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vkeq[ vks'ks dh lexzrkoknh thoun1f‘I o rn.tü; uo7laü;kl dks le>us eX cgqr yksxkX dks dfOukB gksrh g,4 etk ;g g, fd dfOukB dk dkj< bl thou',yh dh nqWgrk ugC m¥Is bldh ljyrk g,4 ckr bruh ¬i‘I] bruh lh/h] l®; o fudI dh g, fd brus fudI l®; dks ns[us] lquus] le>us ds u ge vknh gT] u gh jkth4 Vdrq ge lquX u lquX] le>X u le>X] vc euq‘; ds lkeus nwljk dksB fod¥i g, Hh ugC bl thou',yh ds flok4 vks'ks dh vk÷;k®e o foKku] ijek®ek o lalkj dks tks\Lusokyh thoun1f‘I dh dqN >yfd;ka ;gka nsuk mi;ksxh le>rk gwa] ftueX ls dqN m0j< blh iq¬rd ls vk,j dqN vü; ls gT4 vks'ks ds opu A 88ifæpe eX tgka phtX cgqr c\P xB gT mudks rqe dgrs gks Hk,frdoknh yksx4 fliZ blhfyS fd muds ikl Hk,frd phtX †;knk gT4 blfyS Hk,frdoknh4 vk,j rqe vk÷;k®eoknh] D;kXfd rqégkjs ikl [kus7ihus dks ugC g,] Nîij ugC g,] uk,djh ugC g,4 ;g rks [wc vk÷;k®e gqvk2 Ssls vk÷;k®e dk D;k djksxs` Ssls vk÷;k®e dks vkx yxkvks4 vk,j ftuds ikl phtX cgqr gT] mudh id\L de gks xB g,4 ¬oHkorA4 fdruk id\Lksxs` ftuds ikl dqN ugC g,] mudh id\L †;knk gksrh g,4 lp rks ;g g, fd ftruh Hk,frd mUfr gksrh g,] mruk ns' de Hk,frdoknh gks tkrk g,4 ;g ns' vk÷;k®e dh ø;FZ nkosnkjh djrk g,4 bl ns' dks igys Hk,frdoknh gksuk pkfgS] rks ;g vk÷;k®eoknh Hh gks ldsxk4 bl ns' ds ikl vHh rks 'jhj dks Hh laHkyus dk mik; ugC g,] vk®ek dh m\Lku rks ;g Hjs rks d,ls Hjs2 oh<k gh ikl ugC g,] rks laxhr rks d,ls i,nk gks2 isI Hw[s gT] mueX izse ds cht d,ls GyX2 isI Hw[s gT] mueX ÷;ku d,ls mxk;k tkS` esjs fglkc eX geus dksB vxj c\Lh7ls7c\Lh Hwy dh g, bu ikap gtkj o"kë eX rks og ;g fd geus Hk,frdokn dh Vunk dh g,4 vk,j Hk,frdokn dh Vunk ij vk÷;k®eokn dks [\Lk djuk pkgk g,4 mldk ;g nq‘ifj<ke g, tks ge Hksx jgs gT4 bleX rqégkjs lk/q7larkX dk gkF g,4 vk,j tc rd rqe ;g u le>ksxs fd rqégkjs lk/q7larkX dh tqéesokjh g, rqégX fH[eaxk j[us eX] xjhc j[us eX] nhu7chekj j[us eX] rc rd rqe bl ujd ds ikj ugC gks ldksxs4 D;kXfd rqe ewy dkj< dks gh u igpkuksxs rks mldh t\L d,ls dIsxh` esjs fglkc eX] Hk,frdokn vk÷;k®eokn dk vfuok;Z pj< g,4 Hk,frdokn cqfu;kn g, eafnj dh vk,j vk÷;k®e eafnj dk f'[j g,4 cqfu;kn ds fcuk f'[j ugC gks ldrk4 Hk,frdokn vk,j vk÷;k®e eX dksB fojks/ ugC g,4 lg;ksx g,4

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vk,j lksprk g, fd vxj eT bl ;qod dh txg gksrk rks D;kX bl ¬_h dk gkF id\Lrk` mlus vk,j fdlh dkj< ls ¬_h dk gkF id\Lk gh ugC4 mlus ¬_h dks dHh vk,j fdlh rjg ns[k gh ugC] dkeokluk dh /kj<k ls gh ns[k g,] mruh gh mldh igpku g,4 og nwljs ij Hh ogh Fksi nsrk g,4 rqe ogh ns[ ldrs gks] tks rqégkjs Hhrj i\Lk g,4 rqe viuk dw\Lk7djdI nwljkX ij vkjksfir dj nsrs gks4 rqe lk,Hk≈;'kyh gks fd rqe ns[ lds gks2 rqe Wf\P ls eqDr gks2 ijaijk dk cks> rqe ij de g,4 ;s vπNs y< gT4 Ssls gh ø;fDr;kX ds fyS esjk laü;kl g,4 esjk rqégX fuea_<2 vkvks] lféefyr gksvks bl jke eX] bl jax eX288 88blfyS eT fujarj dgrk gwa fd esjs laü;klh dks tqvkjh gksus dh erk pkfgS] lkgl pkfgS4 vgadkj dks nkao ij yxkuk dksB NksIk7eksIk [sy ugC g,4 lcls c\Lk [sy g,] blls c\Lk fGj dksB [sy Hh ugC g,4 D;kXfd ftl fnu] ftl < rqe bruk lkgl tqIk yksxs fd dg ldks fd eT ugC gwa] fd tku ldks fd eT ugC gwa] fd vuqHo dj ldks fd eT ugC gwa] fd ej tkvks ¬osπNk ls] ogh laü;kl g,4 vk,j mlh e1®;q eX lekf/ dk Gwy f[yrk g,488 88/uq"7ck< fyS [\Lk gh g,4 rqe gh fNis gks6 rqe gh lkeus ugC vkrs4 vk,j fdlus rqégX fNik;k g,` rqégkjh vf¬erk us] rqégkjs vgadkj us4 vgadkj rqégkjh viuh Btkn g,] vk®ek ijek®ek dh HXI4 rqe vk®ek gks] vgadkj ugC4 bu opukX dks Sd [ksth] Sd l®;kFñ dh rjg ysuk] fo|kFñ dh rjg ugC4 ;s opu rqégkjs Hhrj uS7uS kj [ksy ldrs gT4 ;s fdlh iafLr ds opu ugC gT] Sd izKk7iqQ" ds opu gT4 Sd vye¬r ds opu gT] ftlus fivk g, mldh 'jkc dks vk,j tkuk g, mlds u's dks] tks e¬r gqvk g, mleX Lwcdj4 ;s opu ugC gT] tyrs gqS vaxkjs gT4 ;s ek_ opu ugC gT6 ;s rqégkjs thou dks Wikarfjr dj nX] Sslh dhfe;k bueX fNih g,488 !#!ks ka®r d! vc rsjh 'j< vk;ks jke44 tc, lqfu;k lk/ ds eq[] ifrrikou uke44 ;gh tku iqdkj dhügh] vfr lrk;ks dke44 fo"; lsrh H;ks vkftt] dg eywd xqyke44 lkapk rw xksiky] lkap rsjk uke g,4

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tgaoka lqfeju gks;] /ü; lks Oke g,44 lkapk rsjk HDr] tks rq>dks tkurk4 rhu yksd dks jkt] euT uVg vkurk44 >wOk ukrk Nksf\L] rq>s yo ykb;k4 lqfefj frgkjks uke] ije in ikb;k44 ftu ;g ykgk ik;ks] ;g tx vkbd,4 mrfj x;ks Ho ikj] rsjks xqu xkbd,44 rqgh ekrq rqgh firk] rqgh fgrq ca/q g,4 dgr eywdnkl] fcu rq> /aq/ g,44 dk,u feyko, tksfx;k gks] tksfx;k fcu jÍks u tkB44 eT tks î;klh iho dh] jIr fGjkT fio iho44 tks tksfx;k uVg fefyg, gks] rks rqjr fudklwa tho44 xqQth vgsjh eT fgjuh] xqQ ekjT izse dk cku4 tsfg ykx, lksB tkuB gks] vk,j njn uVg tku44 dgT eywd lquq tksfxuh js] ruVg eX eufg lek;4 rsjs izse ds dkjus tksxh lgt feyk eksVg vk;44 ckck eywdnkl2 ;g uke gh Sslk î;kjk g,2 ru7eu7izk< eX feljh ?ksy ns2 Ssls rks cgqr lar gqS gT] lkjk vkdk' larkX ds txexkrs rkjkX ls Hjk g,] ij eywdnkl

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dh rqyuk fdlh vk,j ls ugC gks ldrh4 eywdnkl cstks\L gT4 mudh vfrh;rk muds v¥g\Liu eX g,3e¬rh eX] cs[qnh eX4 ;g uke eywd dk e¬rh dk i;kZ;okph gks x;k4 bl uke eX gh dqN 'jkc g,4 ;g uke gh nksgjkvks rks Hhrj ukp mOus yxs4 eywdnkl u rks dfo gT] u nk'Zfud gT] u /eZ'k¬_h gT4 nhokus gT] ijokus gT2 vk,j ijek®ek dks mügkXus Ssls tkuk g, t,ls ijokuk 'ek dks tkurk g,4 og igpku c\Lh vk,j g,4 nwj7nwj ls ugC] ifjp; ek_ ugC g, og igpku3vius dks xaok dj] vius dks feIkdj gksrh g,4 jkenqokjs tks ejs2 jke ds kj ij ejdj jke dks igpkuk g,4 l¬rk ugC g, dke4 dfork fy[uh rks l¬rh ckr g,6 dksB Hh tks rqd tks\L ysrk gks] dfo gks tkS4 ysfdu eywd dh e¬rh l¬rh ckr ugC g,6 egaxk lk,nk g,4 lc dqN nkao ij yxkuk i\Lrk g,4 \tjk Hh cpk;k rks pwds4 jRh Hj cpk;k rks pwds4 fuü;kcs izfr'r nkao ij yxk;k vk,j Sd izfr'r Hh cpk;k rks pwds] D;kXfd ml Sd izfr'r cpkus eX gh rqégkjh csBekuh tkfgj gks x;h4 fuü;kucs izfr'r nkao ij yxkus eX rqégkjh J0k tkfgj u gqB] exj Sd izfr'r cpkus eX rqégkjk dkB;kaiu tkfgj gks x;k4 nkao rks gks rks lk, izfr'r gksrk g,6 ugC rks nkao ugC gksrk] nqdkunkjh gksrh g,4 eywd ds lkF pyuk gks rks tqvkjh dh ckr le>uh gksxh6 nqdkunkj dh ckr Nks\L nsuh gksxh4 ;g nkao yxkusokys dh ckr g,3nhokukX dh23/eZ7'k¬_h ugC g,4 ugC le> eX i\Lrk fd osn i\Ps gkXxs4 ugC le> eX i\Lrk fd mifu"n tkus gkXxs4 ysfdu fGj Hh osnkX dk tks jkt g, vk,j mifu"nkX dk tks lkj g,] og muds izk<kX ls fc[jk g,] i!#@,yk g,4 osn tkudj dHh fdlh us osn tkus` ¬o;a dks tkudj osn tkus tkrs gT4 pkj osn ugC gT3 Sd gh osn g,2 og rqégkjs Hhrj g,6 og rqégkjs p,rü; dk g,4 vk,j Sd lk, vkO mifu"n ugC gT3Sd gh mifu"n g,2 vk,j og mifu"n 'k¬_ ugC g,6 ¬o;a dh lRk g,4 eywdnkl iafLr ugC gT] Kkuh ugC gT4 eywdnkl ls igpku djuh gks rks eafnj dks e/q'kyk cukuk i\Ls4 rks iwtk7ikO ls ugC gksxk4 vk,ipkfjd vkLacj ls ijek®ek ugC l/sxk4 gk√nd leiZ< pkfgS4 leiZ<3tks fd lexz gks2 leiZ< Sslk fd >qdks rks fGj mOks ugC4 mlds kj ij >qd xS rks fGj mOuk d,lk2 tks dkck ls yk,I vkrk g, og dkck x;k gh ugC4 tks eafnj ls okfil vk tkrk g, og dgC vk,j x;k gksxk] eafnj ugC x;k4 eTus lquk g,3 caxky eX Sd cgqr c\Lk o,;kdj< gqvk4 dHh eafnj ugC x;k4 mlds firk cw\Ps gksus yxs Fs] uçcs lky dh mez gks x;h firk dh4 csIk Hh vc dksB lRj ikj dj jgk g,4 vkf[j firk us dgk fd rw dc tkSxk eafnj] dc jke dks iqdkjsxk` rks csIs us dgk A eT gwa ø;kdj< dk Kkrk4 Sd opu eX 8jke8] 8jke8 Vtnxh Hj dgus ls D;k Gk;nk` cgqopu eX Sd gh ckj jke dks iqdkj yXxs4 vk,j Sd gh ckj iqd

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rqégkjh lkalkX dh xa/ bu gokvkX eX g,4 î;kjs dnekX dh vkgI fGtkvkX eX g,4 rqégX ns[k fdS ;s teC7vkleka rqe vHh Fs ;gka] rqe vHh Fs ;gka4 rqégX ns[k rks lkalX Qdh gh jgC esjs ekfyd2 ;s vka[X >qdC gh ugC] gks' vkrs gh rqe Nqi xS gks dgka2 rqe vHh Fs ;gka] rqe vHh Fs ;gka4 Hxoku2 lalkj eX eq>s cqjkB gh cqjkB D;kX fn[k;h nsrh g,` Hxoku2 vki iafLrkX ds brus fojks/ eX D;kX gT` igyk izæu A Hxoku] rqe vHh Fs ;gka] rqe vHh Fs ;gka4 rqégkjh lkalkX dh xa/ bu gokvkX eX g,4 î;kjs dnekX dh vkgI fGtkvkX eX g,4 rqégX ns[k fdS ;s teC7vkleka rqe vHh Fs ;gka] rqe vHh Fs ;gka4 rqégX ns[k rks lkalX Qdh gh jgC esjs ekfyd2 ;s vka[X >qdC gh ugC]

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c,Ok g,] lnZ jkr] dacy vks\Ps] ns[rk g, pkan dks] vkuan7foHksj g,] e≈u g,3lkalX mldh can jgh gkXxh6 vka[X SdId pkan dks ns[rh gkXxh4 bl pkan us t,ls cq0 dks cgqr7cgqr ;kn fnyk fn;k g,4 rHh Sd pksj muds >kXi\Ls eX ?ql vk;k4 Vj>kB us pksj dks ns[k] tkdj pksj dks id\Lk vk,j dgk fd HkB] ek dj2 pksj rks cgqr ?c\Lk;k4 ek rks mls ekaxuh pkfgS4 og rks NwI ds Hkxus yxk4 Vj>kB us dgk] Qd] Ssls er tk2 [kyh gkF tkSxk rks eT VtnxhHj nqA[h jgwaxk4 ;g dacy ysrk tk2 vk,j rks esjs ikl dqN g, ugC4 dacy ns fn;k pksj dks4 Vj>kB uaxk Fk dacy ds Hhrj3dqN vk,j rks Fk ugC4 pksj f>>dk Hh4 pksj Hh f>>dk2 bl î;kjs Gdhj ls bldk dacy ys ysuk vk,j bldks uaxk Nks\L tkuk OaLh jkr eX] mlus uk7uqp dh] ysfdu Vj>kB us dgk fd ugC ekuwaxk4 eq>s c\Lk nqA[ gksxk4 vk,j ;g dksB ckr gqB` bruk c\Lk lk,Hk≈; fn;k eq>s3vkt rd dksB pksj esjs >kXi\Ls ij ugC vk;k4 pksj tkrs gT /uifr;kX ds ?j2 rwus eq>s /uifr cuk fn;k4 pksj tkrs gT jktkvkX] lezkIkX ds ?j2 rwus vkt eq>s jktk vk,j lezkI gksus dk etk ns fn;k4 rwus eq>s tks fn;k g,] og cgqr †;knk g,] dacy rks dqN Hh ugC4 vkt yx jgk g, fd ge Hh dqN gT4 pksj b/j Hh vkus yxs2 rw ns[] ys tk2 vk,j vkxs ls [;ky j[] ;g dksB Pax ugC2 ;g dksB f'‘Ikpkj g,` vjs] nks7pkj fnu igys [cj djrk rks ge dqN bartke dj ysrs4 nqckjk tc vkS] rks Sd pkj fnu igys Sd iks¬IdkLZ gh Lky nsuk4 dqN rsjs fyS vk;kstu dj ysrs4 brus nwj rw vk;k xkao ls] lnZ jkf_] Sd dacy gh ns jgk gwa] esjh vka[kX eX vkalw gT] ugC er dj2 Ssls vkneh dks D;k ugC djks vk,j D;k gka Hjks] pksj rks dqN fdafadrZø;foew\P gks x;k4 mldh rks le> eX gh ugC vk;k4 cgqr ns[s Fs mlus yksx] cgqrkX ?jkX eX pksjh dh Fh] cgqr ckj id\Lk Hh x;k Fk] exj ;g vkneh vuwOk Fk2 ;g vkneh igyh nGk feyk Fk4 Hkxk ysdj dacy2 t,ls gh ckgj tk jgk Fk fd Vj>kB us vkokt nh fd Ogj] de7ls7de /ü;okn rks ns ns] f'‘Ikpkj rks lh[4 de7ls7de bruh gh ckr rks ;kn j[2 vk,j njoktk can dj ns4 tc vk;k Fk njoktk can Fk] rw [ksydj Hhrj vk;k6 vc njoktk fGj can dj ns vk,j /ü;okn nsdj vius jk¬rs ij yx2 nqckjk tc vkS] igys [cj dj nsuk4 mlus t¥nh ls /ü;okn fn;k vk,j njoktk can fd;k4 Vj>kB us mls vkokt nh fd Ogj] rks mldh Nkrh /d ls gks xB fd ;g vkneh c\Lk vthc g,2 ;g D;k dj xqtjs] dqN dgk ugC tk ldrk2 fGj og id\Lk x;k vnkyr eX] fdlh vk,j pksjh ds ekeys eX4 vk,j og dacy Hh id\Lk x;k4 og dacy rks tkfgj Fk4 og rks iwjs tkiku eX tkfgj Fk4 og rks lHh dks irk Fk fd ;g Vj>kB dk dacy g,4 Vj>kB rks bruk izfl0 Fk fd lezkI mlds pj<kX eX vkrs Fs4 og dacy fdldks irk ugC Fk` lezkIkX us ftl dacy eX Vj>kB dks ns[k gks] yksxkX us] gtkjkX yksxkX us ftl dacy eX ns[k gks3eft¬I≠sI us Hh Vj>kB dks ns[k Fk ml dacy eX] mlus dgk ;g dacy Vj>kB dk g,4 vk,j dqN

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fnu ls og fliZ yaxksIh eX g,] mldk dacy dgka x;k] vkt irk pyk4 rks rwus ml Gdhj dks Hh ugC Nks\Lk2 rsjh vk,j pksfj;ka eT ekG Hh dj nwa] exj ;g pksjh eT ekG ugC dj ldrk4 ;g gn gks xB4 Vj>kB dh Hh rw pksjh dj ldk2 pksj us cgqr dgk fd ekfyd] lquks] ;g pksjh eTus dh ugC] mlus tcjn¬rh eq>s dacy fn;k4 og ekus gh ugC4 eT viuh tku cpkus ds fyS dacy ys vk;k4 vk,j vc vki ls D;k dgwa` mldh og d\Ldrh vkokt] tc mlus dgk fd Qd] vHh ;kn vk tkrh g, rks esjh Nkrh ngy tkrh g,4 vk,j mlus dgk can dj njoktk2 D;k vkneh g,22 D;k mldh vkokt g,22 vkneh cgqr ns[s exj ;g vkneh vkneh g,4 exj pksjh eTus ugC dh4 lezkI us dgk] vxj Vj>kB dg ns fd pksjh rwus ugC dh] rks ge rq>s eqDr dj nXxs3vk,j pksfj;kX ls Hh eqDr dj nXxs6 mldh xokgh dkGh g,4 Vj>kB cqyk;k x;k4 Vj>kB us dgk fd ugC] ;g vkneh pksj ugC g,4 igys rks ;g vkneh c\Lk lh/k7lknk g,4 esjs ?j vk;k] fcuk [cj fdS vk;k4 bldh lknxh ns[ks] bldk Hksykiu ns[ks2 nwljs] ;g vkneh c\Lk f'‘Ikpkjh g,4 tc eTus dgk] Ogj] njoktk can dj] rks blus njoktk can fd;k6 ;g c\Lk vkKkdkjh g,4 vk,j tc eTus dgk] /ü;okn ns] rks blus /ü;okn fn;k4 blus \tjk ladksp u fd;k4 ;g c\Lk vk¬Fkoku g,4 ;g pksjh ugC dh g, blus4 eTus bls dacy fn;k rks ;g uk7uqp djrk Fk] badkj djrk Fk] euk djrk Fk6 gtkj blus Hkxus dh dksf'' dh Fh4 ;g vkneh c\Lk l†tu g,4 eq> xjhc dks ns[dj] uaxk ns[dj bls c\Lh n;k vkB] blds Ôn; eX c\Lh dQ<k g,4 ;g pksj rks gks gh ugC ldrk4 Vj>kB us tc Sslk dgk] rks eft¬I≠sI us mls Nks\L fn;k4 Vj>kB ckgj fudyk] og vkneh Hh Vj>kB ds ihNs gks fy;k4 Vj>kB us dgk] D;k bjknk g,] vc esjs ikl dqN Hh ugC2 ml pksj us dgk fd vc eT ysus ugC vk jgk gwa] vius dks nsus vk jgk gwa4 vc rqégkjs pj<kX dks Nks\Ldj dgC vk,j ugC tkMaxk4 rqégX D;k ns[k] vknfe;r dh xfjek ns[ yh4 rqégX D;k ns[k] ijek®ek ij Hjkslk vk x;k4 Vj>kB us pksj eX pksj ugC ns[k] csBeku ugC ns[k] rks fGj pksj Hh Vj>kB eX ijek®ek dks ns[ ldk4 rqe dgrs gks] Α<kuan] lalkj eX eq>s cqjkB gh cqjkB D;kX fn[kB nsrh g,` \tjk Hhrj IIksyks] \tjk viuh xkaO eX IIksyks] ogka dqN Hwypwd gksxh4 lc ls c\Lh Hwypwd g,] vgadkj4 vgadkj ds dkj< yksx nwljkX eX cqjkB ns[rs gT4 D;kXfd vgadkj nwljkX eX cqjkB ns[dj c\Lk izGqf¥yr gksrk g, fd eT Js‘O] fd eT lqanj] fd eT egk®ek] fd eT ifo_6 fd dk,u g, tks esjk t,lk fouez vk,j dk,u g, tks esjk t,lk iq≤;k®ek6 fd dk,u g, tks esjk t,lk nkuohj] nku'wj4 vgadkj nwljkX ij thrk g,4 nwljkX dh ydhjX NksIh dj nsrk g,] rks viuh ydhj c\Lh ekywe i\Lus yxrh g,4 nwljkX dks NksIk djus dk Sd gh mik; g, fd mudh cqjkB ns[ks] cqjkB7gh7cqjkB ns[ks4

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vgadkjh vkneh ls dgks fd Gyka vkneh cgqr lqanj ckalqjh ctkrk g,] og Gk,ju dgsxk3D;k og \[kd ckalqjh ctkSxk` pksj] csBeku] yqIsjk] og D;k ckalqjh ctkSxk` og D;k \[kd caklqjh ctkSxk` vjs] eT mls HyhHkafr tkurk gwa4 ysfdu Vj>kB t,ls fdlh vkneh ls vxj dgks fd og vkneh pksj g,] rks og dgsxk] ugC gks ldrk] D;kXfd eTus mldh ckalqjh lquh g,4 tks bruh î;kjh ckalqjh ctkrk g,] og pksj d,ls gks ldrk g,` vlaHo4 ;g eT eku gh ugC ldrk4 viuh vka[ ls ns[ ywa rks le>waxk esjh vka[ xyr ns[rh g,] fd esjh vka[ eX dgC Hwy7pwd g,] ysfdu tks bruh î;kjh ckalqjh ctkrk g,] laxhr ij ftldk Sslk o' g,] Sslk vf/dkj g,] og pksjh djsxk` vlaHo2 vjs] laxhr ftls feyk g, og fdl laink ds fyS m®lqd gksxk` yksx gT] tks xqykc dh >k\Lh ds ikl tkSa rks dkaIs fxuXxs4 vk,j yksx gT] tks dkaIkX dh fG∂ gh u djXxs vk,j Gwy fxuXxs4 vk,j Sd Gwy Hh fn[kB i\L tkS rks lkjs dkaIs ø;FZ gks tkrs gT4 Sd Gwy dk gksuk dkGh g, lkjs dkaIkX dks ø;FZ dj nsus ds fyS4 ysfdu tks yksx dkaIs gh fxurs gT] ¬oHkorA mlds gkFkX eX dkaIs pqH Hh tkSaxs4 dkaIkX dh fxurh djksxs rks dkaIs pqHXxs4 ygwyqgku gks tkvksxs4 fGj tc gkF ygwyqgku gkXxs vk,j ih\Lk ls Hjs gkXxs] rks fdldks Gwy fn[kB i\L ldrk g,` vk,j ftlus dkaIs fxus] mldk rdZ ;g gksxk fd tgka brus dkaIs gT] ogka Gwy Hze gh gks ldrk g,] l®; ugC4 nqfu;k eX nks gh rjg ds yksx gT4 dkaIs fxuus okys yksx] mudks fGj Gwy ugC fn[kB i\Lrs6 fn[kB Hh i\LX rks os dgXxs Hze gksxk6 vk,j os yksx tks Gwy fxurs gT4 mudks Gwy fn[kB i\L tkrs gT] rks muds fyS dkaIs dkaIs ugC jg tkrs] GwykX ds igjsnkj gks tkrs gT] GwykX ds jd gks tkrs gT4 D;kXfd ogh thou/kj rks dkaIs eX cgrh g, tks Gwy eX4 fGj mudh dkaIkX ls Hh nqæeuh ugC jgrh4 GwykX ls nks¬rh D;k gqB] dkaIkX ls Hh nqæeuh ugC jg tkrh4 vius vgadkj dks Fks\Lk ryk'ks4 mlh dh Nk;k rqégX pkjkX rjG fn[kB i\L jgh gksxh4 cjlkr ds fnu] vkaxu eX j[s ?\Ls eX ikuh Hj x;k Fk4 eq¥yk ulQYhu dk csIk i!#@tyw Sd fnu ?\Ls eX >kad jgk Fk fd mlds gkF ls larjk fGlydj ?\Ls eX fxj x;k4 og jksus yxk4 ikuh eX mls viuh gh ijNkB fn[kB nh4 8D;kX jksrs gks] csIs`8 ulQYhu us iwNk4 Gtyw us dgk fd ml Nksdjs us tks ?\Ls eX fNik c,Ok g,] esjk larjk Nq\Lk fy;k4 8Qdks] eT vkrk gwa48 eq¥yk us ?\Ls ds ikl igqapdj mleX >kadk] mls nk\Ph7ewNkX dh ijNkB fn[kB nh4 xq¬ls eX mlus dgk] 8D;kX th] bl mez eX Hh cπpkX ds lkF etkd djrs gks] 'eZ ugC vkrh28 lalkj eX geX fliZ viuh izfrNfo;ka fn[kB i\Lrh gT4 viuh izfr÷ofu;ka lqukB i\Lrh gT4 rqe xkfy;ka nksxs] rks xhr ugC lqukB i\LXxs4 xhr xkvks2 rks xhrkX dh rqe ij

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I,Dlh L≠kboj cksyk A8esjs eka7cki dh Sd gh larku g,] tks u esjk HkB vk,j u esjh cgu g,6 crkbS og dk,u g,`8 ulQYhu c\Lh my>u eX Gal x;k4 mlus cgqr flj ekjk] ysfdu le> gh u vkS fd Sslk gks gh d,ls ldrk g,2 eka7cki dh larku ;k rks HkB gksxk ;k cgu gksxh4 varrA lksprs7lksprs le; chr x;k] gksIy vk x;k4 L≠kboj us ø;a≈; ls iwNk A 8dfgS] egk'; th2 eTus igys gh dgk Fk u] loky c\Lk dfOu g,6 vπNs7vπNkX dks tokc ugC lw>rk28 cspkjs eq¥yk us gkj eku yh4 L≠kboj us crk;k] 8vjs] lh/h7lh ckr g,] eT [qn vius eka7cki dh larku gwa] Sdek_] exj u eT [qn dk HkB gwa] u [qn dh cgu gwa48 tc ulQYhu Hkjr okil vk;k rks mlds fe_kX us okil yk,Ius dh [q'h eX Sd ikIñ nh4 ek,dk feyrs gh eq¥yk us nks¬rkX ls ogh loky iwNk4 og rks ek,ds dh ryk' eX gh Fk4 cksyk A 8;kjks] Sd izæu iwNrk gwa4 esjs eka7cki dh Sd vk,ykn g,] tks u fjærs eX esjk HkB yxrk g, vk,j u cgu yxrh g,] rks crkvks og dk,u g,`8 bl izæu dks lqudj Pçcwth us nkarkX rys vaxqyh nck yh] panwyky viuh pkan ij gkF Gsjus yxs vk,j eIdkukF çzk‰pkjh viuh Hkjh7Hjde rkXn ij4 HkXnwey ls rks fGj dksB vk'k gh u Fh4 lcus ijkftr gksdj dgk A eq¥yk] rqégC tokc nks] gekjh rks vDy dke ugC djrh] fd tks rqégkjs eka7cki dh gh larku g,] Vdrq u rqégkjk HkB g,] u cgu g,] rks vkf[j og dk,u gks ldrk g, fGj`8 xoZ ls Nkrh Gqykdj ulQYhu cksyk A 8vjs] ogh yanu dk I,Dlh L≠kboj28 m/kj Kku cl Sslk gh gks ldrk g,4 og rqégkjh izfrHk ugC4 og rqégkjh izKk ugC4 og rqégkjk cks/ ugC4 rqe nksgjk ldrs gks] ysfdu nksgjkus ls rqégkjs thou eX dksB ∂kafr ?fIr ugC gks ldrh g,4 vk,j eT pkgrk gwa rqégkjs thou eX ∂kafr ?fIr gks4 eT pkgrk gwa rqégkjs Hhrj i\Lk gqvk cht o1 cus4 Gwy cus4 olar vk;k g,] bu olar ds vn.Hqr <kX eX rqégkjs Hhrj Hh cgkj vk ldrh g,4 rqe nwljkX ds m/kj 'çn eX er i\Ls jguk4 Kku dh fG∂ Nks\Lks] ÷;ku dh Vprk yks4 Kku dh ftlus fG∂ dh] og iafLr gks tkrk g,4 vk,j ftlus ÷;ku dh Vprk yh] og cq0®o dks miyç/ gksrk g,4 ogh lπpk Kkuh g,] tks ÷;ku dks ik ysrk g,4 og >wOk Kkuh g,] tks iafLr gksdj jg tkrk g,4 iafLrkX ls esjk dksB fojks/ ugC g,3fojks/ esjk fdlh ls Hh ugC g,2 ;|fi esjh ckrX cgqrkX dks yxrh gkXxh fd fojks/ dh gT4 ysfdu og Sslk gh g, t,ls LkDIj rqégkjs Gks\Ls dks Gks\Ls] eokn dks ckgj fudkys] rks ih\Lk gksxh4 rks rqe dgC LkDIj ls y\Lus7>x\Lus dks jkth er gks tkuk4 dqæredqærh u djus yxuk2 D;kXfd og cspkjk dsoy rqégX rqégkjs Gks\Ls ls eqDr djokus dh ps‘Ik dj jgk g,4 phj7Gk\L Hh dj jgk g, rks rqégkjs fgr eX4

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eq>s tks bruh xkfy;ka i\L jgh gT vk,j i\LXxh] og blhfyS fd yksxkX dks ;g [;ky ugC g, fd eT tks '¥;7fpfd®lk dj jgk gwa] og rqégkjs fgr eX g,4 rqégkjs d¥;k< ds fyS4 rqégkjs vkuan ds fyS4 cq0kX dks lnk xkfy;ka i\Lh gT] lnk i\Lrh jgXxh4 ;g ¬okHkfod g,4 D;kXfd yksxkX dks irk gh ugC fd mudh n'k D;k g,] fdl x!^&s eX i\Ls gT4 fdl ewπNkZ eX lksS gT4 ysfdu viuh uCn eX os lius ns[ jgs gT vk,j gks ldrk g, rqe liuk e/qj ns[ jgs gks] vk,j eT vk tkMa vk,j rqégX fgykus yxwa vk,j txkus yxwa4 rqégkjk ukjkt gks tkuk Hh ¬okHkfod g,4 rqégkjh ukjktxh dks eT ¬ohdkj djrk gwa4 ysfdu fGj Hh rqégX fgykMaxk4 D;kXfd rqégX fcuk txkS eT ugC ekuwaxk2 tkx dj eTus tks tkuk g,] og rqégX Hh tukuk pkgrk gwa4 tkx dj eTus tks tkuk g,] mleX rqégX Hh lk>hnkj cukuk pkgrk gwa4 vkt bruk gh4 lksB lgj lqcg cls] tga gfj ds nklk4 njl fdS lq[ ikbS] iwt, eu vklk44 lkdI ds ?j lk/tu] lqiuT uVg tkgC4 rsb7rsb uxj mtk\L gT] tga lk/w ukgC44 ewjr iwtT cgqr efr] fur uke iqdkjT4 dksfI dlkB rq¥; gT] tks vkre ekjT44 ijnqA[7nqf[;k HDr g,] lks jkeVg î;kjk4 Sd iyd izHq vkirX uVg jk[T ü;kjk44 nhuca/q dQuke;h] Ssls j?qjktk4 dgT eywd tu vkius dks dk,u fuoktk44 eqok ldy tx nsf[;k] eT rks ft;r u ns[k dks;] gks4

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foæo Sd tknw ls ø;kîr g,4 ckalqjh ct gh jgh g,4 ge cgjs gT4 Α< dk xhr mO gh jgk g,4 gekjh lquus dh lkeƒ;Z ugC4 lkeus gh g, ijek®ek vk,j ge vka[ can fdS [\Ls gT4 lwjt mldk fudyk gh g,4 lwjt mldk dHh Lwcrk gh ugC4 jkr mlds yksd eX gksrh gh ugC4 va/dkj ls mldh igpku gh ugC4 ogka pkanuh gh pkanuh g,4 ogka iw√<ek gh iw√<ek g,4 u dqN de gksrk u †;knk6 lc o,lk dk o,lk g,4 ysfdu ge` ~ ~ ~cl Ssls gh gT t,ls dhp\L dk iks[j3l\Lrk vk,j xyrk4 gekjs thou eX ugC dey f[yrk4 f[y ldrk g,4 l\Ls7xys iks[j eX Hh dey f[y ldrk g,4 l\Ls7xys iks[j eX gh dey f[yrk g,4 dey f[yus dh erk gekjs Hhrj g,4 lkeƒ;Z gekjh g,4 Fks\Lk Je pkfgS4 Fks\Lh ltxrk pkfgS4 Fks\Lh lk/uk pkfgS Fks\Ls l®; dks [kstus dh vkdkak] vHhîlk pkfgS4 rks vHh GwI i\Ls cht4 vHh mx vkS dey4 vHh mO vkS dey] gks tkS ikj dhp\L ls] gks tkS ikj iks[j ls] ckr djus yxs pkan7rkjkX ls] lqxa/ mOs mldh vk,j dey igpku ys r®< ckalqjh dks vk,j dey igpku ys r®< jk/k dh ik;y dks4 dey gekjk izrhd g, lfn;kX ls3p,rü; ds [qy tkus dk4 lgÛny dey2 tc rqégkjh psruk iwjh7dh7iwjh vuko1r gks tkrh g,] lc vkπNknu IwI tkrs gT] lc kj7njokts [qy tkrs gT3rHh tkuuk fd rqe thfor gks] vü;Fk rqe e1r gks2 Ohd dgrs gT eywdnkl3 eqok ldy tx nsf[;k] eT rks ft;r u ns[k dks;] gks4 dgrs gT fd eTus eqn∆7gh7eqn∆ ns[s4 lkjk txr. Nku Lkyk] eqnkë ds vfrfjDr eq>s dksB Vtnk u feyk4 Fks\Lk lkspks] rqe Vtnk gks ;k eqnkZ` eywdnkl rqégkjh gh ckr dj jgs gT] fdlh vk,j dh ugC4 lkspks] dhp\L gh jguk g, ;k dey cuuk g,4 fopkjks lad¥i dks txus nks leiZ< dks ?Ius nks dhp\L eX gh jgdj ugC ej tkuk g,4 ugC rks ftS] u thus ds cjkcj4 ftS gh ugC] cl jkst ejs vk,j ejs4 tüe ds ckn ejrs gh jgs] ejrs gh jgs4 lRj lky yxs ejus eX fd v¬lh lky] blls D;k GdZ i\Lrk g,` yksx viuh ej<7',…;k ij i\Ls gT4 lksB lgj lqcl cls] tga gfj ds nklk4 eywdnkl dgrs gTA cl tkuuk fd ogh uxj vkuane≈u g,] tgka gfj ds nkl fuokl djrs gT4 ckdh rks lc ej?I gT4 ckdh rks uxj ugC gT4 bczkghe c\Lk lwGh Gdhj gqvk4 mlls dksB iwNrk ~ ~ ~ mlus >ksi\Lk cuk j[k Fk jkt/kuh c¥[ ds ckgj ~ ~ ~ dksB mlls iwNrkA c¬rh dk jk¬rk dgka g,` dgrkA ckSa pys tkvks4 Hwydj nkSa er tkuk4 nk;ka jk¬rk ej?I dk g,4 yksx mldh ck

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r eku ysrs4 Gdhj] ekuus t,lk Hh yxrk] mldh ckrkX eX cy Hh fn[rk] mldh vka[kX eX †;ksfr] mldh mif¬Ffr xokgh] fd og Ohd gh dgrk gksxk vk,j Sslh ckr >wO dksB D;kX dgsxk2 lk/kj< jkgxhj Hh fdlh dks xyr jk¬rk ugC crkrk4 ysfdu yksx yk,Irs ?aIs7nks7?aIs ckn] c\Ls ukjkt yk,Irs] c\Ls xq¬ls eX yk,Irs] y\Lus7>x\Lus dks yk,Irs4 bczkghe ls dgrs fd rqe gks' eX gks ;k ikxy gks` rqeus ej?I Hst fn;k4 vk,j geus nwljkX ls irk yxk;k] ej?I ij tks ydf\L;ka csprk g, mlls irk yxk;k rks irk pyk fd xkao rks nwljh rjG g,4 ftl rjG rqeus ej?I crk;k ogka xkao g, vk,j tgka rqeus xkao crk;k ogka ej?I g,4 bczkghe us dgkA ek djks3jkst dgrk] ek djks3viuh7rqiuh Hk"k vyx4 rqels >wO ugC cksyk gwa4 ftldks rqe c¬rh dgrs gks] og c¬rh ugC g,] D;kXfd ogka dksB dc clk jg ldk` c¬rh rks mls dguk pkfgS tgka cls lks cls4 ftldks rqe ej?I dgrs gks] mldks eT c¬rh dgrk gwa fd ogka tks cl x;k Sd ckj lks cl x;k] fGj dHh mt\Lrk ugC4 vk,j rqe ftldks c¬rh dgrs gks] ogka jkst yksx mt\L jgs gT] ogka jkst yksx ej jgs gT4 mldks c¬rh dgrs gks2 tgka iafRc0 yksx [\Ls gT ejus dks] mldks c¬rh dgrs gks2 rks ek djuk] HkB esjh rqégkjh Hk"k vyx g,4 Hk"k dh Hwy gks x;h4 tkudj rqégX HIdk;k ugC4 rqeus vxj ej?I iwNk gksrk] rks eT rqégX ml txg Hst nsrk ftldks rqe c¬rh dgrs gks4 ysfdu rqe c¬rh tkuk pkgrs Fs] rks eTus rqégX c¬rh Hst fn;k4 c¬rh` ogh] tgka cls gqS dHh mt\Lrs ugC4 gekjh cf¬r;kX ls rks ej?I csgrj gT4 gekjh cf¬r;kX eX flokS mi–o ds] >a>IkX ds] tatky ds vk,j D;k g,` ej?I eX de7ls7de 'kafr rks g,] lUkIk rks g,] ek,u rks g,] dyg rks ugC4 8lksb lgj lqcl8~ ~ ~ogh 'gj clk gqvk tkuuk6 Ohd ls clk g,] Sslk tkuuk3lqcl38lksb lgj lqcl cls] tga gfj ds nklk82 tgka ijek®ek dks izse djusokys yksx] ijek®ek dks ij[ ysusokys yksx] ijek®ek ds pj<kX dks xgusokys yksx clrs gkX3le>uk ogh clrh g,] ckdh rks lc ej?I gh ej?I g,4 dczkX ds eukftjus djoI u dHh cnyh4 vanj ogh vkcknh] ckgj ogh ohjkuk44 og tks dcz eX lks tkrk g,] djoI Hh ugC cnyrk4 8dczkX ds eukftj us djoI u dHh cnyh48 cl xS Sd nGk dcz eX] ysI xS Sd nGk dcz eX] fGj dksB djoI Hh ugC cnyrk4 mruh gypy Hh ugC g, ogka4 8vanj ogh vkcknh] ~ ~ ~8 ej?I ds Hhrj dcz ds Hhrj rks vkcknh4 8vanj ogh vkcknh] ckgj ogh ohjkuk48 ftldks rqe lalkj dgrs gks] og ohjkuk g,] eQ¬Fy g,4 lgÛny dey u f[ys rks tkuuk fd eQ¬Fy g,4 fliZ Fks\Ls7ls yksx ftS gT ;gka3dksB cq0] dksB egkohj]

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dksB Α<] dksB thll] dksB dchj] dksB eywd] dksB ukud4 cl] Fks\Ls7ls yksx ftS gT ;gka4 maxfy;kX ij fxus tk ldrs gT muds uke4 ckdh rks lc eqnkZ gT4 exj c\Lh g,jkuh dh ckr g,] eqnkë ds bfrgkl fy[s tkrs gT] VtnkX dk bfrgkl eX m¥ys[ ugC2 ckr Hh le> eX vkrh g,A eqn∆ gh bfrgkl fy[rs gT] eqnkë dk gh bfrgkl fy[Xxs4 cq0kX us bfrgkl fy[k gksrk] VtnkX dk bfrgkl fy[rs4 eqn∆7eqnkë dh gh le> ikrs gT4 eqnkë dh viuh Hk"k g,] viuh nqfu;k g,3in] izfr‘Ok] /u] xk,jo] vgadkj6 cl] eqn∆ bügC ds ihNs nk,\Lrs jgrs gT4 vfouæoj gqvk Wi 'kæor gks x;h î;kl gj d< psru7gqykl gj < e/q egkjkl jtuh dh dcjh eX] xqaFs ¬o<Z7jfæe Gwy dqanu gks xS pj<] panu gks x;h /wy psru ds fljgkus ia[k >yrk izdk' e/q y; eX r,j xS] ika[h7ls exu Nan izk<kX ls cgk î;kj] GwykX ls †;kX lqxa/ eqØh eX can gqvk iwjk e/q egkdk' ijek®ek ds pj< id\Lks rks ;g pe®dkj ?Is4 ;g ?Irk jgk g,4 ijek®ek ds lkeus >qdks rks ;g lkjk vkdk' rqégkjk g,] ;s lkjs pkan7rkjs rqégkjs gT4 ijek®ek ls tq\Lks rks feÈh lksuk gks tkrh g,4 vHh rks rqe lksuk Hh Nqvks rks feÈh gks tkrk g,4

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vfouæoj gqvk Wi2 tks mlls tq\L x;k] mlus gh tkuk fd lkTn;Z D;k g,4 ;g Hh dksB lkTn;Z g,] tks vkt g, vk,j dy ugC2 ;g Hh dksB lkTn;Z g,] tks pe\LkX ls Hh †;knk xgjk ugC g,2 ;g Hh dksB lkTn;Z g,] Mij7Mij lqanj vk,j Hhrj` gÒh7ekal7e†tk2 dk'] rqe ns[ ldks vius dks fd Hhrj D;k g,2 vf¬F7iatj ek_ gks4 eTus lquk] Sd vf¬F7iatj Sd LkDIj ds ?j igaqp x;k4 ~ ~ ~ g,jku u gksuk] vf¬F7iatj gh igaqp jgs gT4 ~ ~ ~ n¬rd nh] vk/h jkr dk oDr3ysfdu LkDIj dks rks pk,chl ?aIs r®ij gksuk pkfgS] lks mlus kj [ksyk4 vf¬F7iatj dks ns[ dj mldh Hh lkal Qd x;h4 cgqr ns[s Fs mlus ejht] Sslk ejht dHh ugC ns[k Fk4 ;g rks ej pqdk g,4 ysfdu LkDIj Hh LkDIj] Ssls dksB Lj tkS2 mlus dgkaA vkbS] egk';2 ysfdu \tjk vkidks nsj gks x;h vkus eX4 vk,j D;k dgks2 dk'2 rqe Hh vius dks ns[ ldks t,ls gks] rks vf¬F7iatj ds vfrfjDr dqN Hh ugC g, ogka4 dgka Wi] dgka lkTn;Z2 vfouæoj gqvk Wi ~ ~ ~ ysfdu tq\L x;k tks izHq ls] mldk lkTn;Z fouk' ds ikj gks tkrk g,4 e1®;q Hh mlds lkTn;Z dks Nhu ugC ldrh4 vfouæoj gqvk Wi 'kæor gks x;h î;kl gj d< psru7gqykl~ ~ ~ gqykl i,nk gksrk g,2 gj d< psru7gqykl4 lkjk txr. ukprk gqvk ekywe i\Lrk g,4 d<7d< u1®;e; gks tkrk g,4 jkl jp tkrk g,4 gj7d< psru7gqykl gj7< e/q egkjkl jtuh dh dcjh eX] xaqFs ¬o<Z7jfæe Gwy dqanu gks xS pj<] panu gks x;h /wy izHq ls tq\Lkss rks rqégX og jlk;u gkF yxs] og dyk~~~ dqanu gks xS pj<] panu gks x;h /wy

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psru ds fljgkus ia[k >yrk izdk' e/qy; eX r,j xS] ika[h ls exu Nan rqégkjs Hhrj Hh mOs dkø;] rqégkjs Hhrj Hh NankX dk tüe gks] rqégkjs Hhrj Hh Nan ij G\LG\LkSa] m\LX vkdk' eX4 rqégkjs Hhrj Hh Hxon.xhrk i,nk gks ldrh g,6 dqjku i,nk gks ldrk g,4 e/qy; eX r,j xS] ika[h7ls exu Nan izk<kX ls cgk î;kj] GwykX ls †;kX lqxa/ eqØh eX can gqvk iwjk e/q egkdk' ijek®ek ds pj< D;k gkF eX vk tkSa fd lkjk vkdk' rqégkjh eqØh eX vk tkrk g,4 rc thou g,4 tc egkthou g, rHh thou g,2 tc 'kæor thou g, rHh thou g,2 's" lc rks e1®;q g,4 's" lc /ks[k g,4 njl fdS lq[ ikbS] iwt, eu vklk44 vk,j og nwj ugC g,] mldk eafnj nwj ugC g,4 VgnqvkX ds eafnj nwj gkXxs] eqlyekukX dh ef¬tnX nwj gkXxh] Blkb;kX ds fxjts nwj gkXxs] ijek®ek dk eafnj nwj ugC g,4 rqe tgka gks] ogh rqégX ?sjs gqS gT4 tgka >qd tkvks] ogC dkck4 tgka mldh iwtk eX e≈u gks tkvks ] ogC dk'h4 tgka ukp mOks] ogC ;equk7rI] ogC calhoI4 tgka exu gksdj] e¬r gksdj Lksyus yxks] ogC Α< ds gkF eX gkF i\L tkS4 njl fdS lq[ ikb;s~ ~ ~ mlds n'Zu ek_ ls lq[ dh cj[k gks tkrh g,4 ijl dh rks ckr nwj] njl dkGh2 fn[kB Hj i\L tkS] Sd >yd Hj fn[kB i\L tkS fd va/sjk lnk ds fyS feI tkrk g,4 vk,j njl gksrk g, rks fi!#@j ijl Hh gksrk g,4 igys ns[uk] fGj ¬i'Z4 vk,j mldk ¬i'Z rks rqégX Wikarfjr dj nsrk g,4 njl fdS lq[ ikbS~ ~ ~ rc rd lq[ ugC feysxk4 rc rd rqe yk[ djks mik;] nqA[ gh ikvksxs4 mik; rks djrs gh gks] lkjs yksx mik; dj jgs gT] Sd gh m

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ik; eX lay≈u gT3d,ls lq[ feys` exj fn[rk g, dksB lq[h` /u g,] lq[ ugC4 in g,] lq[ ugC4 uke g,] ;' g,] dh√r g,] lq[ ugC4 Hhrj izk<kX eX >kadks /fu;kX ds] in okykX ds] ;'f¬o;kX ds3jk[7gh7jk[ ikvksxs4 ogh xanh ry,;k] ftlds Mij ckalqjh ctrh jgh] ry,;k us u dqN lquk] u dqN tkuk4 Α< dk jkl jprk jgk ry,;k ds rI ij] jk/k vkrh jgh] lqj7uj7eqfu vkÁkfnr gksrs jgs] exj ry,;k Fh ry,;k gh jgh] ogka dhp\L gh curh jgh4 ogka iRs gh l\Lrs jgs4 ogka nqxΩ/ gh mOrh jgh4 lq[ g, dgka` bl lalkj eX brus yksx rqégX fn[k;h i\Lrs gT] exj dgC rqégX Sslk yxrk g, fd Hhrj olar vk;k g,] e/qekl vk;k g,` jk[7gh7jk[2 fjDrrk7gh7fjDrrk2 ;k dw\Lk7djdI2 blhfyS yksx vius dks fNikrs gT] o¬_kX eX fNikrs gT] eq[k,IkX eX fNikrs gT] eq¬dqjkgIkX eX fNikrs gT4 ysfdu lc fNikoI ds Hhrj vlfy;r izdI gks tkrh g,4 ns[k] fteh dkIZj tc uS7uS izslhLXI cus Fs rks mudh cRhlh fn[k;h i\Lrh Fh2 vc mudh u;h r¬ohjX ns[C` nks 7rhu lky eX gh lc iRs >\L xS] GwykX dk dqN irk ugC4 og galh dgka fcyk xB` thou ds ;FkFZ rqégkjs lc eq[k,Is Nhu yXxs6 rqégkjh lc eq¬dqjkgIX fNu tkSaxh4 vk'kvkX eX gal ldrs gks4 tc rd nwj gks] in ugC feyk] rc rd vk'k j[ ldrs gks6 in feyrs gh fujk'k gkF yxrh g,4 tc rd /u ugC feyk] rc rd lksp ldrs gks] lius ns[ ldrs gks fd fey tkSxk rks Sslk dWaxk] o,lk dWaxk6 fey tkS] fGj v\Lpu 'qW gksrh g,4 esjs Sd ifjfpr dks Sd izkphu 'k¬_ irk ugC dgka ls gkF yx x;k g,A 8dqlñ7lw_823 vkse. Jh dqlñ;k; ueA4 vF Jh dqlñ lw_e.44 IhdkA gs dqlñ ekrk] eT vkidks ue¬dkj djrk gwa4 vc eT dqlñ7lw_ dk Jhx<s' djrk gwa4 'adkA dqlñ 'çn ¬_hVyx g,] fGj Hh 8Jh8 yxkus dk vk,fp®; ¬i‘I djX4 fuokj<A dqlñ ¬_h] iqQ"kX] vkcky o10kX dks leku Wi ls fiz; g,] vrA Jh gh mi;qDr g,4 gka] rqe pkgks] rks lqJh yxkdj dqlñ dk egÂo c\Pk ldrs gks4 dqlñ pfj_e. usrk¬; Hk≈;e.4 n,oks u tkukfr dqrks euq‘;e.44 IhdkA lqJh dqlñ dk pfj_ vk,j usrk!(^Wih vklhu tarq dk Hk≈; rks nsork Hh ugC tku ldrs] euq‘; D;k tkusxk2

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'adkA egkjkt] bl xw\P æyksd dk vFZ crkbS4 fuokj<A ckyd] l|A jktuhfr ij n1f‘Iikr djks vk,j ukjk;< Htks] lc rqégkjh cqf0 eX lek tkSxk4 ®oeso ekrk p firk ®oeso4 IhdkA dqlñ gh esjh ekrk vk,j firk g,] bl lalkj eX blds vykok vk,j dqN Hh esjk ugC g,] vrA bls ikus ds fyS lke7nke7naL7Hsn lc dqN lgh g,4 tks bl l®; dks ¬ohdkj ugC djXxs] os d‘I ds Hkxh gkXxs4 dqlñ s_s7fn¥yh s_s leosrk ;q;q®loA4 usrk7usrkbu fde. dqoZrs44 IhdkA dqlñ dk s_ fn¥yh g,] Sslk 'k¬_kX eX fy[k g,4 usrk7usrkbu ogka ij D;k dj jgs gT` fuokj<A gj usrk dks vtZuq dh rjg dsoy dqlñ fn[k;h ns jgh g,] vk,j bl dqlñ gsrq og y\L7ej jgk g,] f?f?;k jgk g, vk,j lHh laHo dk;Z dj jgk g,4 dql∆ ®oef/d /ü;k usrkjfi /ü;ks Horkjdks@)(fi4 e†tfr pquko leq–s ro dqp dy'koyacue. dqQrs44 IhdkA gs dqlñ2 usrk nwljkX dks rks Holkxj ikj djk nsrs gT] ijürq tc os ¬o;a pquko Wih dke ds leq– eX Lwcus yxrs gT] rc vkids dqp7dy'kX -g®FkX= dks id\Ldj gh ikj mrj jgs gT4 'adkA vxj dqlñ fcuk g®FkXokyh gks] rks D;k gksrk g,` fuokj<A Sslh f¬Ffr eX dqlñ dh IkaxX ;k iwaN id\L dj Hh Holkxj dks ikj djus dk fo/ku g,4 lo∆jdkA dqlñ4 dqlñ jdk usrk44 IhdkA lHh dh jk dqlñ djrh g, vk,j dqlñ dh jk usrk djrk g,4 'adkA usrk dqlñ dh jk d,ls dj ldrk g,` fuokj<A yxrk g, rqe vktdy v[ckj ugC i\Prs4 usrk dq√l;kX ds ihNs Ssls gh i\Ls gT] t,ls dqaokfj;kX ds ihNs y\Lds4 Ns\Lks rks nqA[] u Ns\Lks rks nqA[4 m®lkgoar iqQ"kA izkîrA dqlñ4 IhdkA m®lkgh vk,j ifjJeh iqQ" dqlñ dks izkîr djrs gT4 'adkA D;k dqlñ dks fcuk ikS dke ugC py ldrk g,`

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fuokj<A lkekü;tu dk dke rks py ldrk g,] ysfdu tkuojkX ds ck\Ls eX lHh dqlñ pkgrs gT] vrA mudk dk;Z ugC py ikrk g,4 tkvks vk,j tktZ vkjosy dk miü;kl i\Pks4 deZ≤;sokf/dkj¬rs] dqlñ Gys"q dnkpuA4 IhdkA deZ fdS tkvks] dHh rks dqlñ7Wih Gy dh izkfîr gksxh4 'adkA ysfdu ;g æyksd rks Α< us xhrk eX dgk g,4 fuokj<A rks D;k gqvk] o®l] ml le; Hh rks y\LkB dqlñ ds fyS gh gks jgh Fh4 dqlñuke. ekfyd fLDIsIj Hors4 IhdkA dqlñ dk ekfyd fLDIsIj cu tkrk g,4 'adkA dksB mnkgj< nhftS4 fuokj<A betëlh dk bfrgkl ns[ks] ckyd2 ogka gj Ssjk7x,jk7u®Fw7[,jk vius vkidks fLDIsIj ls de ugC le>rk Fk4 vk,j dqN rks ok¬ro eX cu gh xS4 mπpklus] mπpins] mπp;k,ou x√ors] mπpkf/dkj la;qDrs] dql∆ ueks¬rqrs4 IhdkA gs Maps vklu] c\Ls in vk,j mπp ;k,ou rFk vf/dkjkX ls laiU dqlñ] rq>s ue¬dkj g,2 'adkA dqlñ dk ;k,ou d,lk gksrk g,` fuokj<A dqlñ fpj;k,ouk gksrh g,] ew[Z] dqlñ dHh cw\Ph ugC gksrh4 gka] dHh7dHh Hkjr ljdkj dh rjg yax\Lk dj pyus yx tkrh g,4 izfr'adkA yax\Lh dqlñ dc f¬Fj gksrh g,` izfrfuokj<A tc betëlh yxrh g,4 ;k dqlñ loZHwrs"q y†tkWis< laf¬Frk4 ue¬r¬;,] ue¬r¬;,] ue¬r¬;, ueksA ueA44 IhdkA dqlñ7Wih nsoh lHh txg ø;kîr g, vk,j bls ckjckj ue¬dkj g,4 'adkA ;g æyksd rks nqxkZikO dk g,4 fuokj<A rks D;k gqvk] vc ;g uo7dqlñikO eX lféefyr g,4 ;ks Htars ekuokA r, izkîrA dqlñ44 IhdkA tks bl lw_ dk ikjk;< djXxs] os dqlñ dks vklkuh ls izkîr djXxs4 'adkA D;k dqlñ vkoæ;d g,`

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laHkouk4 vk®ek gh rks G,ydj] 'q0 gksdj] fu[j dj ijek®ek curh g,4 dgC dksB vk,j nwljk ijek®ek Fks\Ls gh g,4 og ftlus leiZ< dh dyk lh[ yh] mlds gkF eX vius dks fu[kjus dk jkt vk x;k4 mldh vk®ek gh /hjs7/hjs 'q0 gksrs7gksrs ije gks tkrh g,] ijek®ek gks tkrh g,4 exj yksx cgqr djrs gT iwtk] lc iwtk >wOh g,4 D;kXfd iwtk mudh ijek®ek dh ugC g,] dqN ekax jgs gT4 fdlh dks uk,djh pkfgS] fdlh dks /u pkfgS] fdlh dks in pkfgS4 ewjr iwtT cgqr efr] fur uke iqdkjT4 vk,j yxkS gqS gT /qu] jke7uke dh pnfj;k vks\Ps c,Os gT] ekyk Gsj jgs gT] jke7jke] jke7jke ti jgs gT4 exj ihNs muds >kaddj ns[ks rks dksB dkeuk [\Lh g,4 os jke dks Hh blfyS ti jgs gT fd mudh dksB dkeuk iwjh gks tkS4 dksB ekax g,4 vk,j ftlus jke dks dkeuk ls tik] mlus tik gh ugC4 jke dks rks vkuanHko ls tiks4 m¥ykl ls4 dqN ekaxuk D;k g,` mlds lkeus fH[kjh gksdj er tkvks2 mlds lkeus ekfyd dh rjg tkvks2 >qdks tWj exj vkuane≈u gksdj4 >ksyh er G,ykvks3vk,j rqégkjs izk< Hj fnS tkSaxs vuar [tkukX ls2 vk,j rqeus >ksyh G,yk;h rks dad\L7i®Fj Hh u ikvksxs4 dksfI dlkB rq¥; gT] tks vkre ekjT44 ijnqA[7nqf[;k HDr g,] lks jkeVg î;kjk4 ;g lw_ le>us t,lk g,4 nwljs ds nqA[ dh ftls izrhfr gksrh g,] tks laosnu'hy g,] ogh jke dk î;kjk g,4 ysfdu nwljs ds nqA[ dh izrhfr fdls gks ldrh g,` ftlds vius nqA[ feI xS] mls gh nwljs ds nqA[ dh izrhfr gks ldrh g,4 ;g ckr rqégX igys rks Fks\Lh m¥Ih yxsxh] cscw> yxsxh4 lk/kj<rA rqe lksprs gks fd tks vkneh nqA[h g,] mls nwljs dk nqA[ irk pysxk4 rqe xyrh eX gks4 tks nqA[h g,] og rks vius nqA[ dks >syus ds dkj<] >syus ds fyS dOksj gks tkrk g,] ugC rks nqA[ >sy ugC ldrk4 nqA[ rks\L nsxk mls4 nqA[ >syus ds fyS mls viuh laosnuk [ks nsuh i\Lrh g,6 og laosnu'wü; gks tkrk g,4 ;gka ifæpe ls brus yksx vkrs gT4 mueX ls vf/d eq>s i_ fy[rs gT fd ckr D;k g,` jk¬rkX ij fH[kjh gT] ge mügX ns[rs gT rks c\Lh ih\Lk gksrh g,4 ge mügX fcuk dqN fnS muds lkeus ls xqtj gh ugC ikrs4 c\Lh ≈ykfu gksrh g,] c\Lk iæpkRki gksrk g,4 ysfdu Hkjrh; rks c\Ls ets ls fudy tkrs gT3fG¥eh /qu xquxqukrs2 dksB eryc gh ugC fH[kjh ls2 fH[kjh vkxs Hh vk tkS rks os dgrs gTA vkxs gIks] vkxs c\Pks] jk¬rk yxks2

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o gks rks bügX fn[kB i\Ls fd pkjkX rjG nqA[ g,4 ugC rks fn[kB gh ugC i\Lsxk4 rqyuk djus dk dksB mik; gh ugC g,4 [qn gh brus nqA[h gT fd fdldk nqA[ ns[X` viuk ns[X fd vk,jkX dk` ftldh viuh le¬;kSa feI tkrh gT] og nwljkX dh le¬;kvkX dks ns[ ldrk g,4 vk,j ftlds vius Hhrj 'kafr Nk tkrh g,] mls nwljs dh v'kafr fn[us yxrh g,4 ftlds Hhrj xqykc ds Gwy f[y tkrs gT] mls nwljkX ds thou ds dkaIs vuqHo eX vkus yxrs gT4 fGj dqN gks ldrk g,4 ijnqA[7nqf[;k HR g,] lks jkefga ;kjk4 og tks jke dk î;kjk g,] ogh vuqHo dj ldsxk nwljs ds nqA[ dks4 vk,j tks nwljs ds nqA[ dks vuqHo dj ldrk g,] og jke dk î;kjk gksrk tkrk g,4 ;s nksukX vü;ksü;kfJr ckrX gT4 ryk'ks7tq¬rqtw dh ljgnX vc [®e gksrh gT4 [qnk eq>dks utj vkus yxk balkus7dkfey eX44 Sd ckj ijek®ek fn[kB i\Ls rks fGj euq‘;kX eX Hh ogh fn[kB i\Lsxk vk,j o1kX eX Hh ogh fn[kB i\Lsxk vk,j i®FjkX eX Hh ogh fn[kB i\Lsxk4 Sd iyd izHq vkirX] uVg jk[T ü;kjk44 vk,j dk' rqe mlls laca/ tks\L yks rks rqe pfdr gksvks4 ;g tkudj rqe g,jku gksvksxs fd mlus rqégX Sd iyd ds fyS Hh vius ls nwj ugC j[k Fk4 nwj Fs rks rqe vius dkj< Fs4 ihO dh Fh rks rqeus dh Fh] mlus ugC4 vk,j Sd nGk igpku yksxs rc rqégX fn[kB i\Lsxk fd og Sd iy dks Hh rqégX nwj ugC j[rk g,4 Sd iyd izHq vkirX] uVg jk[T ü;kjk44 og rqégkjh izfriy Vprk dj jgk g,4 lkjk vf¬r®o rqégkjk lg;ksxh g,] '_q ugC4 fu\tkes7lqcgks7'kes7nsgj g, ftlds b'kjkX ij4 esjh x\Gyr rks ns[ks eTs mls \xkfGy le>rk gwa44 tks pkan7rkjks dks pyk jgk g,] ftlds b'kjkX ij lqcg vk,j 'ke dh ø;o¬Fk py jgh g,4 ;g lkjk txr. ftlds b'kjkX ij maxfy;kX ij Ogjk gqvk g,~ ~ ~ futkes7lqcgks7'kes7nsgj g, ftlds b'kjkX ij4

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bΩIkX ls cus gqS eafnj ijek®ek dk vkokl ugC gks ldrs4 Ôn; ds eafnj cukvks2 Ôn; dh ;k_k djks6 ogh rhFZ7;k_k g,4 jkenqokjs tks ejs2 jke ds kj ij ejuk4 Sd gh 'rZ g,4 ml kj ij ges'k ls Sd gh 'rZ g,A vius dks ckgj Nks\L nks rks rqe Hhrj tk ldrs gks4 'rZ \tjk cscw> g,4 \tjk myIckalh g,] Sdne ls le> eX u vkS6 D;kXfd rqe dgksxsA vius dks ckgj Nks\L nwa2 rks fGj Hhrj dk,u tkSxk` rqe nks gks4 Sd rqe gks tks >wO g,6 ogh rqégkjk vgadkj g,4 vk,j Sd rqe gks tks rqégkjk l®; g,6 ogh rqégkjh vk®ek g,4 >wO dks ckgj Nks\L nks] l®; dks Hhrj tkus nks4 ysfdu vHh rks rqeus >wO dks gh le> j[k g, fd ;g eT gaw3uke7/ke] irk7fOdkuk] lksprs gks ;gh eT gwa4 'jhj eT gwa] eu eT gwa4 ;g rqe ugC gks4 u rqe 'jhj gks] u rqe eu gks] u rqe fopkj] u rqe okluk4 bu lcds lkh gks rqe4 bu lcls fHU vk,j bu lcds ikj gks rqe4 ml lkh dks txkvks4 ns[ks viuh nsg dks vk,j rknk®é; rks\L yks nsg ls4 er dgks fd eT nsg gwa4 bruk gh dgks fd eT nsg eX gwa4 nsg ds Hhrj fuokl dj jgk gwa4 nsg esjk ?j3Sd v¬Fk;h vkokl6 ljk;] /eZ'kyk4 vkt Qds] dy fonk gqS4 vk,j eT eu Hh ugC gwa4 D;kXfd tks Hh eT ns[ ldrk gwa] og eT ugC gks ldrk4 ~ ~ ~ eu dks rqe ns[ ldrs gks4 fopkjkX dh /kjk pyrh jgrh g,] rqe ns[ ldrs gksA ;g fopkj vk;k] nwljk x;k6 Sd okluk mOh] nwljh mOh6 lrr py jgh g, /kjk ogka4 ∂ks/ vk;k] eksg vk;k] yksH vk;k] rqe ns[ ldrs gks4 rks fufæpr gh Sd ckr r; gks x;h fd rqe ∂ks/ ugC] rqe eks ugC] rqe yksH ugC4 rqe ns[us okys gks] rqe n1‘Ik gks2 bl n1‘Ik ds lkF rqe vius dks lexzWis< tks\L yks4 ;gh rqégkjk ¬oWi g,4 ;gh rqégkjk l®; g,4 ;gh rqégkjk ijek®ek g,4 cl vgadkj x;k3t,ls gh 'jhj vk,j eu ls laca/ NwIk] vgadkj x;k6 mlh dks e1®;q dg jgs gT4 ejus ejuk Hkafr g, js] tks efj tku, dksb4 ej tkvks 'jhj ds rjG ls] ej tkvks eu ds rjG ls] rks rqe thfor gks tkvksxs lkh dh rjg2 jkenqokjs tks ejs] okdk cgqfj u ejuk gksb] gks4 vk,j ;g g, jke ds njokts ij ejus dh dyk4 vk,j tks jke ds njokts ij ej x;k] mldk fGj nqckjk ejuk ugC gksrk4 fGj cprk gh ugC dqN nqckjk ejus dks4 rqedks rks cgqr ckj ejuk i\Lk g, vk,j cgqr ckj ejuk i\Lsxk4 tc rd jke ds kj ij u ejksxs] rc rd kj7kj ij ejuk i\Lsxk4 vuar J1a[yk g,4 tüe vk,j e1®;q dh4 ysfdu Sd ejus ls dke gy gks tkrk g,6 D;kXfd ml Sd ejus ls egkthou fey tkrk g, ftldh dksB e1®;q ugC g,4

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vk,j dchjnkl us ns[ fy;k2 ;g tqykgk2 ;g nks dk,\Lh dk vkneh] blus ijek®ek ns[ fy;k2 rqe d,ls ekuks` rqe d,ls jkth gks tkvks` rqe cnyk yksxs4 blfyS rqeus larkX dks lfn;kX7lfn;kX eX lrk;k g,4 bl lrkus ds ihNs xf<r g,4 xf<r ;g g, fd mudh ek,twnxh rqégkjs vgadkj dks cgqr tyk7Hquk Lkyrh g,4 ftu larkX ls rqe ve1r ys ldrs Fs] muls rqeus ve1r u fy;k4 mudks ns[dj rqeus vius Hhrj tgj fi;k4 vn.Hqr gks rqe2 ftuls rqégkjh î;kl lnk ds fyS cq> ldrh Fh] muds ikl ls rqe vk,j ;kls gksdj yksIs4 ftuds thou dh Sd cwn rqégkjh r1"k dks lnk ds fyS 'kar dj nsrh] muds ikl ls rqe vkx ds vaxkjs ysdj yk,Is4 tgka ls GwykX dh >ksyh Hj ysuh Fh] ogka rqeus vaxkj chus4 exj vgadkj ;gh djrk g,4 vgadkj rqégX lc f¬Ffr eX ijek®ek ls nwj j[sxk4 larkX ls nwj j[sxk] ln.xqQvkX ls nwj j[sxk4 vgadkj ges'k pkgrk g,] vius ls NksIs yksxkX ds lkF tq\Ls D;kXfd ogka mls yxrk g, fd eT igk\L gwa4 blfyS rqe ilan djrs gks [q'kenh4 rqégkjh ¬rqfr djusokys yksx4 tks dgX fd okg] vki] D;k dgus2 eq¥yk ulQYhu Sd uokc ds ?j uk,djh fd;k4 vc uokc dh uk,djh vk,j eq¥yk ulQYhu t,lk gksf';kj vkneh4 rks uk,djh rks D;k djrk Fk fliZ [q'ken djrk Fk4 mruk gh dkGh Fk4 vk,j uokc bruk izlU Fk ml ij fd lnk lkF j[rk Fk4 D;kXfd gj oDr og mlds vgadkj ds xqçckjs dks Gqykrk jgrk4 lkF gh Hkstu djus fcOkrk uokc mls] lkF gh dejs eX lqykrk4 vgadkjh dks pk,chl ?aIs pkfgS4 D;kXfd vgadkj eX gj txg iaDpj gks tkrs gT4 dksB pkfgS tks t¥nh ls e¥ge7iÈh dj ns] iaDpj tks\L ns4 fGj iai ekj ns4 †;knk tyu gks tkS rks Fks\Lk eD[u yxk ns] Fks\Lk 'hry dj ns] Fks\Lk panu ysi dj ns4 vk,j ulQYhu t,lk dq'y2 Hkstu djrs oDr Sd fnu nksukX c,Os] u;h7u;h VHfL;ka gT] uokc us dgk fd c\Lh laqnj cuh gT3vius ckopñ dks dgk4 [q' gwa eT4 eq¥yk ulQYhu us dgk fd VHLh g, Hh pht cgqr vn.Hqr2 vjs] izkphu 'k¬_kX eX] tks [ks pqds gT] VHLh dks rks lfçt;kX dk jktk dgk g,4 ;g rks lezkI g, lezkI4 t,ls vki euq‘;kX eX] Ssls VHLh lfçt;kX eX4 i1ƒoh ij ve1r le>ks4 vxj thouHj ø;fDr VHLh [kS] ejs gh ugC4 ckopñ us lquk4 og jkst VHLh cukus yxk4 lkroX fnu lezkI us Fkyh GXd nh4 ckopñ dks cqyk;k fd nq‘I] D;k esjh tku ysuk g,` VHLh] VHLh] VHLh~ ~ ~ Sd lhek gksrh g,2 ulQYhu us Fkyh viuh vk,j tksj ls GXd nh vk,j ckopñ ls dgk fd rw uokc dks gh ugC] gedks Hh ekjsxk4 g®;kjs dgC ds2 uokc us dgk fd ulQYhu] rqe rks dgrs Fs VHLh ve1r g,6 vk,j iqjkus 'k¬_ tks [ks xS gT] mueX VHfL;kX dks lfçt;kX dk lezkI dgk x;k g,4 og lc D;k gqvk` ulQYhu us dgk] ekfyd] eT vkidk uk,dj gwa] VHLh dk ugC4 vki fnu dks fnu dgX] fnu] vki fnu dks jkr dgX] jkr4 eT rks vkidk lsod gwa4 vkidh gka esjh gka4 vkidh u esjh u4

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ysfdu bruh le> u gks rks >d>ksjs nsus i\Lrs gT] /Dds nsus i\Lrs gT] ckeqfædy le> eX vkrk g,4 rqe iwNrs gks fd vf¬r®o eX dqN Hh fu‘iz;kstu ugC] dgrs gT4 ;fn Sslk g, rks euq‘; ds thou eX vgadkj] B‘;kZ vk,j ?1<k dk D;k iz;kstu g,` vgadkj g, ijek®ek ls Gklyk4 vk,j dqN Hh ugC4 eT gwa] bl Hzkafr eX rqe i\Ls fd ijek®ek fn[kB i\Luk can gks tkrk g,4 vgadkj ih\Lk nsrk g,4 D;kXfd rqe vf¬r®o ls IwI tkrs gks4 vk,j lkjk vkuan vf¬r®o ds lkF y;c0 gksus eX g,] Nanc0 gksus eX g,4 vf¬r®o ds egklaxhr eX tc rqe Hh Sd d\Lh gksrs gks] Sd ¬oj curs gks6 tc vf¬r®o ds egklkxj eX rqe Hh Sd y; gksrs gks] Sd rjax gksrs gks] fHU ugC] foijhr ugC6 tc rqe vf¬r®o ds lkF jkl eX gksrs gks] egkjkl] ukprs gks6 tc rqe eX vk,j vf¬r®o eX dksB bap Hj fojks/ ugC gksrk] la?"Z ugC gksrk] a ugC gksrk6 tc rkyesy bruk xgjk gksrk g, fd rqe gks] bldk irk gh ugC pyrk] ijek®ek gh g,] cl bldk gh irk pyrk g,6 ogh g,] mldk gh fo¬rkj g,6 eq> eX Hh ogh G,yk g,] vk,jkX eX Hh ogh G,yk g,] tc bldh izrhfr gksrh g,] rks vkuan dh o"kZ gks tkrh g,] ve1r ds >jus GwI i\Lrs gT4 exj mlds igys vgadkj dh ih\Lk >syuh tWjh g,4 mlds igys IwIuk tWjh g,4 vius ?j vkus ds igys vius ?j ls HId tkuk tWjh g,4 ;s ckrX fojks/h ekywe i\LXxh exj o¬rqrA fojks/h ugC gT4 thll us dgk g, A /ü; gT os tks NksIs cπpkX dh Hkafr gT] D;kXfd izHq dk jk†; mügC dk g,4 ysfdu NksIs cπps` lHh rks NksIs cπpkX dh Hkafr i,nk gksrs gT4 NksIs cπpkX dks rks dksB izHq dk jk†; feyk gqvk ekywe ugC gksrk4 NksIs cπps rks t¥nh7t¥nh c\Ls gksuk pkgrs gT4 'h?zrk ls c\Ls gksuk pkgrs gT4 vk,j thll dgrs gTA /ü; gT os tks NksIs cπpkX dh Hkafr gT2 opu dk [;ky j[uk4 NksIs cπps ugC dg jgs gT thll] NksIs cπpkX dh Hkafr4 bl Hkafr eX lkjk jg¬; fNik g,4 NksIs cπps ugC gT tks] gT rks c\Ls] mez rks cgqr gks xB g,] cw\Ps gT] ysfdu NksIs cπpkX dh Hkafr iquA gks xS gT4 fGj yk,I dj orqZy iwjk gks x;k g,4 tc i,nk gqS Fs t,ls funk∆"] vc ejrh ?\Lh eX fGj o,ls funk∆" gks xS gT4 os izHq ds jk†; eX izos' ik tkSaxs4 ik gh xS4 ;g vf¬r®o muds fyS izHq dk jk†; gh cu tkrk g,4 cpiu dks fGj ls ikuk i\Lrk g,3Sd ckj [ks dj4 cπps lHh funk∆" gksrs gT4 ysfdu funk∆"rk tkSxh] diI vkSxk] pkyckth vkSxh] pkykdh vkSxh] csBekuh vkSxh] ik[aL vkSxk] lc mi–o [\Ls gkXxs] iwjs ujd ls xqtjuk gksxk4 mlls xqtjdj gh fu[kj g,4 t,ls ¬o<Z fu[jrk g, vkx ls xqtjdj4 Ssls gh ge fu[jrs gT vgadkj ls fudy dj 4 gka] lksus dks vkx eX gh er i\Ls jgus nsuk4 ugC rks fu[j dj Hh D;k lkj gksxk4 tc lksuk fu[j tkS] dw\Lk7dpjk ty tkS] rks fudky ysuk lksus dks ckgj4 vgadkj vkx g,] iz†ofyr vf≈u g,] /w7/w dj ty jgs gks rqe Sd fprk dh Hkafr4 u rks iwjs ty ikrs gks] fd iwjs ty tkvks] fd 'wü; gks tkvks

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ysfdu 'jkc ds ihNs tks vkdkak g,] eT mldk tWj fojks/ djrk gwa4 og vkdkak xyr g,4 og iwjh ugC gks ldrh4 blh rjg vk,j Hh mik; vkneh [kstrk g,4 /u dh nk,\L eX] in dh nk,\L eX vius dks Hqykus dh dksf'' djrk g,4 ;kn u jgs viuh] Sslk vius dks my>k ysuk pkgrk g,4 jktuhfr ds nkao7iXpkX eX i\L tkrk g,4 Ssls pDdjkX eX i\L tkrk g, fd viuh ;kn u vkS4 ;g Hh 'jkc g,4 vk,j ;g †;knk [rjukd 'jkc g,4 D;kXfd 'jkc rks lqcg mrj tkSxh] exj ;g VtnxhHj p\Ph jg ldrh g,4 Sd 'jkch fudyk g, 'jkc?j ls4 y\L[\Lkrk4 vk,j Sd cn'Dy] cgqr eksIh efgyk us ?1<k ls ml 'jkch dh rjG ns[ dj dgk fd vjs ew\P] D;kX 'jkc ih7ih dj viuk thou u‘I dj jgk g,` og bruh fp¥yk dj cksyh3vkokt jgh gksxh mldh cqyan2 eksIh vk,jr Fh cnlwjr Hh3fd 'jkch dks Hh Sd < dks gks' vk x;k4 mlus xk,j ls ns[k] galus yxk4 mlus dgk] ns[dj galrs D;k gks` jksvksxs] iNrkvksxs2 ml 'jkch us dgk fd nsoh] esjk u'k rks lqcg mrj tkSxk] exj rw lqcg Hh Sslh dh Sslh jgsxh4 rw eq> ls cnrj gkyr eX g,4 ;g tks rq> ij p\Pk g,] ;g mrjusokyk ugC4 ;g bruk vklkuh ls mrjusokyk ugC4 vk,j rw viuh 'dy rks vkBus eX ns[2 ;|fi esjh vka[X /qa/yh7/aq/yh gks jgh gT] eq>s dqN lkG7lkG fn[kB ugC i\L jgk g,] exj rw viuh 'dy rks vkBus eX ns[2 vHh eT y\L[\Lk jgk gwa] exj lqcg Ohd laHydj pyus yxwaxk4 exj rsjh nqxZfr rks lnk jgusokyh g,4 ftlus 'jkc ih g,] og rks lqcg gks' eX vk tkSxk] ftlus jktuhfr ih g,] og 'k;n gks' eX vkS gh u4 mldh lqcg 'k;n gks gh u4 ftlus /u dk u'k ih;k g,] in dk u'k ih;k g,3blfyS rks geus /u7en] in7en dgk g, budks6 en] efnjk2 ftügkXus dgk g,] Ohd 'çn [ksts gT4 ;s ewNkZ ykrs gT4 ;s vgadkj dks Gqyk nsrs gT4 ihNs fxjus dk mik; ugC g,4 lc mik; vlGy gks tkusokys gT4 ysfdu ftruh nsj rqe ihNs fxjus ds mik; djrs gks] mruk le; xaokrs gks4 mik; rks vkxs c\Puk g,4 vkx ls xqtjuk g, vk,j vkx ds ikj tkuk g,4 vgadkj ls xqtjuk gh gksxk4 vgadkj vfuok;Z izf∂;k g,] ijek®ek ls nwj gksus dh] ijek®ek ls fNId tkus dh] ijek®ek ls HId tkus dh4 ml HIdko eX gh larki gksxk] fojg gksxk6 ;kn vkSxh] ryk' 'qW gksxh] izkFZuk txsxh] iwtk dk vkfoHkZo gksxk4 ÷;ku dh vHhîlk i,nk gh u gks vxj rqégX irk u pys fd ijek®ek pwd x;k g,4 ;g rks vgadkj nsxk d‘I] Nsnsxk rqégkjs izk<kX dks] Hjsxk rqégX u7ekywe fdrus jksxkX ls] bl lkjh ih\Lk ls gh rqe tkxksxs] uCn rqégkjh IwIsxh4 vk,j rc rqe pyksxs ijek®ek ds fudI3mlds fudI ftlls rqe vkS gks4 ewy Ûksr dh rjG yk,Iksxs4 vgadkj dk ;gh iz;kstu g,4

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;s lquds fd [qyrk ugC e\dlwns7g;kr e,\[kus dk nj [ksy fn;k lk\dh us e/q'kyk dk kj ¬o;a ijek®ek [ksy nsrk g,4 e¬rh cjl tkrh g,4 vkuan dh vg√u' /kjkSa cgus yxrh gT4 ve1r dk vkfoHkZo gksus yxrk g,4 psyk xqQ nksm l,u djr gT] c\Lh vlkbl ikB44 fGj rks dgus dks dqN cprk ugC4 xqQ b'kjk djrk g, f'‘; dks fd ns[2 f'‘; xqQ dks b'kjk djrk g, fd ns[ jgs gks2 vc rks l,u gksrh g,] b'kjs gksrs gT4 vc rks vka[ dh ckr gks tkrh g,4 vc tcku dks chp eX ugC ykuk i\Lrk4 vka[kX7vka[kX eX ckr gks tkrh g,] vka[kX ds b'kjkX eX ckr gks tkrh g,4 psyk xqQ nksm l,u djr gT] ~ ~ ~ nksukX eq¬djkrs gT Sd7nwljs dh rjG ns[dj4 dgX rks D;k dgX` nksukX gh ¬okn ys jgs gT4 ~ ~ ~ c\Lh vlkbl ikB44 c\Lk p,u feyk4 c\Lk vkuan cjlk4 Sd dg, py rhjF tbS] -Sd= Okdqjkj crko,4 ijetksfr ds ns[s larks] vc dNq utj u vko,44 yksx dgrs gT] dksB dgrs gT rhjF pyks] dksB dgrs gT fd pyks eafnj pyks] dksB dgrk g, dkck] dksB dgrk g, dk'h] ysfdu eywdnkl dgrs gT A ijetksfr ds ns[s larks] vc dNq utj u vko,44 vc D;k Okdqjkjk` vc D;k dkck vk,j D;k dk'h` vc D;k dqjku vk,j D;k xhrk` vc dgka vkuk g,] dgka tkuk g,] ije7†;ksfr dk n'Zu gks x;k g,] vc rks ogh †;ksfr lc rjG fn[kB i\Lrh g,4 vkokxeu dk lal; NwIk] dkIh te dh Gkalh4 vk,j ftlus ml ije †;ksfr dks ns[ fy;k] vc e1®;q ugC g, mlds fyS4 e1®;q lekîr gks xB4 vkokxeu dk lal; NwIk] ~ ~ ~ vc vkuk ugC gksxk okfil txr. eX4 D;kXfd txr. Sd ikO'kyk g,] pk,Fk ikO vxj lh[ fy;k rks4

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~ ~ ~ pk,Fk vijaikjk44 vxj ml vijaikj dks vuqHo dj fy;k] vlhe dks vuqHo dj fy;k] ml vø;k“; dks] vfoxr dks vuqHo dj fy;k] ml vfuoZpuh; dks vuqHo dj fy;k rks fGj yk,I dj ugC vkuk gksxk] rks ckr [®e gks xB2 fo|kFñ tc mRh<Z gks tkrk g, rks okfil mlh dk eX ugC yk,Irk4 dg eywd eT ;gh tkfuds] fe_ fd;ks vfouklh44 eywd dgrs gT fd eTus fGj vk,j nwljh fe_rkSa ugC cka/C4 D;k cka/ks eafnj] ef¬tn] iafLr7iqtkjh] ea_7ra_] rhjF2 eTus ;s lkjh fe_rkSa ugC cukbΩ4 eTus rks mlh Sd vfouk'h dks viuk fe_ cuk;k4 vk,j ftlus mls fe_ cuk;k] mlus lc ik;k4 blhfyS [\Lk jgk fd rqe eq>s iqdkj yks2 \tehu g, u cksyrh] u vkleku cksyrk tgku ns[dj eq>s ugC \tcku [ksyrk] ugC txg dgC tgka u vtuch fxuk x;k] dgka7dgka u fGj pqdk fnek\x7fny IIksyrk] dgka euq‘; g, fd tks mehn Nks\Ldj ft;k] blhfyS [\Lk jgk fd rqe eq>s iqdkj yks6

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blhfyS [\Lk jgk fd rqe eq>s iqdkj yks2 frfej leq– dj ldh u ikj us_ dh rjh] fou‘I ¬oîu ls ynh] fo"kn ;kn ls Hjh] u dwy Hwfe dk feyk] u dksj Hksj dh feyh u dI ldh] u ?I ldh fojg7f?jh foHkojh] dgka euq‘; g, ftls deh [yh u î;kj dh] blhfyS [\Lk jgk fd rqe eq>s nqykj yks blhfyS [\Lk jgk fd rqe eq>s iqdkj yks2 mtk\L ls yxk pqdk mehn eT cgkj dh] funk? ls mehn dh olar ds c;kj dh

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eQ¬Fyh ejhfpdk lq/ke;h eq>s yxh] vaxkj ls yxk pqdk mehn eT rq"kj dh6 dgka euq‘; g, ftls u Hwy 'wy7lh x\Lh` blhfyS [\Lk jgk fd Hwy rqe lq/kj yks2 blhfyS [\Lk jgk fd rqe eq>s iqdkj yks2 iqdkjdj nqykj yks] nqykjdj lq/kj yks2 fe_rk cukuh gks rks cl ml Sd ls4 iqdkjuk gks rks cl mls4 izrhk djuh gks cl mldh iqdkj dh4 vk,j [\Ls jguk] LIs jguk] iqdkjrs gh jguk2 t,ls lk, fLxzh ij ikuh vkdj ok‘ihHwr gks tkrk g,] Ssls gh lk, fLxzh ij izkFZuk vkdj iwjh gksrh g,4 nhuca/q nhukukF esjh ru gsfjS44 dgs gh pys tkuk fd ns[ks esjh rjG4 dc rd esjh rjG utj u mOkvksxs` iqdkjrs gh jguk] mlds kj ij n¬rd nsrs gh jguk4 nhuca/q nhukukF esjh ru gsfjS44 esjh Hh rjG ns[ks4 ekuk fd c\Lk fo¬rkj g, lalkj vk,j cgqr dqN rqégX ns[us dks g,] ysfdu eT [\Lk jgwaxk] eT izrhk dWaxk4 [\Lk jgk blhfyS fd rqe eq>s iqdkj yks2

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iqdkj dj nqykj yks] nqykj dj lq/kj yks2 v\Ls jguk2 LIs jguk2 esjk lty eq[ ns[ ysrs2 ;g dQ< eq[ ns[ ysrs2 lsrq lwykX dk cuk cka/k fojg7okjh' dk ty] Gwy dh iydX cukdj î;kfy;ka ckaIk gykgy6 nqA[e; lq[ lq[Hjk nAq[3 dk,u ysrk iwN] tks rqe] †oky7ty dk ns' nsrs2 esjk lty eq[ ns[ ysrs2 ;g dQ< eq[ ns[ ysrs2 u;u dh uhye7rqyk ij eksfr;kX ls î;kj rksyk] dj jgk ø;kikj dc ls e1®;q ls ;g izk< Hksyk2 Hkafre; d< Jkafre; < Fs eq>s ojnku] tks rqe ekax eerk 's" ysrs2

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esjk lty eq[ ns[ ysrs2 ;g dQ< eq[ ns[ ysrs2 in pys] thou pyk] iydX pyC] ¬ianu jgh py] Vdrq pyrk tk jgk esjk ffrt Hh nwj /wfey2 vax vyflr izk< fotf\Lr ekurh t;] tks rqégC gal gkj vkt vusd nsrs2 esjk lty eq[ ns[ ysrs2 ;g dQ< eq[ ns[ ysrs ?qy xB bu vkalqvkX eX nso] tkus dk,u gkyk] >werk g, foæo ih7ih ?werh u_ ekyk6 lk/ g, rqe cu l?u re lqjax voxqaOu mOk] fxu vkalqvkX dh js[ ysrs2 esjk lty eq[ ns[ ysrs2

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;g dQ< eq[ ns[ ysrs2 f'fFy pj<kX ds Ffdr bu uwiqjkX dh dQ< Qu>qu fojg dk bfrgkl dgrh] tks dHh ikrs lqHx lqu6 piy in /j vk vpy mj2 okj nsrs eqfR] [ks fuokZ< dk lans' nsrs2 esjk lty eq[ ns[ ysrs2 ;g dQ< eq[ ns[ ysrs2 iqdkjrs jgks2 î;kl dks izkFZuk cukrs jgks2 vkrk g,] fufæpr vkrk g, vfrfF4 ysfdu vkrk g, rHh tc rqégkjh iqdkj lexz gks tkrh g,4 v/wjh7v/wjh ugC4 tc rqégkjs iwjs izk< lay≈u gks tkrs gT4 vk,j bl iqdkj dks Ssls ckaIrs er fGjks] fd Fks\Lh7lh x<s'th dks ns vkS] Fks\Lh7lh f'oth dks ns vkS] Fks\Lh7lh egs'th dks ns vkS] ckaIrs er fGjks4 bl iqdkj dks l?u djks2 bl iqdkj dks ®ojk nks] rhozrk nks2 bl iqdkj dks Sdkxzrk nks2 ml Sd ds fyS gh iqdkjks2 cl Sd gh Hj nsxk2 Sd gh i;kZîr g,4 ml Sd ds ik ysus ij lc ik fy;k tkrk g,4 nhuca/q nhukukF esjh ru gsfjS44 HkB ukVg ca/q ukVg] dqIqe ifjokj ukVg] Sslk dksB fe_ ukVg] tkds fPx tkbS44 esjk dksB Hh ugC g,4 ugC fd HkB ugC Fs] ugC fd ca/q ugC Fs] ugC fd ifjokj ugC Fk] exj ;s gksuk dqN gksuk ugC g,4 lc /ks[k g,4 lc ukrs7fjærs cl 'çnkX dh ckrX gT4 lksus dh ly,;k ukVg] ~ ~ ~

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lksus dk ikalk esjs ikl ugC] ~ ~ ~ Wis dks Qi,;k ukfga] ~ ~ ~ esjs ikl dqN Hh ugC g,4 dk,\Lh i,lk xkaO ukVg] tkls dNq yhftS44 rqégkjs kj ij [\Lk gwa] nsus dks esjs ikl dqN Hh ugC g,4 ysus dks 'wü; g, esjs ikl] iwjk Ôn; esjk 'wü; g, fd rqe iwjs vkvks vk,j lek tkvks vk,j nsus dks esjs ikl dqN Hh ugC4 ;g fouezrk gh leiZ< g,4 /k√ed vkneh eX vgadkj gksrk g,4 og dgrk g,] eTus brus ozr fdS] brus miokl fdS] brus iq≤; fdS] bruh rhFZ7;k_k dh] bruh ckj iwtk djrk gwa] bruh ckj uekt i\Prk gwa] bruh ckj fo‘<q lg¬_uke dk ikO djrk gwa6 vd\L gksrh g,] vgadkj gksrk g,4 og ;g dg jgk g, fd esjs ikl lksus dh ly,;k g,] Wis dk Qi,;k g,] [jhn ywaxk rqégX2 ijek®ek [jhnk ugC tk ldrk4 gka] rqe fcd tkvks mlds gkF rks fcd tkvks] mls [jhn ugC ldrs4 Ohd dgrs eywdnkl] lh/h7lknh ckr] lh/s7lkns 'çnkX eX ij xgjh] vfr xgjh3 lksus dh ly,;k ukVg] Wis dks Qi,;k ukVg] dk,\Lh i,lk xkaO ukVg] tkls dNq yhftS44 blfyS ysus dks esjh dksB lkeƒ;Z ugC4 rqégX dqN ns ldwa] bldk dksB mik; ugC4 fliZ >ksyh G,ykrk gwa6 vkvks vk,j cjlks2 rqégkjh dQ<k dk Hjkslk g,] vius ή;kX dk ugC4 vius xq<kX dk dksB Hjkslk ugC g, fliZ rqégkjh ek dk Hjkslk g,4 bl Hsn dks Ohd ls le> ysuk4 tks ø;fDr dgrk g, eT Ssls7Ssls xq<kX dk /uh gwa] og dHh ijek®ek dks ugC ik ldsxk4 tks dgrk g,] esjs D;k xq<] nqxqZ< gh nqxqZ< gT] iki gh iki esjs i¥ys gT] HwyX gh HwyX gT] dkaIs gh dkaIs eXjs ikl gT] Gwy rks esjs Hhrj f[yrk gh ugC] Gwy rks rqe mrjks rks f[yX6 rqégX ?j eX fcOkus ds fyS Hh ¬Fku ugC g,] rqégkjs ;ks≈; vklu Hh ugC g,] dgka ls ykMa2 lksus dh ly,;k ukVg] Qis dks Qi,;k ukVg] fGj Hh iqdkjrk gwa fd vkvks4 cl izse g,] izkFZuk g,] iqdkj g,4 [srh ukVg ckjh ukVg] cfut ø;k,ikj ukVg] Sslk dksM lkgq ukVg] tklkX dNq ekafxS44

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dgr eywdnkl] Nks\L ns ijkB vkl] ~ ~ ~ eywdnkl dgrs gT A Nks\L nks lkjh vk'kSa] Nks\L nks ijkS dh vk'kSa] dksB lg;ksx ugC nsxk4 u dksB iafLr ogka igaqpk ldrk g,] u dksB iqjksfgr ogka igqapk ldrk g,] u dksB nku ogka igqapk ldrk g,] u dksB /eZ ogka igqapk ldrk g,4 dgr eywdnkl] Nks\L ns ijkB vkl] ~ ~ ~ jke/uh ik;ds vc dkdh lju tkbS44 vjs] vxj 'j< gh tkuk gks rks dgka NksIs7eksIs lkgwdkjkX dh 'j< tk jgk g,` mldh gh 'j< tk2 ml Sd ds gh pj< xg2 \tguks7fnyeX vxj clhjr gks rhjxh d,\Gs7uwj nsrh g, \th¬rdh jkgeX gj7bd Oksdj V\tnxh dk 'Mj nsrh g, \tguks7fnyeX vxj clhjr gks] ~ ~ ~ vxj rqégkjs ef¬r‘d eX vk,j Ôn; eX ns[us dh erk gks] n1f‘I gks] n'Zu dh ik_rk gks] vxj rqe vka[ ds ijns dkI ldks] n1f‘I dks fu[kj ldks] vxj vka[ dk niZ< cuk ldks] ~ ~ ~ \tguks7fnyeX vxj clhjr gks rhjxh d,\i!#@s7uwj nsrh g, rks fi!#@j vaf/;kjk Hh izdk' gks tkrk g,4 vk,j vxj ns[us dh erk gh u gks rks izdk' Hh va/sjk g,4 lqcg Hh lka> g,] ftanxh Hh ek,r g,4 vk,j vxj ns[us dh erk gks] ‘O \tguks7fnyeX vxj clhjr gks rhjxh d,\i!#@s7uwj nsrh g, rks va/sjs eX ls Hh †;ksfr dh fdj<X i!#@wIus yxrh gT] vk,j e1®;q eX ls Hh ve1r dk n'Zu gksus yxrk g,4 vk,j tgj Hh tgj ugC jg tkrk vxj ns[us dh erk gh u gks rks izdk' Hh va/sjk g,4 lqcg Hh lka> g,] ftanxh Hh ek,r g,4 vk,j vxj ns[us dh erk gks] @)!‘O

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lksor gT lq[uCn Hfj] Lkfj Hje dh iksI44 vc lkjs Hze gekjs fxj xS gT4 vc rks ge egk vkuan dh uCn eX yhu gT4 vc ge foJke eX gT4 vc dksB gekjs thou eX mi–o ugC g,4 Sd NksIk7lk jg¬; A gfj dh vksI4 vk,j rqégkjs thou eX ∂kafr ?I tkrh g,4 lfyy7d< gwa fd ikjkokj gwa eT ¬o;a Nk;k] ¬o;a vk/kj gwa eT6 ca/k gwa] ¬oîu gwa] NksIk cuk gwa] ugC rks ø;kse dk fo¬rkj gwa eT4 lekuk pkgrh tks chu mj eX6 fody ml 'wü; dh >adkj gwa eT4 HIdrk [kstrk gwa †;ksfr ru eX] lquk g, †;ksfr dk vkxkj gwa eT2` ftls fuf' [kstrh rkjs tykdj mlh dk dj jgk vfHlkj gwa eT4 tue dj ej pqdk lk, ckj ysfdu vxe dk ik ldk D;k ikj gwa eT4 dyh dh ia[\Lh ij vksl7d< eX] jaxhys ¬oîu dk lalkj gwa eT4 eq>s D;k vkt gh ;k dy >Wa eT4 lqeu gwa] Sd y?q migkj gwa eT4

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izHqrkgh dks lc ejT] izHq dks ej, u dks;4~ ~ ~ eywd dk vkf[jh lw_A izHqrkgh dks lc ejT] izHq dks ej, u dks;4 tks dksB izHq dks ej,] rks izHqrk nklh gks;44 î;kjk g, cgqr vk,j lkj g, muds lkjs opukX dk4 fu‘ifR g,4 lc yksx pkgrs gT fd izHqrk feys] in feys] egÂo feys] egRk feys] ;' feys‘O izHqrkgh dks lc ejT] izHq dks ej, u dks; ~ ~ ~ ysfdu ijek®ek ds fyS dksB ugC pkgrk4 vk,j etk ;g g,] thou dk vuwOk fu;e ;g g,3 tks dksB izHq dks ej,] ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ tks izHq ds fyS ejrk g,~ ~ ~ rks izHqrk nklh gks;44 tks ijek®ek ds fyS ejus dks jkth g,] lkjs txr. dk lc dqN mldh lsok eX yhu gks tkrk g,4 vk,j tks izHqrk ds fyS ej jgk g,] og fH[kjh gh jgrk g, vk,j fH[kjh gh ejrk g,4 [kyh gkF vkrk g,] [kyh gkF tkrk g,4 vxj dqN ikuk gks rks izHq dh [kst djks] izHqrk dh ugC4 izHqrk rks izHq dh Nk;k g,4 izHq fey x;k rks izHqrk rks vius7vki fey tkrh g,4 ysfdu rqe Nk;k [kstrs fGjrs gks4 Nk;kSa dgC [ksth tkrh gT` vk,j Nk;k fey Hh tkS] rks mlds rqe ekfyd ugC gks ldrs6 D;kXfd izHq dc gI tkSxk] Nk;k gI tkSxh4 Sd vGheph us Sd jkr Sd feOkB dh nqdku ls feOkB [jhnh6 iqjkuh gksxh dgkuh] vkO vkus lsj feOkB feyrh Fh] lsj Hj feOkB yh4 iwjk uxn Qi;k Fk] nqdkunkj ds ikl IwIs i,ls ugC Fs rks mlus dgk fd HkB] dy vkO vkus ys ysuk4 vGheph u's eX Fk fGj Hh bruk gks' rks Fk] u's eX Hh bruk gks' rks jgrk g,] fd dgC ;g vOUh ipk u tkS2 dgC dy cny u tkS2 rks mlus xk,j ls ns[ fy;k lc fd Ohd igpku dj ysuh tWjh g, 4 r“rk Hh i\P fy;k mldh nqdku dk fd uke D;k g,4 gkykafd lc vj LkaokLksy fn[kB i\L jgs Fs] lc lkjh nqfu;k ?werh ekywe i\L jgh Fh] exj fGj Hh mlus lc fglkc iDdk dj fy;k4 ysfdu fGj mls [;ky vk;k fd gks ldrk g,] gksf';kj vkneh g,] dgC r“rh cny ys2

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6 'kæor gT6 iqjkus ls iqjkus gT vk,j uS ls uS] Sslk mudk fojks/kHkl g,4 bu l®;kX dks tkuus dh dyk dk uke dfork g,4 ysfdu vxj vgadkj chp eX vk x;k] rks cht cht jg tkSxk4 Gwy rd rqe u igqap ikvksxs4 Nks\Lks ;g ckr2 xhr xkuk g,6 ijek®ek dk xhr xkuk g,] D;k esjk] D;k rsjk` ;g eT7rw eX i\Ls jgs rks vius gh gkF ls vius vklikl y”e<js[k [Cp yh4 blls ckgj fudyuk eqfædy gks tkSxk4 vk,j bl eT7rw eX tks i\Lk jgrk g,] og dHh izk,\P ugC gksrk4 cpdkuk gh jg tkrk g,4 eT ls †;knk cpdkuh vk,j dksB ckr ugC4 blfyS cpdkuh] D;kXfd eT dks id\Ldj ge fdruh c\Lh laink ls pwd jgs gT2 eT dks id\L jgs gT vk,j ijek®ek ls pwd jgs gT4 blls †;knk ew\Prk vk,j D;k gksxh` vk,j eT fc¥dqy FksFk g,] fc¥dqy >wOk g,] blls c\Lh dksB >wO ugC g,4 eT g, gh ugC4 ftügkXus [kstk g,] ugC ik;k4 gka] ftügkXus [kstk gh ugC] eku j[k] mudh ckr vk,j4 \tjk vius Hhrj ryk'ks] eT dks dgC Hh u ikvksxs4 ftruk [kstksxs] mruk gh de ikvksxs4 ftl fnu [kst iwjh gksxh] ml fnu ikvksxs eT g, gh ugC4 vk,j eT ds ml vHko eX ftldk vuqHo gksrk g,] ogh ijek®ek g,4 fGj xhr i,nk gksxk6 og ijek®ek dk xhr gksxk6 rqe rks ckal dh ikXxjh jg tkvksxs4 ;ksx izhre] ckal dh ikXxjh cuks4 [kyh4 xhr mlds] rqels cgX4 rqe ck/k u nks] bruk gh dkGh4 rqe chp eX u vkvks] bruk gh cgqr4 og xkuk pkgs] tks xkuk pkgs] mls xquxqukus nks4 rqe mleX QdkoI gh er Lkyuk4 rqégkjh QdkoI v\Lpu gks tkSxh4 joC–ukF tc Hh dHh xhr fy[rs Fs] rks kj7njokts can dj ysrs Fs4 dHh fnu] dHh nks fnu] dHh rhu fnu chr tkrs4 u Hkstu dh fG∂] u ¬uku dh fG∂6 i®uh ijs'ku] ifjokj ijs'ku] f'‘; ijs'ku2 exj mudh vkKk Fh fd tc eT kj can dj ywa] rks dksB kj ij n¬rd Hh u ns4 tc xhr iwjk mrj vkSxk rks eT ¬o;a kj [ksydj fudy vkMaxk4 rqe fG∂ er djuk esjh Hw[7î;kl dh4 iwNk muls fdlh us vkf[j kj7njoktk can djus dh D;k tWjr g,` rks joC–ukF us dgk fd nwljs vxj ek,twn gksrs gT] vxj rw ek,twn gksrk g,] rks eT feIrk ugC4 eT vk,j rw lkF7lkF [\Ls gks tkrs gT4 nwljs dh ek,twnxh eX eT Hh ek,twn gks tkrk gwa4 blfyS nwljs dh ek,twnxh dks fc¥dqy fo¬ej< dj nsus ds fyS kj7njokts can dj ysrk gwa] rkfd eT Hh feI tkMa4 dksB ck/k u jg tkS] og cg lds] t,lk mls cguk gks4 eT xhr fy[rk ugC] og tks xquxqukrk g,] cl] mlh dks mrkjrk tkrk gwa4 eT ck/k ugC Lkyrk4 viuh rjG ls u tks\Lrk gwa] u viuh rjG ls rks\Lrk gwa4 blhfyS joC–ukF ds xhrkX eX mifu"nkX dk jl g,4 joC–ukF ds xhrkX eX dqjku dh xfjek g,] ogh mapkB;ka gT] tks cq0 ds opukX dh g,4 joC–ukF dks Ohd ls le>k ugC tk ldk] vü;Fk ge mügX +f" dgrs4 fliZ dfo dg dj ge pqi jg xS] egkdfo dg dj pqi jg xS6 og gekjh Hzkafr g,] gekjh Hwy g,4

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