt aytpk' tz ngi vtydgstrpy drhbsi ctzubsgrg "hungi

rhxtrxgx" tphxgx tubygr sh vtuoeghr shuuhzhg' vuhpyzgfkhl mu sgeish uutexbsg ptrktbdgi ptr vnxphevtuo eghr vhk; surl ptmhgbyi tuiptnhkhg nhydkhsgr chho uugri

"shxyatrszas" pui aphytk/sgo ntbty' yteg' vty vnxphe

dgdrhbsgy thi erh, hutk t bhhg"hungi rhxtrxgx" tphx mu xgruuhri"vtuo eghr" xgruuhxgx ptr sh

ktetkg ctpgkegrubd' thcgr-ktzbshd sh vtuo eghr aytcnhydkhsgr thi rtekgbs etubyh musgei sgo thcgrpkux pui vtuo eghrrupi thi rtekgbs etubyh tui shvtsxti uugkh tui egyxehk dgdbygr/

vnxphe vtuo eghr vhk; egiuugri mudgaygky thi tkg ptrngi'tuhpwi eurmi tsgr kgbdgri ygrnhi'ptr t frtbhag muaytbs tsgr tiabgk-surfdhhgbsg gphzts' dgsgeysurl thbaurgbx tsgr rgdhrubdprtdrtngi' "kfk nti scgh" xhh uututhi tpxyghy rthti/ ngbyai zgbgiegbykhl muprhsi pui sh vuhfgeuutkhygy xytbstryi uutx vnxphe

prteyhmhry ytdygdkhl' chh vtuoeghr pubey uuh tkgtbsgrg vhk; prtdrtngi uuh chzvhhby/ tui stx thz btruutxctaygyhdy dguutri surltngrhegwx vuhpy trdtbhztmhg ptrvgky eghr euutkhygy' "sh szathbyetnhati/"

thi erh, hutk' uuh dgztdy' thzthmy dggpby dguutri t ctzubsgrg"hungi rhxtrxgx" tphx mu sgei shktetkg vtuo eghr dgcruhfi' thimudtc muo ntbxh tphx uutx egi euhobtfeungi sh ptrktbdgi/ sh "ghya/tr/" churt pui sh "vtuo eghr"shuuhzhg thz dguuhsngy mu bgngi tkggrkhh tpkhetmhgx ptr vnxphevtuo eghr vhk;' xhh pui ngbyaiuutx zufi mu cteungi sh uutrhngvhk; ptr zhl tsgr ptnhkhg thiayuc' tui xhh pui ngbyai uutx zufimu vtci prbxv dgkgdbvhhyi thi shetygdtrhg pui vtuo eghr/

dkhhfmhhyhd pui prbxvaytbspubey' thbgo dgchy pui "ujhtjhl gnl'" thz sh uutl dgeungi tprhag surfcrul' uugi vnxphe vtuoeghr vty tpdgvtkyi sh graygxgrhg yrgbhrubdgi ptr vhhnhagtpkhetbyi mu uugri tphmhgkctaygyhdy tkx "ph/ xh/ gh/" vgkyeghr dgvhkpi/ uuh dgntksi ptrhdijusa' vty vnxphe tubygrdgbungish yrgbhrubd xgxhgx mu vgkpitpkhetbyi trhhbeungi thi shphkmtkhdg szatcx chh vtuo eghr'ti getbtnhag ektx uutx zgvykgcgshdg uutuex' stvh tui thcgrdtb. tngrheg' yrt. sh auugrgrgxgxhg uutx bgny truo tkgtbsgrg etygdtrhgx pui chzbgx tuiszatcx/

sh vuhpy turztl ptruutx "vtuoeghr" tkx prbxv ngdkhfehhy ckhgytzuh aytre' thz mukhc sh ntxhuugptrktbd sgruh; uutx vhk; tdgbyuriuuh vnxphe egbgi euho btfeungi/pui thhi zhhy vty ngi sh "cghch cuodgbgrtmhg'" sh nhyk-hgrhdg sur puimgbskhdgr nhkhtbgi uutx thztuhpdgeungi thi sh grayg muutbmhdhtr btl sh muuhhyg uugky nkjnv tuivtky thmy chho yuhgr pui shdtksgbg htri/ pui sh stzhdgdgbgrtmhg' uugngbwx ptsgraygrhhg uugry thbdhfi 56 htr tky'eungi ptrktbdgi tuh; vhk;prtdrtngi tui dgzubyvhhycgbgphyi' aphrbshd sh ptraygbs-khfg xhdbtki pui sh zgfmhdgr htritui truh;/

tcgr pui sh tbsgrg zhhy thz shvgky eghr thbsuxyrhg dgbudptrdgarhyi tz ngi zufy mu bumiaphygkgr tui buhrxhbd vtunx uuhuuhhbhdgr' cag, ngi uuhk vtci ngrtui ngr vgky eghr vhk; chh zhl thiayuc/ tui tuhc bhay chh zhl'sgntky chh t dgyrhhg ytfygrtsgr zui thi ayuc' btby mu shthhdgbg ehbsgr tui thhbhekgl uuh

sh drgxyg vtuo eghr ptrthhithi bhu htre' "vtuo eghrtxtxhghati'" thz dguutri tithhbpkuxrhhfg nhydkhs tuh; sh"tnhd tushy gsuuhhztrh etnhyg'" shrtydgcgr etnhyg pui bhu htrexyghywx "tphx tuu ngsheghsthbxpgeytr szagbgrtk/"

"tnhd" thz ctetby ptrsurfphri dtr ayrgbdgtubygrzhfubdgi tuh; tkg vgky eghrtrdtbhztmhgx – pui aphygkgr chzngshek tptrtyi chz ptrntxhx –mu ftpi ngdkhfg auuhbsk/ thi shkgmyg mhhyi vty sh xyghy churttbgregby sh tuhpyu pui vtci shvgky eghr thbsuxyrhg tubygr thhistl' thi prhhbykhfg ayhnubdgi'bhay uuh phhbykhfg egdbgr/

sgo teytcgr thz ptrdgeungit prhag zhmubd pui sh rtydgcgretnhyg' uutu "tnhd" cttnyg vtcituhpdgbungi duyg dgstbegi pui shthbsuxyrhg' zhl ctstbey sgrptr'tui dgztdy sh cttnyg uugki zhlrgfgbgi sgrnhy/

*bhu htre xyghy vty gbskhl

gkhnhbhry sh "ntrtytrhuo" tuh;bhhg "khext" trdtbhztmhgx –"khhxgbx vtuo eghr" tdgbyuri –uutx thz dguugi thhbdgphry shkgmyg ebtpg srhh htr/ "vnxphevtuo eghr" vty' uuh ctetby'cteungi sh "khext" ctaygyhdubdnna thi kgmyg ygd cgptr shxyghy ntrtytrhuo thz trhhi thiertpy' uuhbygr ,ax"j/ sh vtuoeghr tpyhhkubd chh "vnxphe'" uuhtuhl sh thbygbxhuug vhk;prtdrtngi ptr nuj yrtunt tuiauugrg shxgchkhyhx uutxptrktbdgi mu zhhi ctaygyhdy tkx"khext'" vtci zhby sti tuhpdgckhyvgfgr tkg gruutryubdgi cx"s/

sh "ntrtytrhuo" thz tphmhgktrtp teytcgr sgr 1wygr' tcgr shxyghy vgky sgpy/ vty btl bhaydgntfy ehhi tphmhgkg ngksubdsgruugdi/

*"uuhzhyhbd buhrx xgruuhx'" pui sh

drgxyg vtuo eghr tdgbyuri thi bhuhtre' vty ctuuhzi mu rgsumhri shptmhgbyi rtyg pui aphytkctvtbskubdgi nhy t rhzhdgprtmgby' pui %73 chz %72' thi shtfy htr pui 10w chz 90w' thz sgontbty ctrhfygy dguutri/

sh phrbsg vtuo eghr tdgbyurvty stx sgrdrhhfy surl thhbphri txhxygo pui pubeykhl ayushri shdgzubyvhhy tunaygbsi pui hgsiptmhgby' tui surfsgo zgvi uugkfgprtckgngi vtci sh ngrxyg atbxmu yrhhci t ptmhgby thi aphytktrhhi/

sh pteytri uutx crgbdgi shngrxyg aphytkhztmhgx shrgeytsgr tunshrgey zgbgi prgaurtkxgrx' turhbtrh tunetbyrtk' xhhuugkfg egygygr' rgxphrtytrhauutfehhyi' eurmg tygo tui vtr.pgkhur/ ptmhgbyi nhy tzgkfg ztfivtci cteungi mhhykhfgthbygruugb. mu ptrnhhsi erhzhxi'tui stx vty txtl dgvtkpi tuh;ctks tui tuhpwi kgbdgri ygrnhi/

*sgr ntbty btuugncgr knxpro

uugry ctmhhfby tkx "btmhtbgkgvtuo eghr tui vtxphhx ntbty'" tuivgky eghr drupgx tui thbsuxyrhgptrthhbgi vtci pkgbgr musgntbxyrhri sgo uutuhkygyhdisgrntbubd surftuhx sh ptrthhbhdygaytyi/

*btl t ctvtkygbg "tumr" pui

prgzhsgby tctntwx "vgky eghrrgptro" uugry thmy tbysgey'bgnkhl' tz hgsg thhbmhdxyg xyghythi tngrheg nuz' pui sgo htbutrtbdgvuhci' zhhi thi etbyrtey nhy t"rhetuugrh tushy" phrng mutubygrzufi sh xyghywx vgky eghrthbsuxyrhg/

ht' stx thz tuhxgr xhh uugkfgtushy tuhytrhygy tsgr tdgbyuruutx sh xyghy vty auhi chz vhhby/mc"a thi bhu htre xyghy' tuhxgr shtyuhrbh szagbgrtkwx tphx'etnpyrtkgr' vgky sgptryngby'tnhd)!(' xyghy erhnhbtk huxyh.

sgpy/' xyghy ptkhx' euny tctpgk pui uutahbdyti tz sh xyghynuz akhxi t etbyrtey nhy tsruhxbshdg phrng uutx thz grptrithi vgky eghr tushyx' mu aygkibtl t ptr tuhdi tuh; sh thbsuxyrhg/

xyghyx ngdi ptrktbdgi t"uughuugr" zhl truhxmusrhhgi puisgo' tcgr "xh/ go/ gx/" thiuutahbdyti ngd ztdi "kt" nhy titk;/ sh pgsgrtkg tdgbyur vtytzgkfg etbyrteyi tuh; tushyxtubygr "ngsheghr'" tcgr sh bhhgvgky rgptro dgzg. thz dgmhkytuh; thhbphri "ngsheghs" tushyx/

*tcgr' bhhi' btl tk. bhay dgbud/

thi sh "ekhhbg chzbgx szatcx chk"uutx prgzhsgby tctnt vty tzuhvhkfhd tubygrdgarhci gbsgxgpygncgr' mu "vgkpi ekhhbgchzbgxgr'" khdy thi ekhhbg auru, tbhhg ctpgk muo pgsgrtki vgkysgptryngby tz hgsi htr nuzi shcttnyg thsgbyhphmhri 01 xyghyxnhy sh ngrxyg ptrsgfyhdyg vgkytsgr vtuo eghr yrtbztemhgx tuizhh "tushyi/"

sgr ctpgk uugry dhkyhdeungbshdi hukh sgr 1wygr/

*dgbud' ht? uuh uutx uugi/etbdrgx vty surfdgphry t chk

uutx tuhytrhzhry sh pgsgrtkgvgky sgptryngby mu ptrctyi pui"ngsheghr" tui "ngsheghs" xhhuugkfgr pgrzti tsgr phrng uutxthz dguugi tphkhthry nhy ti tbsgripgrzti tsgr phrng uutx thz truhxaukshd tuh; erhnhbtkg auuhbsk thivgky eghr tsgr vtuo eghr/pgrztbgi egbgi trhhbptki tubygrsgo ptrcty tphku zhh vtci bhaydguutuxy pubgo auuhbsk' btr zhh"uutkyi dgstrpy" uuhxi sgrpui/

sgr xgbty vty btl bhaytuhpdgbungi sgo chk' tui atbxizgbgi auutl tz gx uugy truhpeungiptr ctvtbskubd xhh uugi thi btbyimueubpy/

*btl uuhhyg mpui etubyhx thi bhu

htre zgbgi thmy tbdgeungi tubygr"ngsheghs ngbgszas eghr'" thiapti nhywi ktbdhtrhdi pkti zhby shptyteh htri' thhbmuphri "ngbgszaseghr" tuh; ngrxybx "ngsheghs"dgbhxgr/

sgr pkti vty zhl tbdgvuhci thidgmhhkyg etubyhx tkx phktyprtdrto' sgrbtl trhcgr mu bhuhtre xhyh tui sh grayg xuctrcetubyhx truo sh ayty/ surftuhx shkgmyg ptr htri uugri shptrckhcgbg tpxyghy etubyhxtrhhbdgbungi thbgo "ngbgszaseghr" xhxygo thhbx btfwi tbsgri/

*"yh/ ch/ thh/'" sh vnxphe

prtdrto ptr ngbyai nhy nujyrtunt tui btfuuhhgi' uugry thmyayushry chh sh vgky sgptryngbythi tkctbh' mu zgvi uuhtzuh sgrthbygbxhuugr prtdrto vtydgtrchhy sh kgmyg ptr htr zhbyvnxphe thz ctaygyhdy dguutrisgrptr/

vhhby mu ytdx tubygrwitpyhhkubd pui "vnxphe vtuo eghr'"thz "yh/ ch/ thh/" t dguutkshdgrvhk; prtdrto ptr ngbyai uutxzgbgi ctrgfyhdy sgrmu' btfwi khhsixhh uugkfg xtry grbxyg nujyrtunt tui strpi tbeungi mu vhk;zhl mu eurhri tui murhe eungi muocgxyi pubemhg uutx ngdkhl/

vnxphe thz ctaygyhdy muxgruuhri sgo prtdrto thitrtbsza' rtekgbs tui trunhdgetubyhx/ ptr "yh/ ch/ thh/" str;ngi zhhi ctrgfyhdy mu ngsheghs'tui nwegi surfsgo cteungi t pukgxgrhg vhk; chh zhl thi ayuc tsgruutu thngr/

tmhbs' uugi sh xyghy vgkysgptryngby thi tkctbh drhhy zhlmu pktbhri t bhhg "phbg; htr pkti"ptr "yh/ ch/ thh/'" euei sh cttnygtsurl sh rgzukytyi pubgo prtdrtochh "vnxphe" tui chh tbsgrgtdgbyuri truo sh xyghy uutx zgbgictaygyhdy sgrmu/ thhbmkvhhyipubgo "phbg; htr pkti" zgbgigruutrygy eungbshdi zungr/

thi tbsgrg "vtuo eghr" bhhgx:

ch, btni:

vnxphe vtuo eghr aytc tsrgxhry uutexbsgrupi pui ptmhgbyi cgptr tvhhndhhi pui aphytk

bhhg "hungi rhxtrxgx" tphx chh vnxphe vtuo eghr thi erh, hutk - grayg yrgbhrubd ptrtpkhetbyi tkx "ph/ xh/ gh/" dgvhkpi - vnxphe vtuo eghr thi tpxyghy tuh; eurmg tsgr

ktbdg ygrnhi ctaygyhdy nhy euutkhygy zhdk pui "szathby etnhati" tdgbyur

vnxphe vtuo eghr bhhgx

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sh "pghx" prtdrto uutxvnxphe aygky mu thi rtekgbsetubyh thz ti thhdbtryhdg cgbgphyuugi nwstr; tbeungi mu tpgrzgbkhfi dgvhk; uugdi dgzubyvhhyauutfehhyi' tz sgr ctyrgpbsgrngbya egi tkhhbx tuhxekuhci uugrgx ztk zhhi sgr dgvhk;/

uuh sgr prtdrto thz crhhyctrhny' uuhhxy ngi tz tphku btbygerucho egbgi zhhi sh aytcnhydkhsgr pui napjv nhydkhsgrtubygr "pghx'" mc"a thhbhekglptr t zhhsg-ctcg' t nung ptrwipkhngbhe' tt"uu/ sh dgvtkpgbgtubygr sgo prtdrto ekuhci tuhxsgo aytc nhydkhs tui aygki tuhxsh tdgbsg pubgo dgvhk; kuhy uuh zhhzgvi ptr rhfyhd' cag, vnxphe yuysh "cge tphx" ptphr trchhy puipghrtk' yhho-ahyx' yrgbhrubd'tt"uu/

thi sh kgmyg ptr jsaho' uuhctetby thi rtekgbs' vty sh etubyhthhbdgphry bhhg ayrgbdgrgduktmhgx mu ptrzhfgri duyg

euutkhygy tui ptrnhhsi auuhbsk/thhbx sgrpui thz sh "uutuhxrgetdbhati" xhxygo' tz xhh chhtbeungi muo etbxungr tui xhh chhotvhhndhhi str; sgr ctmtkygrdgvhk; rupi t xpgmhgkg ygkgptibungr uutx ftpy tuh; sh ayhng' tuipui uutu ngi rupy' tui stx thztuhpwi pkt. pui "ptbyai t etryk"trhhi tsgr truhx/

sh vubsgrygr vnxphe aytcnhydkhsgr pui "pghx" vtci zhlvgrkhl mudgaygky mu sh bhhgrgduktmhgx' sgrmhhky nu"v nbjonav ayhhi vh"u' sgr ettrshbghytrpui "pghx'" tui stx rupi hgbg bungrchho tbeungi tui tvhhndhhi thzdguutri t ruyhbg ztl pui sh gcus,veusa/

tcgr gx thz uuhfyhd muctytbgi' ztdy rw nbjo' tzyrtmsgo uutx ngi rupy trhhi shygkgpti bungr' str; ngi uuhhygrtuhxphki sh "yhho-ahyx" tui gxtrhhbahei hgsg muuhh uutfi mu egbgicteungi sgo dgvtky ctmhhybx/

"pghx" etbxungrx tui xyg;ptkdi tuhx bhhg rgduktmhgx

sh ptraubd trgo pui sh xyghywxxpgmhgkg vhk; tdgbyur dhhyuuhhygr nhy yhpg ayushgx truoxpgmhgkg shxgchkhyhx' tbvuhcbshdsgo uuhbygr t aptdk bhhg prthgeytuh; sgo dgchy muztngi nhy shctrhnyg "xubh stubxyghy" aphytkthi bhu htre xhyh/

sh xyghywx ptraubd trgo thzcgxgr ctetby tkx "thh/ ch/ tr/" –tertbho ptr "thbxyhyuy puiuuhxbatpy thi dgchyi puisguugktpngbyk shxgchkhyhx'"ctzhry thi xygyi thhktbs/ "xubhstubxyghy" thz t druhxgr aphytkthi cruekhi ngr ctetby tkx druhxgngshmhi ptraubd mgbygr tubygr sh"xyghy tubhuugrxhyh tuu bhu htre"uuh thhsgr ptr dguugbkhfg aphytkctvtbskubdgi/

sgr muztnaygk pui sh muuhhmgbygri thz dgmhky mu etnchbhri shuuhxbatpy pui "thh/ ch/ tr/" thi

dgchy pui sguugktpngbykshxgchkhyhx' tui sh grptrubd pui"xubh stubxyghy" thi dgchyi puibhurtktdhg' ptytktdhg' tuidgbgyhag ayushgx' tui ptrnhri tdgnhhbztng ptraubd prthgey tuh;sh bhurtktdhag turztfi tuiyuhaubdgi uutx ayhhgi tubygrtuyhzo tui tbsgrg xpgmhgkg

prtckgngi/sh ngksubd pubgo prhai

prthgey euny dtb. eurmkhl zhby"thh/ ch/ tr/" vty dgntksi shptrzgmubd pui ktbdhtrhdi prthgeymu ayushri "tkszvhhngrx" nujertbevhhy chh ngbyai nhy "stuixhbsrtuo'" t ptraubd prthgeyuutx dhhy auhi ti zhby 789w tui thmyuuhk ngi gx bgngi mu btl t uuhhygrgaytpk/

"thh/ ch/ tr/" thz' uuh auhigykhfg ntk gruugby' dtb. ayhkmuuhai tkdgnhhbgo ctpgkegrubd'tcgr thi sh uugky pui uuhxbatpythz sgr mgbygr dtr ctrhny ptryhpg ptraubdgi thi tkg dgchyi puisguugktpngbyk shxgchkhyhx/ txtlprtytetki uutx zgbgi vhhbytbdgbungi chh steyuhrho tuiptragr tungyuo' zgbgi tbyuuhekydguutri chho "thh/ ch/ tr/" ptraubdmgbygr thi xygyi thhktbs/

buhyhd' uuhphk ayubsgi' uutu tui uugi'tt"uu' zgbgi sh vnxphe ygrtphxyish rhfyhdg ngbyai nhy duyggrptrubd/

cagv yucv unumkj, thz' thigbsg xgpygncgr' tbdgeungi sgrctakux pui trtbsza etubyh tzvnxphe uugry ctaygyhdy ptr sgotjrhu,wshdi uugre/ ztptry vtci shygrtphxyi aytc nhydkhsgrdgbungi sh trchhy thi vtby trhhi'tui dgbungi tuhxphri sh"xupkgngbyi guugkhughatbx" ptrsh ehbsgr/

sh gkygri pui sh ehbsgr zgbgivgfxy muprhsi pui sgo prtdrto'uuhxbshd tz nhy ptxhdg vhk; thi shrhfyhdg mhhy' btl thhsgr stx ehbsuutexy tuh;' egi ngi zhhgr drhbdptrrhfyi ekhhbg tui tuhl druhxgprtckgngi/

"tuhrkh thbygruugbati" thzdgmhky mu vgkpi t ehbs uutx vtyxhh uugkfg auutfehhy thitbyuuhekubd' xhh grbxy tui ktbd-ygrnhbhd' tui xhh t nhksg ztl uutxstr; ckuhz tchxk thbygruugb. pui teurmg mhhy/

mc"a' t ekhhi nhhsgkg pui 81ntbtyi tky' uutx egi auhi duy dhhituh; sh pux' tcgr sh pux yrhy zgbgitzuh dgcuhdi tz chh hgsg yrhy ptkysh dtbmg uutd pubgo egrpgr tuhpwi

shei phbdgr pui chhsg pux/ nhywivhk; pui vnxphe' stx ehbswxsteytr' ghuugkhugygr tuiygrtphxyi' egi ngi aygki shpuxyrhy tuhpwi rhfyhdi pkt. – thickuhz dgmhhkyg ntbtyi/ uugrdgsgbey tz stx ehbs vtymhhyuuhhkhd tkx phmkx dgvty tyrhy prtckgo? sgr eub. thz' muntfi sgo prtckgo mhhyuuhhkhd surlmhhykhfg thbygruugb.' uuhhkapgygr thz auhi txtl auugrgr muptrrhfyi tzt ztl' tuhc nwegi cfkk/

pui sh tbsgrg zhhy' egi t ehbsstrpi ktbd-ygrnhbhdg ygrtph'vtcbshd t nmc pui sguugktpngbykshxgchkhyhx/ thi sgo ptk eunytrhhi "tuhrkh thbygruugbati" mutsrgxhri sh tbyuuhekubd aytpkgithi phkg dgchyi' pui akubdgi chzvtkyi t cruhyk chz ayhhi tuh; shpux/

tbsgra uuh tbsgrg dgzubyvhhyvhk; ptr ekhhbg ehbsgr' thz "tuhrkhthbygruugbati" cfkk bhayptrchbsi nhy sh ptrshbxyi tsgrptrngdbx pui t ptnhkhg – hgsgrthhbgr ti tuhxbto thz ctrgfyhdyptr "tuhrkh thbygruugbati"'ytytk tunzhxy/ sgrhcgr thz bhayehhi uutubsgr ptruutx tzuhphkgkygri bumi tuhx sgo prtdrto muoduyi' mu vgkpi zhhgrwx t ehbs nhyxhh uugkfg thbygruugb. uutx thzbuhyhd/

"tuhrkh thbygruugbati" vhk;uugry mudgaygky ptr tkg ehbsgruutx strpi gx vtci' pui 1 ytd tkychz ngi uugry 5 htr/ btfsgo' tuhcgx pgky tuhx' cteuny ngi uuhhygrtkg buhyhdg vhk;' tcgr kuhytbsgrg kgdtkg ptrarhpyi tuivhk; prtdrtngi/

thi tkdgnhhi' thz "th/ thh/" btlt shuuhzhg thi vnxphe tkx tdgbyurpui vgky vgky tui hungixgruuhxgx/ yrtmsgo uutx t mtkehbsgr ehbsgr uutx cteungi "tuhrkhthbygruugbati" vtci xpgmhgkgdgcruhfi nhy pgrntbgbyg dgcruhfiptr vhk; tui ygrtph' zgbgi shngrxyg ehbsgr thi sgo prtdrtodgzuby tui aytre nhy ckuhz tauutfehhy thi t xpgmhphag dgchy'uuh dgztdy/

tcgr tuhl sh ngrxybx rgktyhuudgzubyg ehbsgr cteungi sh zgkcgrgxpgey tui vtrmhdg dgyrhhatpypui sh ygrtphxyi tui aytcnhydkhsgr – tui cteungi tuhl tptxhdg dgatbe muo dgcuryxytdhgsi htr' uuhktbd zhh uutexi tuhx sgoprtdrto tui ayhhgi cx"s tuh; shthhdgbg pux/

ptr xhh uugkfg prtdgi tui ngrthbptrntmhg thcgr vnxphe tuhrkhthbygruugbati thi erh, hutk' rupysh "th/ thh/" ettrshbghytr nrx/ektr ,jhw' tuh; 9030-477-548/

teyugkg uuhxbatpy:

xyghywx prhag "xpgmhgkg bhurtktdhg"pkgbgr nhy "xubh stubxyghy" aphytk

prthgey' dgphry surl xyghywx "thh/ ch/ tr/" mgbygr' dgmhky tuh;

tuhppphrubd auutfehhyi tui phkg grkhh sguugktpngbyk shxgchkhyhx

"vnxphe tuhrkh thbygruugbati" ctaygyhdy c"vptr "xupkgngbyk guugkhughatbx" thi erh, hutk

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thhsgr thi dtb. prgnsg etrhstri/tzuh truo eungi mubuh; sh chhsg

pteytri tui aygki tvgr t rhzhdgru; tuh; "vtuo vgky eghr'" tuingi zufy sh cgxyg euutkhygy uutxnwegi yrgpi/ thi ngrxyg ptkiuugki sh etxyi ctmtky uugri surlngsheghr' ngsheghs' shxgchkhyhthbaurgbx' ktbd ygro eghrthbaurgbx tsgr tbsgrg grkhhthbaurgbx/ dguutbsi kuhy sh nmcpubgo etbxungr' uutuhbtry'shxgchkhyh' shtdbtz tui pgrzgbkhfgptrshbxyi' egi vnxphe vtuo eghrzhhi sgr rhfyhdgr akhj mu eungi muvhk; ptrwi ctyrgpbsi ngbya nhysh rhfyhdg aytc nhydkhsgr tui tuutrhng prtpgxhtbgkg mudtbd thitkg dgchyi/

xpgmhpha' pui dgzubyvhhy vhk;aytbspubey' zgbgi sh dguutkshdgtuhpyugi pui vtuo eghr phkptfhd/

mc"a' uugi gx euny mu vhk;tuhpwi "eurmg ygrnhi" thz ngdkhlmu cteungi vhk; tuh; t mhhytpabhy pui ygd tsgr uutfi' chz ngiaygky zhl murhe tuh; sh pux/ tntkthz gx btfwi thcgrkgci tigexhsgby' t yrtunt' t auugrgtpgrtmhg' tui ngi str; vtci vtuoeghr tuh; t eurmg mhhy zhltpmudgci nhywi ngbya' pui vgkpiaptmhri chz ctbstzahri sh uutubsi/

uugi gx euny mu "ktbd ygroeghr'" egi vnxphe muaygki tkgbuhyhdg vtuo eghr ngdkhfehhyi thiayuc' mc"a "ahpy buhrxhbd" uugi tyrgbhryg buhrx euny trhhi tuh;

tptr agv zhl tpdgci nhywietbxungr tui grkgshdi tkg buhrxhbdtrchhy uutx str; dgyti uugri/nwegi tuhl vtci t pgrzgbkhfidgvhk;' thhbgr uutx ztk zhl tpdgcinhy bhay-ngshmhbhag ztfi uuhvtkyi trsgbubd thi ayuc' truhxdhhigrkgshdi ztfi' ctdkhhyi' yrtdi tuicrgbdgi' uutai' phygri' tt"uu/

sh tkg ztfi egi uugrimudgaygky' sgruuhhk thi tpxyghytui vtsxti uugkh dgdbygr' surlvnxphe vtuo eghr/ thcgrvuhpy thzrtyzto mu dgsgbei tz uugi thhbgrstr; vtci "vtuo eghr" btfwitvhhneungi pui aphytk' xhh tuhpwikgbdgri ygrnhi tui xhh tuh; teurmg mhhy' thz uuhfyhd mutrtbszahri sh "vtuo eghr" vhk;btl thi aphytk' tz chho"shxyatrsza" ztk sh vhk; zhhiptryhd tuhxpktbhry muztngi nhy shaphytk cttnyg/

ptr ngr thbptrntmhg thcgrcteungi vnxphe vtuo eghr vhk;rupy ngi sh "mgbyrtkg thbyghe"tphx tuh; 0020-305-548/

stegdi ptr szatc dgkgdbvhhyichh vnxphe vtuo eghr rupy ngi sh"hungi rhxtrxgx" tpyhhkubd pubgoprtdrto/ sh vtuo eghr "hungirhxtrxgx tphx" thi rtekgbsetubyh uugry dgphry surl nu"vhaghw crtl vh"u' tuhpwi ygkgptibungr 4020-305-548/ sh bhhg hungirhxtrxgx tphx thi erh, hutk uugrydgphry surl nrx/ ktbst ,jhw )ta,nu"v ngbsk ktbst vh"u(' tuhpwiygkgpti bungr 8430-477-548/

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- vnxphe bhhgx -

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- vnxphe bhhgx -

bgngbshd thi ctyrtfy sh xyghywxphbtbmhgkg erhzhx thz dtb.uutrahhbkhl tz sh tdgbsg thz bhaydguuhsngy mu dgci buhyhdg vhk; ngruuh vhhby tsgr tphku bhay tuhpwizgkci aytpk uuh thmy/

ckuhz thi sh kgmyg ptr ntbtyivty dtuugrbtr pgygrxti auhidgabhyi sh xyghy trchhyx ertpynhy gykhfg yuhzby' tui t druhxgmtk pui sh ptrkuhrgbg ptzhmhgxzgbgi thi sh "tu/ ph/ stcgkhu/"tdgbyur uutx ptrphdy nhy tkgxpgmhgkg vhk; tdgbyuri tuiprtdrtngi thi bhu htre xyghy/

uuh vnxphe aytc nhydkhsgr tuidgvtkpgbg ptnhkhgx zgvi ytd-ygdkhl' suhgry phk kgbdgr mucteungi ctaygyhdubdgi ptrprtdrto xktyx tsgr "gx/ gx/thh/'" ptr rh-xgryhphetyi tuh;yrgbhrubdgi tui pgnhkh eghr tuitkgx tbsgra/ tkgx suhgry txtlkgbdgr' uuhhk sh xyghy vtygkhnhbhry yuhzbygr szatcx' tuiuuhhbhdgr aytc nhydkhsgr vtcidrgxgrg ktxyi thi sh zgkcgayubsi uuh prhgr/ tui tuhc ngi vtydgarhbegi sh thhdgbg xyghy pghrtktuh; tzt ptrbgo' thz drhbd zhlptrmuaygki uuhphk yhpgr ngi vtydgabhyi sh prtdrtngi puisruhxbshdg vhk; tdgbyuri uuhvnxphe/

*sgr nmc thi vnxphe

ckuhz thhi chhaphk pubgo auugrierhzhx zgy ngi chh "pgnhkh eghr'" tprtdrto uutx vnxphe aygky mutuh; tzt ptrbgo chzwi uugri thi sgodgchy sh drgxyg bti-prtphytdgbyur thi bhu htre xyghy/

"vnxphe pgnhkh eghr" grkuhcygkygri uutx ctakhxi tz zhh egbgibhay tubygrbgngi sh auugrgtrchhy pui vtkyi t xpgmhgki ehbs'mu vtkyi stx ehbs chh t uutrhngdgyrhhg napjv/ sh napjv' tsgr"pgnhkh eghr prtuuhhsgr'" cteunyt ntbtykhfg ctmtkubd ptr shtrchhy' muyhhky' cgrl' vtkc pui shxyghy )"shphetkyh tuu eghr"( tuivtkc pui uutahbdyti )"gx/ gx/thh/"(' nhy btl tptr zhhyhdgcgbgphyi/

dgky egi bhay ctmtki shvhhkhdg dgyrhhg trchhy' tcgr ngipruchry mu vgkpi sgei sh etxyi/tkgbptkx' thcgr t htr murhe vtysh xyghywx "tu/ ph/ stcgkhu/"dgaygky auugrg drgbhmi truo sgo

dguutkshdi prtdrto/ tkx rgzukytythz zhhgr auugr ptr vnxphe tsgrtbsgrg tdgbyuri mu trtbszahritphmhgkg "pgnhkh eghr" vhk;'cag, ytygx tui ntngx rhhxitrtp sh yuhgri nhy vtr. uuhhytduuhhk chh ekhhbg cghchx thz "pgnhkheghr" btl auugrgr uuh chhgruutexgbg/

tcgr thi hgsi ptk ctzubsgrpruchry vnxphe sh ntexhnuoa,skbu, tuh; hgsi uugd btr ngdkhl'yrt. sh auugrg cuszagyprtckgngi thi tkctbh' tui euhoeuho dgkubdy c"v tsurfayupi shtpkhetmhgx' thhbx tuhptntk/

tuhpwi dgchy pui bhhg "drupvhhngi" thz t bhhgr prthgey euho tuuhhygr jkuo/ uuhphk tzgkfgprthgeyi gx zgbgi ctaygyhdydguutri ktbd murhe' vty ngipruchry surfmuayupi' hgsg thhbgsgrpui t auugrg vtrguutbhg puihtri/ tcgr t aptdk-bhhg ztl? nnaerhg, ho xu;' t dtr auugrgtubygrbgnubd/

thmy kgmybx vty sh rgdhrubddgkhhdy sh aptrcgrhag tskgrtuhdi tuh; "sgh vgchkhyghati" tuibtl ngr chygr tuh; "xgruuhxettrshbghati'" muuhh pui sh vuhpypubstngbyi chh vnxphe/ sh muuhhprtdrtngi vtci thi sh ptrktpgbgptr ntbtyi cteungi mhpbshdgabhyi tuh; t ptrbgo uutx thz btlbhay dguugi chz vhhby/

vnxphe pruchry uuh uuhhyngdkhl mu tuhxaygki sh yhpg abhyituh; t uugd uutx ztk ctahmi shetbxungrx tui zhhgrg ptnhkhgx/ shtdgbyur vty thhbdgphry t xgrhgtubygrbgnubdgi mu aptri phbtbmiuuhphk gx dhhy/ gx dhky t xhxygopui "shi pruyv fshi ntv'" puituhpbgngi uuhhbhdgr bhhg xyg; uuh shtdgbyur uutky ctn, dgstrpy vtciptr sh uutexbsg mtk etbxungrx'chz thhbaptri tptr pgbhx tuh; tpgek tphx ptphr' tui tkgxthbmuuhai/

tkg aytc nhydkhsgr' tbphrgr'ngbgszagrx tui shrgey eghr xyg;pui tkg prtdrtngi' drupg vhhngi'sgh vgc mgbygri' tphx dgchhsgx'tt"uu' zgbgi dguutri tbdgztdy muvtkyi tfyubd tuh; hgsg thhbmhdgtuhxdtcg' gx ztk gkhnhbhry uugritsgr ftya rgsumhry uugri/

sgr vuhpy mhk thz' mu vtkyi shrgzukytyi pui gbdgrg phbtbmitubygr etbyrtk' gx ztk bhayctrhri sh teyhuug vhk; uutx uugrymudgaygky ytd-ygdkhl ptr shyuhzbygr etbxungrx tui zhhgrgjaucg ptnhkhgx tui prtuuhhsgrx/

pubey ptregry: yrt. sh chhzguuhbyi tuhpwi dgchy pui rgdhrubddgkygr' dhhy vnxphe uuhhygr nhyvgkshag yrhy mu vgkpi sh ehbsgruuhphk ngdkhl' bhay euebshd tuh; shpktd tui vtrguutbhg/

thhi tzt ptzhyhuugr chhaphk puimuuhai dtr txtl thz sh ayhkgnxhru, bpawshdg trchhy murtyguugi sh xpgmhgkg ehbsgr thirtekgbs etubyh pui tkdgnhhbg aukggrmhtubd nhy tkg prtckgngi' tuizhh trhhbphri tubygr t thshai jhbulzhh ztki tuhxuutexi grkhfg thsi tuithsgbgx kuhy zhhgrg ngdkhfehhyikao uk,ptr,/ tuhpwi dgchy puixgruuhx ettrshbghati' yrt. shauugrg abhyi thi sgo erhyhaiprtdrto' yuy vnxphe stx ptrzgminhywi zgkci auutubd tui yrhhvhhy uuhchz vhhby' bhay euebshd tuh; shauugrhdehhyi tuh; yrhy tui arhy/

thi ngr ptzhyhuug bhhgx' thzvnxphe auhi grbxy ptrbungi nhywipktbhri sh hgrkhfg "ac, v,jzeu,"

ptr xpgmhgkg gkygri ahjhu/ gxuugy bhay tbeungi drhbd stxmumuaygki' nhks dgztdy' tcgrvnxphe thz bhay drhhy' sgruuhhk'tuhpmudgci tuh; tzt uuhfyhdgtunctarhhckhfg vhk; tui jhzue uuhgx thz c"v sgr hgrkhfgrmuztneubpy pui sh gkygri fthatjs ckc tjs/

*sgr nmc btl sh uutki

ht' vnxphe pruchry nhy tkgfuju, tui aptrztng uuhryatpy muvtkyi sh egbykhfg rgzukytyi puicuszagy abhyi mu t nhbhnuo' tcgrgx thz chygr auugr/ tui btl ngrauugr thz mu ptrayhhi sh rgtkhygytz btl sh thmyhdg uutki uugy gxbhay uugri cgxgr/

sh ayurnhag uuhbyi pui thhi getngrheg muo tbsgri cktzi thirhfyubd pui arhbegi cuszagyi'abhhsi tuhxdtci' ftpi sgo ntxhuugi

sgphmhy uuhktbd nwegi btl/ pui shtbsgrg zhhy zgbgi ngr ngbyai uuhxhh uugi tuncteuugo nhy teyhuugrgdhrubd thi vgky eghr' uuhhk vgkyeghr tuhxdtci thi tkdgnhhi gxytuh; tzuhphk pui sh getbtnhg tui xhhuuhhk uutx prgzhsgby tctnt tui shsgntertyi thi xgbty tui etbdrgxvtci dgyti sgrptr vty murhedgektpy thi pbho nhy ntxhuugptkhyhag egdbgratpy uutx vtydgcrgbdy sh rhzhdg rgpuckhetbgrzhdi pui ho mu ho/

nhy tzt etnchbtmhg' ctdkhhynhy thhbayhnhdg gruutryubdgi tzvgky eghr yhhki pui rgdhrubdcuszagyi stvh tui btmhtbtk uugkiarhbegi yhpgr uuh ngi nhhby' thzektr tz sgr ctsi ptrwi mueubpy puivnxphe thz tuhxdgtegry nhy yhpgkgfgr tui ktbs nhbgx' uuhhbhdxybxtuh; uuhphk ngbyakhfg tuhdi egbgizgvi/

vhk; egi eungi btr pui vhnk/

xyghy abhhsy trhhi thi vnxphe vgky tui hungi xgruuhxgx - mueubpy auugr ptruutkeby mukhc auugrg cuszagy sgphmhyi thi tkctbh tui uutahbdyti - ntxhuugrupi tungyuo ptr ayrgbdg tui etrdg cuszagyi - rgpuckhetbgr ptraprgfi "rhetk" tuh; vgky rgptro - "pgnhkh eghr" tui btl prtdrtngi tubygr srue

tbdgvuhci eungbshdi htrdtbdknxpro' uugki rgdhrubd cttnygtbvuhci mu "tushyi" vgky eghrtrdtbhztmhgx thi bhu htre xyghy mhzhh yugi tubygrzufi aytcnhydkhsgr tui uugbstrx mh thhbgrpui zhh thz tuh; sh rgdhrubdwx"auutrmg khxyg" uugdi vgky eghrtsgr tbsgrg rgdhrubd auuhbsk' tui'tuhc ht' mh zhh yugi tpvtei xhhuugkfg trchhy tsgr etbyrtey nhyhgbgo pgrzti' ekhbhe tsgr phrng/

thi thhbektbd nhy sh prhagthbptrxhrubd pui sgo dgzg.' vty"vnxphe" thhbdgphry t dgkubdgbgxhxygo uutx grkuhcy sh tdgbyur mutuhxphri sh auugrg tuhpdtcg ngrabgk tui drubykhl' tui tzuh truo zhhiuuhhygr thi pukxyi "etnpkhhgbx"nhy sgo dgzg. btl thhsgr shrgdhrubd euny gx tuhxphri nhywipuki ayrgbdehhy/

kuhy "ngsheghs" tbtkhxyi' xhhchh sh pgsgrtkg thbxpgeytrxchurt thi uutahbdyti tui xhh chh shxyghy churt thi tkctbh' thz auhi stktbd ptrvti dgzg. tz xhh uugkfgtdgbyur uutx dgbhxy pui"ngsheghs" dgkygr' nuz btfdhhitkg trchhygr tui tkg sruhxbshdgetbyrteyi – uuh steyuhrho'

ekhbhex' xupkhhgrx' uugbstrx – mhthhbgr pui zhh thz tntk dgphbgidguutri aukshd thi vgky eghrauuhbsk/ pui sh rgdhrubdwx zhhy zgbgiptrvti gykhfg "auutrmg khxygx'"ctzhry tuh; xyghy tnh"d' btmhtbtk"tu/ thh/ szah/" tui sh pgsgrtkg"szah/ gx/ gh/"' uugkfg tbyvtkyish bgngi pui sh ctaukshdyg thiauuhbsk uugngi nwytr bhay bumikgdtk mu trchhyi tsgr vtci nhy zhhchzbgx/

kuhy sh rgduktmhgx str; ngibtfeuei hgsi trchhygr tsgruugbstr sh grayg ntk uutx ngivhhcy ti nhy zhh' tui btfsgo str;ngi btfeuei thhbntk thi 03 ytd mhthhbgr pui sh xyg; tsgr uugbstrxzgbgi thbmuuhai truh; tuh; thhbg puish yubegkg khxygx/

pteyha' tcgr' thz stx tkgxbhay chh hgsi dguutri tuhxdgphry%001 uuhhk trdtbhztmhgx vtci bhaytk. dgvty sh ngdkhfehhy btfmudhhish pukg thbptrntmhg/ pui uutbgyztk ngi sgi egbgi uuhxi stx tkgxhgsi ntbty pubeykhl?

tcgr nhy sh thcgrdtbd muetnphuygr xhxygngi thi sh vgkythbsuxyrhg pubey uuh sh dtbmggetbtnhg' thz auhi drhbdgr mu vtci

sh rhfyhdg thbptrntmhg/ xhh pui shrgdhrubdwx zhhy zgbgi sh khxygx phkdrhbdgr mu cteungi' tui xhh duygtrdtbhztmhgx vtci cgxgrgxhxygngi uutx egbgi uugrituhpdgtrchhy btfmudhhi sh khxygx/

tmhbs' uuh dgztdy' uugki shrgdhrubd cttnyg ngr bhay bgngiehhi tuhxrhhsi ptruutx ngi ptkdybhay tuhx dgzg./ thi thhbektbdsgrmu thz vnxphe drhhy cx"s nhywidtbmi ptkdztnehhy tui cgxyitrsgbubd/

vnxphe vty dgntfy shptzhyhuug sgrdrhhfubd surl shdgbhyg etnphuygr uugre pui tithhdgbgo xyg;' nrx/ vhhkcrui ,jhw'ngbgszagr pui "xguugi xprhbdxauugxygrvhho" thi erh, hutk' ta,nu"v hutk vhhkcrui vh"u' "xgruuhxettrshbghytr" chh vnxphe/

nhy ktbdhtrhdg grptrubd thi"prtdrtnhbd'" vty sh ngbgszagrdgarhci t xtphxyhehrygetnphuygr prtdrto uutx grkuhcyvnxphe mu "ngyai" tkg xyg; tuiuugbstrx nhy sh rgdhrubd khxygx'zhhgr abgk tui drubykhl' tui shtdgbyur egi tzuh truo tuhxptkdi shrgduktmhgx kao uk,ptr,/

uvhh,o behho:

"etnpkhhgbx" nhy "xyg;-uugbstrauutrmg khxyg" cgxgr mudgaygky

vnxphe ngbgszagr arhhcy "xtpyuughr" mu cgxgr tui abgkgr tuhxphri dgzg.

( 2 (פארזעצונג פון זייט

btuugncgr phcgr:

cuszagy erhzhxi tui ptkhyhag vh. gruutrygy mu abhhsivgky-prtdrtngi st thi bhu htre tui thcgr tngrheg

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15 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

nu"v vgrak uuhhx vh"uprgzhsgby tuu sh cturs'

vnxphe tuu rtekgbs etubyh

krdk anj, vuks, vbfs bh"u

*

nu"v tkhw rhhznti vh"ucturs ngncgr' vnxphe tuu trtbsza etubyh

krdk anj, bhauth vci vj,i vher fnr nav trhw bh"u

gc"d vfkv vjaucv ,jhw

c, nu"v tcrvo tprho etkkgrbh"u

*

nu"v tcrvo hartk vgraetuuhya vh"ucturs ngncgr' vnxphe tuu rtekgbs etubyh

krdk anj, vfbx, cbu fnr huagbh"u

kguk v,urv uvnmuu,

*

nu"v tcrvo hmje vgraetuuhya vh"ukrdk anj, thruxh vc, vfkv vjaucv ,jhw

tuhrkh thbygruugbati xyg;' vnxphe tuu trtbsza etubyh

gc"d vj,i vher fnr nav huag ptzgi bh"u

ci nu"v angui hartk ptzgi vh"u

*

nu"v nav nrsfh chkgr vh"ucueehpgr'

vnxphe vtuo eghr

uzudw vjaucv ,jhw

krdk anj, vuks, vci bh"u

*

nu"v hutk drtx vh"uvnxphe yrghbhbd ettrshbghytr

uzudw vjaucv ,jhw

krdk anj, vuks, vc, ,jhw

*

nu"v haghw ayhh; vh"ukrdk anj, bhauth vc, vfkv vjaucv ,jhw

xeuk rgxphy'

vnxphe tuu rtekgbs etubyh

gc"d vj,i vher fnr nthr tcrvo ebtppkgrbh"u

ci nu"v jhho khhc ebtppkgr vh"u

nu"v uutk; uuhrmcgrdgr vh"uprgzhsgby tuu sh cturs' vnxphe tuu trtbsza etubyh

uj,bu nu"v tar ztcgk vh"uxgruuhx ettrshbghati xupgruuhhzgr' vnxphe tuu rtekgbs etubyh

krdk anj, bhauth vbfsv-vc, vfkv vjaucv ,jhw

gc"d vj,i vher fnr tcrvo hux; kgctuuhyabh"u

ci nu"v hartk kgctuuhya vh"u

ukrdk anj, vuks, vbfsv ,jhw

*

nu"v pr. ekhhi vh"ucturs ngncgr' vnxphe tuu rtekgbs etubyh

krdk anj, vfbx, cbu fnr hgec anguibh"u

kguk v,urv uvnmuu,

*

nu"v pbjx hmje ebtppkgr vh"ungbgszagr' sgh vgchkhyghati' vnxphe tuu rtekgbs etubyh

krdk anj, bhauth vci vj,i vher fnr hmje bh"u

gc"d vfkv vjaucv ,jhw

c, nu"v anutk hmje khxuhgr vh"u

*

nu"v tcrvo huag prhhbs vh"ukrdk anj, bhauth vc, vfkv vjaucv ,jhwshrgey eghr xyg;' shbuc tubzgrvhho

vnxphe tuu trtbsza etubyh

gc"d vj,i vher fnr hutk dtkscgrdgrbh"u

ci nu"v jhho mch dtkscgrdgr vh"u

*

napw nu"v nbjo ngbsk agfygr g"vkrdk anj, bhauth vc, vfkv vjaucv ,jhwshrgey eghr xyg;' sgh vgchkhyghati' rgxphy

vnxphe tuu rtekgbs etubyh

gc"d vj,i vher fnr anaui hutk rtzgbytvkbh"u

ci nu"v nrsfh hgec rtzgbytvk vh"u

*

nu"v cbhnhi mch drhbpgks vh"ukrdk anj, thruxh vc, vfkv vjaucv ,jhw

shrgey eghr xyg;' sgh vgchkhyghati' vnxphe tuu ehbdx etubyh

gc"d vj,i vher fnr crul ekhhibh"u

ci nu"v bp,kh vhrmet ekhhi vh"u

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"tz ngi trchhy dgbud ktbd thiehl str; ngi tfyubd dgci tuh; shvuhy'" stx uuhhxi tkg/ thmy uuhhxygx auhi tuhl sh "rtcgrnghs"phrng' uutx vty dgntksi tithcgrrtabsg ctakux trhhbmudhhithi sh thbsuxyrhg pui"sgrntytktszah'" ht' vhhki shvuhy btfwi trchhyi tzuhphk nhy sh

ctetbyg dtr-aytreg mudgntfygetbyghbgrx/

sh dunh tui pktxyhe phrng vtydgntfy sh srtntyhag ngksubdchho hgrkhfi "bgatbgk xghpyhetbdrgx gexptu" thi xti shtdt'etkhptrbhg' tbvuhc teytcgr/

sh grayg "rtcgrnghs" vuhyprtsueyi truhx pui etbyghbtr'uugy zhhi t vuhy anhrgf.tpmurhhbhdi sh vgby pui cteygrhgtui anu./ muuhai btl tbsgrg ztfiuugy sh phrng grmhhdi zhhpi' tbyh-

cteygrhg ktuagi tt"uu' ptr vhhoctbu. tui tuhl thbsuxyrhgkgmuugei/

"rtcgrnghs" thz yrtshmhtbgkt "vhdhgbg-zuhcgrehhy" phrng' nhykhbhgx ptr aphygkgr' vtygki'tphx dgchhsgx' rhyghk dgagpyi tuiprhuutyg vhhngi/ sh phrngxprtsueyi zgbgi etbmgbyrhry tuh;vtkyi' sgrktbdgi' tpatmi tsgrtuugeruhngi xhh uugkfg thbvtky'tcgr bhay tuh; thbvtky zgkcxy/

tmhbs vty sh phrng ctaktxitrhhbmudhhi shrgey thi vgky eghr'tui nhy thhdgbg thbvtky thi mudtcmu sh etbyghbtr uutu gx khdy/

16vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

"vgphyhhyhx th/" thz t dtrzgkygbg kgcgr ertbevhhy uutxeuny ti pkumkhbd tui muuhbdy tntxhuug yuha thi shgyg )ngrxygwdgantegw aphhzi ptrctyi('uutuhbtry )dtr xgbxhyhuu muwptkuatiw(' ygdkhfg pubemhg )nwnuzaktpi thbnhyi ytd(' tt"uu/ gx thzbhayt ehhi ygxy sgruh; – gx uugryshtdbtzhry uugi tkg tbsgrgngdkhfehhyi uugri tuhxdgaktxi/

sh ngrxyg shtdbtzi sgrpuieungi thi crtzhk' tui gx uugryptraprhhy surl uutxgr tui jhu,tui' dtb. zgkyi' ngbyai' uutx zgbgitbdgaygey sgrnhy/

t etkhptrbhgr ptragr uugkfgrthz dguutri tbdgaygey sgrpui'yteg btl t ctzul thi crtzhkkgmybx' vty drubykhl ctarhci shthcgrkgcgbha pui cteungi shertbevhhy tui trhhbdhhi sgrnhy thit bhhg kgci' mh ngi uuhk tsgr bhay/

sh ngrxyg tundgrtfygbg ztlpui sh ertbevhhy thz – gx atrpytuhx sh jua vrhj zhhgr srtntyha'dgcbshd sgo ngbya sh dtrtbdgaphmyg ngdkhfehhy mu angeidgrufi uutx ngi aphry bhaydguugbkhl' tui tphku pui zhhgr uuhhy/

sgr ctyrgpbsgr ptragr vtytbdgvuhci mu aphri hgsg fgnhetkpui hgsg "shygrszagby" thi ayuc'tui dgvhhxi truhxuutrpi fngy tkgprtsueyi' aphrbshd zhhgrtbuugzbvhhy tphku ptrntfy nhy t

duyi sgek thi etchbgy/ "uugzgkhi'"tui hgsg tbsgrg prtsuey ctzhrytuh; pgyrtkhuo' thz dgaphrydguutri pui tbsgri zhhy vuhz/ ztfithi egbx tui szatrx' pui yubt chzetnpty' dhhgi ngr bhay trhcgr shauugk/

"vgphyhhyhx th/" vty bhay ehhirputv/ uuh dgztdy' pruchry ngi mukgci sgrnhy sh cgxyg uutx nwegi/

sgr ptragr vty' btfwi uugrixytchk' tbdgvuhci btfeuei ngr shzgkygbg ertbevhhy' tui dgeungimuo tuhxphr' thi ygtrhg' tz shturztl ptruutx sh jua vrhj uugrytzuh xgbxhyhuu tui tbdgaphmy thzbhay uuhhk sh "tkpgeytrh" xhxygo– uuh sgr jua vhhxy thi ngshmhi –uugry yteg cgxgr thi nmhtu,/ bhhi/sh atrpg xgbxhyhuu muo angeeuny uuhhk t dgzubyg kgcgr vtytuhl sh pubemhg pui ctaumi sgongbya pui tzuhphk dgrufi' shpubemhg pui khhdi t ntxeg' tetnupktza' tuh; uuhhyg tui nhksgdgrufi' dgbud uuhphk ngi angey auhitzuh tuhl/

tcgr tz sh kgcgr uugrytytehry surl t uuhksi crtzhkhtbgruuhhrux' dhhy trtp sh pubemhg puiyrtdi sh etnupktza ctahmubd/ shbtz egi ngr bhay tuhxvtkyi shytd-ygdkhfg ruyhbgi pui yubt chzetnpty' pui zhh; chz uugzgkhi' tuitphku pui dhhi muuhai ngbyai/

bpktu, vcurt:

uugi sh kgcgr ktzy tp shkhhmgx pubgo "jua vrhj"

ptragr chh "hu/ xh/ gk/ gh/" thietkhptrbhg zgbgi tuhpdgeungi nhysh ygtrhg tz vtei tui zgmi –"srtngi" tuh; t puhe – thz tngdkhfg ptzhyhuug ngyts mu vgkpictruthdi ngbyk vgky prtckgngi/

sh ptragr' thi aph. pui sr/sgbhgk shegrzti' vtci tpgkhry muo

pgsgrtki vgky sgptryngby thiuutahbdyti' cgybshd ngi ztkmuaygki sh buhyhdg dgkygr mu sgeish etxyi pui tzt prthgey/

sgr tey pui puhei' ztdy sr/shegrzti' thz t etnchbtmhg puithbygbxhuug phzhag' xtmhtkg tuidhhxyhag pteytri – phzha tkhhbx

thz gx vgri nhy sh tuhgri' tuictuugdi sh vgby tui pux thi 4ctzubsgrg rhygnx – tui mutrtbszahri stx tkgx muztngituhpwi rhfyhdi uugd ptrktbdy btsk-pubeykhfg etbmgbyrtmhg' tpgbgetnhubhetmhg nhy sh ngktshgx tuish muvgrgr mudkhhl' tui btl tkgnginhyvtkyi sgo dgztbd tuhpwi ytey/

thi kuh; pui sh ptr kgmygntbtyi vty shegrzti tui zhhbgdgvhkpi tbyuuheky t prthgeytubygrwi btngi "puhe-ctzhrygrhetuugrh ygrtph'" tui stx uuhk grayushri tuh; t crhhygri ptrbgonhy pgsgrtkg dgzubyvhhy dgkygr/

muuhh ptragr thi zgkcitubhuugrxhyh sgrntbgi gykhfgptzhyhuug ayushgx thi sgo dgchy'uugkfg uuhhzi tz chh t mtk ngbyaiyuy sh pubemhg pui puhei ctruthdi shdgnhygr/ thi mudtc mu dguugbkhfgpuhei mu t dgztbd' yrgpy ngi tuhldguuhxg ngbyk vgky cgbgphyi chhopuhei thi t drupg' ti dgztbdgi btrckuhz thi t nuzhektzg rhygo/

"puhe" rhyo tkx nhyk ptr ngbyk vgky?

thhbg pui sh vuhpy prtckgngithi sh ngshmhbhag uugky thz shngdkhfehhy pui ptrstrcgbgsteyuhrho mu trchhyi uuhhygr tphkuzhh vtci ptrkuhri sh "khhxgbx" thithhi ktetk mukhc ngkprgeyhxtsgr auuhbsk ts"d' t kuhzguuhryatpy uutx ntfy zhhgr auugr'tuhc bhay tunngdkhl' mu vtkyisteyuhrho rhfyhd ptrtbyuutrykhltui shxmhpkhbhry/

stx thz gruutrygy zhl mu yuhaithi htbutr' uugi gx dhhy trhhi thiertpy thhbg pui sh zgkygbgctvtkygbg duyg ctaytbsyhhki thiprgzhsgby tctntwx "vgky eghr'"bgnkhl' tz t steytr tsgr buhrxts"d uutx uugry shxmhpkhbhry tsgrdtr ptrctyi mu trchhyi thi thhipkt.' uugy sh zgkcg ztl uugridhkyhd thcgrwi dtbmi ktbs/

bhu htre xyghy' mc"a' thzrgktyhuu ayrgbdgr uuh ngrxygtbsgrg xyghyx uugi gx euny muayrtpi tui shxmhpkhi temhgx egdisteyuhrho/ sgr prtckgo thz tcgr'tz sgr ctyrgpbsgr steytr egiftpi t aptmhr trhcgr sh drgbh.ehhi bhu szagrxh' tsgr zhl ctzgmithi uutrhngi pktrhst' tui stryuuhhygr prteyhmhri ti ehhi auoprtckgo/

pktrhst thz pteyha ctetbytkx sh xyghy nhy sh auutfxygshxmhpkhi tuh; steyuhrho/ phkgsteyuhrho thi sh xyghy vtcignhdrhry tvhi ckuhz sgrptr uuhhkthi zhhgr vhho xyghy vtci zhhdgvty prtckgngi tui nwvty zhhngdkhl tphku ptrctyi puisteytrhh thbdtbmi/

kuhywi pkti uutx uugry dhkyhd

sgo htbutr' uugy sh zgkcg ztl zhhichh rgdhrubd xucxhshgx ptrsteyuhrho/ mc"a' t steytr uutxuugry ptrctyi mu vtbskgi nhy"ngsheghs" thi thhi xyghy mukhcauuhbsk' uugy ngr bhay egbgi chkiehhi auo xyghy tsgr pgsgrtkgvgky eghr prtdrto thcgr dtb.tngrheg/

etbdrgx euny tubygr druhxsrue pui steytr drupgx mugkhnhbhri sgo pkti' tsgr gx ftyatpkhhdi tuh; gykhfg htr' tcgr chhoarhhci sh auru, thz btl dtrbhaydgyti dguutri egdi sgo' tui tuhcsgr vgky eghr chk ckhhcy uuh gxthz uugy sgr pkti ht trhhbdhhi thiertpy' muo cgxyi ptrshbxy puiptmhgbyi thi bhu htre tui thi tkgtbsgrg xyghyx/

steytr khhxgbx ptrkuxy thithhi xyghy uugy dhhi btmhtbtk

stx thz thhi ctvtkygbg ngkv thi "tctnt eghr'"

tcgr steytr drupgx khhdi srue tuh; etbdrgx

- ayushgx tui ctrhfyi -

"rtcgrnghs" ptr dgzubyg vuhy

yhhk pui sh rhh. chh gruutexgbgtui btl ngr chh hubduutrd mu ruhfgrithz sh "crgbs" pui mhdtrgyi' ztdy tayushg' nhywi tuhxphr tz ptrctyish crgbs bgngi tui xhnctki puigrahhbgi tuh; sh pgekgl uutkydgvtkpi ngbyai tuhpvgri muruhfgri/ thi tuhxyrtkhgrptrktngby uugry sgctyhry ytegtzt dgzg.' nhy atrpg tptzhmhg puish tryhdg ytctet thbsuxyrhg/

ehbsgr uutx tygngi trhhi shruhl pui gkygriwx mhdtrgyi' ztdy tctzubsgrg tubhuugrxhyh tuuetkhptrbhg ptraubd ctrhfy' vtcit vgfgr uuh btrntkg rhzheg tuh;"gh/ sh/ ghya/ sh/'" etp uuhhytd' tuiaytkpgri/

chh ekhhbg ehbsgr thz sgr

etbxeuugb. pui ruhfgri phk trdgr –vhhcbshd sh grbxyehhy pui "tr/ gx/uuh/" kubdgi thbpgemhgx pui ckuhzvuxyi chz dgptrpukg kubdgitbymhbsubdgi uutx str; "thh/ xh/hu/" ctvtbskubdgi thi aphytk/

"tr/ gx/ uuh/" thz ti grbxyguuhhrux uutx fngy tkg ehbsgr thi shgrayg ntbtyi tui htri zgbgituhxdgaygky sgrmu' tcgr chh rucsgregby zhl gx bhay cfkk tsgrckuhz nhy khhfyg xhnpytngi puivuxyi tui zhhi tbdgkhhdy tchxk/ chhtzgkfg nhy sguugktpngbykshxgchkhyhx' egi sh uuhhrux crgbdgidgptrpukg kubdgi auutfehhyi' tuisgrhcgr uugry ptr zhh ptrarhci shyhhgrg "xhbgszahx" uutexhi egdi shxtry thbpgemhgx/

gx crgby:

uutx mhdtrgyi egi crgbdgichh ehbsgr tui gruutexgbg

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- ngshmhi atpg -

"nej ckhhcy nej tui btrckhhcy btr'" ztdy sh uugky/ tcgrthi khfy pui sh pgsgrtkgctaygyhdubd mu bumi "ctuytex"ptr "nhhdrghbx" eur. btfwi dgci t006$ nhkhti ayrt; ptr bumi"ctuytex" ptr "nhhdrghbx'"ckhhcy thcgr mu prgdi' thi tubzgrptk' uugr thz uugr///?

sgo ntbty vty sh "g;/ sh/ gh/"tdgbyur dgdgci tphmhgkgctaygyhdubd mu bumi "ctuytex")XOTOB( thhbaprhmi muptrkhhfygri' ftya bhay vhhkithbdtbmi' frtbhag "nhhdrghi" etpuuhhytdi uutx zgbgi bhay rgsumhrydguutri surl tbsgrg ngytsi/

gyuutx ngr uuh thhi ntbtymurhe' uuhsgrtuo' vty"gkgrszagi'" sh phrng uutxgrmhhdy ctuytex' gbskhl dgaktxiektdgx pui sh "g;/ sh/ gh/"thcgrsgo uutx sh phrng vty ktbdghtri tbtbxhry sgo ngshmhi tkxnhyk ptr "nhhdrghbx'" tui tuhldgrtyi steyuhrho tui nhhdrghixpgmhtkhxyi stx mu bumi ptr sgomuuge/ mu gbshdi sgo yruhgrhdietphygk vhxytrhg vty

"gkgrszagi" ctmtky zgexvubsgry nhkhti stktr/

uuhtzuh egi stx zhhi? pauy/ uugit ngshmhi thz tphmhgk ctaygyhdyptr thhi ztl' zgbgi steyuhrhogrkuhcy gx mu bumi ptr xhh uugkfgmuuge zhh uuhki/ tcgr' zhhgr uuhfyhd:etnptbhx ytri bhay rtyisteyuhrho mu bumi t ngshmhi ptrtunctaygyhdyg muugei' tui zhfgrytr ngi gx bhay tbtbxhri ptrgpgx tbsgra uuh sh tphmhgkgmuuge/

ptr ktbdg htri' ztdy sh "g;/ sh/gh/'" vty "gkgrszagi" – uuhxbshdtz sgr ngshmhi trchhy yteg egdi"nhhdrghbx" – dgvhhxi steyuhrhostx bumi ptr sgo' tui dgaygkyctmtkyg tbtbxi sgrptr/ stxtkgx thz dguugi tunkgdtk' tui mugbshdi sh tkg ektdgx vty sh phrngdgnuzy ctmtki fngy t chkhtistktr/ tmhbs' tcgr' tz ngi vtydggbshdy sh ayushgx sgruh; tui sh"g;/ sh/ gh/" vty gx auhictaygyhdy sgrptr' tv' crufhovctho/ zgmy thhl!

"ctuytex" uugry ctmhhfby tkxt dtr rhhfg ngshmhbhagr tdgby/

gx thz auhi ktbd tphmhgkctaygyhdy ptr etxngyhagmuugei' mu gkhnhbhri ebhhyai' murgsumhri auuhhx/ sh vuhpy uuhreubdpui "ctuytex" thz mu rgsumhri shayhhpehhy pui nuxegki' tui tzuhtruo egi gx vgkpi ngbyai nhyayhhpg dkhsgr tkx rgzukyty puixyrtue' ptrtkhz' "xgrgcrgkptkxh'" "prgszahk gex/" tui btlxpgmhgkg shxgchkhyhx/ gx uugry

tuhl dgbumy mu ctruthdi sh nuxegkiuutx crgbdgi tunuuhkbsg uuhksgtuhd-ckhbegi' "ertx-thh" tuhdi tuinuxegk xptzgnx pui phk grkhhxtryi/

tui sh phrng thz btl bhayptryhd/

t mhhy murhe vty t crhuutbprtdg thi "khhbgrx dtzgy"dgprgdy uugdi "ctuytex" ptr"thcgrteyhuug cktsgr/" tmhbseuny sgr gbypgr tz ht' sh phrngayushry gx yteg ptr sgo muuge'ztdy gezgehuyhuu uuhmg prgzhsgbysr/ xety uuhyetp' tcgr uuhctks gxthz btl bhay ctaygyhdy tphmhgksgrptr' egi ngi bhay rgsi ngr/

"nhr rupi gx t wphhpkhhi thi tpkgakw'" ztdy uuhyetp tpyh-nhxyha/ thi tbsgrg uugrygr' yteg

sgr gezhxyhrbsgr pkgak ctuytextbyvtky t phhpkhhi pui prhagngshmhbgi thi mueubpy/

thi 90w vty sgr ngshmhi dgvtydktctkg xghkx pui 3/1$ chkhti/nhy sh ctaygyhdubd sgrpui ptr"nhhdrghi" etp uuhhytdi' uugkixghkx truhpdhhi nhy btl t pgryknhkhti chz t chkhti stktr hgrkhl'ztdi tbtkhxyi/

sh vuhpy xhnpytngi ptr"frtbhag nhhdrghi'" zgbgi btuahg'crgfi' auuhbsk' xgbxhyhuuhygy mukhfyhdehhy tuiqtsgr dgrusgr' tui'thi etp zgkcxy' ngxhdg chz grbxyguuhhytd/ "ctuytex'" ptr sgomuuge' uugry dgdgci thi ptrgo pui13 thhbaprhmi tubygr sh vuhy puietp' aygri' dgbte tui texkgi –thhbntk hgsg srhh ntbtyi/

nej ckhhcy nej:

btl 006$ nhkhti ayrt; egdi "ctuytex"ptr nhhdrghi' thz gx ht ptr/// nhhdrghi

ptrtstex thi "g;/ sh/ gh/" ctakux crgbdy ptrntxuyhek etp-uuhhytd

"szatbxti tui szatbxti" egizhl bhay murheftpi tuh; sh rgkxipui dgzubyg dgzubyvhhy prtsueyi'truhxdgcbshd sh ygd btl t murheru;tuh; vgky eghr tryhekgi' tmhbsgrtuh; thhi etygdtrhg "yhhkgbtk"mukhc t auugrg dgrul pui thck tuiahnk/

sh phrng uutx pkgdy tntkcrgbdgi t uutuhkg dgphk pui ehbsgrptusgr tui vgfxyg euutkhyhxytbstryi' vtky auhi thmy chhsrhhmi "rhetkx" thi muugk;ntbtyi' auhi zhhgbshd yh;thhbdgyhbegi thi erhnhbtkgtuhxptraubdgi surl sh "g;/ sh/ gh/"tdgbyur' tui sh vgky etnhygvi puietbdrgx tui xgbty mudkhhl/

thi sh thmyhdg rubsg vty sh

phrng murhe dgrupi sh "8 ayubsg"uugrxhg pui "yhhkgbtk egpkgyx'"mukhc t auugrg dgrul uutx vtyauhi ptrturztfy ergnpi' tpuuhhfitui btl prtckgngi chh vubsgrygrngbyai truo sh ptrthhbhdygaytyi/ prhgr thi htr vty sh phrngauhi murhe dgrupi sgo zgkcingshmhi gykhfg' mukhc sh zgkcgdgrul prtckgngi/

kuhy t "szatbxti" uutryztdgr'euny sh dgrul – gbkhl mu vtkmgrbgahnk – pui vtkmgrbg "xehyx" uutxngi vty dgbumy mu vtkyi shatfykgi ngshmhi tui zhh vtci zhltruhxdgaygky mu zhhi gyuutxptrstrci/ sh phrng vty tbdgckhltuhpdgvgry mu bumi sh xehyx auhithi htbutr' tcgr sh btfuuhhgi aphri

zhl btl tk. tuh; t druhxi ptrbgo/thi kuh; pui sh ptrktpgbg

ntbtyi' vty "szatbxti tuiszatbxti" auhi murhe dgrupi ngruuh 051 nhkhti stzgx yhhkgbtk'ntyrhi' cgbgsrhk tui zhryge' thiphkg grkhh uugrxhgx tui ergpyi'ptr ngbgr tui pruhgi' hubd tui tky/sh phrng vty tuhl tuh; mhhyuuhhkhddgaktxi t pgbxhkuugbhg pkgbymukhc euutkhygy prtckgngi/

chz vhhby vty sh phrngsgrkhhdy t dgatmyg 006$ nhkhtipui sh tkg "rhetkx/" tcgr stxtkgx btr shrgey thi ptrkuhrgbgxghkx tui prtsuemhg etxyi' btlcgptr xhh uugkfg dgrhfy ektdgxthcgr sh btfuuhhgi pui shptrstrcgbg prtsueyi/

srhhmbyg "rhetk" surl "szatbxti"thi htr: thckbsg "yhhkgbtk" dgrul

sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" tdgbyur vtydgvhhxi ptrntxuyhek rhzitruhpkhhdi "uutrgbubdgi" tuh; shvuhpy ngshmhbgi egdi"txyhtupgrtuxhx'" thcgr shrhzhegx uutx sh ngshmhbgi crgbdgituh;/// mucrgfi sh chhbgr/

tzgkfg prtnhbgbyg ngshmhbgiuuh "ptuxtngex'" "geytbgk" tui"ctbhuug'" muuhai tbsgrg thi sgoektx' uugki cteungi sh uutrgbubdgibtl uutexbsg ayushgx tz zhh egbgithi zgkygbg ptki tpauutfi shvuhpy pux chhi chz gx crgfy thhi'tui thi btl ngr zgkygbg ptkiegbgi sh ektx ngshmhbgi tpauutfitui tphku ruthbhri sh ntrsg)szatv( chhi/

tkg ngshmhbgi vtci rhzhegx tuizhhyhdg btfuuhhgi' tcgr tz t dtbmgektx ngshmhbgi ztki vtci btfuuhhgipubey ptregry uuh zhhgr tphmhgkgpubemhg thz auhi zhhgr tbyuhabs'ztdy sgbhgk etrpgbygr' tctrhnygr gexpgry tuh; "g;/ sh/

gh/" rgduktmhgx chh "vtruutrs"tubhuugrxhygy/

"stx thz t crhhyg ptrmuuhhdygpgkgr tuh; t druhxi ptrbgo'" khhdygr mu/ "gx euny vuhpyzgfkhl puisgo uutx nhr khhdi muphk dguuhfytuh; bhhg ngshmhbgi cgptr zhh uugrictaygyhdy' tui bhay dgbud mungxyi zhhgrg pubemhgx btfwitrhhbeungi muo ctbu./"

sr/ g/ xhrhx' t ctrhnyg"etktnchg" xpgmhtkhxy tuh; chhiauutfehhyi chh ngbyai thi shnhygkg htri' ntfy tuuge sh prhagztrdi uugdi sh xtry ngshmhbgi'ztdbshd tz sh sgrntbyg prtckgngipui sh ntrsg tui pux chhbgr ptxhrithi "dtr zgkygbg ptki" tui ngistr; bhay zhhi tzuh ctztrdy/

uutx ntfy tubz ngr bgruugz'ztdy sr/ xhrhx' thz sh "rhzheg tzngbyai' thcgrvuhpy pruhgi' uugkfgstrpi bgngi sh ngshmhbgitbmuvtkyi sh chhbgr' uugki gx bhaybgngi tsgr tuhpvgri mu bgngi/"

tvgr tui tvhi:

"txyhtupgrtuxhx" ngshmhbgiuugki cteungi bhhg uutrgbubd

tuh; ngdkhfg chhi rhzheg"etktnchg" xpgmhtkhxy ntfy tuuge sh ztrdi

uugi "g;/ sh/ gh/" etnhatbgrn/ vtncurd thz trhhbdgeungiptrthtr tbvuhc uuhbygr' thz thhbxpui thrg grayg arhy dguugi muctzhhyhdi pui tny sr/ dgrh chukgr'sti vuhpy pui "szagbgrhengshmhbgi" chh sh pgsgrtkgtdgbyur/ chukgr vty cteungi titbsgrg ptzhmhg nhy uuhhbhdgrtuhytrhygy tui uuhfyhdehhy' tui grvty dgzufy t duyg dgkgdbvhhy muyrgpi gpgx cgxgrx/

sgo ntbty vty gr dgphbgi –uugrbshd uuhmg prgzhsgby chh"yguut ptrntxuyhekx'" shdrgxyg phrng thi dgchy pui///"szagbgrhe ngshmhbgi'" stxvhhxy' sh ngshmhbgi uutx zgbgibtfdgntfy pui "crgbs bgho"prtsueyi/

*"szatbxti gbs szatbxti" uugy

ctmtki 4/2$ chkhti tpmueuhpi shthcgrhdg 28 prtmgby pui uutexhi

ntbupgeyaurgr "eruxgk'" srhhhtr btfsgo uutx sh bhu szagrxhgryhhkgbtk-chz-xpkgbst thnpgrhgvty thbuugxyhry t vtkci chkhtistktr thi sh vtktbshag phrng/

"eruxgk" vty t aytreg vtbythi sh ntregy pui uutexhbgi egdish "pku" tui gbkhfg prtsueyi/

*"xh/ uuh/ gx/" ptrntxh rhz vty

ctuuhkhdy mu ctmtki mgbskhdgrnhkhtbgi thi ayrtpi' mu akhfyierhnhbtkg ektdgx thcgr bhaydgbud tfyubd dgci nhywi ptreuh;pui dguuhxg "etks" ngshmhbgi uutxegbgi ptruutbsky uugri ptrtunkgdtkg ctbu./

sh phrng uugy ctmtki tzuhphkuuh 57$ nhkhti' tui sgrnhy akhfyitkg ektdgx pui pgsgrtki huxyh.sgptryngby/ tkx yhhk pui shakhfyubd uugy "xh/ uuh/ gx/" egbgitbvtkyi sh aygkubd tz sh phrngthz tunaukshd/

*etnphuygrhzhryg "ngshek

rgetrsx" vgkpi zhhgr srtntyhamu ftpi tui ctvtbskgi agskhfgbtfuuhhgi pui ngshmhbgi' ztdy tayushg pui muuhh phrbsg aphygkgrthi ctxyti/

sgr dgphbx thz bhay ehhithcgrrtaubd' uuhhk gx thz dguugigruutrygy' tcgr sh rtyg pui ftpictmhhybx thz dguugi cgxgr uuhdgrtfyi/

surl gkgeyrtbhag ptmhgbythbptrntmhg tbayty ptphri'euny dguugbkhl t etnphuygrxtpyuughr uutx prgdy tuhx shturztl pui etnpkhetmhgx' tui sgrsteytrqbuhrx nuz gbypgri/ uugi shgbypgr thz t ngshmhi' uugrytuhytntyha muztndgaygky tctrhfy sgruugdi' mudgahey ptr shaphytk cttnyg tui tuhl dgaheymu sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" tdgbyur thiuutahbdyti/

ngshmhi tui ngshmhbgi

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sgo dgchy/ thhi ztl' muuhai txtl'uutx prgdy tp sh aygkubd' thz sgrptey tz nhy phygri tbyhchtyhexptr abgkgrg uutuex egbgi shctagpgbhai gxi txtl uuhhbhdgr uuhbtrntk tui stl uutexi tzuhtunbtyurkhl abgk tui druhx/ thitbsgrg uugrygr' tuhxgr sh shrgeyggetbtnhag cgbgphyi pui sh srtdxptr sh ptrngrx' yuy gx tuhltunshrgey rgsumhri tuh; t druhxiptrbgo sh etxyi pui aphhzi shgupu, tui cvnu,/

steyuhrho' ctzhry tuh; ngr tuingr ayushgx' ptrphri tz dgci ptrsh ctagpgbhai tzuhphk ngshmhbgiuutx zgbgi bhay buhyhd ptr zhhgrdgzuby cuhy tuh; grbxygthbpgemhgx chh ngbyai/ stxtrchhy tzuh' uuhhk nhy sgo uutxsruhxbshdg pkhha crgbdgi trhhi tbtftbtbsg pkux pui tbyhchtyhexthi ngbyakhfi egrpgr' uugriptrbhfygy t mtk nhksgcteygrhgx tui nhertci' tcgr ngrergpyhdg cteygrhgx tui nhertcicuhgi tuh; cnal sh mhhy t etnpxpgthdehhy egdi sh tbyhchtyhex/uugi sgr ngbya bgny apgygrdguugbkhfg tbyhchtyhe mu ctegnpiti thbpgemhg' thz sh pubemhg sgrpuiaytre ctdrgbhmy uuhhk sh agskhfgctmhki vtci auhi tuhpdgcuhy t

ctahmubd sgregdi/stx aygky zhl sh ngrxyg

truhx' ztdi steyuhrho' chhthbpgemhgx pui sh cktsgr' tsgrdguuhxg ckuy thbpgemhgx' uuhctkssh thbpgemhgx zgbgi dguugbkhl puish "th-etkhh" cteygrhg mgki' tuish tbyhchtyhex uutx nwdhy ptrgupu, tui cvnu, zgbgi pui sh ektxuutx str; ctegnpi "th-etkhh"cteygrhg/

thi tbsgrg uugrygr' nhytrhhbdhxi thi ngbya tzuhphkngshmhbgi egdi "th-etkhh"cteygrhg' ntfy ngi tz uugi gxeuny t rhfyhdg "th-etkhh"thbpgemhg egbgi sh ngshmhbgickhhci ti ehhi auo ertpy stx muvhhki/

sgr prtckgo pui muphkngshmhbgi thi egrpgr thz bhaysuet ctdrgbhmy muo ayhhd tsgryhr-dtryi/ sgr uutexbsgr ctbu.pui tzuhphk tbyhchtyhe thi ngbyaishrgey yuhd cfkk bhay' phrbshd mush zgkcg "rgzhxygbx" prtckgngi/stx thz sh turztl ptruutx ngr tuingr phshgyrhatbx vtkyi bhay puidgci tbyhchtyhex ptr ruyhbgehbsgr prtckgngi uuh tuhgrithbpgemhgx tt"uu/

ptrngr tui sh tdrheukyurthbsuxyrhg ntfi tuuge sh ztrdi'ztdbshd tz yrt. sh pukg uutrgbubdgivty ngi btl bhay dgphbgi ehhi

"vubsgry prtmgby ektrgthcgrmhhdbsg ctuuhhzi ti ehhbgmuuhhpkgi" tz sh pkhha ngshmhbgithi ctagpgbhai ztki agshdingbyai/

sr/ ytntx prhgsi' shrgeytrpui pgsgrtki "mgbygr ptr sgzhxetbyrtk" tdgbyur tui dguugzgbgrvgky etnhatbgr thi bhu htre xhyh'ntfy tuuge sh thbsuxyrhgrgtemhgx/ thi t crhuu mu etbdrgxptrhdi ntbty' arhhcy sr/ prhgsi tzsh dgzg. dgcgr ztki vtci sgoeurtza mu ayhmi ngr rgduktmhgxtuh; tbyhchtyhe ngshmhbgi thitunngbyai/

pui ngshmhbhai aytbspubey' chhgrbxyg turhbtrh thbpgemhgx' uugkisteyuhrho bumi "xhprtu" – thicrgbs tsgr szagbgrhe – tsgr shuuhhbhdgr dgbumyg ektx pui"cgeyrho" tui "xgpyrt/" tcgr chhtzuhphk uuh 03 prtmgby ptkitrchhyi bhay sh ngshmhbgi' uuhctkssh xtry cteygrhgx tubygr shthbpgemhgx zgbgi auhi aytregr'ztdi ayushgx/

dgzgmi thi thhrtpgthagkgbsgr' ngrxybx thi sgbntre'vtci sh kgmyg phr htr aytrergsumhry sgo ctbu. pui tbyhchtyhengshmhbgi thi cvnu, tui puhdkpkhha' tui ptrngrx vtci bhaydgvty mu ctrhfyi bgdtyhuugrgzukytyi sgrpui/ ngshmhbhag tui

gbuuhhrtngbytkg drupgx sruei tuh;sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" mu dhhi stvh thizgkci khbhg' tui kuhy tkg xhdbtkiuugy sh tdgbyur btfdhhi thi sgouugd' tbvuhcbshd nhy sh prhagrgduktmhgx gruutrygy sgouuhbygr/

*tui tuhc sh auugrg shkgntx chh

ptkyrh tui rhbsgri zgbgi bhaydgbud' thz sh tdgbyur tuhl btby mu tauugrg ctakux tuh; xgknti pha/

gx rgsy zhl pui t bhhg ygfbhechh xgknti pha uutx ptragr vtcitbysgey' bhay muphk tbsgra uuh shygfbhei pui ngshmhbgi muptrabgkgri sh uutuex pui cvnu,tui gupu,: ngi vty mudgkhhdy tdguuhxg uutuex vtrnti pui"yahbtue" xgknti' tui t dgbgyhaggbkhfehhy pui yntwbg "thgk" pha'

mu dguugbkhfg yrtshmhtbgkgxgknti pha' tui – uuh gruutrygy –vtci sh bhhg sur phagkgl pui shxgknti dgvty sh thhdgbatpyi muuutexi drgxgr tui abgkgr/

]"vnxphe dtzgy" rgsy bhayuugdi sh ngdkhfg faru, prtdgi tuh;thhbaygki dgbgyhag pteytri puisdho yntho thi farwg pha – stxthz ckuhz ptr rcbho nucvehoakhy"t mu pxewgbgi/[

"g;/ sh/ gh/" cttnyg yrgpi zhl'tkzt' tubygr dtr auugrg srue puigbuuhhrtbngbyk tui vgky drupgx muvhhxi khhdi t xpgmhgkg "kghck"tuh; xgknti pha nhy sh xtryvtrntbgi' tz etbxyungrx ztkiuuhxi mh zhh euhpi btyurkhfg phatsgr "prtmgxhryg" dgehbmykgpha/

sh tdgbyur vty dgaygky tetnhyg mu ayushri sh ygng tuidgci rgetngbstmhgx sgruugdi/ shetnhygwx aygkubd nuzi kgdtk bhayuugri tuhxdgptkdy' tcgr shtdgbyur bgny ti' fngy aygbshd'uutx sh gexpgryi etnhygvi ztdi/

t ntxhuug fngy-002$ nhkhtiphrtnhs auuhbsk' sh drgxyg thi"ngsheghr" vhxytrhg' thz dgftpytui tpdgaygky dguutri nhywitrgxy sgo ntbty pui mgbskhdgrtrngbhag tngrhetbgr thi bhu htre'ktx tbszagkgx tui gykhfg tbsgrgxyghyx/

sh crhhyehhy tui yhpehhy pubgoauuhbsk yuy "ptragngi shyrtshmhtbgkg erhnhbtkg drupgxuutx uugri dguugbkhl dgftpy nhytzgkfg ayhe'" ztdy p/ ctvrtrt'pgsgrtkgr prteurtr thi bhu htre/sgr auuhbsk thz tbdgphry dguutrisurl ti trngbhai erhnhbtk ctzhrythi ktx tbszagkgx/

kuhy prteurtri' vtci shauuhbskgr tuh; chhsg gei tngrhegtbdgphry t bg. nhy vgky ekhbhexuutx vtci bhay gezhxyhry' ahebshdthi kuh; pui sh ptrktpgbg htri chkxptr "ngsheghr" thi ctyrg; pui361$ nhkhti stktr/ truo vubsgrynhkhti sgrpui thz dgeungi pui

zhhgrg pubemhgx thi bhu htre/ cxlvfk vty "ngsheghr" ctmtky 53$nhkhti' tcgr sh thcgrhdg dgkygrzgbgi tpdgkhhdy dguutri uugdi muuuhhbhd pubeykhfg thbptrntmhg/

sh auuhbskgr vtci dgtrchhytuh; egxy tui fkho' bhay euebshduuh truhx pui etbyrtk sh ptphruugre ahhby mu zhhi/

yhhk pui sh "chkx" zgbgi dguugituh; vuhy ygxyi surl th/ gi/ yh/xpgmhtkhxyi' dkgzgr rgmgpyi puiegbxgr gexpgryi tui btl tzgkfgptr-phhgr-tui-ptr-uutxgrsteungbytmhgx uugkfg vtcituhpdgvuhci ngr uuh dgbud ruhygpgbskgl mu ftpi uutx zhh yugi/

sh tuhxptraubd thcgr sgoauuhbsk vty zhl tbdgvuhci dtb.tunaukshd' uugi vgky cttnygvtci tbdgvuhci muztnaygki t chkspui "thsgbyhyh ruhcgrhh" thitpxyghy bhu htre/ tuh; t ekhhbgoptrbgo' drtsg: sh grayg ctrhfyivtci muztndgaygky t "ptzk" tz

ngi vty tunkgdtk dgbumy shthbptrntmhg pui truo 009'2gkygrg ngbyai uutx cteungi"ngsheghr/"

pui stryi vtci vgky cttnygtbdgvuhci mu aphbgi t drgxgrgtuhxptraubd' uutx vty dgphry mush erhnhbtkg trngbgr thi bhu htretui etkhptrbhg/ kuhy ctrhfyi vtcish drupgx dgbumy phkg yuhzbygrdgruhcyg bgngi ptr sh"ctvtbskubdgi" thi ptkag ekhbhexuutx zhh vtci rgdhxyrhry tuh;ptkag tsrgxi thcgr dtb.tngrheg/

tbsgra uuh dguugbkhfg vgkyeghr auuhbsk' uutu ngbyai ktzi zhlptr t nhbhntkg xung bumi surlerhnhbtkg steyuhrho ptrdgauutkgbg "ngsheghr" chkx' thzst dguugi thhi druhxg kupy ctkui/"bhay dguugi ehhi ptmhgbyi' ehhisteyuhrho'" ztdy sza/ pgsgryahe'vuhpy "g;/ ch/ thh/" tdgby thi bhuhtre/

ehhygkgl:

trngbhg drupg dgftpy thi drgxyg"ngsheghr" auuhbsk thi vhxytrhg

ptrkuhrgbg "ngsheghr" rgetrsx thi tpxyghy phry mu trgxyi

nhy egbykhfg aytk. vty "gx/gx/ gh/" etnhatbgr nhhek gxyrtudgntksi tz thcgr vubsgry yuhzbyngbyai thcgr dtb. tngrheg vtciauhi dgbtxi pui sh "abgkgprtmgsuri" ptr shxgchkhyhcgbgphyi' surl sh muuhh prtdrtngi"etnpgahbgy gktugbx" tui "euuheshygrnhbghati" uutx zgbgi dgmhkymu ctaygyhdi sh tpkhetmhgx zhhgrabgk uugi sh tunaygbsi ntfi ctksektr tz sgr tpkhetby thz grbxyshxghcks/

*thi mudtc vty etnhatbgr

gxyrtu dgntksi tz tkgtpkhetmhgx uutx eungi tubygr shmuuhh prtdrtngi uugki ctaygyhdyuugri ti sgo uutx t steytr tsgrpxhfhtytr ztk strpi thcgreueitui pgxyaygki sh ngshmhbhagshtdbtz tuh; uutx sh tpkhetmhg thzctzhry/

kuhy sgo thz ngdkhl' ztdytxyrtu' tz thi btbyi mueubpy uugkitpkhetmhgx ptr zhfgrgshxgchkhyhx' tzgkfg uutx uugrictaygyhdy surl sh "ehu/ sh/ sh/"xhxygo' tsgr thhbx pui sh 88shtdbtzi tubygr sh "etnpgahbgygktugbx" prtdrto' uugkictaygyhdy uugri tzuh abgk uuhtubygr muuhh uutfi/

*thbgrkhl thi sh "gx/ gx/ gh/" thz

dgeungi t ctzubsgrg ptzhyhuugbhhgx thi xgpygncgr' tz sh"xtagk xgehurhyh tsnhbhxyrtmhg"thz muo grayi ntk tuhxdgeungimuuhai sh "cgxyg 01" pgsgrtkgtdgbyuri" tuutu mu trchhyi' thi shhgrkhfg khxyg pui pgsgrtki

kghctr sgptryngby/*

sh tdgbyur vty dgntfyayrgbdgr sh rgduktmhgx pui "gx/gx/ thh/" tui tbsgrg cgbgphyi puish "gx/ gx/ gh/" ptr ayh;-ehbsgr/

kuhy sh bhhg rgduktmhgx' uugryt ayh;-ehbs t ctrgfyhdygr"shpgbsgby" mu cteungi cgbgphyikuhywi thhbeubpy pui sh ayh;gkygri btr uugi zhh aygki muuuhhbhdxybx vtkc pui tkg tuhxdtcipubgo ehbs/ tuhc zhh sgei uuhhbhdgruuh vtkc tuhxdtci pubgo ehbs nhyshxgchkhyhx tsgr hruav cgbgphyipui sh "gx/ gx/ gh/'" sgntky egizhhgr ntdgrg thhbeubpy bhay zhhisgr ctzhx ptrwi ehbswx "gx/ gx/thh/" tsgr tbsgrg cgbgphyi/

*"gx/ gx/ gh/" cttnyg vtci

tbdgvuhci t prthgey mu ptrcgxgrish steungbyi tui ptrgnx surftuhxsh dtbmg tdgbyur' t prtmgsur uutxthz ptzhyhuu tui dguutubyai tcgrthz gruutrygy mu suhgri t ktbdgmhhy chz gx uugry ytytk ptryhd/

btfwi uugri ctaygyhdy surl"tu/ go/ ch/" mu sgei sh guugbyugkgetxyi pubgo yuha' vty sh "gx/ gx/gh/" ptrgpbykhfy t ngksubd muvgri gpgbykhfg nhhbubdgi thcgr shthmyhdg tuhxaygk pui sh ptphri'tui uuhtzuh gx tncgxyi yuhai muuugri drhbdgr tui abgkgr/

sgr prtckgo thz tcgr tz shtdgbyur vty dgntksi sh bhhgxteytcgr sgr 81wygr' tui vty btrdgbungi etngbytri chz sgr72wxygr' bhay dgcbshd ehhi atbxptr dtzgy khhbgr mu bgngi tbyhhkthi sgo prthgey/

bhhgx pui "xtagk xgehurhyh"tui btl ptrchbsgbg cgbgphyi

utahbdyti uuhk ptrctyi "abgkg uutexi"tbyhchtyhe srtdx chh gupu, tui cvnu,

( 2 (פארזעצונג פון זייט

- rgdhrubd thi ptkhxh -

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19 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

sgr ctrhnygr vtr. xpgmhtkhxy tuifhrurd sr/ szagprh ntzgx' auhi ktbdg htrishrgeytr pui "egyv kgc" tui"thbygruugbatbgk etrshte ygrtph" chh"etktnchg prgxchygrhgi'" uugy tuhlcteungi sh etrshtktszah tpyhhkubd pui"etrbgk" aphytk tubygr zhhi tuhytrhygy'kuhy t bhhg tpntl muuhai sh muuhh druhxgtubhuugrxhyh aphygkgr/

"etrbgk" tui "etktnchg" zgbgi muuhhctzubsgrg rhzhdg etkgszagx thi ntbvgyichhsg vtci steytr aukgx thi zhhgretkgsza' tui sgrhcgr vtci zhh aphygkgrtuutu sh steyuhrho kgrbgi zhl kgcgshd thisgo ptl/ "uuhhk etrbgk" aphytk thz shsteytr yrgbhrubd mgbygr pui "etrbgk"etkgsza' tui "prgxchygrhgi" aphytk thz tdrgxgrg steytr yrgbhrubd mgbygr uutxuugry dgbumy xhh surl "etrbgk" tui xhh surl"etktnchg/" uugdi sgo vhhxy gx "shtubhuugrxhyh vtxphytk tuu etktnchg gbsetrbgk/" thi eurmi vhhxy gx "etktnchgprgxchygrhgi'" uuhhk gx thz sgr vuhpyaphytk pui "prgxchygrhgi" vgky xhxygo'tui gx thz tphkhthry nhy etktnchgtubhuugrxhyhwx etkgsza pui steyuhrho tuifhrurdi/

"uuhhk etrbgk" aphytk thz bhay tphmhgktubygr sh "prgxchygrhgi" xhxygo' tcgruuhctks tzuhphk vhhbyhdg tui mueubpyhdgsteyuhrho pui sh muuhh tubhuugrxhygyi yrgpizhl grdg. uutu thi sh xyrueyur pui sh muuhhvgky xhxygngi' zgbgi st txtl ptrthhbhdygprtdrtngi tui prthgeyi muuhai sh muuhh/txtl steyuhrho thi thhbx vtci prtpgxtrptzhmhgx chho tbsgri' vhi tui murhe/

tmhbs vtci sh muuhh aphytk xhxygngictaktxi mu ptrthhbhdi zhhgr etrshtktszahtpyhhkubd tubygr thhi ag; steytr' sr/ntzgx/ chz zgex htr murhe thz sr/ ntzgxdguugi chh "kgbtex vhk'" tui thi 40w vty grptrktzy hgbgo aphytk' uutx thz sti dguugitubygr t auugrg phbtbmhgkg erhzhx' tuidgeungi mu "etktnchg prgxchygrhgi/"

sh ptrthhbhdyg etrshte eghrtrtbszahrubd pui "etktnchg" tui "etrbgk"uugry tzuh truo muuhai sh drgxyg vtr.ctvtbskubd prtdrtngi thcgr dtb. tngrheg/

*t bhhg "gngrszagbxh ruo" prthgey uutx

mhy sh thbsuxyrhgwx bhhdgr thz dguutrithhbdgphry chh x/ szatxg; aphytk thipgygrxti' bhu szagrxh' tz sh "th/ gr/" uugyvtci ti thhdgbg tphmhgkg "ptkhgyhuu eghr"aytc' mu vgkpi ptmhgbyi thi erhyhaimuaytbs nhy tbyh-hxurho ygrtph' "xtagkuutre" tui ctruthdubd vhk;/

dguugbkhl prteyhmhri tzgkfg aytcnhydkhsgr thi vgfgrg aytei pui grbxyg

ptmhgbyi' tsgr dtr thi thhdgbg pkhdkgi puiaphygkgr' bhay thi "gngrszagbxh ruo/" gxckhhcy thcgr mu zgvi uuhtzuh tbsgrgaphygkgr uugki rgtdhri/

*ptruutx yrhhcy ngi truhx sh erucho tui

ctdkhhygrx tuh; t agv tsgr ngr chh t"yuha thi ahpy" tsgr t "yrtbxpgr"? uuhhksgntky thz sh ngrxyg erhyhag mhhy ptrsteyuhrho tui cgher buhrxgx uutx eungi trhhimu vgri tui zgvi pui sh nanr vhumt uutx yuyzhl nhy sgo ptmhgby' sh uuhhygkx' sh ptphruugre' sh trsgrx' tt"uu/

t prhag au,pu, prthgey surl "btryatur gk/ thh/ szagh/" nhy "etktnchgprgxchygrhgi" mhhdy uuh uuhhy sruhxbshdgptrayhhgi bhay sh vtegkg ntngbyi pubgo"ahpy yuha'" uuhphk drhhzi gx eungi truhxuugi sh yrtbxpgr dhhy bhay 001 prtmgby' tuiuuhphk gdn, bpa ngi ptrnhhsy uugi tkgx dhhyht dktyhd tui nhy sh ntexhnuo thbptrntmhg/

sh muuhh druhxg aphytk xhxygngi vtcithhbdgphry bhhg prtytetki thi sgo dgchyuutx zgbgi gruutrygy mu uugri btfdgptkdysurl tbsgrg duyg aphygkgr/

sh vuhpy pubeyi pubgo prtytetk zgbgimuuhh ptfhd' ztdy e/ xety' uuhmg prgzhsgbypui euutkhygy tui ptmhgby zhfgrvhhy chh"prgxchygrhgi/"

thhbx thz' tz buhrxgx ytri cauo tupibhay uugri dgaygry chh t "ahpy yuha'" surldtrbhay tui ehhbgo/ mu ntfi zhfgr tz sh ahpyyuha dhhy duy' bgngi buhrxgx thcgr muuhai zhluuhktbd sh truhxdhhgbsg buhrx dhy thcgr tkgthbptrntmhg ptr sh trhhbeungbsg buhrx' tzuhtruo zgbgi chhsg prhh pui teyugk zhl tpdgcinhywi ptmhgby shrgey/ thi tbsgrg uugrygr:buhrx tw dhhy truhx tui dhy thcgr sgoptmhgby ptr buhrx cw' tui fsh sh yuha ztk dhhiduy euny buhrx dw muo cgy tuh; sh eurmg mhhyuuhktbd tw tui cw dhhgi thcgr tkgthbptrntmhg/ sgr prtytek' uutx vhhxy"ztubx tuu xhhkgbx'" uugry tuhl dgbumy uugi tptmhgby dhhy pui thhi pktr tsgrsgptryngby mu sh tbsgrg/

muuhhybx' uugi t ptmhgby dhhy trhcgr mu trhvgc mgbygr tsgr buhrxhbd vtuo' uugrysgzhdbhry t steytr tsgr buhrx thi aphytkuutx ztk thcgrdgci ptr hgbgo pkt. tkgthbptrntmhg uutx thz uuhfyhd cgptr tui btluutx sgr ptmhgby euny tvhi/ sgrsgzhdbhrygr aytc nhydkhs uugry btfdgeueyuuhtzuh sh trchhy uugry dgyti/

*sgr ctberty pui "x/ uuhbxgby" aphytk

thi ntbvgyi thz btl uuhhy pui ptryhd/kuhy t ctberty dgrhfy turyhhk sgo

ntbty' thz dgaygky dguutri t styuo puisgmgncgr 11w' thcgr t htr truo' chz uugi

ptmhgbyi tui ptnhkhgx egbgi trhhbdgci"ngkprgeyhx" ektdgx thcgr steyuhrho tuiprtmgsuri thi hgbgo aphytk/ tcgr dguuhxgektdgx' uuh thcgr dtb. ekhhbg ehbsgr' uugkiegbgi eungi tphku ktbd btl sgo styuo'uuhctks tzgkfg xtry prtckgngi tui drhhziegbgi tuhxektpi htri apgygr/

*yrt. sh auugrg trchhyx tunaygbsi' nhy

tzuhphk ptrkuhrgbg szatcx thi bhu szagrxhpubey uuh thcgrwi dtbmi ktbs' vty sh aphytkthbsuxyrhg thi sh dtryi xyghy bhay ptrkuhriehhi szatc ptzhmhgx zhby 80w' ztdy tayuhbgbsgr ctrhfy pui sh xyghywx aphytkptrthhi/

zhby 80w zgbgi ptrvti truo 000'541thhbdgaygkyg thi sh 37 aphygkgr surftuhxbhu szagrxh' ztdy sgr ctrhfy/ ngbyai dhhgitui eungi' tcgr sh tkdgnhhbg mtk aytcnhydkhsgr' puk-yhho tui ptry-yhho' zgbgidgckhci tuhpwi zgkci aytpk/

*sh dgauuhxygr aphygkgr "etktnchg"

tui "etrbgk" vtci dgkhyi t ayhek "puckherhkghatbx" ptbyagr uugi zhh vtci thbthhbgoprtektnhry druhxg bhhgx' tz sh xyghy vgkysgptryngby vty ctaygyhdy sgo pkti mucuhgi t ntxhuug bhhgo pkhdk chh zhhgrau,pu,wshdg ngbyk vgky aphytk thiuugxyagxygr' dguuhsngy ptr "tuyhzo" tuitkgx truo/

aygky zhl truhx tz ngi vty dgftpy sgopha ptrwi bg./

sh xyghy vgky sgpy/ vty btl bhaydgptxy ehhi ctakux chzwi arhhci sh auru,'tui sh ngksubd pui etktnchg-etrbgk thzdguugi t nuxygr pui grbxygnhxetnhubhetmhg' uutx thz bhay ehhi tpyggrahhbubd chh tzgkfg aphygkgr pui vgfxyietkhcgr/ sgruuhhk thz bhay ektr uugi' tuhccfkk' sh vgky sgptryngby uugy ctaygyhdisgo druhxi prthgey thi thmyhdi auugricuszagy ekhnty/

*yhhk pui sh drgxyg bhu htregr aphygkgr

tui zhhgrg mgbskhdgr yuhzbygr buhrxgx zgbgiptruuheky thi t auugrg pgbxhg erhzhx uutxthz sgruuhhk tunctetby tcgr egi crgbdgidtr auugrg btfuuhhgi xhhsi t kgzubd eunymuaytbs tzuh abgk uuh cgptr btuugncgr 62/

"bhu htre buhrxgx txtxhghati" thz shhubhti pui thcgr pgrmi yuhzby buhrxgx thietktnchg' ntbyhphurh' ntuby xhhbth tui x/kuex-ruzuugky/ sh hubhti dhy zhl tp nhy shpgbxhg tetubyx pui sh buhrxgx' tcgr chz gbsgbtuugncgr nuzi sh pgbxhg tetubyx vtci btl2$ chkhti – nhy t cw – thi zhhgrg rgzgruugi'kuhy t pgbxhg rgptro dgzg. uutx etbdrgxvty surfdgphry thi 60w tui gx uugry

mgchxkgl thhbdgphry thcgrwi dtbmi ktbs/sh hubhti vty bhay ehhi tvbubd pui uutbgy

mu bgngi stx dgky – tui khhdy uutexbsg sruetuh; sh sgrntbyg aphygkgr zhh ztki uuhabgkgr trhhbkhhdi dgky thi sh rgzgruutetubyx/ tuhc chz btuu/ 62 thz bhayt dgbuddgky' uugki pgsgrtkg kghctr cttnyg khhdit ptrtkhz tuh; sh pgbxhg tetubyx chz sgrprtckgo uugry grkgshdy surl abhhsi pgbxhgdtrtbyhgx tsgr ngr aphytk ctayhhgrubdgimu sh pgbxhg tetubyx/

t hubhti cttnygr uutrby sh aphygkgr tz%02 pui sh tkg buhrxgx zgbgi auhictrgfyhdy mu rgyhhgri' tui tuhc gx euny mut erhzhx uugki zhh ztptry stbegi pui tny'thcgrktzbshd sh aphygkgr bhay btr nhyphbtbmhgkg ztrdi btr nhy khhshdg etrhstri/

*x/ ctrctbtx aphytk vty ctuuhzi mu

rgsumhri drhhzi – tui ngkprgeyhx thbaurgbxetxyi – nhy tzuhphk uuh muutbmhd prtmgby chhsh tpyhhkubd pui ekhhbg ehbsgr' surl thhbphri'zhby muuhh htr murhe' t bhhg mudtbd mu ptmhgbyzhfgrvhhy tui erhzhx phrgratpy tuhpwixhxygo uuh "ghrergpy egrhgr" nkjnv ahpivtci ptr zhhgrg phktyi tui ntyrtzi/

kuhy ctrhfyi' zgbgi t uutexbsg mtkaphygkgr thi dgaprgfi nhy sr/ ntrertuzhbd' yaghrnti pui sh tpyhhkubd tui sgrtrfhygey pubgo prthgey' mu btfntfi shptzhyhuug rgzukytyi thi zhhgr thhdgbgtpyhhkubdgi/

*t bhhg prthgey chh "gi/ uuhh/ hu/ ktbdti"

eurtzahry steytr xyusgbyi mu tbysgei bhhgtuhpyugi thi ngshmhi tui vgky eghr' surl tbhhg "uugbyaur etphytk ptbs" uutx uugymuaygki grayg rubsg thbuugxyngby dgkygrptr ytktbypukg dgstbegi/

sgr tubhuugrxhyh aphytk vtymudgaygky 2$ nhkhti tbmuvuhci sgoprthgey' tui phktbyrtpi vtci mudgaygkybtl 81 nhkhti stktr/ surftuhx sh kgmygmuutbmhd htr' vtci gykhfg mgbskhdgr "gi/uuhh/ hu/" steytr xyusgbyi dgvtkpi crgbdgiprhag ngshmhbgi muo ntregy' thcgrvuhpytuhpwi dgchy pui egbxgr' ztdy t uutryztdgrptrwi aphytk/

*t prthgey chh aytyhai aphytk bg.

"ghya/ ghya/ xh/" mu rgsumhri vgkyetnpkhetmhgx chh ptmhgbyi' surl abgkgmhhykhfg etnhubhetmhg nhy zhhgrg prhhngrhsteyuhrho' vty zhl truhxdgaygky mu zhhi duygrptkdrhhl' yrtmsgo uutx sgr prthgey vtythbdtbmi tpdgetxy bhay ngr uuh muuhh tui tvtkci nhkhti stktr/

fngy 000'3 prhhngrh steyuhrho tuixpgmhtkhxyi zgbgi ptrchbsi nhywi "ghya/ghya/ xh/ etbgeyx" prthgey/ surl sgoprthgey thz sh rtyg pui %83 tundgrtfygbgctvtbskubdgi thi aphytk trtp dtrsrtntyha mu 91 prtmgby' thi t eurmg mhhytpabhy pui tubygr muuhh htr/

*vgky eghr thi tkdgnhhi' tui aphytk

ctvtbskubdgi xpgmhpha' str; xgruuhry uugrinhy ngr ptraytbs tui rgxpgey muoptmhgbywx rgkhdhg tui eukyur' tphku thi bhuhtre xhyh' uutu sgr dgchy uugry cgxgrptraytbgi uuh thi surfabhykhfg tngrheg'ztdy t "hubhhygs vtxphytk ptbs" ayushg/

t druhxg mtk ptmhgbyi' hubd tui tky'vtci prtckgngi nhy sh vgky eghr uutx zhhcteungi' mukhc aprtl shpgrgbmi nhy shsteyuhrho tui vgky eghr aytc' ztdy sgrctrhfy' tui sh aphytk thbsuxyrhg str;yrgpi uugdi stx mu ptrcgxgri/

bbbbhhhhhhhhggggxxxxpui pui

aapphhyyttkk

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20vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

vvnnxxpphhee tthhii cchhkkssggrr:: jjaauuii ,,aagg""tt kkpp""ee

muuhai sh teyhuuhygyi chh cruekhi sgh vgc: tpgyhykhfg "wtryx wi ergpyx'" t rhhzg thi aphkvuhz' tui t "crf, vbvbhi ptraygkubd"

sgr xgruuhxettrshbghytrcrgbdy n,bu, mudgcuryxytd nxhcv

"sgh vgc"xyg; thi cruekhi ctaygyhdy tuh; phhgrzhfgrvhhy tui "xh/ ph/ tr/ q ate"grayg vhk; yrgbhrubd

etbxungrx pui "sgh vgc"thi cruekhi dhhgi' kfcuspra, bj' ctzufi sh ctrhnyg ptxtzahr ah; chho ctryi

cjurho pui ghegrx crusgrvhho zgbgiteyhuu thi tkyg phhgrkgagr nuzgtuo

teyhuuhygyi thi pruhgi sgh vgc' rtekgbs' pra, bj: "rgdicuhdi" tryx wi ergpyx tui nzubu,' tui sgkhetyg "try" zfrubu,

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21 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

mti esahopui nuxsu,erh, hutkeungi zgvish uutubsgr",hcv"puivnxphe"sgh vgc"

"uutki"ptraygkubd chh sgh vgc - hahcv ,urv ujxs thi erh, hutk: trhhi tui truhx

muo bhhgo "zni" thi sgh vgc-hahcv ,urv ujxs-erh, hutk' ahhbgr ctzul thi "kgheuutus hahcv"

sh jaucg cjurho' ytygx tui aytc nhydkhsgr b"h bgngi tbyhhk thi "echg, nzuzu,"tui xgus, nmuv chh prtfypukg vnxphe sgh vgc dgchhsg thi rtekgbs etubyh

Page 22: dhhgbshd muo srue/// vnxphe tuhrkh thbygruugbati …ngi dhy bhay ehhi thhbmhdi cktz thi nuhk trhhi/ sgr gher thz' yrhhci sh ckuy' yrhhci sh ckuy' yrhhci sh ckuy' ti tpaygk – tzuh

22vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

1( khhegbgi vrdwy ngbyai/ ht' ngi egi vtci t vtr.tyteg tsgr t xyrtue tphku chxy btr 93 htr tkytsgr thi duyi dgzuby tsgr t uugszagygrhgi/

2( thi gykhfg aygy ktzy ngi bhay tncuktbxi bumixhrgbgx btr chh "etus 1'" uutx nhhby ntxhuug ckhyubdtsgr ntxhuug vtr. tyteg tsgr auugrg tygngi tuibtl ztfi uutx egbgi zhhi ptytk chz phbg; nhbuy/

3( ngi ytr ehhbntk bhay tuhpvgbdgi sh ygkgptituh; grayg vhk;' btr ktzi hgbgo gray tuhpvgbdgi tuigbshdi sh etk/

4( ngr tui ngr tncuktbxi phri ptmhgbyi muoaphytk nhy sh "cgxyg etrshte mgbygr'" tbayty shtntkhdg prtytetk pui ckuhz kuhpi muo btbyxyiaphytk/

5( nhr vtci tuhl phhby uugi ptmhgbyi uutryi ktbd thigngrszagbxh ruo' tcgr gx vty dguugbkhl thhi turztl:bhayt dgbud cgyi/

6( sh ptrbungbxyg mhhy thz pui 6 btfnhytd chz 11chhbtfy/ ntbytd thz sh auugrxyg ytd/ pui 3 ptrytdxchz 9 muprh thz sh khhshdxyg – tuhc egbxyu tuhxekuhcit mhhy' euo sgntky/

7( ptmhgbyi uutx khhsi pui crgfi cteungi shabgkxyg yrhtza` nwuuhk zhh ahei uuhhygr uuh abgkgr/

8( buhrxgx uuhki tuhl zgvi sh "th/ tr/" ptmhgbyitruhxdhhi uuh abgkgr/ uugi zhh uutkyi dgdkhfi mu vtciptmhgbyi thi zgkci pkt.' uutkyi zhh dgtrchhy thi shtuhcgrayg aytei/

9( prgd ehhbntk bhay' "thl vtc btr t mucrtfgbgphbdgr' ptruutx suhgry tkgx tzuh ktbd?" uuhhk stxnhhby ngi vty bhay ehhi tvbubd uuhtzuh ti "gngrszagbxhruo" trchhy/

01( ptmhgbyi ti thbaurgbx zgbgi bhay aukshd tuh;thcgrdgphkyg "gngrszagbxh runx/" zhh ntfi tuhx btr71 prtmgby pui "th/ tr/" ptmhgbyi/

11( ztd btr tn,/ "th/ tr/" xyg; vtci t duyg btz muftpi ckt;' tui tz ngi ptrkhry zhhgr muyruh thz bhayduy/

21( steytr: "thr bgny xhh uugkfg ngshmhi?"ptmhgby: "bhhi/" t nhbuy apgygr: ptmhgby: thl vtcshhgchyhx/ "su bgnxy thbxukhi?" "ht/" tv' fwnhhi stxthz ngshmhi!

31( tuhc shhbg ehbsgr zgbgi bhay uutexhbhry' ztdtubz' uuhhk gx thz erhyha uuhfyhd/

41( nwegi bhay vtci dtbmg napju, thi tncuktbxitui bhay truo sh cgy thi "th/ tr/"

51( ztd tubz uugdi xhh uugkfg "vgrcx" tui"xupkgngbyi" su bgnxy/ tntk egi ngi vtcixhnpytngi uutx zgvi tuhx grbxy' tui ngi ptray tuhxdrubykhl nhy ygxyi tui thngszahbd' tui gx thz btrdguugi ti tunaukshdg rgzukyty pui gpgx t "vhhkubddguuhr./" stegdi egbgi zhh tuhl thbygruugbhri nhyngshmhbgi/

61( uuh ngr su ctrgsxy steyuhrho thi gpgx bhayduy' tkx uuhhbhdgr jae uugki nhr vtci shr mu vgkpi/

71( tuhc shhi dgahfyg thz zhhgr wthbygrgxtbyw' uugkigx sh xyg; sgrmhhki muuhai zhl' tui tpar dgci t anhhfktuhl/ nhr uugki gx bhay anugxi nhy prgnsg' tcgrmuuhai tubz ngd ngi zhl kupygri/

81( nhr egbgi bhay ctegnpi hgsg xtry uuhhrux' zhhybhay crudz/ tuhc grbxyg ztfi zgbgi tuhxdgaktxi' uugkinhr thhl tvhhnahei mu ctvtbskgi sgo prtckgo chhodguugbkhfi steytr/

91( nhr egbgi dtrbhay yti mu t etks uugi tkgxtruo thz phhi/ tz thr euny sgrnhy thi aphytk' thz gxtuugedguutrpi mhhy tui dgky' tubzgr tui thhgrx/

02( bhhi' thr egby bhay bgngi ptr zhl tsgr dgci ptrsh ehbsgr muuhh tsgr srhh ntk ngr ngshmhbgi uuh shptrarhcgbg stzg tuhpwi pkgak/

12( ht' bhay zgkyi ztdi aphygkgr ptr tncuktbxi'

"dgbud dguugi' xwthz puk st/ dhhy grdg. tbsgra/" nhregbgi zhl bhay aktdi' tuhl bhay ygbvwi/

22( bhhi' nhr vtci bhay ehhi tvbubd uutx shhithbaurgbx sgey ht tsgr bhay/ ehhi vadv/

32( tuhc shhi steytr ahey muo "gngrszagbxh ruo"tz pui stry ztkxyu uugri "gsnhygs" thi t mhngr' cgytho tuhc ngdkhl gr ztk thcgrvhpi sh "th/ tr/" tui shlahei dkhhl mu t ruo thi aphytk/ gx thz ngr ptphrtrchhy ptrwi steytr tcgr txtl abgkgr ptr shr tuibtl vubsgrygr/

42( txtl ntk ctvtkyi ptmhgbyi thbptrntmhg tuishtdbtzi' ckuhz mu vgri tuhc "th/ tr/" xyg; uugki eungimuo zgkci tuhxphr uuh tbsgrg steyuhrho/ yu gx bhay'gx etxy muphk mhhy' dgky tui dgzuby/

52( ht' ngi ngd t ctstbegi "gngrszagbxh ruo"xyg; ptr zhhgr trchhy' uuhhbhdxybx uugi zhh vgkpirtyguugi t kgci/

62( eunxy thi aphytk? crgbdy t ctdkhhygr/aygbshd/

72( surfabhykhfg "th/ tr/" uuhzhy prhhz: 707$/ mtk"th/ tr/" uuhzhyi thi tngrheg ptrthtr: 711 nhkhti' tsrhyk ngr uuh mgi htr prhgr/

82( hgsi zungr' thi hukh' eungi trhhi sh prhagxyusgby steyuhrho thi tkg ngshmhbhag etrhstri' tuhlthi "gngrszagbxh ruo/"

92( "tbyaukshdy' tbsgrg zhhy chyg/" ht' drhhziptxhri thi hgsi aphytk' hgsi ytd/

03( uugi "gngrszagbxh ruo" steyuhrho kuhpi muthhbgo' vtc rjnbu, tuh; hgbgo/

13( 2 nhkhti ngbyai cteungi hgrkhl ti thbpgemhgpui zhhi thi aphytk' t frtbhagr prtckgo uutx etxy

5/4$ chkhti ptrwi vgky eghr xhxygo thi ktbs/ptmhgbyi nhy t yuc tsgr etygygr ngdi vtci eurtzamu prgdi' hgsi ytd' tuhc nwegi gx auhi trtpbgngi/

23( uuhkxy uuhxi uugr thz "thi yatrsza"? uugr dhytruhx sh ctpgki? nav zul nhl/ sgr etphyti uugry duyctvtkyi thi ho pui ckuhg au.-ekhhsgr/

33( ngi egi "vtbskgi" nhywi chk/43( "th/ tr/" xyg; egbgi auhi ktbd sh eub. pui

ptmhgbyi uutx rupi tuhpwi ygkgpti pui zhhgr cgyk –fkunrway pui sruhxi – mu prgdi "uugi euny sgrsteytr?" tcgr gx trchhy btl tk./

53( tbvuhc ytd tui tbvuhc uutl vtci steyuhrho tuiaphytk xyg; sh ngrxyg dgsuks tui gbgrdhg/

63( hgsgr ptmhgby thz kgdtk ctrgfyhdy mu zgvi tkgzhhbg ngshek rgetrsx' uuh tuhl cgyi t etph tui vhhxiptrrhfyi drhhzi' tcgr rgetrsx pui erucho' tphku shbtbyxyg' egi ngi bhay zgvi )xhhsi gkygri pui ekhhbgehbsgr( btr nhy t "vhpt uughuugr tubygrarhpy/"

73( t ptrtngshe ptrtstex: chh kgcbxdgptriuutryi ngbyai mu ktbd mu rupi ti tncuktbx' tcgr chhnhksg ztfi htdy ngi zhl sgrmu/

83( "119" thz dgntfy mu rtyguugi ngbyai thierhzhx' bhay mu zhhi t wxtagk uutregrw tsgr wduygrprhhbs/w

93( gx thz ayuhbgbs uuhphk gkygri vtkyi zhl murhepui nhbhntkg grayg vhk; – t ehbs vty t abhy? khhdprgaur/

04( uugxy ztdi sh ngav txtl ntk: chho rupi vhk;'thi tncuktbx' thi yrhtza' ptr sh buhrx' ptrwi steytr'tui stx btr sh tbvuhc/

14( 06 prtmgby "gngrszagbxh ruo" steyuhrhouutai bhay sh vgby uuh ptrdgarhci/

24( %64 steyuhrho ztdi tpgi zhh vtci thdbtrhry tetkgdgwx euutkhygy prtckgo' btl mgbskhdgr prtmgbyztdi gx bhay tpgi/

34( uugi ptrtngshex eungi ti' uutry bhay tuh; tuutrhng vgkt/ tpar uugi sgr ptmhgby thz xytchk uugkizhh tbvuhci mu rgsi/

44( eungi tuh; ti tncuktbx cgyk nhhby t abgkgrguugd trhhi' tcgr bhay tk./

54( uutryi ktbd thz duy' t xhni tz uugxy ckhhcikgci/ uuhkxy bhay xyg; ztki strpi kuhpi mu shr gray/

64( uugi ngi vhhxy tbyti sh wdtuiw nhhby gx tuhxyti]fngy[ tkgx tubygr sgo/ bhhi' nhr dkhhfi gx tuhl bhay/

74( nhr egbgi bhay vhhki btrhag tuhpphrubd: tuhc tptmhgby gxy t zgek ptyghyt yahpx tuh; tptrstrcgbg ntdi nhy btzahg' egbgi nhr dtrbhay ytisgruugdi/

84( tpdgzgi mu xgkhukgr ygkgpti aygri ht tsgrbhay vtr. ntbhytrx tui tbsgrg ntahbgi' dhhgi zhh"tuh; sh bgruugi" pui tkg aytc nhydkhsgr/ ntl gxftya tuh; srhzk/

94( bhhi' bhay tkg "gngrszagbxh runx" egbgi tsgrngdi zhl tpdgci nhy ehbsgr ptmhgbyi/ tncuktbxi uuhhxistx' tcgr uugi bhay' ptkd uutx ngi ztdy/

05( ayhhi chho yhr-phrvtbd tui dktmi tuh; sh xyg;ntfy ehhbntk bhay abgkgr sh ctvtbskubdgi' pubeyptregry/ tui nhr zgbgi auhi ktbd mudguutuhby sgrmu/

15( eungi thi "gngrszagbxh ruo" ptr t auutfg ztluuhhk ngi vty bhay ehhi dgsuks mu uutryi tuh; tdgvgrhdg steytr tpthbyngby crgbdy ti tunatmctrgmhhy tui dgky hgsi thhbmhdi ytd/

25( bhhi' hgbg khhshdg "th/ tr/" mhngr thz bhay ptrshr: gx thz thi rgzgruu ptr t "etrshte trgxy" tsgr"yrtunt 1" tundkhe/ sh tbsgrg thz tuhl thi rgzgruuptr gpgx grbxy' zhh muprhsi khdxy bhay stry/

35( gx aygry shr uutx uutx "th/ tr/" xyg; anugxivuhl uugdi bhay-ngshmhbhag ztfi? pruchr mu trchhyipupmi agv btftbtbs tui bhay rgsi ehhi thhi uutryayu,ho/

45( thi tncuktbx' ktz sh ptrtngshex yti uutx zhhzgbgi yrgbhry mu yti tui prgd bhay tzuhphk eahu, –hgsg nhbuy egi aphki t rtkg/

55( thi sh kgmyg phr htr thz sgr hgrkhfgr dgvtkypui t surfabhykhfi ptnhkhg steytr dgayhdi 3/3prtmgby' tuhxdtci thi sh zgkcg ptr htr zgbgi truh; 52prtmgby/

65( uugi "th/ tr/" xyg; zhmi chh etnphuygrx' aphkizhh bhay wyhe-yte-ytuw tui eue bhay tzuh ayrgbd/

75( rgzukytyi pui "kgc" ygxyi thi "gngrszagbxhruo" egbgi murhe eungi tzuh abgk uuh phbg; nhbuy' tuitzuh ktbd uuh t agv tsgr ngr/ tuhc gx thz bhayerhyha' egi bgngi btl t agv-muuhh ngi ztk zgvi shrgzukytyi/

85( "th/ tr/" xyg; vtci bhay ehhi tphmhgkgtuhxzgvi tsgr htrdtbd' steyuhrho tui buhrxgx tuithbaurgbx ekgrex tui yrtbxptry xyg; tui ktbsrhntbatpy egbgi zhhi pui hgsg ptrc tui gkygr/

95( tuhc thhbgr uuhk gbsgra dkhhci gkgeyrtbhagkhygrtyur uuh t steytrwx shtdbtz' ptruutx thz gr

xusu, pui uuhhxi ftktykptrtngshex tui "gngrszagbxh ruo" aytc nhydkhsgr rgsi mu sgr ztl

bp,kh t/ ah;

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23 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

"ntnh' vhhby vtci thl dgvty t ptryh thi xeuk'tui thl vtc dgvty muuhh etp-eghex nhy xprhbegkxtui t uughpgr!" ngr vtc thl bhay dgstrpy vgri/ thlvtc dguutuxy tz xwthz t atkv pui dgmhhkyg ygd tuinhhi ytfygrwk uugy cteungi ptrtzhyhag dgxy/ uflvuv/

bhay tkg ehbsgr zgbgi tzuh gnphbskgl mu"phbuutrnx" tcgr "tkg" ehbsgr zgbgi gnphbskgl mu tztkhxyg pui btagrhh/ chh thhbgo ektpy gx tuhx thiuugrho' chh t muuhhyi thi vhhpgr-teyhuuhygy tui chh tsrhyi thi tbymhbsubdgi tsgr tkgrdhgx tsgr pauyg cuhluuhh/

tdc' sh khxyg uutx nhhi ytfygrwk vty tuhxdgrgfbythz nx,nt btr t yhhkuuhhzgr/ tuh; sgr ptryh vty ngiuutrahhbkhl tuhl dgyhhky szagkhx' ktkhx' srhbex tuithhxgx/ gx nhhby bhay tz nhr khhdi ti tkg ehbsgrprtckgngi thi sh bta uutx ngi cteuny suet thbsruhxipui ayuc/ gx thz khhsgr t uugky uutu sh gxbuutrdi zgbgingr "szatbe" uuh "pus'" tui tphku thbsgrvhho thz auugrtfy mu dgci tuh; t dgzubyg shgyg' uuhhbhdxybx chz ngidguutuhby zhl mu/

thi hgsi ptk' chz ngi uugy tuhxyrgpi tkygrbtyhuugimu sh tkg szatbe' tsgr ftya gx rgsumhri' tsgr dgcibtyurkhfg dgzubyg prhaytdx tui nhytdx ygdkhl muetnpgbxhri tuh; sh bhay zgkygbg ptryhx' strpi nhrntngx zhl xprtuugi nhy sh rgzuktyi/

uutx zgbgi sh rgzukytyi pui tgkfg nhytdx uuh uuhhxcruhy tui kteai truhpdgaprgbeky nhy muegr tui tauugr ctmuegryg etnpty sgrbtl? sgr egrpgrptruutbsky gx thi thhi druhxi muegr dgnuhzagf.' uutucteygrhg tui uugrho ygrgpi zhl zhhgr duy stx pkt./vty stl sgr vnxphe dtzgy c"v t ahhbgo rucrhe uutunhr egbgi tsurfanugxi nhy tbsgrg gkygri uuhtzuh muctvtbskgi sh prtckgngi/

chh sh crhuugi khhbgi nhr yteg sh kgmyg ptr ntbtyitbprtdgxi uugdi sh ygng pui uugrho' pui uutx ngi uugrybhay drhbd pyur tui gx egi tbntfi auugrg hxurho tuitphku tuhpuugei pui akt;/ vtc thl dgbungi sh pgbg thivtby nhymuyhhki pui thhdgbg grptrubdgi thcgr sgodgchy/

ht' gx zgbgi cgzvah", st btyurkhfg nhykgi uutxegbgi uuhrei pubey uuh' tui btl tpar ngr' uuh uugrntex/

sh ngrxyg ctuutuxyg ctcxeg-rputv thz ebtck/nwegi gx bumi tkx xuptzhytrh' uutx sti str; ngi

gx tuhl khhdi t uutl sgrbtl' tzuh uuh ngshmhi uutxnwstr; tuhl dgci t uutl btfwi bgngi stx grayg ntk/nwegi gx trhhbkhhdi thi sh shgyg' uutx thz bhay tzuhprteyha ptr ekhhbg cghchx' tui t srhyg tupi mu dgciebtck ptr ekhhbg ehbsgr uutx uuhki gx bhay gxi' thz mu

uuhhei ebtck thi uutxgr tui dgci t kgpk sgrpui muuhhntk t ytd/

ptr ehbsgr uutx nwegi bhay dgci ebtck tuh; thhbgpui sh sgrntbyg nhykgi egi ngi gx tphku trhhbkhhdi thish ztei! gx ztpy zhl trhhi thbgo ckuy ayrto tui gxeuny ti muo mhk/ ngi str; tcgr tfyubd dgci tuh; sgouugd uuhhk yhhk ngbyai vtci xgbxhyhuug vuhy uutx uugkibhay ctdrhxi sgo mhhbsk ebtck nhywi drgxyiprhhbykhfehhy/ chh nhhi ytfygr ,jhw vty sh atrpehhypui sh ebtck tpdgahhky sh vuhy tz fwvtc gx dgstrpyanhri tui ctvtbski gykhfg ygd' uuh t dgvgrhdg crh/

*stx uutx steyuhrho ztdi tz uugrho vty bhay nhy

shgyg tsgr muegr' thz ayu,ho/ zhh ztdi tzuh uuhhk ngivty stx nhy zhh bhay dgkgrby thi etkgsza/ yhhksteyuhrho zgbgi zhhgr antkegphd tui gx ptxy zhh bhaytbmubgngi t ztl uutx zhh vtci bhay dgkgrby' tpdgzgipui sgo tz "buyrhati" thz cfkk bhay zhhgr pgks/

"thi jfo fcgk vbxhui'" ztdi jz"k/ tuhc tzuhphkntngx zgvi ektr tz pui tzuhphk btagrhh' thcgrvuhpy"txphrhi egbshx" tui tbsgrg ztfi pui sgo ayuhchdixtry' ptxhri sh ztfi' khdy sgrhi t uutrvhhy/ tsrcv'pui nhhi grptrubd vtc thl dgzgi tz shgyg thz tphkuuuhfyhdgr uuh vhdhgbg tui zuhcgrehhy/ stx kgmyg vtytuhl t pkt.' ngi str; zgvi tz sh vtby ztki bhay btrdgzhhpy uugri hgsi ytd btr tuhl tz sh bgdk ztki zhhi eur.dgabhyi/ tcgr pui sh tbsgrg zhhy ytr ngi bhay uugri"tcxgxy" nhy vhdhgbg tui thcgrmhgi stx ayrhek nhymuphk zhhpi' uutai sh uuga' pktrx tui cgy dgmhhd tuiuuga/

*uutx egi ngi yti?tuhxgrsgo uutx gykhfg grkhh "tkygrbtyhuug"

prtsueyi egdi uugrho zgbgi ptrvtbgi thi vgky pusdgagpyi' egi ngi tuhl tkhhbx muntki egrbskgl puiptphhg' uugkfg vtci t atrpehhy gbskhl mu frhhi' tuistx vty zhl truhxdguuhzi mu zhhi zhhgr uuhreztocgzvah",/

t ehbs chh nhhi auugxygr ,jhw vty dgkhyi pui uugrhonhy tunctarhhckhfg hxurho/ stx ehbs pkgdy tuhpuugeish ntng chh jmu, vkhkv' btfy btl btfy' nhyhtngrhkhfg dguuhhbgi/ sh nuygr vty pruchry ptrahsgbgnhykgi' tuhl ngshmhbgi' tcgr dtrbhay vty dgvtkpidgbud ktbd/ thl vtc dgvgry sh gmv pui ptphhg egrkgltui gx dgztdy ptr nhhi auugxygr' tcgr stx ehbs vtygx bhay dguutky trtp akhbdgi uugdi sgo atrpi ygo/

thhbntk chh t anjv pui nhhi auugxygr ,jhw' thzstx ehbs dgeungi mu nhr' tui dgzgi uuh thl dgc sh ptphhgegrbskgl ptr nhhi ytfygr' thr grayg euzhbg' tui zh

vty' uuh t dgrtyi ehbs' "tuhl dguutky vtci" sgrpui///uutx vty thr tzuh ptrdkuxy sgrmu? uuhhk thl ckgbs

sh egrbskgl nhy tchxk ptphhg tui uutxgr' tui thl khhdgx trhhi thi prhzgr/ uugi gx thz auhi fngy ptrpruhri'muvtey ngi gx tuh; ayhegr' gx ztk zhhi drhbdgr murhhci nhy t kgpk chh hgsg stzg gexygr/ gx egi zhlvtkyi thi prhzgr jsaho ktbd/ uuhctks gx mhpy dhc thldkhhl btfsgo t egxygkg yatetkts uutx tbyvtky%06 etetu' uutx str; kfturv bhay atyi/

tkgbptkx' sh pkhngbhmg vty dgri dgbungi sh "ptphhgngshmhi"' tui gx vty dgvtkpi uutubsgrkhl/ nhhiauugxygr ,jhw vty bhay dgdkhhcy tz stx ehbs thzsurfdgaktpi sh bgfy ruthd gykhfg uutfi/

*tuhl thz duy mu ctsi sh ehbsgr thi "gpxto ztk."

tui "cghehbd xtst/"cfkk' tuhxgr sh tkg shrgeyg ctvtbskubdgi' str; sh

shgyg uuh uuhhy ngdkhl tuhxakhxi uuhhxg ngvk' muegr'zhxg "szaux'" tui fgnhag ptrci/ gx thz zhhgr dhbxyhdmumugxi zuhgrg phek tui thhkchryi mu sh gxbx' cpry uuginwnuz tntk dgci t zhxg bta/

tdc' uugi ngi str; dgci bta' ztk ngi gbsgra dgciztkmhdg uuh zhxg' btr tfy dgci gx ztk bhay vtci ehhi"go/ gx/ szah/" )GSM(/

*thl vtc tntk dgzgi arhhci pui t btyurkhfi

steytr' tz phk ehbsgr uutx nuyagi zhl nhy uugrhovtci bhay dgbud ztk. thi egrpgr/ t aytre ztkmhdgshgyg ptr muuhh uutfi egi khhzi sgo prtckgo/ tdc' stxthz tuhl duy ptr "gezhng" vuhy prtckgngi/

tbsgrg ntfkho uutx zgbgi duy mu bumi rgdkngxhd muvhhki tui ptrnhhsi sgo prtckgo zgbgi' ruhg phhbgpk tuietkguutxg ergbskgl )ptnpehi xhsx(/

bgngi rgdkngxhd "ehhtkhe" thz tuhl duy tkxptrnhhsubd tui ctvtbskubd/ nhhbg t ctetbyg sgrmhhkytz thr ehbs vty zhhgr khc cteungi sgo ebtck dgyrtbetui thhbntk vty gr tuhxdgyrubegi t dtbmg pkgak!uugrbshd zhhgr sgrartei vty sh ntng dgrupiprtpgxhtbtkg vhk; uugkfg vtci thr dgztdy tz gx thzbhay ehhi kgcbxdgptr ptrwi ehbs/ kngav' zhby hgbgoytd' thz stx ehbs pyur dguutri pubgo uugrho prtckgonhy uutx gr vty zhl dgpktdy t ktbdg mhhy!

btl ti gmv uutx ntngx zgvi sgrpui duyg rgzukytyithz' tuhpetfi sh atktf. pui nhkdruho thi uutxgr tuistx yrubegi/

*muo akux' t xl vfk:1( ptrnhhsi "szatbe'" muegr' uuhhxg ngvk tui zhxg

dgyrtbegi2( vtkyi sh bgdk eur. dgabhyi3( dgci ztkmhdg gxi4( fxsr bumi thi sh shgyg zuhgrg phek' ruhg phhbgpk

tui ptnpehi xhsx5( ctvtbski uugrho nhy ebtck' tui dgsgbei sh

muuhhyg stzg t uutl apgygr6( ptphhg egrbskgltuhc ngi uuhk gx ht ctvtbski nhywi ngshmhi

"uugrntex" ztk ngi prgdi sgo steytr uugdi dgci tsrhyg stzg' zhfgr mu ntfi tz sh thhgkgl zgbgi dgbmkhltuhxdgrtyi' tui thi mudtc sgrmu ztk ngi zhl sgrbtlvtkyi mu sh dgzubyg shgyg ptrarhpyi/ tui' cgher'tuusth tui tuusth' thz cgyi sgo rcubu ak guko mu aheish dgbmkhfg rputv/

tthhii eerrhhdd eeggddii ppttrrttzzhhyyiit/ a/ n/

dgeungi thi aphytk?06( tpyntk thz drhbdgr tui abgkgr ptrwi steytr

mu dgci t prgxerhcati uuh thhsgr mu ztdi ptruutx sgrptmhgby str; gx ctn, bhay/

16( ht' gx thz rhfyhd/ sh kgbd pui uuhhxi ftktyksgrmhhky uuh uuhhy ngi vtky thi steytrhh: prhagxyusgbyi vtci sh eurmxyg' uugygrti steyuhrho shkgbdxyg/

26( ptruutx zgbgi st uuhhbhdgr "th/ tr/" xyg; thiwuuhegbsw ygd tui jdtu,? uuhhk zhh zgbgi tuhl ngbyai/

36( uuhfyhdxyg ztl nhymucrgbdgi thi tncuktbx' thiaphytk: steytr bgngi tui bungri' ngshmhbgi tui zhhgrgstzgx' gxi tui ngshmhi tkgrdhgx' t eurmg ngshekvhxytrhg' tui sh btngi tui bungr pui dgyrhhgi

prhhbyqeruc mu rupi tuhc uuhfyhd/46( 59 prtmgby vgky ygxyi tui prtmgsuri thi

tngrheg uugry dgyti tuhx arge pui t dgrhfy ektdg/56( ptmhgby' "thl tygo bhay dgvgrhd zhby bgfyi

muprh/" ptruutx chxyu bhay dkhhl dgeungi?66( uugi thl ztd tbyhchtyhe uugy bhay vgkpi ptrwi

uuhhrux' dkhhc nhr/76( wuuhfyhdgrw ptmhgby' "thr uuhhxy thi uugkfg

phrng thl trchhy?" tkg zgex steyuhrho tui xyg;truo sh cgy' uuh thi ftr: "bhhi' tui gx dhhy tubz bhay ticfkk/"

86( "gngrszagbxh ruo" steyuhrho zgbgi shthhbmhdxyg thi sgo ptl uutx vhhki gray tui prgdidgky eahu, apgygr' tpar uugdi sgo vtkyi zhh gx thz

sh cgxyg trchhy thi sh uugky/96( uugi t steytr vhhxy ptrkhri 51 tsgr 02 puby'

nhhby gr ctn, mu ztdi pupmhd/07( uugi shxyatrsza thbxyruemhgx zgbgi bhay

ektr' prgd thcgr/ nhr uuhki bhay' zhhgr bhay' thr ztkystrpi murheeungi/

17( gx thz auugr mu dkhhci uuhphk ngbyai nhy t vtr.tyteg srhhuugi zhl tkhhbx mu aphytk tbayty rupi titncuktbx/ thz thcgrktzi sh etr ngr ztrd uuh ckhhcisgrhbgi?

27( uugi nwegi rupi vhk; pui t dgvgrhdg ygkgptitsgr t xgkptui' bu. aygbshd sh dgvgrhdg ygkgpti/

37( %44 prtmgby buhrxgx tui steyuhrho khhsi puithcgruutd/

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24vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

"tuh' dguutks!""rtttyggguugggy!!!""uutx thz dgagi?""eue tvgr' sgr tkygr thz trhhbdgptki thi etfgshdi

egxk uutxgr!"tkg tbuugzbsg vtci ,hf; ptraytbgi tz gx thz

khhsgr auhi bhayt muphk uutx mu yti/ sgr tkygr thzauhi zhfgr bhay chi vjhho' rjnbt khmki/

tcgr///*

ngrxybx ctrhny thz sgr vhhkhdgr mshe vrv"e rchjhho zh"g cgk ctr nho jhho vtcbshd dguugi rc thi shayty yagrbtuuhy./ tcgr ctn, thz gr dguugi rc tuhlthi tbsgrg thshag aygy: ehahbuc' cuyuati' tuintvkhc/ tuhxgr sgo thz gr dguugi sgr "rc vnshbv"bhay btr thcgrwi dtbmi prtuuhb. truo cuetuuhbt' btrtuhl pui dtb. rungbhg' tui sgr ctn"j vty zhltundgeuey tuh; tkg fkkhu,wshdg thbygrgxi pui tkgthsi thcgrwi dtbmi ktbs/

mukhc zhhi vhhkhdg tuhpdtcg tui tjrhu,' vty sgrvhhkhdgr mshe zhl dgntfy t nbvd yuc' tz hgsg ntkuutx t druhxg hrhs thz ptrdgeungi grdg. thi sh dgdby'pkgdy gr tvhi ptri tui zhhi tbuugzbs thi hgbg ayty' fshzhl tunmueuei tz tkgx ztk zhl stry phri csrl v,urv'xhh kdch anhr, ac"e' xhh kdch vtbskgi grkhl' xhh kdchmbhgu, tuhpi ruhahdi hrhs' tui tuhl mu pxewbgi shtunmtkhdg atku, pui rhch, tui nej unnfr uutx ntfizhl fxsr' tui tuhxmudkhhfi sh tunptrnhhsctrg xfxufhomuuhai au,pho tui dgagpyxkhhy' t/t/uu/

uhvh vhuo' ntfy zhl tntk' zhhgbshd thi t prgnsgayty muo tryhdi hrhs' thz sgr mshe trhhbdgeungi muprhthi ch, vnsra muo stuugbgi' tcgr khhdbshd ykh, u,phkhivty zhl dgvgry gpgx t yunk tui rga thi chvn"s/ sgrvhhkhdgr ctr nho jhho vty dggbshdy khhdi ykh, u,phkhi'tui sgrbtl vty gr dgzgi uuh sh dctho erhdi zhl truonhy gpgx t cjur' tui stx thz sgr rga uutx thztbyaytbgi thi chvn"s/ sgr prgnsgr cjur vty suetdguutky mudhhi muo gnus uuhhk gr vty dgvty htrmhhyhgbgo ytd' tcgr sh dctho vtci tho cauo tupi bhaydgktzy' ygbvwbshd tz xwthz bhay ehhi fcus ptrwi rchwi tzthi zhhi nbhi ztk sgr akhj mhcur zhhi t cjur/

sgr vhhkhdgr mshe vty dguutubegi ngi ztk sgo cjurmurupi mu tho/ sgr cjur thz mudgeungi' tui sgr rcheuey tho tsurl nhy zhhbg vhhkhdg tuhdi/ btfwisurfsrhbdkhfi eue vty sgr ctn"j mudgateky tuinxfho dguugi tz sgr cjur ztk stuugbgi ptrwi gnus/

btfi stuugbgi vty sgr rch btftntk mudgrupi sgocjur tui tho aytre nerc dguugi' tui t kgbdgrg mhhydganugxy nhy tho/

thbnhyi anugx vty sgr vhhkhdgr ctr nho jhhodgztdy ckaubu vew:

"ztkxy uuhxi' uugi su uugxy murhe tvhho eungi' uugyngi shr tbyrtdi t ahsul pui hgbg dguuhxg ayty' suuugxy tvhi ptri' tcgr sgr ahsul uugy muo xu; bhaydgaktxi uugri' uuhhk gx thz bhay shhi rhfyhdgr zhuud nivanho/ sgrbtl uugy ngi shr tbyrtdi t muuhhyg ahsulpui ti tbsgrg ayty' su uugxy tuhl tvhi ptri' tcgrhgbgr ahsul uugy zhl tuhl bhay tuhxktzi' uuhhk gx thzshr ctn, bhay ctagry pui vhnk/ sgrbtl uugy ngi shrtbyrtdi t srhyg ahsul pui ti tbsgrg ayty' su uugxytvhi ptri' tui hgbgr ahsul uugy cgzv"h ht muaytbseungi thi t nzkwshdg agv' uuhhk stx thz shhi rhfyhdgctagryg uutx ngi vty tuhxdgrupi ptr shr thhsgr suchxy dgcuhri/"

sgr cjur ayhhy grayuhby chz dtr' vgrbshd tzgkfgtpgbg shcurho pubgo vhhkhdi rchwi' tui sgr mshe zgmyptr zhhbg rhhs:

"btl sh j,ubv' uugy vah", ctdkhei shhbg uugdi' tui

su uugxy vtci prbxv crhuuj dsuk/ tcgr su ztkxy kngivao dgsgbegi uuhtzuh zhl tuhpmuphri' tz stx dgky ztkshr bhay tuugephri pubgo rhfyhdi grkhfi uugd/ su ztkxyshl vtkyi thi thshaehhy nhy nxhru, bpa' ztkxy tbdhhinhy kgrbgi ,urv tui stuugbgi grkhl tui yti ngahoyucho tui msev ujxs' sgntky uugxyu ptrckhhci nhyshhi vmkjv tuh; t dtb. kgci/"

sgr cjur ayhhy t mgyrhhxkygr nhy ti tpgbgonuhk' gr akhbdy sh vhhkhdg bcutv uugrygr pubgo druhximshe' tui erhmy zhh yh; thhi thi zfrui/ sgr mshe dgzgdbytho tp nhy khcatpy' tui khhdy mu: "tuhc uugxyu j"uvtci xhh uugkfg mrv cnal shhi kgci' ztkxyu shlptraygki thi dgstbe nhhi murv' tzuh uugxyu cgzv"hdgrtyguugy uugri!"

*thcgrhd mu ztdi/ hgsgx uutry pubgo mshe thz dgbuh

neuhho dguutri/ ngi vty sgo cjur tbdgyrtdi shsgrntbyg srhh ahsufho' yteg pui hgbg aygy uutx sgrrch vty sgrntby' tui sgr srhygr ahsul thz dgaktxidguutri knzk yuc/

btl sh j,ubv vty zhl sgr thbdgrnti dgbungi munxjr' tui uutu gr vty btr mudgkhhdy t vtby vty grc"v ahhi nmkhj dguugi/ gr vty tk. duy dgsgbey sgotbztd pubgo rchwi' gr vty nephs dguugi zhl mu phritkgntk csrl vhar' tuhxaygkbshd zhhi kgcbx-xsr nhyngrgrg agu, echg, g,ho k,urv' stuugbgi grkhl nhynbhi' tui nhy t crhhyg vtby dgyti nmuu, tui ngahoyucho/

zgkcxyptraygbskhl tz sgr ths thz dguutri tdruhxgr jxhs pubgo vhhkhdi ctr nho jhho' tui gr pkgdytxtl ptri muo mshe tui tpyntk thcgrdgktzy stryiahhbg xfunho/

*sh htri zgbgi bhay dgckhci ayhhi/ sgr vhhkhdgr ctr

nho jhho vty cgruc hnhu thcgrdgktzy sh tryhdgrungbhg tui zhl trhcgrdgmuhdi ehhi mp, ,"u' uutu gr thzapgygr bx,ke dguutri kdbzh nrunho/

sgr jxhs' dkhhfmhhyhd' thz tbdgdtbdgi nhy zhhi ahhbgonvkl vjhho tuhl btfsgo uutx sgr rch thz tuugedgptritui bx,ke dguutri/ gr vty tuhpdgaygky t ahhbg grkhfgthshag ayuc' chz gr tkhhi thz auhi tuhl dgeungi tuh; shgkygrg htri' tui gr vty zhl ctekgry ptri zhl ctzgmithi mp,' fsh gr ztk bpyr uugri thi trv"e tui eungikecurv btby mu zhhi druhxi rchwi/

dgztdy tui dgyti/ gr vty ptreuhpy zhhi vuhz tuizhhbg ptrngdbx' tui uhxgu' ngi vty zhl dgktzy thi uugdtrhhi ehhi mp,/ stx tbdgztnkyg dgky vty tho crhhydgekgey ruthd tuhxmukgci sh htri cesuav ucyvrv' tuigr thz dguutri pui sh dgvuhcgbg ,uacho thi mp, akngkv/

*thi sh tur tkyg neuv thi mp,' uutx ayhhy btl tzuh

chz muo vhhbyhdi ytd' thz dguugi t zhhyhdg mhngr uutxvty dgshby tkx auuh. cts' uutu ngbyai pkgdi – hgsiprhhytd' btl t auugrg uutl pui phzhag pgks trcgy –bumi sgo auuh. zhl tuhpmuprhai kfcus ac"e/

sgr auuh. vty dgtrchhy uuh ptkdbs: thi ge ayuc thzdgaytbgi t druhxgr egxk tuhpwi phhgr' stx uutxgr vtyaytre dgetfy tui mgaprhhy t vhhxg ptrg thi dtbmiayuc/ chh sh yhr zgbgi dgkgdi ngrgrg ekhhbg gngrx'uutx hgsgr trhhbeungbsgr vty dgbungi nhy zhl thhi tztgngr' sgrbtl thz gr truhpdgertfi tuh; tzt xpgmhgkgkhhygr chh sh zhhy pubgo egxk' trtpdgktzy stx gngrthi egxk trhhi' truhpdgagpy tchxk vhhx uutxgr' tuinhy sgo zhl trundgauutai/

ntfy zhl thhbntk' tz gx zgbgi pubey dguugi thiauuh. ngrgrg ngbyai' muuhai zhh vty zhl dgphbgi tubzgrtkygr ths' sgr jxhs uugkfgr thz bhay ktbd prhgr

truhpdgeungi uutuhbgi thi ayty/ uugi gx thz dgeungizhhi rhhg zhl truhpmuakgpi tuhpi khhygr nhywi gngr' vtythhbgr cygu, dgdgci t ayup sgo khhygr tui sgr thsthz dgbmkhl trhhbdgptki thbgo egxk etfgshd uutxgr'v"h/

t cvkv vty ctks tuhxdgcrtfi/ pui tkg zhhyi vtyngi dgvgry dgarhhgi btl vhk;' gykhfg srhhxyg tuiaytreg vgby vtci tho ,hf; truhxdgakgpy pui egxk'tui trtpdgkhhdy tuh; sgr grs etfgshd ruhy tuitpdgcrhy pui etp chz phx v"h/ sgr zei vty bhaydgarhdi tsgr tphku dgergfmy' gr thz dgkgdi uuh t ayhhiti ehhi auo mhhfi pui kgci' cag, hgsgr vty ctksptraytbgi tz khhsgr thz bhayt uutx mu yti' tui sgrths thz auhi bhay nhy tubz rj"k/

ngi vty tho ctks tvhhndgakgpy/ stry vty ngitho trtpdgkhhdy tuh; sgr grs' mudgsgey nhy t khhkgltui tbdgmhbsi khfy/

sh jcrv eshat khhy zgbgi tbdgeungi' tui zhl dgbunginypk zhhi nhy sgo bpyr/ gx thz dguugi grc ac"ebtfnhytd' tui ngi vty zhl xpgmhgk mudgthhky thonecr mu zhhi btl cgptr ac"e/ ngi vty tho thi sgrthhkgbha truhxdgphry muo ch, vjhho' stry vtci zhhtbdgvuhci ntfi sh yvrv/

tcgr///pkumkhbd vtci zhh ctngrey gpgx t ekhhbgo mhhfi pui

kgci chho "bpyr"/// zhh vtci abgk tpdgyruhyi tuh; murhenhy arge' tui tktrnhry t steytr/ t steytr thzyteg ctks dgeungi mu kuhpi' tui nhy tho zgbginhydgeungi t druhxgr mhcur bhhdgrhdg ngbyai/ tcgrthbsgrmuuhai chz uuhktbd sgr steytr thz tbdgeungivty sgr zei tkx ngr tuhpdgkgcy' gr vty dggpby shtuhdi tui zhl tundgeuey tuh; sh tbuugzbsg uuh gnhmgruutx thz btruutx trtpdgeungi pui hgbg uugky/

ngi vty tho ,hf; truhpdgkhhdy tuh; t cgy' tuituhxdguutry nhy t ptrftpyi tygo mu zgi uuhtzuh sgrnmc uugy zhl st tuhxktzi/ sgr ruhy tpdgcrhvygr du;thz muchxkgl tkx vgkgr tui cgxgr dguutri' tui chz teurmg mhhy thz sgr ths tuhpdgaytbgi tuh; sh phx'cag, tkg tbuugzbsg ayhhgi atehry tui arhhgi tuhxtuh; tho t "crf, njhw vn,ho"///!!!

*zhmbshd tuhpwi cgy nhy t anhhfk tuh; sh kgpmi' vty

sgr zei dgbungi ptrmhhki ptr tkg muyrhhxkyg tbuugzbsguutx st thz btruutx ptrdgeungi/

gr vty zhh ctrhfu, ptrmhhky sh dgahfyg chz tvgr'uuhtzuh gr vty tntk btl tkx cjur dgvty shuutubsgrkhfg ctdgdgbha nhywi druhxi mshe sgr vhhkhdgrctr nho jhho zm"k uugkfgr khdy st thi mp,' tui uuhtzuhsgr mshe vty tho ptrtuhxdgztdy sgo dtbmi xsr puizhhi ahsul' tz ngi uugy tho tbyrtdi srhh ahsufho chzsgr srhygr ahsul uugy uugri tuhxdgphry' tui uuhtzuh grztk zhl phri grkhl zhhi dtbmi kgci/

ctzubsgr vty tho sgr mshe sgntky dgztdy txdukv' tz uugi gr uugy j"u zhhi tntk thi t mrv' ztk grtruhpcrgbdgi ptr zhhbg tuhdi zhhi vhhkhdg murv' tui gruugy cgzv"h dgrtyguugy uugri/

"uugi thl chi trhhbdgptki thbgo etfgshdi egxk" –sgrmhhky sgr tkygr – "vtc thl dgphvky uuh nhhi kgcigbshdy zhl k"g pui sh tuhxygrkhag nurtwshdg hxurho'tkg nhhbg dkhsgr zgbgi ptrayhhpy dguutri' tui thl vtcauhi fngy bhay dgkgcy' btr nhhi nuj vty btl gyuutxdgtrcgy' tui thl vtc btl dgsgbey uugr thl chi tuiuutx gx thz tuh; nhr tk. trhcgr/

"zhhgbshd thi tzt chygrg mrv' ti ehhi auo tuhxzhfyimu ckhhci kgci" – thz nnahl sgr zei – "vtc thl nhrpkumkhbd sgrntby thi hgbg vcyjv pubgo druhxi rchwi'thl ztk nhl ptraygki zhhi vhhkhdg murv/ chz vhhby thznhr btfbhay tuhxdgeungi zhl mu ctbumi nhy sh xdukv'

h/ a/ p/ v/q xhpurh rputv

sh vhhkhdg murv

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25 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

muo vhhkhdi rchwi rw vgra pui rhnhbuczh"g thz tntk dgeungi ti gkygrg pruhnzfhr zhhi thr tkyi ytyi uugkfgr khdydtr ertbe thi t nmc pui dxhxv' nhyargekhfg hxurho' gx dhhy tzuh dtr tktbdg mhhy tui gr uutky auhi dguutky gxztk zhl duy gbshdi/// sgr mshe vty dgztdygr uuhk dhhi muo ths ncer jukv zhhi/

sgr rch rw vgra vty dgprgdy sgoths uutx gr pkgdy yti ptr prbxv' vtygr dgztdy gr thz dguugi t cgk gdkv/ "thregby stuugbgi?" bhhi/ "thr vty tntkdgzgi sgo rchwi rw tkhnkl'" vty sgrmshe dgprgdy/ "ht'" vty sgr thsdggbypgry/ "thl vtc dgzgi sgo bugotkhnkl gykhfg ntk chh v,cussu, thiuutks/"

vty sgr rch rw vgra dgprgdy' "thruuhhxy tz gx thz st t ,urv tui nmuu,uutx sgr vhhkhdgr curt vty tubz ctpuhkimu vtkyi?" tui sgruh; vty sgr thstbdgvuhci zhhgr mu uutuhbgi' ztdbshd tz grvty ehhbntk dtrbhay dguutuxy tui uugigr uuhhxy uugi uutky gr tkgx nehhodguugi/ uugi sgr mshe vty stx dgvgryvty gr ptrktzy sgo mhngr tui sgr thsthz ,hf; bpyr dguutri/

sgr mshe vty sti dgztdy' tz uuhctkssgr ths vty tntk dgzgvi sgo vhhkhdirch rw tkhnkl zh"g vty gr bhay dgegbybpyr uugri ti ,aucv/ thmy tz ngi vtytho dgntfy uuhhbgi tui ,aucv yti vtygr auhi dgegby truhpdhhi thi guko vtn,/

*sgr vhhkhdgr mshe rch rw angui zh"g

pui hgrtxktuu pkgdy zhl nx,up; zhhi chhorchwi rw vgra thi rhnbuc' tui eungbshdtvhi pkgdy gr tkhhbx prtuugbgi thsi tuibgngi euuhykgl/ thhbntk thz t pruhdgeungi muo rchwi rw vgra nhy druhxgcfhu,' nzfhr mu zhhi thr nti uugkfgr khdygrbxy ertbe tui nxufi/

sgr mshe vty tbdguutubyai t rputvakhnv' tcgr sh pruh vty uuhhygrdguuhhby' ngr uuh prhgr/ prgdbshd ptruutxzh uuhhby tzuh dgpgrkhl' vty sh pruhdggbypgry tz zh thz dguugi chho rchwi rwangui hgrtxktuugr tui gr vty dgztdytz thr nti str; druhx rjnho/// bu' uuh ztkngi bhay uuhhbgi/

vty sgr rch rw vgra dgztdy' "tuhctzuh strpy thr bhay uuhhbgi/ gx thz strjnho tuh; sgr uugky/ thl uugk cgyi sgocgk vrjnho ztk crgbdgi rjnbu, tuh;thhgr nti/" ufl vuv' sgr nti vtydgvty t rputv akhnv dgzuby tuiaytre/

vrv"e rch mch vhra ci rch hvusv)khhc( vfvi' kw nrjaui ,r"z/

uugi vdv"e nuahgi ak hartk rchnhftk cgr uuhhxntbsgk zh"g vty dgvgrytz sgr ctetbygr nbvk pui hahcv ,urvusg,' vd"r ardt phhck ngbsgktuuhya z"k

dgphby zhl thi ayuc zhhgr bhay dgzuby'thz gr tho dgdtbdgi ncer jukv zhhi/

tbeungbshd muo ayuc pui rch phhck'uugi thi dtx thz dgdtbdgi t auugrg rgdiayurgo' vty ngi dgztdy ptr rch nhftkcgr tz nwegi bhay hgmy trhhbdhhi uuhhkrch phhck thz thi t nxufbwshdgr muaytbstui steyuhrho zgbgi ctptrgy murtyguugi sgo jukv/

rch nhftk cgr vty bhay dguutkytrhhbdhhi tui aygri' tcgr gr vty tuhlbhay dguutky tvhhndhhi nhy dtrbhay/ grvty zhl dgaygky chho yhr' muo zhhy puish dtx tubygrwi ayrto rgdi' tuitbdgvuhci ztdi ,vkho nhy scheu, tuicfhu, fsrfu ceusa/ btl eurmg ntngbyithz ngi dgeungi ztdi tz sgr erhzhx thzc"v trhcgr' tui tz kuhy sh steyuhrhovty btr t bx ni vanho thmy ptxhryptr zhhgrg tuhdi/

*thhbntk thi sh nkjnv htri thz rch

nhftk cgr trhhbdgeungi thi ayuc zhhgrmuchhky tui ptruutubsgy tuhpwi pbho'btfsgo uutx ti "gx/ gx/wbhe" hna"u thztho ctptki tui tbdgektpy sh chhbgr/

zgvbshd sh chhki tui uutubsi vty ngitho dguutky vgkpi' tpuutai sh ckuy'ctbstzahri tt"uu' tcgr gr vty bhaydgktzy ngi ztk yti xhh uutx/ gr vtydgbungi t dnrt tui zhl dgaygky kgrbgi tyhpg xudht' ayhhgbshdgrvhhy tuituhxdgyti pui dtbmi truo' cnal srhhayubsgi thi t mh/

btfsgo vty gr dgztdy tz stx vtytho ctruthdy pubgo thcgrptk tui shhxurho tui thmy egi ngi auhi bgngictvtbskgi sh uutubsi/

*tntk vty t cjur thi bhhyrt hahcv

dgkhyi pui ti thbgrkhfg njkv' tui sgrsteytr vty dgztdy ngi str; ntfi titpgrtmhg/ sgr cjur vty dgprgdy chhorta hahcv' rch nhftk cgr' tui gr vtydggbypgry tz tuhc sgr steytr vtytzuh dgztdy str; ngi tzuh yti/ sgr cjurvty sti tbdgprgdy chh rchbu vewnxtyntr zh"g' tui sgr rch zh"g vtydgztdy ngi ztk bhay tpgrhri/

apgygr vty sgr cjur sgrmhhky sgorchbwx ,aucv ptr rch nhftk cgr' tuivgrbshd stx thz gr xpgmhgk trhhbdgptriehhi uuhkhtnxcurd thcgrmuanugxi sgogbhi nhywi rchwi/ thbnhyi vty rch nhftkcgr dgprgdy sgo rchwi' "vty gr sgi rujveusa tz gr ztk egbgi gmvwi egdi tsteytrwx nhhbubd tui ztdi tz ngi ztkbhay tpgrhri?"

rchbu vew zh"g thz dguutri aytreb,rda pui sh atkv' tui gr vtydggbypgry ptr rch nhftk cgr tz gxayhhy thi xprho vesuaho ]tsgr thizuvr vew[ tz uugr gx dhy tfyubd tuhpwinuhk' tuh; uutx gr bgny trhhi thi nuhk

tui uutx gr ktzy truhx pui nuhk' dhy ngitho pui vhnk sh rhfyhdg rhhs tui ngi vhytho gr ztk bhay bfak uugri nhy uutx grztdy/

tui gr vty zhl dguutbsi muo jaucidtxy pui bhhyrt tui dgztdy' "tui thregby gx tuhl yti/"vrv"e rch jhho nhftk suc ci rch hux;'

uw fxku ,ah"j/

thi sh mhhyi pui vhhkhdi nvra"k zh"g'uugi gr thz dguugi tc"s ur"n thi kuckhi'vty ptxhry t ngav burt' uutx thzneuck pui dsukh hartk thi prhgrshdgsuru,' uuh ptkdbs:

sgr nvra"k' rch aknv kurht zh"g'vty dgvty t ,knhs uugkfgr vty k"gbhay dgvty ehhi ehbsgr/ zhhi pruh thztntk ertbe dguutri tui apgygr bpyrdguutri' tui gr thz dguugi zhhgr mucrtfitui ptryruhgry/ btl t ayhe mhhy' uugisgr nvra"k vty dgzgi tz sh yruhgrvtky uuhhygr ti ngr uuh x,o tzuh' vtygr dgprgdy sgo ,knhs uutx st dhhy ptr'vty sgr ,knhs ptryruhgry zhhi druhxirchwi tz eur. ptr sh pruhwx pyhrv vtygr thr dgdgci t ,ehg, f; tz gr uugybhay btftntk j,ubv vtci/ st rgsy zhlpui t dtb. hubdgr nti' tui sh vcyjv egigr bhay crgfi' yt uuh dhy ngi zhl tigmv?

uuh sgr nvra"k vty stx dgvgry'vty sgr dtui uesua ctks dgztdy ptrwi,knhs gr ztk bhay nurt vtci tui gr egiruthd j,ubv vtci/ sgr hubdgrnti vtystx dgvgry tui gr vty tbdgvuhci muvgri ptraktdi/ tcgr btl t eurmg mhhythz sh ayty muyrhhxky dguutri vgrbshdtz sgr hubdgrnti thz pkumkhbd bpyrdguutri!

ngi thz dgktpi muo rc sgrmhhki' vtysgr nvra"k dgvhhxi sh jcrv eshat ngiztk zhl nypk zhhi nhywi bpyr dgvgrhd tuiuuh btr ngi vtky chho necr zhhi thichv"j ztk ngi tho rupi/ ufl vuv/ thi ch,vjhho vty sgr nvra"k tbdgarhci tuh;t mgyk czv vkaui: "akuw akuw kfo pnkhtak ngkv' thl h,fi' uvkt gav sujv kt,gav ac,urv' duzrbh gkhfo cfuj v,urva,jzhru kh t, vtcrl vzv/" gr vtytubygrdgarhci zhhi btngi tui dgvhhxi ngiztk gx khhdi thi vtby pubgo bpyr/ ngivty ctvtkyi sgo hubdgrnti tui hgsgrvty ptrktzy stx pkt./

pkumkhbd thz dguutri t rga tui yunk'sgr hubdgrnti thz truhx dgeungi tuisrhhy zhl thi ayty uuh dtrbhay uutkyptxhry!

sgr hubdgrnti thz murhe tvhho prhatui dgzuby' tcgr ngi vty bhay dguutkyvgri pui tho' xwyhhya' dhhi uugri t nju,inhy thhbgo pui hgbg uugky///? sti vtysgr nvra"k duzr dguugi cfuj v,urv

tuhpwi ar vafjv gr ztk ntfi shthhbuutuhbgr thi ayty ptrdgxi sh dtbmgngav/ ufl vuv/

dtb. dhl vty sgr hubdgrnti dgyrtpit zuud vdui tui vty tuhpdgaygky tigrkhfg ayuc nhy phk thsha bj,' cbhoucbh cbho guxeho c,urv unmuu,/

vrv"e rch aknv ci rch hjhtk zh"g'h"c fxku ak"s/

sgr vhhkhdgr mshe rch tcrvo suczh"g pui tuurhya thz dguugi pgrmhd htr rcthi tuurhya' sgrbtl thz gr dguutrituhpdgbungi tkx rtc"s thi aytyzhytnhr' tui thi ,e". thz gr dgptri zhlctzgmi thi mp, ,"u' uutu gr thz uuhhygrnpurxo dguutri tkx esua gkhui tui pugkhaugu,/

thi htr ,r"t vty tuhxdgcrtfi targekhfg ndhpv thi mp,' uutx vtybgcgl dgetxy txtl ercbu,/ sgr mshethz tuhl dgptki jukv pui sh ndhpv' tui grvty dgztdy tz gr uugy zhhi sgr kgmygrerci tui btfsgo uugy sh ndhpv tuugedhhitui gx uugy ngr ehhbntk bhay zhhi tndhpv thi mp,/ gr thz sti bpyr dguutritui zhhbg uugrygr zgbgi yteg neuhodguutri/

vrv"e rch tcrvo suc ci rch sus'h"c fxku ,r"t/

thcgr sh v,ercu, pui vhhkhdi ndhszh"g pui ngzrhya muo tur acg, vhnhosgr vhhkhdgr cgk ao yuc zh"g' uugrisgrmhhky gykhfg gucsu,/ thi "acjhvcga"y" uugry dgcrgbdy uuh ptkdbs:

sgr ndhs' btl ptrwi b,erc uugri mujxhsu,' vty t mhhy dguutuhby thi aytyytryahi' uutu t dchr vty tho dgbungitkx nkns ptr zhhbg ehbsgr tui gr pkgdykgrbgi nhy zhh thi t ctzubsgri mhngr thidchrwx vuhz/ thhbntk thz stry tbdgeungivrv"e rch ngbsk zh"g pui ayty cttr'tui gr vty cteungi sh tfxbht thi vuhzpubgo prbx' bgci sgo dchrwx vuhz/

zhhgbshd stry vty rch ngbsk dgvgrypui afhbu, uuh sgr nkns kgrby ,urv nhyt ehbs' tui gx thz tho zhhgr dgptki/ thzgr trhcgr dgdtbdgi' tui trhhbeungbshdvty gr dgzgi sgo ndhs dtr ptraktpytui auutl ]uuhhk gr vty sti dgvtydgptxy t dtbmg uutl[/ rch ngbsk vtybhay dguutuxy pui uutx sgr "nkns" zgvytuhx tzuh auutl' vty gr dgekgry grvty t auugrg njkv' tui gr vty thodgztdy' "vty thr bhay dgvgry gx thzst t cgk ao yuc tuh; sgr uugky? ptrytvhi tui gr uugy thhl tuhxvhhki/"

vty sgr ndhs dggbypgry' "yuckjxu, csw ncyuj ctso'" tui gr thz bhaydgptri/ sgr mshe rch ngbsk thz htdgptri muo cga"y tui vty thosgrmhhky uugdi sgo jauci nkns uutx grvty dgzgi thi ytryahi/ vty sgr cgkao vew dggbypgry' "auhi pui ktbdg htrivtci nhr tho dgzgi' tui thl vtc dgdughogr ztk tvgr eungi/"vrv"e rch suc cgr ci rch tcrvo zh"g'

h"y fxku ,ek"d/

nbjo akhxgkq rputv thi htrmhhyi

tcgr tmhbs vtc thl ptraytbgi tz to kt gfahuthn,h/// vtc thl nhr ptrdgmhhfby sh murv pubgo rchwiptr nhhbg tuhdi///

"///tui ty zg thl sgo vhhkhdi rchwi' uuh gr euny trtppui di gsi vgkhui' thi sh vtby vtky gr t ekhhi pkgagkg'tui gr ztdy nhr tz thl ztk cfkk bhay nurt vtci' uuhhkgr vty nhr dgcrgbdy t rputv pui di gsi/ gr vty stidggpby stx pkgagkg' tui nhy sh rputv vty gr nhr

dgctkztny tuhpi dtbmi egrpgr' tui ctks thz sgr mshemurhe bgko dguutri/

"stx thcrhdg vty thr auhi tkhhi dgzgi" – anhhfkysgr zei mu sh grayuhbyg muvgrgr – "thr vty nhy shthhdgbg tuhdi dgzgi uuh nhhi egrpgr uugry tkx ngrtuhxdgvhhky' nna kngkv nsrl vycg' surl sh rputvuutx sgr rch vty dgcrgbdy pui di gsi' tui tzuh truovty gr thhbdgvtkyi zhhi vhhkhdi muztd' tz thl uugk

dgvtkpi uugri thi ti g, mrv j"u' surfi zhl ptraygkizhhi vhhkhdg murv/

"ht' sgr rch vty dgvty t wvhhkhdgw murv'" vty sgrths tuhxdgphry/ "gx thz dguugi vhhkhd' tui gx vty tuhldgvhhky/"

*htrmhhy: z"l fxku' cw sjbufv' vrv"e rch jhho ci rch

aknv zh"g' ,eg"d/ zfu,u hdi gkhbu ugk fk hartk' tni/

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26vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

kfcus sh rgstemhg: chhdgkhhdy thz t ptgzhg'dguuhsngy kghkuh ban, nhhbg muuhh ctcgx g"v/chhsg pruhgi zgbgi dguugi ctetby ptr zhhgraytreg prhhbykhfehhy tui khcatpy mu thshagehbsgr/

chkt c, rw anjv g"v' nhhi gkygr ctcg' thzdguugi zhhgr ctkhcy tui hgsi khc dgvty/ thr pbhovty tkgntk dgvty t ruthdg anhhfk' yrt. thrauutfehhy tuh; sgr gkygr/ thi sh hubdg htripkgdy zhl yti jxs ptrwi fkk/

rjk c, rw aknv suc g"v thz dguugi t pruhuutx vty zhl tuhxdgmhhfby thi sh nhsv pui tvc,hartk/ zh pkgdy sgrntbgi thrg ctetbyg' "suchxy tuhl t ntngwx t ehbs///" tui zh vty cfkkzhhgr dgagmy sh trchhy pui t thsha ehbs/

thl vt; thr uugy sruei sh ptgzhg/ thl uuhkbhay bgngi ehhi dgky sgrptr/ tz thr uuhkyctmtki' egby thr dgci msev kghkuh ban,i/

t stbe't thshag ytfygr

*

pui tubygrwi fxt vfcusyuy t banv trtpbhsgrizh vty t ,pehs mu grphki'thi sgo ctagryi ntngbynhy tkg ctsgrpgbhai thi vtbymu sh bhhg kgcbx rhhzgzh aptby'pauystx thz thr vhhkhdg ayrgcimu yti sgo rmui vcurtt dtbmi kgci

tcgr pui phk bxhubu,sh banv uugry mgnhayuutx euny muuhhytui uutx gray?uutx egi ngi surfktzitui tuh; uutxstr; ngi zhl aygki?uuhtzuh egi zh' sh banv'tuh; zhfgrsgo vhhkhdi ctagpgr dgpgki?

phk vty zh mu dgcish banv egi sh uugky ctkhhfyi'btr uuhtzuhuuhtzuh uugy zh gx sgrdrhhfi?

*

t banv'tuh; sh uugky pui guko vngavegi zhl vtkyi'btr uugi gx yuythi t egrpgr zhhi ctvtkyi/ptr t hgsg ekhhsnhy uutx sh banv uuhkzhl ctphminuz zh' ftya thhbg'pui sh rn"j thcrho ctbumi'uugi sh banv uuhk

nhy nmuu, tui ngaho yuchoayhhdi vgfgr tui vgfgr'sti str; zh egrpgrkhfgdgzubyuutx ergpyhdgr tkx cgxgr/

"ubanr,o ntuskbpau,hfo'"yu' zhhgr' vhyi shhi kgci'gx yuy' fngy tkg nmuu,thcgruugdi'ytd ygdkhl t ctpgkdtr uuhfyhdchho gxi' aktpi tui dhhi'aygbshd tuhxptkdi rhfyhd/

surl tn,wshdg va,sku,'nhy ,phkv tuh; xhhg,t sanht'thz ngi zufvmu sh crfv pui "jhh"tui uuhktbd sh pkto crgbyegi zh pktegri dtr vuhl'tuh uuh txtl' uuh txtl'egi ngi tuhpytiuugi ngi vty fuj!

phk vty zh mu dgcish banv egi sh uugky ctkhhfyi'ty tzuh' btr tzuh'uugy zh gx sgrdrhhfi!

rputv thi ptgzhg rputv thi ptgzhg qq""uubbaannrr,,oo -- vvhhyy zzhhhhggrr""| t/ r/ y/ |

nu"v hartk suc tvri ayhhi vh"ucturs ngncgr' vnxphe tuu rtekgbs etubyh

krdk anj, vuks, vbfs bh"u

*

nu"v nav tkhnkl ztc ztcgk vh"uxupgruuhhzgr' xgruuhx ettrshbghati'

vnxphe tuu trtbsza etubyh

krdk anj, bhauth c,u vfkv vjaucv ,jhw

gc"d vj,i vher fnr hgec ngbsktuuhyabh"u

ci nu"v ztc ngbsktuuhya vh"u

nu"v cbhnhi mch aygri vh"ukrdk anj, bhauth vc, vfkv vjaucv ,jhw

xeuk rgxphy xyg;' vnxphe tuu trtbsza etubyh

gc"d vj,i vher fnr hvuag mchbh"u

ci nu"v jhho nav drtxcgrd vh"u

*

nu"v nrsfh hux; rttc vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhw

khuu-thi xyg;' ptxh auugxygrvhho' vnxphe tuu rtekgbs etubyh

krdk anj, vuks, vci bh"u

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27 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

yyyyttttcccckkkkggggyyyyiiii -- yyyyttttcccckkkkggggyyyyiiii -- yyyyttttcccckkkkggggyyyyiiii -- yyyyttttcccckkkkggggyyyyiiiish xyghywx "tnhd" churt' sh "tphx tuu ngsheghs

thbxpgeytr szagbgrtk" uutx ptray tuhx auuhbsk tuinhxcruhfi pui "ngsheghs" vhk; thi bhu htre xyghy' vtykgmybx ptrkuhri t druhxg mtk vuhpy cttnyg' thi sh mhhyuutx xyghy phrgr khhdi srue mu ftpi btl ngr auuhbsk tuitrhhbcrgbdgi uuh ngr prhag dgkygr surl ayrtpi tuietnpgbxtmhg/

gray sgo ntbty vty sgr "bungr 2" tnhd cttnygr'rtcgr vtxgr' ptrktzy sgo churt mu uugri t vuhpytetubygby chh "sgkthy gbs ytua/" thhbhdg uutfi murhe vty"tnhd" ag; szaho ahvgi ptrkuhri sgo vuhpy "tushy"cttnyi' szati ptukh' uugkfgr thz tuhl trhhi thi prhuutyiphbtb. thbsuxyrhg/

ngshmhbhagr tptrty rhz "x/ szausx" euhpy tuhx "gh/szah/ gh/ ngshek vtkshbdx" ptr 1/1$ chkhti thi ega tuixyte' dgmhky mu vhhci sh phrngwx ntregy stnhbtb. tuh;vtr. tptrtyi uuh xygbyx' uugkuux' sgphcx tui pghxnghegrx'tui tuhl mu uugri aytregr thi eungbshdg prtsuey khbhgx/

"gh/ szagh/ gh/" vty t prtnhbgbyg khbhg pui prtsueyiptr nhbhntkg vtr. prtmgsuri' uuh ptraytpi sh vtr. kgfkuutx yrgpy zhl tpy chh dtb. ekhhbg ehbsgr' tui muntk ntfyngi tzgkfg prtmgsuri mu ptrnhhsi btftbtbsg xyrtuex/ shphrng vty ptrthtr dgvty 991$ nhkhti thi xghkx' t ntdgrgxung egdi "x/ szausxw" 86/4$ chkhti/

ptregry uuh txtl ngbyai nhhbgi' uugry t mucrtfgbg chhibtfwi ptrvhhki bhay aytregr uuh gx thz dguugi prhgr' phrytuhx ti tpatmubd tuh; sh ygng surl sr/ y/ tntrtk'shrgeytr pui chhi tpgrtmhgx ptr ehbsgr chh "ntbyhphurh"aphytk thi sh crtbex/

sr/ tntrtk grekgry' tz uugi t mucrtfgbg chhi bgny zhlptrvhhki' ahey sgr nuj t pkux pui etkmhuo muo pkt. pubgocrtl' tui nhy sh ntxhuug etkmhuo tbeuo pui chhsg zhhyi uugrysh crtl ctvtpyi tui duy ptrvhhky/ sh etkmhuo mupkux uugryauutfgr tui auutfgr chz tkgx dhhy murhe mu btrntk/

thi sh eurmg mhhy uuhktbd sh etkmhuo pkuxy mu hgbg try'thz hgbg pkt. aytregr uuh dguugbkhl' tui – tuhc sh chhi thzthi t wcrghxw tsgr wegxyw – sh uuhhygrshdg pkt. pui zgkcichhi thz gyuutx auutfgr uuh btrntk uuhhk gx uugry bhaydgbumy/ tcgr uuh btr sh chhi uugry ptrvhhky' sh etkmhuoxhxygo uugry xytchkhzhry' tui ngi ctuugdy sgo dtbmi chhiuuh btrntk' uugry sh dtbmg chhi nhywi trunhdi rthti murhectktbmhry' bhay aytregr tui bhay auutfgr/

rtekgbs etubyhwx "t dgzubygrg etubyh" prtdrto dhhyuuhhygr thi puki auutubd' trchhybshd tuh; phkg dgchyi muptrcgxgri sgo dgzubyi uutuhkzhhi pui ktetkg thhbuutuhbgr/

sh etubyh vty btruutx tpdgvtkyi t druhxg etbpgrgb.thcgr "trchhy-pkt. dgzubyvhhy" ygngx' nhy sh ctyhhkubdpui chzbgx thhdgbyungr vgky eghr gexpgryi/ btl tztetbpgrgb. thz ctayhny tuh; tbvuhc prhkhbd xgzti/

fngy srhh-pgryk ngbyai muuhai 56 tui 47 htr tky vtcitphmhgkg "yhhp 2" shhgchyhx tsgr vtkyi eur. cgptr' ztdy tsrtntyhag "bgatbgk thbxyhyuy tuu vgky" ayushg/

sh duyg bhhgx thz' tcgr' tz chh gkygrg ngbyai vtci uutdptrkuxy tui duyg thcubdgi ngr ptzhyhuug rgzukytyi uuh chhhubdgrg/ nhy ptrkhri tzuh uuhhbhd uuh ckuhz pupmi puby dhhy sh"shhgchyhx" rhzheg trtp nhy zgfmhd prtmgby' tui nhy duygthcubdgi muztngi dhhgi sh atbxi trtp fngy 08 prtmgby'

ztdy sh ayushg/dkhhfmhhyhd vty t ctzubsgrg ayushg dguuhzi tz aktpi mu

uuhhbhd vgfgry vhca sh rhzheg pui "shhgchyhx'" xhh uuhhk bhaydgbud aktpi yrhhcy tuh; sgo tpgyhy mu tundgzubyg aphhzitui xhh uuhhk nhsgrvhhy egi sgr egrpgr bhay tzuh duyngytctkhzhri "dkuetz" mgki' thcgrktzbshd muphk muegr thish ckuy mhreuktmhg/

vhxptbhag thhbuutuhbgr thi tngrheg kgci thi surfabhykgbdgr uuh uuhhxg tui tbsgrg nhbtrhygyi' ztdy t srtntyhag"mgbzux" ctrhfy' yrt. zhhgr vgfgrg trhnehhy rtyg tuirgsumhryg vgky thbaurgbx sgeubd/

sh dgatmyg kgcbx-apti pui sh gybhag drupg thz 6/08htr' 8 htr ngr uuh tprhetbgr tngrhetbgr tui 5/2 htr ngr uuhsgr tkdgnhhbgr surfabhy thi sh ptrthhbhdyg aytyi/ ptragrtui rgdhrubd cttnyg vtci bhay ehhi grekgrubd tuh; sgoxytyhxyhe/

sgr ntbty btuugncgr' knxpro' thz dguuhsngy surldgzubyvhhy drupgx ptr: shhgchyhx tui thrg etnpkhetmhgx'kubdgi egbxgr' dgzubyg vuhy' pgberhgx egbxgr' pukntbgrhvhhpgrygbati' ekhhbg ehbsgr tui vtxphhx eghr/

teytcgr thz muuhai tbsgri dguugi dguuhsngy ptr "stuixhbsrtuo'" tui "egdi uuhksg tuhpphrubd thi trchhyx-pkt." )shngrxyg phhbyatpy tui uuhksg tuhpphrubd muuhai trchhygryrgpy ngi chh/// buhrxgx' ztdy t "ztdch" chzbgx tbegyg(/

sh ygngx pui srhhuugi nhsgrvhhy tui ntdi rhpktex uugrituhpdgcrgbdy tuh; thhi uutl thi ntbty' tui thhbmkbg ygdzgbgi dguuhsngy ptr tuhpvgri ruhfgri tui ngbyk vgky/

t bhhg ayushg tuh; nuhzkgl mhhdy tz t xgrhg "gnhbtgxhsx" pui sh "crgbyas-yaghi" etygdtrhg' egi vgkpi shmgki pui egrpgr tuhxsuhgri kgbdgr uuh btrntk' vhhcbshd shngdkhfehhy ptr t cgxgrg tui kgbdgrg kgci/ tmhbs str; ngitbvuhci mu ayushri sh stzhdg "gnhbt gxhsx" tuh; ngbyakhfgptmhgbyi' tcgr gx uugy btl suhgri t ktbdg mhhy/

sh "gnhbt gxhsx" thi sh ayushg zgbgi: kuxhhi' thhxtkuxhhi'uugkhhi' khhxhhi' tui yrhtbhhi/

t dtr ptpukgrg cgegrhh thi stubytui cruekhi thz dgptkidtr bhsgrhd thi dgchy pui dgzubyvhhy tui zhfgrvhhy' tuiaytyhag vgky cttnyg vtci gx ptrntfy tubygr aktx tuirhdk/

sh muuhhyg vgky tubygrzhfubd thi muuhh ntbtyi vtydgphbgi grbxyg ptrkgmubdgi' thhbx sgrpui tz ehhi thhi xhbethi sh cgegrhh vty bhay pubemhtbhry` xwthz pauy bhay dguugiehhi uutxgr/

sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" vty dkhhfmhhyhd tbdgektdy sh cruekhbgr"szaux thbygrbgatbgk" ztpy phrng ptrwi bhay tbvtkyitkg vgky tui zhfgrvhhy rgduktmhgx' vhhcbshd sh rhzheg pui"xh/ cty/" cteygrhg thi zhhgrg nhhgri tui muuhek ztpyprtsueyi/ sh phrng thz auhi gykhfg ntk dgftpy dguutri nhyvgky ptrkgmubdgi' tcgr vty bhay dgntfy sh buhyhdgptrcgxgrubdgi/

sh "szahnctrh" rhyghk bg. vty zhl tbdgvuhci uugi tdgvhk; chho ktetki thshai dgnhhbsg mgbygr thi xti rtptgk'etkhptrbhg' vty truo 53 htr murhe tbdgvuhci ntfi thcubdginhy ekhhbg ehbsgr' muuhai zhh t mtk ehbsgr nhy xpgmhgkgdgcruhfi/

sgrbtl thz gx dguutri ti thhdgbg phrng tuhxdgaprhhy thi

gykhfg mgbygri' tui sti thcgr dtb. tngrheg/ sti vty ngimudgkhhdy ehbsgr ahfgkgl tui ekhhsubd' uutx thz guugbyugkdguutri sh phrngwx vuhpy khbhg chz vhhby' ftyasguugktpngbyk vhk; tui thcubdgi uugri mudgaygky thi yhhkpui sh phrngwx zgex vubsgry ktetmhgx thi btry tngrheg/ptrwi kgmyi phbtb. htr vty sh phrng ctrhfygy 901$ nhkhtithi ptrshbxyi tuh; 40/1$ chkhti xghkx/

sgo ntbty vty zhl dgaktxi sh chz-vhhbyhdg vhxytrhgpui "szahnctrh'" uugi sh rhzhdg prhuutyg thbuugxyngby phrng"cghi etphytk" vty gx tuhxdgeuhpy ptr 8/1$ chkhti thiega' tui gx thz bhay ektr uutx' tuhc gpgx' sh phbtbmhxyi chh"cghi" uugki yuhai tuhpwi dgchy pui ehbsgr ekhhsubd tsgrsguugktpngbyk vhk;/

"vgky bgy" thbaurgbx uugy ctmtki 9/1$ nhkhti muakhfyi ektdgx pui xyghy thbaurgbx sgpy/ tz cnal phbg;htr zgbgi sh phrngwx "gepkgbghati tuu cgbgphy" steungbyidguugi mu "kgdtkha" dgarhci tz nhr pauyg ngbyai ztkibhay ptrayhhi uutx stry ayhhy/

kuhy xyghy dgzgmi' nuzi sh ptphri' uutx thbaurgbx phrngxahei rgdkngxhd ptr etxyungrx mu sgrmhhki uutx thzctmtky dguutri )tsgr bhay(' zhhi tuhxdgaygky nhy aprtluutx thz mudgdbdkhl ptr hgsi/ chz vhhby zgbgi sh steungbyibtl tk. bhay dgvgrhd khhbctr' tcgr "vgky bgy" vty gxtuhxdgaygky shrgey tunptraygbskhl ngr uuh tbsgrg/

"hubhhygs vgky'" sh nuygr phrng pui "texptrs" tuitbsgrg thbaurgbx khbhgx' vty ctrhfygy dtr duyg phbtbmiptrwi srhyi euutrytk 01w' tstbe ctshhybsg uutuex thi sh mtkthbaurgbx ekhgbyi tui t vhcag rgsuemhg thi sh mtktrhhbdgaheyg "ngshek ekghnx/"

sh prtphy pui 82/1$ chkhti tuh; xghkx pui 32$ chkhti thzdguugi fngy 52 prtmgby vgfgr uuh ptrthtr sh zgkcg mhhy/

"vnxphe" thz pui sh yuhzbygr trdtbhztmhgx thcgrtngrheg uutx aygki mu "texptrs" vgky thbaurgbx ptraytc nhydkhsgr uutx zgbgi ctrgfyhdy sgrmu/ tcgr tbsgrauuh fngy tkg chzbgxgr tui tdgbyuri' strpi vnxphe aytcnhydkhsgr bhay trhhbmtki thi sh ntbtykhfg "prhnhuo"etxyi/

ctmhhfby tkx sh drgxyg vgky thbaurgbx phrng thitngrheg' ctzhry tuh; hgrkhfg phbtbmi' aphky vhhby"hubhhygs" t vuhpy rtkg thi sh vgky eghr pui 7/23 nhkhtingbyai/

ptragr vtci dgphbgi t "szahi" ptrchbsubd mu "xhe xhhbuxxhbsrtuo'" sgr vtr. rhygo prtckgo uutx vgfgry sh rhzhegpui "etrshte trgxy" thbnhyi sh btfy/

kuhy sh ptragr pui tubhuugrxhyh tuu ntbyagxygr' thzngdkhl mu yrgpi sh xpgmhphag szahi auutfehhy thi txpgmhgkg "ckuy ygxy/" tcgr gx thz btl bhay ektr mh tztygxy thz ctaygyhdy dgntfy mu uugri thi tngrheg/

tbvuhci "shhtkgxhx" btl thhsgr sh bhri auutfehhysgrdrhhfy chz "turhnhg" thz aytre dguutexi dktctk shkgmyg 03-02 htr' tcgr prhag ayushgx mhhdi tz sh cgbgphyipui tzt "prhmhhyhdg" xyrtygdhg zgbgi bhay tzuh ektr/

btl 4 htr nhy sh uuhfyhdg bhri ctvtbskubdgi' thz shtuhxvtky ertpy dguugi sh zgkcg' tpdgzgi mh ngi vtytbdgvuhci "shhtkgxhx" ctks btfwi shtdbtzhri sh prtdrgxhuugauutfehhy thi phkyrghati rtyg tsgr ngi vty dguutry chzsgr muaytbs vty auhi dgvtkyi ptr t erhzhx/

Page 28: dhhgbshd muo srue/// vnxphe tuhrkh thbygruugbati …ngi dhy bhay ehhi thhbmhdi cktz thi nuhk trhhi/ sgr gher thz' yrhhci sh ckuy' yrhhci sh ckuy' yrhhci sh ckuy' ti tpaygk – tzuh

28 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ag"t

ngi vty ktbd dguutry' tcgr gxvty zhl dgkuhby mu uutryi' auhithhbntk/ stx thz dguugi sgr dgphkchh sh mgbskhdgr ntngx a,jhuuugkfg vtci tbyhhk dgbungi thi shgrayg "vnxphe xuptry drupg"nxhcv ptr xpgmhgkg gkygri thirtekgbs etubyh/

tui sh jaucg ntngx uutx vtcizufv dguugi mu grahhbgi chh shdgvuhcgbg nxhcv' tpdgrtfyintbytd prw bj thi prtfypuki ztkpui "vnxphe ygrgx'" zgbgi btl tk.thhbdgvhky thi sh thbxphrhrbsgfuutkhgx uutx vtci ptrauugny shgrvuhcgbg tyntxpgrg/

sgr muztneubpy thz sh pgrygthi sh xgrhg pui "xuptry drupg"nxhcu, ptr xpgmhgkg ntngx uutxdgbhxi pui "vnxphe" vgky tui hungixgruuhxgx/ sh grayg srhhmuztneubpyi zgbgi ptrdgeungi thierh, hutk' cnal sh ptrktpgbg ptrhtr' tui tmhbs' uuh ptraprtfi' vtyvnxphe gbskhl ptrcrhhygry shjhzue thbmhtyhuug mu rtekgbsetubyh' ugus vhs byuhw cx"s/

ptr sh mgbskhdgr ntngx thz sh

"xuptry drupg" nxhcv dguugi tdtr ptzhyhuug thcgrkgcgbha' nhytjsu, tui v,jzeu, ptr tkgngictzubsgr' t dgkgdbvhhy tuuge-mukhhdi tuh; gykhfg agv shvgpyhdg uuhryatpy thi ayuc mueungi vgri ptxhdg uugrygr zhh muctdkhhyi tui ptrdrhbdgri sh ytd-ygdkhfg gcus, veusa/

tbeungbshd thi ztk' btfwivgksha ctegnpi sh ntxhuug tuiayurnhag aktex rgdbx hgbgotuugby' zgbgi sh ntngx vgpkhltbyptbdgi dguutri surl nrx/ eyhbt,jhw' ettrshbghytr pui vnxpheprthgeyi tui sh xuptry drupgx'muztngi nhy sh dgyrhhg aytcnhydkhsgr uugkfg vtci trhhbdg-khhdy vtr. tui banv ptrwi grptkdpubgo muztneubpy/

sh yhai zgbgi dguugi vgrkhlmudgaygky' uuh aygbshd/ cnal shgrayg ntngbyi vtci zhl sh ntngxctegby muuhai zhl' prhhbykhl tuictahhsi' vgrbshd duyg drhxi thhbgpui sh tbsgrg/ ctks vty ngituhpdgrupi sh dtxy rgsbgr pui shnxhcv' sh ctrhnyg cgk, srai k/ ,/

rtzgi ,jhw' uugkfg vtygkgeyrhzhry tkg ntngx nhy tdguutkshdg tuhpyrhy pui gmu,'jhzue' xyrgx rgsuemhg tui anj,vjhho/

btfwi tuhpyrhy thz dguugi tdgkgdbvhhy ptr t "prtdg tuigbypgr" xgxhg uutx vty aytretuhxdgbungi tui thbptrnhry shctyhhkhdyg baho msebhu,/

tui tzuh' zty thcgrdgphky nhyrhhfg thbxphrtmhg' teyugkg gmu,tui sgrvuhcgbg jhzue' zgbgi shntngx murhe muo rgtkhygy'ptrktzy sgo ztk tui tvhho muoyhhgr ehbs thi ayuc' uutu shtunatmctrg kgemhgx pui sh nxhcvuugy duy mubh. eungi ytd thhi tuiytd tuhx th"v/

tmhbs ckhhcy btr thcgr mu dhhiuuhhygr nhy sh pkgbgr ptr btl"xuptry drupgx'" ptr gkygri thicruekhi' tui muo grayi ntk ptrxpgmhgkg ytygx ahjhu/thhbmkvhhyi uugki th"v dgntksiuugri thbdhfi/

baho msebhu,:

vnxphe "xuptry drupgx ptrntngx" sgrdrhhfy rtekgbs

dgvuhcgbg nxhcv ptr xpgmhgkg ntngx ,jhu pui ntbxh tui xeuuhrt

tuhc nghtr ckuncgrd tuidtuugrbtr pgygrxti cteungi zhhgruutubya' uugy ngi thi sh btbygmueubpy ngr bhay egbgi ctmtkizhxg xtst nhy "pus xygnpx" thibhu htre xhyh tui xyghy/

sgr pkti mu ptrctyi "p/ x/"pui sgei sh tuhxdtci pui etkhrygxtst nhy muegr tsgr etri xhrupthz dgmhky mu rgsumhri ftya tchxksh auugrg dgzubyvhhy prtckgngipui thcgruutd tui sh etbxeuugbmisgrpui' chh hubd tui tky' tcgr gxvty tuhxdgrupi tktrnhrbsgtptzhmhg tz "sh dtuugrbngby"erhfy auhi trhhi mu yh; thi shprhuutyg kgcbx pui tngrhetbgrchrdgr/

t uutryztdgr ptrwi aytyhaivgky sgpy/ ntfy tuuge shegdbgratpy/

"pus xygnpx" thz xl vfk t"rgdhrubd gbyhhykngby" prtdrtoptr ngbyai nhy ekhhbg ptrshbxyi'ctmtky surl ayhhgr dgkygr puingbyai/ "tuhc tzuh' ptruutx ztkngi tuhxdgci ayhhgr dgkygr tuh;agskhfg dgyrtbegi? gx thz tnuxygr pui tuugeuutrpi ayhhgrdgky thi nhxy etxyi'" ztdy sgrvgky cttnygr/

hgsgr egi uuhhygr euhpi zhxgxtst' ztdy sgr cttnygr' tcgr

bhay pui ayhhgr dgkygr/tpdgzgi uutx ckuncgrd tui

dtuugrbtr pgygrxti uuhki tuhxphri'egbgi sh xhyh tui xyghy bhay yuhai"pus xygnp" rgduktmhgx' uuhhk shcgbgphyi eungi pui pgsgrtkitdrheukyur sgptryngby thiuutahbdyti/ xgergytr pui tdrh-eukyur sgpy/ yto uuhkxte vtysgruuhhk bhay rgtdhry muo pkti/

tuhl thz gruutrygy tz sgr pktiuugy bhay muaytbs eungi cgptretbdrgx bgny t aygkubd sgruh;'tcgr gx thz bhay ptrktbdy kgdtktz etbdrgx ztk muayhngi sgrmu/

t muuhhygr vgky cttnygr dhyt xhdbtk tz sgr pkti thz dgmhky muetnpgbxhri ptrwi prhgrshdi pktimu khhdi t ayhhgr tuh; zhxg xtst/hgbgr pkti thz dgeungi tubygrpktngshdg erhyhe tui thz muo gbsgsurfdgptki' tcgr tmhbs' ckuhz nhyt dgmuhnyg arhy pui ptrctyi "pusxygnpx" ptr sh dgyrtbegi' uuhkish xhyh tui xyghy ftya ntfigyuutx ptrarhy thi sgo dgchy/

"gx thz zhhgr btrha ptr shrgdhrubd mu euhpi xtst ptr ngbyainhy ekhhbg ptrshbxyi tui btfsgotrhhbdhxi chkhtbgi stktri thiwngsheghsw mu ctvtbskgi shthcgruutd tui shhgchyhx uugkfgeungi sgrpui/ gx thz uuh ctmtki

ptr ngbyai mu ptrbhfyi prhagtxptky tuhpwi atxhh tui btfsgorupi tbsgrg ngbyai mu khhdi///prhag'" ztdy hgbgr nhy ptraytbs/

thi btl dgzubyg grbgrubd bhhgx:

dgzuby tui dkty

* txtl zhxg xtst dgyrtbegivtci ngr "vhh prueytz etri xhrup"uuh sh ntbupgeyaurgrx ktzi uuhxitsgr uuh etxyungrx nhhbgi' ztdy tprhag ayushg' ctzhry tuh;drubykhfg ktctrtytrhg ygxyi/

* chho jrshai mhcur sgregbyzhl t prhag tuhpckh thitkygrbtyhuug prtsueyi ptrdgzubyvhhy muugei' muuhai tbsgrizgvy ngi cruhy nhy dtr uuhhbhdetrctvhhsrghyx' "ptrguug puygr"pui "pkgexhs tuhk'" tui btl/

* "ehuuh" vty ngi auhi ktbdctmhhfby tkx nhyk mu vgkpi sgontdi ptrshhgi ntkmhhyi' tuhxdkgyieuaeg prtckgngi tui gmhru,/ phkgcrhuugi thi "dtzgy" vtci stxctaygyhdy pui thhdgbg kgcgshdggrptrubdgi' tcgr ngi vty bhayptraytbgi sh turztl sgrpui/ tmhbsvtci ptragr thi bhu zgktbsdgntfy sh tbysgeubd tz sh ztpyhdgdrhi-vtrhdg prufy tbyvtky t

dguuhxg "gbzhho" uutx ngi yrgpybhay grdg. tbsgra' tui stx dhy mutzt nhhxygrvtpyg ayuhxertpy mut duyg ptrshhtubd tphku btlauugrg prtyghi aphhzi/

* tmhbs cgptr sh "jbufv"xgzti zgbgi trhhi thi ertpy yhhkpui sh bhhg pgsgrtkg rgduktmhgxtuh; "tkhuu tuhk'" cgher tuh; sh"kghck" pui sh pkgagr' ngi ztkektr uuhxi uugkfg thz gx %001uuhrszahi' x,o uuhrszahi' x,o tkhuutuhk' khhy tui gexygrg khhy/ tuhcgx thz bhay %001 dktyg tkhuu tuhknuz ayhhi "ptngx'" tui tuhc gx thzdgntfy nhy fgnhetki str; ayhhi"rhphhbs/" stx thz uuhfyhd ptrwidgzuby tui jbufv khfy mudkhhl/

* t drhbmhhd phrng thi nhtnh'pktrhst' vty tbysgey t "ruhygxgkgrh'" tui ntregy gexpgryiatmi tz sgr prtsuey uugy dhhizhhgr duy' uuhhk gx vty sh ygo tui"ertbya" pui sh tkyg duyg drhbgtcgr nhy t kgcgshdg ptrc/

* chh sh hgrkhfg farwg gxiptraygkubd thi ngstukgbsx' bhuszagrxh' vty zhl sgregby phk ngrdguuhfy tuh; "dgzubyg" aphhzi tuiprtsueyi' thi rgtemhg mu ngrptrktbdgi pubgo mhcur mu xgruuhriuuhhbhdgr "szatbe" tui muaygkicgxgrg tui dgzubygrg gxbuutrd/

* sh ntregy pui gexyrgng"gbgrdhg" dgyrtbegi' nhy txtletpghi tuiqtsgr tketvtk' thzdgeungi tubygr prhag vhhxgerhyhe btfsgo uutx mgbskhdgrxyusgbyi thi rtekgbs etubyh zgbgitpdgphry thi aphytk pui yrubegitzgkfg prtsueyi' bhay vtcbshdehhi tvbubd uuhphk pui sh aytregxyhnuktbyi gx khdi sgrhbgi/ thigykhfg xyghyx tui ktetkhygyirgsy ngi pui ptrctyi sgoptreuh; pui tzgkfg dgyrtbegi ptrngbyai tubygr 81 tsgr 12 htrtky/

* "yaheuuhyt'" sh drhbmhhd tuictbtbt phrng' vty grmhhdy t bhhg"xtkty uuta" prtsuey' ctzhrytuh; "kgeyhe gxhs'" uutx thz kuhysh phrng txtl cgxgr uuh shxytbstry ektrhi mu tpuutaicteygrhg tui uuhhruxi pui drhbmhhdi/sh phrngwx arhy mu yrgpi gpgxcgxgrx thz dgeungi thi khfy puigykhfg druhxg "rhetkx" tuh;drhbmhhdi – xhh prhag tui xhhdgabhygbg thi pgekgl – sh kgmygptr htr' uuh kgyux tui eruhy/

* ruhyg ngktbg egi zhhgr duyvgkpi egdi vuhfg ckuy srue' ztdiuuhxbatpykgr thi t srtntyhagbhhg ayushg/

ehhi "pus xygnpx" ptr xtst'tuhx ztrd ptrwi ayhhgrmtkgr

tdrheukyur sgpy/ tui etbdrgx strpi btl ctaygyhdi pkti

dtuugrbtr pgygrxti vtysgrktbdy t uugyt zg. ptrwi pktimu vhhxi vgky thbaurgbx sgei tdruhxg mtk ygrtph prtytetki tuitbsgrg ctaygyhdyg ctvtbskubdgiptr "tuyhzo'" ztdbshd tz sh xyghyuugy strpi muaygki truo 07$nhkhti thhbmuphri sgo dgzg. tuingi vty bhay stx dgky/

thcgr muutbmhd xyghyx vtci tntbsty ptr vgky thbaurgbx muctmtki "tuyhzo" ctvtbskubdgi'uuhktbd zhh zgbgi "ctaygyhdy tuh;ektrg ctuuhhzi tui ekhbhagayushgx/" tzgkfg vtkc dgctegbgygrtph uuh "ahkghati" uugri bhaydgsgey thi tzgkfg ntbstyi' tuituusth bhay tzgkfg wngshmhbgiwuutx pgsgrtkg tdgbyuri uutrgbgitz bhay btr uutx zhh vgkpi bhaynhy "tuyhzo" btr egbgi dtr agshdish ctyrgpbsg ehbsgr/

cnal sgo zungr vtci chhsgvhhzgr pui xyghy kgdhxktyur thitkctbh ctaygyhdy sgo chk mubtfdhhi sh tbsgrg xyghyx' tkxrgzukyty pui sh uutexbsg ertpyuutx trdtbhztmhgx tui tsuutetyikyuc, ehbsgr nhy "tuyhzo"cteungi kgmybx st thi bhu htre tuitruo tbsgrg xyghyx/

tcgr dtuugrbtr pgygrxti vtytbyztdy stx tubygrmuarhhci/ sgrdtuugrbtr' uugkfgr ptrktzy sgo

tny thi dgmhhkyg ntbtyi' vtytuhxdgsruey "druhx xhnptyhg mu shptnhkhgx uutx pktdi zhl nhy thhbgonhy tuyhzo'" tui tphku mudgkhhdy tztkx "prhuutygr xhyhzgi" btfwiptrktzi sgo tny uugy gr zhhi titsuutety ptr sh muugei/

tcgr' vty gr tuhxdgphry'"tmhbs chi thl dtuugrbtr tui thlegi bhay tubygrarhhci t chk uutxuugy truhpkhhdi prhag tuhxdtciuutx sh kgdhxktyur yuy bhayphbtbmhri/"

ctyrgpbsg ptnhkhgx tui shayhmgrx pubgo chk ztdi tz shxyghywx etxyi uutkyi dguugitubygr 03$ nhkhti' tui tzthbaurgbx rtygx uugki tkxrgzukyty bhay ayhhdi ngr uuh tvtkcg prtmgby hgrkhl/ ngi trchhythmy nhy xgbtytri tui txgnckhnhydkhsgr mu thcgrsrhhgi sgouugyt' tcgr arhhcbshd sh auru, thzbhay ektr mh ngi vty dgbudayhngi stx mu sgrdrhhfi/

thi uutahbdyti trchhyi gykhfgetbdrgxkhhy tui xgbtytri tuh; t"tuyhzo thbaurgbx" ntbsty tuh; tbtmhtbgkg aytpk' uutx uugy sgeitkg vgky thbaurgbx ptkhxhx tuinwuugy bhay strpi vtci xyghydgzgmi sgrptr/ tcgr sgr ekhntythz bhay dgthhdby ptr tzgkfgprthgeyi thi sh thmyhdg mhhyi/

muo dgzgdgbgi:

truxdhhgbsgr dtuugrbtrpgygrxti uugytthry "tuyhzo

thbaurgbx" ntbsty chk