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1. eP XH Md;kh ehd; ahH ? ,g;gb ek;ik ehNk Nfl;Lg; ghh;j;jhy; ekf;F vd;d gjpy; fpilf;Fk; ? ehd; xU ruhrup kdpjd;. vdJ FLk;gj;jpy; ehd; XH cWg;gpdH. vdJ ciog;ig my;yJ vdJ njhopiy ek;gp thof; $ba xU ruhrup kdpjd; ehd;. xU ruhrup kdpjDf;F Vw;glf; $ba mj;jid ,d;g Jd;g mDgtq;fSk; vdf;F Vw;gLfpd;wd. xU ruhrup kdpjDf;F Vw;glf;$ba caHe;j kw;Wk; jho;e;j rpe;jidfSk>; czHTfSk; vdf;Fk; Vw;gLfpd;wd. Mdhy; Md;kPf üšfŸ vd;id NtWtpjkhf milahsk; fhl;Lfpd;wd. Md;kP f Qhdpfs; vd;id NtWtpjkhf milahsk; fhl;Lfpd;wdH. eP xU ruhrup kdpjdy;y@ ,d;gJd;gq;fspYk;> Mrhghrq;fspYk; fl;Lg;gl;L fplf;Fk; XH mw;gkhd kdpjdy;y@ gpwe;J. tho;e;J> cz;L> cwq;fp> kbe;J tpLk; rhjhuz kdpjdy;y. eP Rj;jkhd Md;kh. eP gpuk;k nrh&gk;. kdijAk;> cliyAk; fle;j epiy jhd; cdJ ep[ nrh&gk;. Njhd;wp kiwAk; jd;ik cdf;Ff; fpilahJ. fl;Lg;gl;l kdpjdhff; fhl;rpaspg;gJ ntWk; fdTjhd;. me;jf; fdT fiye;j epiyapy;> cdJ ep[ nrh&gk; cdf;Fj; njupAk;. cdf;Fg; gpwg;Gk; fpilahJ@ ,wg;Gk; fpilahJ. mtHfsJ Ngr;Rk;> cWjp nkhopAk; ekf;F XH MHtj;ijAk;> ek;gpf;ifiaAk; Vw;gLj;jj;jhd; nra;fpwJ. Vnddpy; ehk; ekJ md;whl ajhHj;j tho;tpy;> me;jg; ghLgl;Lf; nfhz;bUf;fpNwhk;.

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1. eP XH Md;kh

ehd; ahH ?

,g;gb ek;ik ehNk Nfl;Lg; ghh;j;jhy; ekf;Fvd;d gjpy; fpilf;Fk; ?

ehd;; xU ruhrup kdpjd;. vdJ FLk;gj;jpy; ehd;XH cWg;gpdH. vdJ ciog;ig my;yJ vdJ njhopiyek;gp thof; $ba xU ruhrup kdpjd; ehd;. xU ruhrupkdpjDf;F Vw;glf; $ba mj;jid ,d;g Jd;gmDgtq;fSk; vdf;F Vw;gLfpd;wd. xU ruhrupkdpjDf;F Vw;glf;$ba caHe;j kw;Wk; jho;e;jrpe;jidfSk>; czHTfSk; vdf;Fk; Vw;gLfpd;wd.

Mdhy; Md;kPf üšfŸ vd;id NtWtpjkhfmilahsk; fhl;Lfpd;wd. Md;kPf Qhdpfs; vd;idNtWtpjkhf milahsk; fhl;Lfpd;wdH.

eP xU ruhrup kdpjdy;y@ ,d;gJd;gq;fspYk;>Mrhghrq;fspYk; fl;Lg;gl;L fplf;Fk; XH mw;gkhdkdpjdy;y@ gpwe;J. tho;e;J> cz;L> cwq;fp> kbe;JtpLk; rhjhuz kdpjdy;y. eP Rj;jkhd Md;kh. ePgpuk;k nrh&gk;. kdijAk;> cliyAk; fle;j epiyjhd; cdJ ep[ nrh&gk;. Njhd;wp kiwAk; jd;ikcdf;Ff ; fpilahJ. fl ;Lg ;gl ;l kdpjdhff ;fhl;rpaspg;gJ ntWk; fdTjhd;. me;jf; fdT fiye;jepiyapy;> cdJ ep[ nrh&gk; cdf;Fj; njupAk;.cdf;Fg; gpwg;Gk; fpilahJ@ ,wg;Gk; fpilahJ.

mtHfsJ Ngr;Rk;> cWjp nkhopAk; ekf;F XHMHtj;ijAk;> ek;gpf;ifiaAk; Vw;gLj;jj;jhd; nra;fpwJ.

Vnddpy; ehk; ekJ md;whl ajhHj;j tho;tpy;>me;jg; ghLgl;Lf; nfhz;bUf;fpNwhk;.

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ehk; jpUk;gpa jpirfspy; vy;yhk; gpur;rpidfs;.Nghl;b> nghwhikfs;@ rz;ilfs;> fytuq;fs;@td;Kiwfs;> Vkhw;wq;fs;.

,itjhd; ek;ikr; Rw;wpapUf;Fk; mtyq;fs;ajhHj;jq;fs;. ,itaidj;Jf;Fk; <L nfhLj;Jjhd;>ehk; ekJ tho;it Nkw;nfhs;s Ntz;batHfshf,Uf;fpd;Nwhk;.

me;jf; fhy XN\h u[dP\; E}y;fspy; xUfijiag; gbj;jjhf epidT.

muz;kidia xl;bAs;s xU fpzw;Wj; jz;zPHkpfTk; Rit kpFe;jjhf ,Uf;Fk;. MfNt ehl;by;cs;s kf;fs; midtUk; me;jf; fpzw;Wj; jz;zPiukl;LNk Fbg;gjw;fhf gad;gLj;jp te;jdH.

me;j ehl;bd; kPJ tpNuhjk; nfhz;l gf;fj;Jehl;L kd;dd; me;jf; fpzw;W ePupy; xUtpjkhd kUe;Jg;nghbiaf; fye;J tpl;lhd;. me;j ePiu mUe;jpatHfs;midtUf;Fk; igj;jpak; gpbj;J tpl;lJ. mijmUe;jpatHfs; midtUk; cw;rhfkhf Mbg;ghlMuk;gpj;JtpLfpwhHfs;.

me;jj; jz;zPiu kw;wtHfs; Fbf;f tplhky;kd;dd; jLj;Jg; ghHj;Jk;> jz;zPiuf; Fbj;J tpl;LMbg;ghLgtHfspd; vz;zpf;if mjpfkhfptpLfpwJ.

mg;gb jz;zPiuf; Fbj;jtHfs; midtUk;kd;dUf;F vjpuhfj; jpUk;gp kd;diuj; jhf;fjpl;lkpLfpwhHfs;. mth;fs; midtUk; jpuz;L Mbg;ghbf;nfhz;Nl muz;kidf; fjit cilj;Jf; nfhz;Lmuz;kidf;Fs; Eioe;J tpLfpwhh;fs;.

ke;jpup xU Ftisapy; jz;zPiu Cw;wp kd;duplk;nfhLj;J “,ij ePq;fs; Fbf;fhtpl;lhy; ePq;fs;cq;fs; capiu ,of;f Ntz;baJ Vw;gl;L tpLk;’’vd;W mtrug; gLj;JfpwhH. NtW topapy;yhky; kd;dH

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mijf; Fbf;fpwhH. ke;jpupAk; xU Ftisj; jz;zPiuf;

Fbj;Jf; nfhs;fpwhH. mit me;j fpzw;Wj; jz;zPHjhd;.

me;jj; jz;zPiu mUe;jpaJk;> mtHfSf;Fk;

igj;jpak; Vw;gl;L Mbg;ghl Muk;gpf;fpwhHfs;.

mtHfisj; jhf;f Kaw;rp nra;j kw;wtHfSk; kd;diug;

Gupe;J nfhz;L> “ kd;dH tho;f ! ke;jpup tho;f ! ’’vd;W Nfh\kpLfpwhHfs;.

,g ;gb ek ;ikr ; Rw ;w pa pUf ;Fk ; > Nghl ;b >

nghwhikfSk;> gpur;rpidfSk;> ek;ikAk; ghjpj;J

tpLfpd;wd. ehKk; mtw;NwhL ,uz;lwf; fye;J

tpLfpNwhk;.

,g;NghJ> me;j td;KiwAk;> NtfKk;> ek;kplKk;

,lk; ngw;W tpLfpwJ.

ehKk; xU ruhrup kdpjdhf nrl;by; Mfp

tpl;Nlhk;. ,g;NghJ ehKk; xU ruhrup kdpjidg; Nghy>

ek;Kila Nkhrkhd mj;jid ,ay;GfisAk; itj;Jf;

nfhz;L> Md;k nrh&gkhfkhTk; Mirg;gLfpd;Nwhk;@

nka;Qhd epiyia milaTk; Mirg;gLfpd;Nwhk;.

rh];jpuq ;fs; ekf;F cWjpaspf ;fpd ;wd.

“eP cd;id clNyhL $ba kdpjdhf vz;ZtJ

ntWk; fdTjhd;. cd;Dila ep[ nrh&gk; Md;khNt’’vd;W $Wfpd;wd.

Ntjhe;j E}ypy; $wg;gLk; rpq;ff; Fl;bapd;

fijia ePq;fs; Nfs;tpg; gl;bUg;gPHfs;.

fHg;gkhf ,Ue;j rpk;kk; xd;W Ml;L ke;ijapd;

kPJ ghAk; NghJ> mjid mwpahky; mJ rpq;ff;

Fl;bnahd;iw Ml;L ke;ijapy; <d;W tpl;Lg; Ngha;

tpLfpwJ.

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rpq;ff; Fl;bAk;> MLfNshL MLfshf tsHe;J

tUfpwJ. MLfisg; Nghd;Nw> ‘ Nk> Nk ’ vd;Wrg;jkpl;L tUfpwJ.

xUehs; me;j Ml;L ke;ijapd; kPJ ,d;WnkhU

rpq;fk; gha;fpwJ. mJ ,e;j rpq;ff; Fl;biaf; fz;L

mjidj; J}f;fpr; nry;fpwJ.

me;j rpq;ff; Fl;b jd;id Mlhff; fUjpajhy;

gae;J eLq;FfpwJ.

“eP Mly;y@ rpq;fe;jhd;. rpq;fj;jpd; Fl;bjhd; eP

’’ vd;W rpq;fk; mjw;F cgNjrk; nra;J mjid

czu itf;fpwJ. ,g;gb rh];jpuq;fs; ekf;F ek;gpf;if

Cl;Lfpd;wd.

,JNghy; ekJ Md;kPf ,yf;fpaq;fspy; $wg;gLk;

Guhjdkhd ,d;DnkhU fijAk; cz;L.

xU kd;dDila kfid vjpupfs; flj;jpr; nrd;W

fhl;by; Nghl;L tpLfpwhHfs;. me;j ,sturd; NtlHfshy;

vLj;J tsHf;fg;gLfpwhd;.

,sturd; ngupatdhf tsHe;jhYk;> jd;id

NtLtHfSs; xUtdhfNt fUjp tUfpwhd;.

murH xUKiw jdJ gu pthuq ;fSld ;

Ntl;ilf;Fr; nry;Yk; NghJ> NtLtdhf ,Uf;Fk;

,sturidf; fz;L nfhs;fpwhd;. mtDila mq;f

kr;r milahsq;fisf; nfhz;L mtd; ,sturd;jhd;

vd;gJ cWjp nra;ag;gLfpwJ.

,g;gb>

ekJ ep[ nrh&gk; Md;k nrh&gkhf ,Uf;f>

ehk; XH mw;gjkhd khdpldhf ,Ue;J my;yy; gl;Lf;

nfhz;bUf;fpd;Nwhk;.

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ehk; Md;k nrh&gk; vd;gijf; fz;L nfhz;lhy;mij tplr; rpwe;jJ NtW vd;dthf ,Uf;f KbAk; ?

Vnddpy;> ehk; ekJ md;whl epfo;Tfspy;mt;tsT rpukq;fSf;F cs;shfpNwhk;. cyfj;Jg;gpur;rpidfisj;jhd; re;jpf;f Ntz;Lk; vd;why;> ekJkdjpYs;s gpur;rpidfs; mij tplTk; mjpfk;.fhiyapy; vOe;jJ Kjy; ,uT gLf;Fk; tiu Mapuk;gpur;rpidfs;@ kd mOj;jq;fs;. gLj;j gpwF $l J}f;fk;tu kWf;fpwJ.

ehk; kdky;y@ clyy;y@ ehk; Mde;j nrh&gkhdMd;khjhd; vd;gijf; Nfl;gjw;F kfpo;r;rpahfj;jhd;cs;sJ.

Mdhy; ,J eilKiw rhj;jpakhdjh ?

ek;ik Mir fhl;b Nkhrk; gz;ZfpwhHfsh ?

ey;y tpisTfs; Vw;gLk; vd;w ek;gpf;ifapy;$wg;gl;l ngha;ahd fUj;Jf;fsh ?

Ntj rh];jpuq;fs; nrhy;YtJ epr;rakhf ngha;ahf,Uf;f KbahJ vd;w miuFiw ek;gpf;ifAld; ehk;NkYk; rw;Wj; njhlHe;J ghHg;Nghk;.

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2. Md;khit mwptJ vt;thW

ekf;F cly; ,Ug;gJ> ekf;Fj; njupfpwJ. ,Jek; midtUf;Fk; ntspg;gilahfj; njupfpwJ.

ekJ clYf;Fj;jhd; ntspg;gilahfj; njupAk;cUtk; ,Uf;fpwJ.

ek; cly;jhd; gpwg;ig vLj;Js;sJ. Foe;ijahfg;gpwg;ngLj;j ekJ cly; rpwpJ rpwpjhf tsHr;rpmile;Js;sJ.

ekJ cly; %ykhfj;jhd;> ehk; nka;> tha;.fz;> %f;F> nrtp vd;w Ik;nghwpfspd; topahfxt;nthd;iwAk; czHe;J mwpfpNwhk;.

VjhtJ xU fUtp Ngha; tpl;lnjd;why; mJrk;ge;jg;gl;l czHTfSk; ekf;F ,y;yhky; Ngha;tpLfpd;wJ.

fz; gOjile;J tpl;lhy; xsp rk;ge;jkhd cyfk;ekf;F ,y;yhky; Ngha; tpLk;.

nrtp gOjile;J tpl;lnjd;why; xyp rk;ge;jkhdcyfk; ekf;F ,y;yhky; Ngha; tpLk;.

,g;gb ekJ clypd; %ykhfNt ehk; ,e;jcyf mk;rq;fs; midj;ijAk; czHe;J mwpfpNwhk;.

ek ;ikg ; nghUj;j mstpy ; ekJ cly;czHTfs;jhk; ekJ nkhj;j cyfk;.

ekJ clyhy; mwpa KbahjJ vijAk; ek;khy;mwpa KbahJ.

mLj;jjhf ek;kplk; cs;sJ ekJ mwpT. mijekJ kdJ vd;W $WfpNwhk;.

ekJ kdjhy; mwptJ vd;gij> ,e;j Ie;JnghwpfSld; NrHj;J vLf;f KbahJ. mij Mwhtjhf

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cs;s ,d;DnkhU nghwp my;yJ Gyd; vd;Nw $wNtz;Lk;.

Mdhy; ,e;j Ie;J nghwpfs; %yk; ehk; mwptijvy;yhk; xUq;fpidj;Jj; njhFj;J mwptJjhd; ekJmwpT.

nghwpfspd; cjtp ,y;yhkYk;> ekJ kdJ>jdpahfr; rpe;jpj;Jk; rpy KbTfisf; nfhLf;fpwJ.

,e;j mwpT - kdJ - ,Ug;gJk>; ekf;Fntspg;gilahfj; njupfpwJ.

ehk; J}q;Fk; NghJ kl;Le;jhd; ekJ kdJ Xa;TngWfpwJ. mq;NfAk; rpy Neuq;fspy; fdthfntspg;gLfpwJ.

,g;gb>

ehk; ekJ cliyAk; mwpfpNwhk;@ kdijAk;mwpfpNwhk;.

,g;NghJ ek;ik NtWtpjkhf mwpar; nrhy;ypekJ Md;kPf rh];jpuq;fs; $Wfpd;wd.

ek;ik Md;kh vd;W vg;gb mwpe;J nfhs;StJ ?vjd; %yk; mwpe;J nfhs;StJ ?

ehk; vijahtJ mwptjhf ,Ue;jhy>; ehk;Ik;Gyd;fspd; topahf mwpfpNwhk;;;;;; my;yJ kdjhy;mwpfpNwhk;.

,it jtpu> mwpaf; $ba fUtpfs; vitAk;ek; iftrk; ,y;iy.

ekJ Ik;Gyd;fspd; %ykhf Md;khit mwpaKbAkh ?

ekJ mwptpd; %ykhf Md;khit mwpaKbAkh?

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ek;Kila Md;khitg; gw;wp gftj; fPijapy;$wg;gl;bUg;gij gbj;jpUf;fpwPHfsh ?

“Md;kh> ePupy; eidahjJ@ neUg;gpy; NtfhjJ@gpwf;fhjJ@ ,wf;fhjJ@ Gyd;fshNyh> mwptpdhNyhmwpa KbahjJ. ”

,g;gb $WfpwJ fPij.

ekf;F mwpaf; $ba fUtpfs; vtw;whYk; mwpaKbahjJ Md;kh vd;W $wg;gl;L tpl;lJ.

Gyd;fshYk; mwpa KbahJ@ mwptpdhYk; mwpaKbahJ vd;why; vd;d mHj;jk;?

Md;kh vd;gij vtuhYk; mwpaNt KbahJvd;W mHj;jkh?

gpwF Md;kh vd;w xd;W ,Uf;fpwJ vd;gjw;Fvd;d jhd; rhd;W?

mg;gbahdhy; Md;kh vd;gJ mwpa KbahjnghUsh?

,jw;F ekJ rh];jpuq;fs; vd;d topjhd; $WfpwJ?rh];jpuq;fspYk; ,jw;fhd top $wg;gltpy;iyah?

rh];jpuq;fspy; me;j fPijapNyNa> ,jw;fhdtop $wg;gl;Ls;sJ.

Mdhy; me;j topia vd;dntd;W Nfl;lhy;>ekJ jiy ,d;Dk; nfhQrk; Rw;wpg; Ngha; tpLk;.

mg;gb vd;djhd; tpNdhjkhd Kiwapy;rh];jpuq;fspy; mjw;fhd top $wg;gl;Ls;sJ?

“Md;khtpd; %yk; Md;khit mwpthahf! ”

,g;gbjhd; rh];jpuq;fspy; ,jw;fhd topKiw$wg;gl;Ls;sJ. Md;khit vg;gb mwptJ vd;gJ ,jd;%yk; ekf;Fj; njs;sj; njspthf tpsf;fpapUf;f

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Ntz;Lk;. mg;gb tpsq;;fhj gl;rj;jpy; mjw;F ehk;nghWg;gy;y@ ekf;F Nghjpj;j rh];jpuq;fs;jhk; nghWg;G.

cwtpdH xUtH fhzhky; Ngha; tpl;lhH vd;Wfhty; epiyaj;jpy; GfhH nfhLf;fpd;Nwhk;. mjpfhupmJ rk;ge;jkhf ek;ik tprhupf;fpd;whH.

“fhzhkw; NghdtH filrpahf ve;j CUf;Fg;NghdhH vd;W ahUf;fhtJ njupAkh ? ”

“vq;fspy; vtUf;Fk; njupahJ@ Mdhy; xUtUf;Fkl;Lk; mtH filrpahf ve;j CUf;Fg; NghdhH vd;gJnjupAk ; .” vd;W ehk; mtUila tprhuizf;Fxj;Jiog;Gf; nfhLf;fpNwhk;.

“ahH mtH? ,g ; Ng hJ mtH vq ; Nf,Uf;fpwhH ? ” tprhuiz mjpfhup kPz;Lk; Nfl;fpwhH.

“mtH vq;Nf ,Uf;fpwhH vd;gJ njupatpy;iy!mtHjhd; fhzhky; NghdtH ! ”

,g;gb ehk; gjpy; nfhLj;Njhkhdhy;> me;jtprhuiz mjpfhup vd;d MthH?

ek;ikNa fhzhky; Mf;fp tpLthH.

rh];jpuj;jpd; $w;W> ,g;gbnahU Ntbf;ifahfTk;>tpNdhjkhfTk; mike;Js;sJ.

Mdhy; rh];jpuq;fs; ek;kplk; tpisahltpy;iy>ek;kplk; N[hf; mbf;ftpy;iy.

rh];jpuq;fs; jkJ fUj;ij jPHf;fkhf ,g;gbf;$WfpwJ. me;jf; $w;wpy; mZ msNtDk; ngha;fpilahJ. Md;khitg; gw;wp mt;thwy;yhky;> NtWvt;thWk; tpsf;fpf; $w KbahJ.

NtW ve;j tifapy; mjidf; $wpdhYk; mJngha; MfptpLk;.

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rh];jpuq;fs; ,t;thW $wpaUg;gJ rj;jpakhdcz;ikahFk;.

,J Md;khitg; gw;wp rh];jpuq;fs; $Wk;‘gpukhzk;’ MFk;.

‘g p ukhzk ; ’ vd ;gJ khwhj KO Kjy ;cz;ikiaf; Fwpg;gjhFk;. Absolute Truth If;Fwpg;gjhFk;.

rup>

rh];jpuq;fspd; kPJs;s kupahijapd; epkpj;jk;,ij ehk; cz;ikjhd; vdTk;> rupahd tpsf;fk;jhd;vdTk; Vw;Wf; nfhs;tjhfNt itj;Jf;nfhs;Nthk;.

Mdhy;>

,jid ehk; vg;gbg; Gupe;J nfhs;tJ ? ek;Kila,d;iwa tho;NthL mjid vt;thW ,izg;gJ ?

mjidg; Gupe;J nfhs;Stjhy; ekf;F vd;djhd; Mjhak; ?

Md;khitg; Gupe;J nfhs;Stjhy; Md;khTf;Fkl;LNk ,yhgk;> ek;Kila ,d;iwa tho;Tf;F ve;jcgNahfKk; fpilahJ vd;W Mfptpl;lhy;>

gpwF ,J gw;wpa Ma;Nt Njitapy;yhky; Ngha;tpLk;.

,g;NghJ> ehk; ahH ? my;yJ ehd; ahH ?

ekf;Fk; Md;khTf;Fk; cs;s njhlHG vd;d ?

vd;w Nfs;tpiaAk; ehk; Nfl;f Ntz;ba epiyapy;cs;Nshk;.

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3. ehd; ahH

“ePq;fs; ahH? || vd;W cq;fis vtuhtJNfl;fpwPHfs; vd itj;Jf; nfhs;Nthk;.

vd;d gjpy; nrhy;YtPHfs; ?

“ ehd; Md;kh || vd;W $WtPHfsh ?

epr;rakhf mg;gbf; $wkhl;BHfs;. ehd; Md;khvd;W ek;ik ehk; mwpe;jpUf;ftpy;iy. MfNt> ek;ikehk; Md;kh vd;W $Wtjpy;iy.

ek;ik ekJ clNyhL rk;ge;jg;gLj;jp> ehd; ahHvd;W ehk; tpsf;fk; nfhLf;fyhk;. my;yJ ek;ikekJ kdNjhL rk;ge;jg;gLj;jp ehd; vd;W tpsf;fk;nfhLf;fyhk;. my;yJ ek;ik ekJ clYk;> kdJk;NrHe;J fyitahff; fUjp ehd; ahH vd tpsf;fk;nfhLf;fyhk;.

ekJ clypy; cs;s nghwpfspd; thapyhfmidj;ijAk; mwpe;J nfhz;lhYk;>

ekJ kdjpd; JizNahLjhd; mjidg; Gupe;Jnfhs;SfpNwhk;. MfNt cliytplTk;> ehk; Gupe;Jnfhs;Sk; kdk; vd;Dk; gFjp jhd; kpfTk; Kf;fpaj;Jtk;cilajhf cs;sJ.

kpUfq;fSf;Fk; cly; ,Uf;fpd;wJ@ nghwpfs;,Uf;fpd;wd. Mdhy; mitfSf;F ek;ikg; Nghd;wkd mikg;G ,y;iy. MfNt ve;j kpUfKk;> ehd;ahH vd;W Nfl;gjpy;iy. ve;j kpUfKk; Md;kh vd;why;vd;d ntd;W Nfl;gjpy;iy.

vdNt ek;ikg; nghUj;j tiuapYk;> ekJ kdmikg;G jhd; gpujhdkhd gq;F tFf;fpd;wJ.

ehd ; vd;W jd;id Kd;dpiyg ;gLj ;j pf ;nfhs;StJ ekJ kdNj. ek;Kila kdJ jhd; jd;id

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ehd; vd;W $wpf; nfhs;SfpwJ. jd;Dila gFjpahfmJ ekJ cliyAk; NrHj;Jf;nfhs;fpwJ.

ekJ cly; jd;id ehd; vd;W $wpf ;nfhs;Stjpy;iy.

ekJ kdJjhd; ek;ikg; nghWj;j tiuapYk;‘ehd;’.

Mdhy; ekJ rh];jpuq;fs; vd;d $Wfpd;wdvd;why;>

“ ekJ kdJf;F Ra xsp fpilahJ || vd;W$WfpwJ.

re;jpuidAk;> #upaidAk; ekf;Fj; njupAk;.re;jpuDf;F Ra xsp fpilahJ vd;Wk;> #upaDf;FRa xsp cz;nld;Wk; ehk; mwpfpNwhk;. #upaDilaxsp re;jpudpy; gl;L gpujpgypg;gJ jhd; epynthsp vd;Wehk; ghlj;jpy; gbf;fpNwhk;.

mg;gb ekJ kdJf;F Ra xspNah> Ra czHNthfpilahJ. #upad; vdg;gLk; gpuk;kj;jpypUe;J jhd;mJ xspiaAk; czHitAk; ngWfpwJ.

#upaDila nkhj;j xspiaAk; re;jpud;gpujpgypg;gjpy;iy. re;jpudpy; glf;$ba me;j #upaxspia kl;LNk re;jpud; gpujpgypf;fpd;wJ.

mg;gb> re;jpudpy; glf;$ba #upa xspjhd;> ekJkdjpy; nray;glf; $ba gpuk;kk;.

xU glF nkhj;jkhd flypy; nrd;whYk;> flypd;VNjh xU gFjpapy; jhd; me;j glF kpjf;fpwJ.

mg;gb ekJ kdNjhL njhlHGila gpuk;kj;ijj;jhd; $l];jhd; Md;kh rhl;rp vd;W $WfpwhHfs;.rh];jpuq;fs; mg;gbf; $Wfpd;wd.

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re;jpudpy; gLk; #upa xsp Rj;j irj;jd;akhf,Uf;fpwJ.

glifj; njhl;Lf; nfhz;bUf;Fk; fly; Rj;jirjd;akhf ,Uf;fpwJ.

re;jpudpy; glUk; #upa xsp> epynthspafg; gpujpgypf;fpwJ.

re;jpudpy; glUk; tiu mJ #upa xsp. mJNtre;jpudpypUe;J gpujpgypf;Fk; NghJ> epynthsp. re;jpuDf;nfd;W jdpahd xsp vJTk; fpilahJ. Mdhy; Rj;jkhd#upa xspia NtW jd;ikapy; khw;wpf; nfhLf;fpwJ.

re;jpudpy; glUk; Rj;jkhd #upa xspia>$l];jhd; vd;W $WfpNwhk;. re;jpudpypUe;J gpujpgypf;Fk;epynthspia rpjhghrd; my;yJ Mghrd; vd;W$WfpNwhk;.

ekJ kdNjhL njhlHGila gpuk;kj;ij Mj;khmy;yJ $l];jhd; vdf; Fwpg;gpLfpNwhk;. kd czHthfmJ gpujpgypf;Fk; NghJ mjid rpjhghrd; (rpj; +Mghrd;) my;yJ Mghrd; vd;W Fwpg;gpLfpNwhk;.

kpd;rhuj;jhy; ,aq;ff; $ba kpd;rhu rhjdq;fs;cs;sd. xU rhjdj;jpy; me;j kpd;rhu rf;jp xypahfkhw;wg;gLfpwJ.

,d;DnkhU rhjdj;jpy; me;j rf;jp xspahfkhw;wg;gLfpwJ.

kw;wnkhU rhjdj;jpy; mJNt ntg;gkhfkhw;wg;gLfpwJ.

,d;DnkhU rhjdj;jpy; mJNt Fspuhfntspg;gLfpwJ.

ekf;F kpd;rhuk; ntspg;gilahfj; njuptjpy;iy.

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ekf;F kpd;rhjdq;fspd; %ykhf ntspg;gLtJjhd; ntspg;gilahfj; njupfpd;wd.

ekf;F ntspg;gilahfj; njuptJ> Xir> xsp>ntg;gk;> FspH. ,it midj;Jk; tpisTfs;. ,e;jtpisTfspd; topapy; ehk; mjd; fhuzj;ij mwpe;jhy;>me;jf; fhuzg; nghUs; tpNdhjkhd nghUshfp tpLk;.

Xiriaf; nfhz;L kpd;rhuj;ij mwpNthkhapd;>kpd;rhuj;ijAk;> Xirapd; mk;rkhfNt fUjp tpLNthk;.

,g;gb vd;d tpisitf; nfhz;L> me;jkpd;rhuj;ij mwpNthkhapDk;> me;j tpistpd;mk;rkhfNt> me;j kpd;rhuj;ijAk; mwpe;J tpLNthk;.

tpisTfSila fhuzk; me;j cgfuzq;fNsMFk;.

cgfuzq;fis ,af;fpaJ kl;Lk; jhd; kpd;rhuk;.

cgfuzq;fspd; tpisitf; nfhz;L kpd;rhuj;ijmwpe;J nfhs;s KbahJ.

mjdhy; jhd; “ Md;khit Md;khthy; mwpf||vd;W rh];jpuq;fs;; $wptpl;ld.

,J rk;ge;jkhd tpsf;fq;fSs;> ,d;Dk; xUtifahd tpsf;fk; $wg;gLfpwJ.

mjhtJ> [l mk;rk; kw;Wk; capH mk;rk; vd;W,Jgw;wp tpsf;fg;gLfpwJ.

#upaDf;F Ra xsp cz;L vd;W ghhj;Njhk;.#upadpd; xspia thq;fpjhd; re;jpud; xspHfpwJvd;gijAk; ghHj;Njhk;.

,g;gb Raj;jd;ik cilaij capH mk;rk;cilajhfTk;> Raj;jd;ik ,y;yhjij [l mk;rk;cs;sjhfTk; $WfpwhHfs;.

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Md;khit capH mk;rk; cilajhfTk;> ekJcly; kw;Wk; kdij [l mk;rk; cilajhfTk;$WfpwhHfs;.

ekf;F ekJ kdJk;> clYk; ,aq;FtJntspg;gilahfj; njupfpwJ. Md;khtpd; ,af;fk; jhd;ntspg;gilahfj; njupatpy;iy.

“Mdhy; Md;khtpd; re;epjp tpNrlj;jhy; Md;khtpd;fhuzj;jhNyNa> clYk; kdJk; ,aq;Ffpd;wd. Md;kh,y;yhj epiyapy; clYf;Fk;> kdJf;Fk; ,af;fk;fpilahJ. mit ntWk; [lNk|| vd;W $WfpwhHfs;.

,J kl;Lky;y.

,d;DnkhU mZFKiwAk; $wg;gLfpwJ.

mjhtJ Subject and Object .

fhz;gtd; kw;Wk; fhzg;gLtJ.

ehd; kuj;ijg; ghHf;fpNwd;.

,q;F ehd; vd;gJ Subject fhz;gtd;.

kuk; vd;gJ Object fhzg;gLk; nghUs;.

ek;Kila kdk; jd;id ehd; vd;W $wpf;nfhs;fpwJ. ehd; ghHj;Njd;@ ehd; rhg;gpl;Nld; vd;Wehk; nrhy;Yk; NghJ> mq;F Vw;gLk; ehd; vd;gJ> ekJkdijNa Fwpf;fpwJ.

Mdhy; ekJ rh];jpuq;fspd; $w;Wg;gb>

cz;ikahd ehd; vd;gJ ekJ Md;khNt.

mJjhd; cz;ikahd Subject : cz;ikahdfhz;gtd;.

mjdhy;jhd ; kdjhy; Md;khit mwpaKbahnjd;W $wg;gLfpwJ.

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“fhz;gtd; fhzg;gLk; nghUis mwpfpwhd; ”vd;w $w;Wjhd; rupahf cs;sJ. “fhzg;gLk; nghUs;fhz;gtid mwpfpwJ ” vd;gJ Kuz;ghlhd mk;rNk.mg;gbnahU epiy fpilahJ.

fhz;gtd; kl;LNk cz;ikahd fHj;jh. ekJrh];jpug;gb cz;ikahd fHj;jh vd;gJ ekJ Md;khNt.

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4. Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk;

ek;Kila Raepiyapy;> ehk; xt;nthUtUk; Md;knrh&gkhf ,Uf;fpNwhk;.

ek;ik ek;Kila clyhfTk;> kdjhfTk; vLj;Jf;nfhz;bUf;Fk; fhuzj;jhNyNa ek;Kila tho;Tgpur;rpidfs; kpFe;jjhfTk;> Jauq;fs; kz;bajhfTk;cs;sJ.

ehk ; ek ;ik> clyhYk; > cs;sj ;jhYk ;fl;Lg;gl;ltHfshf mwpe;J nfhz;bUf;fpNwhk;.cz ;ika py ; ekJ clYk ; cs ;sKk ; >fl;Lg;gl;litfNs. mitjhk; ehk; vd;W fUJk; tiuapy;me;jf; fl;Lg;ghL rk;ge;jg;gl;l ghjpg;Gf;fs; midj;Jk;ekf;F Vw;glj;jhd; nra;Ak;.

ehk; XH cly; vd;W fUJk; tiuapYk;> me;jclYf;F Vw;gLk; Neha; ek;ikg; ghjpf;fj;jhd; nra;Ak;.ehk; ek;ik kdJ vd;W vz;zpf;nfhs;Sk; tiukdjpw;F Vw;gLk; Vkhw;wq;fs; ek;ikg; ghjpf;fj;jhd;nra;Ak;.

Md;khjhd; Kf;fpakhdJ vd;gijf; $wtUfpNwdh ?

Md ;khjhd ; Kf ;f pakhdJ@ Md ;khjhd ;cz;ikahdJ vd;gij kPz;Lk; kPz;Lk; $wtUfpNwdh ?

mg;gbj; Njhd;wyhk;.

Mdhy; ehd; mjw;F tutpy;iy.

Md;khTf;F Kf;fpak; nfhLf;Fk; tifapNyNavdJ tpsf;fq;fs; mike;Js;sJ vd;gJ cz;ikjhd;.

Mdhy; cz;ikapy; vdJ Nehf;fk; Ntwhfcs;sJ. Md;khTf;F ve;j Kf;fpaj;Jtj;ijAk;

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nfhLf ;f hky ; > Md ;khit ek ;k plk pUe ;Jmg;Gwg;gLj;JtijNa Nehf;fkhff; nfhz;Ls;Nsd;. me;jtpguj;ij ehk; Nghfg; Nghf ghHj;Jf; nfhs;Nthk;.

,g;NghJ ehk; Md;khtpd; caHtpidg; gw;wprpe;jpf;f Ntz;ba fl;lj;jpy; ,Uf;fpNwhk;. mjdhy;mij kl;Lk; vLj;Jf;nfhs;Nthk;.

ehk; ek;ik cly; vd;W vLj;Jf;nfhs;tjhy;cly; rk;ge;jg;gl;l gpur;rpidfSk;> ek;ik kdk; vd;WvLj;Jf; nfhs;tjhy; kdk; rk;ge;jg;gl;l gpur;rpidfSk;ek;ikr; #o;e;jpUf;fpd;wd.

ehk; ek;ik Md;khjhd; vd;W fz;Lgpbj;jkhj;jpuj;jpy; ekJ gpur;rpidfs; midj;Jk; ek;iktpl;Lg; Ngha; tpLfpd;wd.

Vnddpy; Md;kh vd;gJ> cliyAk;> kdijAk;fle;jJ. cly; cghijNah> kdjpd; cghijNah>Md;khit vl;Ltjpy;iy.

Md;kh ePupy; eidahjJ@ neUg;gpy; NtfhjJ@gpwg;gw;wJ@ ,wg;gw;wJ@ mJ vd;Wk; G+uzkhdJ.

,g;gb mJgw;wp tptupf;fg;gLfpwJ.

MfNt>

ehk; Md;kh vd;gij mwpe;Jnfhs;tjd; %yk;midj;J gpur;rpidfSk; KbTf;F te;J tpLfpd;wd.

,ukz kfup\paplk; md;gHfs; gyUk; jq;fSilare ; Njfj ;ijf ; Nfl ;f p w h Hfs ; . jq ;fs ;gpur;rpidfSf;nfy;yhk; jPHitf; Nfl;fpwhHfs;.

,ukzH jPHkhdkhff; $WfpwhH.

“Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk; Vw;gl;lhy; md;wp ekJre;Njfq;fs; jPuhJ@ ekJ gpur;rpidfSk; jPuhJ. ek;ik

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clyhfTk;> kdjhfTk; fUJtjhy;jhd; ekf;F vy;yhgpur;rpidfSk;> re;Njfq;fSk; Vw;gLfpd;wd. ehd;clyy;y@ kdjy;y@ vy;yhtw;Wf;Fk; MjhukhdMd;khNt ehd; vd;w Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk; Vw;gl;lhy;jhd;ekJ re;Njfq;fSk; jPUk;@ gpur;rpidfSk; jPUk;.” vd;WmtH Mzpj;jukhff; $wptpLfpwhH.

,g;NghJ gf;jH mtuplk; mJgw;wp tpsf;fk;Nfl;fpwhH.

“Md;k rhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;why; vd;d? ehd; vd;gJvdJ cliy gpuj;al;r ghtkhfg; ghHf;fpNwd;. mg;gbgpuj;al;r ghtkhf Md;khitg; ghHj;jpLtJjhd; Mj;krhl;rhj;fhukh ? ”

ehk; ek;Kila Gyd;fspd; cjtpAld; czHe;Jmwptijj;jhd; gpuj;al;rkhf NeUf;F Neuhf mwptjhfitj;jpUf;fpNwhk;.

Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;gJ ,g;gb czHT uPjpahfNeUf;F Neuhf mwptjh ?

ehk; ekJ ez;giug; ghHj;J ez;gHjhd; vd;WGupe;J nfhs;fpNwhk;. ekJ nghwp Gyd;fshy; mtiuczHe;J nfhz;lhYk;> ekJ mwptpdhy;jhd; mtiumilahsk; fz;L Gupe;J nfhs;fpNwhk;.

,g;gb Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuKk;> czHT G+HtkhfTk;>mwpTG+HtkhfTk; ,Uf;Fkh ? ,g;gb mwpe;J Gupe;Jnfhs;tijj;jhd;> gpuj;al;rkhf mwptJ vd;W $WfpNwhk;.

,g;gb gpuj;al;rkhf Gupe;J nfhs;tJjhd; Mj;krhl;rhj;fhukh ?

cz;ikapy; Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;W ehk;$WNthNkahdhy;> mJ gpuj;al;rkhf mwpttijj;jhd;Fwpf ;fpwJ. mjdhy; me;j gf;jH jd;Dila

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re ; Njfj ;ijAk ; e pahakhd Kiwa pNyNantspg;gLj;JfpwhH.

mJtiu ,ukzH jkJ cgNjrq;fspy; ngUk;gFjpia> “Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk ;” vd;w ngaupNyNantspg;gLj;jpte;jhH.

vjw;nfLj;jhYk; mtuJ xNu gjpy; Mj;krhl;rhj;fhuk;> Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk;> vd;gNj.

“ie\;bf gpuk;kr;rupak; vd;why; vd;d ? ” vd;WxU gf;jH Nfs;tp Nfl;fpwhH. mjw;F ,ukzH nfhLj;jgjpYk; ,Jjhd;. “ Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhue;jhd; cz;ikahdie\;bf gpuk;kr;rupak; ” vd;W $wp tpLfpwhH.

,g;gb mtuJ xNu gjpy; “Mj;krhl;rhj;fhuk;.”

“Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuj;ij ehk; gpuj;al;r ghtkhfmiltJ vt;thW ? ”

vd;W gf;jH Nfl;fTk;>

,ukz kfup\pAk; rw;W rpe;jpj;J> jdJepiyg;ghl;il khw;wpf;nfhs;fpwhH.

“ mwpahik mfy;tNj Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk;. Mj;kjuprdk; vd;W ntWk; thHj;ijf;fhfj;jhd; nrhy;fpNwhk;.mwpahik NghtJjhd; Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk ;.”

,g;gb mtH mjid NtWtpjkhff; $wp tpLfpwhH.

,ukz kfup\p rhjhuz Qhdpay;y. mtH gpuk;kQhdp. mtuJ thHj;ijfisAk; rh];jpukhfNt vLj;Jf;nfhs;syhk;.

,g;NghJ ekJ Nfs;tp NtWtpjkhfj; jpUk;gptpl;lJ.

ehk; Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuj;ij mila Ntz;Lkh>my;yJ mwpahikia mfw;w Ntz;Lkh ?

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5. vJ mQ;Qhdk;

Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;Dk; thHj;ijiaNeHKfkhf ehk; milAk; epiyiaf; Fwpf;fpwJ.mwpahikia mfw;WtJ vd;gJ> vjpH Kfkhfnray ; gl ; L mw pahikia mfw ;w p Mj ;krhl;rhj;fhuj;Jf;F top tFg;gJ.

The first one deals with the possitive aspect ; Thesecond one deals with the negative aspect .

“ Mj;khit Mj;khthy ; mwpf ”> vd ;Wrh];jpuq;fs; $wptpl;ld.

“mwpahikia mfw;Wtjhy; Vw;gLtNj Mj;krhl;rhj;fhuk ;.”

,J ,ukz kfup\papd; $w;W.

“Mj;khit Mj;khthy; mwpf ” vd;gjpy; mq;FMd;kh kl;LNk Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngWfpd;wJ. mjw;Fmd;dpakhditfs; vy;yhk; kiwnghUshfp tpLfpd;wd.

jd;Dila Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuj;ij NeHKfkhfgyUk; Njb tUfpd;wdH.

jd;id xU G+uzg; nghUshf vLj;Jf; nfhz;Lmjid rhl;rhj;fupf;f Kad;W tUfpwhHfs;.

“ehNd Rj;jkhd Md;kh@ ehNd guk;nghUs; ”vd;W NeHKfkhd mZFKiw mtHfSf;F kpfTk;gpbj;jkhf cs;sJ.

jd;Dila Rakhd ,Ug;G epiyiajd;DilaMj;k rhl;rhj;fhuj;ij mwpe;J jdf;Fs;Ns %o;Fk;jt Kaw;rpfspy; <LgLfpwhHfs;.

Mdhy; mg;gb ntw;wp ngw;wtHfs; ,Jtiu vtUk;fpilahJ. Vnddpy; mJ rhj;jpaNk ,y;yhj XHmZKiw. vj;jid n[d;kq;fs; vLj;J xUtH ,g;gb

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Kad;W te;jhYk; mtuhy; ,e;j topahf Mj;krhl;rhj;fhuj;ij milaNt KbahJ.

Mdhy; ,e;j topKiwapYk; $l xU tpjp tpyf;Fcz;L. mJ vd;d tpjp tpyf;F vd;gij mjw;fhdre;jHg;gk; tUk; NghJ ghHg;Nghk;.

Md;khit ,g;gb (vd;idg; nghUj;j tiu)NeHKfkhf mwpa KbahJ vd;gijg; ghhj;Njhk;.

,dp> mLj;j top vd;d?

“mQ;Qhd ehrNk Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk; ” ,Jjhd;mLj;j top.

mwpahik ePq;FtJjhd; Md;k rhl;rhj;fhuk;.

,ij ehk; vLj;Jf;nfhs;syhk;.

,q;F mwpahikapd; ehrj;ijg; gw;wpAk;$wg;gLfpwJ. Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuj;ijg; gw;wpAk;$wg;gLfpwJ.

,q;F Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuj;Jf;F Kf;fpaj;Jtk;nfhLj;J Ngrg;gltpy;iy.

mwpahikf;Fj;jhd; mwpahikapd; mopTf;Fj;jhd;>Kf;fpaj;Jtk; nfhLj;Jg; Ngrg;gLfpwJ.

mJ epfo;e;j epiyapy; Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk;Vw;gLfpwJ.

mwpahik ePq;fpajd; tpisthf Vw;gLtJjhd;Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk;.

,g;NghJ ehk; Kjypy; Gupe;J nfhs;s Ntz;LtJMj;k rhl;rhj;fhuky;y@ mwpahikjhd;.

rup>

mwpahik vd;why; vd;d ?

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,e;j mwpahik ahUf;F Vw;gLfpwJ ?

mwpahik ePq;FtJ vd;why; vd;d ?

rpq;ff;Fl;b> jd;id Ml;Lf; Fl;bahf vz;zpf;nfhs;StJ mwpahik.

,sturd ; jd ;id NtLtdhf vz;zpf ;nfhs;StJ mwpahik.

,e;j mwpahikapy; cs;sJ vJ ?

ekJ Md;khjhd; mwpahikapy; cs;sjh ?Md;khjhd; jd;id Ml;Lf; Fl;bahfj; jtwhfg; Gupe;Jnfhz;Ls;sjh ? Md;khjhd; jd;id Ntldhf vLj;Jf;nfhz;Ls;sjh ?

Md;kh vd;gJ Rak;;gpufhrKilaJ> G+uzkhdJvd;W ghHj;Njhk;.

MfNt Md;kh> jd;id kw;nwhd;whff; fUjpkaq;fp tpLtJk; rhj;jpakpy;iy.

mg;gbahdhy; kaf;fk; vtUf;F ?

ekJ cly; vd;gJ [lj;jd;ik cilaJ. jhd;vd;d mwpfpNwhk; vd;w czHNt ,y;yhky; nghwpfspd;thapyhf kl;Lk; mwpaf; $baJ.

mwpT mwpahik vd;w ghFghL ekJ clYf;Ff;fpilahJ. MfNt mwpahik vd;w kaf;fk; ekJclYf;Ff; fpilahJ.

mLj;jjhf vQ;rpapUg;gJ ekJ kdJ kl;LNk.ekJ kdjhdJ> jdJ clNyhL nghUe;jpapUe;Jjd;id clyhff; fUjpf ; nfhs;fpwJ. jdJmDgtq;fNshL rhHe;jpUe;J jd;id mDgtpg;gtdhff;fhl;bf;nfhs;fpwJ. ekJ kdJf;Fj;jhd; mDgtq;fs;Vw;gLfpd;wd. clYld; nghUe;jpapUe;J clypd;

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mDgtq ;fis vy ;yhk ; jdJ mDgtkhfvLj;Jf;nfhs;fpwJ.

ekJ kdJjhd; jd;id XH vy;iyf;Fl;gl;leguhff; fUjpf;nfhs;fpwJ.

mg;gbahdhy;>

mwpahik cilaJ kdJjhdh ?

Mk;. kdJf;Fj;jhd; mwpahik cs;sJ.

jd;id XH vy;iyf;Fl;gl;l ruhrup kdpjdhff;fUjpf;nfhs;fpwJ.

rup>

,jw;Fk; Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuj;Jf;Fk; vd;d rk;ge;jk; ?

ekJ kdk;> jd;Dila vz;zj;ij khw;wpf;nfhz;L>

ehd; kdky;y@ ehd; clyy;y@ ehd; Rj;jkhdMd;kh vd;W czu Ntz;Lkh ?

,g;gbj;jhd; gyUk; Kaw;rp nra;J tUfpwhHfs;.mtHfs ; jq ;fSila Kaw ; r piaAk ; >mZFKiwiaAk; ekJ rh];jpuq;fNshL ,izj;Njitj;Js;shHfs;.

MfNt jq;fs; mZFKiwAk;> jq;fsJKaw;rpAk; rh];jpuk; typAWj;Jk; xd;whfNt vz;zptUfpwhHfs;. Vnddpy; mtHfsJ fUj;JfiscWjpg;gLj;Jk; thrfq;fs; gy> rh];jpuq;fspy;$wg;gl;Ls;sd.

mJ kl;Lky;yhky;> kfhd;fs; gyUk; me;jf;fUj;ij cWjp nra;tJ NghYk; Ngrp tUfpwhHfs;.

#upadpd; xsp jhd;> re;jpudpy; gl;L epynthspahfg;gpujpgypf;fpwNj jtpu> re;jpuDf;nfd;W xsp fpilahJ.

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MfNt epynthspia re;jpudpd; xsp vd;W vLj;Jf;nfhs;sf;$lhJ. mjid #upa xspahfNt vLj;Jf;nfhs;s Ntz;Lk; vd;gJ mtHfsJ mZFKiw.

kdKk;> clYk; ntWk; [lNk. mtw;Wf;F mwpAk;jd;ikNa fpilahJ. kdKk; clYk; mwpAk;jd;ikAld; nray;gLNkahdhy; mJ clNyh kdNkhmy;y. mJ Md;khNt. MfNt midj;ijAk;Md;khthff; fhZtNj mwpTf; fhl;rp. ek;ik kdjhfTk;clyhfTk; fhZtnjd;gJ kaf;ff; fhl;rpNa.

miuFiw ,Uspy; ele;J nry;YfpNwhk;. ekf;FKd;dhy; ghk;G xd;W gLj;Jf; fplf;fpwJ. tpsf;ifmbj;Jg; ghHf;fpNwhk;. mJ ghk;gy;y; ntWk; fapWjhd;vd;gJ njupfpwJ.

cz;ik vd;gJ fapW kl;LNk. ghk;G vd;gJntWk; Njhw;wNk.

cz;ik vd;gJ Md;kh kl;LNk. cly;> kdk;vd;gnjy;yhk; ntWk; Njhw;wNk. mJ xU jw;fhypfkhdxU kaf;fNk.

,e;j tpsf;fq;fnsy;yhk; mw;GjkhditfshfTk;>Nfl;gjw;F Mde;jkhAk; cs;sd.

Mdhy;>

mjd; %yk; ekf;F Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk;fpilf;fpwjh vd;why;> mJjhd; ,y;iy. mJ ek;ikVkhw;wp tpLfpwJ.

mg;gbahdhy; Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuj;ij miltJjhd; vt;thW ?

mQ;Qhdk; midj;Jk; ehrkhtJjhd; vt;thW ?

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6. KO Kjy; cz;ik

“ehd; Md;kh ” vd;W Md;khtpypUe;J Muk;gpg;gJxU Kiw. ,J ekJ rh];jpuq;fs; $Wk; mZFKiw.

“ ehd; vd;gJ xU kNdh mk;rNk. rpjhghrd;vDk; MghrNd ehd;. vdf;Fj;jhd; mQ;Qhdk; cs;sJ@vdJ mQ;Qhdk; ePq;f Ntz;Lk; ” vd;gJ ,d;DnkhUmZFKiw.

XH cjhuzk;.

ePq;fs; xU gs;sp khztdhf ,Uf;fpwPHfs;. xUey;y khzhf; ;fDf;F vLj;Jf; fhl;lhf ele;Jnfhs;SfpwPh;fs;. vy;yh ghlq;fspYk; ePq;fs; jhd; Kjy;kjpg ;ngz; ngWfpwPHfs;. mJkl;Lk; my;yhky;gs;spfSf;fpilNa elf;Fk;> tpisahl;L> fl;Liu> Ngr;R>Xtpak; Nghd;w mj;jid Nghl;bfspYk; ePq;fs; Kjw;gupR ngWfpwPHfs;. xU gs;sp khztd; vj;jifaxOf;fq;fisg; gpd;gw;w Ntz;LNkh. me;j xOf;fq;fisg;g pd ;gw ;WtjpYk; ; e Pq ;fs; xU Kd;Djhuzkhf,Uf;fpwPHfs;.

gs;spapd; Mz;Ltpohtpd; NghJ jiyik MrpupaHcq;fisg; ghuhl;b tpohf; $l;lj;jpy; NgRfpwhH. Xt;nthUmk;rj;jpy; ePq;fs; vt;thW rpwe;jtH vd;gij> xt;nthUepfo;thf vLj;Jf; $wp ghuhl;b cq;fisAk;> tpohTf;Fte;j $l;lj;jpdUf;F mwpKfk; nra;J itf;fpd;whH.

$l;lj;jpdUk;> cq;fisg; ghuhl;Lk; tifapy;fuNfh\k; nra ;J> jq ;fsJ kfpo ;r ; ; r piaAk ;tho;j;Jf;fisAk; njuptpf;fpd;wdH.

,Nj epfo;it ehk; ,d;Dk; xUtpjkhfmZfpdhy; vg;gb ,Uf;Fk; ?

mjhtJ>

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cq;fisg; gw;wpa nra;jpfs; midj;Jk;cz;ikjhd;. mjpy; ve;jtpj khw;wKk; ,y;iy.

Mdhy; cq;fis mwpKfk; nra;Ak; nghWg;ig>jiyik MrpupaUf;Fg; gjpyhf ePq;fNs vLj;Jf;nfhs;tjhf itj;Jf;nfhs;Nthk;.

ePq;fNs cq;fisg; gw;wpf; $WfpwPHfs; : “,e;jg;gs;spf; $lj;jpy; ele;j mj;jid NjHTfspYk; ehNdKjy; khztd;. vy;yh gs;spf; $lq;fSk; NrHe;JNghl;bg; NghLk; NghJk;> vy;yh Nghl;bfspYk;kw;wtHfisj; Njhw;fbj;J ehNd Kjyhtjhf te;Jntw;wp ngw;Ws;Nsd;. xU khztd; vg;gb xOf;fkhfelf;f Ntz;LNkh mj;jid xOf;fq;fisAk; ehd;gpd;gw;wp tUfpNwd;. vy;yh khztHfSk; vd;idNaKd;Djhuzkhff; nfhs;s Ntz;Lk;.”

ePq;fs; $Wtjpy; ngha; vJTk; fpilahJ. mitmidj;Jk; cz;ikahditNa.

Mdhy; mjidNa jiyik MrpupaH $Wtjhf,Ue;jhy;> kfpo;e;J fuNfh\k; nra;jpLk; $l;lj;jpdH>

ePq;fs; ,g;gb cq;fis ePq;fNs mwpKfk;nra;Jnfhs;Sk; NghJ>

jq;fSila Kfj;ij Ropj;Jf;nfhs;fpd;wdH. ehk;Md;kh vd;gJk;> ek;Kila ,ay;ghd epiy Md;knrh&gNk vd;gJk; fw;gidahd xd;wy;y.

mJ cz;ik@ KO Kjy; cz;ik.

It is nothing but the Absolute Truth .

,J jw;fhypfkhd cz;ikad;W@ ,J vd;nwd;Wk;khwhj KO Kjy; cz;ikahFk;.

,J ek;ikg; gw;wpNa $Wk>; ek;ikg; gw;wpacz;ikahf ,Ue;jhYq; $l>

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,jid tptupf;Fk; cupik> ekJ rh];jpuq;fSf;Fkl;LNk cz;L.

rh];jpuj;ijg; gbg;gtHfSf;F ,e;j cupikfpilahJ.

rh];jpuk; vd;gJ> gbf;fl;Lfisg; ghJfhf;Fk;ifg;gpbr; RtH kl;LNk. ifg;gpbr; Rtupd; kPJ ele;JNghf KbahJ. ghJfhg;Gf;fhf kl;LNk mjidg;gpbj;Jf; nfhs;syhk;. ele;J Nghtjw;F gbf;fl;Lf;fiskl;LNk cgNahfpj;jhfNtz;Lk;.

eilKiw ajhHj;jq;fNs ekf;Ff; fpilj;jgbf;fl;LfshFk;.

ek;ik Md;kh vd;Nwh> gugpuk;kk; vd;Nwh> $l];jd;vd;Nwh rhl;rp vd;Nwh> ekJ epiyia Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk;vd;Nwh> Kf;jp epiy vd;Nwh> nka;Qhdj; Jupaepiyvd;Nwh $Wk; cupik rh];jpuq;fSf;F kl;LNk cz;L.

,it midj;Jk; ifg;gpbr; RtHfNs. ,itmidj;Jk; ajhHj;jk; my;y@ ,it midj;Jk;> ehk;ele;J nry;Yk; gbf;fl;Lf;fs; my;y.

xU FUehjH midj;Jk; gpuk;k kak; vd;Wtpsf;fk; nfhLj;jhH.

vijr; rhg;gpl;lhYk; ‘gpuk;khHg;gzk;’ vd;W nrhy;yprhg;gpl;L te;jhH.

xU Cupy; rpyH ,tUf;F kJ ghdj;ijFbg;gjw;Ff; nfhLj;jhHfs;.

,tUk ; ‘g puk ;khHg ;gzk ; ’ vd ;W nrhy ;y pkJghdj;ijf; Fbj;jhH. ,tUld; te;j ,tuJ rPlHfSk;>kpfTk; kfpo;tile;J kJghdq;fis ‘gpuk;khHg;gzk;’nrhy;yp rhg;gpl Muk;gpj;jhHfs;.

FUehjH> mtHfisj; jLf;ftpy;iy.

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,tUk;> rPlHfSk; mLj;j CUf;Fr; nrd;whh;fs;.mq ; Nf > nfhy ;yH xUtUila ciya py ; >cNyhff;Fok;G nfhjpj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jJ.

FUehjH me;jf; Fok;ig vLj;J> gpuk;khHg;gzk;nrhy;yp> Fbj;J tpLfpwhH. “ePq;fSk; FbAq;fs; ” vd;Wnrhy;yp rPlHfis cgrupf;fpwhH.

rPlHfs; eLeLq;fp tpLfpwhHfs;.

KO Kjy; cz;ikiaf; $Wk; cupikrh];jpuq;fSf;F kl;LNk cz;L. ajhHj;j cyfk;NtW@ mjd; mZFKiw NtW.

rh];jpuj;jpd; thf;if> ek;Kila thf;fhf vLj;Jf;$Wk; NghJ>

Njitapy;yhj Fog;gq;fs; vy;yhk; te;JtpLk;.

MfNt ekJ ajhHj;j tho;it> ajhHj;jkhdKiwapy;> rh];jpuq;fspd; mq;fPfhuj;NjhL mZFtJjhd;rupahd mZFKiw MFk;.

rh];jpunkd;Dk; ifg;gpbr; Rtiug; gpbj;Jf;nfhz;Nl> ajhHj;jk; vd;Dk; gbf;fl;Lf;fspy; Vwpr;nry;YtJjhd;>

rupahd mZFKiwahFk;.

ek;Kila ajhHj;j epiyiag; gw;wp ehk; Ma;Tnra;jpl KbAk;.

Mdhy; ek;Kila Md;;k nrh&gj;ij vLj;JMa;T nra;jpl KbahJ.

ek;Kila iftrk; cs;sJ ekJ kNdh ,af;fk;kl;LNk. mJjhd; ekJ ajhHj;jk;. ekJ cyfNkekJ kdjpy;jhd; cs;sJ.

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ekf;F Vw;gLk; midj;J ,d;gJd;gq;fSk;> ekJkdjpd; njhlHghNyNa mike;Js;sJ. ek;KilamwpTk; ekJ kdjpy;jhd; cs;sJ@ ekJ mwpahikAk;kdjpy;jhd; cs;sJ.

ek;Kila kNdh ,af;fj;ij ek; kdk; NghdgbMa;T nra;jplhky;>

mijAk; $l> ehk; ekJ rh];jpuq;fspd;cjtpNahL mZfp Ma;T nra;jplyhk;.

ekJ kdijg; gw;wpAk; rh];jpuk; tptupj;Jf;$WfpwJ.

ekf;F Vw;gLk; mDgtq;fs>; ehd;F epiyfshfg;gpupf;fg;gl;Ls;sd.

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7. kdjpd; ehd;F ghpkhzq;fs;

,g;NghJjhd; ehk; ,e;j E}ypd; kpf Kf;fpakhdgFjpf;F te;Js;Nshk;.

nfhQ;rk; mf;fiwAlDk;> cs;she;j <Lghl;LlDk;ePq;fs; ,jpy; gq;Nfw;wpLk; gl;rj;jpy;>

khKdptHfSf;Fk; ,izahd epiyapy;>

ePq;fSk; Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuj;ij mile;jpl KbAk;vd;gJ>

rj;jpakhd cz;ik.

ekf ;F Vw ;gLk ; mDgtq;fis ehd;fhftifg;gLj;jp cs;sdH.

mit> fdT> edT> J}f;fk;> Jupak; MFk;.

fdT vd;why; vd;dntd;gJ> ek; midtUf;Fk;njupAk;. ekf;F Vw;gLk; fdT> ek;Kila J}f;fj;jpy;Vw;gLfpwJ.

J}f;fk; vd;gJ fdtw;w J}f;fj;ijf; Fwpf;fpwJ.J}f;fj;jpd; NghJ rpy Ntisfspy; ekf;F epidTfs;Vw;gLfpd;wd. J}f;fj;jpy; Vw;gLk; epidTfNs> fdTfs;vd;W $wg;gLfpd;wd.

J}f;fj;jpd; NghJ ekf;F vd;d elf;fpwJ vd;gNjekf;Fj; njupahJ. Mdhy; mijAk; $l xUtpjmDgtk; vd;Nw $WfpwhHfs;.

fdT vd;gJ xUtpjkhd fw;gid mk;rNk. mJcz;ikahd epfo;Tfisf; Fwpf;Fk; mDgtk; my;y.fdtpy ; ehk ; VNjh Mgj ;Jf ;fspy ; khl ;bf ;nfhz;bUg;gjhff; fhzyhk;. mJ cz;ikad;W. mJxU fw;gidNa. ekJ fdtpy; Vw;gLk; fw;gidmDgtNk.

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MdhYk; $l> mg;gb ehk; fdT fhZk;NghJ>me;jf; fdtpy; epfOk; rk;gtq;fs; midj;Jk;cz;ikahfNt ,Uf;Fk;. fdtpy; ,Ue;J ehk; vg;NghJtpopj;Jf; nfhs;fpNwhNkh> mg;NghJjhd; me;jr; rk;gtq;fs;ahTk; ntWk; fw;gid@ ntWk; fdT vd;gJ njupatUk;.

mLj;J cs;sJ> ekJ edTepiy. edTepiyvd;gJjhd; ekJ ajhHj;j epiy. ,q;F ehk;fw;gidahfr; nray;gLtjpy;iy.

epfo;Tfs; midj;Jk; ek; fz; Kd;Nd epfo;fpwJ.ePq;fSk; mjpy; ajhHj;jkhf gq;F ngWfpwPHfs;. ePq;fs;,e;j E}iyg; gbj;Jf; nfhz;bUf;fpwPHfs;. ,e;j E}y;fw;gidahdjy;y. ePq;fs; xU fw;gid my;y. ePq;fs;,Ug;gJk; xU ajhHj;j cz;ik. ePq;fs; ,e;jGj;jfj;ijg; gbj;Jf; nfhz;bUg;gJk; ajhHj;j cz;ik.

ajhHj;j epfo;TfNshL ePq;fs; ajhHj;jkhfg; gq;FngwKbAk;. me;j epfo;TfNshL njhlHGilakw;wtHfSk; cz;ikahdtHfs;.

Mdhy; fdtpy; Vw;gLtJ mg;gb my;y. fdtpy;Vw;gLk; mj;jid epfo;TfSk; ekJ kNdhuPjpahdfw;gidNa. me;j epfo;tpy; fye;Jnfhs;Sk; mj;jidegHfSk; ekJ fdT vd;Dk; fw;gidNa.

J}f;fk; vd;gJ vd;d vd;gJ ek; midtUf;Fk;njupAk;. fdtw;w J}f;fj;jpy; ehk; jd;DzHtw;WJ}q;FfpNwhk;. MfNt mq;F epfo;tJ vJTk; ekf;Fj;njupahJ. mit vJTk; ekJ kdjpy; gjpthfTk;MfhJ.

J}f;fk; vd;gij kNdh mDgtq;fspy; xd;whff;fUjpdhYk;> mJ ntspg;gilahf czHe;jwpAk;mDgtkhf ,y;yhjjhy;> mij ehk; Kf;fpakhd xd;whfvLj;J Ma;T nra;aj; Njitapy;iy.

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,g;NghJ ekJ Ma;tpy; cs;sJ> fdT kw;Wk;edT Mfpait kl;LNk. ,e;j ,uz;ilg; gw;wpAk;XusT ghHj;J tpl;Nlhk;.

,dp ehk; ghH;f;f ,Ug;gJ Jupak;.

Jupak; vd;why; vd;d ?

Jupak; vd;gJjhd;> Md;k tpopg;Gepiy vd;W$wg;gLfpwJ.

Jupaj;jpy; ,Ug;gJ vd;gJ Md;k tpopg;gpy;,Ug;gjhff; fUjg;gLfpwJ. ,ijj;jhd; Jupa mDgtk;vd;W $WfpwhHfs;. Jupa mDgtk; Md;k tpopg;Gepiy vd;W mjw;F xU ngaiuf; nfhLj;J tpl;ljhy;mJ vd;d vd;gJ ekf;Fg; Gupe;JtplhJ.

ehk; fdT fhZk; cjhuzj;ij vLj;Jf;nfhs;SNthk;. Mjd; %ykhfj;jhd; Jupak; vd;why;vd;d vd;gijg; Gupe;Jnfhs;s KbAk;.

fditg; gw;wp ekf;Fj; njupAk;. ekJ fdtpy;ehk;> rpy rkaq;fspy; ,we;J NghdtHfisf; $lfhZNthk;. mtHfNshL Ngrpf; nfhz;bUg;gJ Nghd;W$l fdT fhZNthk;. mg;gb ,we;J NghdtHfs;Neupy; tUk;NghJ mtHfsplk;> “ ePq;fs;jhd; ,we;JNgha; tpl;BHfNs> ePq;fs; vg;gb jpUk;gp te;jPHfs; ”

vd;W $l Nfl;Nghk;.

MdhYk; $l> ehk; fhZtJ fdth vd;wre;Njfk;> ekf;Fj; Jsp $l Vw;glhJ.

fdT KbAk; tiu fdtpy; cs;s mj;jidrk;gtq;fSk; ep[khf Neupy; elg;gitfshfNt ,Uf;Fk;.

ehk; vg;NghJ> fdtpypUe;J tpopj;J edT epiyf;FtUfpNwhNkh>

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mg;NghJjhd;> fdT vd;gJ fdthfj; njupAk;.

,t ;tsT NeuKk ; ehk ; fditj ;jhd ;fz;bUf;fpNwhk; vd;gJ njupAk;. fdtpypUf;Fk; tiufdT epiy $l> edT epiy khjpupNa njupAk;.

ep[khd edT epiyf;F te;j gpwFjhd;> fdTvd;gJ fdthf milahsk; fhzg;gLfpwJ.

vg;gb edT epiyf;F te;jjhy;> edthfj; njupe;jfdT epiy> fdT epiyjhd ; vd ;W Gu pe ;Jnfhs;sg;gl;lNjh>

mg;gb>

ehk; Jupa tpopg;Gf;F te;j epiyapy;>

,g;NghJ ,Uf;Fk; edT epiyAk; fdTepiyahfkhwp tpLk;.

edT epiyapypUe;J ghHf;Fk; NghJjhd;> fdTvd;gJ> fdTepiyahfptpLk;.

mJNghy;> Jupa epiyapypUe;J ghHf;Fk;NghJjhd;>

edT vd;gJk;> fdT epiyahfptpLfpwJ.

Mf

Jupa tpopg;Gjhd; Kf;fpakhdJ.

mJ Vw;gLk; NghJ>

ekJ mDgtj;jpd; gupkhzNk khwptpLfpwJ.

fdtpypUe;J> edntd;Dk; tpopg;Gf;F te;J tpLtJNghy;>

edtpypUe;J>

Jupak; vd;Dk; cd;djkhdnjhU tpopg;Gf;Fg;Ngha;tpLk;>

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,e;jj; Jupa tpopg;Gjhd; Md;k tpopg;G> Md;krhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;nwy;yhk; $wg;gLfpwJ.

rup>

,e;jj; Jupa tpopg;Gf;F tUtnjt;thW ?

,e;jj; Jupa tpopg;Gf;F ehk; te;J tpLNthkhapd;>

ekJ md;whl gpur;rpidfs; midj;Jk; ntWk;fdthfg; Ngha;tpLfpwJ.

ekJ edTepiy fdthFk; NghJ> ekJgpur;rpidfs; midj;Jk;> xl;L nkhj;jkhff; fdthfptpLfpd;wd.

ehk; vij mile;jhy; NtW vijAk; milaNtz;bajpy;iyNah> ehk; vij mwpe;J nfhz;lhy;NtW vijAk; mwpa Ntz;bajpy;iyNah>

mJjhd; ,e;jj; Jupa epiy.

Mdhy;>

,e;j cd;dj epiyia miltJ vt;thW ?

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8. ,Jth Mj;krhl;rhj;fhuk; ?

ajhHj;jk; vd;Dk; gbf;fl;by; ehk; VwpghHj;Njhkhdhy;> Jhpak; vDk; ,jw;F tpil vJTk;,Ug;gjhfj; njupatpy;iy.

ifg;gpbr; Rtuha; ,Ue;J cjTk; rh];jpuq;fspd;cjtpia ehk; ehbdhy;> me;j rh];jpuk; ekf;F vd;dnrhy;YfpwJ ?

“ eP vij mile;jhYk;> mij eP ,of;fNtz;baJ Vw;gLk;. cz;ik vd;gJ vd;nwd;Wk;cs;sJ. mij eP milaj; Njitapy;iy. mJvg;NghJk; cs;sJ@ vd;nwd;Wk; cs;sJ@ ,g;NghJk;cs;sJ.||

rh];jpuq;fs; ,g;gbf; $wptpLfpd;wd.

,jdhy; ehk; vd;d Gupe;J nfhs;fpNwhk; ? ,jdhy;ekf;F vd;d tpisT Vw;gLfpwJ ?

“ Jupak; vd;gJ vg;NghJk; ,Uf;fpwJ|| vd;gJrh];jpuk; $Wk; cz;ik.

Mdhy; ,J cz;ikah vd;w re;Njfk;jhd; ekf;FVw;gLfpwJ.

Vnddpy;> ekf;F J}f;fk; vd;Dk; mDgtk;Vw;gl;lij> J}q;fp tpopj;j gpwfhtJ Gupe;J nfhs;fpNwhk;.

fdT mDgtk; ekf;Fj; njupfpwJ. gy fdTfisehk; kwe;J tpl;lhYq;$l> rpy fdTfs; ekJ epidtpy;jq;fpapUf;fpd;wd.

edTepiy mDgtKk; ekf;Fj; njupfpwJ.Vnddpy; ehk; ,e;jf; fzj;jpy; edT epiyapd;mDgtj;NjhL jhd; ,Ue;J tUfpNwhk;.

,it midj;Jk; epjHrdkhf ekf;Fj; njupfpwJ.

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Mdhy; vg;NghJk; ,Ug;gjhff; $wg;gLk; Jupaepiy mDgtk; vd;gJ vd;d ?

mij ehk; mwpe;J nfhz;bUf;fpd;Nwhkh ?

mij ehk; mwpahj gl;rj;jpy; mij vg;gbmDgtk; vd;W $wKbAk; ? gpwF vg;gb mijj;Jupak; vd;W $wKbAk; ?

ekf;F mWRit czTfisg; gw;wpj; njupAk;.MWtpjkhd Ritfisg; gw;wpj; njupAk;. Ritfs;MWtpjkhf ,Ue;jhYk;> mtw;iw ek;Kila xNuehf ;f pd ; cjt p nfhz ;Ljhd ; czHe ;Jmwpe;Jnfhs;fpNwhk;.

,dpg;G> JtHg;G> ctHg;G> Gspg;G> frg;G> fhuk;vd;Dk; MW tpjkhd RitfisAk; ek;Kila xNuehf;fpdhy;jhd; mwpe;J nfhs;fpNwhk;.

,dpg;igr; rhg;gpLk; NghJ> ekJ ehf;fpd; czHTeuk;Gfs; vy;yhk; ,dpg;GzHthf khwp ,dpg;igf;fhl;LfpwJ. ehk; frg;igr; rhg;gpLk;NghJ> ekJ ehf;Nffrg;ghf khwp> frg;ig czHe;J nfhs;fpwJ.

,g;gb MWtpj Rit czHTfspYk;> ekJehf;Nf> me;j czHTfshf khwpaike;J> mtw;iwntspg;gLj;Jfpd;wJ.

ehk; ve;j RitiaAk; Ritf;fhjNghJ>

ekJ ehf;F vd;d RitNahL ,Uf;Fk; ?

ekJ ehf;Ff;nfd;W jdpg;gl;l Rit VjhtJcz;lh ?

vy;yh Rit czHTfSf;Fk; Mjhukhd ehf;fpd;RitAzHT> vd;d jd;ikapy; ,Uf;fpwJ ?

ehf;fpd; Rit czUk; jd;ik>

mjd; mstpy;>

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mJ vd;d jd;ikapy; ,Uf;fpwJ ?

mij czHtw;w epiy Ritaw;w epiy vd;W$wKbAkh ?

MWtpjkhd Rit czHTfSk; ,y;yhj epiyvd;W $wyhk;. Mdhy;> mjid czHtw;w epiyvd;W $wptpl KbahJ.

mJjhd; Rj;jkhd ,Ug;G epiy.

,g;gb ve;j ntspg;gilahd czHTfSk; ,d;wp,Ug;G khj;jpukhf ,Uf;Fk; ,Ug;GzHT jhd; ekJehf;fpd; ajhHj;jkhd epiy.

Jupak; vd;gJ ,g;gbj;jhd; cs;sJ.

Jupaj;jhy; jhd; edT kw;Wk; fdT uPjpahdmDgtq;fs; Vw;gLfpd;wd.

,Jjhd; Jupak;@ ,Jjhd; Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk;.

,jid ,g;gbf; $wptpl;ljhy; ekf;F vy;yhgpur;rpidfSk; jPHtile;J tpl;ljh ?

,jid ,g;gbf; $wptpl;ljhy;> ekf;F Jupa tpopg;GVw;gl;L tpl;ljh? ekf;F Md;k tpopg;G Vw;gl;Ltpl;ljh ?

Mdhy; Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;gJ ,Jjhd;.

,Jjhd; cz;ikahd Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk;vd;whYk;>

Mj;k rhl ;rhj ;fhuj ;ijj; Njb miye;Jnfhz;bUf;Fk; Md;k rhjfh;fs;> ,jid Md;krhl;rhj;fhukhf Vw;Wf;nfhs;skhl;lhHfs;.

Vnddpy;>

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mtHfs; Mj;krhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;w ngaupy;> VNjh

xU gpukhz;lj;ij vjpH Nehf;fpapUf;fpwhHfs;.

MfNt mtHfs ; Mj ;krhl ;rhj ;fhuj ;ij

mile;jhYk; $l> ,J jhd; Mj;krhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;gij

mwpakhl;lhHfs;.

mWRitfis kl;LNk mwpe;j ehk;>

,e;j mWRitfisAk; tpl cd;djkhd VohtJ

Ritahfj ;jhd ; Mj ;krhl ;rhj ;fhuj ;ij vj pH

Nehf;fptpLfpNwhk;.

Urpiaf; fhl;lhj ehf;Fj;jhd; ehk; vd;Wk;>

czHitf;fhl;lhj ,Ug;G epiyjhd; ehk; vd;Wk;>

,Jjhd; Mj;krhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;Wk;> ,Jjhd; Jupa

epiy vd;Wk;> xUtH mwpe;J nfhs;Stjhy; xUtUf;F

vJTNk MfptpLtjpy;iy.

Mdhy;> vJTNk Mfhj xU cg;Grg;gw;w

epiyahf> ehk; vtUk; Mj;krhl;rhj;fhuj;ijf;

fUJtjpy;iy.

Md;k tpopg;G Vw;gl;L tpl;lhy; ek;Kila nkhj;j

,af;fKk; vg;gbNah Mfp tpLnkd;Wk;>

Jupa tpopg;G Vw;gl;lhy; ekJ edT epiyNa

fdT epiyahf khwp tpLk; vd;Wk;>

ehk; fij fijahff; $wp tUfpNwhk;.

,e;j Rj;jkhd ,Ug;G epiyjhd; mJ. mij

mwpe;J nfhs;tjhy;> vij vijNah vjpHghHj;j ekf;F

vJTNk epfo;e;jpl tpy;iy.

ehf;F vg;NghJk; ehf;if mwpe;j epiyapy; jhk;cs;sJ.

Md;kh vg;NghJk; jd;id mwpe;j epiyapy; jhk;cs;sJ.

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Mdhy; mg;gb ehk; mwpe;J nfhs;tjhy; ve;jkhw;wKk; Vw;gLtjpy;iy. Vw;gl rhj;jpaKk; ,y;iy.

Md;k rhl;rhj;fhuk;> Md;k rhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;Wmbj;Jf; nfhz;ltHfSk; $l>

vJ Md;k rhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;W mwpe;J nfhz;lepiyapy;> “ehk; Njb te;j Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk;,Jty;y.|| vd;W $wptpl;Lg; Ngha; tpLthHfs;.

ek;Kila Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;gJ vijAk;jpUg;jp nra;ahJ. vijAk; ekf;F epiwNtw;wpf;nfhLf;fhJ.

cz;ikapy;>

Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;w ngaupy;> Mj;krhl;rhj;fhuk; ,y;yhj VNjh xd;iwNa ehk; ehbtUfpNwhk;.

ve;j RitiaAk; fhl;lhj ehf;if cz;ikapy;ehk; Njltpy;iy.

ve ;j czHTfisAk ; fhl ;lhj> ntWk ;,Ug;GzHit ehk; Njltpy;iy.

ek;Kila ,Ug;GzHit>

Nguhde;jg; ngUntsp> gpuk;khde;jk;> rr;rpjhde;jk;vd;W VNjh xU gpuk ;khd;lj ;ijAk; > Mde;jmDgtq;fisAk; ,izj;Nj Ngrp tUfpNwhk;.

mJ cz;ikad;W. MHtj;ijj; J}z;Ltjw;fhfg;Gidag;gl;l ntw;W thHj;ijfNs. nghUsw;w nrhw;fNs.

ehf;F ve;j RitiaAk; fhl;lhky;> jd;DzHthf,Uf;Fk;NghJ> mJ mkpHjj;ij cz;l RitAld;,Uf;Fk; vd;W ehk; fw;gidahff; $wpdhy; vg;gb,Uf;FNkh>

mg;gbj;jhd; ,JTk;.

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9. ,JNt Mj;krhl;rhj;fhuk;!

mwpQH xUtUila nrhw;nghopitf; Nfl;gjw;fhfngupa kdpjH xUtH ,uapypy; gazk; nra;J te;jhH.ntF J}uj;jpypUe;J te;j mtH ngl;b gLf;iffSld;,uapy; epiyaj;jpy; ,wq;fpdhH. ngl;biaj; J}f;f$yp vtuhtJ fpilg;ghuh vd;W ghhj;jhH. vtUk;fpilf;ftpy;iy. me;j ,uapypy; mtUld; gazk;nra;j fpuhkj;J kdpjH xUtH mtUf;F cjtp nra;aKd; te;J ngl;b gLf;iffis mtNu Rke;J>mtUf;F thfdk; xd;iw Vw;ghL nra;J nfhLj;J>mtH jq;Fk; ,lj;Jf;F mDg;gp itj;jhH.

khiyapy; mwpQUila nrhw;nghopT xUgpuk;khz;lkhd muq;fj;jpy; Vw;ghL nra;ag;gl;bUe;jJ.mf;$l;lj;jpy; fye;J nfhs;s> Ml;rpapy; ,Uf;Fk;Kf;fpa gpuKfHfSk; fye;J nfhs;Stjhy; ghJfhg;GVw;ghLfs; gykhf ,Ue;jd.

,e ;jg ; ngu pa kdpjUk ; > jdf ;F te ;jmiog;gpjioAk;> jdJ milahsj;ijAk; cWjp nra;J>$l;lj;jpy; gq;Nfw;f mDkjp ngw;W cs;Ns Eioe;jhH.

Nkilapy; mikr;rHfs; Nghd;w gjtpapy;cs;stHfs; cl;fhu itf;fg;gl;ldH. mtHfSf;FNtz;ba cjtpfis> ,tUf;F cjtp nra;j fpuhkj;JkdpjHjhd; nra;J te;jhH.

“ngupa kdpjHfSf;F Ntiy nra;J nfhLg;gijNathbf;ifahf itj;jpUg;ghH NghYk;|” vd ,tH vz;zpf;nfhz;lhH.

rw;W Neuj;jpy;> me;j mwpQH NgRthH vdmwptpf;fg;gl;lJ.

gpugykhd me;j mwpQiu ,tH ,Jtiu Neupy;ghHj;jjpy;iy. MfNt ,tH me;j mwpQH vg;gbtug;NghfpwhH vd;W ghHj;Jf;nfhz;bUe;jhH.

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Mdhy; me;j fpuhkj;J kdpjHjhd; ikf;ifg;gpbj;Jf;nfhz;L Ngr Muk;gpj;jhH.

,tH Vd; NgRfpwhH vd;W rpe;jpj;Jf;nfhz;bUe;j,e;j ngupa kdpjH> me;j fpuhkj;J kdpjHjhd; me;jf;$l;lj;Jf;Ff; fjhehafd; vd;gijAk;> mtH Njb te;jmwpQUk; mtHjhd; vd;gijAk; tpiutpy; Gupe;Jnfhz;lhH.

,g;gb> ehk; mila Ntz;ba epiyNahL xUgpuk;khz;lj;ij ,izj;J itj;Js;Nshk;. mjdhy;Mj;krhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;gJk;> Jupak; vd;gJk; xUrHtrhjhuzkhd epiy vd;gij ek;khy; Vw;Wf;nfhs;sKbtjpy;iy.

Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk;> Jupak;> nka;Q;Qhd epiy>rhl;rp epiy vd;w ngaupy;> mwpaizapy; tPw;wpUf;Fk;XH muriuNa ehk; vjpHghHj;Jf; nfhz;bUf;fpd;Nwhk;.Mdhy; mitnay;yhk;> ekJ tPl;Lg; Gof;filapy;ghj;jpuk; Jyf;Fk; ghl;biag; Nghd;W rHtrhjhuzkhdJvd;W ehk; Vw;Wf;nfhs;s jahuhf ,y;iy.

ehk; cjhuzkhf $wpa fijapy; $l>

me;j mw;gkhd Njhw;wj;Jld; ,Ue;j fpuhkj;Jkdpjiu filrp tiuapYk; rhjhuzkhdtuhfNtfhl;ltpy;iy. Kjypy; rhjhuzkhdtuhff; fhl;b tpl;L>filrpapy; mtHjhd; me;jg; NguwpQH vd;nwhUgpuk;khz;lj;ijAk; ,izj;J tpl;Nlhk;.

cz;ikapy; ,e;j cjhuzf;fij $l> KOcz;ikiaAk; tpsf;ftpy;iy.

me;jf; fpuhkj;J kdpjiuf; filrp tiuapYk;fpuhkj;J kdpjuhf kl;LNk fhl;b> mwpQUf;Fk;mtUf;Fk; ve;jj; njhlHGk; fpilahJ vd;Wfhl;bapUe;jhy; kl;LNk me;jf; fij> ehk; $Wk;cz;ikf;Fg; nghUj;jkhf ,Ue;jpUf;Fk;.

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rhjhuzkhd xd;iw mrhjhuzkhd ngaiuf;nfhLj;J> mjid Vw Kbahj vtnu];l; rpfukhf;fptpl;Nlhk;.

fpuhkj;Jg; goq;fij xd;W cz;L.

xUtd; jdJ Ntiy epkpj;jkhf> jhd; ngz;vLj;j CUf;Fg; NghapUe;jhd;. md;W me;j Cupy;jq;f Ntz;bajhapUe;jjhy; mtd; jdJ khkpahHtPl;bNyNa jq;f Ntz;baJ te;jJ.

khkpahH> jdJ kUkfDf;F tpNrrkhf VjhtJnra;J nfhLf;fyhk; vd KbT nra;J> rhg;gpLtjw;Fvd;d nra;ayhk; vd kUkfdplk; Nfl;lhH.

kUkfDk; ngUe;jd;ikahf “ePq;fs; vy;yhk; vd;drhg;gpLfpwPHfs; ? || vd;W Nfl;lhd;.

khkpahH mjw;F> “,d;W Vfhjrp my;yth?vq;fSf;nfy;yhk; cgthrk;jhd; || vd;W $wpdhH.

kUkfDk; clNd “vdf;Fk ; cgthrNk,Uf;fl;Lk;|| vd;W $wptpl;lhd;.

NtW VjhtJ Ntz;Lkh vd;W khkpahH tw;GWj;jpf;$wpAk;> kUkfd; ‘cgthrNk NghJk;’ vd;W $wptpl;lhd;.

kUkfd; mg;gbf; $wpajw;F xU fhuzk; cz;L.“ehKk; vj;jidNah tifahd czTfisr; rhg;gpl;Lg;ghHj;jpUf;fpNwhk;. ,Jtiu cgthrj;ij kl;Lk; rhg;gpl;Lg;ghHj;jjpy;iy. ,d;whtJ mijr; rhg;gpl;Lg; ghHj;Jtpl Ntz;baJjhd;. mJ kpfTk; thrkhf ,Uf;Fk;Nghy; Njhd;WfpwJ. mjdhy;jhd; me;j gl;rzj;Jf;Fcgthrk; vd;W ngaH itj;jpUf;fpwhHfs;>|| vd;W mtd;vz;zpf; nfhz;lhd;.

cz;ikapy; cgthrk; vd;gJ cz;zhNehd;GMFk;.

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tpujk; ,Ue;jtHfs; rhg;gpLtjw;fhf vs;SUz;ilnfhQ;rk; ,bj;jhHfs;.

cgthrk;jhd; jahuhfpwJ vd;W kUkfd; vz;zpf;nfhz;lhd;.

khkpahH Nfl;lhH> “nfhQ;rk; vs;SUz;ilkl;LkhtJ rhg;gpLfpwPHfsh ? || vd;W.

“,y;iy> Ntz;lhk;. cgthrk; kl;Lk; NghJk;||vd;W ,td; $wptpl;lhd;.

Mdhy; ,uT ntFNeuk; MfpAk;> mtid vtUk;cgthrk; rhg;gplr; nrhy;yp $g;gpLthH ,y;iy.

tPl;bYs;s midtUk; gLf;f Muk;gpj;jhHfs;.,tDf;Fk; gLf;if Nghl;Lf; nfhLj;jhHfs;. ,tDk;nfsutk; ghHj;J> mtdhf cgthrk; jur; nrhy;ypNfl;ftpy;iy.

midtUk; J}q;f Muk;gpj;J tpl;lhHfs;.

mtdhy; grpiag; nghWf;f Kbatpy;iy. vs;,bj;j cuiyj; Njbg; gpbj;J mjpy; xl;bapUe;jijr;rhg;gpLtjw;fhf> jiyia cuypDs; nfhLf;f> jiycuypDs; khl;bf; nfhz;ljhf me;jf; fij njhlUfpwJ.

mtd; filrp tiuapYk;> cgthrk; vd;gJ XHcztpDila ngaH vd;W vz;zp te;jhd;. Mdhy;mJ czT ,y;yhky; gl;bdp fplg;gijf; Fwpg;ghfmtd; fdtpYk; fUjtpy;iy.

,g;gb Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk;> Md;k juprdk;> Jupak;vd;w ngaupy; VNjh Xh; mDgt epiyia kl;LNk ehk;vjpH Nehf;fp tpLfpd;Nwhk;.

ek;Kila vy;yh mDgtq;fSf;Fk; fhuzkhdmJ ve;j mDgtKk; ,y;yhky;> ve;j tpNrlKk;,y;yhky;> ntF rHtrhjhuzkhf ,Uf;fpwJ.

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Gupahj ngaiuAk;> mila Kbahj jFjpiaAk;mjw;F ,izj;Js;s fhuzj;jpdhy;jhd;> mJ vd;dNth>VNjh ntd;W xt;nthUtUk; cd;kj;jk; gpbj;J mijj;Njbf; nfhz;bUf;fpwhHfs;.

fhyq;fhykhf xt;nthUtUk; mijj; Njbj; NjbmYj;J tho;f;ifiaNa Kbj;Jf;nfhz;l fhuzk;>mJ rhjhuzkhd xd;wy;y vd;w gpuk;ik kl;LNkMFk;.

“ehf ;f pDila cz;ikahd MjhukhdRitAzHit ehd; fz;L nfhs;Ntd;” vd;W> xUtHKaw;rp nra;thNuahdhy;> me;j Kaw;rpapy; gyNdJk;cz;lh ?

ekJ ehf;F vg;NghJk; ehf;fhfNt ,Uf;fpwJ.mij miltJ> mwpe;J nfhs;StJ vd;gnjy;yhk;mgj;jkhd> mHj;jkpy;yhj mZKiwNa.

“ehd; Mfhaj;ijj; Njbg; NghfpNwd;. Mfhak;vd;gJ vy;iyapy;yhjJ@ mstpl KbahJ|| vd;W xUtH$wpdhy; ehk; mtuplk; vd;d nrhy;YtJ?

Mfhak; vd;gJ vy;iyapy;yhjJ vd;gJk;>mstpl KbahjJ vd;gJk; cz;ikjhd;. Mdhy;mjidj; Njbg; NghtJ vd;gJjhd; mgj;jkhdJ.

Vndd;why; ehk; ,Ug;gNj Mfhaj;jpDs;jhd;.mjd;gpwF ehk; jdpahf vq;Nf nrd;W Mfhaj;ijj;NjLtJ ?

rup>

,g;NghJ ehk; vq;Nf ,Uf;fpNwhk; ?

Md;kPfk; vd;whtJ xd;W ,Uf;fpwjh> mJTk;ngha;jhdh ?

vy;yhNk gpj;jyhl;lq;fs;jhkh ?

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mtiy epidj;Jf;nfhz;L cuiy ,bj;jJ Nghy;jhdh ? (mtiy epidj;Jf; nfhz;L cuiy,bg;gjhy; mty; tuhJ.)

cz;ikapy; ehk; miltjw;nfd;W vJTNk,y;iyah ?

Md;kPf rh];jpuq;fs; midj;Jk; fl;Lf;fijfs;jhkh ?

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10. mDgtq;fspd; MAs;

Md;kPfk; vd;w ngaupy; nra;Ak; ekJ gazj;ij>jw;fhypfkhf epWj;jp itj;J tpl;L> nfhQ;r Neuk;ajhHj;j cyfj;Jf;F tUNthk;.

ajhHj;j cyfk; vd;gJ> ehk; NeubahfmDgtpg;gJ. ,q;F rh];jpu mq;fPfhuNkh> mDkjpNahNjitapy;iy.

eilKiw cz;ikia mwptjw;F rh];jpuk; vd;wfz;zhb Njitapy;iy.

XH cjhuzk;.

ehis fhiyapy; gj;J kzpf;F xU Kf;fpakhdgpuKfiu ehk; re;jpf;f Ntz;baJs;sJ vd itj;Jf;nfhs;Nthk;.

ehis mtiur; re;jpf;Fk; NghJ> ekf;Fvd;ndd;d rpe;jidfs; tUk;> vd;ndd;d czHTfs;Vw;gLk; vd;gij ,g;NghNj ek;khy; nrhy;y KbAkh ?

vtuhYNk KbahJ.

me;j rpe ;jidfSk;> czHTfSk; NtWvq;NfNah ,Ue;J tUtjpy;iy. ek;kplkpUe;J>ekf;Nfjhd; Vw;gLfpwJ. MdhYk; mJ gw;wp ek;khy;vJTk; $wKbahJ.

rup> me;jg; gpuKfiu ehisf; fhiy 10 kzpf;Fr;re;jpj;J tpl;ljhfNt itj;Jf;nfhs;Nthk;. mtiur;re;jpf;Fk;NghJ ekf;F rpy czHTfSk; rpe;jidfSk;Vw;gLfpwJ vd;Nw itj;Jf;nfhs;Nthk;.

kPz;Lk; mjw;F kWehs; mNj gpuKfiur;re;jpg;gjhf itj;Jf;nfhs;Nthk;. mtiu ,uz;lhtJehs; re;jpf;Fk;NghJ>

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Kjy;ehs ; Vw ;gl ;l mNj rpe ;jidfSk;

czHTfSk;jhd; kPz;Lk; Vw;gLkh ?

epr;rakhf mg;gb Vw;glhJ.

ekf;F Vw;gLk; rpe;jidfisAk;> czHTfisAk;

ek;khy; Kd; $l;bNa mDkhdpf;f KbahJ.

ehk ; nts pe hl ; Lf ;Fg ; Nghtjw ;f hf

gazj;jpl;lq;fis tFf;fyhk;. ehk; jpl;lkpl;l gbNa

ekJ gazj;ijf; $l Nkw;nfhs;syhk;.

Mdhy; mg;gb ehk; gazk; nra;Ak; NghJ> ekf;F

vd;ndd;d czHTfs; tuNtz;Lk;> vd;ndd;d

rpe;jidfs; tuNtz;Lk; vd;gij ehk; Kd; $l;bNa

jpl;lkpl KbahJ.

ekJ czHTfSk; epidTfSk;> ek;kplk; mDkjp

Nfl;Lf; nfhz;L tUtjpy;iy. mitahTk;> mit

Nghf;fpy;> mitahf te;J nfhz;bUf;fp;d;wd.

ehkhf t pUk ;g p > r pytw ;iwr ; r pe ;j pj ;J

KbntLf;fyhk;. Mdhy; mjw;fhf ekJ rpe;jidfs;

midj;Jk; ek;Kila fl;Lg;ghl;Lf;Fs; mlq;fp

tpLtjpy;iy.

ekf;F vj;jidNah tpjkhd czHTfSk;>

czHr;rpfSk; Vw;gLfpd;wd. ,d;gkhd epfo;Tfis

ehk; rpe;jpf;Fe;NjhUk;> ,d;gkhd czHTfs; Vw;glyhk;.

Jd;gkhd epfo;Tfs; gw;wp rpe;jpf;Fe;NjhUk; ekf;F

Jd;gkhd czHTfs; Vw;glyhk;. mjw;fhf> ehk; ekJ

czHTfis ekJ tpUg;gk; Nghy; mikj;J tpl

KbahJ.

ekJ epidTfSk;> czHTfSk; mitNghf;fpy;ek;kplk; te;J nfhz;bUf;fpd;wd.

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,J ek; midtUf;Fk; njupaj;jhd; nra;fpwJ.MdhYk; ehk; mjid mjd;Nghf;fpy; tpl;LtpltpUk;Gtjpy;iy.

ehk ; t pUk ; gf ; $ba czHTfSk ;epidTfSe;jhd; ekf;F tuNtz;Lk; vd vz;ZfpNwhk;.

ehk; tpUk;Gk; czHTfis ek;Kld; itj;Jf;nfhs;Sk; Kaw;rpapy; <LgLfpNwhk;. ehk; tpUk;ghjczHTfis ek;kplkpUe;J mg;Gwg;gLj;jg; NghuhLfpNwhk;.

Mdhy; ntw;wpjhd; ekf;Ff; fpilg;gjpy;iy.

Vnddpy; ekJ czHTfSk;> epidTfSk;ekf;Ff; fl;Lg;gl;lit my;y.

rup>

mjw;fhf mtw;iw ehk; mitNghf;fpy; tpl;LtplNtz;Lkh ?

vd ;d czHTfsha pDk ; ru p > vd ;drpe;jidahdhYk; rup> te;J tpl;Lg; Nghfl;Lk; vdtpl;L tpl Ntz;baJ jhdh ?

md;gH xUtH jdJ gpur;rpidiaf; $wpdhH:“vdf;F Nfhgk; Vw;gLtJjhd; ngUk; gpur;rpidahf,Uf;fpwJ. ntF Rygkhff; Nfhgk; te;J tpLfpwJ.mijf; fl;Lg;ghl;Lf;Fs; nfhz;L tUtJjhd; fbdkhf,Uf;fpwJ.||

,g;gbf; $wp mtH mjidr; rupnra;a topNfl;lhH.

mtUila g p ur ; r pid gw ; w p mtu plk ;Ntbf ;ifahfNt Nfl ;fg ;gl ;lJ. “cq;fSf;FNfhgg;gLtJjhd; Rygkhd xd;whf cs;sJ. mjidf;fl;Lg;gLj;JtJjhd; fbdkhf cs;sJ...||

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“Rygkhd nraiyr; nra;tJ Rygk;@ fbdkhdfhupaj;ijr; nra;tJ fbdk;. cq;fSf;Ff; Nfhgg;gLtJ

Rygkhd xd;W vdf; $WfpwPHfs;.”

“rup> cq;fSf;Ff; Nfhgg;gl mDkjp nfhLg;gjhf

itj;Jf; nfhs;Nthk;. fhiyapypUe;J khiy tiu

Nfhgj;Jld; ,Ue;J fhl;Lq;fs; ghHg;Nghk;!||

ekf;F Vw;gLk; NfhgKk; ek;ikawpahky;jhd;

tUfpwJ. ekf;F Vw;gLk; Nfhgj;ij Kaw;rp nra;J

ePbg;gJ $l rhj;jpakpy;iy vd;gJ> mjw;fhf Kad;W

ghHf;Fk;NghJjhd; njupAk;.

ekf;F Vw;gLk; czHTfs; vitAk; ekJ

fl;Lg;ghl;by; ,y;iy. mit ek;ik mwpahky; te;J

tpl;L> ek;ikawpahky; Ngha;tpLfpd;wd.

XH ,irf; fUtpapy; gytpjkhd gl;ld;fs;

cs;sd. xU gl;lid mOj;jpdhy; VjhtJ XH ,ir

ntspg;gLfpwJ.

mg;gb ntspg;gl;l ,ir kiwtjw;F vt;tsT

Neuk; MFk; ?

miutpdhb Neuj;jpy; mJ kiwe;J tpLk;.

rpy cgfuzq;fisg; ghHj;jpUg;Nghk;. mjd;

gl;lid xUKiw mOj;jpdhy; tpsf;F vhpAk;. mNjgl;lid kPz;Lk; xU Kiw mOj;jpdhy; tpsf;F

mize;J tpLk;.

mJNghy; XH ,ir ntspNa tUk; NghJ> me;j,ir Ngha;tpl Ntz;Lk; vd epidj;J me;jg; gl;lid

kPz;Lk; mOj;jp tpLfpd;Nwhk;.

,jdhy; me;j ,ir kPz;Lk; GJg;gpf;fg;gl;LtpLfpwJ.

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,g;gb ehk; ekJ czHTfis vjpHj ;JNghuhLtjd; %yk;>

ehk; ek;ikawpahky;>

ekf;F Ntz;lhj czHTfisAk; GJg;gpj;JtpLfpNwhk;.

XH ,irapd; MAisg;Nghy;>

ekf;F Vw;gLk; czHTfspd; MASk; miutpdhbkl;LNk. mtw;iwg; GJg;gpg;gjd; fhuzkhfNt mJePbj;JtpLfpwJ.

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11. Kbe;JNghd czHTfs;

md;gH xUtH xUKiw Nfs;tp xd;iwf; Nfl;lhH.

“xUtUf;F mtiuawpahky; Nfhgk; Vw;gl;LtpLfpwJ@ my;yJ Jauk; Vw;gl;L tpLfpwJ. ,g;gbVjhtJ czHTfs; Qhdpf;F Vw;gl;lhy; cldbahfkiwe;J tpLk; vd;Wk;> mQ;Qhdpf;F Vw;gLk; gl;rj;jpy;me;j czHTfs; cldbahf kiwahky; neLNeuk;e P bj ;J ,Uf ;Fk ; vd ;Wk ; $wg ; gLf pwNj >mg;gbj;jhdh ? ||

me;j md;gUf;F mJ rk;ge;jkhf tpsf;fk;mspf;fg;gl;lJ.

Qhdpapd; Nfhgk; jq;fr;#L> mQ;Qhdpapd; Nfhgk;,Uk;Gr; #L vd;W xU thrfj;ijf; $WthHfs;.

mnjd;d jq;fr; #L ?

mnjd;d ,Uk;Gr; #L ?

jq;fj;ij cUf;fp fl;bahf;f Kaw;rp nra;fpwhHfs;vd itj;Jf; nfhs;Nthk;. mg;gb cUf;fpa jq;fj;ijj;jz;zPupy; NghLthHfs;. mijj; jz;zPupy; Nghl;L tpl;L>mjw;F gpd;ghfNt njhlHe;J ifia tpl;L me;jj;jq;fj;ij vLj;Jf; nfhs;syhk;. jz;zPupy; Nghl;ltpdhbapNy me;jj; jq;fj;jpd; #L> jq;fj;jpypUe;Jkiwe;J tpl;bUf;Fk;.

Mdhy; ,Uk;gpDila epiyik mg;gb my;y.,Uk;igg; gOf;ff; fha;r;rp> MAjkhf mjidmbg;ghHfs;. mg;gb mbj;J MAjkhf;fpa gpd; mjidj;jz;zPupy; NghLthHfs;> mjDila #L ePq;Ftjw;fhf.cldbahf jq;fj;ij vLj;jijg; Nghy; ,jidAk;mg;gb clNd ifia tpl;L vLg;Nghkhapd>; ekJ ifnghRq;fp tpLk;. ,Uk;gpd; #L> jq;fj;ijg; Nghy;cldbahf kiwtjpy;iy.

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mJ kiwtjw;F rw;W jhkjkhfptpLk;.

Qhdpapd; Nfhgk; cldbahf kiwe;JtpLk;@mQ;Qhdpfspd; Nfhgk; kiwtjw;Fj; jhkjkhFk; vd;w$w;W XusTf;Fj;jhd; cz;ik. mjd; El;gk;NtWtpjkhf mike;Js;sJ.

xUtH Qhdpahf ,Ue;jhYk; rup> mQ;Qhdpahf,Ue;jhYk; rup mtUila czHTfs; midj;Jk;jq;fr; #L Nghd;wNj. ekf;F Vw;gLk; mj;jidczHTfspd; MASk; ntWk; miutpdhbNa.

,UtUf;FNk ,g;gbj;jhd; epfo;fpd;wd.

gpwF ,UtUf;Fk; vd;djhd; NtWghL ?

jdf;F tUk; czHTfSld; Nghuhb> mQ;Qhdpmjidg; GJg;gpj;Jf;nfhs;fpwhd;. mjdhy; me;jczHTfs; mtdplk; ePz;l Neuk; jq;fp tpLfpd;wd.

Mdhy; Qhdp mjidg; GJg;gpj;Jf;nfhs;tjpy;iy.mjdhy; mtUf;F tUk; ve;;j czHTfSk; mtuplk;jq;fp ,Ug;gjpy;iy.

ekf;F tUk; czHTfs; ahitAk; ,b Xiriag;Nghd;wNj.

mnjd ;d ,b Xir? ,b Xirf ;Fk ;czHTfSf;Fk; vd;d rk;ge;jk;?

,b Xir vd;gJ ek; midtUf;Fk; njupAk;.,b Xirf;Fg; gag;glhjtHfs; vtUNk ,Uf;f KbahJ.thdNk ,be;J ekJ jiyapy; tpOe;J tpLtijg;Nghy; me;j ,b Xir ,Uf;Fk;.

mHr;Rd; ngaiuf; $wpdhy; jq;fSila jiyapy;,b tpohJ vd;W $wp> ,b Koq;Fk; NghJ> “mHr;Rzh.mHr;Rzh|| vd;W gyUk; [gk; nra;tijf; $l ehk;ghHj;jpUf;fpNwhk;.

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fz;fisg; gwpg;gijg; Nghy; kpd;dy; xsp tPRk;.kpd;dy; xspiaj; njhlHe;J rpy tpdhbfspNyNa>thdNk ntbj;Jr; rpjWtJ Nghy; ,b Xir Vw;gLk;.kpd;dy; ntl;ba clNdNa gyUk; fhJfisg; nghj;jpf;nfhz;L mHr;Rzd; ngaiu [gpj;J tpLthHfs;.

,b XirapYk; rpy mwptpay; cz;ikfs;cs;sd. ve;j ,b Xiria ehk; Nfl;fpNwhNkh> me;j,b ekJ jiyapy; tpOtjw;F rhj;jpaNk ,y;iy.mJ ek; kPJ tpOtjhf ,Ug;gpd; me;j kpd;dNyhL ek;kPJ tpOe;jpUf;f Ntz;Lk;.

kpd;dYf;Fg; gpwF Vw;gLk; ,b Xir vd;gJele;J Kbe;j xd;Nw. kpd;dNyhL me;j epfo;Tk; Kbe;JtpLfpwJ.

ekf ;F Vw ;gLk ; czHTfs; midj;Jk> ;Kbe;JNghd czHTfNs. ekf;F Vw;gLk; czHTfisehk; milahsk; fz;L Gupe;J nfhs;Sk; NghNj mitKbe;J NghapUf;fpd;wd.

ekJ czHTfs ; midj ;Jf ;Fk ; ekJepidTfs;jhk; fhuzk;.

ekJ epidTf;Nfw;w czHTfs;jhd; ek;kplk;ntspg;gLfpd;wd.

ehk; XH Mgj;jpy; ,Ug;gjhf ek;Kila epidTmk;rk; Gupe;J nfhs;Sk; NghJ> mJ ekf;F> gaczHitNah> my;yJ xU gugug;G czHitNahVw;gLj;jp tpLfpwJ.

ek;Kila epidTfisg; gw;wp ekf;Fj; njupAk;.ekf;F Vw;gLk; rpe;jidfs; ahTk;> miy miyahf>GjpJ Gjpjhf te;J nfhz;bUg;gJ ekf;Fj; njupAk;.

Gife;J nfhz;bUf;Fk; xU CJtj;jpapy;> GjpJGjpjhf Gif vg;gb te;J nfhz;bUf;fpd;wNjh>

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mg;gbj;jhd; ek;Kila rpe;jidfSk; GjpJ Gjpjhfte;J nfhz;bUf;fpd;wd.

rpdpkh fhl;rpfspy;> rpdpkh gpypk;> njhluhf te;Jnfhz;bUf;fpwJ. mJ upg;NgH Mfp vq;NfahtJ epd;Wnfhz;lhy; mirtw;w epiyapy; Still Mf> me;jg; glk;epd;WtpLk;.

Mdhy; njhluhf te;J nfhz;bUf;Fk; ek;KilaepidTfspy;> mg;gb Still Photo khjpup mirtw;w rpdpkhglk; Nghd;w mk;rk; vJTk; fpilahJ.

epfo ;Tfs; vg ;gbg ; GjpJ Gjpjhf te;Jnfhz;bUf;fpd;wdNth> mg;gb me;j epidTfspd;fhuzkhf vOe;j czHTfSk; fze;NjhUk; GjpJGjpjhfNt ,Uf;fpd;wd.

ehk; xU fdT fhZtjhf itj;Jf;nfhs;Nthk;.me;jf; fdtpy; ehk; xH Mgj;jpy; rpf;fpf;nfhz;ljhfTk;>mjpypUe;J jg;g Kbahky; rpukg;gLtjhfTk; fdTfhZfpd;Nwhk;. me;epiyapy; ehk; J}f;fj;jpypUe;Jtpopj;Jf;nfhs;fpNwhk;.

mg;gb ehk; J}f;fj;jpypUe;J tpopj;Jf; nfhz;lhYk;>ehk; ghHj;j fdtpypUe;J tpLgl;lhYk; $l>

ekJ ,jak; nfhQ;r Neuk; glglg;GlNdNa,Uf;Fk;. fdtpdhy; Vw;gl;l ,jag; glglg;G ePq;Ftjw;F>rpwpa fhy mtfhrk; Njitg;gLk;.

Mdhy; me;jg; glglg;ig ePf;Ftjw;fhf> ehk;fdtpDs; Eioe;J> me;jf; fdit khw;wp mikf;fj;Njitapy;iy.

,g;gb ekJ epidTfs; ahTk; Kbe;J NghdfdTfNs. Kbe;J Nghd epidTfs; tpl;Lr; nry;Yk;czHTfSk;> jhkhf Kbtile;J tpLfpd;wd. mJrk;ge;jkhf ehk; vJTk; nra;aj; Njitapy;iy.

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ekf;F Vw;gLk; czHTfs; ahTk; cly;

czHTfNs. ekJ clypy; Vw;gLk; ,urhad

khw;wq;fspd; %ykhfTk;> ekJ euk;G kz;lyq;fspy;

Vw;gLk; mjpHTfspd; %ykhfTNk ekJ czHTfs;

ahTk;> ehk; czUk; tifapy; ntspg;gLfpd;wd.

ehk ; vj ;jidNah tpjkhd czHTfis

mDgtpf;fyhk;. mj;jidAk; ekJ clypYs;s euk;G

kz;lyq;fspy; Vw;gLk; ,urhad khw;wq;fNs. Mit

midj ;Jk ; ekJ clypd ; %ykhf Vw ;gLk ;

ntspg;ghLfNs.

xU ruhrup kdpjDf;F Vw;gLk; rhjhuz

mDgtkhapDk ; ru p > xU Nahfpf ;F Vw ;gLk ;

caHtifahd Md;kpf mdgtkhapDk; rup> mit

ahTk; ekJ clypd; cjtpAld; mDgtkhFk;

mDgtq;fNs.

kdjpy; Vw;gl;l epidTfs; kiwe;jpLtJ> ePupy;

vOjg;gl;l vOj;ijg; Nghy; vOj vOj kiwe;J

tpLk;. Mdhy; ekJ cly; %yk; ntspg;gl;l mDgtq;fs;

kiwe;jpl NkYk; rpy tpdhbfs; Njitg;gLk;.

fdT Kbe;j epiyapYk;> ekJ clypy; Vw;gl;l

glglg;G kiwtjw;F NkYk; rpy tpdhbfs; Njitg;

gLfpd;wJ.

MdhYk;> epidTfs; khwkhw> clypy; Vw;gLk;

czHTfSk; khwpg; Ngha; tpLk;. kiwe;J Ngha; tpLk;.

,g;gb>

ekJ epidTfSk; mJNghf;fpy; jhkhf te;Jtpl;L> jhkhf kiwe;J tpLfpd;wd. mJ rk;ge;jkhfehk; nra;tjw;F vJTNk fpilahJ.

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Mdhy; ehk; ek;ikawpahky;> ekJ czHTfSld;

Nghuhb mjidr; rPuikf;Fk; Kaw;rpia Nkw;nfhz;L

tpLfpNwhk;.

ehk; rpy Md;kPf gapw;rp Kaw;rpfisr; nra;jpLk;

NghJ> ekJ czHTfSk ; XusT ekf ;Ff ;

fl;Lg;gl;litfisg; Nghy; ele;J nfhs;Sfpd;wd.

rpy jpahdq;fis Nkw;nfhs;Sk; NghJk;>

Md;kPfkhd #o;epiyfspy; gq;Nfw;Fk; NghJk;> ekf;F

Nkhrkhd czHTfNsh> rpe;jidfNsh Vw;gLtjpy;iy.

mjdhy; ekJ czHTfSk;> epidTfSk; ekf;Ff;

fl;Lg;gl;lit vd;w jtwhd KbTf;F te;J tpLfpNwhk;.

mjdhy; ekJ czHTfis vg;NghJk; ekJ

fl;Lg;ghl;Lf;Fs; itj;jpl Kaw;rp nra;J tpLfpNwhk;.

,jdhy; ekJ nkhj;j tho;TNk Nghuhl;lkhfpg;

Ngha;tpLfpwJ.

ekJ czHTfis ehk; rPuikf;f Ntz;ba

fl;lhak; vJTNk ekf;Ff; fpilahJ. MapDk; ehk;

mjidr; rPuikf;f Kad;W tUfpNwhk;.

ek;Kila epidTfSk;> czHTfSk; ek;Kila

,ay;gpd; fhuzkhfNt ntspg;gLfpd;wd.

ek; xt;nthUtUf;Fk; xt;nthU tpjkhd kd

,ay;G cs;sJ. ekJ ,ay;Gf;F Vw;w czHTfs;jhk;>

ek;Kila #o;epiyfSf;F Vw;g ntspg;gl;Lf;

nfhz;bUf;fpd;wd.

ek;Kila xt;nthU epidTf;Fk;> xt;nthU

czHTf;Fk;> ekJ #o;epiy vg;gb fhuzNkh> mg;gb

ekJ ,ay;GfSk; fhuzkhf mike;Js;sd.

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ek;Kila czHTfSk;> epidTfSk;> ntWk;ntspg;ghLfNs. mtw;wpd; mbj;jskhf ,Ug;gJ ekJ,ay;GfNs.

,b Xirf;Ff; fhuzk;> kpd;dy;fNs. kpd;dy;jhd;>fhuzk;. Xir vd;gJ> ntWk; tpisNt.

jtwhd kpd ; ,izg;G fhuzkhf> kpd ;cgfuzq;fspy;> jPg;nghwp te;J nfhz;bUf;fpwnjd;why;>jPia mizf;f jz;zPiu Cw;WtJ gad; juhJ.

fhuzkhd kpd; ,izg;ig rup nra;jhy; NghJk;.tpisitr; rup nra;a Ntz;ba mtrpak; fpilahJ.

ekJ czHTfs; midj;Jf;Fk; fhuzkhf,Uf;Fk; ekJ ,ay;igr; rup nra;a ehk; Kad;why;kl;LNk mjpy; nghUs; ,Uf;fpwJ.

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12. fdTk; edTk;

ek;kplk; ntspg;gl;l czHTfnsy;yhk; ele;J

Kbe;j fdTfNs. me;jf; fditr; rPH nra;tJrhj;jpaKk; ,y;iy@ mtrpaKk; ,y;iy.

r u p ; ; ekJ ,ay ;Gjhd ; midj ;Jf ;Fk ;

fhuznkd;why;> mjidf; fz;Lgpbj;J mjid ehk;rPuikf;f Ntz;lhkh ?

Mdhy; ekf;F vd;ndd;d ,ay;G cs;sJ vd;gNj

ekf;Fj; njupahJ. ekJ mb kdjpDs; mJ kiwe;Jfplf;fpwJ. ekJ mDgtq;fSk;> nray;fSk; gjpTfshfp

me ;j ,ay ; Gfshfj ;j hd ; khw paike ;J

nfhz;bUf;fpd;wd. ek; ngw;NwhuplkpUe;J ghuk;gupakhff;

nfhz;Lte;jJ Kjy;> ek;Kila md;whl mDgtq;fs;

tiu mj;jidAk; Nrkpf;fg;gl;l> xU Nrkpg;Gf;

fplq;fhfNt ekJ ,ay;G vd;gJ mike;Js;sJ.

mjid ek;khy; Neubahf mZf KbahJ.

MfNt me;j Kaw;rpia ehk; iftpLtijj; jtpu

NtW topapy;iy.

XH ,irf; fUtpia vLj;Jf; nfhz;lhy; mjpy;

gytpjkhd ,irfis vOg;Gk; gl;ld;fs; ,Uf;Fk;.

mjpy; VjhtJ xU gl;lid kl;Lk; mOj;jpdhy;mjpypUe;J rfpf;f Kbahj Xirjhd; tUk;. ,e;j

Xirf;Fk;> ,irf;Fk; rk;ge;jk; ,y;iy vd;W fUjp

me;j gl;lid mg;Gwg;gLj;jp tpl;L> mLj;j gl;lid

mOj;JfpNwhk;. mjpypUe;J tUk; Xir NkYk;

Nkhrkhdjhf ,Uf;fpwJ.

,g;gbg; ghHj;J> ehk; xt;nthU gl;ldhf

mg;Gwg;gLj;JNthkhapd;> gpwF mq;Nf ,irf;fUtpNa

,Uf;fhJ.

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ek;Kila ,ay;gpy; vijAk; Fw;wk; nrhy;yptplKbahJ. ek;Kila ,ay;gpy; vJ NjitahdJ> vJNjitapy;yhjJ vd;Nw ek;khy; $w KbahJ.

md;Gjhd; rpwe;j gz;G vd;W ehk; $wpf;nfhs;syhk;. Mdhy; rpy rHe;jHg;gq;fspy;> Nfhgk; $lNjitg;glyhk;.

kdtUj;jk; vd;gJ Njitapy;yhj czHthfj;Njhd;wyhk;. ekJ njhopypy; e\;lk; Vw;gLk; NghJ>kdtUj;jk; Vw;gLtJjhd; rupahdJ. mg;gb kdtUj;jk;Vw;gl;lhy;jhd; njhopiy ntw;wpfukhf elj;j Kaw;rpnra;Nthk;.

gak ; vd ;Dk ; czHT ekf ;F cjt pnra;ahtpl;lhy;> ehk; ghk;igf; $l kpjpj;Jr; nry;yNtz;baJ Vw;gl;L tpLk;.

vy;yhtpjkhd ,ay;GfSk;> czHTfSk;> ekJ#o;epiyia epHthfk; nra;Ak; tifapy; Njitg;glj;jhd;nra;fpd;wd.

MfNt ek;Kila ,ay;igr; rup nra;a Ntz;bafl;lhak; ekf;F ,y;iy.

ntspg;gl;L tUk; tpisTfshd> epidTfisAk;>czHTfisAk; mg;Gwg;gLj;jg; Nghuhl Ntz;bamtrpaKk; ,y;iy.

,e;epiyapy;>

ehk; nra;tjw;F vd;djhd; cs;sJ ?

mfj;jstpy;> ekJ ,ay;Gfisg; nghUj;Jk; ehk;vjidAk; nra;a KbahJ.

ekJ ,ay;gpypUe;J ntspg;gLk;> czHTfs; kw;Wk;epidTfs; rk;ge;jkhfTk; ehk; vjidAk; nra;aj;Njitapy;iy.

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mg;gb ehk; vjidAk; nra;aj; Njitapy;iyvd;gijf; fz;Lgpbg;gNjhL ekJ gzp Kbtile;JtpLfpwJ.

ehk; fhZk; fditg; gw;wp Vw;nfdNt ghHj;Njhk;.ekJ fdT vd;gJ ek;Kila epidT khj;jpuNk.

me;j fdtpy; “ehd;||vd;Dk; XH ,af;fk;,Uf;fpwJ. ehk; vj;jidNah nray;fspy; <LgLtjhfTk;>ekf;F vj;jidNah mDgtq;fs; Vw;gLtjhfTk;Njhd;WfpwJ.

mit KOtJk; ekJ epidT kl;LNk.

ehk; fdT ,y;yhky; J}q;Fk; NghJ “ehd;”vd;Dk; czHT fpilahJ. vg;NghJ ekf;F epidTVw;gLfpd;wNjh mJ fdthapDk; rup> my;yJedthapDk; rup> mg;NghJjhd; ekf;F ehd; vd;w czHTVw;gLfpwJ.

ekJ epidTjhd; ehd; vd;w czHTf;Ff;fhuzkhf cs;sJ.

ekf;F Vw;gLk; xt;nthU mDgtj;jpd; NghJk;>ehd; vDk; czHTk; NrHe;Njjhd; ,Uf;fpwJ. mDgtk;NtW mDgtpg;gtd; NtW vd;W ,y;yhky;> ehd;mDgtpf;fpNwd; vd;w ,ize;j epiyNa vg;NghJk;Vw;gLfpwJ.

,d;Dk; nrhy;yg; Nghdhy;>

ehd; mDgtpf;fpNwd; vd;W $l mjidf; $wKbahJ.

Nfhgk; Vw;gLk; NghJ> mq;F ehDk; fpilahJ@NfhgKk; fpilahJ.

mq;F ,Ug;gJ Nfhgg;gLgtd; kl;LNk. ehd;Nfhgg;gLfpNwd; vd;w ,ul;il mk;rk; fpilahJ.

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Nfhgg;gLgtd; vDk; jd;ikAila xUtNd mq;F

,Uf;fpwhd;.

,d;gk; vw;gLk; NghJ> ,d;gkhd mDgtk; vd;Nwh.

ehd; mij czUfpNwd; vd;Nwh ,uz;L mk;rKs;s

epiy fpilahJ.

,d;gkhf ,Ug;gtd; vDk; jd;ikAila xUtNd

mq;F ,Uf;fpwhd;.

Mdhy;>

ehk; Nfhgg;glf; $lhJ vd> Nfhgj;ijf;

fl;Lg;gLj;j epidf;Fk; NghJk;>

,d;gk; kpfTk; mUikahf ,Uf;fpwJ> mJ NkYk;

ePbf;f Ntz;Lk; vd;W vz;Zk; NghJk;>

mDgtj;Jf;Fk;> mDgtpg;gtDf;Fk; ,ilapy;

gpupT te;J tpLfpwJ.

xU Njit Vw;gLk; NghJjhd;> mjid epiwT

nra;Ak; flikia cila ‘ehd;’ vDk; mk;rk;

Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngw;W tpLfpwJ.

ehd; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngWk; NghJjhd;> mDgtk;

vd;gJk; jdpg;nghUshff; fUjg;gLfpwJ.

ekf;F Vw;gLk; mDgtq;fs; vjidAk; khw;wNth>

my;yJ jf;f itf;fNth ehk; Kayhj NghJ>

mq;F gpuptpy;yhj kNdh ,af;fk; kl;LNk

,Uf;fpwJ.

me;epiyapy; vy;yh mDgtq;fSk; jhkhftUfpd;wd. jhkhf ,Uf;fpd;wd. jhkhfg; Ngha;tpLfpd;wd.

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me;epiyapy; ekJ kdk; ,uz;L Jz;lhfkhWtjpy;iy. kdNj kdijr; rPuikf;Fk; Nghuhl;lj;jpy;,aq;Ftjpy;iy.

,jdhy; ekJ kdJ> fl;Lg;gLj;Jgtd; vd;WxU egH ,y;yhj jd;ikapy ; > mJNghf ;f py ;,aq;Ffpd;wJ.

ek;Kila fdT epiyf;Fk; edT epiyf;Fk;cs;s ngupa tpj;jpahrk; vd;dntd;why;>

ek;Kila fdT mJNghf;fpy; ,aq;Ffpd;wJ.

ekJ fdit ehk; ekJ tpUg;gj;Jf;Ff;Nfw;wthWkhw;wpf; nfhs;s KbahJ. mJ mJNghf;fpy;jhd; elf;Fk;.

Mdhy;> ehk; ekJ edTepiyapy;> ek;KilatpUg;gj;ijAk;> Kaw;rpiaAk; GFj;jp tpLfpNwhk;.

ehk; fhZk; fditg; gw;wp ,d;Dk; rw;W rpe;jpj;Jg;ghUq;fs;. mq;Nf rpe;jidf;Fk; nraYf;Fk; ,ilapy;,ilntsp fpilahJ.

xU nraiy vg;gbr; nra;a Ntz;Lk; vdKbntLj;J nra;tJ mq;F fpilahJ.

Mdhy;.

edTepiyapy; ehk; VjhtJ nray;fspy; <LgLk;NghJ> me;jr; nray; ele;J nfhz;bUf;Fk; NghNj.me;jr; nraNyhL njhlHgpy;yhj NtW vijg; gw;wpahtJ$l rpe;jpj;Jf; nfhz;bUg;Nghk;.

mj;jifa epiy ekJ fdtpy; fpilahJ. mq;Frpe;jid xd;W> nray; kw;nwhd;W vd;w epiyNafpilahJ. Vnddpy; fdtpd; nkhj;j mk;rNk ekJepidT kl;Lk;jhd;. ekJ epidTjhd; mq;Nfnray;Nghyj; Njhd;Wfpd;wJ@ rk;gtk; Nghyj;Njhd;Wfpd;wJ.

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mjdhy; fdtpy; Vw;gLk; ,af;fk; xNu ,af;fkhfek;Kila FWf;fPL vJTk; ,d;wp> mjd;Nghf;fpy;eilngWfpwJ.

mJNghy;>

edtpy; ekf;F Vw;gLk; epidTfSk;> czHTfSk;$l> fdtpy; Vw;gLtijg; Nghd;Nw mJNghf;fpy; jhk;Vw;gLfpd;wd.

fdTf;Fk;> edTf;Fk; NtW vd;d tpj;jpahrk;cs;sJ ?

ehk; gLj;Jj; J}q;Fk; NghJ> ehk; gLj;jpUf;Fk;fl;biyg; gw;wp> ekf;Fj; njupahJ. ekf;F Nky; gFjpapy;Rod;W nfhz;bUf;Fk; kpd;tprpwpia ehk; mwpa khl;Nlhk;@ekJ fdtpy; vd;ndd;d rk;gtq;fs;> vd;ndd;d fhl;rpfs;Vw;gLfpd;wdNth> mtw;iw kl;LNk ek;khy; mwpaKbAk;. ekJ ftdk; KOtJk;> ekJ fdTf; fhl;rpapy;kl;LNk nghUe;jpAs;sJ. ekJ Gyd;fspd; fhl;rpapy;nghUe;Jtjpy;iy. Gyd;fSk; rupahfr; nray;glhky;Xa;tpy; cs;sd.

ekJ ftdk;> ekJ fdTf; fhl;rpapy; kl;LNknghUe;jp ,Ug;gjhy;> fdTf; fhl;rp kl;LNk ekf;Fg;gpujhdkhf cs;sJ.

xU Kiw ez;gu ; xUtu ; t Pl ;by ; r pytUlq;fSf;F Kd;G jq;fp ,Ue;Njd;. mjpfhiyNeuj;jpy; vdf;F xU fdT Vw;gl;lJ. me;jf; fdtpy;vdJ tPl;Lf;F vdJ cwtpdu; xUtu; te;J> tPl;Lthrypy; epd;W Njthuk; ghbf; nfhz;bUe;jhu;. mtuJghly; kpfTk; gz;gl;l Fuypy; mike;jpUe;jJ.

vdf ;F k pfTk ; Mr ;ru pak ; . mtUf ;Fk ;Md;kPfj;Jf;Fk; ve;jj; njhlu;Gk; fpilahJ. NkYk;ghly; ghLk; msTf;F mtuJ eltbf;iffSk;fpilahJ.

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MfNt Mr;rupag;gl;L mtuplk; Nfl;fpNwd;.“ cq;fSf;F ghlf; $l tUkh ? mJTk; Njthuj;ijkpf mofhf ghLfpwPh;fNs ! ” vd;W mtuplk; Nfl;Nld;.mtu; ve;jg; gjpYk; nrhy;yhky; njhlu;e;J ghbf;nfhz;bUe;jhu;. me;epiyapy; ehd; fdtpypUe;J tpopj;Jf;nfhz;Nld;. tpopj;j gpwFjhd; njupe;jJ> vdJ ez;gu;vdf;F mUfpy; epd;W nfhz;L> vd;id vOg;Gtjw;fhfmg;gbj; Njthuk; ghbf; nfhz;bUe;jpUf;fpwhu; vd;W.

J}f;fj;jpd; NghJk;> nrtpg; Gyd; Ntiynra;jpUe;jpUf;fpwJ. MdhYk;> mJ fdtpy; Vw;gLk;rk;gtkhfNt vd;dhy; czug; gl;bUf;fpwJ. fdTf;FVw;w tifapNyNa> mJTk; cUkhwp ,Uf;fpd;wJ.

ekJ kdJ vijf; fhl;LfpwNjh> mij kl;LNkehk; mwpfpNwhk;. ekJ kdJ vg;gbf; fhl;LfpwNjh>mg;gb kl;LNk ehk; Gupe;J nfhs;SfpNwhk;.

ekJ fdtpy; ,g;gb elf;fpwJ. ekJ edTepiyapy; vg;gb elf;fpwJ ?

ekJ fdT epiyapy;> ek;ikr; Rw;wp vd;depfo;e;jhYk; ekf;Fj; njupahJ. ekJ epidtpy;Njhd;Wgit kl;LNk ekJ fdTr; rk;gtq;fshf mwpag;gLfpd;wd.

Mdhy; ek;Kila edT epiyapy;> ehk; ek;ikmwpfpNwhk;@ ekJ rpe;jidia mwpfpNwhk;@ ek;ikr;Rw;wpAs;s midj;ijAk; mwpfpNwhk;. gytw;iwAk;mwpAk; Rje;jpuk; ekf;F cs;sJ.

mg;gbg; gytw;iwAk; mwpAk; Rje;jpuk; ekf;F,Ue;jhYk;> ehk; xNu Neuj;jpy; vy;yhtw;iwAk;mwpfpNwhkh?

mg;gb mwptjpy;iy. xNu Neuj;jpy;> xd;iw kl;LNkek;khy; mwpa KbAk;. xNu Neuj;jpy; gytw;iwAk;mwpAk; rhj;jpak; vtUf;FNk fpilahJ. ehk; gytw;iw

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mwpAk; tha;g;G ekf;F ,Ue;jhYk; $l> ekJ kdJvjNdhL nghUe;jp ,Ue;J> vijf; fhl;LfpwNjh> mijkl;LNk ek;khy; mwpa KbAk;.

rjhtjhdp> jrhtjhdp vd;W xNu Neuj;jpy; gygzpfisr; nra;gtu;fs; ,Uf;fpwhu;fs;. mtu;fshy; $lxNu Neuj;jpy; xd;Wf;F Nkw;gl;litfis mwpaKbahJ.

xU ruhrup kdpjd;> VjhtJ xd;iw mwpAk;NghJ> mjpy; mjpf Neuk; jq;fp tpLfpwhd;. Mdhy;,g;gb mtjhdk; nra;gtu;fs;> xU tpraj;jpy; jq;fp,Uf;fhky;> tpiuthf xt;nthd;whf khwp khwp mwpe;Jnfhz;bUf;fpwhu;fs;.

nkhj;jj;jpy;> kdjpd; %yk; vjid mwpfpNwhNkh>mijj;jhd;>

fdtpYk; mwpfpNwhk;@

edtpYk; mwpfpNwhk;.

fdtpy; Nju;njLf;Fk; Rje;jpuk; ,y;iy. edtpy;me;j Rje;jpuk; ,Uf;fpwJ. ,Jjhd; ,uz;Lf;Fk; cs;stpj;jpahrk;.

,e;j Rje;jpuk; xd;Wjhd; ,uz;ilAk; tpj;jpahrg;gLj;JfpwJ.

edT epiyapYs;s ekJ kdJf;F> Rje;jpuk;,Ug;gjhf ehk; fUJfpNwhk;.

mjdhy ; edT e piya py ; ehk ; ekJepidTfspYk;> czHTfspYk; FWf;fPL nra;JtpLfpd;Nwhk;. mg;gb FWf;fpl;L> ekJ edT epiyapYs;sepidTfisAk;> czHTfisAk; rPuikj;J tplyhk;vd jtWjyhd xU Kbit vLj;J tpLfpNwhk;.

mg;gb> “ek;khy; mjidr; rPuikf;f KbahJ@mJ> mJNghf;fpy; ,aq;fp> mJNghf;fpy;jhd; kiwfpwJ.

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mJrk;ge;jkhf ehk; nra;tjw;F vJTk; ,y;iy”vd;gijg; Gupe;J nfhs;tJjhd; cz;ikahd Gupjy;.

mg;gbg; Gupe;J nfhs;Stjhy; vd;d ,yhgk; ?mjdhy; vd;d tpisT Vw;gLfpwJ ?

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13. Jupa tpopg;G

ekJ epidTfSk;> czHTfSk;>

ehk; mjidr; rPuikf;fhj epiyapy;>

mit>

mitNghf;fpy; ,aq;Ffpd;wd.

jhkhf ,aq;Ffpd;wd.

,e;epiyapy; ekJ edTepiyapy; Vw;gLk;mDgtKk;>

fdTepiyapy; Vw;gLk; mDgtKk; xNu jd;ikapy;,Uf;fpwJ.

mJNghf;fpy;> jhdhf te;J jhdhfg; Ngha;tpLfpwJ.

ekJ edTepiy mDgtKk;> fdTepiymDgtkhfp tpLfpwJ.

ekJ edTepiy mDgtj;ij> fdthf;f Ntz;Lk;vd;W Kaw;rp nra;J> ,g;gb mjidf; fdthf;ftpy;iy.

ehk; ek;Kila czHTfisr; rPuikf;Fk;nghWg;igf; iftpLk; NghJ> ek;Kila kdjpd; ,af;fk;>

,e;j Nghuhl;lkw;w jsj;Jf;F te;J tpLfpwJ.

jhdhf ,aq;Fk; ,e;jj; jsj;Jf;F te;J tpLfpwJ.

fdT Nghd;W ,aq;Fk; ,e;jj; jsj;Jf;F te;JtpLfpwJ.

Md;kPf rh];jpuq;fisf; fw;wtHfs; ,g;gbj;jhd;vz;zpf; nfhz;bUf;fpwhHfs;:

Jupa tpopg;G vd;W xU tpopg;G ,Uf;fpwJ. me;jtpopg;G Vw;gLk; NghJjhd; edTepiy> fdthfkhwptpLk;vd;W.

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mtHfs; $wpaJjhd; epfo;fpd;wJ. Mdhy; mtHfs;$wpagb epfo;tjpy;iy.

Ju pa tpo pg ;G Vw ;gl ;ljhy ; > edTepiy>fdTepiyahf khWtjpy;iy. ekJ edTepiy> vg;NghJfdTepiyapd; jFjpiag; ngWfpwNjh>

mg;NghJ ehk; ,Uf;Fk; epiy> Jupaepiy.

khw;wk; vd;gJ vg;NghJk; ekJ mDgtj;jpy;jhd; Vw;gLfpwJ@ vy;yh mDgtq;fSf;Fk; Mjhukhf,Uf;Fk; Jupaj;jpy; Vw;gLtjpy;iy.

Mdhy; ehk; vg;NghJk;> me;j Mjhug; nghUspd;kPJ nghWg;igr; Rkj;JtjpNyNa Fwpahf ,Uf;fpNwhk;.

ehk; Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk; mile;jhy; vy;yhre;Njfq;fSk; ePq;fp tpLk; vd;W vz;ZfpNwhk;.

ehk; Jupa epiyf;F te;jhy;> edTepiy>fdTepiyahf khwp tpLk; vd;W $WfpNwhk;.

ehk; rhl;rp epiyf;F te;jhy; vy;yh gpur;rpidfSk;jPHT ngw;W tpLk; vd;W $WfpNwhk;.

,it midj;Jk;> ek;Kila %yhjhu epiyapy;xU khw;wj;ijf; Fwpg;gjhfNt mike;Js;sJ.

cz;ikapy;> %yepiy vg;NghJk;> ve;j khw;wKk;,d;wp> mg;gbNajhd; ,Uf;fpwJ.

ehk ; ekJ mDgt e piyapy ; Vw ;gLk ;gpur;rpidfisg; Gupe;J nfhz;L> ekJ mDgtq;fisvjpHj;Jg; Nghuhlhj epiyapy;>

ekJ mDgtq;fspd; ,aq;Fk; jd;ikjhd;> NtWgupkhzj;Jf;F te;JtpLfpd;wJ.

fdTj; jd;ikf;F te;JtpLfpd;wJ.

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ehk; ekJ mDgtq;fisAk;> epidtfisAk;epHtfpf;Fk; NghJ>

,e;j mDgtq;fnsy;yhk; ekf;F Ntz;lhk;> ,e;jmDgtq;fnsy;yhk; ekf;Fj; Njitahdit>

vd;W ehk; ekJ mDgtq;fSf;F rhjfkhfNth>ghjfkhfNth nray;gLk; NghJ>

ehk; ekf;nfd;W xU jdpj;jd;ikia jf;fitj;Jf;nfhs;fpNwhk;.

ek;Kila tpUg;gq;fNs> ekJ jdpj;jd;ikahfmike;JtpLfpd;wd.

mg;gbj; jdpj;jd;ikNahL nray;gLtJk;>ntspg;gilahf ,aq;Fk; kdjpd; xU gFjpNaahFk;.

ekJ kdNj ,U gpupthf ,Ue;J xd;iwkw;nwhd;W rPuikf;Fk; gzpapy; <Lgl;L tpLfpd;wJ.

mg;gbr; rPuikf;f Kad;W tUk; gFjpjhd;>

jd;Dila Kaw;rpapy; Njhy;tp fz;L>

jd;Dila jFjpia Ma;T nra;J>

jd;Dila ,ayhikia czHe;Jnfhs;fpwJ.

jhd; nra;tjw;F vJTk; ,y;iy vd;gijg; Gupe;Jjd;Dila Kaw;rpfisf; iftpl;LtpLfpd;wJ.

mJ vg;NghJ Kaw;rpfisf; iftpLfpwNjh>

mg;NghJ mjw;F> jd;idj; jdpikg;gLj;jpf;nfhs;Sk; ,af;fKk; ,y;yhky; Ngha;tpLfpwJ.

mJ vg;NghJ> jd;idj; jdpikg;gLj;jpf;nfhs;Sk; ,af;fj;ij ,oe;J tpLfpwNjh>

mg;NghJ nkhj;j kd ,af;fj;jpd; gFjpMfptpLfpwJ.

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rPuikf;Fk; Nehf;Fs;s nray;gLgtdhf mJjd;id itj;Jf;nfhs;Stjpy;iy.

ek;Kila mDgtq;fs; ahTk;> me;epiyapy;,uz;L Jz;Lfshf ,y;yhky;>

xl;L nkhj;j mDgtKk;>

xNu mDgtkhfpwJ.

mDgtpg ;gDf;F Kf;fpaj ;Jtk; ,y;yhjmDgtkhfptpLfpwJ.

me;epiyapy;

Mjhukhf ,Uf;Fk; ek;Kila Rj;jkhdczHepiy vg;gb ,Uf;fpwJ ?

vy;yh RitfSk; te;J nry;Yk; fskhf. ekJehf;F vg;gb cs;sNjh> mg;gb ekJ Rj;j czHepiyAk;>

jdf;nfd ve;j czHitAk; gpbj;J itj;Jf;nfhs;shj epiyapy;>

vy;yh mDgtq;fSk;> mDgtq;fshf kyutha;g;gspf;fpwJ.

#upadpd; rhe;epj;aj;jpy;

jhkiu kyHtJ Nghy;>

vy;yh mDgtq;fSk; mDgtq;fshf kyHfpd;wd.

ekJ ehtpy; vy;yh tpjkhd Rit czHTfSk;te;J nry;Yfpd;wd.

,dpg;ghf khwp> ,dpg;ig ntspg;gLj;jpf; fhl;Lk;ehf ;F> vg ;NghJk; ,dpg ;ig kl ;LNk fhl ;bf ;nfhz;bUe;jhy;>

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mJ gOjhfptpl;lJ vd;Wjhd; nghUs;.

ekJ ehf;F vg;NghJk; frg;G RitNa fhl;bf;nfhz;bUe;jhYk;> mJ> jdJ MNuhf;fpaj;ij ,oe;Jtpl;lJ vd;gNj nghUs;.

#upa ntspr;rj;jpd; cjtp nfhz;L> xUtd; ey;yE}y;fisf; fw;fpwhd;.

,d;DnkhUtd;> jhd; fsT nra;tjw;F ghijfz;Lgpbj;J Nghtjw;F #upa xspia gad;gLj;Jfpwhd;.

#upa xsp xU nghJ epiyapy; midj;NjhLk;fye;J epw;fpwJ.

ehk; ekJ kdNjhL NghuhLk; jd;ikapy;nray;gLk;NghJ> Nghuhl;l mk;rk;jhd; ntspg;ilahfj;njupfpwJ.

ekJ kdjhdJ Nghuhl;lkpd;wp ,ay;ghd Kiwapy;nry;Yk;NghJ> kdjpDila “fHj;jh ” vDk; jd;ikkiwe;JtpLfpwJ.

me;epiyapy; fhz;gtd; vd;w ve;j epiyAk;Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngwhky;>

midj;JNk>

“fhzg;gLk; nghUs ; ” vd;w jFjpf;F te;JtpLfpd;wd.

fhz;gtd; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngwhky;> fhz;gtd;cl;gl>

midj;JNk fhzg;gLk; nghUspd; jFjpf;F te;JtpLk; epiyapy;>

ek;Kila mDgtq;fs; midj;jpYk; fye;J,aq;Fk;>

ek;Kila Mjhu czHepiyahdJ

rhl;rpj;jd;ik vd;w ngaupy; Fwpg;gplg;gLfpwJ.

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mJ ek;Kila Mjhu epiyapDila khw;wk;my;y.

ekJ mDgtq;fspd; khw;wj;jpdhy;jhd;>

me ;j Mjhuepiyf;F ,g ;gb xU ngaHfpilf;fpwJ.

,y;yhtpby; me;j Mjhuepiy vg;NghJk;>MjhuepiyahfNt ,Ue;J>

ek;Kila “mDgtpg;gtd; mDgtk ; || vd;w,ul;il epiyf;Fk; fhuzkhf epkpj;j fhuzkhfmikj;J tpLfpwJ.

ekJ mDgtq;fs; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ,oe;jepiyapYk;>

ekJ Mjhu czHepiy vg;NghJk; NghyNtcs;sJ.

Mdhy; me;j epiyapy;> me;j Mjhu epiyia>‘ rhl;rpepiy – rhl;rpj;jd;ik ’ vd;w ngaUld; Fwpg;gpl;LtpLfpNwhk;.

Mdhy;> rhl;rpepiy> rhl;rpj;jd;ik> vd;W vJTk;fpilahJ.

mDgtq ;fs ; midj ;Jk ; > “fhz ;gtd ;Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngwhj fhzg;gLk; nghUshf||khwpaike;JtpLk; epiyapy;> ekJ Mjhu czHit>rhl;rpepiy vd;W ngaH nfhLj;J miog;gjpYk;jtwpy;iy.

Mdhy;>

cz;ikapy;>

Kf;fpaj;Jtj;ijg; ngWtJk;> Kf;fpaj;Jtj;ij,og;gJk;>

ekJ kNdh mDgtq;fs; kl;LNk.

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14. eprHfjj;j kfhuh[;

ekJ kNdh mDgtq;fspy; xOq;Fg;ghl;ilf;nfhz;L tUtjw;F>

Md;k rhl;rhj;fhuNkh>

Md;k juprdNkh>

$l];jd; epiyNah>

rhl;rp epiyNah>

Jupa epiyNah>

my;yJ NtW VjhtJ ngaupy; mike;j me;jMjhu epiyNah>

ve;j tifapYk; cjtp Guptjpy;iy.

ve;j tifapYk; fhuzkhf miktjpy;iy.

Mdhy;> mitjhd; fhuzk; vd;gJ Nghy; gyUk;ekf;Ff; fw;Wf;nfhLj;Jtpl;lhHfs;.

mitjhd; fhuzk; vd;W xU gpuk;ikia Vw;gLj;jptpl;lhHfs;.

,jdhy;>

gyUk; Md;khtpd; ,yl;rzq;fs; vd;W $wp me;jepiyia rq;fy;gk; nra;J tUfpwhHfs;

“mfk; gpuk;kh];kp||

“vd;Dila ep[ nrh&gk;> Mj;k nrh&gk;||

“vd;Dila ep[j;jd;ikapy; ehd; rhl;rpahf,Uf;fpNwd ; ||

“ ehd; $l];jdhf ,Uf;fpNwd;||

,g;gbj; jhq;fs; gbj;jijf;nfhz;L>

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,g ;gb xU rq ;fy ;gj ;ijg ; guhku pj ;Jf ;

nfhz;bUf;fpwhHfs;.

,J jtwh ?

KOtJk; jtW vd;W $w KbahJ. Vnddpy;>

ek;Kila xt;nthU Kaw;rpf;Fk;> mjw;Nfw;w gyd;

epr;rak; cz;L.

Mdhy;>

Kf;jp epiyia vjpHghHj;Jr; nra;Ak; mtHfsJ

Kaw;rp kl;Lk; ntw;wp ngWtjpy;iy.

Vnddpy;>

mg;gb rq;fy;gk; nra;tJ> ekJ Md;kh my;y.

ek;Kila kdjpd; epidT mk;rk;jhd;> jd;id

mg;gb xU epiyNahL ,izj;J fw;gid nra;J

rq;fy;gpj;Jf;nfhs;SfpwJ.

,jdhy; ekJ kdjpd;> “fhz;ghd; fhzg;gLk;

nghUs ; || vd;Dk; ,ul;ilj; jd;ikjhd; cWjpahfpwJ.

mtHfsplk; ,Jgw;wpf; Nfl;lhy; mtHfs; vd;d

nrhy;thHfs; njupAkh ?

“ehd; rhl;rp epiy $l];jd; epiy vd;W

rq;fy;gk; nra;tjpy;iy@ mg;gb ehd; Gupe ;J

nfhs;fpNwd;. ,J rq;fy;gk; my;y|| vd;W $wp

tpLthHfs;.

Mdhy; ,g;gbg; Gupe;Jnfhs;tJ my;yJ vz;zpf;

nfhs;tJ> me;jf; $l];jhNdh> rhl;rpNah my;y.

Vnddpy; me;j epiyahdJ jd;id ,g;gbg; Gupe;J

nfhs;sNtz;ba mtrpaj;NjhL ,y;iy.

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Ve;j kdJ gpur;rpidAld; cs;sNjh> me;jkdJjhd;> jd;id ,g;gb> rh];jpuq;fspd; JizNahL>fw;gid nra;Jnfhs;fpwJ.

,jdhy; ekJ kNdh ,af;fe;jhd; NkYk; gyk;ngWfpwJ.

jd;id Mj;kh vd;W vz;zpf;nfhs;tjhNyh>jd;id> $l];jd; my;yJ rhl;rp vd;W vz;zpf;nfhs;tjhNyh>

vtUk; tpLjiy miltjpy;iy.

mtHfSila kd ,af;fk;jhd; ,jdhy; cWjpngWfpwJ. mtHfSila edT epiyjhd; NkYk; cWjpngWfpwJ.

Muk;gj;jpy;> ,J rk;ge;jkhd xU tpjptpyf;Fcz;L vd;Wk;> re;jHg;gk; tUk;NghJ mJ rk;ge;jkhftptupg;gjhfTk; $wpapUe;Njhk;.

me;j tpjp tpyf;F vd;dntd;why;>

,e;j topapYk; rpyH me;j tpLjiyiamile;Js;shHfs;.

,e;j Kf;jp epiyia mile;Js;shHfs;.

midtuhYk; ,g;gbj;jhd; mila KbAk; vd;WgyuhYk;; $wg;gLfpwJ. ,Jjhd; gpujhd topnad;WtypAWj;jg;gLfpwJ. Mdhy; ,e;j topapy; nry;Yk;midtUNk Njhy;tpiaj;jhd; jOTfpwhHfs;. ahNuhxUtH ntw;wp ngWfpwhH vd;why;> mJ tpjp tpyf;fhfNtelf;fpwJ.

me;j tpjp tpyf;F vg;gb epfo;fpd;wJ?

eprHfjj;j kfhuh[; vDk; kfuh\;buhitr;NrHe;j Qhdpiag; gw;wp ePq;fs; xUNtis Nfs;tpg;gl;bUf;fyhk;.

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mtUf;F mtUila FUehjH cgNjrpf;fpwhH.“eP epidg;gijg; Nghd;W rhjhuz kdpjdy;y eP.nja;tq;fisAk; fle;j nka;g;nghUNs ePjhd;.vy;NyhUk; vjidj; NjLfpwhHfNsh mJjhd;eP !|| vd;W mtuJ FU mtUf;F cgNjrpf;fpwhH.

me;j FUehjH nrhy;YtJ rj;jpakhfj;jhd;,Uf;Fk;> vd;w ek;gpf;if> ,tUf;Fk; Vw;gl;lJ.

eprHfjj;jh mJgw;wpf; $WfpwhH.

“vdJ FUehjH $wpatw;wpd; nghUis ehd;mg;gbnahd;Wk; tpupthf Muha;r;rp nra;atpy;yiy. mtHngha; nrhy;ypapUf;f khl;lhH@ mtH $wpaJ KOcz;ikahfj;jhd; ,Uf;f KbAk; vd;w cWjp kl;Lk;vdf;F ,Ue;jJ …

“vdJ FUehjH $wpa thHj;ijfNs vdJfhJfspy; vg;NghJk; xypj;Jf;nfhz;Nl ,Ue;jJ. mijf;$wpa nfhQ;r fhyj;jpy; vdJ FUehjH cyfj;ijtpl;L kiwe;J tpl;lhH. MdhYk; me;j thHj;ijfs;kl;Lk; vd;id tpl;Lg; Nghftpy;iy …..

“%d;W tUlq;fSf;Fg; gpwF> ehNd guk;nghUs;vd;w Qhdk; vdf;F Vw;gl;L tpl;lJ. jpBnud;W xUehs;>ehNd nka;g;nghUs; vd;gijg; Gupe;J nfhz;Nld;.||

,g;gb> mtH> jhd; Qhdk; ngw;wij tptupf;fpwhH.

“cyf mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk; ngha;ahditvd;gijg; Gupe;J nfhs;s Ntz;Lk;. ehd; xUtNdnka;g;nghUs; vd;gijg; Gupe;J nfhs;s Ntz;Lk; ”vd;W mtH $WfpwhH.

mg;NghJ gf;jH mtuplk; tpsf;fk; Nfl;fpwhH:

“ehNd guk;nghUs; vd;w Qhdk; jd;dwpT( Self Realization) Vw;gl;l gpwF> cyf mDgtq;fs;midj;Jk; khiaahfj; njupfpwjh>

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my;yJ cyf mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk ;

khiaahfj; njupe;jjhy;> Qhdk; vd;Dk; jd;dwpT

Vw;gLfpwjh ? vJ Kjypy; Vw;gLfpwJ ? vJ ,uz;lhtJ

Vw;gLfpwJ ?||

mjw;F eprHfjj;jh nfhQ;rk; Nahrpf;fpwhH. gpwF

jPHkhdkhff; $WfpwhH.

“jd;dwpT vd;w Qhdk;jhd; Kjypy; Vw;gLfpwJ@

mjd; gpwFjhd; cyf mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk; khia

vd;w mwpT Vw;gLfpwJ. KjyhtJ Vw;gLtJ Mj;k

Qhdk ; @ ,uz ;lhtJ vw ; gLtJjhd ; cyf

mDgtq;fnsy;yhk; khia vd;w czHT.||

,g;gb mtH $wp tpLfpd;whH.

mtH te;j top mg;gb. MfNt mtuhy;

mg;gbj;jhd; $w KbAk;. cyf mDgtq;fs;

ngha;ahdit vd;w Ma;it Nkw;nfhz;L mtH me;j

,lj;Jf;F tutpy;iy.

‘ ehNd guk;nghUs;@ ehNd Md;k nrh&gk;@ ehNd

nka;g;nghUs;’ vd;W $wp. gyUk; Njhy;tp mile;J

tUk; ,e;j topapy;> ,tH kl;Lk; vg;gb> tpjp tpyf;fhf

ntw;wp ngw;whH ?

mtUila ek;gpf;ifapy; mtUf;F Vw;gl;l

t pRthrNk mtUf ;F ntw ; w piaj ; Njbf ;

nfhLj;jpUf;fpwJ.

ehd; vd;w czHitNa mtH guk;nghUshf

tpRthrpj;J tpl;ljhy;> mtUf;F mDgtq;fis tplTk;>

mDgtpg;gtNd Kf;fpaj;Jtk; kpFe;jjhf mike;J

tpLfpwJ.

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ehd; vDk; mDgtpg;gtd; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngw;W

tpl;ljhy;> mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk; Kf;fpaj;Jtj;ij

,oe;JtpLfpd;wd. mDgtq;fisr; rhHe;Jjhd;

‘mDgtpg;gtd ;’ vDk; jd;ikAk; ,Uf;fpwJ. MfNt

mDgtq;fSk;> ‘mDgtpg;gtDk ;’ Kf;fpaj;Jtj;ij

,oe;JtpLfpd;wd.

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15. Njdp Rthkpfs;

mDgtq;fs; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ,of;f Ntz;LtJjhd;Kf;fpakhdJ. mJ ele;JtpLfpwJ. MfNt edTepiyNa fdT epiyahf khwptpLfpwJ.

Mdhy; ,g;gb epfOtJ Nfhbf;fzf;fhdtHfspy;xUtUf;Fj;jhd; Vw;gl KbAk;.

,J nghJ topay;y.

,Nj epiyjhd; Njdp Rthkpfs; vd;W ehq;fs;$Wk;> uh#& Rthkpfs ; vd;gtUf;Fk; Vw;gl;Ls;sJ.

Rthkpfs;> ehNd guk;nghUs;> ePNa guk;nghUs;@midj;Jk; guk;nghUs; vd;Nw $wptUthH.

kw;wtHfs; mij tpRthrpf;fpwhHfNsh ,y;iyNah>RthkpfSf;F me;j tpRthrk; ,Ue;jjhy;>

mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk; rkepiyg;gl;L tpl;ld.midj;Jk; guk;nghUspd; mk;rkhfg; ghHf;fg;gl;ljhy;>ve;j mDgtKk; caHe;jJk; ,y;iy@ ve;j mDgtKk;jho;e;jJk; ,y;iy.midj;Jk; guk;nghUs; ,af;fj;jpd;ntspg;ghNl. ,e;j rkjpU\;b fhuzkhf mtUf;Fk;edT epiyapd; gpb jsHe;J tpl;lJ.

edT epiyapd; gpb jsHe;J tpl;l epiyapy;mtUila epiyAk; Mjhu epiyNahL ,ize;Jtpl;lJ.

,itnay;yhk; ngha;ay;y@ eprHfjj;j kfuh[;mile;jJk;> Njdp Rthkpfs; mile;jJk; ngha;ay;y.mtHfSila tpRthrk; mtHfis kl;LNk gz;gLj;jpcs;sJ. mjidg; nghJg; ghijahf;fp> gyiuAk;mjdhy; gad; ngwr; nra;a Kbatpy;iy.

mtHfSf;F Vw ;gl ;l tpRthrk ; k pfTk ;myhjpahdJ. ,UtUNk nkj;jg; gbj;jtHfsy;yH. Njdp

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RthkpfSf;F rupahd Kiwapy; vOjg; gbf;ff; $lj;nju pahJ. mtHfSf;Fs;s ghkuj ;jd;ikjhd;mtHfSila t pRthrj ;Jf ;Fk ; fh uzkhfmike;Js;sJ.

Mdhy; ehk; xUtUk; ghkuH my;yH.

midj;Jf; fUj;Jf;fisAk; tpthjpf;Fk;gz;bjHfshf ,Uf;fpd;Nwhk;.

ghkuj;jd;ik ( gbf;fhj tpgukw;w jd;ik ) iaKaw;rp nra;J mila KbahJ. gFj;jwpTthjpfshy;mila KbahjJ ,J. Ma;T nra;J> jpl;lkpl;L>gapw;rp nra;J ,e;j ghkuj;jd;ikia mila KbahJ.

MfNt> ek; Nghd;w gz;bjHfSf;F ,e;jg;ghijahdJ rupahd ghijay;y.

ehk; $l ,q;F Kaw;rp nra;J ghHf;fyhk;.Kaw;rpf;F Vw;w gyd; fpilf;Fk;. mw;GjkhdmDgtq;fisf; $l milayhk;.

Mdhy; ekJ mj;jid mDgtq;fSk; ekJedT e piyia NkYk ; cWj pg ; gLj ;Jk ;mDgtq;fshfNt mike;Js;sd.

mit vitAk; ekf;F tpLjiyiaf; nfhLf;fhJ@Kf;jpia toq;fhJ.

ek; midtUf;Fk; nghUj;jkhd nghJ topahfmike;jpUg;gJ> ajhHj;jkhd mZFKiw kl;LNk.

ek;ik xU ruhrup kdpjdhf vz;zp> ruhrupkdpjdhfNt Gupe;Jnfhz;L> ek;Kila Kaw;rpfspd;jFjpiaAk;> ,ayhikiaAk;> ajhHj;jkhfg; Gupe;Jnfhs;tJ kl;LNk> vy;NyhUk; vspjhfg; gazk; nra;af;$ba>

gpujhdkhd nghJ topahFk;.

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,q ;F ehk ; ek ;ik $l] ;jhdhfNth >guk;nghUshfNth> rhl;rpahfNth my;yJ JupaepiyahfNth vLj;Jf;nfhs;tjpy;iy.

ek ;ik xU kNdh ,af ;fkhfNtmilahsg;gLj;jpf;nfhs;fpNwhk;. Njhd;wp kiwAk;jw;fhypf ,af;fkhfNt ek;ik vLj;Jf;nfhs;fpNwhk;.

rpjhghrd; vd;Dk; MghrdhfNt ek;ik vLj;Jf;nfhs;fpNwhk;. ek;Kila nkhj;j ,af;fKk;> fze;NjhWk;te;J NghFk; jw;fhypf ,af;fNk.

ek;Kila ,af;fj;jpy; miltjw;Nfh> epiyepWj;Jtjw;Nfh> mg;Gwg;gLj;jNth vJTk; fpilahJ.

jd;Dila ajhHj;jj;ijg; Gupe;J nfhs;tjd;%yk;> ek;Kila kdjpd; ve;jg; gFjpAk;> jd;id xUgyKila fHj;jhthff; fUjpf;nfhs;tjpy;iy.

ek;Kila ve;jg; gFjpAk;> gpw gFjpia mlf;fpMSk; nghWg;ig Vw;Wf;nfhs;tjpy;iy.

fhz;gtdhf ,Ug;gJk>; fhzg;gLk; nghUshf,Ug;gJk;> rk me;j];Js;s mk;rkhfNt cs;sJ.,tw;Ws; vJTk; jdp Kf;fpaj;Jtk; cilajd;W.

fhz;gtdhf tUk; ,af;fKk;> fze;NjhWk;Vw;gLk; jw;fhypfkhd ,af;fNk@ fhzg;gLk; nghUshfVw;gLk; mDgtq;fSk; jw;fhypfkhf Vw;gLk; ,af;fNk.

,it midj;Jk;> ekJ kNdh ,af;fk; kl;LNk.jw;fhypfkhd kNdh ,af;fk; kl;LNk.

ekf;F Vw;gLk; ve;j ,af;fj;Jf;Fk; Gdpjkhdngaiuf; nfhLj;J>

mjid epiy epWj;Jk; Kaw;rp ekf;Ff; fpilahJ.

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ek;Kila ajhHj;j epiyia> ajhHj;jkhfg; Gupe;Jnfhs;Sk;>

rHt rhjhuzkhd>

Gj;jp G+Htkhd Gupjy; kl;LNk ekf;Fg ;NghJkhdjhf cs;sJ.

ngUk;ghyhd Qhdpfs; ruzhfjpapd; %ykhfQhdepiyia mile;Js;shHfs;.

midj ;J e pfo ;TfSk ; ,iwtdhy ;epfo;j;jg;gLfpd;wd vd;w ek;gpf;ifia ,tHfs; tsHj;Jf;nfhz;bUe;jpUf;fpd;wdH.

vy ;yh nghWg ; GfisAk ; ,iwtd ;g hy ;nfhLf;Fk;NghJ> ekJ kdJ> jdf;nfd;W ve;jg;nghWg;igAk; itj;Jf;nfhs;tjpy;iy.

jdf;nfd ve;jg; nghWg;igAk; Vw;Wf;nfhs;shjepiy>

xUtUf;F>

,e;j ,iw ek;gpf;if %ykhfTk;>

ruzhfjp %ykhfTk; Vw;gLfpwJ.

,jd; %yKk;>

ek;Kila kNdh ,af;fk;> ek;Kila Kaw;rpkw;Wk; fl;Lg;ghLfspd; xj;Jiog;Ngh my;yJ vjpHg;Ngh,y;yhky;>

jhkhf mjhtJ ,iwtd; rpj;jg;gb ,aq;Fk;>

xU jd;Kaw;rpaw;w ,af;fkhf>

Spontaneous ,af;fkhf mike;JtpLfpwJ.

ruzhfjp mk;rk; vd;gJ>

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,iwtdplk;> ,J Ntz;Lk;> ,J Ntz;lhk; vd;WNfl;L epHge;jg;gLj;Jk; ,af;fky;y.

ek;Kila vy;yh nghWg;GfisAk; ,iwtdplk;tpl;Lf;nfhLg;gNj ,e;j ruzhfjp ,af;fk;.

,q;Fk; ek;Kila ,ayhik> ajhHj;jkhfntspg;gl;L> nraYf;F te;J tpLfpd;wJ.

,jd; %yk; gyH Qhdepiyia mile;Js;sdH.

mfk; gpukh];kp vd;w mZFKiwapy; Qhdk;mile;jtHfs; gy Nfhb egHfspy; xUtuhf,Uf;fpwhHfs;.

ruzhfjp mZFKiwapd; %yk; Qhdk;mile;jtHfs; Nfhbapy; xUtH vd;W $wyhk;.

Mdhy; vtuhtJ ajhHj;jkhd mZFKiwapy;Kaw;rp nra;thHfNs Mdhy;>

E}w;Wf;F E}W NgHfSNk Qhdp MFk; re;jHg;gk;Vw;gl;LtpLk;.

,e;j ajhHj;jkhd mZFKiw vd;gJ mwpTG+HtkhdJ@ mwptpay; uPjpahdJ.

,JNt midtUf;Fk; kpfTk; vspjhdJ.

rup>

mt;tsT vspjhd ,e;j Qhdj;ij ,Jtiuvj;jid NgHfs; jhk; mile;Js;shHfs; ?

,e;j mZFKiw ,g;NghJjhd; Kjd; Kiwahf>Kiwg;gLj;jp> tifg;gLj;jpf; nfhLf;fg;gl;Ls;sJ.

,g;gb Kiwikg;gLj;jg;gl;l kpff;FWfpafhyj;jpNyNa>

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,e;j mZFKiwapd; %yk; Qhdj; njspTngw;wtHfspd; vz;zpf;if ehSf;F ehs; mjpfupj;Jf;nfhz;bUf;fpwJ.

,jw;F Kd;dhy;> ,e;j mZFKiw. Kiwikg;gLj;jg;glhky; ,Ue;jjhy;>

,e ;j mZFKiwapd ; %yk; ,j ;jifanjspTf;F te;jtHfspd; vz;zpf;if ntF nrhw;gNk.

mtHfSs; xUtHjhd;. mtHfSs; xUtHjhd;,ukz kfu p\ p . mtHfSs ; xUtHjhd ;N[. fpU\;z%Hj;jp.

,tHfs; midtUf;FNk ,e;j mDFKiwapy;jhd; Qhdj; njspT fpilj;Js;sJ.

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16. Gj;jH topapy; Qhdk;

Gj;jiu vLj;Jf;nfhz;lhy;> mtH vj;jidNahjt Kaw;rpfis Nkw;nfhs;SfpwhH. mtUilaKaw;rpfSf;F Vw;w ey;y tpjkhd mDgtq;fnsy;yhk;mtUf;Ff; fpilf;fpd;wd. MdhYk; mtUf;F ,e;jQhdj; njspT fpilf;ftpy;iy.

mtH jdJ Kaw;rpfs; midj;Jk; Njhy;tpmile;j epiyapy;>

mtH jd ;Dila nrhe ;j kdijNa >epuhAjghzpahf re;jpf;f Ntz;ba epiyf;F tUfpd;whH.

me;epiyapy; mtUf;Fs; ,e;j Qhdj; njspTgpwf;fpwJ.

Kaw;rpfs; midj;ijAk; iftpl;l epiyapy;>mtUila kdJ mJNghf;fpy; jhkhf ,aq;Ftijf;fz;Lgpbf;fpwhH.

me ;j tpj ;j pahrkhd kd ,af;fj ;Jf ;FepHthzepiy vd;w ngaiuf; nfhLf;fpwhH.

mtUila epahakhd Kaw;rpfnsy;yhk;Njhy;tpaile;j epiyapy;> mtH jdJ kdjpd;,ayhikiag; Gupe;Jnfhs;fpwhH.

,e;epiyapy; mtUf;F Qhdj;njspT fpilj;JtpLfpwJ.

,ukz kfup\p rpWtdhapUf;Fk; NghJ mtUf;Fk;,Nj mZFKiwapy;jhd; njspT Vw;gLfpwJ.

jpBnud;W mtUf;F kuzgak; Vw;gLfpwJ.

mtH mij mg ;Gwg ;gLj ;jNth> mijf ;fl;Lg;gLj;jNth ve;j cghaj;ijAk; Njlhky;>

KOkdJld; me;j kuzgaj;ij Vw;Wf;nfhs;SfpwhH.

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mtUila kd ,af;fk;> jhkhf ,aq;Ftjw;F,lq;nfhLf;fpwhH.

,e;epiyapy; mtUila kd ,af;fk; gyk; ,oe;J>mtUila edT epiyapd; ,af;fk; fdT epiyapd;jFjpia mile;JtpLfpd;wJ.

jd;id vjpHj;Jg; Nghuhl Ntz;ba mtrpak;vJTk; ,y;iynad;w njspT> me;j rpd;d tajpNyNamtUf;Ff; fpilj;J tpLfpwJ.

N[. fpU\;z%Hj;jpAk; jkJ tho;tpy; vj;jidNahjtKaw;rpfspy; <LgLfpwhH. mtUila Kaw;rpfspd;tpisthf> rkhjp epiy mDgtk; cl;gl gytpjkhdmDgtq;fs; mtUf;F Vw;gLfpd;wd.

Mdhy; Qhdj; njspT kl;Lk; mtUf;Ff;fpilf;ftpy;iy.

mtUila vjpHghHg ;GfSf;F tpNuhjkhdepiyapy; mtUila rNfhjuH epj;ah> mfhykhfkuzkile;JtpLfpwhH.

me;jj; Jauj;jpypUe;J tpLgl Kbahky;> me;jj;Jauj;ij mg;gbNa Vw;Wf;nfhs;sNtz;ba epiyf;Fj;js;sg;gLfpwhH.

,q;Fk; mtH> jdJ Jaukhd kd ,af;fj;ij>epuhAjghzpahf re;jpf;fpwhH.

,e;epiyapy; mtUila kd ,af;fKk; tpLjiymile;JtpLfpd;wJ.

xt;nthUtUk; jhq;fs; mile;j epiyiajq;fSf;nfd xU jdpahd top Kiwapy; vLj;Jf;$Wfpd;wdH.

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mtHfs; $Wk; fUj;Jf;fs; ngUk;ghYk;cz;ikahfNt ,Ue;jhYq;$l> rpy ,lq;fspy;mtHfSila mZFKiwapYk; rpy rUf;fy;fs;Vw;gl;Ls;sd.

,jdhy; mtHfis MjHr topfhl;bfshf Vw;Wf;nfhz;ltHfs;> mtHfs; $Wk; epiyiag; Gupe;Jnfhs;tjpy; jLkhwp tpLfpwhHfs;.

,jdhy; tpLjiy vd;gJ> mtHfSilatpsf;fq;fisAk; Vkhw;wp tpl;L> kiwnghUshf kiwe;JtpLfpwJ.

N[.Nf. iag; gpd;gw;WgtHfspy; rpyH $l;lkhfr;NrHe;J> mtuJ fUj;Jf;fis tpthjpf;Fk; XH mikg;igcUthf;fpapUe;jdH.

ekJ E}y;fisg; gbj;j md;gH xUtH> ekJE}y;fs; me;j $l;lj;jpYs;stHfSf;F gad;gLk; vd;WfUjp> E}y;fis mDg;g mDkjp Nfl;Ls;shH.

Mdhy; ,tNuhL gofp te;j> mf;FOtpy; cs;smd;gH> “vq;fSf;F N[.Nf. kl;Lk; NghJk;. NtW ve;jf;fUj;Jf;fisAk; ehq;fs; njupe;J nfhs;tjhf ,y;iy.me;jf; fUj;Jf;fs; cq;fSf;Fg; gpbj;jitahf,Ue;jhy;> ePq;fNs itj;Jf;nfhs;Sq;fs;||> vd;WjPHkhdkhff; $wptpl;lhH.

xUKiw ehd; xU $l;lj;jpy; NgRk; NghJ>ukz kfup\p> “ehd; ahH|| vDk; Nfs;tpiag;gpujhdg;gLj;jpg; NgRfpwhH. Md;W mtUf;F kuzgak;Vw;gl;l NghJ> mtH ehd; ahH vd;w Nfs;tpiaf;Nfl ;bUe ;jhy ; mtUf ;F > Qhd t pLjiyNafpilj;jpUf;fhJ|| vd;W $wpapUe;Njd;. mJ vd;DilaE}y; xd;wpYk; gpuRukhfp ,Ue;jJ.

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,ijg; gbj;j md;gH xUtH nrd;idapy; vd;idr;re;jpj;jhH. ukz kfup\piag; gw;wpa vdJ fUj;JjtwhdJ vd;gij vLj;Jf; $WtjpNyNa mf;fiwnfhz;bUe;jhH. filrp tiuapYk; ehk; vijr; nrhy;ytUfpNwhk; vd;gjpy; ftdk; nrYj;jhkNyNa Gwg;gl;Lr;nrd;Wtpl;lhH.

cz;ika py ; Qhd pfs ; vtUk ; jq ;fs ;fUj;Jf;fSf;F Kf;fpaj;Jtk; nfhLj;J> midtUk;jq;fs; fUj;Jf;fis kl;LNk vLj;J gpd;gw;w Ntz;Lk;vd;W $Wtjpy;iy.

ehk; xU thfdj;jpy; ntspA+Uf;F gazk;nry;YfpNwhk;. ehk; nry;Yk; ghij vJ vd;W njspthdKbT vLf;fKbahjjhy;> vjpHg;gLNthH xt;nthUtuplKk;Nfl;fpNwhk;.

xt;nthUtUk; xt;nthU tpjkhff; $wpdhYk;>mjpy; nghJthd mk;rj;ij vLj;Jf;nfhz;L> ehKk;mjid eilKiwg;gLj;jp Kad;why;jhd; rupahdtopapy; gazj;ij Nkw;nfhs;s KbAk;.

ekf ;Fj ; njs pT f pilj ;j hYk ; ru p >fpilf;fhtpl ;lhYk; rup> ehk; Nerpj ;jtUilafUj;Jf;fis kl;LNk Vw;Wf;nfhs;Ntd; vd;gJ> ekJghijiaj; jtw tpLtjhfTk; NeHe;J tplyhk;.

,e;j Qhdj; njspit mile;j QhdpfSk;>

jq;fSf;F ,e;jj; njspT vg;gb Vw;gl;lJvd;gijf; $l ruptug; Gupe;J nfhs;shky; ,Uf;fpwhHfs;.

gf;jpkhHf;fj;jpy; nrd;W ruzhfjp %ykhfQhdepiy mile;jtHfs;> jq;fsJ ntw;wpf;F gf;jpkl;LNk fhuzk; vd;W ek;gp tpLfpwhHfs;.

Qhdpfs; midtUk;> xNu topapy;jhd; te;jpUf;fNtz;Lk; vd;w fl;lhak; ,y;iy. Mdhy; mtHfs;

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mile;j ,lKk;> mij mtHfSf;Ff; nfhz;L te;jEZf;fKk; (Mechanism) mtHfs; midtUf;Fk;xd;WNghyNt cs;sJ@ xNu mbg;gilapNyNa cs;sJ.

ekJ kdij mJNghf;fpy; ,aq;f tpl;L> ekJkNdh ,af;fj;jpypUe;J tpLgLtNj mJ.

rkPgj;jpy;> md;gH xUtH kfhd; mutpe;jH $wpAs;sxU gFjpia> n[uhf;]; vLj;J mDg;gpapUe;jhH.

mjpy; mutpe;jH $wpapUe;jhH.

“ehd; vj;jidNah Nahfq;fisg; gapd;W te;Njd;.vj;jidNah gpuhzahkg; gapw;rpfisr; nra;J te;Njd;.mjdhy; vdf;F ftpij vOJk; Mw;wy; $l Vw;gl;lJ.

Mdhy; ehd; vjpHghHj;j tpisT Vw;glhjjhy;>mtw;iw mg;gbNa tpl;L tpl;Nld;. Njhy;tpaile;jxU kdepiyapy;jhd; tUlf;fzf;fpy; ,Ue;J te;Njd;.Mdhy; jpBnud;W> vdf;F Ntz;baJ jhdhff;fpilj;jJ. mJ vg;gb vdf;Ff; fpilj;jJ vd;W ehd;Mr;rHag;gl;Lg; NghNdd;. me;ehspy; vdf;F xU FUehjH,Ue;jhH. mtUila mUshrpapdhy; ,e;j epiyVw;gl;bUf;FNkh vd;W vz;zp mtuplk; nrd;W tpsf;fk;Nfl ;Nld; . vdf;F NeHe ;jijf; fz;L mtNuMr;rupag;gl;Lg;NghdhH. jhNd me;j epiyia ,d;Dk;milatpy;iy@ gpwF kw;wtUf;F vg;gbf; nfhLf;fKbAk; vd;W $wptpl;lhH. gpwF ,e;j epiy vdf;Fvg;gb NeHe;jpUf;f Kbak; ? ehd; gpd;dhspy; topgl;l= fpU\;zh;> guhrf;jp kw;Wk; gugpuk;kk; ,tHfspd;mUshy;jhd; mJ Vw;gl;bUf;fNtz;Lk;.||

,g;gb xU KbTf;F tUfpwhH.

mtUf;F vd;d NeHe;jJ> vg;gb NeHe;jJ> vd;gijmtuhy; tpsq;fpf;nfhs;s Kbatpy;iy.

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mtHfSf;F ntspg;gilahfj; njupe;j> VNjhxU fhuzj;ij> mtHfs; fw;gpj;Jf;nfhs;fpwhHfs;.

,g;gb cz;ikAld; NrHe;J> rpy fw;gidfSk;fye;JtpLfpd;wd.

mtHfisg; gpd;gw;WgtHfs;> mtw;NwhL jq;fs;fw;gidfisAk; fye;Jgupkhwp tpLfpwhHfs;.

,g;gb> ahHj;j epiyiar; Rw;wpa fw;gidfSk;kype;JNgha;tpLfpd;wd.

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17. gpuk;khde;jk;

ek;Kila Fog;gq;fSf;nfy;yhk; rpfukhfmike;Js;sJjhd;> Mde;jk; vd;Dk; xU thHj;ij.

nrhy;yg;Nghdhy;> Md;kPfj;jjpYs;s midj;JFog;gq;fSf;Fk;> gpur;rpidfSf;Fk; %yfhuzk;>Mde;jk; vd;Dk; ,e;j thHj;ijNa.

ukz kfup\p mw;Gjkhf xU tpsf;fj;ijf;nfhLf;fpwhH.

“midj;Jk; Mde;jNk@ Jf;fk; vd;gJ $l>Jf;fhde;jNk>|| vd;W $WfpwhH.

Jf;fk; vg;gb Mde;jkhf ,Uf;f KbAk;?Jf;fj;Jf;Fk; Mde;jj;Jf;Fk; vd;d rk;ge;jk; ,Uf;fKbak;? Jf;fk; vd;gJ> Mde;jj;Jf;F vjpuhdjhfmy;yth ,Uf;f KbAk; ?

,g;gbj;jhd; vz;zj; Njhd;Wfpd;wJ.

Mde;jk; vd;gij ,d;g czHT vd;W ehk;vLj;Jf;nfhs;tjhy;jhd;> ehk; Gupe;Jnfhs;tjpy; Fog;gk;Vw;gl;LtpLfpwJ.

Mdhy; Mde;jk; vd;gij XH ,d;g czHthfvLj;Jf;nfhz;Nl gyUk; tpsf;fk; nfhLj;J tUfpd;wdH.mjdhy; ehKk; mJ XH ,d;gkhd mDgtk; vd;NwfUjptUfpNwhk;.

,jdhy;jhd;> gpuk;khde;jk;> Mj;khde;jk;>epj;ahde;jk;> rr;rpjhde;jk; vd;W> Mde;jj;jpd; kPJmgpkhdq;nfhs;Sk; epiy Vw;gl;L tpLfpd;wJ.

“cgthrk; vd;gJ kpfTk; RitAilaJ@ mJvt;tsT rhg;gpl;lhYk; jpfl;lhJ||> vd;W $wpdhy; vg;gb,Uf;FNkh> mg;gbj;jhd; ,JTk;.

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ekf;Fj; njupe;jJ midj;Jk;> mDgtq;fs;kl;LNk. ekf;F Vw;gLk; mDgtq;fis> “ ehk; tpUk;Gk;mDgtk;> tpUk;ghj mDgtk;|| vd ,Utifahfg;gpupj;Jf;nfhs;SfpNwhk;.

,d ; ge ; j uf ; $ba mDgtq ;fisAk ; >kfpo;r;rpaspf;ff; $ba mDgtq;fisAk; tpUk;Gfpd;Nwhk;.Jd;ge;juf; $ba mDgtq;fisAk;> tUj;jk; juf;$ba mDgtq;fisAk; ntWf;fpd;Nwhk;.

Mde;jk; vd;gij> ,d;ge;juf; $ba tifg;ghl;by;,izj;J tpLfpd;Nwhk;;. mjw;Fk; xUgb NkNy nrd;W>,d;gJd;gq;fisf; fle;j Nkyhd xUtpj kfpo;r;rpepiyahf me;j Mde;jj;ij vLj;Jf;nfhs;SfpNwhk;.

mjdhy;jhd; Mj;khde;jk;> gpuk;khde;jk; Nghd;wthHj;ijfs; Vw;gl;L tpl;ld.

Mde;jk; vd;gij ,iwtDila mk;rkhff; $Wk;nghOJ rr;rpjhde;jk; vd;W Fwpg;gpLfpwhHfs;.

mjhtJ> rj; + rpj; + Mde;jk;.

,iwtd; rj; vd;Dk; cz;ik epiyahfTk;>rpj; vd;Dk; mwpAk; jd;ikAlDk;> Mde;jk; vd;Dk;Mde;jkhd jd;ikAlDk; ,Ug;gjhf tptupf;fpwhHfs;.

,J rk ;ge ;jkhf rk] ;f pUjk ; nju pe ;jgz;bjHfsplk; tprhupf;Fk;NghJ> rr;rpjhde;jk; vDk;thHj;ijapYs;s Mde;jk; vd;Dk; thHj;ij> Mde;jk;vd;Dk; mDgtj;ijf; Fwpf;ftpy;iy vd;W $Wfpd;wdH.

mde;jk; vd;gJjhd; rupahd thHj;ij vd;W$Wfpd;wdH.

mde;jk; vd;gJ Kbtw;wJ vd;W nghUs;.

rj; vDk; ,Ug;G epiyahdJ> mwpthfTk;>Kbtw;wjhfTk; cs;sJ vd;gNj rr;rpjhde;jk; vDk;thHj;ijapd; nghUs;.

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Mde;jk; vd;Dk; thHj;ijia ,j;Jld;epWj;jhky;> mJ XH mDgtk; vd;w uPjpapNyNa Md;kPf,yf;fpaq;fspy; gytpjkhd tpsf;fq;fis ,d;wsTk;ghHj;JtUfpNwhk;.

,jdhy; ehk; mila Ntz;ba epiy vd;gJ XHMde;j epiy@ Mde;j mDgtk; vd;W midtUk;vz;Ztjw;F NeHe;J tpLfpwJ.

,jdhy; Nahf rhjidfs; gyTk; Kf;fpaj;Jtk;ngw;W tpLfpd;wd. Nahf rhjidfis ehk; Nkw;nfhs;Sk;NghJ> ekf;F Mde;jkhd gytpj mDgtq;fs;Vw;gLtJz;L.

ekJ mDgtq;fSf;nfy;yhk; fhuzk;> ekJkNdhyaNk. Mdhy; ehk; mila Ntz;ba Kbe;jepiy vd;gJ ekJ tpLjiyNa. mJ kNdhyak;rk;ge;jg;gl;l epiyad;W. mJ xU kNdh ehrepiy.

(kNdhyak; kNdhehrk; vd;gJ gw;wpa ekJtpupthd tpsf;fj;Jf;F> “ jpahdj;ij tpL> Qhdj;ijg;ngW!|| vDk; E}ypidj; Jizahff; nfhs;sTk;.)

kNdhyak; kw;Wk; kNdhehrk; vd;why; vd;dvd;gjd; RUf;fkhd tpsf;fj;ij kl;Lk; ghHg;Nghk;.

ehk; xU nrhw;nghopitf; Nfl;gjhf itj;Jf;nfhs;Nthk;. ehk; nrhw;nghopitf; ftdpf;fhky;> NtWvijNah rpe;jpj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jhy;> mtH vd;dNgRfpwhH vd;gJ ekf;F tpsq;Fkh ?

ehk;> ekJ kdij me;j nrhw;nghopTld;,izj;jhy; kl;LNk> me;j nrhw;nghoptpy; vd;d$wg;gLfpwJ vd;gJ ekf;Fg; GupAk;.

,g;gb ekJ kdij> xd;Wld; NrHj;J itg;gNjkNdhyakhFk;.

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ehk; ,d;gkhf ,Uf;Fk;NghJ> ekJ kdJ> ,d;gczHTld; yakhfp epw;fpwJ. ehk; Jd;g czHTld;,Uf;Fk;NghJ> ekJ kdJ Jd;gj;Jld; yakhfp,Uf;fpwJ.

,g;gb yak; Mtjpd; %ykhfNt ekf;F kdmDgtq;fs; Vw;gLfpd;wd. yak; fiye;J tpl;lhy;>kd mDgtq;fSk; fiye;J tpLfpd;wd.

ekf ;F Vw ; gLk ; midj ;J t pjkhdmDgtq;fSf;Fk; fhuzk; ekJ kNdhyaNk. ekf;FVjhtJ XH mDgtk; Vw;gLfpwJ vd;why;> ekJ kdk;VNjh xU jd;ikapy; yakhfp epw;fpwJ vd;W nghUs;.

ekf;F Vw;glf; $ba mDgtk;> ruhrup kdpjmDgtkhf ,Uf;fyhk;@ my;yJ fPo;j;jukhd kpUfepiyahd mDgtkhf ,Uf;fyhk;@ my;yJ nja;tPfkhdmDgtkhf ,Uf;fyhk;. mJ vj;jifa mDgtkhfNtz;LkhdhYk; ,Uf;fyhk;. Mdhy; mit midj;Jk;kNdhyaNk.

kNdhehrk; vd;gJ> kdNj ,y;yhj epiy vd;WmHj;jk; Vw;gLtijg; Nghy; cs;sJ. Mdhy; mJmg;gb md;W. kNdhyak; fiye;J tpl;l epiyiaj;jhd;kNdhehrk; vd;W Fwpg;gpLfpwhHfs;. kNdhehrk; vd;gJ>cz;ikapy; kNdhyaehr epiyiaNa Fwpg;gpLfpwJ.

cz;ikapy; kNdhehr epiy vd;gJ milaNtz;ba xU epiyay;y. kNdhehr epiyjhd;>kdjpDila ,aw;ifahd epiy.

kNdhyak; ,y;yhj epiyapy;> ajhHj;jkhf,Uf;Fk; ek;Kila kdJjhd; kNdhehr epiyapy;,Uf;fpwJ.

Md;;k juprdk;> Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk;> epHthzepiy> Kf;jp epiy> rhl;rp epiy> Jupa epiy vd;W

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gytpjkhd ngaHfspnyy;yhk; miof;fg;gLtJ ,e;jkNdhehr epiyiaNa.

Mdhy;> ehk; mjid> kNdhyaj;jpd; mk;rkhfNtNjbtpLfpNwhk;.

NjLtjhy; fpilg;gJ kNdhyaNk. NjLjyw;wepiyapy;> ehk; ,Ug;gNj kNdhehr epiyjhd;.

kNdhehrepiy vd;gJjhd; Kf;jpepiy@ gpuk;kQhdepiy.

kNdhyak; vd;gJ> jw;fhypfkhf te;J nry;yf;$ba> xU jplepiy. kNdhehrk; vd;gJ xU jputepiy.

kNdhehrk; vd;gJ ekJ ,ay;ghd epiyahf,Ue;jhYq;$l> kNdhyaj;jpd; %ykhfj;jhd;> ehk; ekJnray;fspy; <Lgl;lhf Ntz;Lk;.

ekJ Kaw;rp> gapw;rpfs; midj;Jk; ekJkNdhyaj;NjhL kl;LNk njhlHGilait. MfNt ekJMd;k rhjidfs; midj;Jk; kNdhyaj;ijNanfhLf;Fk;.

kNdh ehrj;ij miltjw;F Kaw;rp vJTk;Njitapy;iy. Vnddpy;> ekJ ,ay;ghd epiyNa>kNdhehr epiyjhd;. ve;j yaj;ijAk; gpbj;J itj;J>mjidg; guhkupj;J tuhj gl;rj;jpy;>

ehk; ,Uf;Fk; epiyNa> kNdhehr epiyjhd;.ehk; ,Uf;Fk; epiyNa> Kf;jp epiyjhd;. ehk; ,Uf;Fk;epiyNa tpLjiyAw;w epiyjhd;.

kNdhyak; vd;gJ Kf;jpepiy my;y vd;gjhy;>

kNdhyak; vd;gJ Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ,y;yhjepiyahfTk; vLj;Jf;nfhs;sf; $lhJ.

kNdhyae;jhd;> rf;jpkpf;f epiy. kNdhyae;jhd;>,e;j cyifNa ,af;fpf; nfhz;bUf;Fk; epiy.

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kNdhyak; ,y;yhky; ,e;j cyf ,af;fNk epd;WNgha;tpLk;.

mJkl;Lky;y@ Md;kPfj;jpy; Vw;gLk; gytpjkhdmDgtq;fs;> gytpjkhd rpj;Jf;fs;> rf;jpkpf;f epiyfs;midj;Jk ; ,e ;j kNdhyaj ;j pd ; %ykhfNtrhj;jpakhfpd;wd.

Mdhy;>

,e;j Kf;jpepiy vd;gJk;> epHthz epiy vd;gJkl;Lk; ,e;j kNdhyaj;jhy; rhj;jpag;gLtjpy;iy.

Vnddpy; Kf;jpepiy - epHthz epiy - tpLjiy- Jupa epiy - vd;W gy ngaHfspy; miof;fg;gLk;me;j epiy>

cz;ikapy; xU epiyNa my;y.

mJjhd; ekJ Mjhu mk;rk;.

vy;yh epiyfisAk; Gwf;fzpj;j> my;yJ vy;yhepiyfisAk; fle;j> my;yJ vy;yh epiyfisAk;jdf;Fs; mlf;fpa> xU epiyahf ,y;yhj epiyjhd;mJ.

Mdhy; mjidAk; xU epiyahff; fUjpj; NjbtpLfpNwhk;. mjidAk; xU epiyahff; fUjp> mjidmila Kad;W tpLfpNwhk;.

Kf;jp epiyiag; nghUj;j mstpy;>

ekJ NjLjy;jhd; jilahf cs;sJ.

ekJ Kaw;rpjhd; ,ilA+whf cs;sJ.

ekJ NjLjy;fSk;> Kaw;rpfSk;> mtw;wpd;tpisthf vtw;iwNah ekf;Ff; nfhLj;JtpLfpd;wd.

,jdhy;> ‘milag;gLk; epiyjhd;’ njhlHe;JePbj;JtpLfpwJ.

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Kf;jp epiy vd;gJ ‘ milag;gLk; epiy ’md;W.

ehk; “vijANk milahj epiyjhd;||Kf;jp epiy.“vijANk milahj epiyjhd; ” ekJ ,ay;G epiy.“vijANk milahj epiyjhd; || Mjhu epiy.

“milag ;gl ;l e piyfs ; | | midj ;ijAk ;mg;Gwg;gLj;Jtjhy;> ,ay;ghf vQ;rpapUf;Fk; epiyjhd;ek;Kila Rakhd epiy. mJjhd; Kf;jp epiy.

Kf;jp epiy vd;w ngaupy; rf;jp epiyiaj; NjbtpLfpNwhk;.

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18. Qhdk;Kk; Nahf rhjidAk;.

Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;w ngaupy; mjw;Fme;epakhd xd;iwj; Njb tpLfpNwhk;.

mg;gbj; NjLtJ ekJ kNdhyaNk. ekJkNdhyae;jhd;> “NjLgtd; || vd;w xU fw;gpjj;ijekf;Ff; nfhLj;J tpLfpwJ.

“NjLgtd; || vd;w fw;gpje;jhd; NjLfpwJ.“NjLgtd ; || vijj; NjbdhYk; mtDila

vy;iyf;Fs;jhd; Njl KbAk;. mtd; vijj; NjbdhYk;>mtDila Nfhzj;jpy;jhd; Njl Kbak;. mtDilafhl;rpfs; midj;Jk; mtDf;F Vw;wjhfTk;> mtDf;Fj;njhlHGilajhfTe;jhd; njupAk;.

Ntbf;ifahf xU fijiaf; $WthHfs;.

xU ,isQDf;Fj; jpBnud;W igj;jpak; gpbj;Jtpl;lJ. mtDf;F Vw;gl;l igj;jpak; rw;W tpNehjkhdJ.mtd; jd;id xU G+id vd vz;zpf; nfhs;sMuk;gpj;jhd;.

mtDila nray;fs; G+idiag; Nghd;W khwptpl;ld. fl;bypd; mbapy; nrd;W gLj;Jf;nfhs;sMuk;gpj;jhd;. mtDf;Ff; nfhLf;Fk; ghiy ef;fpNaFbf;f Muk;gpj;jhd;.

mtDf;F kNdhjj;Jt epGzH itj;jpak;ghHj;jhH. mtDf;F XusT Fzk; fpilj;jJ.

mtDila ngw;NwhH> kUj;JtUf;F Nghd; nra;Jed;wp njuptpj;jdH. “ ,g;NghJ mtd; ruhrup kdpjidg;NghyNt ele;Jnfhs;fpwhd;. Mdhy; tPl;il tpl;LntspNa nry;y kl;Lk; kWf;fpwhd;|| vd;W $wpdhHfs;.

kUj;JtH> mtdplk; njhiyNgrpiaf; nfhLf;fr;nrhy;ypg;NgrpdhH.

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me;j ,isQDk; Ngrpdhd;.

“vdf;F G+uzkhd Fzk; fpilj;J tpl;lJ lhf;lH.ehd; G+iday;y vd;gJk;> ehd; cq;fisg; Nghd;wkdpjd;jhd; vd;gJk;> njs;sj; njspthfg; Gupe;J tpl;lJ.,dp vdf;F ve;j kUe;Jk; Njitapy;iy lhf;lH|| >vd;W mtd; $wp> kUj;JtUf;F ed;wp njuptpj;jhd;.

kUj;JtH> mtdplk; Nfl;lhH: “eP ntspNa nry;ykWf;fpwhahNk Vd; ? ||

“tPl;Lf;F ntspNa> njUtpy; eha;fs; mjpfk;,Uf;fpd;wd lhf;lH|| > ,isQd; gjpy; $wpdhd;.

“eha;fs; ,Ue;jhy; vd;d ? ||

“ ehd; G+iday;y> kdpjd;jhd; vd;gJ vdf;Fj;njs;sj;njspthfg; Gupe;J tpl;lJ lhf;lH. Mdhy; me;jeha;fSf;F ehd; G+iday;y vd;gJ Gupe;jpUf;FNkh>GupahNjh> njupatpy;iy lhf;lH. mJjhd; eha;fSf;Fkj;jpapy; ntspNa tu gakhf ,Uf;fpwJ.|| ,g;gbme;j ,isQd; jdJ epiyia tpsf;fpdhd;.

ek;Kila fUj;Jf;F Vw;w fhl;rpjhd; ekf;Ff;fpilf;fpwJ.

kNdhyak;> jd;Dila vy;iyf;Fs;NsNakNdhehrj ;ijAk ; Njbt pLf pwJ . Mj ;krhl;rhj;fhuj;ijAk; NjbtpLfpwJ.

jd;id Md;kh vd;W mgpkhdpj;Jg; Gupe;Jnfhs;gtHfspd; epiy ,g;gbj;jhd; MfptpLfpwJ.njUeha;fSf;Fg; gag;gLk; jd;ikf;F te;JtpLfpd;wJ.

kNdhyaj;jpd; %yk; kNdh ehrj;ij milAk;Kaw;rp ntw;wp ngWtjpy;iy.

ek;Kila ajhHj;jkhd epiy Mghrd; vd;WGupe;Jnfhs;tJq;$l xUtifapy; ghh;j;jhy; kNdhyaNk.

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kNdhyaj;jpd; cjtpAld; jhd; mg;gbg; Gupe;Jnfhs;fpNwhk;.

jhd;> Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ,y;yhj>

xU jw;fhypf ,af;fk;jhd; vd;gijg; Gupe;Jnfhs;Sk;NghJ>

jd;id epue;jug;gLj;Jk; ,af;fk; epd;W Ngha;tpLfpwJ.

kNdhyaj ;j pd ; %yk ; > kNdhyae ;j hd ;Gwf;fzpf;fg;gLfpwJ.

kNdhyaj;jpd; ajhHj;jk; Gupe;J nfhs;sg;gl;L>kNdhyak; jd;idj; jf;f itj;Jf;nfhs;Sk;Nghuhl;lj;ijf; iftpl;L tpLfpwJ.

jd;id Kf;jdhfTk;> jd;id Md;khthfTk;>jd;id $l];jdhfTk; vLj;Jf;nfhs;Sk; kNdhyak;>

xUNghJk; jd;id ,og;gjw;F rk;kjpg;gjpy;iy.

mJ> me;jg; ngaiuj; jdf;F #l;bf; nfhz;Ljd;id epue;jug;gLj;jpf;nfhs;fpwJ.

,ukz kfup\p xU fijiaf; $WtJz;L.

CUf;Fs; GFe;j xU jpUlid> ehyhGuKk; Rw;wptisj;Jf;nfhz;lhHfs;. jpUlDf;F jg;gpg;Nghf topnjupatpy;iy.

mtDk; jpUlidg; gpbf;fj; Juj;jtJ Nghy;>“gpb> gpb” vd;W rj;jk; Nghl;Lf;nfhz;Nl Xb> jFe;j,lk; te;jJk; kiwe;J jg;gpj;J tpl;lhd;.

,g;gb ek;Kila ajhHj;jkhd kd mk;rNk>

jd;id nka;g;nghUshf mgpkhdpj;J filrptiuAk; jdJ kd mk;rj;ijf; fhg;ghw;wpf;nfhs;fpwJ.

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ehk; mila Ntz;ba epiyiaAk;. kdk;rk ;ge ;jg ;gl ;l epiy vd;W vz;zpf ; nfhz;lfhuzj;jpdhy;jhd;>

mij miltjw;F>

Nahf rhjidfisAk; cjtpf;F mioj;JtpLfpNwhk;.

Nahf rhjidfspd; %yk;> mDgtq;fisAk;>rf;jp epiyfisAk; kl;LNk mila KbAk; vd;gijj;njupahkypUe;JtpLfpNwhk;.

,jdhy;jhd;> Nahf rhjidfisAk;> Qhdj;NjhL,izj;J itj;Jtpl;Nlhk;.

Nahf rhjidfs; vd;gJ Kaw;rpfNshLnjhlHGilaJ.

Mdhy; ek;Kila ,ay;ghd Kf;jp epiyf;Fk;>Nahf rhjidfSf;Fk;> Kaw;rpfSf;Fk; ve;jj; njhlHGk;fpilahJ.

ekJ rhjidfs;> Kaw;rpfs; midj;Jk;miltjw;F vjidNah Nehf;fkhff; nfhz;Ls;sd.

miltjw;F vJTk; ,y;iy vd;gij ehk; vg;NghJfz;Lgpbf;fpNwhNkh>

mg;NghJjhd; ajhHj;j epiy Kf;fpaj;Jtk;ngWfpwJ.

Njq;fpf; fplf;Fk; kNdhyak;> efHe;J nrd;Wgputhfkhf khWfpwJ. kNdhyak; ehrkilaj;;Jtq;FfpwJ.

Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuk; vd;Nwh> Kf;jp epiy vd;Nwh>Jupa epiy vd;Nwh> rhl;rp epiy vd;Nwh> ehk;miltjw;;F vJTNk ,y;iynad;W>

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midj;ijAk; vg;NghJ Gwf;fzpf;fpd;NwhNkh>

mg;NghJjhd;>

ehk; ,Ue;J nfhz;bUf;Fk; ajhHj;j epiyek;Kila kNdhya epiy ek;Kila kd mk;rk;gputhfkhfpg; gputfpf;fpwJ.

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19. gputhfj;jpf;Fg; gpwFmg;gb ekJ kNdhya epiy gputfpj;J XLtjhy;

ehk; Mj;k rhl;rhj;fhuj;ij mile;J tplyhkh ?

kNdhyak; Kf;fpaj;Jtj;ij ,oe;J tpl;l

epiyapy;> kNdh ehrj;ij ehk; mile;J tplyhkh ?

,g;gbj;jhd; ekf;F Nfl;fj; Njhd;Wfpd;wJ.

ek;Kila Nfs;tp epahakhdjhfNt ekf;Fj;

njupfpwJ. ekJ Nfs;tpapy; jtW ,Ug;gjhfNt ekf;Fj;

Njhd;wtpy;iy.

xU rHjhH[p N[hf;ifg; gbj;jpUg;gPHfs;.

rHjhH[p xUtH kpd; rhjdq;fis tpw;Fk;

filf;Fr; nry;fpwhH. mtUf;F FspHrhjdg;ngl;b gpupl;[;

xd;iw thq;f Ntz;Lnkd;W ePz;lfhy Mir xd;W

,Ue;Jte;jJ.

mtH jdf;Fg; gpbj;j tz;zj;jpy; xd;iwj;

NjHe;njLj;J> “,e;j gpupl;[; vd;d tpiy ?|| vd;Wfil Nkyhsiuf; Nfl;lhH.

me;j NkyhsH> rHjhH[pia Vw ,wq;fg; ghHj;jhH.

gpwF gzpTld; nrhd;dhH: “ehq;fs; rHjhH[pfSf;F

gpupl;[; vjidAk; tpw;gjpy;iy.||

rHjhH[p vt;tsNth thjhbg ; ghHj ;jhH.

“tpw;gidf;Fj;jhNd ma;ah itj;jpUf;fpwPHfs; ?|| vd;W

vt;tsNth Nfl;Lg; ghHj;Jk;> filf;fhuH jdJ Kbit

khw;wpf; nfhs;sj; jahuhf ,y;iy. “rHjhH[pf;F ehq;fs;tpw;gjhf ,y;iy !||

rHjhH[p Vkhw;wj;Jld; tPL jpUk;gpdhH. Mdhy;

me;j gpupl;i[ thq;fpNa jPUtJ vd;w gpbthjj;jpy;

kl;Lk;> cWjpahf ,Ue;jhH.

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mtH kpfTk; rhkHj;jpakhfj; jdJ Njhw;wj;ijkhw;wpf; nfhz;lhH. jhd; xU rHjhH[p vd;gJ ntspNanjupahj tifapy; khW Ntlj;ij mikj;Jf;nfhz;lhH.

me;j khWNtlj;Jld; kPz;Lk; me;jf; filf;Fr;nrd;W mNj gpupl;i[ tpiyf;Ff; Nfl;lhH. Mdhy;fil NkyhsNuh kpfTk; mikjpahf> “ ,ijcq;fSf;F tpw;gjpy;iy vd;W New;Nw $wptpl;NlNd! ||vd;W Gd;KWtYld; $wptpl;lhH.

rHjhH[p ,jdhy; mtkhdg;gl;lhYk; $l> mtuhy;>jdJ khWNtlj;ijf; fz;Lgpbj;j> me;j Nkyhsupd;Gj;jprhypj;jdj;ijg; ghuhl;lhky; ,Uf;f Kbatpy;iy.“ vdJ khWNtlj;ij vg;gbf; fz;Lgpbj;jPHfs;?|| vd;WmtuplNk Nfl;L tpl;lhH.

me;j NkyhsH mikjpahff; Nfl;lhH: “ th\pq;nk\pidg; ghHj;J> gpupl;[; vd;W cq;fisj; jtpuNtW vtuhy; $w KbAk;? ||

ek ;Kila mZFKiwAk ; > ek ;KilaNfs;tpfSk;> epahakhdjhfNt ekJ jug;gpy;Njhd;Wfpd;wJ.

kNdhyak; kdmk;rk; midj;Jk; gputhfkhfgputfpj;J XLk;NghJ> mq;F vQ;rpapUg;gJ Mj;krhl;rhj;fhukhf kl;Lkhfj;jhNd ,Uf;f KbAk; ?

Kf;jp epiy kl;Le;jhNd vQ;rpapUf;f KbAk; ?

Rhl;rp epiy kl;Le;jhNd vQ;rpapUf;f KbAk; ?

$l];jd; epiy kl;Le;jhNd vQ;rpapUf;f KbAk; ?

,Uf;fyhk;jhd;. Mdhy; mJ ve;j tifapYk;Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ,y;yhj xd;Nw. Vnddpy;> ehk;kNdhyakw;W> kNdhehrj;jpy; jq;fpapUf;f KbahJ.

kdijg; Gwf;fzpj;J> me;j Mjhu epiyapy;>jq;fpapUf;f KbahJ.

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mg;gb xU jq;FkplNk fpilahJ.

ek;Kila kd mk;rk; gputhfkhf ,Uf;Fk;

epiyjhd; ,Wjpepiy. mjw;F mLj;j epiynad xU

epiyNa fpilahJ.

midj;Jk; gputhfkhf ,Uf;Fk; epiyjhd;>

cz;ikapNyNa ehk; mila Ntz;ba epiy.

“mila Ntz;ba epiy || vd;W ngaH nfhLf;fNtz;Lk; vd Mirg;gl;lhy;>

me;jg; gputhfepiy kNdhyak; fiyAk; epiy

kl;LNk ehk; mila Ntz;ba epiy.

me;j gputhfj;ij mila Kaw;rp nra;a

KbahJ.

ehk; Kaw;rp nra;Ak; NghJ mJ gputhfky;y@

mJ Njf;fkile;J tpLfpwJ. ciwe;J Ngha; tpLfpwJ.

Njlhj epiyapy; Kaw;rp nra;ahj epiyapy;>

ekJ fl;Lf;fs; midj;Jk; cile;J ehk; jput

epiyf;F te;J tpLfpNwhk;.

me;epiyapy; ehk; ek;ikawpahky; gputfpf;fpNwhk;.

ek;ikr; rhHe;jitfSk; me;jg; gputhfj;jpy; gq;F

ngWfpd;wd.

midj;Jk; ,e;j Kbtw;w gputhfj;jpd; gFjpahfp

tpLfpd;wJ. mile;jpLtjw;F vd;W ve;j ,lNk ,y;yhj

epj;ag;gputhfk; ,J.

kNdhyaj;jpd; gputhfe;jhd; kNdhehrNk jtpu>

kNdhehr epiy vd;W xU epiyNa fpilahJ.

kd mk;rj;jpd; gputhfe;jhd; gpujhdkhf cs;sNj

jtpu> kdq;fle;j epiy vd;W Kf;fpaj;Jtk; cs;sjhf

vJTk; fpilahJ.

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kd mk;rk; cs;sJ@ mJ gputhfkhFk; epiyAk;cs;sJ.

ekJ midj;J ,af;fq;fSk; ,e;j ,uz;Ltpjkhd mk;rq;fSf;Fs;shfNt Kbtile;J tpLfpd;wd.

ehk; ,J jtpu> VNjh xd;W ,Ug;gjhfj; NjlMuk;gpj;jhy;>

kNdhyae;jhd; GJg;gpf;fg;gl;L tpLfpwJ.

ekJ ciw epiyjhd; GJg;gpf;fg;gl;L tpLfpwJ.

mfj;ijg; nghUj;jtiuapYk;>

JwTepiy kl;LNk Kf;fpakhdJ. milAk; epiyvd;gJ mq;Nf> fpilaNt fpilahJ.

ehk; miltJ midj;Jk; Gwk; rhHe;jit@ cyfk;rhHe;jit.

cyfQ;rhHe;j Gw mk;rj;ijg; nghUj;j mstpy;JwT epiy vd;gJ rupahdjd;W. mJ eilKiwf;Fg;nghUe;jhjJ.

Rk;khapU vd> Md;kPfj;jpy; gyuhYk; $wg;gLfpwJ.

Rk;khapU vd;gJ mfQ;rhHe;j epiyiaf; Fwpg;gJ.mfj;ijg; nghUj;j mstpy;> ehk; ve;jg; nghWg;igAk;Vw;fhJ Rk;kh ,Ug;gNj rupahdJ.

ehk; nra;tjw;F vijahtJ fw;gpf;Fk; NghJ>mq;F kNdhyaKk;> ciw epiyANkjhd; Vw;gLfpwJ.ehk; nra;tjw;F vJTk; ,y;iynad;W> ehk; vijAk;mila Kaw;rp nra;ahj epiyapy;jhd; jput epiyrhj;jpag;gl;L midj;Jk; gputhfkhfr; nry;Yk; epiyVw;gLfpwJ.

mfr; nraYf;fhff; $wg;gl;l ,e;j epiyia>ehk; Gwj;Jf;Fk; vLj;Jf;nfhz;Nlhnkd;why;> mq;NfNrhk;Ngwpj;jdkhd #o;epiyjhd; Vw;gl;LtpLk;.

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“nrayw;W Rk ;kh ,Ug ;gNj Rfk ; | | vd;wmZFKiw rKjhaj;jpy; gpujpgypj;J tpL;tjd;tpisthfNt> rKjhak; rk;ge;jg;gl;l nghWg;gw;w jd;ikVw;gl;L tpLfpwJ.

mjdhy ; Nrhk ;gy ; kNdhghtNkh> jdJNjitf;fhfg; gpwiu tQ;rpf;Fk; kNdhghtNkh> jpULk;kNdhghtNkh> my;yJ gpr;irnaLf;Fk; kNdhghtNkhVw;gl;LtpLfpwJ.

Gwj;ijg; nghUj;j mstpy;> jPHkhdq;fs; mtrpak;@Kaw;rp mtrpak;@ kNdhyak; mtrpak;@ mila Ntz;baepiy mtrpak;@ nghWg;Gs;s jd;ik mtrpak;.

mfj;ijg; nghUj;j mstpy;> ehk; nra;tjw;FvJTNk fpilahJ. ehk; Vw;Wf;nfhs;Stjw;F ve;jg;nghWg;Gk; fpilahJ.

ehk; mila Ntz;baJ vJthf ,Ue;jhYk;rup>

mJ Md;k rhl;rhj;fhukhf ,Ue;jhYk; rup> mJrhl;rp epiyahf ,Ue;jhYk; rup> mJ $l];jd;epiyahf ,Ue;jhYk; rup> mJ Jupa epiyahf,Ue;jhYk; rup>mJ gputhf epiyahf ,Ue;jhYk; rhp>

miltjw;F vJTk; ,y;iy vd;w epiyapNyNa>

mit midj;Jk; milag; gLfpd;wd.

milag;glhj epiyahfNt>

mitahTk;> milag;gLfpd;wd.

mJNt> miltplk; ,y;yhj milthfTk;>Kbtplk; ,y;yhj KbthfTk; cs;sJ.

Rgk;